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Amberlynn and Becky start the day by answering viewer questions. We find out how Becky feels about spending time with Destiny and Dana. Since Amberlynn is put on the spot for continuing a relationship with her ex, we take a look at the situation with Becky’s ex Nina, who ended up dating Amberlynn’s ex Krystle. They now only communicate with Nina through Krystle. Amberlynn updates us on her relationships with her family members. The subject of cleaning comes up and it seems like Amberlynn isn’t as energetic about cleaning the house as Becky. Amberlynn informs us she has turbo shoes, but usually wears the wrong ones. Becky says it’s unlikely Rafe will be back in their lives because Rafe hasn’t been the best friend to Becky as one might think. According to Amberlynn, Becky doesn’t know how to cook healthy and Becky is unsatisfied with Amberlynn’s “healthy” cooking. They explain why they’ve decided to stop looking for a place of their own without roommates. Amberlynn says Twinkie shares her emotions to the point where when Destiny and Dana started dating Twinkie didn’t like Dana and was less comfortable being around Destiny. They debate who is more likely to apologize first when they get into arguments. They share some insecurities and we find out that Becky was almost engaged to a high school boyfriend. We find out that Amberlynn had Becky on a time limit to make it official or move on because the lease on her apartment was coming to an end and there were other people in her DMs. Over the last month, the two have been filming weigh in videos, but since they’ve been off track, they stopped filming update as frequently to the point where Amberlynn released February weigh ins in the middle of March. When they get into arguments, Amberlynn manipulates Becky by questioning the love Becky has for Amberlynn as a way to guilt Becky into backing down during the argument. After the Q&A, they share their weigh ins for the day. We find out that Amberlynn lost 1 pound since January first because they went out to eat with Becky’s family which triggered Amberlynn into going to restaurants. The ritual of ordering the food and having it served to her effortlessly is something that has Amberlynn fixated on going out instead of cooking at home. When they start the vlog for the day after filming two sit down videos, Eric emerges from the dining room trying to discreetly ask Becky to take him to pick up a prescription, which Amberlynn doesn’t mind sharing with her audience because Eric already shared what he was taking with their viewers. Amberlynn starts to cook for her and Becky and finds one of Becky’s cleaning socks on the kitchen counter. They have a game night with Eric. Amberlynn shows us how high Rarity climbed up the cabinet in the bathroom while Amberlynn “went pee,” then reads a comment of the day, something she is no longer enjoying. The comment is about the weigh ins she hasn’t been posting so we take a look at the weigh ins from the first of February...
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00:00:00hey guys sorry I had a pen to my hand they asked you on Instagram to ask us
00:00:06questions whether it be couple what whether it be a couple questions or
00:00:11questions just individual and I took the time to go through every single question
00:00:16you guys I did read every single question and I wrote down a pretty good
00:00:19amount and I tried to choose ones that we don't normally answer because I know
00:00:23when I do Q&A's I get a lot of questions that are similar or the same so I'm also
00:00:27gonna be calling out your name I did write your guys's usernames down if I
00:00:31pronounce anybody wrong I'm terribly sorry that's just it's gonna happen
00:00:34because you know sometimes you just don't know how to pronounce things
00:00:38Chinese buffets there but so let's begin so we're gonna start off with a little
00:00:51juicy juicy question from Mia 98 how does Becky feel about you still hanging out
00:00:57with your ex sometimes oh we weren't in the shoes anymore sorry no what are you
00:01:15looking at I was just looking at random stuff on where'd Dana go
00:01:19what's up Gucci mama nobody else love you
00:01:30well Destiny I really like Destiny she's really cool we have a lot of fun together
00:01:39me and her can joke around and you know we all we we like Dana too so there's
00:01:47nothing really bad to say about it so I don't I don't have a problem with it
00:01:52because you can still be friends with your exes there's nothing wrong with that
00:01:56yeah some people don't know this but she's also friends with some of her exes
00:01:59yeah they just don't live near here so she doesn't hang out with them but if they
00:02:03did then she would yeah we just we might pop in and say hey how you doing how's
00:02:10life going and you know that's about it
00:02:12for people who don't know what did Nina do okay
00:02:15yeah why do all my friends go pee and I just sit on it lightly and let's sit on it
00:02:21lightly and gently okay well Becky and Nina they've been how long have they been
00:02:25together Hannah four years four years Becky and Nina have been together and
00:02:30everything was great fine hell they weren't even talking about getting kids at
00:02:33one point and then they're having Taco Bell one night watching oranges just kind of
00:02:43just like oh yeah I think we should see other people out of the fucking blue
00:02:46just spill it Queen spell it
00:02:51how did Amberlynn meet Nina if Becky and her are not on speaking time Nina this bitch listen to this
00:02:57Nina messaged me on fat cat one night and she was like I grew up at me Becky told me about you
00:03:04we did exchange for a sex manner it was something like I think so and I guess Becky told Nina about me so then Nina wanted to see if I was like legit and just who I was as a person
00:03:15i was as a person so me and nina became friends and she became scandalous and crazy nina messaged
00:03:23me on spot because becky told her about me because it would take random text messages like not a lot
00:03:29though and so nina like messaged me and was like you know i care about becky and i just want to see
00:03:34like if you're good for her i was like whatever okay this is weird so nina told me don't tell
00:03:39becky though but i legit told becky in her baby so i'm gonna sit there and do that to becky like
00:03:43i told becky about the whole thing and she was like you know what be friends with her and see
00:03:45how she is and i was like okay well i really did become friends with nina and we really did become
00:03:49like really good friends which is really weird and then i kind of saw nina's true colors i'm kind
00:03:54of over it so all me and nina were friends everybody just keeps saying i thought you didn't like drama
00:03:58and i thought you didn't like drama i don't know i don't know did you just visit nina a couple days
00:04:04ago a couple days my vlogs are old like i love it because we're school i need to draw diagrams to
00:04:11explain this yes this is how lesbians work so what do you think of crystal and her dating
00:04:16now wait hold on i'm gonna spill some more tea whatever that is hey what yeah i thought becky
00:04:28she said that nina sent you nudes she said that nina sent you nudes well nudes close enough
00:04:32that was weird and i would turn back everything like her name and nina had no idea anyways the
00:04:40whole thing is in the past i think it's always like i'm over it um her persona love that crystal's
00:04:45still my best friend but i mean nina makes what no crystal's my best friend wait what i don't know
00:04:53crystal's been my best friend for seven years oh okay but she was in virginia oh okay
00:04:57i'm with crystal and nina i missed you so much i missed you isn't this awesome
00:05:07so dora 3305 asked do you have any contact with your family so i'm assuming that this question is
00:05:16just directed towards me because we talk a lot about becky's family very close-knit family
00:05:20so i have really good news actually about my family so i'm very happy for this question
00:05:25um my dad recently contacted me and it was a really great conversation he told me he's been
00:05:30sober since september and for him that's i don't want to get emotional but for him that's amazing
00:05:36um for my mom she's still sober it's been um two years now and for both my parents to be sober
00:05:46they're not together anymore but for both my parents to be sober at the same time is like
00:05:50i feel like i'm living in like a dream i'm currently still not in contact with her because
00:05:54in the past i'm i'm known for being brutally honest and for when my mom used to do drugs
00:06:00it's something that i would bring up a lot and i'd want to fix her and i i wanted to be the one to
00:06:05change her and um because i knew she could do just so much better and i knew that um it was possible
00:06:12for her to get clean so i was very much the person to try to fix her even at a young age when i
00:06:17shouldn't have and i think she knows that i just i like to be serious and stuff and i think she just
00:06:23really wants to focus on her sobriety without me right now but my mom's birthday was february 7th
00:06:28and i sent her some gifts i sent her this shirt that said sexy strong and sober and i sent her a
00:06:35bangle maybe you're just like yeah i know um i've seen the picture that her aunt sent her and her mom
00:06:41looks amazing she really does yeah i sent her a bangle that said mom i love you and i sent her
00:06:47these little blessing cards because she doesn't believe in god now um even though she raised me
00:06:52well tried to raise me as atheist um but she doesn't believe in god now um so i'm not currently in
00:06:58contact with her but my aunt and i we are in contact um we've been talking a little bit here and
00:07:03there and she tells me how my mom's doing and stuff so that makes me happy i heard you today
00:07:07i'm sorry oh no it's okay and then my brother he is out of prison and he's currently in rehab and he
00:07:13called me the other day um because he was watching some of my videos and he was just bawling his eyes
00:07:20out he was watching them with some of his friends and they were like you know call your sister you
00:07:24know let her know because he actually um was watching the video that i made about my past being
00:07:30abused in a relationship and my past being abused by him and he said it made him very emotional and
00:07:37sad and he wanted to call me and tell me that he was sorry and that he it was just very like
00:07:43i don't know sometimes you just need to hear that that people made mistakes in their life and that they
00:07:51are sorry and that you know i don't know and he i mean i heard the whole conversation and he did say
00:07:57that you know if you want me to make a video you know talking about what i did i will and i was like
00:08:02no my god but he loves that i do youtube and we're planning on seeing each other and like he's
00:08:08like i totally want to be on your youtube he thinks it's so cool and if you're watching this i love you
00:08:12but yeah my all my family are doing great right now anyways let's move on i want my makeup to get
00:08:19messed up is becky ever going to make her own channel i don't know maybe someday in the future
00:08:25but right now i'm happy just being a part of you know my girlfriend's channel oh kylie wren what was
00:08:33the last argument you had so i think it's becky sometimes randomly wakes up and wants to clean
00:08:40the whole house like literally top to bottom which i'm fine with but she her persona changes
00:08:46she becomes i don't even know what like the parent you didn't want like your whole persona completely
00:08:52changes so when i woke up and she was acting all parental an old sock and some bleach water i'm
00:08:59just like honey no no like that was about an hour ago i just i just set with you
00:09:07and help me sweep a room it's just
00:09:12we're never in the mood to clean at the same time like nobody even eric and eric he's like none of us
00:09:19you can edit this out but you're never in the mood to clean i'm not editing that out because it's
00:09:23true did amber ever cook clean anything productive at all cleaning it was an argument
00:09:29it was more of an argument mom like i had to argue with her to clean i see the one who didn't want to do her own days
00:09:44but she never put her clothes away i was doing her laundry yeah yes we did her laundry you're never in the mood i i need you to get a little bit in the mood to clean i like cleaning is when i was doing her laundry i was doing her laundry
00:09:51yeah i get a weird dormir yeah oczywiście did her laundry you're never in the mood i need you to get a little bit in the mood to clean
00:09:56thing i like cleaning is when i'm like super bad about something cause it's so therapeutic does amberlyn's weight ever bother bekki
00:10:02nah um i walk i tend to walk faster so she kind of gets left behind sometimes so i have to stop and slow down and then she catches up
00:10:11So I have to stop, slow down, and then she catches up.
