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The Only Way is Essex Season 35 Episode 11
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00:00The only way is love, baby, for you and me now.
00:09Woo!
00:10Woo!
00:11Woo!
00:24Nice look.
00:27So excited.
00:29I love that jump.
00:30Whatever it is, I like it.
00:31And I think we need to do it.
00:37Do you want to help hold the bucket?
00:38Let's strike it, look.
00:39Woo!
00:40Nice.
00:41Ice, guys, go help Matilda feed the donkey.
00:46Well done, Ice.
00:50You're so strong.
00:51You're so strong.
00:52You're so strong.
00:56Woo!
00:57I don't like it.
00:58I don't like it.
01:00You've got to do all this, babe.
01:02Because I don't like it.
01:04Here he goes, here he goes.
01:07Any time you want me, I'll be there, you know how.
01:11Thank you so much.
01:12Thank you so much.
01:13Thank you so much.
01:14Beautiful.
01:15Lovely.
01:16Cheers.
01:18Cheers.
01:19Did you have a nice weekend?
01:21You know what, I had the most chilled weekends, but I feel like I needed it.
01:24You are wild.
01:27So the fact that you actually, the fact that you actually had a chilled weekend, I'm really
01:31proud of you.
01:32I know.
01:33I feel like that looks classy when they open it.
01:34Yeah, I agree.
01:35And a nice bow.
01:36Yeah.
01:37But I just want people just to get them and open them and be like, wow, the Harry's worked
01:38so hard on that.
01:39That looks so good.
01:40But babe, you should be really proud of yourself.
01:42Because you have worked.
01:43God, I've thrown you the past month and you've been out every hour, Harry.
01:56If you miss me, tell me that you don't want to lose me, wish to kind of love your tea in
02:03a movie.
02:04Sophie!
02:05Hi!
02:06Are you okay?
02:07How's your girl?
02:08Oh, you smell lovely.
02:09Smell delightful.
02:10Oh, yeah.
02:11Just another fragrance.
02:12How are you?
02:13Yeah, all good.
02:14Danzy?
02:15Listen, I knew that you felt a bit, a type of way after the passing party.
02:23Sorry, he was just sipping that really aggressively.
02:26Just taking it here.
02:27Don't know what's about to happen here.
02:29I didn't want you to feel a type of way about it.
02:31I did really appreciate you throwing that passing party for me.
02:34Oh, no, listen, I know you appreciated it.
02:35Yeah.
02:36But it just got a bit awkward.
02:37Oh, yeah, February.
02:38And I thought the invite was open, it becomes small, and listen, it didn't really land well,
02:44did it?
02:45No.
02:46Not at all.
02:47I just needed to remove myself because I thought, you know what, everywhere I go,
02:50I'm sort of causing quite a lot of damage.
02:52Well, at first, initially, when I got there, I thought, okay, she's not respecting my boundaries,
02:57not happy about it.
02:58Oh, you're joking.
02:59Then, as soon as we spoke and you explained, obviously, you invited everyone.
03:01Yeah.
03:02You don't speak to girl bands, you're not going to know what they're doing.
03:03Yeah, I didn't know what she was having to do, Amber.
03:05Then, as soon as that happened, I was sweet.
03:07Like, everyone was busy, but I knew that, but you're not to know that.
03:10No.
03:11Like, I get that.
03:12Obviously, him leaving and being upset, obviously, naturally, it's going to make me feel like,
03:16I do feel a bit bad, but it's not going to change my boundaries.
03:18Do you know what I mean?
03:19Yeah.
03:20Even when I do feel sorry for him.
03:21I mean, he got choked up.
03:23Mm.
03:24Is he okay?
03:25Yeah, yeah.
03:26Okay.
03:27Listen, he got choked up, but then you get Janae the other side of him where he's like,
03:29well, listen, we're not going to be friends, but I think that's a defence thing with Janae.
03:32Do you get what I mean?
03:33The reason why I don't like having him around me is because it brings things back up.
03:36I have to start talking about what's happened in the past and I've put it behind me.
03:40I won't ever be his friend again.
03:41And you don't trust him?
03:42I do not trust that boy.
03:43Yeah.
03:44But there isn't no bad blow.
03:45No, no, no.
03:46So when we're in a big setting, I would say hello, but he's only ever going to be the hellos.
03:49If everyone come and it was a big thing, I wouldn't single him out and not let him come.
03:53No.
03:54It's just more so the fact that it was intimate.
03:56It was intimate, yeah.
03:57So I don't want him getting confused and thinking we're friends and we're on that level where he's at a close dinner because he isn't.
04:03Yeah, I explained that to him as well.
04:04Yeah.
04:05But he doesn't care anyway because he doesn't want to be my friend like he said, so.
04:08I don't think he was saying it in a bitchy way though, I promise you.
04:10It's not bitchy, but he's just boring.
04:12Yeah.
04:13Anyway, I'm glad we've cleared it up.
04:15It's so rewarding because I look at this product and I'm like, I made this at a time when I was so in a bad way.
04:36Hence why I called it cry proof because everyone used to say to me, go, you cry a lot, but your makeup always looks nice.
04:41So who are you sending these out to?
04:43I feel like I'm going to send it to everyone in the group because I even thought about sending it out to Jo and Janae as well.
04:49Oh my God.
04:50To be honest with you.
04:51Are you joking?
04:52Not to be muggy, but I wouldn't be in this position now.
04:56If it weren't for them.
04:57If it weren't for them to.
04:58Like if this, if them two never done what they did.
05:01Oh my God.
05:02I want to be a fly on the wall when they open this package from you, Harry.
05:06So here I am living proof one year later, things get better.
05:11Honestly, Harry, I think it's amazing.
05:13I'm proud of myself.
05:14Babe, how have you been?
05:15I feel like I've seen you, but not loads.
05:19Yeah.
05:20I went to Dan's lunch, didn't I, with all the boys?
05:24Yeah.
05:25Obviously, Freddie was there and Jo and Janae because it obviously, I don't know, I've got the shivers because I see him.
05:34Yeah.
05:35Janae was basically saying like, listen, we just wanted to clear this air.
05:39Like, we don't want to make you feel uncomfortable.
05:41We don't like this awkwardness.
05:43Sorry?
05:44Yeah.
05:45That was along the lines of what he was saying.
05:47Well, they should be saying, we are so sorry what we've done to you, Harry.
05:50We are so sorry from the bottom of our hearts.
05:52Which is literally, you took the words right out of my mouth, but he just always fails to say sorry.
05:57He says what makes him feel better, I think sometimes.
06:01It doesn't say what's right.
06:03So by going like, oh, we don't want to make you feel awkward.
06:06It's like putting it on me.
06:07But they feel awkward, so they'll just blame it on you.
06:09Yeah.
06:10Oh, you feel awkward, Harry, but you don't.
06:12You are the strongest person I know now.
