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Half Of My Heart
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00:00:00I know what you think of him, but he's sweet. Honestly, too sweet.
00:00:05Bullshit.
00:00:06You're cheating on me?
00:00:07Are you serious, Blake?
00:00:08You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:00:10I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:00:12Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:00:15How long have you been painting me?
00:00:17Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:00:19So you actually slept with him, your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:00:24Tell me what you want.
00:00:25I want you to take control.
00:00:27I want a club.
00:00:30Pink.
00:00:30Professor Winslow?
00:00:31Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:00:33Do you still?
00:00:34No.
00:00:35So what's it gonna be? Pleasure or pain?
00:00:37Harder, professor.
00:00:39Let's make this official.
00:00:41I knew we used to...
00:00:42On?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:44You wanted to see me?
00:00:45What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:00:47What do you want me to do?
00:00:49Is everything okay?
00:00:50You should go. Please.
00:00:52I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:00:54You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:00:56All I can do is think about you.
00:00:58I love you.
00:00:59I love you, too.
00:01:00Wow.
00:01:01Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:03Choose.
00:01:04Either her or me.
00:01:05I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:01:08I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:10That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:11And I love you, Whiskey.
00:01:16I love you, Whiskey.
00:01:31class is over
00:01:42please professor
00:01:43i need to be punished
00:01:48you better not spend the night over there
00:01:58i promise i will help you pick out an outfit
00:02:00as soon as i'm home okay ness
00:02:02i just want to drop these cookies off
00:02:04i want to surprise blake he's been home sick all day
00:02:08are they full of cyanide
00:02:09i know what you think of him but he's sweet
00:02:11honestly too sweet
00:02:14this fucking guy king shaming you for wanting to get spanked
00:02:17he loves me that's all
00:02:19he said he didn't want to hurt me
00:02:21i have to go i'll see you in a little okay
00:02:30oh shit
00:02:31you're cheating on me
00:02:33you have a girlfriend
00:02:35you piece of shit
00:02:41i'm on your way
00:02:43you call me a slut for wanting a little dirty talk
00:02:45and i hear you
00:02:46well now i can explain
00:02:48you okay ania
00:02:51she means nothing to me
00:02:55jesus christ
00:02:57are you serious blake
00:02:59you were cheating on her
00:03:01you're surprised
00:03:02you could say i'm following in your footsteps
00:03:05enough
00:03:05do not blame me for your mistakes okay
00:03:07i'll deal with you later
00:03:09let me drive you home
00:03:11no it's okay i'm fine
00:03:14i'm driving you
00:03:18hey ania i'm
00:03:30i'm sorry about blake
00:03:33it's not your fault professor rossi
00:03:36yeah well i'm really starting to think that it might be
00:03:40i just
00:03:42i don't get it
00:03:45he said he loved me
00:03:48and then he cheated on me
00:03:49what did i do
00:03:52what's wrong with me
00:03:55hey none of that talk
00:03:57okay
00:03:59there's nothing wrong with you
00:04:01although right now you do look like a sad little bunny
00:04:06maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level
00:04:13my son has proven that he definitely does
00:04:17does not
00:04:19uh well i should ride
00:04:26thanks for riding me
00:04:29uh thanks for taking me
00:04:31to my
00:04:31thanks for driving me
00:04:34to my home
00:04:35you're welcome ania
00:04:39there are really good bones here
00:04:59gosh you have so much talent
00:05:01if you want i could send it over to my friend who works at ink and print
00:05:06oh my god
00:05:07that that would be incredible professor winslow
00:05:11i'll always champion female writers and i believe in you
00:05:15the only thing that i'm still struggling to believe is the main character's confession of love
00:05:21it just it feels a little contrived
00:05:23remember write what you know
00:05:26maybe there's someone in your life that could help inspire that ending
00:05:29oh i'm sorry i i didn't realize you were with a student
00:05:34come in professor rossi we're just wrapping up
00:05:38work on the third act remember
00:05:41honesty
00:05:42thank you professor winslow
00:05:44she's a bright girl
00:06:00she is
00:06:01i'm mentoring her this semester
00:06:03i've got a promising career ahead of her
00:06:06speaking of promising
00:06:09you know the rules
00:06:14not here
00:06:16you know i'd look good with some emeralds around my neck
00:06:44i have told you
00:06:45i am not taking on an exclusive
00:06:48no relationships not here not outside
00:06:51get up
00:06:55what's that
00:07:05no I think i had to see you guys in the
00:07:20book
00:07:22What should my name be this time, Master?
00:07:40I think I'm going to call you
00:07:42Bunny
00:07:52Okay, that is class for today. Next week we're going to be looking at Francis Bacon's crucifixion triptych
00:08:00Study up in the work, please. Thank you. Miss Rene, do you mind hanging back for a moment? Thank you
00:08:06You wanted to see me?
00:08:13Hey, so, uh
00:08:15How are you doing?
00:08:20Oh, uh, I'm fine
00:08:23You don't have to lie to me
00:08:28I just...