00:10:14Once I got tennis shoes on.
00:10:16Yeah.
00:10:16I'm running and blowing over.
00:10:19Dun-dun.
00:10:20Dun-dun.
00:10:22Dun-dun.
00:10:23Dun-dun.
00:10:24Dun-dun-dun-dun-dun-dun-dun-dun-dun-dun-dun-dun.
00:10:27Dun-dun!
00:10:29Look at that booty.
00:10:31I found you, Miss New Booty.
00:10:33Get together and bring that to me.
00:10:35This place is about a month or two.
00:10:37Put a tab on.
00:10:38This is what I do.
00:10:40Oh, it's a nice thing.
00:10:41Oh, shit.
00:10:43You're walking.
00:10:45Look at that baby.
00:11:06Dun-dun.
00:11:07You're a lie.
00:11:08No.
00:11:09Has Rafe tried apologizing to you guys?
00:11:12No.
00:11:13No.
00:11:13And I don't care if she does or not.
00:11:15I'm not talking to her.
00:11:17I'm kind of back and forth, and that's just me being honest.
00:11:20Yeah, because you're, like, super forgiving.
00:11:22And I also am very super forgiving, but it's been too many times.
00:11:27Y'all don't know about all them other times, but it's been too many times.
00:11:29This is kind of Hannah's worst fear, more or less, is Becky forgetting us again.
00:11:34What do you mean Becky forgot about you guys?
00:11:36Becky!
00:11:40Okay, my opinion.
00:11:42Do not go back to Becky as a friend.
00:11:43If she's done this before and did it now, she'll continue doing it.
00:11:46Yeah.
00:11:47I know.
00:11:48I hate that.
00:11:49Because she completely cut off communication with us whenever she moved in with Nina.
00:11:55And that was years ago.
00:11:56We didn't talk to her for, like, hardly, for years.
00:12:00How long?
00:12:02Four.
00:12:02Four years.
00:12:04You can hear Hannah.
00:12:06Becky and Nina, they've been, how long have they been together, Hannah?
00:12:09Four years.
00:12:09Four years Becky and Nina have been together.
00:12:11What does Becky have to say about Rafe now?
00:12:13Is this something she has done before?
00:12:14No, I don't think it's something she's done before.
00:12:17Not that I've heard of.
00:12:18I don't know.
00:12:19Because one of the things that Becky told me before I met Hannah and Rafe, actually,
00:12:24was, they'll never do you wrong.
00:12:27I just don't know from the person I have known all these years, the person I stuck up
00:12:32for in school and stayed at her house and was with her when her parents, like, passed
00:12:37away.
00:12:38I just don't understand how someone could do this.
00:12:41That I've known this long.
00:12:43How could you do this?
00:12:44You've already stirred the pot.
00:12:45You've already loved these people.
00:12:47Rafe, this is all we're going to be hearing.
00:12:49She likes it.
00:12:50And you know when she likes the drama, she likes the attention because she never got it.
00:12:53She doesn't get the attention and now she is.
00:12:56I just want to touch on that just one more time.
00:12:59I forgive her in my heart, but I don't think I could ever be friends with her again.
00:13:03As bad as that still does hurt.
00:13:05Does Becky ever cook for you?
00:13:06So when we're eating healthy, I don't want her to cook for me.
00:13:11I'm very picky.
00:13:14Picky probably isn't the right word.
00:13:15I'm very just, I need to know what's in my food when I am eating healthy and trying to
00:13:20have a healthier lifestyle.
00:13:21And I'm not trying to be rude.
00:13:22I'm a more picky person.
00:13:24No, I'm not talking about food-wise.
00:13:25And she's not even that picky.
00:13:27She acts like she is.
00:13:28It's slop that you serve in a cafeteria.
00:13:31What's the yellow?
00:13:32That's the pepper.
00:13:34Oh.
00:13:34We didn't get any greens.
00:13:35I thought those banana peppers were like, ooh.
00:13:37Oh, banana peppers are bae.
00:13:39Those banana peppers are bae.
00:13:41Wait, Becky doesn't like banana peppers, does she?
00:13:43No, I don't think so.
00:13:45She doesn't like anything.
00:13:46I know.
00:13:46No, I wish I could cook with onion, but she doesn't like it.
00:13:49She doesn't like onions, banana peppers.
00:13:52She doesn't like mayo.
00:13:53She doesn't like sour cream.
00:13:54She doesn't like cream cheese.
00:13:56She doesn't like, so let's go about it.
00:13:57She doesn't like ranch.
00:13:58I mean, she doesn't like any of the fatty stuff like mayo and ranch.
00:14:00That's a good thing.
00:14:01But, I mean, onions are the bomb that she'll like cooking.
00:14:04You know, I'm just going here to the same thing four days later.
00:14:07And she doesn't like, uh, meat.
00:14:10She doesn't like, yeah.
00:14:11Well, she doesn't like zucchini, but every time I cook it, she says she likes it.
00:14:14I'm like.
00:14:15I don't even like bell sprouts either, or what is it?
00:14:17Grissel sprouts.
00:14:18Bell sprouts.
00:14:18I'm taking them with Pokemon!
00:14:23I like broccoli, and I absolutely hated that broccoli slaw you put in something.
00:14:29And I'm just like, I like broccoli.
00:14:30That is disgusting.
00:14:31And that's why I'm never going to cook it again.
00:14:32Yeah.
00:14:33Don't hurt.
00:14:33Becky was raised to cook unhealthy.
00:14:36Um, I'm just saying.
00:14:37No, no.
00:14:38Like, um, she's not very good at cooking healthy, and I'm not saying I'm Gordon Ramsay at healthy
00:14:44cooking.
00:14:44I'm not.
00:14:45He's the best.
00:14:47I've just, I've, I've done the whole healthy cooking so much that I'm very like used to
00:14:52the healthy cooking.
00:14:54And again, I'm not the greatest, but I just like to know what's in my food.
00:14:57I mean, I liked when you cooked for me, but I was also unhappy and unsatisfied with it
00:15:03because you were cooking it, you know, the super healthy way, and it was hard for me to
00:15:09handle that.
00:15:09If we're ever eating unhealthy and she wants to make some spaghetti, like, sure.
00:15:13I'm so good at making spaghetti.
00:15:15Okay.
00:15:16We're going to have spaghetti.
00:15:18We've got Prego roasted garlic nerve sauce, which is my fave.
00:15:21Some ground beef chuck.
00:15:23So you did get the one with the less fat?
00:15:25Yes.
00:15:26You're welcome.
00:15:27Mushroom.
00:15:27This is just for later.
00:15:29What kind is it?
00:15:30Pecan turtle dilata.
00:15:31We're going to watch Christmas movies.
00:15:33Mushrooms.
00:15:34Cheese Texas toast.
00:15:35And so spaghetti.
00:15:38Shells.
00:15:38We're going to have spaghetti.
00:15:40Yeah.
00:15:40I feel like all pasta tastes different, and shells taste great.
00:15:44It's a texture.
00:15:45It's a texture thing.
00:15:46I mean, it could be, yeah.
00:15:47Yeah, we're not ever doing spaghetti this way.
00:15:49I'm not having in Berlin.
00:15:50I usually like onions in my spaghetti, but Becky doesn't.
00:15:54Things like that.
00:15:55So, no, I do the cooking around here, and I just hope that she will do the dishes afterwards.
00:16:00So it's, and I always dig.
00:16:01Half and half.
00:16:03What happened to looking for a place of your own?
00:16:06So, my initial thing was I was moving here because I was having a hard time finding a place
00:16:12for all of my animals.
00:16:14I was wanting to be here, Becky, because we were hours apart.
00:16:18I was hours apart from anybody who remotely even cared about me in the slightest, and I
00:16:22was very secluded.
00:16:24I felt like I was in a cage.
00:16:25I was literally trapped.
00:16:26When are you going to start your driving lessons?
00:16:29When do I plan on starting?
00:16:30I don't know.
00:16:30I'm still like super scared.
00:16:33Thinking about it makes me nervous, honestly.
00:16:35I really don't know.
00:16:36I think I want to find someone that I fully trust.
00:16:38I have someone in my head that I want to help me with driving.
00:16:41How will you physically move to another state if you can't drive?
00:16:49Okay.
00:16:50I don't know what the two have to do with each other, but, I mean, I'm not moving to another
00:16:52state, though, but I don't know what the two have to do with each other.
00:16:54Does wifey know how to drive?
00:16:56Yes.
00:16:57Oh, my God.
00:16:58Have you decided who will take the car?
00:16:59Becky will.
00:17:00Yeah, because you can't even drive yet.
00:17:03You think you ever will?
00:17:05I, um, me and wifey have talked about it.
00:17:07You should.
00:17:08You guys, I'm currently in my girlfriend's new car.
00:17:11She keeps saying it's our new car, but let's be real.
00:17:14It's hers.
00:17:15I will be learning how to drive in it, not anytime soon, because I'm still, like, scared.
00:17:21Will you ever conquer your fear of driving and getting your license?
00:17:24I'm so scared.
00:17:26What is brake?
00:17:27What is gas?
00:17:28You're sweet.
00:17:29Wait, what?
00:17:30We're not going yet.
00:17:32Oh, what do I need to do?
00:17:34Why do I have to be on here like this?
00:17:36Are you pressing it down?
00:17:37Babe, I'm scared.
00:17:40I don't know if I can do this.
00:17:41I've never been.
00:17:42Is it pressed down?
00:17:44Yes.
00:17:44Okay.
00:17:45Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:17:46I'm actually moving.
00:17:50I'm going to put it down.
00:17:51Are you going in circles?
00:17:56I need to pay attention.
00:17:58Okay.
00:17:58What happens if I...
