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00:00Previously...
00:02What did I miss y'all? What y'all been doing?
00:04Just was waiting to see if Jordan was fine.
00:06Is the bird again?
00:07I'm dating someone.
00:08Girl, he not even 30.
00:09Almost the same age with my son, Nico.
00:12You have a grown man in your house.
00:13You gotta have some tough love at the end of the day.
00:16He's right.
00:17Okay, so if you wanna rap, what are you doing to pursue your rap career?
00:20You need to have a backup plan.
00:21Until you become a successful rapper, work.
00:24I don't even wanna do this no more.
00:26All right, well, bye.
00:27I feel like I'm in survival mode.
00:30We're sleeping in separate rooms.
00:32I've mastered acting like I have everything all together.
00:35I just put on my mask and powered through it.
00:38When last time y'all had some seats?
00:39Two months.
00:40Uh-uh!
00:41That's what you got called with.
00:43Shut up!
00:45Latoya!
00:46How are you?
00:47How are you?
00:48So good to see you.
00:49I'm thinking, where do we know each other from?
00:52What I do wanna do is bring out a receipt.
00:55What in the FedEx Kinkos is this?
00:58Do you know me or do you not?
01:00This is crazy.
01:01You printed this out.
01:02Bitch, it's no weird.
01:03Bitch?
01:04Yeah.
01:05Yeah.
01:15You wish you look like this.
01:16Why?
01:17You wish.
01:18I wish.
01:19You wish.
01:20Try again.
01:21Don't get me talking to Teemu wig on.
01:22Girl, there's no weird.
01:23So bitch, what?
01:24There's no weird here.
01:25Yeah, please.
01:26No weird here.
01:27Please.
01:28No weird here.
01:29Big boss.
01:30All that.
01:31Right here.
01:32All day.
01:33Every day.
01:34You talking about me.
01:35The louder that you get.
01:36While Shaniqua is getting out of character, Latoya is getting her purse and getting out of
01:41there.
01:42All right.
01:43Please.
01:44The louder that you get doesn't mean anything.
01:45Please.
01:46I can talk loud or soft and I'm still getting my point across.
01:48It don't matter.
01:49So you guys can continue to minimize it with 2014 and 2015.
01:52Y'all not minimize nothing from when I was 13.
01:54Shut up.
01:55What is going on?
01:56Big ass.
01:57Big and proud.
01:58Yeah.
01:59As you should be.
02:00As you should be.
02:01Y'all stop.
02:02Y'all please.
02:03This too much.
02:04Oh my God.
02:05Oh my God.
02:06You caught a bitch.
02:08Y'all tripping.
02:10This a lot.
02:11Y'all, why did I invite Shaniqua to ladies night?
02:14I thought she was going to come in shining bright, smiling and having a good time and she just
02:19ruined the night.
02:20I don't do this in public.
02:22I'm embarrassed.
02:23I'm embarrassed.
02:24I don't do this.
02:25I have to leave my pants.
02:26Okay.
02:27We are the first.
02:28I've got good friends and good times.
02:29I'm sunkissed.
02:31I'm all right.
02:33And the daisies that grow behind the field.
02:35How are you good how are you good I'm loving this great me too I love this
03:04Thank you I was feeling like a little zebra today you know the past few days have been hectic
03:10it's like we've been in a circus that also meets at the zoo we went from removing layers at group
03:18therapy to a downhill spiral singles ladies night out now we just need to refresh as a group ladies
03:33we're gonna get to the drama that's a given but I want to share something with y'all so y'all know
03:39that in Houston we offer like a lot of boss women doing boss things and so I'm doing a dinner for
03:45women coming up this week and we're honoring 20 women in the city the women's event is actually
03:52to honor 20 women in Houston in a women making history dinner that's not the name of it
04:01history history in the making okay I have two ladies here that I would like to honor
04:08Elena yeah Rowan and Elena yeah so sweet the dinner is for women who have broken barriers in their
04:22industry and and who are just doing great things so they are history in the making
04:26I'm excited to honor Elena Elena can beat a face like I've never seen before I want her to know
04:39hey sis no matter what you're going through you're growing through Ro has mastered a male-dominated
04:47industry she gets respect she knows how to open a business she knows how to consult she knows how
04:52to lead and sometimes I don't think she gets the flowers that she deserves it's gonna be a good
04:57time I'm so proud of Ro because her fight for wanting more out of life is all the fight she needs I
05:04wanted to fill you and you in on ladies night that we had the other night well can I start because
05:11y'all like Shaniqua which bottle of this wine oh my god after the rodeo I talked to Shaniqua I thought
05:20she was a cool person so I invited her I was thinking like okay this is gonna be great even
05:26when she walked in it was very heavy Shaniqua is insisting that the two of us have met I think
05:34Shaniqua and I can both attest to the fact that we've communicated on Facebook probably 10 years ago
05:40here's the deal you're in the business of PR for sure I've done business with you is there a reason
05:45that you're trying to minimize it because I don't care if it was two months ago six years ago or 10 years
