- 15 hours ago
David, recently accepted to a prestigious dance school, has been secretly sleeping with his sister's husband, Jules. When David starts an open relationship with another man, Jules is driven mad with envy.
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00:00:00You
00:00:30You
00:01:00You
00:01:02You
00:01:04You
00:01:06You
00:01:28I made a promise to the devil
00:01:30I sow my soul for peace in heaven
00:01:34I lose my senses, lose my sight
00:01:36For a mountain of your wild again
00:01:40I shed my kingdom singles within
00:01:44I wash these demons from my spirit
00:01:48And I can hardly hold onto these walls
00:01:52So watch me go
00:01:58Hey, it's Jules Spence. I can't get to the phone right now
00:02:00So leave a massage and I will endeavour to get back to you as soon as possible
00:02:04Hey, it's David
00:02:06I'm coming round
00:02:08I got some news to tell you
00:02:10I'm a mess, look, crack open the champagne
00:02:12See you soon
00:02:14Hurry up, come on
00:02:16Hang on, I've only just got here
00:02:18Get a move on
00:02:20What's going on?
00:02:22Can you not guess what day it is?
00:02:24You tried a kid in them heels
00:02:26You could barely walk on them, let alone running them
00:02:28Shut it, soft lad
00:02:29Why are we here?
00:02:30I need to tell Jules
00:02:31What did your mum and dad say?
00:02:33Ah, they're away, I'll tell them later
00:02:35So what are you going to do? Are you going to take it?
00:02:37Are you crazy psycho bitch or what?
00:02:39Oi, enough for the insults
00:02:40I got into the best dance company in the country
00:02:42In the whole of Europe, possibly even the world
00:02:45Don't get carried away
00:02:46Oh, stupid door
00:02:52When are they going to get it fixed?
00:02:54You never answer my question
00:02:56You silly cow, of course I'm going to take you
00:03:01What are you going to be taking?
00:03:03Jules, we were just looking for you
00:03:05Now you've found me
00:03:08You're not coming in?
00:03:16Drink anyone?
00:03:19No, I'm fine, thanks
00:03:21David?
00:03:23Erm, no thank you
00:03:29So what's the news?
00:03:31What are you going to be taking?
00:03:33The one?
00:03:34David, tell the man
00:03:36I erm...
00:03:38I got in
00:03:40In?
00:03:41Yeah
00:03:43Yeah
00:03:48Oh bloody hell
00:03:49He got accepted into the dance company
00:03:51Oh
00:03:54Well
00:03:59Congratulations
00:04:04You're not happy for me
00:04:05I just said, congratulations
00:04:08Really happy for you
00:04:09Thank you
00:04:12Thank you
00:04:13You're welcome
00:04:15Look, erm
00:04:16I'm going to go
00:04:17No, I won't go
00:04:18Yeah, I need to go get ready
00:04:19I've got double shift at the bar tonight
00:04:22You coming with me?
00:04:27Erm
00:04:28No
00:04:29No, you go
00:04:31Sorry
00:04:33It's okay
00:04:34I'll
00:04:35I'll probably be in later for the drink
00:04:36To celebrate?
00:04:37Yes
00:04:40Er, Stacey?
00:04:41Yeah
00:04:43Goodbye
00:04:45Yeah, bye
00:04:47See you later
00:05:07Hey honey
00:05:14What a day
00:05:17Oh
00:05:19That's better
00:05:20Just what I need
00:05:22Hey honey. What a day.
00:05:29Oh, that's better. Just what I need.
00:05:36I've had emails moving through all day about the new summer range.
00:05:41I get to the school, the traffic is packed up right the way down the high street when I finally get close enough.
00:05:47There's nowhere to park. Hey princess. Hey daddy.
00:05:51And then when I finally get in, they want to drag me in for a quick Q&A on how much we value the school.
00:05:56I mean, I love the place, but...
00:05:57How was school?
00:05:58Okay.
00:05:59Good.
00:06:00Zephyr upstairs, sweetheart. Get changed.
00:06:02I don't want to get changed.
00:06:04Do as you're told, please, love. I'm going to give your Uncle David a kiss.
00:06:08Oh, sorry Jane. I've been in my own world.
00:06:11Oh, hey Steph.
00:06:13Hey Uncle David. Mummy's taking me to dance class today. I'm going to be a ballet dancer, just like you.
00:06:20If you're going anywhere, if you don't go and get changed sweetheart.
00:06:23Oh, you're going to be much better than me, lovely.
00:06:26I'm so proud of you.
00:06:27I think we are the ones who are proud of you, mister.
00:06:30Who, me?
00:06:31What do you mean?
00:06:32Steph, go on upstairs.
00:06:37What do you mean?
00:06:38What do I mean?
00:06:39The job. The dance company you've been mithering us about for like the past 22 years.
00:06:45How did you know?
00:06:46I've given you one clue.
00:06:47Blonde, big boobs, fog on from her mouth.
00:06:51See?
00:06:53She shouted at me as I was getting out of the car on the drive.
00:06:57David was just giving me the good news as you arrived.
00:06:59Oh.
00:07:00Congratulations, Dave.
00:07:02Thanks, Jules.
00:07:05Right, I better get back to mom and dad's.
00:07:08Don't be silly, sweetie. You've got to stay. You've got to celebrate.
00:07:11We've got a couple of bottles of wine there.
00:07:13Jules brought back from Paris.
00:07:16Paris?
00:07:17I was there for work, weren't you, love?
00:07:18Mm-hmm.
00:07:19This is a special occasion.
00:07:20It definitely warrants a special little something.
00:07:22Oh, I think you're right.
00:07:23And the wine will be perfect on this occasion.
00:07:26Don't you think, David?
00:07:28Not my little for drinking tonight.
00:07:30Oh, I'm hearing it. You're staying.
00:07:32I haven't even told mom and dad.
00:07:33She came to tell us first.
00:07:34Well, I'm honoured.
00:07:36Hmm.
00:07:38Well, what's that then?
00:07:39I'm gonna go and get Stephanie ready for dance class.
00:07:41You've got approximately three hours to do what you need to do.
00:07:44Then I want you back here ready for a celebratory meal.
00:07:47Do you hear me, young man?
00:07:50Yeah, three hours, I heard.
00:07:52Three hours should be plenty of time.
00:07:53Well, this is all very exciting.
00:07:56Yes.
00:07:57Mwah!
00:08:05Why are you being like this?
00:08:06Like what?
00:08:08You know what?
00:08:10You're killing me.
00:08:12I came here to see you.
00:08:14To tell you.
00:08:15What you told me.
00:08:18Why are you being like this?
00:08:19David.
00:08:20Cooking you dinner, for Christ's sake.
00:08:21No!
00:08:22My sister's cooking me dinner.
00:08:23And the husband is providing the wine.
00:08:26I bought it from Paris.
00:08:28I'm saying it speaks more like...
00:08:30Oh, listen.
00:08:31My dear boy.
00:08:33Why don't you go run your errands?
00:08:35We'll speak later.
00:08:36Okay?
00:08:38Why not now?
00:08:39You know.
00:08:40Boys, we're gonna be back in like an hour and a half or so, okay?
00:08:44Jane, can I grab a lift?
00:08:46Yes, you can.
00:08:47You ready?
00:08:48No, I need to speak to David about something.
00:08:50Just wait a minute.
00:08:51Yeah, but you just...
00:08:52Never mind what I just said.
00:08:54You coming?
00:08:58You coming, someone?
00:08:59I just need to speak to him about something.
00:09:02Why not the David's call with us?
00:09:04Oh, sweetheart.
00:09:05No.
00:09:06I'm just gonna talk to him for a second.
00:09:08But you...
00:09:09You go and have a great ballet lesson.
00:09:11And we will see you later on.
00:09:12Okay?
00:09:14Okay.
00:09:15Okay.
00:09:16Mwah!
00:09:17Come on.
00:09:20Yes.
00:09:24Yes.
00:09:27Yes.
00:09:28Yes.
00:09:37Because I don't know.
00:09:38Yes.
00:09:40Yes.
00:09:42Yes.
00:09:44Yes.
00:09:45Yes.
00:09:48Yes.
00:09:51Yes.
00:09:54Yes.
00:09:54As she lives, as she lives, I can make you happy.
00:10:07What are you like?
00:10:11I have to rescue you.
00:10:14From what, may I ask?
00:10:15This life.
00:10:17I'm gonna whisk you away to a desert island
00:10:20and peel breaks for you when I suck on your toes.
00:10:24Please.
00:10:25You're a little crazy, you know that.
00:10:27I'm crazy for you.
00:10:29What has gone into you? What you want?
00:10:31Prozac? Valium?
00:10:33Can I have some?
00:10:35I've not seen you like this since, well, since when you got back from Paris.
00:10:40No, my love, if it's sex that you're after, you can't.
00:10:44Calm down, take that.
00:10:47You're funny.
00:10:48I've had sex for like over a month and now I'm about to hold a dinner party
00:10:52a little frisky, haven't I?
00:10:54No.