00:18:00I just braked it.
00:18:02Okay, now, if I take my foot off the brake all the way, how fast are we going to go?
00:18:07I'm not fast.
00:18:11That's...
00:18:12I feel like I'm flying.
00:18:15Well, I'm not even going around like three miles an hour.
00:18:18I have never driven before.
00:18:21Oh.
00:18:23I'm too scared to press gas.
00:18:24I'm never pressing gas.
00:18:26You're going to have to.
00:18:27Just try it a little bit.
00:18:31Oh, my God.
00:18:32I pressed gas beam.
00:18:34Oh.
00:18:36And then if I take my foot off the gas, it slows down.
00:18:39Oh, my God.
00:18:41Oh, my God.
00:18:43Crystal, you made me do this.
00:18:44I cannot believe you.
00:18:45Am I going to get in trouble?
00:18:48I don't know what you're getting.
00:18:48Oh.
00:18:49Well, you have your license.
00:18:50I don't do.
00:18:51Oh, my God.
00:18:52Can I drive every day?
00:18:56All right.
00:18:57Stop filming.
00:18:58Sorry.
00:18:59I've been driving for an hour and a half.
00:19:04I've been driving for legit an hour and a half, and I'm no longer crying.
00:19:08I'm no longer freaking out.
00:19:10Crystal's helping me.
00:19:12I'm just amazed that I'm doing this because driving is a fear of mine.
00:19:17Being in a car is a fear of mine.
00:19:19It's, like, shocking and overwhelming that I'm doing this, but it's, like, so much fun,
00:19:23and I really see myself getting a license in the future because I like to drive.
00:19:29I mean, I've been just doing it in a parking lot, but the place where I'm at currently,
00:19:32the parking lot is probably, like, 10 miles big.
00:19:35I don't know how to explain it.
00:19:36There's, like, a bunch of different stores and things like that, and I don't know.
00:19:41I've been doing it for an hour and a half.
00:19:43We were going to go to a movie, and now we're not because I'm so obsessed with this, and
00:19:46Crystal's totally fine with it.
00:19:48She honestly thinks I need to grow up, learn how to drive, and that's what she's teaching
00:19:54me, and I'm so grateful for this.
00:19:57It's dark now, as you guys can see.
00:20:02I don't know.
00:20:03It feels really good, and I go, like, behind Walmart, like, hella creep stat, but I like
00:20:09the different environments.
00:20:12Obviously, I can't drive on the road yet.
00:20:14Oh, I'm way too scared.
00:20:16Way too scared.
00:20:18But, yeah, I just wanted to give you guys an update.
00:20:21It's scary back here.
00:20:22It is scary back here.
00:20:24And you guys should thank Crystal because this was all her doing.
00:20:28I would never do this with anybody else.
00:20:35So, yeah.
00:20:36Be proud of me, you guys, please.
00:20:37I'm conquering a fear, and I'm enjoying it and loving it.
00:20:45Though, like, I don't feel like I need to right now.
00:20:48Last thing on my mind, like, I never even think about it, so probably not.
00:20:51Right now, I'm not even worried about getting my driver's license.
00:20:54I don't have a car I can even practice driving in.
00:20:57I'm not allowed to use Destiny's car.
00:20:59It's, like, a rule that her dad put upon us.
00:21:01So, no license for Amberlynn.
00:21:03But, yeah, I am so proud of her.
00:21:06She got this with six miles on it only.
00:21:09New, crisp car.
00:21:10She's just super hardworking.
00:21:12It's just an attractive quality, and I'm just, like, so proud.
00:21:15Love that for her.
00:21:16I feel like it would help.
00:21:17It's so liberating for sure to drive and know that.
00:21:20Yeah, you don't have to rely on anybody else to go anywhere, you know?
00:21:23I know you guys don't like me talking about her, but she has helped me so much.
00:21:26I finally got my driver's license last week and conquered my fear in large part because of your story.
00:21:29I genuinely hope you can do the same.
00:21:30That is amazing.
00:21:31Oh, my gosh.
00:21:32That actually inspires me a lot.
00:21:33When do you plan to test for your driver's license?
00:21:35Not for a long time because I need to learn how to drive first.
00:21:37But I feel like I need to get a car first.
00:21:40I'm super excited to announce Becky and I actually got a car together.
00:21:44We got it about a week ago, and I love it.
00:21:47We both love it.
00:21:48We have a new car.
00:21:49Yay!
00:21:49I feel like there's a lot of things I need to do beforehand.
00:21:51I do not ask people for money.
00:21:53I do everything myself besides driving.
00:21:56Driving is literally the only thing Amberlynn has done.
00:21:59You wouldn't believe how much Amberlynn has helped me out.
00:22:02And she does that because she's my girlfriend.
00:22:04And I love you.
00:22:05Yeah, I love you too.
00:22:06I was very uncomfortable.
00:22:08I felt unsafe.
00:22:10Very alone with just a few animals.
00:22:12Yeah, I mean, my animals are everything to me.
00:22:14Well, yeah, I love your animals too, but it's just they don't talk back.
00:22:18And if someone barks into your house, the most they're going to do is want to be pet on.
00:22:23That's a lie.
00:22:24Twinkie would kick your f***ing ass.
00:22:26Twinkie will bark.
00:22:27She's going to bite.
00:22:28See, the thing is, when a stranger comes in here, Twinkie goes crazy.
00:22:32And she doesn't bite.
00:22:34That's true.
00:22:34She doesn't bite.
00:22:35But I feel like if she knows I was like in danger or something, then she would probably bite.
00:22:42Like, because, you know, if she notices her mom, if she smells fear on me and the situation seems rough, then, you know.
00:22:49I don't know.
00:22:50But maybe I am biased because she never acted like that, even meeting me for the first time.
00:22:55All she did was bark a little bit.
00:22:56No, because she could feel, she could feel that I loved you.
00:23:00Right.
00:23:00Like, I'm not trying to be me because me and Dana are like on it.
00:23:03Like, me and her are friends now.
00:23:04But obviously at first, it was weird.
00:23:07Twinkie wouldn't even go near Dana.
00:23:09Like, at all.
00:23:10And Twinkie stopped going near Destiny.
00:23:12You didn't even ask Destiny for a long time.
00:23:14Because she feels how I feel.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:16Twinkie just went right up to them last night.
00:23:18They were over here last night.
00:23:19Yeah, because everything is fine now.
00:23:21So, anyways, that's like a whole other thing.
00:23:23So, when I started, when I moved here, I was not supposed to have my cats.
00:23:28But, you guys are the whole story about that.
00:23:31Hey doll, I'm going to call Monday and set Rarity up a spay appointment at the vet.
00:23:35Is that okay?
00:23:36I would rather be there for that and be a part of it.
00:23:38How so?
00:23:39Because that's a big thing for her.
00:23:40I want to be there for her when she's out of surgery.
00:23:42I want to be the one helping her and I want to take her.
00:23:45She's my baby.
00:23:46I'm her mama.
00:23:46I just don't have her right now because of the landlord.
00:23:49I never got her spayed before because she wasn't old enough.
00:23:51When I took her to get her shots, I asked them about it.
00:23:54And in the state of Kentucky, they have to be closer to one year's than not.
00:23:58All I care about is that I got this one.
00:24:00The animals.
00:24:02Eric and Ricky.
00:24:03My family.
00:24:04You all can't touch that.
00:24:05Break it down!
00:24:09Stop.
00:24:11Hammer time.
00:24:12Ah.
00:24:14But, uh, I don't really know what else to say about this.
00:24:18I just, I can't wait for my animals to not be so skittish and they're really gonna enjoy
00:24:23it here.
00:24:23It's very big.
00:24:23They're not skittish of any of us.
00:24:25They even, like, warm to Eric.
00:24:27It's just that they don't have to sit anywhere.
00:24:28Oh, it's just new environment for sure.
00:24:30They don't have their sit anywhere.
00:24:31Yeah.
00:24:31Which, they'll love it here.
00:24:33And I'm super excited.
00:24:34I get to, um, buy them all new toys because I didn't get their toys back.
00:24:38Um, I'm gonna buy them scratch posts and cat trees.
00:24:42Not trees.
00:24:43Just one.
00:24:44Because those are expensive and they're big.
00:24:46I'm just gonna make them feel at home the best way they can.
00:24:48And I know they miss me because, you know, the minute Rarity saw me, she was just, like,
00:24:53glued to me.
00:24:53All the way home, Rarity was like this right there on me.
00:24:57Yeah, because we only, I only have one cat carrier.
00:24:59So we put Wasabi because Wasabi is more like, yeah.
00:25:03Rarity's more like, oh, look, hi.
00:25:05But Wasabi's more like, Wasabi would be the one to door.
00:25:08Yeah.
00:25:09Now I have all my pets and that makes me so beyond happy.
00:25:13So I have no reason to move in this very moment.
00:25:15I do catch myself looking for places to move to.
00:25:19And I always, like, show Becky randomly.
00:25:21I'm like, oh, look at this place.
00:25:22This place is cute.
00:25:22Because I don't want to have a roommate situation my whole life.
00:25:27Well, I'm 27 years old.
00:25:28And it's fun.
00:25:30Like, it's honestly super fun to be living with not only your girlfriend, but you're living
00:25:34with friends.
00:25:35Every day, it feels like you're having, like, a slumber party in a way.
00:25:39Like, you're never bored.
00:25:40I'm gonna be honest.
00:25:41Even when you want time alone, you still don't get that time alone.
00:25:44So it's kind of like you just always have someone there, which can, you know, be bittersweet.
00:25:48But, um, I don't know.
00:25:50There will be a time when we do move.
00:25:52But it's not happening now.
00:25:54Because I have my animals.
00:25:56I have my girlfriend.
00:25:57I have my pets.
00:25:58I have my own room.
00:25:59I have my own bathroom.
00:26:00I have my own living room.
00:26:01I have my own space for things.
00:26:03This place is a big house.
00:26:04And it needs lots of loving.
00:26:06And I'm part of that loving.
00:26:08So.
00:26:08And I'm saying, you know, even whenever we do decide to, you know, branch out and move
00:26:12in our own place one day, um, I'm still gonna very much want Eric and Ricky in my life.
00:26:18What does that have to do with it, baby?
00:26:19No, I'm just saying.