05:49ago 10 years ago is worth minimizing if you mess by 10 years ago it's not like our friends yesterday
05:54she's still trying to show I know you and you know me and it's like so she turns around she brings out
06:02a stack of paper but what what I do want to do is bring out the receipts so so so there's no Facebook
06:10here this is communication via email with asking for yourself it doesn't matter the year do you know
06:16me or do you not and I kept saying Shaniqua like what are you like stop I feel really bad with what
06:26happened with Shaniqua and I feel partly responsible for that the last thing I expected when I invited
06:32Shaniqua was for us to go into an email bullying competition maybe she's not who I thought she was
06:38so Ro interjected and was like this is messed up like this don't even make sense like you printing
06:43out stuff and all this stuff and she turns and she says bitch
06:47so I got my purse and my phone and I left so it took all of me to just sit there and be an adult
06:56because the old me with a big face mopped her with that Timo wig around that nobody has ever sat there
07:01and called me a bitch in my life I've never let another person disrespect me like that in my life
07:04and I didn't react true be told I'm surprised Shaniqua didn't leave and no I don't want to say this
07:11we not promote violence on my drive home I just I cried because I was like I don't want people to
07:20look at me like I haven't I don't want people to look at me like I haven't grown out of being that
07:30person you know I'm saying but when somebody does something like that like it's just it just totally
07:35took me there and I didn't want to I didn't want to react like that especially not in a black owned
07:39business with other beautiful women there like but understand the way that you handled that
07:45I was like saying yeah I couldn't say nothing because I knew I couldn't say anything I'm an east
07:51coast girl you know we grew up a little bit more different out there I fight growing up like I used
07:56to be crazy at Christmas and granted I didn't react the way I would have reacted in the past but I still
08:00reacted I could have just walked away you did good you did good you did damn good I'm proud of you
08:06but I will have to leave a little early tonight because well so you know today's the anniversary
08:12of my dad's passing so me and my sister and my god sister are getting together to just you know
08:18yeah celebrate we mentioned that um about doing something to like celebrate yeah they they decided
08:24to they wanted to go to a comedy show our dad loved to laugh so that's how they wanted to yeah
08:29so I was like okay I'll definitely do that your curls already down yeah you hear me baby yeah let
08:35your hair just give it to me yes enjoy it I appreciate y'all I've enjoyed hanging out y'all be good
08:42how was track practice good good on the 300 I got third place ooh and on the 250 I got um second good job I'm
09:12so proud of you
09:13so proud of you
09:14yeah
09:15I'm back who is that Bricky
09:18it's me let's go see come on hi I love my mom she is the grandma that is the it grandma she's called
09:34Mimi you know we don't call her grandma what you up to hi Mimi oh yes hi Lena when it comes to my
09:45upbringing my mom was really hard on me like nothing was ever good enough it was always having
09:51to be on all the time and having to be perfect I do feel like that spills into my adulthood and it's a lot of
09:59pressure you want anything to drink eat um yes what do you have juice coffee you want some tea
10:09probably just water just water yeah I remember I was like 15 16 I would do everyone's makeup for
10:17free I didn't think that was something you should charge for my mom saw people in and out of the
10:21house and she was like are these people paying you and I said no they're not paying me I'm just doing
10:28her makeup she was like you're using your product though why aren't they paying you and so from there
10:32she made me business cards I like your pizza slippers and from there I started charging for
10:39makeup and that's how my brand built like sometimes your mom see things that you can't see what's going
10:46on with you what's the latest so okay first things first with my new studio I'm excited about that the
10:54makeup lounge I know you haven't seen it yet but I'm working on getting it built out okay because you
11:00still have that other project that we've both kind of talked about manifesting with making up
11:06Beyonce we got to get that in that's always on the vision board every year I'm getting closer and
11:13closer I just did her cousin's makeup anybody out now probably not no yeah we got to get Beyonce in
11:20there that's for sure coming up I realize there is some resentment in my relationship with Josh
11:28you can handle a lot of things but that doesn't sit well with me
11:31it's been heavy on my heart with the situation about Shaniqua would y'all be open to
11:38talking to her I'm a believer in second chances you coming
11:42um I've been journaling a lot lately oh really and I realized I find myself constantly pouring into