00:10:55It's hardly a dinner party.
00:10:57You've got your little gay brother coming round for dinner.
00:10:59Jules, don't be like that.
00:11:01Like what?
00:11:03Quickly, get some clothes on, will you?
00:11:04If it isn't Carlos or Costa.
00:11:10Watch your eyes there, gay boy.
00:11:17Why is he being like that?
00:11:18Oh, take no notice.
00:11:20He's only playing.
00:11:22You know what he's like?
00:11:24I thought I did.
00:11:26He's just teasing you.
00:11:28He's so proud of you.
00:11:30We all are.
00:11:32Mum and Dad had me on the phone for like over half an hour.
00:11:36Let's put them on loudspeaker, otherwise none of this.
00:11:38We're unfinished.
00:11:40They're mad.
00:11:42You know, it's the first time I actually believed that Dad was proud of me.
00:11:47Are you kidding?
00:11:48He's so proud of you.
00:11:49He's done nothing but going about you.
00:11:51You and your dancing since the time that you were dopey.
00:11:53It's no way when you were like ten.
00:11:56You're all insane.
00:11:59How about you?
00:12:01Hmm?
00:12:03How do you feel?
00:12:05You know, you're the first person to actually ask me that.
00:12:11That's because I love you.
00:12:13I'm good, I'm happy.
00:12:17I don't know, it was just the start of my life.
00:12:20Do you know what I mean?
00:12:21I don't know, but I can imagine.
00:12:24It's what I've always wanted.
00:12:26Now you've got it.
00:12:27Exactly.
00:12:28Now I've got it.
00:12:30But?
00:12:32No but.
00:12:34You still want it, right?
00:12:36I want anything in the world.
00:12:39Well...
00:12:43What?
00:12:44I know what that, well, means.
00:12:46What?
00:12:48David, I know you.
00:12:49What meaning?
00:12:50Sweetheart, I want nothing but the very best for you.
00:12:54And this job, that's going to give you that.
00:12:58I know.
00:13:00What I'm saying is do not let anything get in the way of it.
00:13:04I don't know what you're talking about.
00:13:05I'm not fit.
00:13:06You don't fool me.
00:13:08I'm not trying to fool anybody.
00:13:10There's only one thing that can come between you and your dance.
00:13:14It's if you're only a baby.
00:13:16I'm 22.
00:13:17Exactly.
00:13:19Men come and go.
00:13:21My advice.
00:13:23This won't go.
00:13:25Can we change the subject, please?
00:13:28Look me in the eye.
00:13:29Tell me you're not in love.
00:13:30Not in love.
00:13:35It's okay.
00:13:37People think bad here for being in love.
00:13:40Love is...
00:13:42Love is magical.
00:13:44David, when you dance, that is pure magic in itself.
00:13:50You've got to do this while you're young, babe.
00:13:52Whoever this man is, if he loves you, then he'll wait for you.
00:14:02Yeah.
00:14:04It's a change of subject.
00:14:07Talking about me?
00:14:09Thought I felt my ears burning.
00:14:11You've got to nod my love, it's not always about you.
00:14:14I think I'll find it is.
00:14:16Fuck's a night, aren't you, mister?
00:14:18So what were we talking about then?
00:14:23Magic.
00:14:27Yeah.
00:14:29Magic.
00:14:31And if you...
00:14:33If you want something bad enough,
00:14:35it'll wait for you.
00:14:39Yeah.
00:14:41I've never really been any good at magic.
00:14:42Magic.
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00:15:05Didn't have to drive, Mil.
00:15:06How else were you going to get there?
00:15:08You're hardly in a fit state to be walking the streets.
00:15:10What, you're worried someone will take advantage of you?
00:15:13Something like that.
00:15:18You're not very talkative tonight.
00:15:20I'm not really saying anything later here.
00:15:22Like what?
00:15:24Sorry would be a start.
00:15:26For what?
00:15:27You're hardly the man I thought you were.
00:15:29Give me a clue.
00:15:30I could give you a list.
00:15:31For treating me like shit.
00:15:32Using me for sex.
00:15:34Have me lie to my whole family.
00:15:36Let me fall in love with you.
00:15:38You're not in love with David.
00:15:40Fuck with you.
00:15:45Look.
00:15:47I'm sorry for not supporting your dream.
00:15:49Okay?
00:15:51I really am happy for you.
00:15:53Yeah, sure you are.
00:15:54I am.
00:15:55It's just...
00:15:57It's what?
00:16:00You got it easy.
00:16:02You've got all bases covered.
00:16:04You think so, do you?
00:16:05Look, I know so.
00:16:06All the while I'm...
00:16:08I'm dying inside.
00:16:09You're always the drama queen.
00:16:10Oh, fuck you.
00:16:12What about me, eh?
00:16:14Do you seriously think this is all fun and games for me?
00:16:16It's your choice to play happy families.
00:16:18It's not that simple.
00:16:19It's as simple as you want it to be.
00:16:22I love your sister.
00:16:23And what?
00:16:25You only like sticking your dick in me.
00:16:27No, Jules, is that it?
00:16:29You're not gay because you've got a wife and a family.
00:16:31Oh, yeah, but every now and then you like to stick your dick in her brother's arse.
00:16:35It's not that at all.
00:16:38I really like you, David.
00:16:40What do you think that weekend in the Lake District was all about?
00:16:43I don't know what that weekend was about.
00:16:45A short chance to get your end away for a whole weekend without having to look over your shoulder every five minutes.
00:16:49And there was me thinking you actually cared.
00:16:53I do care.
00:16:55I mean, Paris.
00:16:57Fucking Paris.
00:16:59I can't believe Jane actually fell for that.
00:17:02Can we behave like adults for just one moment, please?
00:17:05You enjoyed that weekend just as much as I did.
00:17:08Well, at least you can admit you enjoy it.
00:17:09I do!
00:17:14I'm sorry.
00:17:16Okay?
00:17:18I'm gonna miss you.
00:17:21Miss my arse, you mean?
00:17:22No.
00:17:24No.
00:17:26Well, yes.
00:17:33But I was...
00:17:35shocked.
00:17:37Hurt.
00:17:38Jealous.
00:17:39Whatever you want to call it.
00:17:40That's why I behaved the way I did.
00:17:43I love you, Jules.
00:17:44You're funny.
00:17:45I'm glad you find the humour in it all.
00:17:46Can I go to?
00:17:48Obviously not.
00:17:50I'm gonna keep saying it until you believe me.
00:17:54I love you.
00:17:56You may be stupid of me.
00:17:58I might be foolish.
00:18:00I might be a kid.
00:18:01I've fallen in love and it's...
00:18:04It's breaking me in two.
00:18:07I don't want you to go.
00:18:09Really?
00:18:11No.
00:18:13I won't go.
00:18:14Don't be silly.
00:18:15You've got to go.
00:18:16No, don't you get it.
00:18:18I'm prepared to sacrifice my whole life.
00:18:21My family.
00:18:22You think I've ever cared for?
00:18:24If you can't say that, I might as well be banging my head against a brick wall.
00:18:27David, what do you want from me?
00:18:28If you've told me not to go, that you'd leave Jane.
00:18:31No, I can't do that.
00:18:33I know that's the problem.
00:18:35I don't want to tell you.
00:18:37I don't want to tell you.
00:18:38I don't want to tell you, I can't tell you.
00:18:40I don't want to tell you.
00:18:41I'm prepared to sacrifice my whole life.
00:18:44My family.
00:18:46I don't think I've ever cared for.
00:18:48If you can't say that, I might as well be banging my head against a brick wall.
00:18:51David, what do you want from me?
00:18:52I know that's the problem.
00:18:56If you can, you just won't.
00:19:02It's a joke.
00:19:04He is fine.
00:19:06I said he is fine.
00:19:08David, I didn't...
00:19:10Jules.
00:19:12I get it.
00:19:16Thanks for the lift.
00:19:18Hey, it's Jules Spence. I can't get to the phone right now, so leave a massage and I will endeavour to get back to you as soon as possible.
00:19:32Baby, it's me. I'm sorry to phone you when you're driving.
00:19:36We're out of milk.
00:19:38You know what it's just like. She loves it every morning. Could you...
00:19:40Could you pick me some up, please, on your way back?
00:19:44And...
00:19:46Maybe we could...
00:19:48Pick up from where we left off just before our David come round, eh?
00:19:52Got me apron on.
00:19:54And nothing but me apron.
00:19:58Love you.
00:20:00So he fucked you in her bed?
00:20:02Okay, okay. There's no need to be so crude.
00:20:06I knew there was tension.
00:20:08I could feel my knickers getting wet just standing there.
00:20:10Never thought you'd do it in his own bed.
00:20:12I feel like shit.
00:20:16I do love him.
00:20:17Yeah, he's sexy.
00:20:18It's not just that.
00:20:20I don't know.
00:20:22He said he was being a twack because he didn't want me to go.
00:20:24What, he said that?
00:20:25Well, not exactly those words, but along those lines.
00:20:29Do you believe him?
