00:00put a finger down if when you were 17 you found out you were pregnant and you
00:07actually hadn't had before and you didn't actually have until you were six
00:17months pregnant okay so no it's not impossible it happened and I was trying
00:25to put a tampon in but I had tried multiple times and I couldn't figure it
00:29out I thought I just wasn't doing it right or I was putting in the wrong spot
00:33and I was like hey I can't get a tampon in something's weird and she's like okay
00:39let's make you an appointment so she takes me to the doctor first OBGYN
00:44appointment this is this would be my vagina opening imagine I had skin like
00:51this that was like on the inside covering the opening so there was only a little
00:57tiny you see that little hole there like tiny tiny opening in my vagina look at
01:01that she told me she's like honey I can't even get my pinky in there she's like I
01:05could barely get the very tip of her pinky in she could not do a pelvic exam and she
01:12was like this is really rare I've never actually seen this I heard about it in
01:15medical school we don't know why it happens it's just random it doesn't
01:20affect you and it's not a problem except you can't have sex my mom is over the
01:24moon that was when I was 15 I made my boyfriend when I'm 16 and I tell him my
01:30boyfriend had been sexually active before meeting me so I feel like had to
01:35say something and I was like I can't have sex I explained the whole thing to him he
01:39actually wasn't phased he was like oh all right he's like I'll wait one time we
01:44fooled around like that it literally went down in through that tiny hole through the
01:52hymen up to the cervix a dribble did so three weeks later I do for my period my
01:59periods late my brain doesn't even go to that like that not one part of me
02:02thought oh maybe I'm pregnant no so after two weeks late I then my brain was
02:09like oh my god am I pregnant like there's no way I go and buy a pregnancy
02:13test I take it and it was like instant pregnant two solid hard lines and I'm like
02:20that can't be right I take ten more tests I'm pregnant I'm like oh my god
02:25freaking out mind you I'm super Mormon born and raised in Utah at this point I was
02:32the president of the laurels in the young women's group I like I was as Mormon as
02:38you could possibly get so I'm terrified I'm thinking my boyfriend is gonna break up
02:45with me he's gonna be pissed he's gonna ditch me so I'm already crying when I'm
02:49like you need to come over and I like tell him and he's like oh okay well no
02:53problem we'll handle it this isn't a big deal it's okay and he was actually very
02:56comforting I married him by the way current husband he's my current husband
03:03scary part was having to tell my mom I literally took her in public I took her to
03:08the mall sat her in the food court and wrote her a letter because I couldn't
03:12speak it out loud I was so scared and this woman didn't believe me she did not believe me
03:17she thought I was absolutely crazy so she took me back to the doctors same doctor who
03:22told me I couldn't have sex and literally sat in the room with me and told this doctor Dr.
03:28Pam that she thought I had a parasite like an alien was growing inside my body there's
03:33no way my daughter would have done this even though I told her like mom I did stuff like I
03:40couldn't I didn't have sex but like it's possible like weirdly rarely I don't know so the doctor
03:46obviously I had peed in the cup and the second she put her hands on my abdomen to like do an
03:51abdomen push check she's like oh honey yeah you're pregnant I was like by the time I got to the
03:57doctor's office with my mom I was two months pregnant to finish off the not having sex till I
04:03was six months pregnant she told me to start like opening the hole because they couldn't do surgery at
04:10this point because I'm pregnant I couldn't go under anesthesia it would be too painful to go in and
04:14just cut it so she gave me like numbing lubricant and she said every day I had to go in and start
04:20opening the hole myself like with my finger like opening it and then at a couple months into doing
04:26that she gave me a speculum thing once I had gotten it a certain amount open or stretched she gave me this
04:35speculum plastic thing that basically put in and then you wind it and it opens and I did I was doing
04:42that nightly with like the numbing lubricant because it hurt oh my god even with the like the
04:48numbing stuff it hurt so bad I would bleed every time I had to do this every day but I was determined
04:53I was just I did try a couple times see if like I it had been open enough and it wasn't so finally
04:59at six months pregnant I had gotten stretched the hole open enough that me and my husband
05:05finally had did the deed and it actually was super painful because it was still super super tight
05:12you
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