00:26:20These are like, they're like, they're your family.
00:26:22You guys are still gonna be seeing them.
00:26:24Oh, yeah.
00:26:25So don't worry about it.
00:26:26You know, one day whenever it does happen.
00:26:28Becky's just afraid to leave them for.
00:26:31Well, yeah.
00:26:33Um.
00:26:33They're my best friends.
00:26:34Yeah.
00:26:35Who usually says sorry first?
00:26:37I believe it's me.
00:26:43Um.
00:26:44I feel like Becky doesn't say sorry.
00:26:47There's been plenty of times I have said sorry.
00:26:48I feel like you don't say sorry.
00:26:49I do say sorry.
00:26:51When?
00:26:52There's been plenty of times when I have texted you or said, I'm sorry.
00:26:56And then you call them now.
00:26:58Maybe, but I feel like I say it, like physically say it.
00:27:02You might physically say it, but I physically show it.
00:27:05Like, it's weird.
00:27:07I can fume for a long time.
00:27:09I can be mad for a long time, no matter how much you say sorry.
00:27:13But then there's another part of me where I can just get over something so fast.
00:27:18I'm just like, I don't care.
00:27:19It's weird.
00:27:20I can go both ways.
00:27:21Especially if we're in the car and we argue about something.
00:27:25Well, it's not taught.
00:27:26And it's usually me sliding my hand over onto her thigh and just rubbing.
00:27:30Oh, baby.
00:27:32Just like.
00:27:32My nose ring is itching my nose.
00:27:34So if you guys see me, yeah.
00:27:35Can't believe you don't think I ever say sorry.
00:27:37No, you do.
00:27:38But sometimes it's just me.
00:27:40Sometimes it's just me.
00:27:41Real relationship, y'all.
00:27:43What's something you've always wanted to do but are scared to do?
00:27:46Easy for me.
00:27:47Drive.
00:27:48It's so fun.
00:27:49I love to drive.
00:27:50Well, unless I have my conditions.
00:27:52I love to drive if I know where I'm at.
00:27:54I know where I'm going.
00:27:55It's not dark and raining.
00:27:57Other than that, I love to drive.
00:27:59That'd be true.
00:28:00Getting on an interstate when it's raining and dark and you have shit windshield.
00:28:04I mean, you have crap windshield wipers.
00:28:07Baby, it's not the windshield wipers.
00:28:09We've, we got them changed.
00:28:11Something you've always wanted to do but are scared to do.
00:28:13Oh, um, I want to skydive one day.
00:28:18I'm not really necessarily scared.
00:28:21Like, it's an amazing, like, thought.
00:28:23That's so scary.
00:28:24But I feel the moment I jump, I'm like, yep, I'm not, I'm going to forget to pull that string.
00:28:28I'm going to smack into the ground.
00:28:30Oh, God.
00:28:31Would you ever be a mortician?
00:28:33No.
00:28:34No.
00:28:34I have this thing with touching dead things.
00:28:36I don't like to touch, um, a bird fell out of a tree one time and I tried to take care
00:28:40of it and it ended up dying anyway.
00:28:43And, um, I didn't even want to touch it to get it out of the cage.
00:28:46So I just tipped the cage out and I'm like, I know, that sounds, that sounds awful.
00:28:51I just can't touch dead things.
00:28:52I was playing corn one time and she was asleep in the car and she wakes up and she's like,
00:28:57this is good.
00:28:59I'm like, you like corn?
00:29:00Oh, my God.
00:29:01I've never listened to corn before.
00:29:02What are your ultimate goal weights?
00:29:04$199.
00:29:08I would just be happy to get below $200 or even down to, like, you know, $210.
00:29:11I don't care to be a little chunky.
00:29:13Can you imagine us both weighing the same weight?
00:29:15I don't want to be.
00:29:17I will tell you this.
00:29:18Can you imagine that?
00:29:19No.
00:29:20Me neither.
00:29:21I can tell you this.
00:29:22I don't want to be a stick.
00:29:23I don't want to be skinny.
00:29:24No, I don't like that.
00:29:26And I will tell you why.
00:29:27Yeah, sometimes you can be healthy.
00:29:29Sometimes it's very unhealthy to be skinny.
00:29:31Um, but I dated a, I had a girlfriend one time.
00:29:36She's passed away.
00:29:37Don't say this.
00:29:38It's going to offend them.
00:29:39Why?
00:29:39What you're about to say.
00:29:41I just did not like how much taller she was than me.
00:29:45And she was really tall.
00:29:48Baby, what?
00:29:49We're talking about her weight.
00:29:50Yeah.
00:29:50No, okay.
00:29:51She was really skinny and really tall.
00:29:54So I had to look up and whenever we would hug, it was like, which I don't know why she
00:30:00was with me.
00:30:01Cause you know, I was not much smaller than I am now.
00:30:03Cause you're beautiful and you're cute and your personality's on and popping.
00:30:07Listen, I don't want to be skinny because skinny isn't always healthy.
00:30:12You know, people always assume just because you're skinny, it means you're healthy.
00:30:18No, don't worry.
00:30:19No.
00:30:20I just, I like thick.
00:30:21I like chunky.
00:30:24So for this, you're going to want to cut, I guess, medium pieces or you can cut them
00:30:33smaller.
00:30:36I just don't want to be morbidly obese and right.
00:30:39I mean, even if I was morbidly obese, like a little bit, cause $1.99 would still be considered
00:30:43morbidly obese, but falling.
00:30:45What?
00:30:46What's sleep?
00:30:47Why do I keep, baby, why do I keep doing that?
00:30:51It'd be a lot better than where I'm at now.
00:30:53Why don't you shop at Target, honey?
00:30:55If there was a Target anywhere remotely close to me, I would live in it.
00:30:59I'm so thankful that there is not a Target close to here because we would be broke.
00:31:05I love Target.
00:31:06And the only reason why you guys see me at Walmart is because it's open 24-7 and it's
00:31:11the only store around here that has everything you need, whether it be pads, clothes, food,
00:31:19shoes, books.
00:31:21It just has everything right there.
00:31:23I just, I don't see what's wrong with shopping at Walmart.
00:31:26What's wrong with it?
00:31:27I grew up on shopping at Walmart and Kmart, Roses, Dollar General even.
00:31:36There's, I don't see anything wrong with it.
00:31:38Yeah, it's cheap, but guess what?
00:31:39I'm not going broke having the things I need.
00:31:41Which one of your insecurities in the relationship?
00:31:45I think for me, this is going to sound really dumb, but I think for me is like, I can't
00:31:54compare to, oh God, how do I word this?
00:32:00I can't compare physically to other girls.
00:32:04I feel like she will look at me and be like, why am I with her?
00:32:09Like, she's fat.
00:32:12And I know she can get better and more attractive and-
00:32:15Same thing could be said of you.
00:32:17What?
00:32:18Raritals.
00:32:19Y'all might not believe this, but Amberlynn has a line of people that would like to be
00:32:24with her.
00:32:24Oh my God.
00:32:25And send her things.
00:32:28I know, I block.
00:32:29Like yesterday.
00:32:31Ew.
00:32:31Anyways, what's your biggest insecurity in the relationship?
00:32:36Who, me?
00:32:37No, Rarity.
00:32:39Rarity, what's your biggest insecurity in the relationship?
00:32:41I'm going to be completely honest about it.
00:32:43People in my family have lost weight and left their significant others because they thought
00:32:49that they could do better.
00:32:50Ow, Rarity.
00:32:51You're already gorgeous.
00:32:53And people have said before, when she loses weight, she is going to be banging.
00:32:57And it's true.
00:32:58Like, you are going to be like, whenever you look the way you want to look, you're going
00:33:03to have confidence out of this world.
00:33:04And I, all I have to do is one thing wrong to piss you off.
00:33:08You just be like, you know what?
00:33:08I'm too good for this.
00:33:09Bye.
00:33:10Baby, come here.
00:33:11I love you.
00:33:12I love you too.
00:33:12I, for a minute there, I thought, oh my God, have you been out of the frame this whole
00:33:17time?
00:33:17No.
00:33:18I don't think so.
00:33:20I hope not.
00:33:21But I love you.
00:33:22Whether I'm skinny, fat, tall, short, I have 5,000 zits or 20 hundred wrinkles or I'm a
00:33:29model.
00:33:30I'm never leaving you.
00:33:31I think my insecurity is even worse than yours because I also have this fear of, even
00:33:36though you say you're a lesbian, pretty much every girl I've ever been with has left for
00:33:40a man.
00:33:41So yeah.
00:33:43I've, even though, even though the two that said they were lesbians.
00:33:46Baby, I try to tell you over and over, that's not me, but she won't listen.
00:33:51And I think a lot too.
00:33:53People, there are haters out there who don't think I'm a lesbian.
00:33:57I'm sorry, but I can't fake being a lesbian for almost 10 years now.
00:34:00Like it's, it's just, no, if I wanted D-I-C-K, I would have D-I-C-K.
00:34:06I'm remotely, I'm remotely, what?
00:34:09I'm repulsed.
00:34:11I'm repulsed by D-I-C-K.
00:34:15And people are going to be like, it's because of me, one of you had it.
00:34:18We've, we've experimented with men.
00:34:21I've traveled to Tokyo.
00:34:23I'm going to tell you guys something.
00:34:24Libby!
00:34:26Libby.
00:34:26Libby!
00:34:27Was she the one who said that?
00:34:29She's in there.
00:34:30Oh, hi.
00:34:31Okay, what were you about to say about Tokyo?
00:34:32I almost lived there for the entirety of my life because my ex-boyfriend, back in them
00:34:40days, whenever I was, you know, straight, proposed to me in Walmart while I was working.
00:34:49Wait, what?
00:34:49Have I ever told you this?
00:34:50Wait, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, what?
00:34:52I've told you this.
00:34:54No.
00:34:54Um, yeah.
00:34:58And he was like, uh, he was in the Navy.
00:35:01He was getting shipped to you and, and he was like, you know, I want you to come with
00:35:06me.
00:35:06And you don't have to work.
00:35:08You don't have to do anything.
00:35:09You can have a girl on the side if you want, even.
00:35:13I was like, I'm sorry.
00:35:17You know, I didn't want to leave my family.
00:35:19I didn't want to leave, you know, my home state.
00:35:21I didn't want to leave my friends.