00:20:31I don't know.
00:20:32So what are you going to do?
00:20:34There's nothing I can do.
00:20:35You could tell your sister.
00:20:37Oh, yeah. Nice one, Einstein.
00:20:39Maybe I'll publish a book about how to lose me family in five easy steps.
00:20:43Well, she is your sister.
00:20:45But it's thicker than water and all that.
00:20:47And what would I say?
00:20:49Oh, hi, Jane. It's David, your brother.
00:20:51So I'd let you know that after two years, well, on and off, I've been sucking your husband off.
00:20:55Yeah, Mum would love that.
00:20:57How is your mum?
00:20:59She'd have a heart attack if she found out about anything like this.
00:21:02She thinks the world are jewels.
00:21:05Maybe I could throw myself under a bus.
00:21:07No, love.
00:21:08When you go, you want to look your best.
00:21:10Close coffins in it, I've got to say.
00:21:12Oh, you're sick.
00:21:13I'm sick.
00:21:14You said it.
00:21:15I just think you're brave.
00:21:17We came when we went away.
00:21:19It was the first time I actually thought, well, maybe it could work.
00:21:23I mean, before that, it'd been the odd mess about when he was drunk.
00:21:27I remember the first time it ever happened.
00:21:30It was at Christmas.
00:21:32We were having a drinking competition after Mum and Dad come to bed.
00:21:36I found him hot.
00:21:40Yeah.
00:21:41I never wanted to sleep with him.
00:21:43I was just so happy for Jane having found a top bloke.
00:21:46I guess looking back, I could always tell he was a bit, you know, fruity.
00:21:52How do you mean?
00:21:53I don't know.
00:21:54It was just too nice and too smiley and always willing to help if ever I needed anything,
00:22:00you know.
00:22:01Anyway, it was me and him left and we was doing vodka shots.
00:22:07He stood off to go to the bathroom and he lost his footing on the carpet.
00:22:10He slipped in and fell on my lap.
00:22:12He just laughed and rolled about on the floor.
00:22:17Then we started kissing.
00:22:19We joked it off after that, but at Easter it happened again.
00:22:24And then every holiday or celebration after that we just get drunk and play the game.
00:22:28What have I got myself into?
00:22:32Look, at least you're going away.
00:22:34That'll give you some head space.
00:22:36Am I?
00:22:37Yes, you are.
00:22:39David, you bloody well are, even if I have to drag you there myself.
00:22:44We've been planning this for years.
00:22:46We?
00:22:47Look, you know what I mean.
00:22:49Look, it's not just your dream.
00:22:50You've hooked us all into this.
00:22:52We all want it just as bad as you do.
00:22:54You getting out of this city is like our little escape too.
00:22:57Not just about you anymore.
00:22:59No pressure left.
00:23:01Honey, I'm sorry.
00:23:04I know, I know, it was unexpected.
00:23:07I'm on call.
00:23:09I don't like it any more than you do,
00:23:11but I have to go into the office and sort out the mess that someone else has made.
00:23:14If I could come home, I would, you know that.
00:23:16Jane, stop.
00:23:19Listen, it's my job.
00:23:22It's what pays the bills and puts food on the table.
00:23:25It's late.
00:23:26I'm tired.
00:23:27And the last thing I want to do right now is argue with my wife about coming home to put bloody milk in the fridge.
00:23:33I'll be home as soon as I can, okay?
00:23:39Okay.
00:23:42Love you too.
00:23:43I love you too.
00:23:45I love you too.
00:23:47I'll be at the house.
00:23:48Four pounds, please.
00:23:49DJ turn me up.
00:23:52DJ DJ turn me up.
00:23:54DJ turn me up.
00:23:55DJ turn me up.
00:23:56Yeah, please.
00:23:58Everybody know me, all the ballers, check it for me
00:24:03You ain't got no swag, shouty, guess that's why you're lonely
00:24:07Bottles overflowing and my ice is always glowing
00:24:11But some money in this club and tonight we got to blow it
00:24:15I'm not your average girl, I do my own thing
00:24:19Don't need your fancy car, don't need your diamond ring
00:24:23I got my own swag, I play my own thing
00:24:27Don't have no superman, I ain't gonna stay
00:24:31We came here to party, baby, we came here to party
00:24:35Got patrol in my body, and the beat thing got me started, baby
00:24:39Put your hands up, put your hands up
00:24:43Tell the club owner, I say we don't give up
00:24:46Cause we gon' lie
00:24:47DJ, turn me up, DJ, DJ, turn me up
00:24:51We gon' lie
00:24:51DJ, turn me up, DJ, DJ, turn me up
00:24:55We gon' lie
00:24:56DJ, turn me up, DJ, DJ, turn me up
00:24:58We gon' lie
00:25:00DJ, turn me up, DJ, DJ, turn me up
00:25:02We gon' lie
00:25:03DJ, turn me up, DJ, DJ, turn me up
00:25:07We gon' lie
00:25:08I'm a girl from the floor, Imma break it down, make my body go, pop, pop
00:25:23We gon' ride
00:25:23I'ma go so crazy every time I hear the bass and the beat
00:25:26We gon' run, I can see all eyes on me when I do a thing, I'm sold
00:25:30We gon' run, I'm never gon' stop, I'ma party until the time comes down
00:25:36David here, you know what to do
00:25:43David, it's your mum, you didn't come home last night
00:25:47Look, sweet sauce, I'm not checking up on you, because I know you don't like that
00:25:51I don't like that, so I hope you know I'm not doing that
00:25:54I just, well I want to see you're okay
00:25:56We can't have anything happening to those prized feet now, can we?
00:26:00We need you in one piece to start work come September
00:26:02Oh, give me a call, my love, as soon as you get this
00:26:06Please, I love you
00:26:08Hey babe, listen, everyone's going crazy
00:26:14I've had your mum and dad on at me, even Jules has been on trying to find out where you are
00:26:18Look, apparently you're not picking up your phone, so they've asked me to try
00:26:21I haven't told them I saw you leave with that guy
00:26:24I don't want to get them worried, but the longer I keep it from them, the more I put myself in this shit
00:26:29Give me a call as soon as you get this
00:26:32We're all worried here, love you
00:26:35T?
00:26:39Um, yeah, no, um, sorry, what's your, um
00:26:48I'm Sam
00:26:50Sorry
00:26:51There's no need to be, I made you a cup anyway
00:26:55Thank you
00:26:57You okay?
00:27:00Yeah, why?
00:27:01You look like a rabbit caught in headlights
00:27:02I don't, I'm fine
00:27:05It's just a load of voice messages from, from home
00:27:08They're not used to me staying out this late
00:27:11They think I've been kidnapped or something
00:27:13You wouldn't realise I was 22
00:27:16Who says you haven't been kidnapped?
00:27:19Well, have I?
00:27:20Maybe
00:27:21How's about we pick up from where we left off last night?
00:27:28I don't think I've got the energy
00:27:29Oh, you had plenty of energy last night
00:27:31I think I had a little help
00:27:33What was that you gave me?
00:27:36I gave you?
00:27:37No, no, no, no, no, no
00:27:38From what I remember, you snatched it from me
00:27:40What was it?
00:27:43Methadrone
00:27:43Methadrone?
00:27:47Never heard of it
00:27:48You know, a little bit of coke
00:27:49Cocaine?
00:27:51That's not so shocked
00:27:52I'm not, it's just
00:27:55You've never done it before?
00:27:58Oh, so you're not just a sex virgin
00:28:00Alright, there's no need to be like that
00:28:03There's no need to be ashamed
00:28:04I was a virgin until I was 22
00:28:06I'm not ashamed
00:28:07I told you I was a virgin anyway
00:28:10You were too
00:28:12Oh God, I can't remember a thing
00:28:15Oh, thanks
00:28:17No, don't worry
00:28:19I was as gentle as I needed to be
00:28:21I didn't want your first experience to be a bad one
00:28:23I guess I need it to worry now
00:28:25What else did I say?
00:28:32It was cool
00:28:33It was all good
00:28:34We had fun
00:28:35You should let me refresh your memory
00:28:37Were we...
00:28:40What?
00:28:44Were we safe?
00:28:45I always play safe, buddy
00:28:47Thank God
00:28:49You're a virgin, so we're cool
00:28:51Yeah, but we used a condom, right?
00:28:55I always use condoms, usually
00:28:57But we didn't have any
00:28:59Oh, fuck
00:29:01No, we were in the moment
00:29:02And you said it was okay, remember?
00:29:04That's when you told me
00:29:05That's why we did it
00:29:07Look, don't worry
00:29:09Okay, I'm negative and I promise you
00:29:11I always usually use condoms
00:29:12I got tested last month
00:29:14Plus I pulled out before
00:29:20You're gonna get that?
00:29:29Are you avoiding someone?