06:14I'll always, always remember it as one of the hardest times of my life.
06:18But also the biggest, biggest learning chapter of my life.
06:22Yeah, of course.
06:23For that, maybe it was always meant to happen.
06:26Maybe I was meant to go through that to be where I'm sitting now.
06:29Keep it on, keep it on, move it.
06:31Yeah, you're stuck in the past.
06:33Yeah, you're moving too fast.
06:36Asa, do you think Uncle Ro should propose to me when we get married?
06:40No.
06:41No.
06:42Oh.
06:43Why should we not get married?
06:44I don't want you to do.
06:45Oh!
06:47Shall we go down the slide together?
06:49Come then.
06:50Hey, let's go down with the toilet.
06:52Come.
06:53Wait, you do.
06:54What, I've got to go!
06:55Ah!
06:56He pushed you.
06:57He pushed me down the slide.
06:59Oh, now I've got a muddy bum, didn't I?
07:01Now show me how you drive your tractor.
07:02Yeah.
07:05Whoa!
07:06You're going absolutely nuts in that truck.
07:11Can you suit that tractor?
07:13You suit it.
07:14Is that your car?
07:17Yeah.
07:19I don't know how parents do it.
07:21It's hard to keep kids tamed at a fun place.
07:23They can't sit still, can they?
07:25That's one reason why I'm not ready yet for a baby.
07:27No way.
07:28You can't even look after yourself like a baby.
07:30You know what I mean?
07:31Oh!
07:32Says you.
07:33Says me.
07:34Actually, you did look after me.
07:35I do look after you all the time.
07:36True.
07:37I'm up here.
07:38Hello!
07:39Hello!
07:40Jump!
07:41Don't attempt to jump, babe.
07:42It's dangerous.
07:43I have got here.
07:44That's not dangerous, is it?
07:45It's dangerous if you jump from there.
07:46Oh, don't trust me.
07:47Oh, see?
07:48Well done!
07:50How nice was us getting baptised over there?
07:52I know, babe.
07:53I think I was up there with the best day of my life.
07:55Best moment of all.
07:56One of the best memories ever.
07:57Yeah.
07:58I think just seeing our families together in a place where they're celebrating us,
08:01it was like, just a moment.
08:03It's the most special day ever from start to finish.
08:06That's the most I've cried for a while.
08:08I know.
08:09And your mum.
08:10Everyone cried.
08:11It's like a flood of water.
08:12I know.
08:13It's such an emotional thing, though, to do.
08:14It is an emotional thing.
08:15It's a huge thing.
08:16It's so special that we did it together.
08:17Did it together, yeah.
08:18I'm just going to keep thinking about that day now.
08:21Now we've got to keep going to church.
08:23Going to church.
08:24Making an effort with this stuff.
08:26Your community.
08:27Mm-hmm.
08:28We've got to start doing it.
08:29You've got to get out of bed early, then?
08:30Because it's just you.
08:31Don't make us out of bed.
08:32There's a 5pm service, so that's not even an excuse.
08:34Oh, OK.
08:35So why don't you go do that one, then?
08:39And then Bible studies, we've got to start doing it.
08:41Bible studies.
08:42It's good to learn it.
08:43Mm-hmm.
08:44Ever since I was going through stuff,
08:45when I first started learning about God.
08:47Helped you so much.
08:48Helped me so much, yeah.
08:49And every single day.
08:50Hey, guys!
08:51What?
08:52Lama!
08:53Oh!
08:54Wow!
08:55I don't like them.
08:56Oh, he's going backwards.
08:57And then every single day I just kept, like, praying
08:59and asking just to guide me and get me through this hard time.
09:02And I think that's why it was just such an emotional thing.
09:05As soon as we were both baptised, I think you don't realise...
09:07Yeah.
09:08We both started absolutely bawling our eyes out.
09:09I was bawling my eyes out.
09:10Absolutely bawling my eyes out.
09:11And I loved it.
09:12It was insane.
09:13It was insane.
09:14It was the best thing ever, though.
09:15High five.
09:16It was a great step in our relationship.
09:17It was a great step in our relationship.
09:18It was a great step in our relationship.
09:23The only way is love.
09:24Talking to you.
09:25Gives me butterflies.
09:26Wanna taste you all the time.
09:27I can't help that.
09:28I feel like this.
09:29This looks so cute.
09:30No, honestly.
09:31It's like being back in Bali.
09:32Doesn't it?
09:33It's like giving Bali vibes.
09:34Look how cute it is.
09:35Because I know how much you love the outdoors.
09:36Like, look over there.
09:37How nice.
09:38Aww.
09:39Because I can't.
09:41What do you think?
09:42Oh, I actually really love it.
09:43There's also a sauna.
09:44Because I know you love a bit of outdoor vibes.
09:45No way.
09:46Are you joking?
09:47Oh, how cosy does it look?
09:48Oh.
09:49And I know you love a little bath tub.
09:50Oh, my God, I just see the heart.
09:53Oh, my God.
09:54I just see the heart.
09:57Oh, my God.
09:58Oh, my God.
09:59Oh, my God.
10:00Oh, my God.
10:01Oh, my God.
10:02Oh, my God.
10:03Oh, my God.
10:04Oh, my God.
10:05Oh, my God.
10:06Oh, my God.
10:07Oh, my God.
10:09I love you.
10:10Oh, my God.
10:11That's so cute.
10:18Right, girls.
10:19You've obviously been playing before.
10:20So, you've got your strap on.
10:21Yep, loved that.
10:22Oh, you put your strap on.
10:23Well, you've got to make sure you've got it in your hand.
10:25Yeah, so you don't lose it.
10:26That's it.
10:27You can bounce once.
10:28She likes bouncing more than once.
10:30All right, Sav.
10:31Don't break me out, babe.
10:32Don't, cos I'm getting...
10:33You might be fucking in dark sweat.
10:34Shall I do sweat, Will?
10:35Hi, you guys.
10:36Hi.
10:37Hey.
10:38Woo.
10:39Right, hold on.
10:40This is Will.
10:41You all right?
10:42That's me, babe.
10:43This is Elmer.
10:44That's me, babe.
10:45You all right?
10:46Look at you, three.
10:47All got new outfits on.
10:48I've just come straight from work.
10:49We've got all the gear, no idea, so...
10:50That is true.
10:51Yeah.
10:52Guys, thank you so much for coming today.
11:03It means the world to us...
11:05Oh, it's not an Oscar.
11:07To the opening of a swimming pool.
11:10Well done, Amy.
11:11Well done.
11:12Thank you so much for coming.
11:14Beautiful.
11:15It's stunning.
11:16Shall we get it, Orphan?
11:17Come on, let's cut this rope.
11:18So the kids want to get in the pool.
11:19Oh, baby, I'm crying.
11:20Wait.
11:21Woo!
11:22Woo!
11:23Woo!
11:24Woo!
11:25Woo!
11:26Come on, guys.