00:08:31I feel stupid for trusting Blake
00:08:34You're a lot of things, Anya
00:08:35But stupid is not one
00:08:38Whose is this?
00:08:45It's beautiful
00:08:50It's, uh, it's one of mine
00:08:54The shading, it's so unique
00:08:58I was trying to capture the female form
00:09:01I wanted to show the contrast between light and dark
00:09:08To make the image almost three-dimensional
00:09:11You see these, these lines here
00:09:15I'm sorry, that was really inappropriate
00:09:38No, no, I'm sorry
00:09:39It's, it's my fault
00:09:40Excuse me
00:09:44And then I almost kissed him
00:09:53Fuck off, you did not
00:09:55I did
00:09:56I know it's crazy, but he's just
00:09:59He's so smart
00:10:01And talented
00:10:03And sexy as hell
00:10:05And your ex-boyfriend's dad
00:10:07And your professor
00:10:09I'm not trying to yuck your young
00:10:12Just be careful, babe
00:10:14You don't want this to be some Freudian way of getting back at Blake
00:10:16Hey, buddy
00:10:29Who's class?
00:10:36What are you up to?
00:10:38Trying to text Anya
00:10:39But I am pretty sure that she has me blocked
00:10:41Why don't you blame her?
00:10:44I mean, I still don't really understand why you would treat someone like that
00:10:46Someone seems like such a special woman
00:10:49You're one to talk
00:10:50What?
00:10:52Get off your fucking high horse, Dad
00:10:54You cheated on Mom
00:10:55Drove her away
00:10:57And you know how apples fall
00:10:58What'd you expect?
00:11:16I mean, I still don't even play Vera
00:11:17moisturize the way home
00:11:18No, just don't Todd
00:11:20I mean, I already started
00:11:21I sort of ordained
00:11:22No someone
00:11:24I was just bitter
00:11:28Oh, I love you
00:11:29Do you
00:11:30Do you
00:11:42Uh, Blake, he left about an hour ago.
00:11:58I'm not really sure when he's going to be back.
00:12:00Uh, no.
00:12:01Um, I actually wanted to talk to you about what happened the other day.
00:12:10Yeah, well, maybe I should go and get dressed.
00:12:13You don't have to.
00:12:18Right, well, um, I was thinking that we could just forget about things and we could move on.
00:12:25What if I can forget?
00:12:30Oh, my God.
00:12:33What am I doing?
00:12:35Oh, this is crazy.
00:12:36He's your professor and your ex's dad, and he doesn't like you like that.
00:12:40He's just lonely.
00:12:41Please.
00:12:45You painted naked pictures of me.
00:13:01I can explain.
00:13:17Girl, no.
00:13:18That's like Jason Bateman's stuff.
00:13:20Or whoever the American Psycho dude was.
00:13:22Yeah.
00:13:24Honestly, I can't stop thinking about it.
00:13:27About him.
00:13:29I don't blame you.
00:13:30He's straight up stalker-like.
00:13:31I'm not thinking about it like that.
00:13:34More like...
00:13:37Never mind.
00:13:39Well, I still think you should come out with me tonight
00:13:41instead of thinking about Professor Daddy.
00:13:44I can't.
00:13:45I really have to figure out this ending.
00:13:49Have a drink in my honor, though, okay?
00:13:58Patrick Bateman.
00:14:00That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:14:01That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:14:01That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:14:01I was thinking about it.
00:14:02I was thinking about it.
00:14:04I'm not.
00:14:10I know my quantity of people could come out to me tonight.
00:14:14That's how I really enjoyed this topic.
00:14:15Bye to theers.
00:14:15How you think about me?
00:14:16I'm not thinking about it like this.
00:14:17I don't think the terrible dolom es'r thing like this.
00:14:19I'm thinking about it.
00:14:20It was worth looking for you.
00:14:20That's how I was thinking about this.
00:14:22I was thinking about it.
00:14:23I was thinking about this.
00:14:24But it's like...
00:14:24I don't think about it.
00:14:25I don't think you're interested in the rest.
00:14:27Anya, I can't stop thinking about you.
00:14:57Anya, wait.
00:15:27I know what you saw seemed odd.
00:15:31It's just I see your face every day in my class and...
00:15:34That you decided to paint me a hundred times?
00:15:39Tell me the truth, Dimitri.
00:15:42How long have you been painting me?
00:15:46Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:15:51I used to paint all the time.
00:15:52When Blake was born, I was so young.
00:15:56I had to make some money, so I started teaching.
00:16:00The point is, I hadn't painted in twenty years until I met you.
00:16:07That spring, the flowers bloomed and I saw you for the first time.
00:16:10The spark, it came back.
00:16:16And then you were all I could paint.
00:16:19I started with your outline.
00:16:22And your silhouette.
00:16:24Then I started to notice more details.
00:16:27The shape of your hand.
00:16:30The flow of your hair.
00:16:31The radiance of your smile.
00:16:38Once I started painting, I couldn't stop.
00:16:41And I knew it was wrong.