00:29:30I just don't wanna talk to anyone at the moment
00:29:31I just don't wanna talk to anyone at the moment
00:29:36Well, they obviously wanna speak to you
00:29:40Maybe you should answer that
00:29:47Hello
00:29:48Address
00:29:49Sorry
00:29:50Address
00:29:51Look, I'm okay
00:29:52I said give me the fucking address
00:29:56I'll text at you
00:29:57That was short and sweet
00:30:06What?
00:30:12Is everything alright?
00:30:13Yeah
00:30:14Good
00:30:17What's your address?
00:30:18117 Belvedere road flat 2
00:30:21117 Belvedere
00:30:23So are you okay?
00:30:25Yeah
00:30:27Fine
00:30:29It was Jules
00:30:31Your boyfriend?
00:30:33What? No
00:30:35My dad
00:30:37I've gotta go
00:30:42No worries
00:30:45I'm sorry
00:30:48Like I said, no worries
00:30:49No worries. Look, I put my card in your jeans, just in case.
00:30:52Just in case I want more drugs.
00:30:54I'm a banker, not a drug dealer.
00:30:56Isn't that the same thing?
00:30:58Alright, smart arse. No, just in case you want to come back.
00:31:02You don't even know me.
00:31:04I know enough to know I'd like to get to know more.
00:31:07Oh, yeah. How many times have you used that line?
00:31:10Oh. Where's all this coming from, all of a sudden?
00:31:13Nothing.
00:31:15I'm sorry, I'm not used to this.
00:31:18Look, I'm not a player.
00:31:20I am too old for all that. I just say it how I see it.
00:31:23What do you see in me?
00:31:25Have I not made that obvious?
00:31:29I guess so.
00:31:34For what?
00:31:36To know.
00:31:38Just thank you.
00:31:40For treating me like a human being.
00:31:42What?
00:31:44Nothing. I'm being silly.
00:31:46You're cute.
00:31:47Thanks.
00:31:49You're sexy.
00:31:51You think so?
00:31:52I know, son.
00:31:54I wish I could stay here more than welcome to.
00:31:57I can't.
00:31:59Well, I'll be here, like I said, any time.
00:32:05Right?
00:32:06Any time.
00:32:08Might just take you up on that.
00:32:10You just do that.
00:32:11Oh, shit. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I have to get ready. I'll be him.
00:32:21Mm-hmm. Your dad. I'll get your jeans.
00:32:26Yeah.
00:32:27My dad.
00:32:28You can drop me here.
00:32:41I'm dropping you at the door.
00:32:42Suit yourself.
00:32:43You think that was clever?
00:32:44Excuse me?
00:32:45Going home with a complete stranger.
00:32:46To be honest, Jules, it's none of your business.
00:32:48I guess you're right, it's not.
00:32:49I'm a grown man, and I'm 22, and I'm single. I can do whatever I want.
00:32:50Next time, at least.
00:32:51Phone your mother.
00:32:52I'll be here.
00:32:53I'll be here.
00:32:54Thanks for the advice.
00:32:55Keep that in mind for next time.
00:32:56What?
00:32:57You're going to see her?
00:32:58I'll be here.
00:32:59I'll be here.
00:33:00I'm dropping you at the door.
00:33:01Suit yourself.
00:33:02You think that was clever?
00:33:03Excuse me?
00:33:04Going home with a complete stranger.
00:33:05To be honest, Jules, it's none of your business.
00:33:09I guess you're right, it's not.
00:33:12I'm a grown man, and I'm 22, and I'm single. I can do whatever I want.
00:33:16Next time, at least. Phone your mother.
00:33:19Thanks for the advice.
00:33:21Keep that in mind for next time.
00:33:23So you're going to see him again?
00:33:25As I said, Jules, it's none of your business.
00:33:30So tell me what you're doing to me.
00:33:34I'm going out of my head.
00:33:38This burning inside of me.
00:33:42You've got a hold on me, Ben.
00:33:45I don't want to run away from you.
00:33:49You know everything about you tells me to do.
00:33:54Look me in my eyes and say it.
00:33:56I need to hear it.
00:33:59Those little words I crave.
00:34:02Cause when you touch me.
00:34:03Cause when you touch me.
00:34:04And you leave me.
00:34:05And you leave me.
00:34:06Or you kill me.
00:34:08So let's go around again.
00:34:11Hold on tight again.
00:34:15Feel the rush flowing through you again.
00:34:17Feel the rush flowing through you again.
00:34:21Tell me once again.
00:34:24So let's go around again.
00:34:28Let the sun kiss away all the rain.
00:34:32Let the light shine through the rain.
00:34:36Say those words again, again, again.
00:34:42Can you feel my heartbeat?
00:34:45Put your hands on my chest.
00:34:47It's running from me.
00:34:49See, birds are no good.
00:34:51They always fail me.
00:34:53My mind overloads whenever you call my name.
00:34:59So put your lips on my lips and forget who we are.
00:35:04Let's go right back to the start.
00:35:07Go around again.
00:35:10Hold on tight again.
00:35:14Feel the rush flowing through you again.
00:35:18Tell me once again.
00:35:22So let's go around again.
00:35:25Let the sun kiss away all the rain.
00:35:29And let the light shine through the rain.
00:35:34Say those words again, again.
00:35:46What a lovely couple.
00:35:48Have you shown me one more picture of you and Sam?
00:35:50That is you and me, soft arse.
00:35:52Aw.
00:35:54You always thought you and me would end up together.
00:35:56Aw, for the last time.
00:35:58I'm gay.
00:35:59You know what I mean.
00:36:00Living together.
00:36:02Do you think me and Sam will end up living together?
00:36:04Not this again.
00:36:06You've only known him two minutes.
00:36:07Two months?
00:36:08Now you're in love.
00:36:10Five minutes ago you wanted to run away with your sister's husband.
00:36:12Aw, why are you being like this?
00:36:14I'm not.
00:36:15But you can't just keep jumping from one thing to the next.
00:36:18And I can't keep running after you like some idiot picking up the pieces.
00:36:22Where's all this come from?
00:36:26I just feel like I've been putting my life on hold following your dream.
00:36:30And in the back of my mind you always thought it would be you and me moving to London and we'd carry on same as ever.
00:36:34Stace, I love you.
00:36:36That will never change.
00:36:38Sam isn't some rebound.
00:36:40This is it for me.
00:36:42What about when he finds out about Jules?
00:36:44That's never gonna happen.
00:36:46I'm going back to college.
00:36:48Gonna finish my hairdressing course.
00:36:50Good.
00:36:51You've gone to London.
00:36:52You know that wasn't my first thought.
00:36:53But then I got this place.
00:36:54Needed to do something for me.
00:36:56Jane's invited us to dinner next week.
00:36:58You should go.
00:36:59Us?
00:37:00Meaning you too.
00:37:01No, you're okay, thanks.
00:37:02Oh, come on.
00:37:03Knowing what I know.
00:37:04You know me.
00:37:05Two glasses of wine.
00:37:06God knows what coming out of my mouth.
00:37:08The offer's there.
00:37:09Where are you going?
00:37:10I told you I'm gonna meet.
00:37:11Sam.
00:37:12I told you I'm gonna meet.
00:37:13Sam.
00:37:40I told you.
00:37:41I told you.
00:37:42I told you.
00:37:43I told you.
00:37:44I told you.
00:37:45It might have been David.
00:37:46I've hardly seen him lately.
00:37:48Back early.
00:37:50It's like two o'clock yet, it's already been one of those days.
00:37:55Emily at the office, called in.
00:37:57while at those days.
00:38:27What?
00:38:37Something's the matter?
00:38:39No.
00:38:40How come you're not in work?
00:38:42I'm working from home this afternoon, is that alright?
00:38:45Well, thanks.
00:38:47What's that supposed to mean?
00:38:49It's not supposed to mean anything. I was just asking it at all.
00:38:52Am I not allowed to be at home at this time?
00:38:54Be silly.
00:38:55Don't call me silly.
00:39:06It's gone into you.
00:39:07I can leave, if it's a problem.
00:39:09I wasn't saying that.
00:39:11You didn't have to.
00:39:12So it's alright for you to sit around all day trying on clothes,
00:39:15but the moment I want to come and work from home in the afternoon,
00:39:17it's an issue.
00:39:18I'm sorry if I'm getting in your way.
00:39:20Jules, I wasn't saying that.
00:39:23Then what were you saying?
00:39:25I wasn't saying anything.
00:39:27Maybe that's the problem.
00:39:29I work in fashion.
00:39:30I try on clothes.
00:39:31I write articles.
00:39:32I don't just sit around all day doing nothing.
00:39:33On top of that, I look after this house.
00:39:34I look after our daughter.
00:39:35And I don't do anything, is that it?
00:39:36I wasn't saying that.
00:39:37I wasn't saying that.
00:39:38What's got into you?
00:39:39You've been like this now for weeks.
00:39:40I'm fine.
00:39:41Is there a problem at the office?
00:39:42I'm fine.
00:39:43Is there a problem at the office?
00:39:44I'm fine.
00:39:45I'm fine.
00:39:46Okay.
00:39:47Okay.
00:39:48Okay.
00:39:49I'm here for you if you need to talk.