11:27Go, go!
11:28Woo!
11:29Woo!
11:30Woo!
11:31Woo!
11:32Woo!
11:33Woo!
11:34Woo!
11:35Woo!
11:36Woo!
11:37Woo!
11:38Woo!
11:39Woo!
11:40Woo!
11:41Woo!
11:42Woo!
11:43Woo!
11:44Woo!
11:45Woo!
11:46Woo!
11:47Woo!
11:48Woo!
11:49Woo!
11:50Woo!
11:51Woo!
11:52Woo!
11:53Woo!
11:54Ay, thank you so much for having us, though.
11:56This is so nice.
11:57Yay.
11:58I saw the girls with the kids.
11:59This is literally the dream, isn't it?
12:01Our stressors getting the pool done.
12:03Woo!
12:04Girls, I've been honest with you.
12:05Me and Bill were so bad to the point where I felt that we were going to break up.
12:09Yeah.
12:10Stop it!
12:11We had a lot of pressure on ourselves.
12:12But we've turned to...
12:13Yeah.
12:14Cool now.
12:15You and Jordan, you had it last year.
12:17Oh, my God.
12:18And we were so open about it.
12:19And it's what made us stronger.
12:20He's went through so much stress recently, went through so much.
12:24So, when we went to Italy, we finally got that time where we could just be us.
12:28We're just trying to just be me and him and just enjoy life without kids.
12:33Woo!
12:34Anyways, better enough about me.
12:35How are you?
12:36Yeah, babe, I've been good.
12:37So, actually, I've got sign caught my sleeve.
12:39Oh!
12:40So, obviously, you know that I've got epilepsy.
12:42Yeah.
12:43So, I basically work with this charity called Young Epilepsy.
12:46I went to an event with them a couple of months ago.
12:49It was unbelievable hearing everyone's stories.
12:52So, you want to do the charity for that, which is so amazing.
12:54Yeah.
12:55So, I'm thinking to do raise a little charity night, like a little charity ball, maybe quiz.
12:58Amazing.
12:59I don't know yet.
13:00And what about everyone?
13:01Is it everyone?
13:02I'm going to invite everyone.
13:03Oh, everyone.
13:04Yeah.
13:05People better put their money where their mouth is.
13:07Are they better?
13:08Let's hope they do.
13:102022, I had my first fit.
13:13I was at home.
13:14That was terrifying.
13:15I was at home.
13:16Oh, my God.
13:17Completely blacked out, unconscious, on the floor.
13:19Do you not remember any of it?
13:20Don't remember nothing.
13:21So, the epilepsy I've got is called my chronic epilepsy, where you have jerks, sudden jerks,
13:27and they last for two seconds.
13:30So, when I'd get, like, really anxious, or I was talking about something, or if I hadn't
13:34it all day, like, I would do this thing where I'd go, like, like that.
13:38Like, it was at work.
13:40It was, like, all the time.
13:41But at the age of 28, being diagnosed with epilepsy is crazy.
13:45And she was just like, two young babies.
13:47Two young babies.
13:48I couldn't...
13:49It was so hard, babe.
13:50So, they give me medication.
13:52Since then, it's controlled.
13:53Good, yeah.
13:54Kept my epilepsy at bay.
13:55So, you've been all right so far.
13:56Well, two years, seizure-free.
13:58You're so...
13:59I think you even having that makes me so bad.
14:02You love each other so bad.
14:03Yeah.
14:04You're so lucky that you've got each other.
14:06Liv, you've probably been there, haven't you, when she's went through it all.
14:09Yeah.
14:10Aww.
14:12Oh, I love you.
14:23Let's go.
14:24That's us.
14:25Smooth.
14:27Yeah.
14:28Yes, Ella.
14:29There we go.
14:30Yes.
14:31Go on, Ella.
14:32That's it, Ella.
14:33That's it, Ella.
14:34Yeah, but it's out of the cold.
14:35Oh, girls.
14:36I'll get both.
14:37Go on, bear gentlemen about it, Will.
14:39That's it.
14:40Perfect.
14:41Right now.
14:42Go.
14:43Smooth.
14:44Perfect.
14:45Oh, my God.
14:46That's my point.
14:47Oh, what a day.
14:49Just smacking balls.
14:50You keep on running around.
14:51Go on, Ella.
14:52Well done.
14:53Oh, sorry.
14:54At least you're hitting it.
14:55I think that's not that bad.
14:56I'll go and get that.
14:57Cool.
14:58Yeah.
14:59It's running around like an eggless chicken.
15:00That's the whole point, isn't it?
15:01Yeah.
15:02What do you want to see?
15:03Get him up and sweaty.
15:04Oh, you're impressed.
15:05Honestly, you girls are absolutely nailing it.
15:06Go on, Elma.
15:07Yes, girl.
15:08Come on, Elma.
15:09I think I could take this up.
15:10Ella.
15:11That's it.
15:12Go on, Ella.
15:13Yes, Ella.
15:14Go on, Ella.
15:15Go on, Ella.
15:16Oh, well, that's it, then.
15:17Right, Saf has just smashed that right out of the cold.
15:19That is the cue.
15:20That is the cue.
15:21Oh, my God.
15:22Oh, my God.
15:23Oh, my God.
15:24Oh, my God.
15:25Oh, my God.
15:26Oh, my God.
15:27Oh, my God.
15:28Oh, my God.
15:29Oh, my God.
15:30Oh, my God.
15:31Oh, my God.
15:32Oh, my God.
15:33The cue to go and get you girls a drink.
15:35Yeah, that would be nice.
15:36All three of you have absolutely nailed it.
15:42Oh, that was a lot.
15:43That was a lot.
15:44I've never been run so ragged.
15:45Ain't you?
15:46I bet you have.
15:47Dirty little cow.
15:49Right.
15:50I actually really enjoyed that.
15:51Same.
15:52It was good, wasn't it?
15:53I actually enjoyed it more than I thought.
15:55Yeah, same.
15:56And he was a good teacher.
15:57Yeah, he was.
15:58He was.
15:59I've known him for years.
16:01He used to sing to me 15 years ago.
16:03I know.
16:04I know.
16:05He used to serenade her.
16:06Yeah.
16:07He's very much on the scene.
16:10Yeah, I've heard.
16:11Yeah.
16:12Not only do I have to run out of court, I also go and get drinks now.
16:14Oh, nice little juice.
16:15Oh, that looks nice.
16:16I should have got juice.
16:17What did you get?
16:18Water.
16:19Water.
16:20No ice, though.
16:21Thanks for the day, girls.
16:22I enjoyed it.
16:23No, thank you.
16:24I enjoyed it, honestly.
16:25You've been a paddle teacher.
16:26No, I haven't actually, but...
16:27You're quite good.
16:28I've got the patience.
16:29The uplifting, yeah.
16:30Yeah, patience.
16:31That's what you've got.
16:32The running ability.