00:16:43I knew that I shouldn't be doing it.
00:16:44You were my muse.
00:16:47Like a meal to my Monet.
00:16:49The story that I'm writing.
00:16:55I couldn't figure out the third act.
00:16:59But when I thought about you.
00:17:04Yes.
00:17:06When I thought about you.
00:17:08I couldn't stop.
00:17:10Words, they just poured out of me.
00:17:14What you're saying makes complete sense.
00:17:23Please.
00:17:25Come with me.
00:17:39This is crazy.
00:17:40Yeah, I know.
00:17:41I'm your professor.
00:17:44You're my ex's dad.
00:17:50You could get kicked out.
00:17:51You could be fired for this.
00:17:54Really?
00:17:56What if we promise it's just a one-time thing?
00:17:58Yeah, that makes total sense.
00:18:00Yeah.
00:18:03I'm sorry.
00:18:04Is that okay?
00:18:07Yeah.
00:18:08Please.
00:18:09Please.
00:18:14So you actually slept with him.
00:18:25Your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad, who just so happens to have like a billion naked paintings in his home?
00:18:32Well, it was just a one-time thing.
00:18:36We agreed.
00:18:39Sure.
00:18:40Just like Kara and I agreed never to do shrooms at the theme park after the milkshake incident.
00:18:45Yet what are we doing tomorrow?
00:18:46Miss Renee, tell me why a mannerist painting followed the Renaissance.
00:19:06It, um, it was a repudiation of the harmony and balance of the Renaissance era.
00:19:14Hmm.
00:19:15Good.
00:19:15But that'll only get you a partial credit.
00:19:17How would I get full credit?
00:19:21Professor.
00:19:21Did I give you permission to touch?
00:19:31Guess you'll have to teach me a lesson.
00:19:34Is that so?
00:19:35Her brain told her not to go back, but her body was in control now.
00:19:57Don't do it, Anya.
00:20:00You said only once.
00:20:05Fuck it.
00:20:20About that just one time thing.
00:20:24Wait, wait, Blake.
00:20:38He's not here.
00:20:44I haven't been able to think straight the past few days.
00:20:48Every time I close my eyes, all I see is your face and your body and...
00:20:53I know, buddy, I know.
00:20:55Me too.
00:21:06Turn over.
00:21:18Tell me what you want.
00:21:21I want...
00:21:23Tell me.
00:21:29I want you to take control.
00:21:33With pleasure.
00:21:34With pleasure.
00:21:34He cupped her face, breath unsteady.
00:22:04I love you, bunny, reckless, ruined, and knowing I'd do it all over again.
00:22:11This has really taken a turn.
00:22:13I'm impressed.
00:22:14Your boyfriend must be doing something, right?
00:22:18Oh, well, actually, I started seeing someone new.
00:22:21Really?
00:22:22Well, sounds like you found your new muse.
00:22:25I don't know.
00:22:26What's the name?
00:22:27I don't know.
00:22:27But you're the guy who's working with you.
00:22:29I don't know.
00:22:29I don't know.
00:22:29and he's older, but I shouldn't say too much.
00:22:37I don't want to jinx it.
00:22:44Botticelli's posthumous reputation
00:22:46suffered until the 19th century.
00:22:48That is when the Pre-Raphaelites discovered him.
00:22:51And in doing so, they,
00:22:52they ushered in a newfound appreciation of his work.
00:23:04Okay, that is, that's the end of class.
00:23:06Take a look at your papers, see your grades.
00:23:09Thank you very much.
00:23:10Mr. N.H., do you mind waiting a moment?
00:23:13You wanted to see me, Professor?
00:23:27This is school, Anya.
00:23:30What are you doing?
00:23:31Nothing.
00:23:33You're playing with fire, Bunny.
00:23:36Do you like being bad, is that what it is?
00:23:40I don't know.
00:23:41So, what do you want?
00:23:46This only works if you're honest with me,
00:23:48and with yourself.
00:23:50It's embarrassing.
00:23:57I want you to punish me.
00:24:02Excuse me, Professor Rossi.
00:24:04I wanted to ask you about my grade on this test.
00:24:07But I can come back if this is a bad time.
00:24:10No, no, no, no, no, it's fine.
00:24:12Uh, what's your question, Mr. Turner?
00:24:15You, you mark this as incorrect,
00:24:17and I'd love an explanation,
00:24:19so we can get right on the final.
00:24:23Ah.
00:24:25When discussing Botticelli's Primavera,
00:24:27you only noticed the presence of Flora.
00:24:29What you failed to remember was,
00:24:31the work primarily celebrates Venus,
00:24:34and her embodiment of,
00:24:35of love and female desire.
00:24:38You missed a bigger picture, Mr. Turner.
00:24:43Got it.
00:24:43Thanks for clarifying, Professor.
00:24:53So, about what I said.
00:24:56I want you.
00:25:04I want every...
00:25:06bit of you.
00:25:08But not here.
00:25:10Where?
00:25:14Let me ravish you back at mine.
00:25:16I didn't know it could be like that.