00:35:23Plus, you know, I was struggling with my sexuality at the time.
00:35:27And so, yeah, me and him do still talk every now and then.
00:35:33He's married now and he's got a kid and he just moved from Japan to California, I think.
00:35:42So, he's doing good.
00:35:46How old were we?
00:35:47Um, he was not teen and I was 18.
00:35:50And that's not for me.
00:35:52Yeah.
00:35:52And there's a lot of, there's more guys who like girls my size than there are girls who
00:35:58like girls my size.
00:35:59If that makes sense.
00:36:00I'm a lesbian.
00:36:03Don't worry.
00:36:04I'm not like your exes.
00:36:05I know.
00:36:06I know.
00:36:06Like literally every other girl I've ever met with has been like, sorry, but I like dudes
00:36:10better.
00:36:11So, me questioning my situation within my head, I was never able to tell you that.
00:36:15Okay, but no, no, no, pause.
00:36:17You hadn't been questioning it that long.
00:36:19Becky, I have.
00:36:21I always kept wondering in my head, like, why would I make out with a guy?
00:36:24Like, lesbians don't make out with guys.
00:36:25Yeah, I know.
00:36:25Like, every time I told you, then that does not make you a lesbian.
00:36:28You would get so mad at me.
00:36:29Yeah, a little bit.
00:36:31But then look at you.
00:36:31Because it's a scary, it's like scary figuring out who you are, you know?
00:36:35Yeah.
00:36:35Like, when I was figuring out that I was bisexual, that was scary.
00:36:38Then when I thought I was a lesbian, that was another scary moment.
00:36:41And now I'm like, what the fuck?
00:36:42I've been a lesbian for 12 years and all of a sudden I'm like, oh, I'd make out with a
00:36:45guy.
00:36:45Like, that's so weird for me.
00:36:46And it's been hard for me to like, whatever, because I loved you and I didn't want you to
00:36:49think that I would ever leave you for a guy because definitely not the case.
00:36:51Because even if I would make out with a guy and maybe possibly hook up with one, I would
00:36:55never choose a guy over a girl.
00:36:57Like, that's, that's, you prefer women.
00:36:58Oh my God.
00:36:59Are you kidding me?
00:37:00That's okay.
00:37:00Yes, literally.
00:37:01And I'm also not like your ex.
00:37:03I was just about to say that.
00:37:03Remember that.
00:37:05Your name is Destiny 2.0.
00:37:09Everyone's Destiny.
00:37:10Destiny.
00:37:11Destiny.
00:37:13Destiny.
00:37:15Look, our cashier.
00:37:16Destiny.
00:37:18Girl, this is like some real life.
00:37:20I've made fun of her so much to the point where like she wants to go see 50 Shades Breed
00:37:25so badly.
00:37:25And I made fun of her so hardcore about it.
00:37:28And then now she don't want to go see it anymore.
00:37:29I feel really bad about it.
00:37:30Yeah.
00:37:31Because I don't want you to think some weirdness.
00:37:34Lesbians see that movie.
00:37:35Lots of lesbians watch that movie.
00:37:36Has nothing to do with anything.
00:37:37Like, I'm good.
00:37:39Christian Grey.
00:37:40Christian Grey to me is ugly.
00:37:41That is an ugly man.
00:37:43I'm sorry if I'm offending anyone.
00:37:44Then why do you want to watch it?
00:37:45Because.
00:37:45Because I like the story.
00:37:47Anastasia is too.
00:37:48Anastasia's pretty.
00:37:49No, she ain't.
00:37:49I like me some Anastasia.
00:37:51Like, she's rubbed off on me.
00:37:53They both want to attract and they can have each other.
00:37:54Okay.
00:37:55Next question, baby.
00:37:57What's the hardest part about sharing your life on YouTube?
00:37:59I think it's not even the hate.
00:38:00It's just people assuming things.
00:38:03And insinuating certain things that aren't true.
00:38:06I think that's what drives me the most nuts.
00:38:08Or like constant investigation.
00:38:10It's like, boo, if I wanted you to know something, like I would literally tell you.
00:38:13So, or it's people who think just because you share your life online, y'all deserve to know every single detail.
00:38:23That's just not how it works.
00:38:24Yeah.
00:38:25I almost compare it to like, I'm not, I don't have a big head on me or anything.
00:38:28It's just almost like, you know, actual celebrities.
00:38:32And then, you know, they want to go take their dog on a walk or they just want to go pick the kids up from school.
00:38:37And there's a freaking paparazzi.
00:38:39Oh, look how big they are.
00:38:40Look how chunky they're getting.
00:38:41Oh, they're drinking a non-fat Starbucks drink.
00:38:44Oh, they're going to gain so much weight from that.
00:38:46Look at their kids.
00:38:47Their kids don't look like they're dressed properly for this kind of way.
00:38:49And that's how we get juggled.
00:38:50I think people who hate in the comments or act how they are in the comments, they just, they're not living their best life.
00:38:58And they want to lash out on someone else.
00:39:01There is just physically no way that people can be internally happy and choose to bash other people online.
00:39:07Right.
00:39:07And with that, I want to say something.
00:39:10I've seen a comment.
00:39:10I hope you are in the freaking view.
00:39:12I don't.
00:39:13I don't.
00:39:14I haven't been reading a lot of comments lately because, you know, I just, I don't feel like dealing with the negativity.
00:39:20But there have been people who will say, well, I'm not hating on you.
00:39:23I'm sorry if it comes off that way.
00:39:25I'm just trying to, you know, give my opinion.
00:39:27And, um, me telling you how to live healthier is, you know, not hate.
00:39:32Okay.
00:39:32There are comments out there who are literally just trying to help.
00:39:35Good advice.
00:39:36But at the end of this one comment that was saying exactly that called you a, what was it?
00:39:42A fat bitch or a cow.
00:39:45I'm not surprised.
00:39:46Or nasty, nasty cow or something like that.
00:39:49That, that's not hate.
00:39:51Oh, it's okay.
00:39:53That's so sweet.
00:39:53She gets heated.
00:39:54I do.
00:39:55Because that is literally, that's literally hate, you guys.
00:40:00Yeah.
00:40:01But I'm just going to choose to ignore it.
00:40:03I don't, I don't think I'm going to be going out of the case.
00:40:04Yeah.
00:40:04I, lately I've only been doing comments for comment of the day.
00:40:07And that's really the only time I look at the comments because I'm just over it.
00:40:10When was the moment that you guys realized you loved each other?
00:40:13So.
00:40:14I thought I could talk about this.
00:40:16Me too, but I forget.
00:40:19I remember.
00:40:20It was like an over, for me, it was an overall, a census.
00:40:25Is that even a word?
00:40:27Chinese buffets there.
00:40:29What?
00:40:31Probably not.
00:40:31Since this is like, you know, um.
00:40:33It was an overall.
00:40:34It's not the word.
00:40:35Thing.
00:40:35I realized I loved so many things about you.
00:40:39Like, I loved this about you.
00:40:41I loved this about you.
00:40:42I loved how you looked when you did this.
00:40:43Like, I loved this about you.
00:40:45And then.
00:40:46So, you mean periodically you started falling?
00:40:49No, remember when I wrote you that thing?
00:40:51Yeah.
00:40:52Well, I mean, yeah, it was periodically.
00:40:53But, but when I wrote it all out and I realized I love so much about you and like when I'm away from you,
00:40:59like it's just so hard for me and I'm like always thinking about you and like your feelings to me are becoming more important than mine.
00:41:06That's when I realized.
00:41:07For me, it was just, um, where I've been hurt so, so much and so deeply.
00:41:12I really blocked myself hardcore from Amberlynn, but I knew I wanted her in my life.
00:41:18That probably was a little selfish, but, um, I was very distant and sometimes I would be a little, you know, just like standoffish.
00:41:28But one day we got into a really bad fight about it and it's just like a brick on the wall around my heart was pushed out and just a little bit came out and I was crying and I was like, you know, maybe it is because I love you.
00:41:46And I was just like, and she's like, what?
00:41:47And I'm like, yeah, I love you.
00:41:48And we were in a fight and I was just like, yeah, I love her.
00:41:52Because Amberlynn was like, you better figure it out because I don't know.
00:41:56She likes to exaggerate this story.
00:41:57I mean, you exaggerate the story like I have never known in my life.
00:42:00I know it was exaggeration, but you were kind of like, Becky, come on now.
00:42:04I needed her.
00:42:05I'm wasting my time.
00:42:05Yeah.
00:42:05It's like, I don't know where to waste my time.
00:42:06I don't know where to waste my time.
00:42:06I don't know where to waste my time.
00:42:06I don't know where to waste my time.
00:42:07And then that made me panic.
00:42:09You did say that because you did have other people in your DMs.
00:42:11All the time.
00:42:12That's why I got mad over Snapchat and you barely started using it.
00:42:14Oh yeah.
00:42:14I ended up like, yeah, I love this girl.
00:42:17I can't deny it anymore as much as it might hurt me in the end, but you're going to make
00:42:23me cry.
00:42:26And for me, I don't believe in love at first sight.
00:42:30Unless you are a mother and you just gave birth to your child.
00:42:35You made that thing.
00:42:36You made that baby.
00:42:37You made that life.
00:42:38Or if you see a little puppy on the street.
00:42:41Hey, I have fallen in love with animals rather quickly.
00:42:44But I'm just saying, you can't literally from cross through, oh my God, I'm in love.
00:42:49Yeah.
00:42:49No, that's not true.
00:42:50No, because let me tell you, you might be in love with her appearance, but that person
00:42:53could probably be the nastiest, meanest, ugliest person on the inside.
00:42:58They could be a serial killer and you not know it.
00:43:02I don't believe in one of the first sight.
00:43:02She's going off on another tangent.
00:43:05It's not real.
00:43:05Um, how is your weight loss going?
00:43:08It's going horribly.
00:43:09And we have a, um, weigh in video, weigh in videos with an S for you guys.
00:43:15So it may be going horribly now, but it will start going good again.
00:43:19Yeah.
00:43:19What's your favorite thing about each other and least favorite?
00:43:21So my favorite thing about Becky is her personality.
00:43:25I think she's super funny and I love that she is family oriented.
00:43:29It's not even just with her family, but when she makes someone, her family, like Eric and
00:43:34Ricky or me, she becomes very all about that life.