16:33Ella, thank you very much.
16:34Exactly.
16:35On the scene, new to it today.
16:36I appreciate that.
16:38Thank you for picking up my balls.
16:39My boss telling me, yours.
16:40You take it.
16:41That's it.
16:42My paddle coach.
16:43You take that one.
16:44Yours.
16:45Take it.
16:46So what do you do, then, babe?
16:48Erm...
16:49Five.
16:50Erm...
16:51I do eyelash extensions.
16:52Oh, nice.
16:53Yeah.
16:54Yeah, no, I could do with a bit of an eyelash turnout.
16:56What about you?
16:57What do you do?
16:58Just be me, babe.
16:59Love that.
17:00Yeah, just be me.
17:01Yeah, love.
17:02Saf, I know you're a solid 10 out of 10, anyway.
17:05Yeah, thank you.
17:06That's nice.
17:07I'm doing the background entertainment, you know, all of a sudden.
17:09But I know, like...
17:10What about me?
17:11Yeah.
17:12So what's going on with you, Will?
17:13Talking to anyone?
17:14No.
17:15No.
17:16Just, like...
17:17If something comes along, like...
17:18It's just...
17:19I've got so much of a way.
17:20I work with my dad with the flowers.
17:21I start work at three in the morning.
17:23I'm singing till one in the morning.
17:24I'm two, three hours deep, and I go again.
17:26Grafter.
17:27Like, he's tough to find, ain't.
17:29But listen, if it comes, it comes.
17:30If it don't, it don't.
17:31Yeah.
17:32Yeah.
17:33So when you're three?
17:34Yeah.
17:35Yeah.
17:36I'm gonna play.
17:37I love it.
17:38I love it.
17:39I love it.
17:40I love it.
17:41I love it.
17:42I love it.
17:43I love it.
17:44No.
17:45Just give it to you.
17:46Don't tell the mic.
17:47Don't tell the mic.
17:48Don't tell the mic.
17:49Don't tell the mic.
17:50Oh.
17:51Oh, Jordan.
17:52Oh, you've been so good!
17:54Lil' Jonan!
17:55Yous have been so good.
17:56Lil Jordan.
17:58Lil Jordan.
17:59Go get your mum.
18:00Get your mum.
18:01Give her a big cuddle, quick.
18:02Is this mine?
18:03Give her a big cuddle, quick.
18:08Jordan.
18:10Oh, my God.
18:11That's right.
18:13You both in the house.
18:13I think it's time to get out.
18:16So, Billy is playing paddle.
18:18Yes.
18:19With Elma.
18:20With Elma.
18:21Ella.
18:21Yeah.
18:22And Saf.
18:23Do you want it with Billy?
18:24And I've all said it all along.
18:25He just needs someone who is really fun.
18:27And when I think about that, I do think about Elma straight away.
18:30Yeah.
18:30Because she is one of us.
18:32Like, listen, love Ella.
18:33But for me, I just feel like Elma's probably more off his street.
18:37Do you know what I mean?
18:38So, he's with Saf on as well?
18:39Because they've had a flint.
18:40Well, they're in some of them when they've been together.
18:41Shut up.
18:42No, they ain't.
18:43Yeah, they are.
18:43Just kiss.
18:44When?
18:44They was very, very young.
18:46Okay.
18:46Talking of Saf.
18:47Yes.
18:48Obviously, I spoke to Harry and folks at Ella.
18:50We was all at Harry's yesterday.
18:51And I just feel like they sort it out now, Jordan.
18:55100%.
18:56And he's nipping in the bud.
18:57Thank you, Jordan.
18:58I feel exactly the same.
18:59I'll tell you what.
19:00When me and you are nipping in the bud, right?
19:01Yeah.
19:02I'm going to take Saf to the pub.
19:04Right.
19:04You take Harry to the same pub.
19:06Oh my God.
19:08I like this.
19:08Oh, no.
19:09Come on, Jordan!
19:24Right?
19:24Oh, it's so nice.
19:25How lovely is this?
19:27Oh, it's like a bar.
19:29Isn't it?
19:30It's like a warm bar.
19:31That is a thing.
19:32I love you.
19:37I love you. To one year. One year.
19:40And the rest of my lifetime.
19:42It's a long, old time.
19:48Can you believe, actually, that we've actually made it to a year now?
19:51We went from hating each other... Yeah.
19:53Couldn't stand you. Yeah.
19:55Same, obviously, in Cyprus when we got to know each other properly.
19:58Do you know what really changed my opinion of you?
20:00Because I just thought, he actually is a nice guy with a lot to say,
20:04but before that, I never really got to know you.
20:07Do you know what I mean?
20:08And it's been an adventure.
20:10The best year of your life.
20:11It has been the best year of my life, but also the most dramatic year of my life.
20:14I know.
20:15And the most dreadful year of my life.
20:17It has been dramatic.
20:19But I wouldn't have you any other way.
20:21It was a big, old risk.
20:22A massive risk, but I'm glad to say that it was the best risk I've ever taken.
20:27I genuinely wish no-one was hurt in the process.
20:30Yeah, obviously, yeah.
20:31I never intentionally went out to be with you to hurt anyone.
20:35I don't think you've done the same.
20:37No.
20:38But I don't regret it, because at the end of the day, like,
20:41I did get my happy living after.
20:43Do you know what I mean?
20:44My family love you so much.
20:46No, I love them.
20:47Obviously, I can't forget little man days.
20:50My little baby boy.
20:51Oh, my God.
20:52He loves you so much.
20:54This weekend, honestly, right, I feel like since we moved into the house together,
20:58has been like, we are like that family unit.
21:01Do you know what I mean?
21:02He's just such a happy little boy.
21:04I know he's your world.
21:05And obviously, I just love having that family unit around,
21:08like, just doing things together.
21:10Now I feel like I'm just so settled.
21:12You're who you're meant to be.
21:14Yeah.
21:15And you brought that out in me.
21:16You're the first person I've ever been with where I'm like,
21:18do you know what?
21:19I can actually see a life with you.
21:21Not a proper, long, happy life as well.
21:24Love you.
21:25I love you.
21:26Have you had the best one?
21:27Yeah.
21:28I've had the best one.
21:29Yeah, this has been absolutely amazing.
21:30No problem.
21:31Thank you so much.
21:46You're leaving now, but I don't mind.
21:50Some things are better.
21:52Oh.
21:53Morning, Cherub.
21:54This is something new.
21:56Breakfast for the king.
21:57Oh, lovely.
21:59I thought it was only right considering that.
22:01Oh, this is cute.
22:02You've never done this before.
22:04I love it.
22:05I love you.
22:06Oh, I thought you said you love me.
22:07You said you love it.
22:08I love it and I love you.
22:09Thanks.
22:10This is very, very zilpful of you.
22:12I'm so hungry this morning.
22:14I'm so tired.
22:17Aww.
22:18Mmm.
