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00:01:00Hey.
00:01:04Hey.
00:01:05Hey.
00:01:06Jen's in the zone.
00:01:09I hope she doesn't fall into the fire.
00:01:15I've never seen her like this.
00:01:18You know Jen, right?
00:01:19She never drinks.
00:01:20She needs some food.
00:01:22There's nothing around here but some empty chip bags.
00:01:25I could stand a burger.
00:01:26Deal.
00:01:30Come on.
00:01:31You'll feel better when two of you.
00:01:32Feel better if Lexi's not following me around.
00:01:34Who invited her anyway?
00:01:35I did.
00:01:36Yeah?
00:01:37She's spying on me.
00:01:38Maybe I wouldn't have to if you'd return my phone call.
00:01:41Whoa, whoa.
00:01:42You guys are just way too intense.
00:01:43Yeah.
00:01:44Give it up.
00:01:45Look, just stop following me.
00:01:46You and I are not friends anymore.
00:01:48Okay?
00:01:49Jen, this is nuts.
00:01:50Just leave me alone.
00:01:51I need to take care of myself.
00:01:52Okay.
00:01:53All right.
00:02:14Jen, I really need to talk to you.
00:02:16I am so sorry.
00:02:19Don't you understand that I hate you?
00:02:24I never want to see you again.
00:02:26Okay?
00:02:27Okay?
00:02:50Well here we are in Seattle. I like Chicago better. I miss our house
00:02:55Yeah, this is like half the size look we're not gonna do this remember
00:03:01Compare here and there then and now we can't it doesn't help not if we're gonna start a new life
00:03:07Like my old life
00:03:09That's your second piece. I've only had one look guys
00:03:12None of this was my idea. I didn't want the divorce
00:03:17We know that mom your father moved we moved we make the best of it
00:03:22Why did we have to move because?
00:03:26This job is all I know. I mean I grew up around your grandfather's produce business and this job pays a lot more than I could get in Chicago
00:03:34and remember
00:03:36Nobody knows who you are here. So you can
00:03:41Reinvent yourselves be whoever it is you want to be
00:03:45Be all that you can be in the army
00:03:53You goofballs
00:03:55That's your third piece, oink oink
00:03:58Here baby
00:04:00You know I'm just as nervous about my new job as you are about your new school
00:04:16At least you're getting paid
00:04:19When are varsity tryouts?
00:04:21I don't know
00:04:22Maybe I won't play
00:04:23Of course you'll play
00:04:25And it's a good way for you to meet new friends
00:04:29I'm fat aren't I?
00:04:31No, you are not fat
00:04:33You just need a little exercise that's all
00:04:37So you do think I'm fat?
00:04:40Lexi you are not fat
00:04:42You put on a few extra pounds this summer, big deal
00:04:46They'll come right off as soon as you start playing again
00:04:49So stop worrying
00:04:51I love you honey
00:04:53I'll read the show
00:04:55Good night
00:05:12That's Jennifer who Jennifer Hornsberger
00:05:16Wow
00:05:18She's really good and she also gets straight A's and is the best actress in school
00:05:23Don't you hate her?
00:05:26I'm Sarah by the way
00:05:27Lexi
00:05:28Good to meet you
00:05:29Nice to meet you
00:05:30Next
00:05:32Good luck
00:05:42Wow, nice hits
00:05:47Nice sets
00:05:48You sure you two never played together before?
00:05:52I'm Jen
00:05:53Lexi
00:05:54Welcome to the team
00:05:55Thanks
00:05:56Hello
00:06:12Oh hi honey
00:06:13Oh hi mom
00:06:14How did tryouts go?
00:06:16Good, I made the team
00:06:18Fabulous, congratulations
00:06:20Not that I thought you wouldn't
00:06:22Oh, and I decided to do what you said and reinvent myself
00:06:24Can I read you my list? It'll only take a minute
00:06:27Oh, not right now, honey
00:06:28I've got to go into a meeting
00:06:29I only have, uh, thirty seconds
00:06:31Please, one minute
00:06:33Go
00:06:34Catherine
00:06:36Eat healthy
00:06:37There's at least ten pounds
00:06:39Get an A in geometry
00:06:41Serve an entire game
00:06:43How long were?
00:06:44Oh, well I like that one
00:06:46And become Jennifer Hornsberger's friend
00:06:50That sounds great, honey
00:06:51Listen, I have to go
00:06:52But I want you to do your homework and no TV, okay?
00:06:55Okay
00:06:56Bye
00:06:57Okay, bye-bye
00:07:03Hello, Marketing
00:07:04Yeah, is, um, Peter Archer there, please?
00:07:06Who's calling, please?
00:07:07It's his daughter
00:07:09I'm sorry, he's in a meeting right now
00:07:11Okay, can you just tell him that I called?
00:07:13Uh, your name again?
00:07:14It's Lexi
00:07:15Uh, your last name?
00:07:17Lexi Archer?
00:07:18Great, I'll make sure he gets the message
00:07:20Thanks
00:07:27Yummy
00:07:28Shut up
00:07:30Lexi
00:07:31Hi
00:07:32Hi
00:07:33Hey guys, this is Lexi, the new player I told you about
00:07:35Hi
00:07:36Hey
00:07:37This is Justin and Ben, they're on the boys' team
00:07:39Lexi's from Chicago
00:07:41Yeah, my parents got divorced, so here I am
00:07:44Oh, I can relate
00:07:46It's been almost a year since the big announcement
00:07:49Guys, they can eat anything
00:07:50Uh, don't you want some dressing with that?
00:07:55Oh, no, kinda like any of them
00:07:56Thanks
00:07:57Bye
00:08:04You should see our new uniforms
00:08:05Got this, uh, cool diagonal stripe right across the chest
00:08:07Yeah
00:08:08Yeah, wait until you see ours, they're like a hundred years old
00:08:11Girl sports always come past
00:08:12I know, it truly uxays
00:08:14Yeah, like a vacuum
00:08:16Within a vacuum
00:08:18Or a hot pair of lips
00:08:20On a cold cherry popsicle
00:08:22That looks good, can I have a bite?
00:08:30Mm-hmm
00:08:40Mom, do you know how many grams of fat there are in this?
00:08:43No
00:08:44Seven grams per serving
00:08:46And they say it's low fat
00:08:48Jill, you know I don't like you to do your homework at the last minute
00:08:51Our first game is today
00:08:53I know
00:08:55I wish I could come
00:08:56But the growers are holding a meeting on pesticides
00:08:58And I have to be there
00:09:00You know I'd go if I could
00:09:02It doesn't really matter anyway
00:09:05I'm sorry, honey
00:09:07Done
00:09:08Done
00:09:09One, two, three, slap!
00:09:10One, two, three, slap!
00:09:11One, two, three, slap!
00:09:16Great job!
00:09:27Got him!
00:09:28Eastman!
00:09:39I'm out.
00:09:40I'm out.
00:09:46You've got to position yourself so you have more control of the ball.
00:09:49You're all just watching the game.
00:09:51Now let's get it together, huh?
00:09:52One, two, three, team work!
00:09:55Lexi, out.
00:09:57Sup?
00:10:01You're a good player, Lexi,
00:10:03but you've got to anticipate and get to the ball quicker.
00:10:06Jen's ready for you every time, but you're not delivering.
00:10:08I know. I'm just really off today.
00:10:10Sorry.
00:10:11Also, you jump a lot higher if you drop some weight.
00:10:14And just a few pounds can make all the difference.
00:10:19Love your house.
00:10:20Thanks.
00:10:21Is Justin, like, your boyfriend or something?
00:10:24Uh, no.
00:10:25He used to be in the seventh grade. Now he's more like a brother.
00:10:29I have a sister.
00:10:31A little sister.
00:10:34Are you an only child?
00:10:36No, I have an older brother, but he's away in college.
00:10:38I hate being the only one left.
00:10:40Jennifer, I...
00:10:41Oh, come on.
00:10:43How many times have I told you to not?