11:54like my kids my husband my job and so I have my friends that teach me self-care and the importance
12:01of that I know I didn't um I was just doing the best I could under the circumstances because I didn't
12:09have my companion really jumping in there helping so I was just trying to have that front until I
12:15decided I didn't want to have that front anymore when you say that have that front that everything's
12:21okay everybody just thinks we're happy couple but no with my mom when she was married to my dad she
12:29had to save face she had to basically cover what she was dealing with and just act like everything
12:34is good and I realized that that is what I learned because that's how I was raised but
12:40yeah that's not normal do you think our family does that a lot like put on a front probably I was
12:49doing what I knew to do at that time I guess until I couldn't anymore you know everybody has their
12:54limit so I got to mine okay eventually because I didn't want you there alone just with your dad
13:01and drinking mm-hmm yeah and we left yep my dad was an alcoholic and I never once had one lesson
13:12about how a man should treat me so initially when Josh cheated on me I didn't want to make a big deal
13:18about it I was like every woman goes through this so let me just suck it up and marry him anyway but it
13:23is something I never healed from you can handle a lot of things yeah I find myself tending to the kids
13:31making sure they have what they need getting them to bed on time mm-hmm on the weekends it's working
13:36it's doing makeup so there is some resentment there when it comes to my relationship with Josh
13:42sometimes things happen to build character all right but that doesn't sit well with me
13:46I wanted to share about what I'm going through with Josh in regards to us being in separate rooms
13:55but she doesn't always respond in the way that I would like her to she's like you should be smiling
14:01all day y'all are young y'all should be having fun and I know she genuinely wants to see me
14:06happy but I'm not there you know we never really sit down and talk you're talking about like what
14:12you have going on and what you have to do and then I'll talk about like quickly about what I did with
14:17work but we don't sit down and talk it's not because I don't want to you don't want to I do want to
14:23you are always busy but you think I don't want to come visit if I have a choice I think you make
14:31time for what you want to make time for I notice a lot of similarities between my relationship with
14:37my mom and my relationship with Josh with both relationships I feel like I'm never good enough
14:43I don't feel like my feelings matter that's hard for me yep that sounds like a plan
14:50well I love you oh and that's what we need to start doing too saying I love you at all well I love you
14:56so I decided to partner with my big brother attorney Rodney Jones to do an event
15:26for women to celebrate women to let them know their greatness
15:31hey Veronica how are you thank you these women have done tremendous things in the community
15:42in their industries so they are certified women
15:47okay they are history in the making how are you
15:54this is a cute restaurant
16:08this place is so cute
16:19thank you
16:28all right ladies hear ye hear ye
16:31as Rodney and I were thinking about this event we came up with the idea of trailblazers for this
16:39year right in addition to our honorees so our first trailblazer for the year is
16:45Miss Ro come on up
16:48don't be shy
16:52Ro is in hospitality she also does consultant and she's dominating her industry in more ways than
16:58one so let's give it up for Miss Ro thank you y'all for Latoya to even take enough of me to even want to
17:05honor me for the things that I do is first of all I'm being seen and I never have that moment to
17:10myself to be like wow Ro look at you but I needed that moment because it makes me look back at myself
17:16and be like damn you actually did do something while you're already standing our second trailblazer
17:21is Miss Elena Elena is a celebrity makeup artist she's worked with everybody from Eve to Latoya
17:26Luckett to the list goes on oh turn around so they can get pictures to you and Rodney Rodney's who did
17:32it feels good it feels good to be recognized with everything that's going on in my personal life
17:38this feels very special to me international recording artist I'm Miss Sandy
17:44Miss Natalie she is over all things entertainment and she's also a recording artist too okay
18:00congratulations to everybody one last clap
18:04let's see we're gonna play some music and we're gonna have us a good time and eat good
18:09y'all good
18:15hey y'all
18:20hey Latoya
18:21I came to sit in me
18:22I love this poison ivy look that you have going on
18:25did you get to eat something Latoya you've been moving around
18:30I know I be in the zone
18:33it's been heavy on my heart situation about Shaniqua
18:35I think she owes the people at that table an apology
18:39I mean she owes to FedEx for printing out all those emails