22:19I could get you this.
22:25Left.
22:26Left.
22:27Right.
22:28Left again.
22:29This guy.
22:30Always talk that, but I don't know why you do the second left.
22:33Just in case the car turns up that you never see in the first place.
22:36Yeah, true, actually.
22:37I want a nice chocolate milkshake.
22:39Do you?
22:40Mmm.
22:41I want a hot chocolate and a cola.
22:43Ooh!
22:44Treat yourself.
22:45Thank you, Darlene.
22:54I think Jay's been missing your creamy chicken pasta.
22:56What?
22:57No, he hasn't.
22:58It's not my recipe, Harry.
22:59Guys, cook this unreal creamy chicken pasta.
23:01Let me show you how to make the ketchup.
23:03Is that not my recipe?
23:04Oh, my God.
23:05Not the...
23:06Wait.
23:07Right.
23:08Salt, bitter pepper, paprika, cajun.
23:11What else?
23:12Just my usual stuff as well.
23:13It's everything that I use.
23:14It's everything that I use.
23:15It's the ingredients, Hay.
23:16That's literally, like, the exact same ingredients.
23:19Step by step.
23:20It's exactly step by step.
23:21Pozzarella.
23:22Chiari just got over him to, like, stealing my man.
23:24Fucking stealing my recipes.
23:25He stole your recipes?
23:26No, he stole my recipe.
23:27How do you feel about the whole Danny situation from the other day?
23:39I mean, listen, it was awkward.
23:41And the thing with Danny is, I know the friendship's well and truly done.
23:44And I'm so fond of that.
23:45I accepted that a very, very long time ago.
23:48Yeah.
23:49And I feel like, for me, like, I'm not one to ever beg for anyone's friendship.
23:53Like, and I went to congratulate her for her passing her test.
23:56It was because it's such a big part of her life.
23:58I know how long she's been trying to do it.
24:00Oh, I know, yeah.
24:01And I just tried to be the bigger and better person.
24:02I know you just wanted to be nice.
24:03That was it.
24:04I tried to be the bigger and better person.
24:05And she never, she didn't take that in.
24:08It's very mixed signals, innit?
24:09One minute she's alright, then she ain't.
24:11It's just chaotic.
24:13I think, obviously, as well, like, seeing Harry the other day,
24:18it's the first time I've spoken to him in, like, a year.
24:21Yeah.
24:22Do you know what I mean?
24:23And obviously, like, he did look quite upset,
24:27which made me automatically feel so sad for him.
24:30What is it that you actually felt sad about when you see Harry, though?
24:35It just made me sad.
24:37Like, just seeing him sad made me sad.
24:39I think it was, like, a realisation for me, like,
24:42this must have really hurt him and must hurt him a lot.
24:46Like, you was obviously his ex and I was his ex's best friend.
24:49It was like...
24:50But then don't you think by you saying that and having that realisation
24:54that maybe a year down the line an apology might be a good thing,
24:59whereas before you didn't actually care,
25:01whereas now a year has gone past, you have seen how it's affected him.
25:04Yeah.
25:05You do genuinely feel bad.
25:06And I think, in a way, it might actually bring you a bit of peace
25:09to the situation.
25:10I'll be honest.
25:11I don't know if he'll come on, like, that receptive towards me.
25:15Listen, but you can't, you can't worry about what he's going to do.
25:19Do you know what I mean?
25:24Anyways.
25:25I love you and I'm very thankful for you.
25:28Love you more.
25:30And you make me very, very happy.
25:33You make me very happy.
25:35And you can now drive us back to Essex.
25:37Is this your product?
25:52Can you believe it's ready?
25:53Have you not sent it yet?
25:54Oh, my God.
25:55It looks unbelievable.
25:56I've got it for everyone.
25:57You've even sent it to Joan tonight.
25:59What?
26:00Yeah.
26:01You didn't.
26:02They'll probably think I'm being a total bitch because I've written
26:04it saying thanks.
26:05What did you say?
26:06No, you didn't.
26:07This wouldn't have happened if it weren't for you.
26:09Thanks.
26:10No, you didn't.
26:11Oh, my God, that is hilarious.
26:12It's lovely.
26:13They said they wanted to stop the awkwardness of me the other day,
26:15so what better way than to include him in the product launch?
26:18Yeah.
26:19It's less about them.
26:20Thank you so much.
26:21You look stunning.
26:22Oh, I love it.
26:23Unbelievable.
26:24I had a catch up the other day with Freddie and obviously I invited Saffron
26:30because the last time I'd actually seen her was at the passing party
26:33when it all went a bit tits up and she walked out and so I invited her as well
26:37and we basically cleared the air.
26:38Initially, I was blaming her because I didn't understand the situation,
26:41but as soon as she said, like, she invited everyone, it's not her fault.
26:45Do you know what I mean?
26:46Yeah.
26:47Where do you stand with Saffron?
26:48How do you feel about that?
26:49I did talk to her a little bit about it all.
26:52To be honest with you, I kind of want to get it squashed and try and see her
26:57and try and speak to her because the longer this is going on,
27:00it seems to be getting worse.
27:02I feel like it's just been blown way out of proportion.
27:04Like, really, what has either of you really that deeply done to each other
27:09that you can't actually speak and move forward?
27:11Yeah.
27:12And I think the whole of Essex is sick of this.
27:14Do whatever feels right.
27:15Do you know what you need to do tonight?
27:17This is what I've done before and this actually hands on hearts worked for me before, right?
27:20Look at the moon tonight and just say,
27:22if I'm meant to be friends with Saffron, show me.
27:25If I'm meant to go there, show me.
27:27If I'm meant to be friends with Saffron, show me.
27:30Take me, baby, cherish the sun, hold me.
27:36Take me, baby, cause I love the sun, hold me.
27:44Cheers.
27:45Cheers.
27:46Well, your mango.
27:47I know, let your mango on.
27:48Let your mango on.
27:49Let your mango on.
27:50Let your mango on.
27:51Healthy cream.
27:52Is it healthy though, really?
27:54Come on.
27:55Well, mango's a fruit.
27:56Mango might be a fruit, but what about all the cream on top?
27:58Well, balance, innit?
28:00Mm.
28:01Health is wealth and all that jazz.
28:04Oh, lovely.
28:05How have you been though?
28:08I'm alright, yeah.
28:09Yeah, I'm good.
28:10So, how was Paddle?
28:12Oh, Paddle was fun.
28:13How lovely is Will?
28:15Really nice, man.
28:16Flirting?
28:18Erm, I'd say, yeah, like surface level flirting.
28:22This is so cute.
28:24Look, Fred, it might not be anything.
28:26Yeah, so what does it mean?
28:27And I'm not going into this thinking, oh my God, I really want a fella.
28:31No.
28:32I'm going into this because, one, it's something that's exciting.
28:35Yeah.
28:36Two, it's getting me back into the swing of dating.