00:39:50I'm fine.
00:39:51I'm fine.
00:39:52I'm fine.
00:39:53I'm fine.
00:39:54I'm fine.
00:39:55I'm fine.
00:39:56I'm fine.
00:39:57Okay.
00:39:58I don't know.
00:39:59I don't know what's got into you.
00:40:00I don't know what's got into you.
00:40:02I've been like this now for weeks.
00:40:03I'm fine.
00:40:06Is there a problem at the office?
00:40:08I'm fine.
00:40:13Okay?
00:40:14Well, I'm here for you if you need to talk.
00:40:17I know David hasn't been round here much lately.
00:40:21The fuck has that got to do with anything?
00:40:23You don't swear at me.
00:40:25I just know that you usually share this kind of stuff with him.
00:40:30What are you talking about?
00:40:32I'm just saying, I know how much you enjoy his company, that's all.
00:40:36God, I miss him.
00:40:38So I can imagine that you do.
00:40:41So, you'd be pleased to know that I've invited them both around for dinner next week.
00:40:48Them?
00:40:49David and Sam.
00:40:50What have you done that for?
00:40:51Because it's David's new boyfriend and I think that we should meet him.
00:40:55Yeah, well, maybe I don't want to meet him.
00:40:57I think that we should support him.
00:41:00They're just fucking. How much support do they need?
00:41:02Jules, what's your problem?
00:41:03Next you'll be telling me you want to watch.
00:41:05Jules.
00:41:06I don't want a couple of faggots in my house around my daughter.
00:41:10Don't you dare call my brother that.
00:41:12What, a faggot?
00:41:13Jules, I'm warning you.
00:41:14What, he's a big fucking queer.
00:41:16Ah!
00:41:17Oh!
00:41:18Jules, let go of me!
00:41:21Ah!
00:41:24Get off me, Jules!
00:41:25Jules!
00:41:26Jules!
00:41:27Jules!
00:41:28Go!
00:41:33I don't fucking need this.
00:41:36David here. You know what to do.
00:41:57Stacy!
00:41:58Jules, what are you doing here?
00:42:18Stacey.
00:42:19George.
00:42:20Hi.
00:42:21What are you doing here?
00:42:22Yeah.
00:42:23I've been trying to get hold of David, but I don't seem to be able to find him.
00:42:24Do you know where he might be?
00:42:25Yeah.
00:42:26I think he was supposed to be meeting Sam.
00:42:27Yeah.
00:42:28So this is Sam.
00:42:29Yeah.
00:42:30What do you know about him?
00:42:31Not much.
00:42:32He's a nice bloke.
00:42:33Yeah?
00:42:34Yeah.
00:42:35And he loves David.
00:42:36Loves him?
00:42:37Yeah.
00:42:38What do you know about him?
00:42:39Not much.
00:42:40He's a nice bloke.
00:42:41Yeah?
00:42:42Yeah.
00:42:43And he loves David.
00:42:44Loves him?
00:42:45Yeah.
00:42:46And I'm really happy for him.
00:42:47For them both.
00:42:48David's going away.
00:42:49Yeah.
00:42:50And Sam will probably wait for him.
00:42:51Maybe he'll transfer with his job.
00:42:52They're really happy, Jules.
00:42:53Really happy.
00:42:54Nothing more for him.
00:42:55I love David like a brother.
00:42:56Yeah.
00:42:57It's nice to know.
00:42:58Jane and Steph.
00:42:59Sorry?
00:43:00No.
00:43:01Jane, you must love them, too.
00:43:02It's money or business.
00:43:03It's money or business.
00:43:05Yeah.
00:43:06It's nice to know.
00:43:07Jane and Steph.
00:43:08Sorry?
00:43:09No.
00:43:10Jane, you must love them, too.
00:43:12It's money or business.
00:43:14It's money or business.
00:43:15See where David's concerned?
00:43:17I'll make it my business.
00:43:18What are you getting at?
00:43:20I'm not getting at anything, Jules.
00:43:22But please, for everyone's sake, don't ruin this.
00:43:25I would dream of it.
00:43:26Of course you wouldn't.
00:43:28Have a good night.
00:43:29I bet we're getting into work.
00:43:35Are you fucking kidding me?
00:43:36Language.
00:43:37But you've never seen Grease the movie?
00:43:39It's not really my thing.
00:43:40It's quite possibly the best movie ever made.
00:43:44Are you laughing at me?
00:43:46It's quite hard to believe.
00:43:48I mean, there's The Godfather and Pulp Fiction.
00:43:50Oh, you're so straight.
00:43:52Oh, hardly.
00:43:53I love that they were West Prada.
00:43:55Like Meryl Streep.
00:43:56I'll give you that one.
00:43:57Yeah, but when it comes to musicals...
00:43:59No, no, no.
00:44:00That's where I sign off.
00:44:01Oh, really?
00:44:02Uh-huh.
00:44:03Well, you better be signing back on, mister,
00:44:04because that's my future.
00:44:06You're going to be in your best suit
00:44:07for a whole list of premieres.
00:44:09Because I want you by my side.
00:44:14What?
00:44:15What is that?
00:44:16Is that your way of proposing to me?
00:44:18Oh, you're so stupid.
00:44:19No, no, no.
00:44:20I see what's happening here.
00:44:22But, baby, you're going to have to get down on one knee.
00:44:25You're full of it!
00:44:27No.
00:44:28If you want to make an honest woman of me,
00:44:30then I need you to do it right.
00:44:32I mean, what am I going to tell our kids?
00:44:34That their father was a lunatic
00:44:35and had to be locked away.
00:44:36Now you're just chickening out.
00:44:37No, no, I'm not.
00:44:38Yes, you are!
00:44:39I'm not!
00:44:40You are!
00:44:41I'm not!
00:44:42No, I'm down there. Give him.
00:44:45I love you.
00:44:47Is it too early for that?
00:44:50I love you, too.
00:44:51Really?
00:44:52Yeah.
00:44:54So let's make it official.
00:44:56Marriage?
00:44:57Don't stop like us.
00:44:58Fucking for being exclusive.
00:45:01I've been exclusive since we met.
00:45:02Yeah.
00:45:03Me too.
00:45:05So, let's do it.
00:45:08We've been doing it for months.
00:45:11Stop using condoms.
00:45:15Oh.
00:45:16Why?
00:45:17Because I love you.
00:45:18I don't want to be with you.
00:45:20And when I'm with someone I love, I just want it to be special.
00:45:24I know you don't remember, huh?
00:45:26But our first night together was pretty intense.
00:45:29And I've noticed I haven't felt that close to someone in a while.
00:45:34But we need to feel like that all the time.
00:45:39Okay.
00:45:41Let's do it.
00:45:42Okay.
00:45:43So, now we...
00:45:44We...
00:45:45We take all precautions.
00:45:48What do you mean?
00:45:49We're getting tested.
00:45:51I thought you said you were negative.
00:45:53I bet there's more things to wipe on than HIV.
00:45:55And, you know, it's just better to be safe.
00:46:01Do you not trust me?
00:46:03No, I trust you with all my heart.
00:46:04I'm worried about myself.
00:46:05Listen, I haven't looked like you've been disabled these years.
00:46:07I'm 28, remember, not 22.
00:46:13Okay.
00:46:16Let's do it.
00:46:18Let's do it.
00:46:20All the time.
00:46:21All the time.
00:46:22All the time.
00:46:25All the time.
00:46:28Hey, it's Jules Spence.
00:46:29I can't get to the phone right now, so leave a massage,
00:46:31and I will endeavour to get back to you as soon as possible.
00:46:36Jules, it's me.
00:46:37Where are you?
00:46:39What's all that about?
00:46:41Look, I'm sorry if you're stressed.
00:46:44I know I don't always make things easier, but...
00:46:48Can we talk about this, please?
00:46:50I can't help you if you won't talk to me.
00:46:53I love you.
00:46:55You know what?
00:46:56I can't help you if you don't stop the stage.
00:46:57I love my ears.
00:46:58I can't help you.
00:47:00Oh, my God.
00:47:02You can't help me.
00:47:04No, no.
00:47:05I've never heard of it.
00:47:06See you.
00:47:08You can't help you.
00:47:10I can help you.
00:47:11I am.
00:47:13There are monsters here
00:47:32There are
00:47:43these
00:47:56the faces I once knew
00:48:05Fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade, fade,
00:48:35Oh, God.
00:48:52Oh, God.
00:49:05Jane.
00:49:16My fame.
00:49:20My fame.
00:49:21I've just got staff off to school.
00:49:23I think that... I think that you may be...
00:49:25Sorry.
00:49:31I don't know what's got into me, haven't I?
00:49:33It's okay.
00:49:35It's not okay.
00:49:39You don't deserve this.
00:49:43I don't deserve you.
00:49:47Oh, Jules.
00:49:51What's happening to us?
00:49:55Is it something I've said?
00:49:57Or something that I've done?
00:49:59Or something that I haven't done?
00:50:03It's not you, it's me.
00:50:07It's not you, it's me, right?