18:43the blank ink she needs to apologize to them
18:46the tree
18:47that's T-Mu for that wig and she need to apologize to everybody
18:49so would y'all be open to
18:52no
18:52talking to her
18:53it's not that I'm not open
18:55I don't want anybody around that feels the need to prove that hard that I know them
19:00if I know you I know
19:02she can take that apology and stick it up that wig she got
19:06maybe you should have a conversation with her
19:08yeah
19:08me and Rose
19:08don't nobody else want to
19:10you coming
19:10so where you going
19:14you had news two minutes ago
19:16to where
19:16I turned around again
19:18my attorney's office
19:19cheers to not giving other people your power
19:21standing in your power
19:23not letting people get you off your rocker
19:26cheers cheers cheers
19:27coming up
19:28so with Nico
19:29oh girl
19:30I don't know when the last time I told him I loved him
19:33I discredited Nico's emotions because I never thought of him
19:37I love him so much
19:38he know you love him so much
19:40I don't know
19:40you're so funny
19:55I'm gonna form my own opinion about you
19:59I don't care
20:00I don't care
20:01hello Labrina
20:03hey Winter
20:04say hi
20:06oh my gosh
20:07hey you're so cute
20:09you're yourself such a song
20:10I love that for you
20:12I've been there working the war zone
20:14and you out here pushing your baby in the swing
20:16girl I love it
20:17hey Winter
20:18let me get some of this so I can manifest this in the future
20:21when we were in group therapy
20:22Labrina opened my eyes to a whole lot about motherhood
20:27and being a teen mom
20:28I had my son at 19
20:30and the strain on my relationship
20:34with my mom
20:36happened when I really needed like specific answers and guidance
20:43besides
20:44well you gonna need to go get a job
20:46or you need to work hard
20:48you get out
20:49when you said that I'm just like
20:51you know is that how my son feel
20:53you know
20:54I just feel like Labrina's my person
20:56for what I'm experiencing right now
20:58girl you can sit down
20:59thank you
21:00get us some wine
21:01yes baby get us some wine
21:03let's talk
21:04I'm excited to meet with her
21:06and just see what advice she can give me
21:08because I'm lost
21:09and I don't know
21:11who to turn to
21:13how's family life
21:14good
21:14so like
21:16with my son meaning
21:17we have split
21:19our
21:20he goes with his dad some days
21:22yeah he go with his dad
21:23Mondays and Tuesdays
21:24and like throughout the weekends
21:26and I'm Wednesday Thursday Friday
21:28so how is it working for you
21:30like
21:31it doesn't work for me
21:32comfortably
21:33his daddy was like
21:34well maybe he should come
21:35stay with me
21:35or did you suggest that
21:36no
21:37pop did
21:37okay
21:38since Brennan has been
21:41splitting his time
21:42living with
21:43Will and I
21:43and living with his dad
21:45there have been some
21:46not so great changes
21:48so how was school pop
21:49mmhmm
21:50it don't seem like it's good
21:52your grace
21:53you want to go to your dad
21:56house cool
21:56but
21:57you can't go there
21:58and then
21:59nosedive
22:00where you
22:01going backwards
22:02football is what you want to do
22:05right
22:06yes
22:07you still need to make good grades
22:09you still need to be accountable
22:11you still need to show up for yourself
22:13every single day
22:14I think the environment that Brennan is in
22:16it's taking a toll
22:17on
22:18him being motivated
22:20I would hope that
22:21pop comes back to
22:23stay full time
22:24just to get back on track
22:26because
22:26we can provide
22:27a better future for him
22:28but he has to see on his own
22:31like
22:31sometimes you gotta let these kids
22:33hit they head
22:34he enjoys being over his dads
22:35I'm sure
22:37cause it's not structured
22:38as much
22:38it's not like here
22:40I admire that about you though
22:41like how you can be as structured
22:43like I feel like I lack so much structure in my house
22:45like I don't feel like I put my foot down enough
22:47so with Nico
22:48girl
22:49it's like
22:50I feel like he
22:52I kind of never worried about Nico
22:55and it's like once he got older
22:57it was kind of like he got lost in
22:59the whole shuffle
23:00of my life
23:01I was pregnant with Nico at 19
23:03and he was my best friend for a long time
23:06cause I was a single woman
23:07we've been through so much together
23:09like he went to college with me
23:11to get my masters
23:12and he literally sat in class with me throughout these times
23:15we did everything together
23:17you grew up with him
23:18and y'all literally went through life together Chloe
23:21yeah
23:22y'all went through life together
23:24and it's like
23:25I just feel bad
23:27I feel like I
23:28I've forgotten about him
23:29along the way
23:30especially with all that we've been through
23:32I kind of overlook him
23:34and that's horrible for me to say
23:36but
23:36I would feel horrible too
23:37as a mom
23:38when no pass
23:39Nico had to take on a lot of
23:41adult responsibilities
23:42that he wasn't ready for
23:44he became the man of the house overnight
23:45but I never looked at what Nico's been through