00:10:45I picked up a few things for you at Leonie's I thought you might like,
00:10:48including a dress which will be perfect for Grandma's birthday dinner.
00:10:51Oh, Mom.
00:10:53This is my friend Lexi,
00:10:54the girl on the team I told you about.
00:10:56Oh, yes.
00:10:57Jennifer tells me you're from the Midwest.
00:10:58That's where I'm from originally.
00:11:00Yeah.
00:11:00She was Miss Cornhusker, 1970.
00:11:04Seriously.
00:11:05Oh, Mom.
00:11:06Is it okay if Lexi spends the night?
00:11:08It's okay with her, Mom.
00:11:09Oh, of course.
00:11:10Only you'll have to fend for yourself.
00:11:12Your father and I are going out.
00:11:13Nice to meet you, Lexi.
00:11:15Nice meeting you.
00:11:19She buys you clothes?
00:11:21Yeah.
00:11:21I'm like her Jenny doll.
00:11:23I mean, actually, she has pretty good taste.
00:11:25It's just I'd like to pick out my own things every once in a while.
00:11:29Like she decorated my room.
00:11:31But I'm rebelling.
00:11:33Check it out.
00:11:36Wow.
00:11:37Oh, who's that?
00:11:38You don't know?
00:11:40That's Chloe Dunsmuir.
00:11:42She's this English actress slash model from the 70s.
00:11:45Chloe Dunsmuir.
00:11:47Don't you just love that name?
00:11:50She's so incredible looking.
00:11:52Did you ever see the French film,
00:11:54A Oublier L'Amour?
00:11:55She was in that.
00:11:57To forget love?
00:11:59You take French?
00:12:00Mm-hmm.
00:12:00Me too.
00:12:01Cool.
00:12:15L'Amour.
00:12:16Qu'est-ce que c'est l'Amour?
00:12:19Love.
00:12:20What is love?
00:12:23Un couteau.
00:12:25Que reste sur la table.
00:12:27A knife that lies on the table.
00:12:29Entre un homme et un femme.
00:12:34Between a man and a woman.
00:12:39I'm starving.
00:12:41Me too.
00:12:41Kitchen raid.
00:12:43Oh, yeah.
00:12:43Oh, my stomach.
00:12:53Me too.
00:12:56Oh.
00:12:56I'm going to go visit La Tualette.
00:12:58Okay.
00:12:59Okay.
00:12:59Um, Jen, are you okay?
00:13:25Romans had the right idea.
00:13:30And stuffed to the gills, push reject.
00:13:35You mean you made yourself, like...
00:13:38I can't pig out like that and not do something.
00:13:42But don't tell anyone, okay?
00:13:45Okay.
00:13:46Cross your heart.
00:13:47Kiss your elbow.
00:13:47I've been waiting for a friend like you.
00:14:00Me too.
00:14:00Me too.
00:14:12Come on.
00:14:12Let's try something on.
00:14:13Let's try something.
00:14:29Do you?
00:14:29Oh, ho, ho!
00:14:30Oh, ho!
00:14:30Oh, ho!
00:14:35Oh, ho, ho!
00:14:35Oh, ho, ho!
00:14:36Oh, ho!
00:14:37Oh, ho!
00:14:37Oh, ho!
00:14:39Ah, ho!
00:14:39Oh, ho, ho!
00:14:39Oh, ho!
00:14:40I can't get this button done.
00:14:57I look fat, even in black.
00:15:00Damn it, I feel like a blimp.
00:15:02Yeah, right.
00:15:03You're like the skinniest person I know.
00:15:06If you're a blimp, then I'm a blimp on steroids.
00:15:10Look straight ahead, keep walking, and don't breathe in.
00:15:40Don't get a laugh, just keep going.
00:15:58Did Daddy come?
00:16:00No.
00:16:01Why?
00:16:01Oh, I heard the phone ring when I was in the shower.
00:16:05It was for me.
00:16:09Did he say he was going to call?
00:16:12No.
00:16:13I left another message on his machine.
00:16:16I just wanted to talk.
00:16:20I don't understand what I did wrong.
00:16:22Lexi, you didn't do anything wrong.
00:16:24Well, then why didn't he call me back the same day?
00:16:27He'll call you back.
00:16:28He always does.
00:16:30Someday he won't.
00:16:32He'll be too busy and he'll forget.
00:16:36Can I have the other half of that?
00:16:38Sure.
00:16:39I thought you didn't like the pie.
00:16:41I don't.
00:16:42I'm on a diet.
00:16:45Me too.
00:16:47At least until lunchtime.
00:16:48Go ahead, open it.
00:17:02Okay.
00:17:07You'll get used to it.
00:17:09Especially once you start losing.
00:17:12Break it into fourths, it lasts longer.
00:17:16Okay.
00:17:18To eat.
00:17:26Manger.
00:17:28Je mange.
00:17:29Tu manges.
00:17:30Il el mange.
00:17:32Nous mangeons.
00:17:33O manger.
00:17:34Il el mange.
00:17:38Ouh la la.
00:17:39To cook.
00:17:42Per la cuisine.
00:17:45Je fais la cuisine.
00:17:46To eat or not to eat.
00:17:59That's the question.
00:18:01Chew gum and hold out till breakfast.
00:18:03Okay.
00:18:05Okay.
00:18:18That's good.
00:18:19Thanks.
00:18:20Hey guys, what do you think about the team having a fundraiser at the spring carnival?
00:18:32Like what?
00:18:33I don't know.
00:18:35But something that we can sell tickets for in advance.
00:18:37That way if they don't show, we can still get their money.
00:18:39I like it.
00:18:42Is that all you're eating?
00:18:44What about when you play?
00:18:45I mean, your energy.
00:18:46Mm.
00:18:47I have more energy when I eat less.
00:18:49I feel lighter and faster.
00:18:50Right, Lex?
00:18:51Yep.
00:18:52Whatever.
00:18:53See you at practice.
00:18:57Did you see that sandwich?
00:18:58At least 800 calories, if not 1,000.
00:19:00You know, I think I've finally stopped feeling hungry.
00:19:19Mom, don't scare me like that.
00:19:22How much have you lost?
00:19:23I don't want you to disappear.
00:19:25That's me, Mom, vanishing into thin air.
00:19:28I'm serious, Lexi.
00:19:29I think you need to stop dieting.
00:19:31I bet you never had big hips.
00:19:34Hips are what women have.
00:19:36And yours are hardly what I would call big.
00:19:38I hate my hips.
00:19:40And my thighs.
00:19:42You have a beautiful, strong, healthy body, Lexi.
00:19:46And I want you to keep it that way.
00:19:47You want me to get fat again?
00:19:52Lexi, you are not fat.
00:20:07Lexi?
00:20:09Wow, you look great.
00:20:11Thanks.
00:20:12Yeah, you, uh, really look different.
00:20:15I wasn't even sure it was you.
00:20:17So, uh, how'd you like to go to that, uh, winter dance thing?
00:20:24Okay.
00:20:29Go buy and win the tail!
00:20:33Great, my dad's here.
00:20:35Don't worry about it.
00:20:36I think I never played before.
00:20:56It's okay, Jim.
00:20:56Let it go.
00:20:57Okay, we'll win the next one.
00:20:58Two, two, three.
00:20:59One, two, three.
00:21:11Teamwork!
00:21:12That was a great serving, Lexi.
00:21:33Too bad Jennifer's game was off today.
00:21:36I guess she just didn't want it enough.
00:21:38Jen's the best player on the team.
00:21:40Oh, I know that.
00:21:42That's why I hate to see her play like she's not.
00:21:52Hello, I need some help.
00:21:54I'm going to drop it.
00:21:58Thank you, honey.
00:22:00Ugh.
00:22:01I thought I might actually cook some dinner.
00:22:04I missed my game.
00:22:05I still don't.
00:22:08Damn it.
00:22:10Did you hear what I said?
00:22:11In a minute, would you help me clean up just some of this?
00:22:17Hello?
00:22:18Oh, hi, Dad.