00:50:09Okay, I see.
00:50:11I didn't mean it like that.
00:50:17Jane, I do love you.
00:50:19Do you, Jules?
00:50:23Do you really?
00:50:29You just love the idea of me.
00:50:31It's like image.
00:50:33Perfect family.
00:50:37I try my best, Jules.
00:50:39I know.
00:50:41I try too hard.
00:50:43I know I'm aware of that.
00:50:47I make a nice house for you.
00:50:49For us.
00:50:51I give you as much love as I possibly can give.
00:50:55I make sure that you...
00:50:57You want for nothing.
00:50:59I cook. I clean.
00:51:01I don't know what else there is that I can do.
00:51:15Jules says it.
00:51:17Says what?
00:51:19Is this...
00:51:21how we're gonna be?
00:51:23Or...
00:51:25Are we over?
00:51:29No.
00:51:31Is there someone else?
00:51:37Is there Jules?
00:51:39Of course not.
00:51:41Please, Jules, if there is, then you've got to tell me.
00:51:45We...
00:51:47We don't have sex anymore.
00:51:49You're always working late.
00:51:51Please, Jules, if there is someone else, then please, you must tell me.
00:51:55I mean, I love you, but...
00:51:57I won't let you make me a fool.
00:51:59Jane, you're not a fool.
00:52:05I'm sorry.
00:52:07It's just...
00:52:15It's work.
00:52:29Just...
00:52:31Late nights.
00:52:33Early mornings.
00:52:35I'm...
00:52:37Stressed.
00:52:39Tired.
00:52:41Don't...
00:52:43Why didn't you talk to me about it?
00:52:45I'm here for you, Jules.
00:52:47Why didn't you just let me in?
00:52:49It's not that easy.
00:52:51Why not, Jules?
00:52:55Why not?
00:52:59I'm not very good at talking about how I feel.
00:53:03I'm ashamed.
00:53:15Weak.
00:53:17I guess.
00:53:19But I promise...
00:53:21I will try to be better.
00:53:27I don't want to be like this.
00:53:29I just want us to go back to our home.
00:53:39We used to be just you, me and Steph.
00:53:45Please.
00:53:47Will you give me another chance?
00:53:51Please.
00:53:53If not for us, then for Steph.
00:53:55No.
00:54:05If we're gonna do this, then we'd do it for us.
00:54:09I'm not having our doors are being used as an excuse.
00:54:13Okay.
00:54:15For us.
00:54:17I'm suffocating.
00:54:19Slowly drowning.
00:54:21It's hopeless just waiting.
00:54:23I'm in it too deep, though, like I can't be alive.
00:54:25You used to be so you can get me floating.
00:54:27Pull me back when I was close to the edge.
00:54:29But I'd go head first then.
00:54:31Now that I'm in, I'm in it too deep.
00:54:33I'm in it too deep, though, like I can't be alive.
00:54:35You used to be so you can get me floating.
00:54:37Pull me back when I was close to the edge.
00:54:39But I'd go head first then.
00:54:41Now that I'm in, I'm close to being out of my bed.
00:54:45But I don't want you to save me.
00:54:47Don't come to my rescue.
00:54:49No, not this time.
00:54:51I'll give it before it takes me.
00:54:53Before it takes a hold of you.
00:54:55And I, I can't find the end.
00:54:59I'll give it before it takes me.
00:55:01Before it takes a hold of you.
00:55:03And I, I can't find the end.
00:55:07I can't find the answers.
00:55:09Make the right decisions.
00:55:14So I'm searching.
00:55:17Seeking some results.
00:55:19David here.
00:55:20You know what to do.
00:55:22Hello, this is a message from Mr. Henderson.
00:55:27It's Dr. Jackson from the Men's Sexual Health Clinic.
00:55:30We'd like you to come in and discuss your results, please,
00:55:33at your earliest convenience.
00:55:43Hey, you're through to Sam's phone.
00:55:45I'm either at work or in the gym.
00:55:47Leave a message and I'll get back to you ASAP.
00:55:49Hey, babe.
00:55:51Uh, it's me.
00:55:53Uh, listen.
00:55:55Jane just called me.
00:55:57And, well, she said, can we make it another night for dinner?
00:56:01Someone's come up.
00:56:03I'm, um, I'm running around there now to look after Steph for the evening.
00:56:07And, uh, I'll call you later to explain.
00:56:11I, I love you.
00:56:13And, um...
00:56:15Oh, it doesn't matter.
00:56:19Speak later.
00:56:21Jules!
00:56:23Jules!
00:56:25Jules, can you give me a hand, please?
00:56:27What's wrong?
00:56:29Can you open the wine?
00:56:31Can you give me in here to open the wine?
00:56:33I'm just finishing off here.
00:56:35It's red wine.
00:56:37I want it to breathe before we drink it.
00:56:39I want you.
00:56:40You're not lazy.
00:56:42Are you kidding me?
00:56:43You don't smell the delight that I'm cooking up here.
00:56:48I'm so excited. Hurry up.
00:56:49David's gonna be here soon.
00:56:51Honey, just so you know, I may have to pop out later on.
00:56:55Promise the office I'd go in and do a conference call with some clients in the US.
00:56:58Again?
00:56:59Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:57:00Jules, I told you about this last week.
00:57:02I've given you enough notice.
00:57:04This is, it's important to David.
00:57:06I'm here, aren't I?
00:57:08I'm not rushing off.
00:57:09I'm just saying, at some point, I may need to pop out.
00:57:12So don't be surprised.
00:57:13Okay.
00:57:16Hey, sweetheart.
00:57:17Where's Sam?
00:57:23Sweetheart?
00:57:24Um, he's come after work.
00:57:27Oh, I thought you would have come together.
00:57:29That was the plan, yeah.
00:57:31I wanted to come a little earlier.
00:57:33It doesn't finish till seven.
00:57:35I couldn't wait.
00:57:36It was seven now.
00:57:37Are you all right?
00:57:40What?
00:57:41You look a little frazzled.
00:57:43I suppose you could say that.
00:57:46David, what's the matter?
00:57:48Is everything okay with you and Sam?
00:57:51Yeah.
00:57:52Yeah, I'm fine.
00:57:53I just...
00:57:54I'm just tired of everything.
00:57:56And what do you mean by that?
00:57:58To be honest, I'm fine.
00:57:59I don't know.
00:58:00David, come on.
00:58:01Sit down.
00:58:02Take the weight off your feet.
00:58:03I've just got a bunch of mums with stas pyjamas.
00:58:04It won't be long, okay?
00:58:05Yeah.
00:58:06Sure you're all right?
00:58:07Fine.
00:58:08You go.
00:58:09Okay.
00:58:10And honey, give Naomi oven for me.
00:58:11Should be okay, but just in case mum gets me, Gavin.
00:58:13Yeah, sure.
00:58:14Sure you're all right?
00:58:15Fine.
00:58:16You go.
00:58:17Okay.
00:58:18And honey, give Naomi oven for me.
00:58:19Should be okay, but just in case mum gets me, Gavin.
00:58:21Yeah, sure.
00:58:34So, how are you?
00:58:38Been better?
00:58:39I feel like I've not seen you.
00:58:42Eight weeks?
00:58:43No, you haven't.
00:58:44You've been counting, too.
00:58:49I've missed you.
00:58:51Really?
00:58:53Yeah.
00:58:55I've missed you so much.
00:58:57Missed my arse, you mean?
00:58:59I'm sure you kept yourself occupied.
00:59:01David.
00:59:02I'd like to say I've missed you too, Jules, but...
00:59:05It's been the best eight weeks of my life.
00:59:09I'm happy for you.
00:59:10Oh, yeah.
00:59:12You really?
00:59:13Yes.
00:59:15I want you to be happy.
00:59:16Well, you've got a funny way to shout.
00:59:19David, some things in life aren't so black and white.
00:59:25I know it's a cliche, but...
00:59:28Sometimes you don't know what you've got until it's gone.
00:59:30Until it's gone.
00:59:33Yeah, I know that one really well.
00:59:35I love you.
00:59:39I love you.
00:59:42Please.
00:59:44I do.
00:59:46I mean, it's...
00:59:47It's taken me a long time to admit it, but I...
00:59:50I love you.
00:59:52I love you, Jules.
00:59:56You don't say anything you might regret.
00:59:58My whole life is turning into one big regret.
01:00:03Ruining Jane's life.
01:00:07I love her, but...
01:00:10I'm in love with you.
01:00:11Well...
01:00:13It's a little bit late for her now.
01:00:16Is it?
01:00:18Is it really?
01:00:19Yes.
01:00:21Yes, it is, Jules.
01:00:23You've made my life hell.
01:00:26Not only have you let me on.
01:00:29You've lied to...
01:00:30No, we've lied to my...
01:00:32My whole family.
01:00:33My sister, who I'm supposed to love.
01:00:35I can't believe I've been so selfish.
01:00:38I'm willing to come clean.
01:00:40I don't know if you've known you again.
01:00:45Where's that come from?