23:48and I gave my all to my daughters
23:51and
23:53and
23:53and I went wrong there
23:54I really did
23:55if you told Nico
23:57have you checked in with him
23:58how have you been since no pass
24:00are you good
24:02no I haven't
24:03so you can't even share that grievance moment with him
24:07cause you ain't checked in
24:09I haven't
24:10he going through it like you
24:11maybe not to your extent
24:13but he has said that
24:14he's expressed that
24:15he's like I'm going through a lot too
24:17you know
24:17and you don't know what I
24:18how I'm feeling
24:19I
24:19you know
24:20and I'm like
24:21well damn
24:21so I have not tapped into
24:23you
24:24and Nico
24:25he's so quiet
24:26it's kind of like
24:27you never know what he thinking
24:29you know
24:29so it's like
24:30how do I like
24:31break that barrier
24:32and get into his head
24:34and just
24:34stop getting into his head
24:36don't worry about that
24:37you deposit mama love
24:39I think if Chloe
24:41focus on
24:43the emotional needs
24:44and desires
24:45of her children
24:46she can mend things
24:48with Nico
24:48easily
24:49she'll see a drastic change
24:51in life
24:52which is
24:52all the dominoes
24:53will fall into place
24:54he has his plan
24:55you know
24:56and he don't have a plan B
24:57plan C
24:59he has a plan A
25:00and he wants to stick to it
25:01so it's like
25:02I want to support it
25:03but I'm like
25:04I feel like we're so distanced
25:05because that's not what I want
25:07for him
25:07to be
25:07you know
25:08doing music
25:09rapping
25:10I think you need to
25:11remove yourself
25:12and just
25:13give him love
25:15it's not about coddling him
25:17or not letting him be a man
25:19it's about letting him know
25:20that the love
25:21don't drop off
25:22my heart just goes
25:24out to him
25:25because
25:25you not going through
25:27what I'm going through
25:28in terms
25:29of like this whole
25:30splitting thing
25:31and all of this stuff
25:32and it makes me so emotional
25:34because
25:35I don't want to do
25:36what I'm doing right now
25:37and you have
25:39your son
25:40to like
25:41truly like
25:42tell him how much
25:43you love him
25:44and he's still here
25:45I remember the stuff
25:46with Jordan
25:46and all that
25:47about how he
25:47found out that
25:49I was dating
25:50somebody
25:51younger
25:52and he
25:53don't feel like
25:54it's right
25:55and that's the problem
25:57for me
25:57you know
25:58I feel like
25:58this created
25:59a lot of
26:00issues
26:01in our household
26:02then take a step back
26:04from Jordan
26:05yeah
26:06your kids
26:06are the priority
26:07for you
26:08the way that you
26:09say they are
26:10then you put
26:12your energy
26:13in that
26:13so
26:14we got 24
26:15yeah
26:16the time
26:18is running
26:19from us
26:20it is
26:20you can't get it back
26:21so what you need
26:23to do
26:23put your eggs
26:25in that one basket
26:26chatting with Labrina
26:27has really opened
26:28my eyes to a lot
26:29I realized
26:30I really need
26:31to love on my son
26:32and I need
26:32to put him first
26:33and Jordan
26:35he on the back burner
26:37we on the stove
26:38and Nico's
26:38in the forefront
26:39he just want to hear
26:41that you're proud
26:42of him
26:42and I am
26:43I love him so much
26:45like he is really
26:46he really like
26:48do he know
26:50you love him so much
26:51I don't know
26:51I hope so
26:53like
26:53but I don't know
26:54when the last time
26:55I told him
26:55I loved him
26:56hmm
26:57I don't know
26:58like
26:59I feel
27:00I feel horrible
27:01coming up
27:04you never forget
27:06your kids
27:06and I feel like
27:09I forgot you
27:10how could I do
27:13this to this boy
27:14like
27:14I feel horrible
27:16I feel like
27:16a bad mom
27:17tick tock
27:24life goes on
27:26sun calms down
27:27turn the music on
27:29I wish to fear
27:30counting years
27:32now I see
27:33it's so clear
27:35hello
27:39I'll do a glass
27:41of the Cabernet
27:41okay
27:42which one
27:43you want
27:44you don't drink
27:45we never had a
27:46drink together
27:47get you a glass
27:48of champagne
27:48my boyfriend
27:49my boyfriend
27:49my boyfriend
27:49Jordan
27:50told me
27:50that I need
27:51to be tougher
27:51on Nico
27:52but after
27:53talking to
27:54Labrina
27:54I realized
27:55I really need
27:56to love on my son
27:57and I don't know
27:58how to navigate
27:59this journey
27:59you know
28:00and I'm trying
28:00to figure it out
28:01as I go
28:02but I need to sit
28:03down and talk
28:03to him
28:04I feel like
28:05I wanted to do this
28:06because I feel like
28:06since you've been
28:07grown
28:08we have not hung out
28:09and I feel like
28:10I miss that
28:11you know
28:11like I know
28:12the 16 year old
28:14Nico
28:14you know
28:15I don't know
28:16the 24 year old
28:17Nico
28:18I don't know
28:19what you like
28:20what you drink
28:20the fact that you
28:22drink is crazy
28:23crazy to me
28:24I was talking
28:28to my friend
28:28Labrina
28:28and she was
28:29basically saying
28:30like my heart
28:31goes out to him
28:32because you
28:33you basically
28:33haven't shown him
28:35any love
28:35like the love
28:36that he needs
28:37you know
28:38and you haven't