00:22:20Did you see the Bulls game last night?
00:22:22I know I wanted to, but they only have a boys team.
00:22:25I'm signing up for the league in the spring, though.
00:22:27Hold on.
00:22:28Mom, it's Dad.
00:22:30Lexi, you talk to him.
00:22:31Daddy?
00:22:32Daddy?
00:22:35Hi.
00:22:36Guess what?
00:22:37I served the whole game.
00:22:39You did?
00:22:40I know.
00:22:41I wish you could have, too.
00:22:43Oh, really?
00:22:44That sounds great.
00:22:45Hang on.
00:22:46I'll ask her.
00:22:46Mom, when do we get out for Thanksgiving?
00:22:49I don't know.
00:22:49Why?
00:22:51She hasn't, uh...
00:22:51Okay, hang on.
00:22:58Hello?
00:23:00Well, we were just about to have dinner.
00:23:03I thought you were coming out to see them.
00:23:07Well, how are they going to get there?
00:23:09Let me think about it.
00:23:14Look, uh, something's burning.
00:23:16I'll talk to you later.
00:23:17Bye.
00:23:18Thanks a lot, Mom.
00:23:19I wanted to say goodbye.
00:23:20Me, too.
00:23:25Hello?
00:23:26I'd like to order a large cheese pizza.
00:23:39Peace offering.
00:23:45I know you're sick of pizza, so...
00:23:48Tuna salad sandwich, your favorite.
00:23:51You haven't had any dinner.
00:23:53I'm not hungry.
00:23:55Look, I know I get upset when your father calls.
00:24:00Especially when he calls to tell me that he's flying you both to Chicago.
00:24:03So you won't go, then?
00:24:05Of course you'll go.
00:24:07I want you to go.
00:24:09Mom, I really have to do my math.
00:24:12Eat something.
00:24:13You're getting too thin.
00:24:15And don't stay up too late.
00:24:16I love you.
00:24:18Good night.
00:24:39All right.
00:24:48All right.
00:24:55Call me Chloe.
00:24:56You look just like her.
00:24:57Well, we didn't.
00:24:59From blimp to...
00:25:00Alien party balloon.
00:25:02You know what they say.
00:25:05You can never be too rich or never too thin.
00:25:10So when do you leave for Chicago?
00:25:12Next Wednesday.
00:25:14I'm getting kind of nervous about seeing my dad, though.
00:25:17He sounds so lonely.
00:25:20My mom still loves him.
00:25:23Maybe he wants to come back.
00:25:26I mean, maybe I could talk him into it.
00:25:30Hmm.
00:25:31I think it's romantic when couples get remarried.
00:25:35Why'd they get a divorce?
00:25:36Oh, my dad had an affair with somebody at the office.
00:25:40Didn't last or anything.
00:25:42Wrecked everything.
00:25:44So what about you?
00:25:45You think your parents are in love?
00:25:48I think my dad plays around as much as he can.
00:25:51And my mom is the queen of denial.
00:25:53Wow.
00:26:04You guys look great.
00:26:06Yeah.
00:26:07Wow.
00:26:20You know, Jill, you have grown at least an inch.
00:26:22And Lexi, you lost a couple inches.
00:26:24You lost all that baby fat.
00:26:26You look terrific.
00:26:27Thanks, Daddy.
00:26:28So, how's Seattle?
00:26:29I think the key word there is precipitation.
00:26:32We live two miles away from the water.
00:26:34There's lots of windsurfing.
00:26:36But really, you need a wetsuit.
00:26:38Well, I'm sure I'm going to get out there for a visit.
00:26:40You know, there's a lot of advertising in Seattle.
00:26:42Probably just as much as in Chicago.
00:26:45Maybe you could get a job.
00:26:46I mean, I don't see any reason why you can't live closer to us.
00:26:50Yeah, then we could see you every week.
00:26:51My friend Nancy sees her mom Sunday through Wednesday.
00:26:54And then she sees her dad Thursday through Saturday.
00:26:56Yeah, and you and mom might even, you know.
00:27:00I mean, you never know.
00:27:03I'll tell you what.
00:27:04Let's get this car packed.
00:27:05And then, uh, let's go get something to eat.
00:27:07You want to get something to eat?
00:27:08Sure.
00:27:08Okay.
00:27:12Hi, everybody.
00:27:16Hi.
00:27:17You're Jill and Alexis, right?
00:27:20You look different from your picture.
00:27:23Jill, Lexi, this is Jolene.
00:27:27Hi.
00:27:27I met your dad at the bank.
00:27:37I was a loan officer.
00:27:39You borrowed money?
00:27:41No, just every time I came in there, I saw her.
00:27:43And then one day, he asked me out.
00:27:46Well, I'm not at the bank anymore.
00:27:48I've gone back to school.
00:27:49To get her MBA.
00:27:50Okay.
00:27:50Do you want a piece, Alexis?
00:28:06She's dieting.
00:28:07She's always dieting.
00:28:09I am not dieting.
00:28:10I just don't want to be.
00:28:13Oh, great.
00:28:14It doesn't feel like it's almost Christmas.
00:28:22Are you still going to get a treat, Daddy?
00:28:23He's coming to Seattle to visit us, right?
00:28:26Well, as a matter of fact, we've been thinking about going to Colorado.
00:28:29Go skiing.
00:28:29We'd love to have you come and stay with us for a few days.
00:28:31Absolutely.
00:28:33Jill, how do you like that pizza?
00:28:35Mmm.
00:28:37Mmm.
00:28:44Um, waiter, can you take this?
00:28:47Mm-hmm.
00:28:50Are you sure?
00:28:51You've hardly touched a thing, Alexis.
00:28:53It's Lexi, and I'm very sure.
00:28:55I hope she eats and eats and eats and gets so huge that by the time summer comes, my dad
00:29:15will find her totally repulsive.
00:29:19Don't hold your breath.
00:29:21I wish you were here.
00:29:22You could, like, go vintage clothes shopping or something.
00:29:27Yeah, me too.
00:29:28This place is on Wee City.
00:29:31Call me when you get back, okay?
00:29:33Okay.
00:29:34I will.
00:29:35Bye.
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00:30:11Bye.
00:30:12Bye.
00:30:13Bye.
00:30:14Bye.
00:30:15Bye.
00:30:16Bye.
00:30:17Bye.
00:30:18Bye.
00:30:19Bye.
00:30:20Bye.
00:30:21Lex, honey, I need to borrow a tampon.
00:30:30Um, I don't have any.
00:30:32Sorry.
00:30:32Well, you didn't have any last month either.
00:30:35When was the last time you had your period?
00:30:38I don't know.
00:30:39Well, you keep track of it in your calendar, don't you?
00:30:44Mom, can you just leave?
00:30:45I have to get dressed.
00:30:47You haven't had one in three months?
00:30:49Maybe it's time I took you to a gynecologist.
00:30:52No, I'm not going.
00:30:54Forget it.
00:30:55I don't want some guy looking at me down there.
00:30:58I won't go to a woman.
00:31:00I need to go myself.
00:31:09We'll send the urine, blood, and pap smear to the lab.
00:31:11I'll let you know if there's anything unusual.
00:31:13Dr. Walker, what about Lexi's irregular periods?
00:31:16Do you think that she might have an eating problem?
00:31:21She weighs 115 pounds, which is not low for her height.
00:31:25Well, I know, but I read that one of the danger signals is if your period stops.
00:31:30Fluctuations in the menstrual cycle are common at her age.
00:31:33If you're looking for a cause, I'd say it's most likely the trauma of the divorce and the moving.
00:31:38We'll check her again in six months.
00:31:39Okay, thank you very much.
00:31:44Well, Jen's idea worked.
00:31:46Oh, hi.
00:32:04How was practice?
00:32:05Fine.
00:32:07I want to do a few more exercises while my muscles are warm.
00:32:10No.
00:32:11Dinner's ready now, so come sit down.
00:32:13I made something special.
00:32:15What is it?
00:32:15I call it chicken tahiti.