28:38Yeah.
28:39Because I feel like I've lost my way a little bit.
28:40Mm.
28:41I don't really know where to start.
28:42And three, I could just make a mate out of here.
28:45I think that's a good idea.
28:46I just want to go out and get back into the swing of, like, being around male company.
28:50Do you know what I mean?
28:51Yeah, and having a laugh.
28:52Having a laugh.
28:53But how do you actually feel about the whole situation with you and Dan?
28:57Erm...
28:59I don't really think there's anything to say.
29:03I know what you mean, because I feel like what he's done, he's done.
29:06Mm.
29:07But he still doesn't mean that you're not left feeling a certain way.
29:11Yeah, and if I am going to be completely honest, and this might be a little bit heartless and a little bit cold,
29:17and I don't mean it to be at all, if I could turn back time, I wish I could have left it as a flinging barley.
29:22Really?
29:23Mm.
29:24Because there'd always still be a friendship there now.
29:26Listen, regardless, you and Dan did care about each other.
29:29Mm.
29:30Mm.
29:31And there was a lot of love there, right?
29:32Yeah.
29:33So, to have someone in your life like that and then for it to just be removed, I would be hurt.
29:39Listen, I know you don't want to get back with Dan.
29:40I know that for the fact.
29:41Yeah, yeah.
29:42This ain't about you wanting to get back with Dan or you wanting to rekindle with Dan.
29:44It's not about that.
29:45But you're still a human being and you still are allowed to feel hurt by things.
29:51Do you know what I mean?
29:52Yeah, like, I still have a level of care for him.
29:54Yeah, of course.
29:55Like, I wouldn't say I have love for him because I don't.
30:00No.
30:01I would say I have love for him as a person that I would never want to see get hurt.
30:05Mm.
30:06And that's the most frustrating thing about it all is that I had this perfect little image in my head
30:12of what I thought it might have been and what we could have made together.
30:16But he's just not built like that.
30:17But it is what it is.
30:19And he's moving on.
30:21I'm moving on.
30:22And it's just one of them things.
30:24Like, if there's supposed to be a friendship there, then it will happen in time.
30:27If not, then it can stay where it is.
30:29There it is.
30:48What's that?
30:49Darling.
30:50You okay?
30:51Yeah.
30:52Good to see you.
30:53Would you like a drink?
30:54A pub date.
30:55Mum!
30:56Terry!
30:57We're here!
30:58I bet she's in the garden.
30:59Oh.
31:00Oh, hello.
31:01Hey!
31:02Oh, great.
31:03You okay?
31:04Yeah, yeah.
31:05Oh, nice.
31:06Oh, thank you.
31:07Very summery.
31:08She's not mumsy.
31:09She'll kill me if I saw you there.
31:10You have to put that.
31:11Oh, well.
31:12I'll get the beads.
31:13Wow.
31:14Yeah, mate.
31:15Perfect.
31:16Thank you very much, sir.
31:17Cheers.
31:18Cheers.
31:19Right.
31:20That was the beers.
31:21Next game.
31:22Let's play something else.
31:23I'm thinking maybe...
31:24Oh, no.
31:25Oh, no.
31:26Oh, no.
31:27Oh, no.
31:28Oh, no.
31:29Oh, no.
31:30Oh, no.
31:31Oh, no.
31:32Oh, no.
31:33Oh, no.
31:34Oh, no.
31:35Oh, no.
31:36Oh, no.
31:37Oh, no.
31:38Oh, no.
31:39Oh, no.
31:40Oh, no.
31:41Oh, no.
31:42I'm thinking maybe when it does, the time arrives and the time comes about, who moves
31:47out the arse?
31:49No.
31:52Who moves out the arse, me or you?
31:54Who's done most of the work to the arse?
31:55Who's supplied all the stuff through?
31:57You think I'm going to go and pay another thing?
31:59No.
32:00I'm not saying it anyway.
32:01I don't want to move out yet.
32:03Listen, I said she missed her chance.
32:05She wanted to do it straight away.
32:06She broke up with me at Christmas.
32:07We was all over and then this is where we're at.
32:09So, she can't complain.
32:11You need to try living together as three people instead of...
32:14Yeah.
32:15It's great that you want kids and get married.
32:17I get all of that.
32:18Completely.
32:19You're the happiest you've ever been.
32:20I can tell you're strong.
32:21You should be looking to do that.
32:23Also, you don't know...
32:24Your main problem when you split up last time, you didn't want to move to Essex.
32:27You didn't know what the living situation was going to be.
32:29Yeah.
32:30And you've never really got over that.
32:31No, but I agree with what you're saying.
32:32Basically, when we went so far in that, the mums would give us the same advice that you've
32:35been giving us and saying, look, before you start talking about babies and marriage
32:38and everything, slow it down a little bit.
32:40Do you know what I mean?
32:41Not everything, but slow down what you're doing.
32:43Am I breaking you?
32:44Go on, you wait.
32:45Cheers.
32:46She knows I want to move in with her.
32:51She knows I want kids, but it's just she wants to work on a faster timeline a little
32:55bit and I want to work on a slower timeline a little bit.
32:57So...
32:58Yeah, but also, she's a lot younger than you.
33:01I feel like you need to be the one out of the two of you to go, look, I get it.
33:05I want all these things, same as you do.
33:07But also, the way things have gone, we've got to work to a timeline.
33:11No, but you know what?
33:12You say this now to me and then when I start talking to her, then I get all excited about
33:17that.
33:18And you fold about it.
33:19Yeah.
33:20Then you say to her, yeah, let's just do it.
33:21I do need to take control of it a little bit and also not being unrealistic with it.
33:25I need to just say, like, it's going to take a little bit longer for us to adjust.
33:29Also, it's not like you've been waiting years.
33:32Like, you've literally just got back together this year, like a few months ago.
33:35Yeah.
33:36So it's not like you're doing anything unreasonable.
33:38No.
33:39You're just doing the right thing and taking it slow and being sure.
33:42Yeah.
33:43About it.
33:44The last thing you want is for her to move up here, move Bear up here, find Bear a school
33:48up here, and then you just live together for six months and realise that, do you know
33:52what, it doesn't work.
33:53I know.
33:54For whatever reason.
33:55You might not, but if that does, then what happens?
33:57He's just starting school, Bear, yeah?
33:59So, not a good time to do this right now.
34:01Can't pull him out after he's been in school for four weeks and go, right, you're coming
34:04down to Essex.
34:05So it's not going to happen.
34:06So we have to think about this properly.
34:08Probably a better time to look at it will be at the end of that year of school, I would
34:12say, if we're going to look at it properly.
34:14The end of the whole year of school, which will be next September.
34:17I would say.
34:18Just quickly, yeah?
34:19Before you say one word.
34:20I'm going to do a trick shot here.
34:21Ready?
34:22Fucking brilliant that was.
34:23Huh?
34:24That was sick.