28:39had no in-depth
28:40conversations with him
28:41you just
28:41in survival mode
28:43and going day for day
28:45but not tapping
28:46into what's going
28:47on around you
28:48as far as like
28:49my kids
28:49you know
28:50and that's true
28:51and I feel like
28:53sometimes I get angry
28:54because I'm
28:55thinking like
28:57my son's supposed
28:58to take care of me
28:59you know
28:59he's supposed
29:00to be there for me
29:01I don't like
29:02the relationship
29:03we have
29:04it's not the same
29:04no more
29:05that's why
29:05I didn't want
29:05your little sisters
29:06here
29:06I feel like
29:07I've made you
29:08a caretaker
29:09you're not supposed
29:10to be a caretaker
29:11at 24
29:12no I'm
29:13they caretaker
29:14you know
29:15but I depend
29:17on you so much
29:18it's kind of like
29:18I don't mind
29:19I don't mind
29:20it
29:20it's just like
29:21at the time
29:23when I was grieving
29:23and stuff
29:24and you know
29:25going through
29:25what I was going
29:25through
29:26it was just like
29:27that's all I had
29:30was the girls
29:31to be there
29:32for them
29:32at that time
29:33yeah
29:34and I appreciate that
29:36that's what I was doing
29:37you know
29:37yeah
29:37trying to fill in
29:38the spot
29:38that no dead
29:39yeah
29:40and they love that
29:41because you fill in
29:42an empty space
29:44yeah
29:44in our house
29:45yeah
29:45I feel like
29:46if I wasn't here
29:47they'd be
29:47I don't know
29:48where I would be
29:49without you
29:49and I feel like
29:50you don't even realize
29:51how valuable
29:52you are to me
29:53where would I be
29:55without you
29:56where would the girls be
29:59I'm working
29:59I ain't got time
30:01to play games
30:02and do this
30:03you know
30:03and I feel like
30:05I forgot you
30:06I don't know
30:12I was just thinking
30:13like damn
30:14I really haven't
30:16like tapped into you
30:17and I want to
30:18apologize for that
30:19I feel horrible
30:21I feel like a bad mom
30:22like how could I do
30:24this to this boy
30:25like
30:25I forgot about him
30:28that's not fair
30:30that's hurtful
30:33how could I
30:34as a mom
30:35do that to him
30:36coming up
30:41y'all are very mean
30:42to each other
30:42it was not our best
30:43moment bro
30:44are we gonna live
30:45to see maybe one more
30:46yeah but me calling
30:47you a weirdo
30:48and you calling me
30:48a bitch
30:48with two different things
30:49I was just thinking
30:54like damn
30:55I really haven't
30:57like tapped into you
30:58and I want to
30:59apologize for that
31:00I do
31:05I want to apologize
31:07to you
31:08well
31:09things are not
31:10how I want it to be
31:11but it's better
31:12for sure
31:13for me
31:13as far as my mental health
31:15you know
31:16so you feel like
31:18you went through
31:18some mental health
31:19struggles
31:19like you feel like
31:20you
31:20I did
31:21was depressed
31:22yeah I was
31:23but I know
31:24cause now
31:24I was doing
31:25now I have to
31:26I can't
31:28like I be trying
31:29to tell you
31:29I can't go to the studio
31:30cause I was thinking
31:31about like man
31:32what would no one
31:33need to do right now
31:34you know
31:34and I was like
31:35man I can't even
31:36like
31:36process everything
31:38and I'm so sorry
31:39for that
31:40that really breaks
31:41my heart
31:41I feel like
31:43I gotta make
31:44some changes
31:44yeah
31:45but I want you
31:47to know
31:47that the stuff
31:47with the guy
31:48that I'm dating
31:49right
31:49there is nobody
31:52in this world
31:53that I would put
31:55before you
31:55and your sisters
31:56okay
31:57that's not the
31:59priority in my life
32:00as far as
32:01our relationship
32:03you are the priority
32:04in my life
32:05like I want
32:06I want you to
32:07pursue your dreams
32:08whatever it may be
32:09you know what
32:10I want to do
32:11with the music
32:11stuff
32:12stuff like this
32:13and I want to
32:13help you with it
32:14like I want to
32:15be supportive
32:16of what you want
32:16to do
32:17like what do
32:17what do you see
32:18your plan
32:19in the music
32:20industry
32:20what you want
32:21to do
32:21let's say
32:21rapping don't
32:22work out
32:22nah it's gonna
32:23work
32:23because I know
32:24what we gonna
32:25do in the next
32:25year
32:26to make this
32:26happen
32:27drop some music
32:28that's all I
32:29need to do
32:29I need to put
32:30some music out
32:31and videos
32:32life is all
32:33about transitions
32:34life is all
32:35about evolving
32:36and I feel like
32:37right now
32:37I really need
32:38to be supportive
32:39of Nico
32:39and all of
32:42his dreams
32:42all of his
32:43aspirations
32:43I know you
32:44want me to
32:45go to school
32:45do that
32:46but honestly
32:47I'm not trying
32:48to be a doctor
32:48a nurse
32:49or lawyer
32:50I feel like
32:52I'm that person
32:52criticizing your
32:54life and
32:55trying to navigate
32:56your life
32:56and your journey
32:57but it's not mine
32:58and I have to
32:59realize that
32:59it's because
33:00I'm your mama
33:01I'm harder
33:01on you
33:03yeah that's why
33:03I don't take it
33:04to heart
33:04I just
33:05well I'm glad
33:05you don't
33:05I'm just
33:06trying to
33:07do what I
33:08need to do