00:25:32How did you get so good at this?
00:25:37I've always loved the female form.
00:25:39I've revered it.
00:25:44I've studied it for my art.
00:25:47And I get a lot of my pleasure
00:25:48of observing yours.
00:25:53And I...
00:25:55also belong to a club.
00:25:59Like a golf club?
00:26:00No.
00:26:01No.
00:26:03But it is a club for special interests.
00:26:06Kink.
00:26:09So...
00:26:10what?
00:26:12People...
00:26:13have sex there?
00:26:14They can.
00:26:17If...
00:26:18both people can send.
00:26:20You can also watch.
00:26:21They put on live shows
00:26:24like BDSM
00:26:25or roleplay.
00:26:30Whatever makes you feel good.
00:26:32Do you...
00:26:35think you would ever take me?
00:26:40Dad, I'm home.
00:26:48Hey, pal.
00:26:50What are you doing?
00:26:51I was, uh...
00:26:53I was working out.
00:26:54In your boxers?
00:26:57Yeah, well...
00:26:59yoga these days, you know?
00:27:00Freedom of movement and all that.
00:27:02That.
00:27:09So, uh...
00:27:10how are you doing?
00:27:12I'm alright.
00:27:13I just went on a date with a girl
00:27:14who had no interest
00:27:15in anything other than
00:27:16her TikTok feed.
00:27:18So, there's that.
00:27:21and that
00:27:22kind of got me thinking
00:27:23about what you said about Anya.
00:27:26She does deserve better.
00:27:27But I can be better.
00:27:29You know?
00:27:30So,
00:27:31I think I'm gonna try to get her back.
00:27:33Show her that I've changed
00:27:34all that shit.
00:27:35That's great.
00:27:37Did we get a parcel?
00:27:41Um...
00:27:42What are you doing?
00:27:48I was stretching, you know,
00:27:49my...
00:27:50my back.
00:27:51The yoga.
00:27:52Maybe it's not for me.
00:27:53Right.
00:27:53I'm gonna go upstairs now
00:27:54because you're being
00:27:55really weird.
00:27:56So...
00:27:57Well, can you do
00:27:59some of your assignment?
00:28:01No video games, please.
00:28:03You ain't too old for that.
00:28:04No, I cannot.
00:28:09Fuck.
00:28:10Oh, that was close.
00:28:15We're running out of places
00:28:16to meet like this.
00:28:19Wow.
00:28:22What about the club?
00:28:23Are you sure you want to do this?
00:28:53I don't remember what we said
00:28:53about honesty.
00:28:56I'm okay.
00:28:58Nervous, but...
00:28:59okay.
00:29:01If you change your mind,
00:29:02you tell me.
00:29:03Do you understand?
00:29:06I know what you're doing
00:29:07and I think you're not comfortable with.
00:29:20Professor Winslow?
00:29:23I feel weak.
00:29:25I thought she only came
00:29:26at the weekends.
00:29:27Am I the only one in my life
00:29:28that doesn't belong
00:29:29to a king club?
00:29:30Come with me.
00:29:31She can't see you.
00:29:35I can't see you.
00:29:41I can't see you.
00:29:44I can't see you.
00:29:51I can't see you.
00:29:52Look, um, you should know, Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:30:09Do you still?
00:30:11No. Not since you and I.
00:30:15Besides, she wanted to be my exclusive.
00:30:22I guess I just wasn't interested.
00:30:27You're what?
00:30:28My exclusive.
00:30:31It means you can only be with one person at the club.
00:30:35And that one person can only be with you.
00:30:38Symbolized by wearing an emerald necklace.
00:30:43Anybody who is wearing one is strictly off limits.
00:30:48Lots of rules, huh?
00:30:50Yeah.
00:30:51Rules are important.
00:30:54They keep everybody safe.
00:30:57Doms and subs.
00:31:00Subs?
00:31:03Yeah.
00:31:04Submissives.
00:31:05Do you remember the other night where you asked me to take control?
00:31:13Mm-hmm.
00:31:13Mm-hmm.
00:31:14Well, that's called power play.
00:31:16It is built on trust.
00:31:19Communication.
00:31:20Honesty.
00:31:24Look.
00:31:25I know this is a lot for you to take in right now, okay?
00:31:31So we can take this as slow or as fast as you like.
00:31:36See, this is why you're my favorite professor.
00:31:39Huh?
00:31:40Well, and maybe you can teach me about those next.
00:31:48So what's it going to be?
00:32:08Pleasure?
00:32:10Or pain?
00:32:11How much pain?
00:32:15Only as much as you want.
00:32:18Pain.
00:32:22Please.
00:32:22Tell me what you want.
00:32:37You.
00:32:41Professor.
00:32:41Well, first, we need a safe word.
00:32:50This ensures trust.
00:32:53This only works if there's open communication.
00:32:58Most importantly,
00:33:00honesty about what your boundaries are
00:33:03is for you and me both, bunny.
00:33:11Um,
00:33:12what about
00:33:14brushstroke?