01:00:48How long have you been sleeping with men?
01:00:51I've never slept with you.
01:00:53Don't lie to you, Jules.
01:00:55How long?
01:00:56I'm not lying.
01:00:59How long have you been sleeping with men?
01:01:02David, I don't know what you're talking about.
01:01:06I wasn't the first person you slept with.
01:01:09I probably wasn't the second or the third.
01:01:12I probably wasn't even the last.
01:01:15I should have guessed it.
01:01:18You're too good to be true.
01:01:20I mean, a public school boy, of course you're experimenting.
01:01:23Now you're just being childish.
01:01:25How many?
01:01:27David, I don't know what you're talking about.
01:01:28I've got HIV, Jules.
01:01:30What?
01:01:32Human immunodeficiency virus.
01:01:34I know what it means.
01:01:35And I got it from you.
01:01:36You got it from me.
01:01:37You're going to repeat everything I say!
01:01:40David, stop playing games.
01:01:45Look, I know I've hurt you.
01:01:47This is hardly some revenge tactic, Jules.
01:01:49This is my life I'm talking about!
01:01:52I'm being deadly serious!
01:01:54What did you find out?
01:01:55I was tested.
01:01:56Sam.
01:01:57Sam's negative.
01:01:58I'm positive.
01:01:59And the only other person that I've slept with, or had sexual relations with, is you!
01:02:10How many?
01:02:11I don't know.
01:02:12I don't know.
01:02:13Maybe four.
01:02:14Maybe five.
01:02:15No.
01:02:16They're all unprotected like you do in a minute.
01:02:17I need to know.
01:02:18They've sent me to death.
01:02:19Not just me.
01:02:20Jane and Steph.
01:02:21No.
01:02:22No.
01:02:23It can't be.
01:02:24No.
01:02:25No, it can't be.
01:02:26When did it start?
01:02:27When did it start?
01:02:28No.
01:02:29The first half of the time?
01:02:30When did it start?
01:02:31The first half of the time?
01:02:32No.
01:02:33When did it start?
01:02:34No.
01:02:36What did it start?
01:02:37I was like, huh.
01:02:38I was like, what did I do in a minute?
01:02:40I need to know.
01:02:41What did you say to me today?
01:02:43Not just me.
01:02:44I was like Jane and Steph.
01:02:45I'm like Jane and Steph.
01:02:47No.
01:02:48No.
01:02:49No it can't be.
01:02:50When did it start?
01:02:52When did it start?
01:02:54I was like, what did you do in a minute?
01:02:56I need to know.
01:02:57The first out of them was Jane was pregnant with Steph.
01:03:04I know you're not lying about that as well.
01:03:07I promise. I wouldn't lie when it comes to my daughter.
01:03:10No thank heavens for small mercies!
01:03:15So it's just me and Jane you've infected.
01:03:19David, you can't blame me for what happened between us.
01:03:22I don't blame you.
01:03:24I take full responsibility on my part in this.
01:03:27I fucked up and I'm willing to admit that.
01:03:30But I can blame you for being reckless.
01:03:33For being selfish, for not considering other people's safety.
01:03:37You are fucking around!
01:03:40I have to live with my actions and every precaution and so do you.
01:03:44But Jane...
01:03:46You're gonna tell her?
01:03:47No!
01:03:48I'm not! You are!
01:03:54Do you want me to get there?
01:03:56Hey.
01:03:59There.
01:04:00There.
01:04:01Are you expecting something?
01:04:04Not that I can think of.
01:04:06Only Sam.
01:04:08Jules, I'll get...
01:04:10Sam.
01:04:11Hi.
01:04:12Morning.
01:04:15David.
01:04:17Sam.
01:04:18What are you doing here?
01:04:19What am I interrupting something?
01:04:20It looks like you guys are getting ready for dinner.
01:04:21Sam, I can explain.
01:04:22We are getting ready for dinner.
01:04:23We were waiting for you.
01:04:24Oh really?
01:04:25Sam, look.
01:04:26Hi.
01:04:27Sam.
01:04:28I'm Jules.
01:04:29It's nice to meet you.
01:04:30I've heard a lot about you.
01:04:31Hello.
01:04:32Sorry, this is a little bit strange because I got a message saying that dinner was cancelled.
01:04:48Baby, please.
01:04:49I can explain.
01:04:50You don't want me to meet your phone.
01:04:51No.
01:04:52That's not it at all.
01:04:53It's just...
01:04:54It's a lot more complicated.
01:04:56So you've not told him?
01:04:57Oh, shut up, Jules.
01:04:58Have you not done enough?
01:04:59What does he mean by that?
01:05:00Look.
01:05:01Look.
01:05:02I can't really...
01:05:03I can't really talk right now.
01:05:04I just need a moment.
01:05:05So you want me to go?
01:05:06No.
01:05:07No.
01:05:08Come on, David.
01:05:09Come in here, guns blazing.
01:05:10Fill him in.
01:05:11You would not believe what was just happening.
01:05:12No.
01:05:13No.
01:05:14No.
01:05:15No.
01:05:16No.
01:05:17No.
01:05:18No.
01:05:19No.
01:05:20No.
01:05:21No.
01:05:22No.
01:05:23No.
01:05:24No.
01:05:25No.
01:05:26No.
01:05:27No.
01:05:28No.
01:05:29No.
01:05:30No.
01:05:31No.
01:05:32No.
01:05:33No.
01:05:34No.
01:05:35No.
01:05:36No.
01:05:37No.
01:05:38No.
01:05:39No.
01:05:40No.
01:05:41No.
01:05:42No.
01:05:43No.
01:05:44No.
01:05:45No.
01:05:46No.
01:05:47No.
01:05:48No.
01:05:49No.
01:05:50No, no, no.
01:05:51They were just in the middle of telling me something.
01:05:52Really?
01:05:53What?
01:05:54It doesn't matter, you're back.
01:05:57I assume it has something to do with the emergency.
01:06:00Emergency?
01:06:01Sam, I told you I can explain.
01:06:04Explain? Explain what?
01:06:06Explain what tools?
01:06:14David left me a voicemail earlier saying that dinner had been cancelled and that he was coming over to babysit.
01:06:21And I thought I'd come around to keep you company.
01:06:23Why would you say that?
01:06:25Because I needed to see you both alone.
01:06:29The whole pair of visits tonight...
01:06:30I needed to.
01:06:33I wanted to come clean.
01:06:35I wanted Jules to confess to what he's done.
01:06:38And what we've both done.
01:06:40No, Jules, I've had enough.
01:06:42I can't do it anymore.
01:06:45David, what on earth are you talking about?
01:06:48You've got to tell her.
01:06:51Tell me about Jules.
01:06:52Tell me what?
01:06:58Jane, I've not been totally...
01:07:04David and I...
01:07:06Um...
01:07:08You've got Jules.
01:07:08We've been having an affair.
01:07:15Is this some sort of joke?
01:07:20We've been sleeping together.
01:07:21You and your brother-in-law, yeah?
01:07:22Sleeping together?
01:07:23For about two years.
01:07:24For two years?
01:07:25Well, I don't know.
01:07:26Oh, well, that's all right, then.
01:07:28We didn't mean for it to happen.
01:07:29I don't believe I'm here in this.
01:07:30So this is why you don't want me here?
01:07:31No, no.
01:07:32It ended before I met you.
01:07:32There's something else.
01:07:33Oh, my God.
01:07:34What else could there be?
01:07:35You're going to tell me that you're pregnant?
01:07:36No.
01:07:37I've got HIV.
01:07:38What?
01:07:39I think I've got a proof of the time.
01:07:40I've got a proof of the time.
01:07:41I'm hearing this.
01:07:42So this is why you don't want me here?
01:07:43This is...
01:07:44No.
01:07:45It's...
01:07:45Yeah.
01:07:46Ended before I met you.
01:07:47There's...
01:07:48There's something else.
01:07:49There's something else.
01:07:53Oh my god! What else could there be? You're going to tell me that you're pregnant!
01:07:56No.
01:08:01I've got HIV.
01:08:05What?
01:08:08I think I got it from Jews.
01:08:11When did you find myself?
01:08:16This morning.
01:08:17You have HIV and you think you got it from Jews.
01:08:21No, I know I got it from him.
01:08:23Sam's the only other person I've slept with.
01:08:25He doesn't have this.
01:08:27Jane.
01:08:28Don't!
01:08:29Don't you dare come anywhere near me.
01:08:31Don't you even speak to me.
01:08:33Just awkward, Jim.
01:08:36And then,
01:08:37and lied to me.
01:08:41Barefaced lie to my face.
01:08:43Jane, but...
01:08:44Jane, I...
01:08:45I ashed you.
01:08:46I ashed you with anybody else.
01:08:48I gave you the chance to be honest with me.
01:08:51There wasn't.
01:08:52I mean...
01:08:53David and I, we've been over for months.
01:08:55That is no excuse!
01:08:57I know!
01:08:58Oh!
01:09:00So...
01:09:01I've gone a minute.
01:09:02You have came into David's.