33:08I'm going
33:09to the studio
33:09tomorrow
33:10so
33:11that's a start
33:12that's a start
33:13yeah
33:13well I want
33:14you to stay
33:15focused
33:15if you need
33:16something
33:17if you need
33:17me to invest
33:18in your dreams
33:18whatever you need
33:19like I got you
33:20my conversation
33:22with Nico
33:22is probably
33:23what I needed
33:24right now
33:25in life
33:26it's the best
33:27thing that has
33:28happened to me
33:28I feel so
33:30uplifted
33:31I feel like
33:32light
33:32now
33:33I was so heavy
33:35before having
33:36this conversation
33:36and I just
33:37feel good
33:38I love you
33:39Nico
33:39I love you
33:40so
33:40and I
33:42appreciate you
33:43and I just
33:43want you
33:44to know
33:44that
33:44I love you
33:45I love you
33:45love you
33:46I love you
33:47I love you
33:49so much
33:50people spend
33:52way too much
33:53time
33:53on the wrong
33:54things
33:55well I've been
33:55living in my
33:56prime
33:57going by
33:57I don't do fights
34:07I don't do
34:08public altercations
34:09I'm a woman
34:11of class
34:12believe it or not
34:14but I am
34:15and I was
34:17very taken aback
34:18by Shaniqua's
34:19behavior
34:20hello ma'am
34:21oh she look cute
34:23we kind of
34:24with the same vibe
34:25look at us
34:26how are you
34:27however
34:27I'm a believer
34:28in second chances
34:29so I felt like
34:31bringing Shaniqua
34:32around one more
34:33time just to give
34:34her another chance
34:35would be good
34:36Shaniqua
34:37what happened
34:39you know
34:41Ro's energy
34:43was disturbed
34:44from the time
34:45I walked in the door
34:46hello
34:47how are we doing
34:47today
34:48I'm not trying
34:50to be mean
34:50but like
34:51the fact that you
34:51keep popping up
34:52in like our
34:52like friend group
34:53situations
34:54I'm confused
34:54I don't know
34:55about a pop-up
34:55it is a pop-up
34:56because we know
34:56you were coming
34:57so now
34:57well excuse me
34:59in Ro's defense
35:00Ro's energy
35:01is always very
35:02standoffish
35:03she just
35:03that's just her
35:04that's her
35:04demeanor
35:05her mind is always
35:06somewhere else
35:06so she just be like
35:07whatever you know
35:08she's a very sweet
35:13and loving person
35:14like is she gonna
35:15go to war
35:15for her friends
35:16as you can see
35:17I'm not used to
35:18giving people
35:18a second
35:19third fourth chance
35:20it's like
35:20usually when somebody
35:21does something bad
35:21to me
35:21it just don't exist
35:22to me anymore
35:23and in order for me
35:24to transition
35:25to who I'm trying
35:26to be
35:26can't always do
35:27the things
35:27I always did
35:28in the past
35:28right
35:29hey ma'am
35:30hello
35:30hey
35:31hello
35:32how are you
35:32I'm kind of nervous
35:34because
35:34you're gonna hug me
35:35you remember
35:36Shaniqua huh
35:37yes
35:37what if you do it again
35:39I'm not gonna say
35:40I'm about to be
35:41new world again
35:41if you put your hands
35:42in my face
35:42and call me a bitch
35:43again in my face
35:43I don't know
35:44how I'm gonna react
35:44to that
35:44the second time
35:45so I'm pretty
35:46apprehensive about
35:47how this is gonna
35:48play out
35:48we were just
35:49kind of catching up
35:50and talking about
35:51what happened at Mocha
35:52so when did it take
35:53a turn for the worse
35:54when I blurted out
35:55pulled your paperwork out
35:57the paperwork
35:57has nothing to do with Roe
35:59like I don't know Roe
36:00I haven't had interactions
36:01in the past with Roe
36:02so the paperwork
36:03was for Latoria
36:04right
36:05but when Roe
36:06responded I guess
36:07to the paperwork
36:08that I think
36:09that's kind of
36:09when it took a turn
36:10because it was
36:12oh that's
36:13you know
36:13that's weird
36:14or
36:14Roe mentioned like
36:16you're a weirdo
36:17why would you bring that
36:18and I think that
36:18just escalated
36:19that one was weird
36:20name calling
36:21and all the things
36:22yeah but me calling you
36:23a weirdo
36:24you calling me a bitch
36:25it's two different things
36:25in my head I'm like
36:28what the hell am I here for
36:28like
36:29if we're not gonna be
36:31grown up about this
36:31and have this conversation
36:32then what am I
36:33sitting in this seat for
36:34I'm here
36:35to
36:36maybe have a conversation
36:37let's move forward
36:38from this moment
36:39and you're still
36:39staying at 10 on
36:40what you did wrong
36:41that was
36:42y'all were very mean to each other
36:43it was not our best
36:44moment Roe
36:48are we gonna live
36:48to see maybe one more
36:49it was not our best
36:59moment Roe
37:00are we gonna live
37:02to see maybe one more
37:03when I made that comment
37:06it wasn't shade to you
37:07it was just like
37:08in general
37:08because Latoya
37:09is softer
37:10like out of the group
37:11of girls right
37:12and I almost felt
37:12like you were like
37:13bullying her
37:14really
37:14like my child
37:15got bullied at school
37:16like when I was growing up
37:18I probably was the person
37:18to bully the bullies
37:19but I didn't like it
37:21so I used to say something
37:22to them
37:22so like that type of stuff
37:23bothers me too
37:24and I feel like in that moment