00:33:21Brushstroke, hmm?
00:33:22Mm-hmm.
00:33:23Mm-hmm.
00:33:24I like it.
00:33:26Mm-hmm.
00:33:28Now,
00:33:29take off your dress for me
00:33:32and go kneel against the wall.
00:33:33Make up for me once a while.
00:33:34This is a habit of being here.
00:33:38We'll be there.
00:33:40We'll be talking about it.
00:33:40We'll be talking about it.
00:33:40About the other party.
00:33:42But don't look.
00:33:42We'll be talking about it.
00:33:43I'm really sorry.
00:33:43Let them know where you were.
00:33:43Or if you have a mask.
00:33:44I want it.
00:33:45All right.
00:33:45We'll be writing about it.
00:33:49Let's see.
00:33:56I might want it to be myową.
00:33:56An easy way.
00:33:57What's that?
00:34:04More.
00:34:09More.
00:34:19Harder, professor.
00:34:27Oh my god.
00:34:29That was the best sex I've ever had.
00:34:32I always wanted more, but Blakey would never...
00:34:37Shit.
00:34:38Sorry, I...
00:34:40I shouldn't have bought him up, but...
00:34:42I forgot.
00:34:44Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:34:47For a moment.
00:34:51I can't help but feel I'm hurting him...
00:34:54Just by being with you.
00:34:57He doesn't care about me.
00:35:00He only cares about himself.
00:35:04Blake is the only person on you.
00:35:09His mom left him when he was so, so little.
00:35:13You know...
00:35:15He told me...
00:35:18That you cheated on her.
00:35:20I would never...
00:35:23Blake just doesn't know the truth.
00:35:26What's the truth then?
00:35:31You don't need to hear this.
00:35:32Hey.
00:35:33Hey.
00:35:35Honesty.
00:35:37Remember?
00:35:40Just put my trust in you.
00:35:44Put your trust in me.
00:35:45Blake's mom never wanted to have a child.
00:35:51A baby was too much for her.
00:35:56She wanted a different life.
00:35:59So...
00:36:01She chose that over Blake.
00:36:06Over us.
00:36:08As Blake got older, he started to ask questions.
00:36:14So I...
00:36:18I told him that the reason that his mother left is because...
00:36:24Because I was unfaithful.
00:36:27He was unfaithful.
00:36:29Why did you do that?
00:36:33Protect him.
00:36:36You never wanted him to blame himself for what happened.
00:36:40Blake means everything to me.
00:36:44He's half my heart on you.
00:36:48What was the other woman?
00:36:51No one has been...
00:36:53For such a long time.
00:36:54I never thought I'd meet anyone like you.
00:36:58I think I'm falling in love with you.
00:37:00When you're running.
00:37:02I know it's crazy.
00:37:03Yeah, there's a million reasons that I shouldn't.
00:37:05But...
00:37:07But I can help myself.
00:37:09I'm fine, I just...
00:37:11I know it's crazy.
00:37:13Yeah, there's a million reasons that I shouldn't.
00:37:15But...
00:37:17But I can help myself.
00:37:19I'm fine, I just...
00:37:21I think I should go home.
00:37:24No, no, no, please.
00:37:26I didn't mean it.
00:37:28It's fine, it's fine.
00:37:30Goodnight.
00:37:32Okay, I know you're probably sick of me talking to you about this, but I really don't know what to do.
00:37:34Really?
00:37:36Declarations of love from my professors don't mess me up at all.
00:37:38Then again, I'm used to it.
00:37:40Happens to me like six times a week.
00:37:42This isn't funny.
00:37:44The last person who told me they loved me turned around and cheated on me.
00:37:47How do I know he won't hurt me?
00:37:48Look, I know these two are literally blood related, but they're nothing alike.
00:37:49Yeah?
00:37:50I mean, from what you've told me, Dimitri is kind.
00:37:52Respectful.
00:37:53Kinky as hell.
00:37:54Seriously.
00:37:55Has he given you any reason not to trust him?
00:37:56Girlie, is it possible the reason you're so freaked out is because you might-
00:37:57The last person who told me they loved me turned around and cheated on me.
00:38:01How do I know he won't hurt me?
00:38:03Look, I know these two are literally blood related, but they're nothing alike.
00:38:06Yeah?
00:38:08I mean, from what you've told me, Dimitri is kind.
00:38:12Respectful.
00:38:14Kinky as hell.
00:38:16Seriously.
00:38:17Has he given you any reason not to trust him?
00:38:20Girlie, is it possible the reason you're so freaked out is because you might-
00:38:25Feel the same.
00:38:41Thank you for coming to see me.
00:38:45Look, what happened the other night scared me.
00:38:50I know, I uh...
00:38:52I shouldn't have said anything.
00:38:55I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.
00:38:57No, it scared me because I'd realized I've never felt this way before.
00:39:09I'm falling in love with you too, Dimitri.
00:39:13Oh, Bonnie.
00:39:18What's wrong?
00:39:19Let's pick this up later. Come with me to the club tonight.