00:32:18It has pineapples in it.
00:32:19I love pineapples.
00:32:21Can I just have a little rice?
00:32:23I'm not eating meat.
00:32:25So, now you're a vegetarian?
00:32:27Uh-huh.
00:32:29Well, you can have the pineapples without the chicken.
00:32:32And I made an avocado salad.
00:32:35Avocados are pure fat, Mom.
00:32:37They have lots of potassium, Lexi.
00:32:40And besides, you need to eat something more than rice.
00:32:42I don't want anything else.
00:32:43What's the occasion, anyway?
00:32:47I just wanted to have a nice family dinner together.
00:32:50Okay?
00:32:52Flowers?
00:32:53Tablecloth?
00:32:54Mom, you really need a boyfriend.
00:32:57I mean, Dad has a girlfriend.
00:33:02Well, why shouldn't she know?
00:33:04I got my report card.
00:33:23Straight A's.
00:33:26I'm very proud of you, Lexi.
00:33:28Come on, boy.
00:33:56I love water.
00:34:01It's so pure.
00:34:04Pure and good.
00:34:06Just like us.
00:34:11You'd think I just had sex or something.
00:34:15I mean, the way I'm panting.
00:34:17Yeah, is that what it's like, Lex?
00:34:19Well, those are quite too active.
00:34:22I mean, I just kind of laid there.
00:34:24Alexis Archer?
00:34:28Are you saying that you're not a virgin?
00:34:30Oh, my God!
00:34:32When? Who?
00:34:33I was back in Chicago.
00:34:36My next-year neighbor, Brandon.
00:34:38But it doesn't count.
00:34:39Of course it counts.
00:34:41It's a lot more than me.
00:34:42What?
00:34:44I totally thought you would have done it.
00:34:47Yeah, well, I'm an actress, remember?
00:34:51Come on.
00:34:53We're going to be late for practice.
00:34:54Oh, come on.
00:34:56Okay.
00:34:57Woo!
00:34:58Hey, Archer, I think you need to put on a few pounds.
00:35:04Are you ready?
00:35:07I'm glad you're going to be done.
00:35:09That looks great.
00:35:11Got it, thanks.
00:35:12You're a belly.
00:35:13Come on, Jets.
00:35:14One ticket is not enough.
00:35:16So, what do I get if I win?
00:35:18Tripped party.
00:35:19I just hope that she's not getting too thin.
00:35:23I wouldn't worry too much about her.
00:35:24She's a real sensible girl.
00:35:26I know, but...
00:35:27Hi.
00:35:28Oh, sorry to barge in.
00:35:29That's okay.
00:35:30How you been?
00:35:30Good.
00:35:31I'm Pamela Harnsberg.
00:35:32Oh, hi.
00:35:33I'm Jennifer's mom.
00:35:34Yes, Catherine.
00:35:34Catherine Archer.
00:35:35Yeah, Lexi just pointed you out.
00:35:36I thought I'd just come say hello since the girls have become such good friends.
00:35:40Oh, isn't that great?
00:35:41You know, when we first moved here, she was worried she wasn't going to make any friends.
00:35:44Oh, my God.
00:35:50Okay, that's great.
00:35:51So, what is this for, anyway?
00:35:54A local newspaper.
00:35:55I freelance for it.
00:35:55Look, I know this is going to sound a bit like a line, but have you ever considered being a model?
00:36:01Oh, all the time.
00:36:05Here's my card.
00:36:05Why don't you stop by the studio sometime and we'll take a few shots.
00:36:09Okay.
00:36:21Jill.
00:36:24Do you think I could be a model?
00:36:25No way.
00:36:29It shows what you know.
00:36:31There's this photographer that's going to take pictures of me and Jen.
00:36:34Like, he's going to discover us.
00:36:37And pretty soon, we're going to be in all the fashion magazines.
00:36:40Earning tons of money and traveling.
00:36:43I mean, what do you know, anyway?
00:36:46Get out of here.
00:36:47Get out of here.
00:36:47I can't believe we're doing this.
00:36:59What if he's some kind of perv?
00:37:01Pervs don't give you their hearts.
00:37:03Nick McCabe, fashion photography.
00:37:05So, what are we going to tell our parents about the movie we're not seeing?
00:37:08We'll tell them we both hated it.
00:37:10That way they won't go see it.
00:37:12Ah.
00:37:13Et voila.
00:37:15Weed Kat Kat.
00:37:16Jennifer Harnsberger.
00:37:23Hey Jennifer, come on up.
00:37:33Oh, hi.
00:37:34I thought you were coming alone.
00:37:40Oh, um, this is my friend Lexi.
00:37:42She was at the fundraiser with me, remember?
00:37:44Yeah, right.
00:37:44How you doing?
00:37:45I was thinking that maybe you could take some pictures of her, too.
00:37:50Um, could you excuse us for a moment?
00:37:53Sure.
00:37:56I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.
00:37:59But your friend's not really model material.
00:38:01She's skinnier than I am.
00:38:02Yeah, I know, but it's all in the structure.
00:38:05I mean, how it all hangs together.
00:38:07I mean, it's nothing personal.
00:38:09You know what?
00:38:11I better get going.
00:38:14No, look, I, uh...
00:38:15I gotta go.
00:38:22Lexi!
00:38:23No, I'm okay, really.
00:38:24Go back in and let him take pictures of you.
00:38:26I don't want to go back.
00:38:28You're model material, and I'm not.
00:38:30Yeah, right.
00:38:31Come on.
00:38:34He was a jerk anyhow.
00:38:43But you French not really model material.
00:38:46I'm fat, aren't I?
00:38:47No, you are not fat.
00:38:49You put on a few extra pounds this summer.
00:38:53Big deal.
00:38:55You jump a lot higher.
00:38:56He drops weight.
00:38:57Just a few pounds can make all the difference.
00:39:02Where's your sister?
00:39:03She's gonna be late.
00:39:05I don't know.
00:39:07Well, look who woke up.
00:39:10Here.
00:39:11I don't want any.
00:39:12You need to eat.
00:39:14Did you forget you got the semifinals today?
00:39:16I'm coming, by the way.
00:39:18I'm leaving work early.
00:39:24You don't eat, you don't play volleyball today.
00:39:26Got it?
00:39:27Yeah, how are you gonna stop me?
00:39:28I'll call your coach.
00:39:31Now, what's this I hear about some photographer wanting to take pictures of you and Jennifer?
00:39:38It's a good way to get yourself raped.
00:39:40Mom, do you want a fight, or do you want me to eat?
00:39:42I want you to eat.
00:40:12Oh, what's this?
00:40:25One, two, three.
00:40:27Start.
00:40:28One, two, three.
00:40:37All right.
00:40:37Oh, my God.
00:40:52Oh, my God.
00:40:55Lexi. Lexi. Lexi.
00:41:00Oh, my God. She's unconscious.
00:41:03Call an ambulance now.
00:41:07Oh, my baby.
00:41:16Malnutrition takes a major toll on the body.
00:41:20Let me put it in layman's terms.
00:41:23What happens with anorexia is that all of your muscles get smaller and weaker, including your heart.
00:41:29Lexi collapsed because her smaller, weaker heart couldn't get enough blood to her smaller, weaker leg muscles.
00:41:36Was that why she blacked out, too?
00:41:38She blacked out most likely because of arrhythmia or a regular heartbeat.
00:41:43But she's not gonna die.
00:41:44No. Not if she eats.
00:41:47Now, treatment is three-pronged. Medical, nutritional, and psychological.
00:41:51But restoration of appetite is the cornerstone of recovery.
00:41:56And if, um, if she doesn't eat?
00:42:00We'll use a feeding tube, only as a last resort.
00:42:06Once she gets physically better, she'll regain the mental focus to begin the real work.
00:42:11Which is?
00:42:12Dealing with all the feelings that she starved behind.
00:42:26Alexis?
00:42:27Hi, I'm Phoebe. I'm gonna be your nutritionist.
00:42:30It's Lexi.