37:24you were bullying her
37:25so I don't want to cut you
37:26off Roe
37:27because number one
37:27I respect you
37:28I want to hear you out
37:29thank you so much
37:30for sharing
37:31and I'll share with both
37:32of y'all
37:33that bullying
37:34is something that
37:34I have gone through
37:35like
37:36for real
37:38and when you grow up
37:40in those moments
37:41you're kind of on defense
37:43so I'll be honest
37:44I have triggers
37:45you know
37:46people's people
37:46how they treat me
37:47you know
37:48maybe snub me
37:49certain comments
37:50and things that
37:50you weren't ill intended
37:52it was a trigger for me
37:54where do we go from here
37:56I still feel weary
37:57it's just a
37:59I don't know
38:00I'm just sensitive
38:00about somebody
38:01it's just a scary
38:01situation for me
38:02you feel like
38:03she would do it again
38:04yes
38:04I feel like
38:05if you get triggered
38:06you gonna
38:06or I don't know
38:08if it was because
38:08if it's because
38:10I don't know man
38:11like I've been lied on
38:12I've been talked about
38:13I've been
38:14just you name it
38:16it didn't happen
38:16I didn't set up
38:17I done all kind
38:18I done been robbed
38:19I done all kind of
38:19stuff happened to me
38:20in my life
38:20so you have a
38:21it's a level of trust
38:22that's missing
38:23yeah
38:23I'm just guarded
38:24as far as
38:25when it comes to
38:25like friendships
38:25because I'm so used
38:27to people
38:27on me
38:28eventually
38:29or me
38:31you know
38:31going all out
38:31to be somebody's friend
38:32or doing above
38:33and beyond
38:34and just to find out
38:35that they
38:35don't give a damn
38:37really
38:37that's one of the main
38:38reasons I'm guarded
38:38because I feel like
38:39I'm tired of getting hurt
38:40by people that I love
38:41so that's just how I am
38:43and I know it ain't always
38:44like the best thing
38:45the best way to be
38:46but that's just how I am
38:47yeah
38:47so it's like
38:48it's a gift and a curse
38:49over your girl
38:50do you feel like
38:51you're guarded too
38:52well I do think
38:53because of trying
38:54to protect myself
38:55having a shell
38:55having a layer
38:56you know
38:56because of being bullied
38:57it's traumatizing
38:59you know
38:59when you think
39:00girls are your friends
39:02or you know
39:03and again
39:03being six foot tall
39:04and super skinny
39:06olive oil
39:07and being made fun of
39:09and then also
39:10y'all actually have
39:11similar stories
39:12very similar
39:12because you know
39:13kind of the flip side
39:15of what Ro was sharing
39:16is like
39:16ultimately just being
39:18not treated well
39:18when you're not treated well
39:20it kind of makes you
39:22shell up to people
39:23like
39:23hold up
39:24hearing Shaniqua's story
39:26about what she been
39:27doing her life
39:27kind of made me see
39:28who she was
39:29outside of
39:29what she initially
39:31showed me
39:31it just made me
39:32kind of be like
39:33okay well
39:33we all been through stuff
39:34and we all made mistakes
39:35and I do just want
39:36to humbly
39:36just number one
39:37just apologize
39:38and own it
39:39so it's never okay
39:41to call anybody
39:41out of their name
39:42and I certainly did
39:43and I did
39:44I would like to just
39:45apologize and say
39:46you don't have to worry
39:47about that happening again
39:48so
39:49girl you gonna
39:50you gonna let up
39:51off my wig
39:52this is my first time
39:54ever actually
39:55being in a situation
39:57where I'm considering
39:58trying to move forward
40:00and reconcile this
40:01and granted now
40:02I'm having more
40:02of an understanding
40:03of who she is
40:04but just in this moment
40:05with us apologizing
40:06and us getting
40:07you know
40:08moving forward
40:08from this situation
40:09doesn't mean
40:09that we can be
40:10best friends now
40:10what I know
40:11going forward
40:11is that there's
40:12a mutual respect
40:13and that's enough
40:14for me
40:14I think there's
40:15a mutual respect
40:15and I done talked
40:16about you already
40:17though
40:17since the days of
40:18you probably talked
40:18about me too
40:19I was like you know
40:20we gonna break us
40:21out right now
40:22and it's the end
40:22of it right now
40:23and I appreciate that
40:24so I'm a believer
40:26in second chances
40:27Ro not so much
40:29I'm not
40:30I'm still learning
40:32how to
40:33just navigate
40:34with who I am
40:36compared to
40:37who I used to be
40:37and the old me
40:39I would have never
40:40sat down
40:40and had that conversation
40:41it makes me be
40:42proud of myself
40:43it's just showing me
40:44that I've grown
40:45as a person
40:45y'all want to get a drink
40:46I ain't drinking today
40:47why?
40:49I don't feel like drinking
40:50alright well
40:52we'll go get you a juice
40:54we need a cocktail
40:57next time
41:02I've always wanted
41:03to be in a relationship
41:05let me find you
41:06one of these cowboys
41:07hello hello
41:09nice meeting you
41:10how you feel about me
41:12dating
41:13hmm
41:14I ain't went on over here yet
41:16are you ready for a baby
41:17right now
41:18what is that
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