00:43:37Um, I love that about her least favorite would be sometimes she don't listen to me.
00:43:46I'm like talking and like, I have a very bad habit of spacing out and you guys have probably
00:43:51witnessed it in videos before.
00:43:53You're like, Becky doesn't look happy.
00:43:55No, that's me spacing out.
00:43:56I do it too.
00:43:57I just tend to get in a little rocket and travel off somewhere for a minute.
00:44:00I don't know why I do it.
00:44:01I'm just to do.
00:44:03Or like take something a little bit too seriously.
00:44:08That's about it.
00:44:09Yeah.
00:44:10I'm pretty bad about doing that.
00:44:12But, um, I will say my most favorite thing about Amberlynn is she knows, she knows how
00:44:20to make me laugh.
00:44:22Especially there's been times that we have been literally in a hardcore heated argument.
00:44:27He did.
00:44:28And if she'll do something that'll make me laugh.
00:44:31Like one time, not too long ago, we were arguing and then she started being so ridiculous that
00:44:36even she started laughing about it.
00:44:38That was great.
00:44:38And I think that's how the argument ended.
00:44:40That's because it just got hilarious.
00:44:42I think next time I'm just going to flash a titty.
00:44:43Okay.
00:44:44I'm happy with that too.
00:44:46But, um, my favorite thing about you is how you can just make me laugh.
00:44:50You just made me feel good.
00:44:51And my least favorite thing about you is used to be the jealousy, but it's not even really
00:44:58that anymore.
00:45:00It's Amberlynn.
00:45:02Oh God.
00:45:02I will say something or do something and I don't intend it to be anyway.
00:45:06And she will take it completely wrong.
00:45:10My feelings are hurt.
00:45:11You've hurt my feelings.
00:45:12How could you do that to me?
00:45:14How could you say that?
00:45:14Why did you do that?
00:45:16Why don't you love me?
00:45:19I'm like, what are you talking about?
00:45:21That is my most quote.
00:45:22So if we ever get married in my vows at the end will be, why don't you love me?
00:45:29Or do you not love me?
00:45:31Yeah.
00:45:31Like, I always say that.
00:45:32Like, I'm so wrong.
00:45:34I, I'm sorry.
00:45:37If you're going to say it, I'm going to say it.
00:45:40Her too.
00:45:41She's good at her too.
00:45:46No.
00:45:47Okay.
00:45:47Last freaking question, y'all.
00:45:49What do you guys see happening this year?
00:45:51Hopefully, for me, losing a good amount of weight.
00:45:54Me too.
00:45:55That's definitely what I want.
00:45:57Honestly, to some people, this isn't going to be like a big thing, but I want to lose
00:46:01like 50 pounds this year.
00:46:03I could lose a lot more, but it's like, for me to lose 50 pounds in one year, just, that's
00:46:08a good chunk.
00:46:09And I think that's just really what I want to aim for.
00:46:11And if I do more than that, that'd excite me.
00:46:14Yeah, me too.
00:46:15You want to lose 50?
00:46:16Well, I just want to lose some.
00:46:18Yeah.
00:46:18So, is that it?
00:46:21Yeah.
00:46:23So, that's the end of our video.
00:46:25That's really long.
00:46:26I have a lot of editing.
00:46:27Yeah, you do.
00:46:28Hope you guys enjoyed.
00:46:29Okay, bye.
00:46:30Bye.
00:46:33Hey, guys.
00:46:34Okay, so, vlogging today.
00:46:40We just filmed a weigh-in clip for our weigh-ins video.
00:46:43All right, you guys.
00:46:45It's February 15th.
00:46:48We haven't done too well the last probably two weeks.
00:46:54We haven't dieted at all.
00:46:55I don't know what happened.
00:46:57I don't have any excuses because, trust me, I want to do this.
00:47:01I love going to the gym the few times that we have been.
00:47:03I've enjoyed it.
00:47:04And I enjoy cooking healthy for us.
00:47:06Yeah.
00:47:07And it's, there's some things I don't enjoy, but it's always nice when there's something
00:47:13new on the plate.
00:47:14And I will tell you this.
00:47:15I do know a little bit of what happened with me is where we were so strict.
00:47:22So freaking strict.
00:47:23I'm talking.
00:47:24The moment I got anything with just a little bit of sugar, a little bit of fat, I had two
00:47:29pops in one go, which I still haven't been that bad with pop, but I've been drinking more
00:47:33than I, I shouldn't be drinking any.
00:47:35But, um, yeah, I fell off the wagon for a little bit, but I always knew I was going to
00:47:39get back on because there's no way.
00:47:41Rarity.
00:47:44Tales and Ries.
00:47:45There's no way that I would give up on it because this is just something I've been really
00:47:51proud of is, you know, my 25 pounds that I've lost so far.
00:47:54And I haven't gained back as much as I thought I was going to.
00:47:57Not me.
00:47:58I mean, I, but that's okay.
00:48:01That's okay.
00:48:02People fall off.
00:48:03People mess up.
00:48:04And, you know, people say what they want to about you, but you know what?
00:48:07Amberlynn is still getting back on.
00:48:10She's not gave up.
00:48:11So, I'm proud of you for that.
00:48:14I'm proud of you for, you know, being like, you know what?
00:48:16Whatever.
00:48:16I can do what I want.
00:48:18You're just like, you know what?
00:48:19No, I shouldn't be doing this.
00:48:20I want to get back on.
00:48:22And it sucks though too, because like as, as great as it was, we went out to eat a lot
00:48:27and it's like, it's fun.
00:48:29It's not even just the food.
00:48:31I just thoroughly enjoy.
00:48:34It's fun.
00:48:35Going out to eat.
00:48:35Like, it's like the experience.
00:48:37It's just, and it's like every time I take a bite of something, I feel just like major guilt.
00:48:42But here's, okay, here's my thing.
00:48:44Here's my thing.
00:48:45I don't see all that much going out to eat wrong.
00:48:48You're doing it all the time, of course.
00:48:50But if you do it here and there, there's nothing wrong with it.
00:48:54Especially if you're watching what you're ordering.
00:48:56And if you choose healthier options too.
00:48:57Yeah.
00:48:58Or, you know, if you're going to get broccoli.
00:48:59Hey, do you guys mind not putting any butter on my broccoli?
00:49:02If you're getting a baked potato.
00:49:03Do you guys mind not putting any cheese or sour cream or bacon on my baked potato?
00:49:08You can get your dressings on the side when you have your salads.
00:49:11And, you know, there's ways around everything.
00:49:13It's just, okay.
00:49:15We like, I mean, I don't mean to cut you off.
00:49:17I'm sorry.
00:49:18No, but it's fine.
00:49:19I think the energy is starting to work.
00:49:21I'm drinking a Super Fruit Infusion Sonic Energy Refresh Drink.
00:49:28My hair.
00:49:29It's 35 calories.
00:49:31Yeah.
00:49:31She's like, the minute she woke up today, like, she's like, so I don't think it's just that.
00:49:37Yeah, I've been up cleaning.
00:49:38I smell like complete bleach right now.
00:49:40An old sock and some bleach water.
00:49:42But what I was getting at is, we went out to Texas Red House with my family the other day.
00:49:49I think that was the first, like, when we went with Kobe and them, I think that was the first day we were, like, off track.
00:49:54And I think it might have.
00:49:55Yeah.
00:49:55I did something.
00:49:56I loaded sweet potato that day.
00:49:58And I love sweet potatoes.
00:49:59And they can be healthy for you.
00:50:01It's just, I was like, I want marshmallows.
00:50:04And I messed up.
00:50:05It just messed us all up.
00:50:06Hi, Rarity.
00:50:07What you doing, baby?
00:50:08You excited?
00:50:10And I'm not blaming anybody but myself because, you know, how easy it could have been for me to say, oh, no, I don't want to go out to eat.
00:50:17Or I could have been like, okay, I'm going to choose healthier options.
00:50:19So we're not blaming anybody.
00:50:21The last time I weighed in, I was 259.0.
00:50:25And that was on February the 8th.
00:50:27And today is February the 15th.
00:50:29And I am 261.6.
00:50:32God, I don't want to know.
00:50:37Today I have the light on my phone.
00:50:39I didn't mean to.
00:50:40But that is her weigh-in for today.
00:50:42So within that time period, I have gained 2.6 pounds.
00:50:49So last time I weighed in again, February 8th, was 484.6.
00:50:54And today I weighed in at 487.6.
00:50:57I have a hard time getting on the scale.
00:51:02And that is what Emberlin weighs as of today.
00:51:09So it's up three pounds.
00:51:11Technically this year I've only lost about a pound.
00:51:15See you next weigh-in.
00:51:20And we finally did the Q&A.
00:51:23Yes, we did.
00:51:24Finally.
00:51:24The video is naturally 40 minutes long, but I'm going to try to frame that.
00:51:28Yeah.
00:51:28Oh my God, that's so long.
00:51:29So it's probably going to be super long because there's not a lot for me to edit out.
00:51:33So, yeah.
00:51:35Becky's drinking this weird drink, y'all.
00:51:40Sonic Energy refreshed.
00:51:43Yes.
00:51:43It's supposed to like refresh you.
00:51:45We have the sleeping one of this and it actually works.
00:51:48No joke.
00:51:49Nothing really looks too bad about it.
00:51:55It's 35 calories.
00:51:57Yeah, it's not that bad.
00:52:06It looks like he's going to the beach or something.
00:52:09Are you going to the beach?
00:52:10Beach.
00:52:11Get away.
00:52:12Hang.
00:52:13Hang.
00:52:13Why are you creeping?
00:52:15Who am I?
00:52:15Let's go to the beach.
00:52:16Beach.
00:52:17Look at you twink.
00:52:19It's Minjaj.
00:52:21Minjaj.
00:52:21Look at your sweater.
00:52:22It's Minjaj.
00:52:24What's it say?
00:52:25Okay.
00:52:26What's it say?
00:52:27I love my mom.
00:52:30She loves her mama.
00:52:31Who's her mom?
00:52:35I am.
00:52:35I'm sorry.
00:52:39Wait, what do you have to do?
00:52:41You bring me a birthday gift to my birthday and my birthday.
00:52:43Pray for my birthday.