00:42:32Lexi. I like it.
00:42:33For starters, can I ask you to stand on the scale backwards?
00:42:43Why are you weighing me backwards?
00:42:45So you don't see your weight.
00:43:04Hey, Harnsberger.
00:43:06You're not gonna pull a Lexi anorexia on us, are you?
00:43:08There's nothing to joke about, Justin.
00:43:12You know it's not.
00:43:15Let's have a fry.
00:43:33Let's see you take a few bites, Lexi.
00:43:45If you don't, no TV, no going outside.
00:43:49They'll keep you in your room like you're sick.
00:43:56My goal, Lexi, is to get you to eat three to five times a day without worrying about your weight.
00:44:01I want you to be able to eat when you're hungry, stop when you're full, and to trust food.
00:44:07How's that sound?
00:44:10Look, you're normal.
00:44:13You can eat normally.
00:44:15I can't. If I do, I get fat.
00:44:19Why don't you tell me what you've been eating?
00:44:21Let's start with breakfast.
00:44:24Some herb tea.
00:44:26Maybe a piece of fruit.
00:44:28Morning snack?
00:44:29Lunch?
00:44:34One cracker.
00:44:36Some carrots or pickles.
00:44:38And water or diet soda.
00:44:42Afternoon snack?
00:44:44Gum.
00:44:46How about dinner?
00:44:48Salad or veggies.
00:44:50Dry, I presume?
00:44:51And, uh, a half cup rice.
00:44:52So we're talking about, say, 500 calories a day?
00:44:59650 max. Like, if I have a non-vite yogurt.
00:45:04Tell me, Lexi, what do you feel your ideal weight is?
00:45:14Maybe...
00:45:16100?
00:45:18You weighed in at 94.
00:45:20And a girl your size should ideally weigh about 125.
00:45:24Forget it. There's no way I'm gaining all that weight back.
00:45:28Do me a favor.
00:45:30Go over to the mirror.
00:45:36Now tell me what you see.
00:45:41Fat thighs.
00:45:43Humongous hips.
00:45:44Kinda like those funhouse mirrors that make you look wider than you are.
00:45:49Yeah, but that's what I really look like, though.
00:45:52I mean, this isn't a trick mirror or anything, is it?
00:45:55No.
00:45:57But your anorexia is.
00:45:59A trick mirror that makes you think what you're seeing is real.
00:46:01What I'm gonna help you do is change the mirror.
00:46:31Is this what you want?
00:46:35Yeah, Mom, I've always wanted a needle in my hand.
00:46:38Okay.
00:46:40You don't care about TV or going outside.
00:46:44What about the phone?
00:46:46There's no one I wanna talk to.
00:46:48Not even Jen.
00:46:49Start eating more than lettuce and you can use the telephone.
00:46:54But they want me to eat a whole meal.
00:46:56I'll talk to them.
00:46:58I'll try to work something out, something more gradual, okay?
00:47:01Okay.
00:47:03Lexi, calm down and relax, all right?
00:47:05Please!
00:47:06Please!
00:47:07What's going on? What in the hell are you doing?
00:47:09Please, Mrs. Archer, please!
00:47:13How dare you order that feeding tube?
00:47:16How dare you not tell me what's going on with my daughter?
00:47:20I'll try to work something out.
00:47:21I'll try to work something out, something more gradual, okay?
00:47:23Okay?
00:47:25No!
00:47:27Lexi, calm down and relax, all right?
00:47:30Please!
00:47:31Take a nice deep breath, please.
00:47:32Take a nice deep breath, please.
00:47:33What's going on?
00:47:34What the hell are you doing?
00:47:35Not with my daughter.
00:47:36I called you.
00:47:37You never return your calls.
00:47:38She needs nutrients, Catherine.
00:47:39This is the only way she's going to get them.
00:47:41She was just about to start eating, Peter.
00:47:44That's not what Dr. Eden said.
00:47:46And you know what, Catherine?
00:47:47I think it probably is a good idea if Lexi came and stayed with me for a while.
00:47:50She doesn't seem to be doing so well here.
00:47:52And, of course, it's my fault.
00:47:53It has nothing to do with the fact that her father abandoned his family.
00:47:57I did not abandon you, Catherine. I gave you notice.
00:48:00Oh, excuse me. I forgot.
00:48:02Besides, you know damn well it was for the best.
00:48:05Best for you, maybe.
00:48:07My God, you are so self-centered.
00:48:09Well, at least I take action.
00:48:11I don't wait until it's too late.
00:48:14Too late for what?
00:48:16A real connection with another human being?
00:48:20She doesn't need the damn tube!
00:48:27Honey, I am so sorry.
00:48:35I know this wasn't fun, but it had to be done.
00:48:41You weren't eating, Lexi.
00:48:42Honey.
00:48:43Honey, you have got to start eating, okay?
00:48:44All right.
00:48:45That's my girl.
00:48:46I love you.
00:48:47I love you.
00:48:48I love you.
00:48:49I love you a lot.
00:48:50You are mine.
00:48:52You are mine.
00:48:53You are mine.
00:48:54You are mine.
00:48:55You are mine.
00:48:56Yeah.
00:48:57Yup.
00:49:02Thank you, I'm sorry.
00:49:03Do you want me to use this room?
00:49:04Again, do you want me to use this room?
00:49:05It's my girl.
00:49:06I love you.
00:49:07You are my own.
00:49:09You are my name.
00:49:28Jen!
00:49:29Bonjour, ma petite abogée.
00:49:32My little eggplant?
00:49:34I love eggplant.
00:49:37Hi.
00:49:38Hello.
00:49:39Not bad.
00:49:41Sort of a club med with nurses.
00:49:45When do you get out?
00:49:47Ten more pounds.
00:49:49Oh, guess what?
00:49:51My parents are buying me a car.
00:49:53What?
00:49:54Are you lucky?
00:49:56What kind of car?
00:49:57I don't know.
00:49:58They won't tell me.
00:49:59They said it's a surprise.
00:50:00That is so cool.
00:50:02Now you can drive me around.
00:50:04Oh, yes.
00:50:05We can go to L.A. or San Francisco.
00:50:08We could drive all the way to New York.
00:50:14Oh.
00:50:16No.
00:50:18I did not forget your birthday.
00:50:20A week ago, right?
00:50:22My sirdam.
00:50:23My soul sister.
00:50:27Jen, I love it.
00:50:30I'm so proud of you for getting better.
00:50:38I'm so proud of you for getting better.
00:50:43You know, you can too.
00:50:46No, not me.
00:50:49Why not?
00:50:53As my dad would say,
00:50:55I just don't want it enough.
00:50:57You know, I like Phoebe's idea
00:51:07about having you plan the meals
00:51:08and even cook some of them.
00:51:11It's better than takeout.
00:51:12Makes a lot.
00:51:14I just wish I would stop gaining.
00:51:16She told you why, honey.
00:51:18I know. I have to get my metabolism back up.
00:51:21And then my set point will eventually
00:51:23drop back down to normal.
00:51:24That's right. Oh, by the way, summer school starts
00:51:26next week, and you still have to make up
00:51:28biology and history.
00:51:30I wish Jen were going.
00:51:34Mom,
00:51:35I'm worried about her.
00:51:37What do you mean?
00:51:41Let's just say that
00:51:42Jen's the one
00:51:43taught me.
00:51:46She taught you what?
00:51:49How to purge.
00:51:51I hate that word.
00:51:53Why don't they just say barf?
00:51:54Are you saying that Jennifer
00:51:55is bulimic?
00:51:59Please don't tell anyone.
00:52:00Mom, you're not going to say anything, right?
00:52:02If she knew that I told you...
00:52:03Well, what about her health?
00:52:05I mean, do you think that she is in any danger, Lexi?
00:52:08Mom, you don't understand.
00:52:11She doesn't want to stop.
00:52:12She can't.
00:52:17Is it going to be, uh,
00:52:18difficult for you to be around her?
00:52:20Mom, what do you mean?