01:09:04That means...
01:09:06I can't...
01:09:08Me.
01:09:10Me instead.
01:09:14Who else have you been sleeping with?
01:09:17Jules.
01:09:19Jules, do not ignore me!
01:09:20Who else?
01:09:21You've got no right to keep this from me!
01:09:23You put my life in danger and you want to play all coy now!
01:09:27Who else, Jules?
01:09:30There have been others yet.
01:09:33How long?
01:09:35I don't know.
01:09:37You're telling me that...
01:09:39that you're gay?
01:09:41After...
01:09:42after seven years!
01:09:44Why in the air did you marry me?
01:09:45I didn't know I was gay!
01:09:46You're sleeping with men!
01:09:47How could you not know?
01:09:48How could you not know?
01:09:49It wasn't until David that I started having feelings for...
01:09:51I mean...
01:09:52I mean...
01:09:53It was just...
01:09:54sex!
01:09:55I don't believe...
01:09:56I don't believe that I am eating this!
01:09:58And you!
01:09:59You!
01:10:01Every night in my house!
01:10:03Eating my food and all the time!
01:10:05You were sleeping with my husband!
01:10:07Jane, it wasn't like that!
01:10:08It was a drunken mistake!
01:10:11For two years!
01:10:12A drunken mistake!
01:10:13That is one big mistake!
01:10:15Save me!
01:10:16If I never see you again as long as I live!
01:10:19It won't be too soon!
01:10:24Jane, I'm sorry!
01:10:27Yes, so am I!
01:10:29I'm very sorry!
01:10:31Sorry, boy!
01:10:37The hospital have given me a card!
01:10:42They want you to make an appointment!
01:10:43Get out!
01:10:44Of my house!
01:10:45Get out of my house!
01:10:46Get out of my house!
01:10:47Tell me where I know you are!
01:10:48I'm sorry!
01:10:49Go!
01:10:50Come on!
01:10:52You!
01:10:53Get out of your hands and bag your bags!
01:10:55Oh my god!
01:11:01I will leave you lonely, I will...
01:11:06You!
01:11:07I'll leave you alone!
01:11:08You!
01:11:09You!
01:11:10I will leave you alone!
01:11:11You!
01:11:12You!
01:11:13You!
01:11:15David here!
01:11:16You know what to do!
01:11:17David!
01:11:18It's your mom!
01:11:19She's just been around!
01:11:20I can't believe it!
01:11:21She's just been around.
01:11:23I can't believe it.
01:11:25I don't want to believe it.
01:11:27She said you've got HIV.
01:11:31Oh, David.
01:11:33David, you're my son.
01:11:35I can't help all of you.
01:11:37But this is bigger than me your father can do.
01:11:41I can't believe it.
01:11:43I can't believe it.
01:11:45I can't believe it.
01:11:47But this is bigger than me your father can do.
01:11:53You...
01:11:55You and Jules.
01:11:57How...
01:11:59How could the man of you do that?
01:12:01How could you do that to your own sister?
01:12:05To Steph?
01:12:07Oh, please come out, David.
01:12:17Please.
01:12:19Please.
01:12:21Come out.
01:12:23So you lied to me.
01:12:27Lied to everyone.
01:12:29I'm sorry.
01:12:31Yeah, I bet you are.
01:12:33I bet you didn't expect this.
01:12:35I tried not to have expectations.
01:12:37It only leads to disappointment.
01:12:39Although I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little bit disappointed right now.
01:12:43You're...
01:12:45Your sister's husband.
01:12:47Fuck.
01:12:51You say you love her, but...
01:12:53No, I can't get my head around it.
01:12:55It's just...
01:12:56It's pretty fucking selfish.
01:13:00I thought I was in love.
01:13:01Yeah, it's funny the things we do with the name of love.
01:13:03By the time I'd realised it was too late.
01:13:09I guess it's just a question of trust.
01:13:11I mean, you say you love me.
01:13:13I do love you.
01:13:14Look how you treat the people you love.
01:13:17Sam, please.
01:13:20I had the chance to do it again.
01:13:21Don't you think I would?
01:13:22David, I'm not trying to hurt you, but put yourself in my shoes.
01:13:30My life's over.
01:13:31No, it's not.
01:13:33Look, you'll still be joining the company.
01:13:34You'll still be able to dance.
01:13:35Fuck.
01:13:36Work is the last thing on my mind at the moment.
01:13:37Yeah, but that's your dream, and that's what you always wanted.
01:13:41That's what I thought I always wanted.
01:13:45And in an instant, my life's changed.
01:13:50One thing in life that is certain is that's nothing.
01:13:54Nothing is certain.
01:13:56That one day we're gonna die.
01:13:59Not sooner than I expected.
01:14:00Stop it.
01:14:01Yeah, people with HIV live long and healthy, normal lives.
01:14:05I've gone from everything.
01:14:07Friends, family, a boyfriend that loves me, to having nothing.
01:14:19Still got me.
01:14:20Joking?
01:14:21No.
01:14:22You just said it.
01:14:23I did.
01:14:24I still love you.
01:14:26You know, we all make mistakes.
01:14:27Some mistakes have begun up with.
01:14:29I put your life at risk.
01:14:30I slept with my sister's husband.
01:14:31You didn't know you would put me at risk.
01:14:32And you weren't having an affair with Jules, would you?
01:14:33With me.
01:14:35You still want to be with him?
01:14:36No.
01:14:37You didn't know you would put me at risk.
01:14:38You weren't having an affair with Jules, would you?
01:14:39With me.
01:14:40You still want to be with him?
01:14:41Is that what it is?
01:14:42No.
01:14:43You didn't know.
01:14:44You didn't know.
01:14:45You weren't having an affair with Jules, would you?
01:14:46With me.
01:14:47You still want to be with him?
01:14:48No.
01:14:49You didn't know you would put me at risk.
01:14:52And you weren't having an affair with Jules, would you?
01:14:54With me.
01:14:58You still want to be with him?
01:14:59Is that what it is?
01:15:00No.
01:15:01You don't want.
01:15:05I've got HIV.
01:15:08Close me.
01:15:09You're not the first person in the world to have been.
01:15:11You're not going to be the last.
01:15:15You guys have HIV before.
01:15:17I mean, Christ, in London this almost a fucking door.
01:15:23It just means we have to be safe.
01:15:29You deserve better than me.
01:15:38You're a good guy.
01:15:43You made a mistake.
01:15:47It doesn't make you a bad person.
01:15:52So long as you learn from it, you don't keep making the same mistakes.
01:16:02Don't lie to me.
01:16:03Don't lie to me.
01:16:10I love you.
01:16:14I love you too.
01:16:15Don't lie to me.
01:16:16You're a tired man.
01:16:17Don't lie to me.
01:16:18I am.
01:16:20I love you too.
01:16:21Hold on up to me.
01:16:22I thought you'd moved out.
01:16:46Just come to pick up the last of my things.
01:16:50Jane home.
01:16:52Yeah. David.
01:16:56Come to pick him up?
01:16:58No. I've come to see you.
01:17:02I'll leave you to it.
01:17:04Don't rush off on my behalf.
01:17:06I'm off to the hospital.
01:17:08Right.
01:17:10Take care of yourself.
01:17:14I'll try.
01:17:20I thought I told you I didn't want to see you again.
01:17:36I know.
01:17:38David, I've got to go. I've got more tests.
01:17:40Jane, I'm sorry.
01:17:42Yeah. That's what you said.
01:17:44Otherwise I told you I just...
01:17:46I can't be around you right now.
01:17:48You're my sister.
01:17:50Yeah. Here I am.
01:17:54For Stephanie's sake, well...
01:17:56How is she?
01:17:58It's okay, thankfully.
01:18:04And you?
01:18:06David, I've got to go.
01:18:08Please, I've got to go.
01:18:10Do you?
01:18:12Do you really?
01:18:14Why?
01:18:16Why?
01:18:20Why do you need to know?
01:18:22To ease your conscience?
01:18:24To make you feel that littleness?
01:18:26Sorry?
01:18:28I'm sorry too, David.
01:18:30Because I can't give you that peace of mind.
01:18:34I'm struggling to hold together what's left of my sanity.
01:18:38I'm trying to piece together something of the...
01:18:40the sham of a life I thought that I had.
01:18:44I'm positive too, David.
01:18:52Yeah.
01:18:54Just like you.
01:18:56Nothing like keeping it in the family, eh?
01:19:00Does that make you feel any better?
01:19:06I don't mind, Soph, lad.
01:19:08I have things to do.
01:19:10I don't mind, Soph, lad.
01:19:12I have things to do.
01:19:14I have things to do.
01:19:16I don't mind.
01:19:18I'm sorry.
01:19:20Exactly.
01:19:22I don't mind.
01:19:24I don't mind.
01:19:26I don't mind.
01:19:28Yeah, sir.
01:19:29And if you want...
01:19:30I think you need to take a pharmacist.
01:19:32I don't mind.
01:19:33I don't mind.
01:19:34Yeah.
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