00:52:44You bring me a birthday gift to my birthday and my birthday.
00:52:47Pray for my birthday.
00:52:49To pick up my testosterone.
00:52:51Did you hear me?
00:52:52What?
00:52:53Wait, they already know about that anyway, so.
00:52:55Yeah.
00:52:56I just, that last time that I called them.
00:53:00Who was it that I told about them?
00:53:02I think it was you.
00:53:03Yeah.
00:53:03When I called and they said they didn't have.
00:53:05Me.
00:53:06It's like a real movie.
00:53:07It's so clever.
00:53:08I'm like.
00:53:08What?
00:53:09It's Cloverfield.
00:53:10It's like.
00:53:11Well, you've never seen it.
00:53:12No.
00:53:14I don't think you'd like it.
00:53:15I'm telling you.
00:53:16I probably.
00:53:17Is it anything to do with 10 Cloverfield?
00:53:19Because she loves that movie.
00:53:20Well, that's the second one, but it has nothing to do with like the first.
00:53:23I mean, it does.
00:53:24I've seen the first one.
00:53:25It was awful.
00:53:25See?
00:53:26She said it.
00:53:27It's just, it's a bunch of shaky camera movement.
00:53:29Do you get sick with stuff like that?
00:53:30Where people are like.
00:53:30You guys are ghosts.
00:53:31Do you get sick with stuff like that?
00:53:33What?
00:53:33A bunch of movies where it's like the camera's like very.
00:53:35Yeah.
00:53:36Like I saw.
00:53:37What's that which one called?
00:53:38Blair Witch Witch.
00:53:39It's like that.
00:53:40Y'all don't know how mad.
00:53:41So I told you you won't like it.
00:53:42Mad.
00:53:43I was fuming.
00:53:44I will forever have a vendetta against that movie.
00:53:46She's mad, y'all.
00:53:47I won't even watch a new one.
00:53:48Mm-mm.
00:53:48Wait, the witch one?
00:53:49It's not happening.
00:53:51Wait, this will be a new witch movie?
00:53:52I mean, I'll watch it.
00:53:53There is a new one.
00:53:54There has been a new one.
00:53:55Oh.
00:53:55Did you not see that?
00:53:57What?
00:53:58She had that cap on it.
00:53:59She was going.
00:54:00Because it came along.
00:54:01Oh, you two will see it.
00:54:02I will forever have a vendetta against that movie.
00:54:04She's mad, y'all.
00:54:04I won't even watch a new one.
00:54:06Mm-mm.
00:54:06Wait, the witch one?
00:54:07It's not happening.
00:54:08Love a watch.
00:54:09She's gone.
00:54:12That's funny.
00:54:13It came off.
00:54:14It's not supposed to happen.
00:54:15All right, well, let's go do that so I can come back and play some more.
00:54:19All right, you guys.
00:54:19That was the beginning clip to this walk.
00:54:21Let's do this.
00:54:22Because we're extra.
00:54:26Oh.
00:54:27So I'm about to cook for Becky and I.
00:54:30I'm just going to, this comes with four of them, but I'm just going to make two each for
00:54:33us.
00:54:34They're just turkey burgers, 150 calories each.
00:54:38What the fuck?
00:54:40Oh, so it's like your cleaner sock.
00:54:42Yeah.
00:54:43Becky cleans with socks.
00:54:44That's so gross.
00:54:45We're, girl, and I'm going to lay it on some baby spinach, raw, and I'm going to cook some
00:54:56mushrooms with it.
00:54:58I'm going to put a little bit of this garlic and herb marinade on top of the turkey for a
00:55:03little bit of taste.
00:55:04So I got my spinach and mushroom laid down.
00:55:08I cooked the mushroom with some garlic.
00:55:10I decided to cook two of the turkey patties each.
00:55:15So this meal will be about 350 calories, which isn't much.
00:55:20And this is our first meal of the day because I did wake up a little bit late.
00:55:23I had tons of filming to do.
00:55:25So I really focused on filming.
00:55:26I've been awake for about three hours now.
00:55:28Oh my God, yes.
00:55:31And just while I'm here and thinking about it before I forget, I just want to do an update
00:55:35on my hair because I remember when I first got it done, it's been a couple weeks now.
00:55:40I was so just like shocked with how different it was compared to my hair before.
00:55:45But I just want to say I love my hair so much now that it's been washed quite a few times.
00:55:50I don't use purple shampoo every time I wash.
00:55:52I probably use purple shampoo like once a week.
00:55:54And I usually wash my hair about twice a week.
00:55:56Shower daily.
00:55:57I always feel like I need to say that because people misinterpret what I say.
00:55:59But sorry, I'm trying to cook these chicken patties.
00:56:02But yeah, I love my hair.
00:56:05I think it's great.
00:56:06The color has lightened a bit up here and it more so like goes into a bludged way better.
00:56:13I love my hair.
00:56:14I love the person who did it.
00:56:16I just wanted to like update on that.
00:56:18Yes.
00:56:18I'm not kidding.
00:56:19When I said Becky cleans with a sock earlier, this is how she does.
00:56:23Show them.
00:56:24An old sock and some bleach water.
00:56:26Do you...
00:56:28Oh wait, you're bleaching the wood?
00:56:30Is that bad for it or no?
00:56:31No.
00:56:31No.
00:56:32So...
00:56:32You just don't want to put turtle wax on it because my sister did that one time and messed
00:56:36it up pretty bad.
00:56:37So are you throwing away the sock when you're done?
00:56:41Washing it with it?
00:56:41Or do you just wash it?
00:56:43Well, not wear it again but like...
00:56:44Oh, so it's like your cleaner sock.
00:56:46Yeah.
00:56:47I mean, life hack, Becky.
00:56:49Good job.
00:56:50Like who wears socks like this for real?
00:56:53I know.
00:56:53You gave this to me a long time ago.
00:56:56So it's her cleaner sock.
00:56:58Yeah.
00:56:58All right.
00:57:01Yeah, she's just sitting here dusting right now.
00:57:06We got the chubbity.
00:57:09Look at Rarity right now, you guys.
00:57:12She's so cute.
00:57:15Shit, that sucks.
00:57:16Look.
00:57:17Look at them, kids.
00:57:20We're currently playing a game called Quix.
00:57:24It's a dice game.
00:57:26Hello.
00:57:26This is so precious to be here.
00:57:32Aw.
00:57:33I'm figuring it out.
00:57:34Uh-huh.
00:57:37Coming up.
00:57:38Oh.
00:57:41Three.
00:57:44So now we're playing Clue.
00:57:47He won the first time.
00:57:49I won the second time.
00:57:50Maybe you'll win the third.
00:57:51Whatever.
00:57:52Maybe.
00:57:53Probably more than likely now.
00:57:55So I just went pee.
00:57:59And look at what Rarity does.
00:58:01This tall, tall, tall, tall thing.
00:58:05She goes in there.
00:58:08What are you doing?
00:58:09What is even up here?
00:58:12What is up here?
00:58:14I don't see anything.
00:58:16But this is how high up she is.
00:58:21So I'm actually currently watching Scream.
00:58:23As you can tell, I'm on episode five.
00:58:26It's actually really good.
00:58:28But it is Q&A time.
00:58:31Okay, not really Q&A.
00:58:33Comment of the day time.
00:58:34I just, I hope I get, I leaned on a question this time.
00:58:37But I'm not really sure.
00:58:38So I'm just going to scroll.
00:58:42And I guess I'll count to seven.
00:58:44Seven's my favorite number.
00:58:45So one, two, three, four, five, six, seven.
00:58:48Bam.
00:58:48Just straight up gave up on the diet and weigh in.
00:58:52It's a nice one.
00:58:53I'm actually not surprised that it's a mean comment.
00:58:55Because that's really all I've been getting lately.
00:58:57Which actually reminds me of something I want to talk to you guys about.
00:59:00I'm just like totally done reading the comments.
00:59:04Here you go, boo.
00:59:04The only time I'm actually going to read the comments is when I do comment of the day.
00:59:07I do enjoy doing comment of the day.
00:59:10It's fun, even if it is negative.
00:59:12But no, I did not give up on the weigh-ins.
00:59:14I've been filming weigh-ins for you guys.
00:59:16But they're all going to be corresponded in like one video or a few videos.
00:59:19Hey guys.
00:59:22Welcome to our eight weigh-ins in one video.
00:59:27I'm doing this because I had a really, really bad week.
00:59:30Yeah, me too.
00:59:32I binged this last week probably four times.
00:59:37I overate every single day.
00:59:40And I know exactly why I did it.
00:59:42I have no excuses besides I'm here to be honest and say that I did do it.
00:59:47This week's weigh-in breaks my heart.
00:59:49So that's why we're going to weigh in daily with you guys for eight days.
00:59:52We're going to talk about each day.
00:59:54I don't want to make this video like a super long video.
00:59:57I struggled this week too for different reasons that I don't want to bring up.
01:00:02But I am not proud of it.
01:00:05But I know that there's time, there's room for improvement like always.
01:00:10There's always room for improvement.
01:00:11So I'm not ashamed that I did it.
01:00:15I'm disappointed that I did it.
01:00:16And I know that I will do better.
01:00:18So last week I weighed 254.2.
01:00:24And this week I weigh 258.
01:00:27What is that?
01:00:27258.4.
01:00:29Okay, you guys.
01:00:30So February 1st, Becky's weigh-in 258.4.
01:00:35All in total, I've gained 4.2 pounds.
01:00:38And in total, I've lost 21.6 pounds.
01:00:41So for me, oh god, this breaks my heart.
01:00:45I don't even want to say it, honestly.
01:00:46I'm going to get a lot of backlash.
01:00:48And I watch a lot of 600-pound life.
01:00:50And sometimes these people will gain so much weight in a month.
01:00:53Like I saw someone gain like 80 pounds in a month before.
01:00:56And I'm like, how?
01:00:57I think I understand how.
01:00:59I weighed 469.4.
01:01:00And I was so proud of that.
01:01:02God, here are the waterworks.
01:01:03I don't want to make this long.
01:01:05So let's just get right and straight to the point.
01:01:07I weighed 469.4.
01:01:08I was super proud.
01:01:09Because I was finally in the 460s.
01:01:11I weighed in today at 482.2.
01:01:17Here comes number one.