00:52:23I want to be around her.
00:52:24She's my best friend.
00:52:26I didn't say you couldn't be.
00:52:28So calm down.
00:52:29Okay.
00:52:39Let's try it.
00:52:48Hmm.
00:52:49Not bad.
00:52:50You're an amazing cook.
00:52:52Who knew?
00:52:54It's all fresh vegetables and herbs.
00:52:56Oh.
00:52:57Shouldn't soup be hot with noodles in it?
00:53:02I gotta get going.
00:53:04You sure you can't sleep for lunch?
00:53:05Yeah, my parents have some old friends in town
00:53:07and they want to show me off.
00:53:09Smile.
00:53:12I'll pick you up after school tomorrow.
00:53:14We'll go to the beach.
00:53:14Okay.
00:53:15Ciao.
00:53:15Bye.
00:53:17Bye.
00:53:35Hi, Pamela.
00:53:36Hello, Catherine.
00:53:37I was, uh, on my way home from work
00:53:40and I just stopped by to drop off Jennifer's sweater.
00:53:42I think she left it at the clinic.
00:53:43Oh, that's not her sweater.
00:53:45Oh.
00:53:46Well, I thought it was.
00:53:49How's Lexi, by the way?
00:53:50She's much better.
00:53:52Uh, she's started summer school.
00:53:55Hey, actually, Pamela, um,
00:53:59Lexi is worried about Jennifer.
00:54:02What?
00:54:04She thinks that Jennifer may have an eating disorder, too.
00:54:08Jennifer isn't underweight.
00:54:10All you have to do is look at her.
00:54:11I know, but that doesn't mean
00:54:13that she might not be seriously undernourished.
00:54:16You see, bulimics can still maintain
00:54:18their normal body weight
00:54:20and still be in danger.
00:54:21Ah, please.
00:54:21I appreciate your concern,
00:54:23but Jennifer isn't bulimic.
00:54:25I think I would know if she was doing
00:54:27anything like that.
00:54:29That's one of the reasons
00:54:30I decided not to have a career,
00:54:31so I could be here and know what's going on.
00:54:34Well, I understand.
00:54:36I can't, uh,
00:54:36I'm sorry to have bothered you
00:54:39about the sweater.
00:54:40Hey, Lex, I didn't know you were in summer school.
00:55:09Yeah, I got to make up what I missed.
00:55:12Yeah, I heard you had some kind of eating problem.
00:55:15Um, yeah, I'm working on it.
00:55:17I can tell.
00:55:19You can?
00:55:21Yeah, you look good.
00:55:23You know, you're getting way too skinny there.
00:55:27Thanks.
00:55:29Oh, Jen.
00:55:31See you later.
00:55:32See ya.
00:55:32Thanks for telling your mom.
00:55:48Jen, it's me again.
00:55:52Your message tape probably ran out.
00:55:54I called so much,
00:55:55but I really need to talk to you.
00:55:57Um, please call me.
00:56:00Bye.
00:56:04Go away.
00:56:06I said go away.
00:56:07It's, um, vegetable chow mein.
00:56:10I don't want any.
00:56:13Well, I'll leave it here.
00:56:14In case maybe, maybe later.
00:56:17All you care about is whether I eat or not?
00:56:18I'm your mother.
00:56:21I can't help it.
00:56:23Mothers want their children to eat,
00:56:25to grow, to thrive.
00:56:26Well, I can't thrive without friends.
00:56:29And you don't want me to have any,
00:56:30especially Jen.
00:56:31You told me you wanted to help Jennifer.
00:56:35No, I told you not to tell anybody.
00:56:38Especially her mom.
00:56:40Well, Lexi, I'm sorry.
00:56:41Who cares if you're sorry?
00:56:43It doesn't change anything.
00:56:44Jen's not talking to me.
00:56:46She doesn't even want to see me.
00:56:47Lexi, please.
00:56:49Honey, you've got to eat.
00:56:50I hate you.
00:56:54Fine.
00:56:55You can eat it off the floor.
00:57:04Guess what?
00:57:06I'm failing chemistry in summer school, too.
00:57:10It's not your lunch, is it?
00:57:12No, I forgot it at home.
00:57:13Have you seen Jen around?
00:57:18Well, actually, we'll probably see her tonight
00:57:20at the Labor Day weekend party at Mission Beach.
00:57:22Why don't you come with us?
00:57:24No, I can't.
00:57:25I have to study.
00:57:27Come on, Lex.
00:57:28It's Friday night, huh?
00:57:32Maybe.
00:57:33Maybe I'll see you there.
00:57:34All right.
00:57:36All right, throw it.
00:57:37Throw it.
00:57:39Let's move it.
00:57:40All right, let's move it.
00:57:41Let's move it.
00:57:42Six o'clock, here.
00:57:53Six o'clock, here.
00:57:53Hi, Lexi, how you doing?
00:58:17Oh, okay.
00:58:20Coming to groove, right?
00:58:22Uh, yeah.
00:58:23I just forgot something.
00:58:24See you up there.
00:58:25And then there's the Macintosh, which has a tasty skin,
00:58:39but it tends to be mealy.
00:58:41Oh, excuse me for a moment.
00:58:44Hello?
00:58:45Catherine?
00:58:46This is Phoebe Wills.
00:58:48Lexi didn't show up in therapy today.
00:58:50I'm going to get a squat.
00:59:08Oh!
00:59:09Oh!
00:59:10Oh!
00:59:10Oh!
00:59:10Oh!
00:59:11Oh!
00:59:11Oh!
00:59:12Oh!
00:59:12Oh!
00:59:13Oh!
00:59:13Oh!
00:59:14Oh!
00:59:14Oh!
00:59:15Oh!
00:59:16Oh!
00:59:16Oh!
00:59:17Lexi! Hi!
00:59:18Hey, Sarah.
00:59:19So are you gonna play volleyball this year?
00:59:21Maybe. It all depends.
00:59:23No, no, no. You have to. We need you.
00:59:26Well, I have to keep my weight at a certain level
00:59:27or I'm not allowed to exercise.
00:59:29Exercise makes me eat.
00:59:31I'm looking for Jen. Have you seen her?
00:59:34Yeah. She's over there dancing.
00:59:43Yes.
00:59:47Hey, Gabe.
00:59:52Hey.
00:59:53Yeah, Jen's in the zone.
00:59:55I, uh, hope she doesn't fall into the fire.
01:00:03I've never seen her like this.
01:00:05I don't know Jen why. She never drinks.
01:00:07She needs some food.
01:00:09There's nothing around here about some infant chip bags.
01:00:12I could stand a verbi.
01:00:13Deal.
01:00:17Come on. Just feel better once you eat.
01:00:19Feel better if Lexi's not following me around.
01:00:21Who invited her anyway?
01:00:22I did.
01:00:23Yeah.
01:00:24She's spying on me.
01:00:25Maybe I wouldn't have to if we'd return my phone.
01:00:27Whoa, whoa. You guys are just way too intense.
01:00:30Yeah. Give it up.
01:00:32Just stop following me.
01:00:33You and I are not friends anymore.
01:00:35Okay?
01:00:36Jen, this is nuts.
01:00:37Just leave me alone. I can take care of myself.
01:00:39All right.
01:00:41Why is she so mad at you?
01:00:42Because I told something that I wasn't supposed to.
01:01:00Jen, I really need to talk to you.
01:01:03I'm so sorry.
01:01:06Don't you understand that I hate you?
01:01:10I never want to see you again.
01:01:13Okay?
01:01:14Yeah?
01:01:15Whoa!
01:01:16Sure!
01:01:17Justin!
01:01:18Chris!
01:01:19Hey, you're gonna have to.
01:01:22Jen!
01:01:26That's airit, Jen!
01:01:28言ildly.
01:01:30You wanna show up, Jen?
01:01:31Any form or a jour of life?
01:01:32They're gonna have to have to do it easily.
01:01:33Sure!
01:01:34That's an записress.
01:01:35Wow.
01:01:37Some romp saiy, you poor Mr. Eager.