00:39:25Professor Rossi, you trying to steal my mentee?
00:39:30I'm afraid it'd be such a disappointment compared to you.
00:39:34No, I'm really bummed at Miss Rennie. She wanted an extension on her paper, which is granted.
00:39:39Now, if you two ladies will excuse me. Enjoy the rest of your day.
00:39:51This older man you're seeing, is he from school?
00:39:55What?
00:39:57No.
00:39:59Right.
00:40:00Do you have new pages for me? For our session tonight?
00:40:06I'm so sorry, Professor Winslow. I have to skip tonight.
00:40:10I promise I'll have them ready for our next session though.
00:40:13I have to rush.
00:40:14I have to rush.
00:40:33Anya?
00:40:35Holy shit, you look amazing.
00:40:38How the hell did you get in here?
00:40:40You know Vanessa never locks the doors, right?
00:40:43You should really talk to her about that.
00:40:50Look, I've been thinking, and we should get back together.
00:40:54Blake.
00:40:56I want to apologize.
00:40:58Now's really not a good time.
00:41:01I'm really trying to learn and grow.
00:41:05My dad wasn't the greatest role model. You know that.
00:41:09I follow and learn patterns, but now I want to be better.
00:41:14I'm even thinking about going to therapy.
00:41:18I'm really happy you're working on yourself, and I think starting therapy is a great idea.
00:41:24But you and I are done, Blake.
00:41:29And I'm seeing someone else.
00:41:34Seriously?
00:41:37Who?
00:41:39That's really none of your business.
00:41:42Now if you'll excuse me.
00:41:48You know, it's a small school.
00:41:52I'll find out whoever that guy is, and I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:56I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:58What was that?
00:41:59Evening Professor.
00:42:20Evening, Professor.
00:42:28You sure you're ready for this?
00:42:30We don't have to do this if you don't want to.
00:42:37I want to.
00:42:40I want the entire club to know about us.
00:42:45That I'm yours and...
00:42:48you're mine.
00:42:50If that's the case,
00:42:54let's make this official.
00:42:57Anya.
00:42:59Anya, will you be my exclusive?
00:43:03I thought we were already exclusive.
00:43:21Not that you're mine.
00:43:24Let's kill them a show like they've never seen.
00:43:26You've been a very bad girl.
00:43:40I'm sorry, Professor.
00:43:46You only speak when I tell you that behavior is punished.
00:43:54You know that, don't you?
00:44:04Speak.
00:44:05Speak.
00:44:06Yes.
00:44:07I know.
00:44:14Remember your safe word.
00:44:16You're in control.
00:44:17Punish me, Professor.
00:44:21Punish me, Professor.
00:44:22Yeah.
00:44:23One of us, one of us is going to get hurt.
00:44:31You got your madness.
00:44:32And I'm good at bad habits.
00:44:35One of us, one of us is gonna get hurt.
00:44:37Oh my god, I can't believe I did that.
00:44:56That was exhilarating.
00:44:58You are amazing.
00:45:00So brave.
00:45:02You should be proud of yourself.
00:45:05I am.
00:45:05I was nervous at first, but you made me feel so safe.
00:45:12Like I could do anything.
00:45:16You can, honey.
00:45:34Come on.
00:45:35So what do you think?
00:45:42Is it strong enough for Ink It?
00:45:45I've been meaning to talk to you about that.
00:45:49I wish I had better news.
00:45:52Oh.
00:45:53What's wrong?
00:45:53My friend at Ink It decided to pass.
00:46:01They say why?
00:46:03Just that it doesn't feel truthful.
00:46:07And unfortunately, I'm going to have to progress with other students from now on.
00:46:14So I think our mentorship has run its course.
00:46:20Um, okay.
00:46:22Professor Winslow, did something happen?
00:46:25Take care of yourself, Anya.
00:46:29Take care of yourself, Anya.
00:46:29You wanted to see me?
00:46:49what were you thinking dimitri a student
00:47:02it's not like us i love her
00:47:07what do you want me to do
00:47:19is everything okay
00:47:38you haven't returned any of my calls or texts all day
00:47:42yeah i'm sorry i've been busy
00:47:44you should leave blake is here oh
00:47:51you should go please
00:47:56anya
00:48:13blake i thought you were at home
00:48:19i just got out of class
00:48:22what are you doing here
00:48:24um i was meeting some friends nearby
00:48:26do you want to come over
00:48:29no blake i i don't
00:48:32right the other guy
00:48:34look i want to apologize about last night
00:48:39okay i was drinking way too much and i was out of line
00:48:43if he makes you happy then i'm happy
00:48:46you deserve it
00:48:49i'll see you later
00:48:57what
00:49:04they call them throw pillows for a reason right
00:49:11What?
00:49:13What?
00:49:15They call them throw pillows for a reason, right?
00:49:17You going to class today?
00:49:21He's ghosting you.
00:49:23That sucks.
00:49:25We're not gonna sit here and mope all day.
00:49:27Come on.
00:49:29Where are we going?