34:25That was so sick.
34:26Anyway.
34:27Right, so you get to keep your fences.
34:28And the house.
34:29And the house.
34:30It's not till next year anyway, so don't have to worry about it.
34:34Right, well listen, let's just cross that bridge when it comes to it.
34:36Yeah.
34:37Exactly.
34:38Might all be over before then.
34:39Probably not.
34:40You never know.
34:41Cheers.
34:42It is a long time.
34:43It is.
34:44It is.
34:45It is a long time.
34:46It is.
34:47It is.
34:48Congratulations on your first year anniversary.
34:49Oh, we made it.
34:51We did it a year.
34:52I think we could do like a hundred now.
34:53That's nice.
34:54Yeah.
34:55It's nice.
34:57It's nice.
34:58I can't wait.
34:59I can't wait.
35:00It's not until next year anyway so don't have to worry about it.
35:02Right, well listen, let's just cross that bridge when it comes to it.
35:05Yeah.
35:06Exactly.
35:07Might all be over before then.
35:08Probably not.
35:09You never know.
35:10Cheers.
35:11It is a long time.
35:12It is.
35:13It is.
35:14It is nice.
35:15It is nice.
35:17So come on then, tell me all about you.
35:19What's going on?
35:20Well, I surprised you, so...
35:22So it was like a little, how can I describe it, like,
35:25log cabin-y, everything's made out of wood.
35:28It was really cute, actually, a little tree house in, like,
35:30the garden, sauna in the garden.
35:33Jacuzzi.
35:34Jacuzzi.
35:35It was really, really romantic, actually.
35:36I walked in, there was a big love heart on the bed of petals.
35:39Well, I think that you should tell Rodald about that, actually.
35:42Why?
35:43Well, it might take me.
35:45Oh!
35:46Actually, there's a package for you.
35:49A package?
35:50Package.
35:51I haven't ordered nothing.
35:52Well, it's because...
35:53What?
35:54Let me see.
35:55There you go.
35:56I brought some scissors, it looks pretty...
35:58How is that?
35:59...pretty taped together.
36:02I'm scared to open it.
36:04What is it?
36:05I don't know, I don't know.
36:06I don't know and I promise...
36:07It's not money inside.
36:09Money?
36:11Oh!
36:12Oh!
36:13...for the attention of Joan Junaid.
36:15Oh, that is so cute!
36:16Oh, that is so cute!
36:17Oh, my God, someone loves me!
36:19And me.
36:20You come to my house, so...
36:22Oh, it's gone everywhere.
36:23Oh, it's gone everywhere.
36:24This wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for you.
36:26It wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for you.
36:27Enjoy!
36:28What have we done?
36:29What?
36:30What the fuck?
36:32Oh, what?
36:33Oh, my God.
36:35Does it say who it's from?
36:37It's from fucking Harry.
36:38It's from Harry?
36:39Does it say Harry?
36:40Because it's got his name on the front of it.
36:42Oh, that's nice.
36:43Is it nice?
36:44Of course it's nice.
36:45It says cry-proof.
36:46Yes.
36:47Oh.
36:48Well, no, right, so there's obviously a hidden message behind.
36:53Show me the box.
36:54Well, this is nothing nasty.
36:56Oh, no, but what is the need as well?
36:57Like cry-proof powder, like...
36:58I actually thought it was going to be something nice.
36:59That is weird, though.
37:00What is the purpose of doing that?
37:01He's a fucking idiot.
37:02Well, look, it's not...
37:03Do you know what, though?
37:04But this is the thing.
37:05Me and Janae the other day, we walked past him and it was nothing but nice to him.
37:17We wished him well on his journey in life.
37:20Janae was even saying that he's feeling bad about how it all went down.
37:25And he was actually starting to think about going to talk to him and maybe being like,
37:30what has happened?
37:32And he does feel bad about it.
37:33He wanted to attempt to apologise again.
37:36I think on the basis of what's just happened, let him leave him.
37:40Let him crack on.
37:41I'm going to let you talk about this.
37:43You're not talking about it?
37:44No.
37:48Fucking weirdo always comes in between our relationship.
37:51It's what he wants.
37:52Sad, really.
37:53Who does that?
37:54I haven't been with you for a year.
37:56What are you doing?
37:57Why are you sending things to my house?
37:59I just don't know what to say.
38:01Do you know what?
38:02What it is, him sending me that product hasn't...
38:05That's not the...
38:06That's not why I'm fuming at this moment in time.
38:09I've got the hump because Janae...
38:11Janae wears his heart on the sleeve and that's just how he is.
38:14He's never going to be any different.
38:16And I know Janae at the back of my hand.
38:18He's going to be absolutely fine in an hour.
38:20But he just gets you up and he runs away.
38:22And that's just how he processes it.
38:24He's hurt, isn't he?
38:25But that's why I'm even more hurt.
38:26Yeah, you're angry.
38:27Because she pissed off my boyfriend.
38:28Yeah.
38:29And I'm not going to stand for it, Mum.
38:30Where do you think Janae's gone?
38:32He's just texted me saying he's gone home.
38:34I don't get why he's annoyed.
38:36Well, this is the thing.
38:37Janae wanted to talk to him, but I know now there is no way on this earth
38:41He will go up to that boy and give him another apology.
38:44There is just no way he's going to do it.
38:46I'm thinking about you on repeat
38:50I keep seeing you saying goodbye
38:55There you are, Sav.
38:56Let's see.
38:57Let's have a little...
38:58This is nice.
38:59Just like back in the day.
39:00Yeah.
39:01I feel like I'm back to, like, 25 again.
39:03Local pub.
39:04A little gossip.
39:06Absolutely.
39:07How's things been?
39:14Oh, my God.
39:15I'm an auntie.
39:16What? Sasha?
39:17Yeah.
39:18No way.
39:19I'm an auntie.
39:20No way.
39:21Cheers to that.
39:22Little girl.
39:23That's unbelievable.
39:24Oh, she's so cute, John.
39:25She had a girl?
39:26Yeah, she had a girl.
39:27And she's so cute.
39:28Is she?
39:29Yeah, I went to the hospital the other day.
39:30No.
39:31Is Sasha all right?
39:32Yeah.
39:33That's unreal, man.
39:34I think they're just getting into the swing of it now.
39:35So that's for epilepsy?
39:36That's for epilepsy, yeah.
39:37Yeah.
39:38I think it means a lot to them.
39:39Do you know what I mean?
39:40I see Liv got quite upset talking about what Bex has been through when they was younger.
39:42Oh, really?
39:43So I think this is obviously a great course for everyone to do it.
39:45Yeah, because I don't think loads of people know.
39:47No.
39:48But we need to raise money for it.
39:49Got some ideas.
39:50Go on.
39:51Hear me out.
39:52Raffle's always a good one.
39:53Either raffle or auction.
39:54I think we can raffle a few prizes that are like, get your tickets.