01:01:39She's gone.
01:02:09Then you're saying that she died from shock?
01:02:16I'm saying she died of cardiac arrest, not from the impact.
01:02:21Doctor, I want to know how a young, beautiful, healthy girl dies from a cardiac arrest.
01:02:28She had no history of heart problems?
01:02:30No.
01:02:34Do you know if your daughter was bulimic?
01:02:36What?
01:02:36Did she overeat and then throw it up on a regular basis?
01:02:41Of course not.
01:02:42That's disgusting.
01:02:42Her esophagus was severely lacerated, which is a common symptom of bulimia.
01:02:47We're checking her electrolytes right now to see if there's any imbalance.
01:02:52If there is.
01:02:54It may answer your question.
01:02:56Why your daughter's heart went into cardiac arrest for no apparent reason.
01:03:06Jen!
01:03:07Jen!
01:03:08Jen!
01:03:09Jen!
01:03:10No!
01:03:11Don't go!
01:03:12Jen!
01:03:13Please!
01:03:14Please!
01:03:15Please!
01:03:16Jen!
01:03:17Go back!
01:03:18Jen!
01:03:19Jen!
01:03:20Jen!
01:03:21Jen!
01:03:22Jen!
01:03:24No!
01:03:25Don't go!
01:03:26Jen!
01:03:27Please!
01:03:30Please!
01:03:31Jen!
01:03:32Go back!
01:03:35Jen!
01:03:39Jen!
01:03:40Jen!
01:03:41Judlin!
01:03:59Imagine!
01:04:02That's amazing.
01:04:04Take this.
01:04:04Ar should we get
01:04:05Tomorrow is not going to be outside.
01:04:05When you do the school is waiting?
01:04:06Jen?
01:04:11Jen?
01:04:13Jen?
01:04:28Lexi, telephone. It's your father.
01:04:31I don't want to talk to him.
01:04:34Don't worry, she doesn't talk to any of us.
01:04:36I'll talk to him.
01:04:39No, she's not okay.
01:04:42Her best friend just died, and she thinks it's all her fault.
01:04:49Here, Jill wants to talk to you.
01:04:52Hi, Daddy. Guess what we're having for dinner?
01:04:55Tofu lasagna.
01:04:57Lexi? Dinner?
01:04:59Mom thinks Lexi will eat it because she's a vegetarian, but she won't.
01:05:02She won't. She never eats anything. She's like a ghost.
01:05:06Leave us alone so she can get rid of it.
01:05:08Don't be afraid of it.
01:05:09No, Lexi. Come over to the couch.
01:05:11No, no, Lexi, move her to the couch.
01:05:30Come on, I have to get rid of it, Mom.
01:05:32Please.
01:05:33Come on, Lexi.
01:05:33I have to get rid of it.
01:05:34Wait, wait.
01:05:35My stomach, my stomach hurts.
01:05:37I know, I know, but it's better than throwing it up.
01:05:41Mom, I'm going to get as big as hell.
01:05:43I'm going to explode.
01:05:45That's because you let yourself get too hungry.
01:05:48You don't eat anything all day.
01:05:50I know, but I don't want to get fat.
01:05:52Shh, shh, shh, shh.
01:05:53Please, I have to get rid of it.
01:05:54No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
01:05:55Please, Mom.
01:05:57Close your eyes.
01:05:58I have to.
01:05:59Close your eyes.
01:06:01That's it.
01:06:03That's it.
01:06:05That's it.
01:06:05Shh.
01:06:09Shh.
01:06:10Lexi.
01:06:15Lexi.
01:06:16Lexi.
01:06:17Lexi.
01:06:17Lexi.
01:06:17Lexi.
01:06:18Lexi.
01:06:19Lexi.
01:06:21Lexi.
01:06:23Lexi.
01:06:25Lexi.
01:06:26Lexi.
01:06:27Lexi.
01:06:28Lexi.
01:06:29Lexi.
01:06:31Lexi.
01:06:33Lexi.
01:06:35Lexi.
01:06:36Lexi.
01:06:37Lexi.
01:06:38Lexi.
01:06:39Lexi.
01:06:39Lexi.
01:06:39Lexi.
01:06:40I can't. I can't do this again.
01:06:52You leave me no choice, Lexi.
01:06:54Please, Mom.
01:06:55Don't. Lexi, this is hard enough.
01:07:00If I go in there, I'm going to die.
01:07:03I know I will.
01:07:05No.
01:07:06You're an answer.
01:07:22Why are you doing this to me?
01:07:24Because I don't know what else to do.
01:07:25Now, come on. Get out of the car.
01:07:27Do you hate me?
01:07:32I don't hate you, Lexi.
01:07:33I hate this thing.
01:07:34I mean, this demon that's consuming you.
01:07:38So do I.
01:07:39So fight it, Lexi. Beat it.
01:07:43It is not that easy.
01:07:47I don't have the strength.
01:07:51But Jen did.
01:07:53She was always so strong.
01:07:56Jen is dead.
01:08:01Why aren't I?
01:08:02It's not your fault.
01:08:04Yes, it is.
01:08:07If I had to go to that party, she'd be here now.
01:08:12She wanted to get away because of me, because I was at the party.
01:08:17Don't you see?
01:08:19If I had to go to that party, she wouldn't have gotten hit.
01:08:22God.
01:08:38God.
01:08:38God.
01:08:39Promise me that she'll start to eat again.
01:08:59Promise me you'll try.
01:09:09What I'd like to do is take my two-week vacation.
01:09:12Now?
01:09:13Starting tomorrow.
01:09:14We're very busy right now, Catherine. This isn't the best time.
01:09:17I know, but Lexi's health, her life as it's taken, I have to be there for her, Ted.
01:09:23I don't understand why you just can't make her eat.
01:09:26I mean, my kids give me trouble. I ground them for a week.
01:09:29That's the problem. Everybody thinks it's so simple, but it's not.
01:09:34Anyway, she's already grounded herself.
01:09:37She doesn't do anything. She's too weak to do anything.
01:09:41Sounds to me like she just doesn't want to go to school.
01:09:45Do you know how many girls die of anorexia in this country every year?
01:09:50I'm talking mostly high-achieving, straight-A students.
01:09:53I remember about Karen Carpenter.
01:09:56I don't want my daughter to be one of them.
01:10:00Okay.
01:10:03Thanks, Ted.
01:10:04I fell asleep.
01:10:18What time is it?
01:10:20My God, it's almost three.
01:10:25How about some yogurt?
01:10:27You think you can handle that?
01:10:28Here.
01:10:39Here.
01:10:40It's nonfat.
01:10:42I want you to try a little.
01:10:45Alexa, you said you were going to try.
01:10:48Please.
01:10:48Please.
01:10:48I killed her, Mom.
01:10:56You didn't kill her.
01:10:59Her bulimia killed her.
01:11:01Just because her parents don't want to believe it.
01:11:05I just want to disappear.
01:11:13Lexi!
01:11:14No!
01:11:15Damn it.
01:11:20Damn it.
01:11:21Shit.
01:11:29Damn it.
01:11:31Damn it.
01:11:33Damn it.
01:11:34Damn it.
01:11:35Damn it.
01:11:37I can honor you.
01:11:37I can't really approach this home tonight.
01:11:39I can't believe $10.
01:11:40Damn it.
01:11:40Damn it.
01:11:41Damn it.
01:11:41Damn it.
01:11:41Lexi!
01:11:56Lexi!
01:11:58Oh, my God.
01:12:01Lexi.
01:12:03Lexi.
01:12:11I remember the night that you were born.
01:12:19I loved nursing you.
01:12:22I needed you as much as you needed me.
01:12:26You latched on and started sucking like a little pro,
01:12:29and all that pressure inside of me was gone.
01:12:35And when you were done, your little head rolled back.
01:12:41You looked so completely full and satisfied.
01:12:47Then I'd pick you up on my shoulder right next to my face.
01:12:52You smelled so sweet.