01:01:27Okay.
01:01:27So that means in one week, I've gained 12.8 pounds.
01:01:32And in total, I've only lost 14.8.
01:01:35So hopefully tomorrow, we can come back with a better weigh-in.
01:01:39Hey, guys.
01:01:40So it's day two of weighing in daily.
01:01:43I look like an absolute crazy.
01:01:45We just woke up.
01:01:45So I'm still wearing my pajamas.
01:01:47I'm about to go get me a shower.
01:01:48Yesterday, I was 258.4.
01:01:52And today, I am at 258.2.
01:01:55All right.
01:02:02So I have lost 0.2 pounds, which isn't much, but it's just one day.
01:02:07So I'll take what I can get.
01:02:09Yeah, that's good, though.
01:02:10Because if you think about it, let's just say the worst of the worst is you lose 0.2 a day.
01:02:14So in a week, you could lose 1.4, which is like the healthy amount of weight to lose in a week.
01:02:19So yesterday, I was 482.2.
01:02:22And today, I was 480.0.
01:02:25Here we go for the second weigh-in.
01:02:30Okay.
01:02:31So that means in one day, I'm down 2.2 pounds.
01:02:38I know the weight that I gained over the last week was a lot of sodium and like water retention.
01:02:47Getting rid of that is very important because I feel like weight loss does go in stages.
01:02:51A lot of people downgrade.
01:02:52Oh, you've only lost water weight.
01:03:01I feel like it's a stage that you have to go through, like levels to weight loss that
01:03:11you have to go through.
01:03:12And once you get past that level, you're able to move on to the next level.
01:03:16So losing water weight is really a good thing because you need to lose that in order to lose
01:03:20more.
01:03:21Yeah, definitely.
01:03:22I agree with you.
01:03:24Getting back into the swing of it was kind of hard because we had cauliflower and I hate
01:03:28cauliflower.
01:03:28So I ate it anyway.
01:03:39Don't like it?
01:03:41No.
01:03:43Ew.
01:03:45Even though this went best if used by a 130, but I mean, it looks fine.
01:03:51Because, you know, you just got to suck it up, do what you got to do.
01:03:54I'm still doing good with water, especially now that, you know, we're putting lemon in
01:03:58some of it.
01:03:58Like, that's really delicious.
01:04:00I love lemon.
01:04:01I could eat lemons all the time.
01:04:05But, you know, it's weird.
01:04:06I don't like lemon flavored things like lemon meringue or, you know, like a lemon head, the
01:04:13candy.
01:04:14I don't like those.
01:04:17Oh.
01:04:17It's weird, right?
01:04:19A little.
01:04:19But it's kind of like, I don't like bananas.
01:04:22If you see me eating a banana, it's because I'm forcing myself to eat the banana.
01:04:25But anything banana flavored.
01:04:27That's so crazy.
01:04:28Like Laffy Taffy or banana bread.
01:04:31Just anything banana is amazing.
01:04:34I just don't like the fruit bananas.
01:04:36I love bananas.
01:04:37I love banana flavored things.
01:04:39I like bananas.
01:04:40I like fruit.
01:04:42I love fruit.
01:04:43I'm more of a vegetable girl.
01:04:45Vegetable girl.
01:04:46I said vegetable is so slow.
01:04:48Vegetable girl.
01:04:49One of my most favorite vegetables, and it's just so weird, is I really like lettuce.
01:04:54I can just eat lettuce by itself.
01:04:55She loves lettuce.
01:04:56But I introduced her to spinach because spinach has more nutrients in it.
01:05:02But, you know, I don't think I could ever do spinach from a can.
01:05:05Like the Popeye crab.
01:05:06Oh, God, no.
01:05:07No.
01:05:08Nasty.
01:05:08So whenever everybody always said spinach, that's what I always think of that taste and
01:05:14texture.
01:05:15But like the spinach leaves is good.
01:05:17Raw spinach.
01:05:18Amazing.
01:05:19Okay.
01:05:21Becky's wait.
01:05:26Okay.
01:05:27Crap.
01:05:28All right.
01:05:29This is Amberlynn's wait for today.
01:05:32All right.
01:05:33Hey, guys.
01:05:34So this weigh-in was from February 8th.
01:05:36Becky and I both forgot to film a little clip for it.
01:05:40So Becky was 259.0.
01:05:43So that means it was another gain I also weighed in, which was also a gain at 484.6.
01:05:50I am devastated that I am allowing this to happen.
01:05:54And it's neither of our faults.
01:05:56And there will definitely be another weigh-in so we can talk more about it.
01:06:00I actually have been liking it this way better.
01:06:02But, you guys, I've not given up on the weigh-ins.
01:06:04I have still been weighing in no matter if I'm losing or gaining.
01:06:07The videos are still going to be up.
01:06:09I don't know why people are assuming they're not going to be because I literally told you
01:06:12guys that I was going to do eight weigh-ins in one video.
01:06:15Although I didn't do those eight weigh-ins like back to back, there's still going to be
01:06:20eight weigh-ins or at least around eight weigh-ins.
01:06:22So I don't want you guys to worry about that.
01:06:24I really want to start like vlogging more again because I used to vlog daily and then I like
01:06:28stopped.
01:06:29But the last, I want to say like a week has been just really good, really fun.
01:06:33We stayed at Becky's sister's.
01:06:35I've been with my sister.
01:06:35It was just a couple days ago, a few days ago.
01:06:37And that was a lot of fun.
01:06:38She's actually going to be staying here tomorrow.
01:06:40And her baby nephew is going to be staying here tomorrow.
01:06:43And her niece-in-law is going to be staying here tomorrow.
01:06:45I think we're just going to play board games and have a ton of fun.
01:06:48I probably won't be vlogging.
01:06:50I just really want to live in the moment.
01:06:51But yeah, we've been having lots of fun lately.
01:06:54And I don't know, it's hard to portray that in vlogs because I do like to just live in
01:06:59the moment.
01:07:00You know, I know a lot of vloggers say that.
01:07:02I watch a lot of vlogs and when people say that, I'm like, oh, but I want to live in
01:07:05the moment with you.
01:07:06So I understand if a lot of people are watching this and they're like, but this is your job.
01:07:09You should vlog.
01:07:10But still, sometimes it's like you forget or you're literally just like, you know what?
01:07:14Actually, no.
01:07:15I do feel a little bit frustrated because just by like scrolling through the comments and when
01:07:18I get ready to do comment of the day, you know, I glance at some stuff and people
01:07:22are just like absolutely insane.
01:07:25Like people are like, oh my God, you should have got your friend's gifts for Valentine's
01:07:29Day.
01:07:29I'm a very giving person.
01:07:31I'm probably one of the most giving people I know.
01:07:33And I feel like sometimes it's a little too much, but that's just how I am when I care
01:07:37about people.
01:07:37I just like to give things.
01:07:39And I just thought it was a cute idea to get people bath and body work stuff.
01:07:42And a lot of people in the comments were like, what'd you get Becky?
01:07:44What'd you get Becky?
01:07:45I actually showed you guys that I got Becky Bath and Body Works and I also got her a TV.
01:07:48She has been begging, begging, begging for a smart TV, a really big one.
01:07:51So I got her one.
01:07:53Guess what I did for the, my baby.
01:07:55I was going to say for the destiny pie.
01:08:02Baby, where's the city?
01:08:03Boom.
01:08:06Oh my gosh.
01:08:07Look at that.
01:08:08I hope you like it.
01:08:10I'll see why I wouldn't.
01:08:12Are you excited?
01:08:13Yes.
01:08:14I have never had a smart TV before, so I'm a little already confused, but you know, this
01:08:19is exciting.
01:08:20This is our first like big purchase because of an apartment.
01:08:23Yeah.
01:08:24Do you realize that?
01:08:25Yeah.
01:08:26Next thing up is a car.
01:08:28Oh, I didn't tell you guys about that.
01:08:30I'm going to get Destiny a car.
01:08:31We get the big TV for the living room, the 55 inch, nice big TV.
01:08:36Amberlynn says literally in this video that she gets it for me.
01:08:40And when we broke up and when we were moving out of the, the lease went up in the apartment
01:08:44and I was moving in with Dana and she was going to live with Becky, I wanted that TV because
01:08:49she said it was for me.
01:08:51And she tried to say that it was her TV and that she was keeping it.
01:08:54I was not going to get it.
01:08:56You know, I wasn't trying to make a big thing out of it.
01:08:58I didn't really care, but it was the fact that she said it was for me and then turned
01:09:02around and said it wasn't.
01:09:03So I ended up just keeping the TV that we got for our room.
01:09:05And I didn't really want to share that because a lot of people think that I'm by people's
01:09:11love.
01:09:11And I know a lot of people would be like, Oh, Evelyn, you're just trying to buy her love.
01:09:13And like, I don't want to hear that anymore.
01:09:15I don't.
01:09:15So it's like, I'm to the point where it's like, no matter what I do, it's always me doing
01:09:19something wrong because me not showing that means I didn't get her anything.
01:09:23It's really annoying.
01:09:24And something else that like kind of upset me is like, what are you doing?
01:09:29Something else that kind of upset me was people saying like, Oh, Becky looks miserable
01:09:33because it was a double date.
01:09:34No, Becky speaks her mind.
01:09:37If she did not want to do that, we wouldn't have done that.
01:09:41You guys don't know Becky.
01:09:42Like I do.
01:09:42Like she would have legit been like, no, I don't want to do that.
01:09:44It wasn't weird.
01:09:45Like I spent Valentine's day with, I'm trying to do the math for of my friends and my girlfriend.
01:09:50There's nothing wrong with that.
01:09:52I just, people read into things way too much.
01:09:56Like I'm happy in my life and I'm doing fun things in my life.
01:10:00And still it's just like people tear me apart so bad.
01:10:03It's sad on your guys's end, really.
01:10:05But for the people who enjoy my videos and are here to just watch my freaking life.
01:10:10I love you.
01:10:11But, um, I'm going to end this vlog because I need to schedule you and I will see you
01:10:14guys in my next video.
01:10:15Bye.
01:10:16An old sock and some bleach water.
01:10:31Bye.
01:10:36Bye.
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  • Zach Mundell6 weeks ago
    Do you have Eric and Ricky extravaganza part 5? I can’t remember if that was ur video or not!
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