39:57We can do Dan's hair product.
39:58We can do Harry's makeup.
40:00We can do everything like that.
40:02I've got a brilliant idea.
40:03What?
40:04Do you know I had the argument with Chloe?
40:06Yeah.
40:07Not the hat.
40:08Yeah.
40:09You know when he was looking from the balcony and you said,
40:11I just see this hat round the pole?
40:12This thing?
40:13No.
40:14Yeah.
40:15People will want...
40:16That'll earn money.
40:17You're going to put it in the raffle?
40:18Of course I am.
40:19Do you think Chloe will bid for it?
40:20Yeah.
40:21She could put hers in and all, because she had a little basket hat on.
40:23So we'll auction the hat.
40:24Hello.
40:25Hello.
40:26Hello.
40:27You all right?
40:28You look nice.
40:29Hello, mister.
40:30Hello.
40:31You all right?
40:32You all right?
40:33You good?
40:34Yeah.
40:35You all right, eh?
40:36Not bad, not bad.
40:37Love the denim.
40:38Do you like it?
40:39Yeah, it's double denim day, yeah?
40:40You all right?
40:41You all right?
40:42You good?
40:43Okay.
40:44Right.
40:45You're on a mission, Miss Charles.
40:46Yeah.
40:47I'm on a mission.
40:48What's that then?
40:49Well...
40:50You've gone quiet.
40:51What's coming on here?
40:52Right.
40:53Listen, me and Aim had a conversation yesterday when we was round at Amy's with all the kids
40:57having a party.
40:58And I think we both think yous two really need...
41:03I know you tried before and it didn't really go, but some time has passed now.
41:07We think yous two need a conversation.
41:10Just yous two.
41:11Sorry to throw yous all at it like this, but I didn't think there was any other way to do it.
41:14Listen, it's sad for all of us because we are all so close.
41:18Yeah.
41:19You know, it upsets me because, you know, we...
41:23I love you.
41:24I love you.
41:25Do you know what I mean?
41:26It's all just trying.
41:27But I do think you need to sort of say how you both feel.
41:29Do you know what I mean?
41:30I think you've got to put it all on the table because otherwise it's not going to...
41:32No.
41:33Not going to get anywhere.
41:34Yeah.
41:35But hear each other and we're over there if anything goes wrong.
41:37And no arguing.
41:38Right.
41:39A plan.
41:40Yeah.
41:41I don't argue.
41:42That's the thing.
41:43Well, that was a...
41:46Yeah.
41:47Crafty little idea from them.
41:49It worries me.
41:50They're going to fall out again.
41:51If they do, then it's game over.
41:52You've got to remember, they're like brother and sister.
41:54They have tiffs.
41:55Everybody does.
41:56I said to the girls the other day, I felt a bit like...
41:59It's just so...
42:02It's just been so awkward because...
42:05When I see you at...
42:06Coltfest.
42:07At Courtney's, that was so weird for me, Saf.
42:11Cos, like, I was saying to the girls, like, naturally I felt myself kept gravitating towards you.
42:15Yeah.
42:16And it was like I was going to go and talk and, like, nothing could happen.
42:19And then I had to take a step back and go, oh, shit, we ain't talking.
42:22This ain't normal.
42:23Yeah.
42:24I feel like you're upset because you thought probably I was going to help a situation for you.
42:29Yeah.
42:30I'm going to make a situation fair and both-sided, but I've not and I've took one side.
42:34Yeah.
42:35That I understand, but...
42:36That's what's gutted me, though, H, because out of everyone, I've backed you to the ground.
42:42These girls that you're knocking about with, right?
42:45Lovely group of friends for you.
42:47That day when you come in the CAF, and I've said this to people, so I'll say it to you.
42:52You come in, like Amber Turner, with short back and sides, and I didn't recognise you.
42:58It threw me.
42:59You're not the first person to say it.
43:01You're your own person, and that's what upset me because I thought to myself,
43:04it's such a shame because you don't need to follow suit.
43:08The one time I've said to you about an opinion and you didn't like it, but this is what's happened.
43:13No, Hayes.
43:14This is what's happened.
43:15It's the quality of the friendship.
43:16You're not bringing me what I like in a friendship and I'm not bringing you what you like.
43:20That is one situation.
43:22You've got to remember how much he's been hurt and this is his chance to maybe...
43:26..he's finding himself a bit and thinking I'm not having people walk over me again.
43:29Listen, relationships end, but so just friendships sometimes just...
43:33They drift.
43:35I don't want you to get upset, H. I really don't, cos I do love you.
43:39I know you've been through a lot, so I know that hurt people do hurt people.
43:43Like, I know deep down you've got love for me.
43:45Of course I have.
43:46I know deep down I've got love for you.
43:47Of course I have.
43:48Listen, I wouldn't be having a conversation now with you if I didn't care about you.
43:51No, I know, I know.
43:52You know that's a fact.
43:53And, like, wise, but...
43:54I...
43:55We've come...
43:56We're coming at log reds.
43:57How many months has this gone on for?
43:59Like, do you see a way forward?
44:01Because I don't know what I see here.
44:03I've been trying to move this forward.
44:06There comes a point when two people sometimes just have to say,
44:11let's have a break from this for a minute.
44:15Look, bottom line is, yes, we've had a lot of history,
44:18but I also don't want to be in this position again where we're going...
44:21We're round another table discussing our friendship, cos we're better than that
44:25and we are 30 years of age.
44:27Do you know what's silly?
44:29I do think we're both in this situation cos of things that have happened over time
44:33and it's just frustrating that we've got to this point
44:36and potentially going to chuck 15 years of friendship.
44:40I don't personally want that.
44:42Going forward, we just need to put all this to bed
44:44and hopefully, Harry, we can build on something again in the future.
44:49Time will tell.
44:50We'll see.
44:51Right.
44:52Well, I'm going to make a move.
44:54All right.
44:55See you later, hoax.
44:56See you.
44:57Bye.
44:58Next time.
44:59Pull your trousers down.
45:00Pull your trousers down.
45:01Yeah!
45:02We went through so much to get far.
45:17That's what hurts me more.
45:19You know how much of me and Sophie have won what we want.
45:21You've got to be strong.
45:22I love you.
45:23Scary, man.
45:24Ella wants to go out again with you.
45:26I don't find you funny.
45:27You're still doing it.
45:28It's a joke.
45:29What's your problem?
45:30I've got to get out.
45:32I'm not ready to meet anyone else.
45:34I'm still hurt.
45:36It never worked.
45:37Warm-walking.
45:38I love you.
45:39I'm so glad I was your mum.
45:40You're still alive, woman.
45:41I love you.
45:42They are so trials.
45:43They draw my businesses.
45:44You're in love with a pile of money.
45:46The only way is love, baby.
45:47For you and me now.
45:53The only way is love, baby.
45:56For you and me now.
46:04Ooh.
46:04Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
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