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This video is a deep philosophical and psychological exploration of the universe of Source of Madness. We will go far beyond the gameplay and discuss the nature of human consciousness, the fragility of our identity, and the illusion of the continuity of the Self. What is madness: a disease, chaos, or simply a different order of things, incomprehensible to us? What happens when a personality collides with something utterly alien? Prepare for a journey into the darkest and most mysterious corners of the mind, where the line between reality and fiction blurs, and the whisper of the abyss gives birth to a new, frightening understanding of the world.

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00:00We so often casually use phrases like I'm beside myself, I've lost myself, I'm trying to find
00:18myself. But let us ponder, what if this is more than just a figure of speech? What if our self
00:25is not a monolithic diamond, but rather a fragile mandala of sand, constantly assembled and just as
00:32instantly eroded by the winds of memory, fleeting sensations, and electrical impulses? We are dreamers,
00:39wandering the labyrinth of our own mind with a flawed torch of consciousness. It illuminates
00:44only a meager patch of the path beneath our feet, leaving the vast, frightening halls and endless
00:50corridors of our psyche shrouded in the darkness of ignorance. We do not know what lurks in the
00:55shadows of the next turn, only vaguely sensing the stirring of something unseen. We blindly believe
01:02in the continuity of our existence. Every morning, upon waking, we accept without a shadow of a doubt
01:09that we are the very same person who closed our eyes the night before. But what if this is the
01:14grandest illusion cultivated by our brain? What if each night we experience a small death? Our self
01:22dissolves, disintegrates into atoms, only to reassemble at dawn slightly differently, from the
01:28fragments of yesterday's experiences and long forgotten impressions. We are the ship of Theseus,
01:34every plank of which has long been replaced, yet we fiercely cling to the name engraved on the stern,
01:40believing it is the guarantee of our authenticity. Now imagine a force that approaches this fragile
01:46process of assembly not with a hammer of destruction, but with a subtle, sophisticated chisel of distortion.
01:54It does not erase the personality. It rewrites it. Madness is not an absence of logic, not chaos. It is a
02:03different logic, alien and terrifying, with its own incomprehensible coherence. It is viewing the universe
02:10through a distorted lens, where forms are grotesque yet mathematically precise. It is a sick, agonizing
02:17transformation, an alchemy of the soul conducted according to recipes written in a non-human hand.
02:23We instinctively fear oblivion, emptiness, non-existence. But there is something far more
02:30terrifying a memory that never was. A parasite memory, skillfully implanted into the deepest layers of
02:37the psyche. It takes root, grows through neural networks like a weed, and begins to dictate your
02:43own history to you. You suddenly remember a horror that never happened, you feel reverent awe for a
02:49deity that never existed. And this fabricated horror gradually becomes denser, more real, more tangible than
02:57the chair you sit on or the book in your hands. Your own biography turns into an alien manuscript,
03:04written in the unfamiliar language of a dead civilization. You turn its pages and realize
03:09with the soul-chilling bewilderment that the main character is you, but you don't recognize his
03:14thoughts, his actions, or the reasons for his suffering. You become a hostage to a foreign narrative,
03:21a prisoner of an invented past. The source of madness is not just a location in a game.
03:27It is a metaphysical point of rupture, a concept of collision. It is the place where the fragile,
03:34sand-built human self collides head-on with the abyss of the utterly other, with the infinite,
03:39indifferent cosmos that cares nothing for our petty dramas, moral codes, and logical constructs.
03:46We, cartographers by nature, try to map this abyss, name its monsters, classify its horrors.
03:54But it's true, fundamental nature is to break the very principle of cartography,
03:59to erase the map itself and the one who dared to draw it. We stare into this abyss, expecting to see
04:05a reflection of our own fear, but the abyss doesn't just stare back. It leans in and begins to whisper.
04:13It whispers in our ear stories about ourselves perverted, unbearable, shocking sagas that we can
04:19neither accept nor refute, for they seem to echo from our very depths. And in this whisper,
04:25in this act of intimate, terrifying revelation, the old self dies and a new one is born. Warped,
04:32alien, mad. And perhaps, for the first time in its life seeing the world and the universe for what
04:39they truly are, without embellishment and saving illusions.
04:49If you are not, it is called by the last of the last of the early years of the year,
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04:57in terms of what they are, with our own self-evideo is called by using the study,
05:02so that people can let them open the books of the world and the new self-evideo are called by using the
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