01:12:56Pat your little back until you let out a great, big,
01:13:00beautiful burp.
01:13:06So easy then.
01:13:11Honey, we still need each other.
01:13:15And sooner or later, you're going to have to eat.
01:13:25I haven't gotten you this far to want you to die.
01:13:27I haven't gotten you this far to want you to die.
01:13:44That's good, Lex.
01:13:45Just a little at a time.
01:13:49I love you.
01:13:50You know that, don't you?
01:13:57Here we go.
01:14:11Peter, what are you doing here?
01:14:12Where is she?
01:14:13Daddy.
01:14:15Lexi.
01:14:17Oh, my God.
01:14:22She needs to be in a hospital.
01:14:24She didn't want to go.
01:14:25So I heard.
01:14:25As usual, not from you.
01:14:26I would have called you if she'd gone.
01:14:28So you took this whole thing into your entirely amateur hands?
01:14:31I am her mother, not an amateur.
01:14:33But you are not an expert, Catherine.
01:14:35Peter, she's eating and she's slowly gaining.
01:14:37Look at her, Catherine.
01:14:38She looks terrible.
01:14:39She can't even raise her head.
01:14:41I'm going to take her back to the hospital.
01:14:42No, Daddy, please don't make me go there.
01:14:44Honey, I am not doing this to be mean, but I cannot and I will not let you die.
01:14:48Mom doesn't want me to die either.
01:14:50You can't do this, Peter.
01:14:52Damn it.
01:14:52You can't do it.
01:14:52Damn it, Catherine.
01:14:54Does Dr. Eden know what the hell is going on here?
01:14:56What is going on here is that I am doing my best to reparent her.
01:15:00Reparent?
01:15:00What the hell is that?
01:15:02Is that some kind of psycho babble?
01:15:04Well, whatever it is, I'm sure you'll find fault with it.
01:15:07Do you want to gamble with our daughter's life, Catherine?
01:15:08Is that what you want to do?
01:15:10We know the feeding tube works.
01:15:12But it's only temporary.
01:15:14I am trying to turn things around here.
01:15:16And what makes you think you can do that, Catherine?
01:15:21I don't know.
01:15:23Except that I believe in her.
01:15:25And, Peter, you have to believe in her, too.
01:15:28Just... just give me a week, please.
01:15:37I can't do that.
01:15:38I can't do that, Catherine.
01:15:39I'm going to pack her things.
01:15:40No, damn it.
01:15:42This is my house, and I want you out of here now.
01:15:46You forget that I have got sole custody of her.
01:15:48You forget I'm her father.
01:15:50When you feel like it.
01:15:51Stop it, both of you.
01:15:54Just stop fighting, please.
01:15:58I'll be back.
01:16:00You're this with me, too.
01:16:18I'll be back.
01:16:19Why is it so hard for you just to eat?
01:16:41I'm sorry, Mom.
01:16:44I know I'm disappointing you.
01:16:46You're not disappointing me, Lexi.
01:16:50You're scaring me.
01:16:53I wish I could make everything the way it used to be.
01:17:03Hello?
01:17:08You what?
01:17:19That was your father.
01:17:24He's, uh...
01:17:26He's coming tomorrow to take you to the hospital.
01:17:31There's nothing I can do.
01:17:33He has a court order.
01:17:35Lexi.
01:17:35Damn it, stop it!
01:17:37What are you doing?
01:17:39I can't be this morning.
01:17:41Lexi, I know...
01:17:43I know you're angry.
01:17:44You're angry at me.
01:17:48All of this has to do with me, doesn't it?
01:17:50Something I was supposed to be as a mother?
01:17:53Something I missed or something I wasn't aware of?
01:17:56Or something I did too much of or too little of or not at all?
01:18:00What is it?
01:18:01Tell me!
01:18:02Why do I think if I love you enough, you'll stop starving yourself?
01:18:09I want you to be your only person, Lexi.
01:18:13But I'm afraid if I let you go, you won't love yourself enough to make it.
01:18:19I have to let you go.
01:18:32Don't I?
01:18:39I'm not going to stop you, Lexi.
01:18:43Whether you live...
01:18:45Or you...
01:18:47Die...
01:18:48It's up to you now.
01:18:53You're on your own.
01:19:18I don't want to die.
01:19:44I don't want to die.
01:19:50I don't want to die.
01:20:02It's not some word.
01:20:32I gave you no choice, Captain.
01:20:38Fine.
01:20:42Lexi, your father's here.
01:20:53What, you ready? Did you pack?
01:20:55Yeah, I packed last night, but...
01:20:58I don't think I need to go.
01:21:02Honey, I didn't go through all this to have an argument.
01:21:04I'm going to take you to the hospital. That's fine.
01:21:06You always do this, Peter.
01:21:08Wait until things are at their worst and come in and take over.
01:21:11Good, Catherine. At least finally you meant that things are bad.
01:21:14Lexi, let's go.
01:21:14No, Daddy.
01:21:15No, it's not an option. Where's your bag?
01:21:17Dad, this isn't your problem.
01:21:20It's not Mom's either.
01:21:22It's mine.
01:21:24And I need to deal with it.
01:21:26Whether I go to the hospital or not really isn't the point.
01:21:29Yes, it is a point.
01:21:30Listen to her, Peter.
01:21:32She's trying to tell you something.
01:21:34I know.
01:21:34She is trying to tell me she's not going to the hospital.
01:21:36No, I'm telling you that you're not going to ride in here on a white horse and save me, Daddy.
01:21:42I have to save myself.
01:21:44Lexi, all I want is for you to be well again.
01:21:58That is absolutely all I want.
01:22:03Do you understand that?
01:22:04I love you.
01:22:11I love you very, very much.
01:22:15And I promise you that I will always be here for you.
01:22:20Lookin' good, Lexi.
01:22:30You keep your weight stable for four more weeks and you can play volleyball again.
01:22:34Really?
01:22:34Mm-hmm.
01:22:35I know.
01:22:36It doesn't leave you many games.
01:22:38But your bones and muscles are still recouping their nutritional losses.
01:22:42Will you come and watch?
01:22:44You bet.
01:22:45I'll even cheer.
01:22:47Cool.
01:22:47Are you still thinking about going to live with Dad?
01:22:54No, not really.
01:22:57So, are you okay now?
01:23:04Yes, definitely better.
01:23:07But it's still a struggle.
01:23:09You know, every day I wake up and I ask myself, Lexi, are you going to hate yourself or are you going to love yourself?
01:23:15I never ask myself stuff like that.
01:23:21Well, I do and I probably will for a while.
01:23:26Do you love yourself today?
01:23:29Yeah, I do, actually.
01:23:31I even love you today.
01:23:43Now that Lexi's back, maybe we'll win.
01:23:45Lexi, I'm putting you into set.
01:23:51We'll see how it goes.
01:23:52You let me know if you want out.
01:23:53Okay.
01:23:54Okay.
01:23:55All right.
01:23:55No earrings, no bobby pins.
01:23:58Spit out the gum, Sarah.
01:24:00Oh, Lexi, you'll have to remove that bracelet.
01:24:01Okay.
01:24:01Oh, Lexi, you'll have to remove that bracelet.
01:24:03Okay, guys, come on.
01:24:30Time for a cheer.
01:24:35Woo!
01:24:36Whoo!
01:24:37Whoo!
01:24:38Hawaii!
01:24:39All thatume.
01:24:39Whoo!
01:24:39Guys!
01:24:43Whoo!
01:24:52Whoo!
01:24:53Whoo!
01:24:55Whoo!
01:24:55Nice!
01:24:57Woo hoo!
01:25:11Let's go, let's go!
01:25:13Woo!
01:25:15Woo!
01:25:19Oh my gosh!
01:25:21Good luck, baby!
01:25:25Woo-hoo!
01:25:30Woo-hoo!
01:25:32Woo!
01:25:33Woo!
01:25:34Woo!
01:25:55Woo-hoo!
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01:25:58Woo-hoo!
01:25:59Woo-hoo!
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