00:49:31The moon. Let's go.
00:49:41How did you know this is exactly what I needed?
00:49:44Because I'm your best friend.
00:49:45And I know when you're feeling low, picking up a new book tends to help.
00:49:48True.
00:49:59Anya. Anya, wait.
00:50:03That was a pass-fail course, professor, and you just failed.
00:50:11Hey!
00:50:13Who's been waiting for me to sit there?
00:50:15Oh, no.
00:50:17You did?
00:50:18How did you know that this is no water or water?
00:50:19You did that?
00:50:20Okay.
00:50:21Do you know the water?
00:50:23Not that water?
00:50:25You did it.
00:50:26You did it!
00:50:27You did it.
00:50:29Oh somebody got your water!
00:50:30I mean you said the water.
00:50:32Oh you don't, yeah?
00:50:34I'm your maid.
00:50:36And I'm your maid.
00:50:38I'm your maid.
00:50:39You're a maid.
00:50:40Well, I'm your maid.
00:50:40what are you doing later while we were in mid-air my buddy threw up on the
00:50:45instructor all the way down oh hey dad look who's decided to show up hi
00:50:51professor Rossi hi well I gotta take a whiz so up here back
00:50:59dad does this hurt good look on ya what you saw between me and Sage is not what
00:51:11you think okay she was gonna out us both to the school so I decided to fuck her
00:51:16no look I know you want to get back at me but this I'm just living my life besides
00:51:27I have a lot of free time on my hands since I'm not writing anymore okay so
00:51:34food-wise what are you thinking whatever you want dad you want to join us I forgot
00:51:41something at campus I'm gonna head back oh yes I am done with your blackmail
00:51:57bullshit you go to the administration if you want I don't care oh really that's
00:52:01right you destroyed the first pure thing that I had in my life I am done you're
00:52:05making a big mistake Dimitri oh yeah well it can't be worse than what's
00:52:10happening right now I will not be controlled by you I'd start packing your
00:52:14office then fuck you
00:52:25girl you can't give up on your book please there is no book anymore Ness
00:52:31Anya you really have some nerve dude I don't care look you gotta listen to me
00:52:38please okay
00:52:41Sage gave me no choice she had the upper hand she tried to blackmail me with photos of you
00:52:54and I kissing outside of the club she was gonna have me fired and you kicked out of school
00:53:00I distanced myself to protect you the only reason I went to see her that night to try and convince her to let
00:53:09everything slide I wasn't gonna do anything with her other than be cordial last night I stood up to
00:53:14her I told her that I was not gonna play her games anymore after everything you said about honesty
00:53:21Dimitri why didn't you just tell me this sooner I don't know I I need some time to think okay
00:53:32I'm not gonna be in your class anymore this semester
00:53:37yeah well I don't think that's gonna be a problem anymore
00:53:42excuse me mr. Rossi I need you to keep moving till you're fully off the school grounds
00:53:47they fired you don't worry you can stay without any punishment there has to be something we can do
00:53:59yeah promise me you won't stop writing I stopped painting when Blake's mom left nearly killed me
00:54:07I don't know if I can don't give up in your heart on ya you'll always regret it if you do mr. Rossi
00:54:19yeah
00:54:32yeah
00:54:36here's to the good days here's to the sorrows this is a mistake I know about tomorrow
00:54:44I don't want to fight no more cuz I don't feel the need no more no just want to make it stop
00:54:51maybe it's something in the water or maybe we just hit the end of the road right now
00:55:02it doesn't even matter it's too late not to let it go
00:55:08onya what are you doing here you ruined me what I can't write and I can't eat and I can't sleep
00:55:26all I can do is think about you I feel this immense guilt for getting you fired
00:55:34I'm so mad at you for lying to me you think I'm doing any better huh
00:55:39all I'm doing is sitting around drinking all day beating myself up for falling for you
00:55:46I want to come find you I want to make love to you
00:55:50onya wait I need to tell you something the other day when you asked who the other half of my heart was
00:56:02I wasn't brave enough to tell you
00:56:04the other half of my heart is you onya
00:56:09I love you
00:56:13I love you too
00:56:16wow seriously dad sleeping with your student and in case you forgot my ex-girlfriend now I know
00:56:35why you got fired you're disgusting let's just all sit down and talk about this rationally okay
00:56:41talk rationally that is rich I don't even know why I'm surprised you've always done whatever the
00:56:49fuck you wanted without caring about anybody else just like you did with mom don't do not bring your
00:56:56mother into this okay you know my whole life my whole fucking life I felt like you've been hiding
00:57:02something from me some father figure you turned out to be you don't know the full story Blake what is
00:57:10the full story then dad yeah that's what I thought you're a coward
00:57:18oh it's way more complicated than that this time it doesn't have to be let me make it real simple for
00:57:24for you choose either her
00:57:28my please
00:57:31for me
00:57:33Blake can we just
00:57:34can we just talk
00:57:36fuck off
00:57:40oh my god
00:57:48what am I gonna do Ness
00:57:57if I ask Dimitri to choose me I'll carry that guilt around for the rest of my life
00:58:03I can't do that to him
00:58:06to us
00:58:08girl look at me I gotta tell you something my twin brother is a genius like a savant he got
00:58:18offers from every great college Harvard MIT you name it but we're like joined at the hip since birth
00:58:24and he knew I wouldn't get in so he applied here even though he knew it would be dull as fuck for him
00:58:29but I wasn't gonna let that genius idiot wreck his life for me
00:58:33so I snuck into his room one night and accepted his Harvard offer even though truth be told I wanted him here
00:58:39why are you telling me this
00:58:42sometimes we have to put the needs of those we love over our own
00:58:47even if it hurts
00:58:49where are you gonna stay
00:59:03I'm gonna stay with mom
00:59:04what
00:59:06will you just hold on a minute
00:59:08I'm late for my flight
00:59:08perfect timing
00:59:14you two can finally have the house all to yourselves
00:59:17Blake wait
00:59:20where is he going
00:59:24he's uh
00:59:25he's gonna stay with his mom
00:59:28this is all my fault
00:59:31I'll talk to him my friend's gonna be fine
00:59:33Blake was right
00:59:34and if he won't choose
00:59:38I'll do it for you
00:59:40I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles
00:59:44I love you Dimitri
00:59:58that's why I have to let you go
01:00:01I love you
01:00:04go on
01:00:27pick up
01:00:28Blake
01:00:31your call has been forwarded to
01:00:33get the hell away from me
01:00:36Blake
01:00:41I'm sorry
01:00:43no
01:00:43you just go and fuck my dad to get back at me
01:00:46that is beyond low
01:00:49look
01:00:51what your dad and I had
01:00:53it
01:00:54wasn't just a fling
01:00:56okay
01:00:57it was real
01:00:59even if you can't see that right now
01:01:02it just ended things
01:01:07the relationship between you and your father is
01:01:11more important than anything
01:01:13we don't have a relationship
01:01:17not anymore
01:01:19she's not answering the phone is she
01:01:25your mom
01:01:27your mom's not here Blake
01:01:31your dad is
01:01:34and he always has been
01:01:35then Alchemy still treats me like a child
01:01:40I know there's things about my mom he's keeping from me
01:01:43you know
01:01:45I
01:01:45recently learned that
01:01:48the foundation of any good relationship is communication
01:01:51you should tell him that
01:01:54you'll understand
01:01:56you deserve his honesty Blake
01:02:00hey Anya
01:02:18I wanted to let you know that he told me everything
01:02:22that he didn't cheat on her
01:02:25I don't even know why I'm sending you this actually
01:02:29I don't know if people even listen to voicemails anymore
01:02:31so
01:02:32I guess just thanks or whatever
01:02:36and if you don't get this then
01:02:37just forget about it
01:02:40talk to you later
01:02:41bye
01:02:43hey Blake
01:02:47car's here let's go
01:02:49look at you
01:02:54so you got everything you got your passport
01:02:57dad
01:02:58come on
01:03:00are you sure you want to do this
01:03:03I got some shit I gotta figure out
01:03:07I'm not gonna be able to do it here
01:03:09but thank you for being here for me
01:03:13I love you dad
01:03:16I know
01:03:17I love you too
01:03:20you still miss her don't you
01:03:22no
01:03:24well yeah maybe
01:03:29you know
01:03:34I don't think I ever loved Anya
01:03:37I mean
01:03:39I liked her
01:03:40sure
01:03:40but
01:03:41I never loved her
01:03:42not the way that you do
01:03:44I guess what I'm trying to say here is
01:03:47you have my blessing
01:03:49you mean that
01:03:53absolutely
01:03:55she's a great person
01:03:57and you are a great man
01:04:00dad
01:04:01you deserve it
01:04:03plus
01:04:04you know
01:04:05you're gonna end up getting really lonely
01:04:06and I don't want those late night phone calls
01:04:08at 3 a.m. again
01:04:09just
01:04:09hey come here
01:04:14I love you big guy
01:04:17I love you too pops
01:04:19let's go let's get out of here
01:04:21come on
01:04:22you take care okay
01:04:25I will
01:04:26Anya red alert
01:04:35it's here
01:04:36it's here
01:04:36it's here
01:04:36and
01:04:47are they gonna publish it
01:04:49they love the new ending
01:04:51and they're gonna put it in their summer lineup
01:04:53wait
01:04:57new ending
01:04:58I told you once
01:05:05he said
01:05:06that my son
01:05:07was half of my heart
01:05:08but I was too scared to say
01:05:11you're the other half
01:05:15so much for coming
01:05:25I used to be just like you
01:05:29trying to meet the expectations
01:05:32of this life
01:05:33but I wrote my own set of rules
01:05:38you should write your own too
01:05:40so we can feel alive
01:05:42let's get lost in the night
01:05:45lost in the night
01:05:48I'm gonna be the
01:05:50I'm gonna be the
01:05:55I'm gonna be the
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