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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I can't put my wallet.
00:01:34There we go.
00:01:35No, no.
00:01:36I can't put my wallet.
00:01:39There we go.
00:01:40No, there's a missing piece.
00:01:41I could have the missing piece.
00:01:42Somewhere.
00:01:43Maybe it's in my car.
00:01:45Here we go.
00:01:47Yeah.
00:01:48No.
00:01:49No, no.
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00:01:58No, no, no.
00:01:59Hey, she's lost her purse, her purse.
00:02:01There's nothing,
00:02:05she interviewed her.
00:02:06Can you tell her a minute?
00:02:08It's just a question for someone right now.
00:02:09On thepost on the court.
00:02:11Did we establish a Serra phone now?
00:02:13What is this?
00:02:14What did you do?
00:02:15She's lost her purse...
00:02:16But she doesn't have anything...
00:02:18but everything.
00:02:19Can you just give me a moment?
00:02:20She's still sitting here there and she takes care of herself.
00:02:21Unm.
00:02:21You don't get one second王's we justpeace.
00:02:26Come on, sonny! Come on, mommy!
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Um...
00:02:36The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Dana, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need... we need... we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, son.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:27Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:28The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:29Yes, I have them here.
00:03:30Okay.
00:03:31Five, five, three, three.
00:03:33Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:34Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:35Nine, nine, nine, ten.
00:03:36All right.
00:03:37I'm going to go to the office.
00:03:38I'm going to go to the office.
00:03:39I'm going to go to the office.
00:03:40I'm going to go to the office.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:52Five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:59Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:01Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:07I don't know.
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:20Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:46Do you feel okay?
00:08:11I don't know.
00:08:41I don't know.
00:09:11Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26I'll see you later.
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man,
00:11:18he had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night, cappuccino.
00:11:26Good night.
00:11:27Good night.
00:11:27Good night.
00:11:28Good night.
00:11:28Good night.
00:11:28Good night.
00:11:28Good night.
00:11:28Good night.
00:11:44We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified,
00:12:05but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia,
00:12:24or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:40That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:24Andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Sì.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Oh, fuck.
00:15:49Want to give me 10, please?
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:5010.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5110.
00:15:58One?
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:33What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:47Can you imagine?
00:16:48Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:49That would suck.
00:16:57In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:32I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:33I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:34I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:35Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:36But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:37My first time out of the US.
00:17:38How old are you?
00:17:39I'm 19.
00:17:40It's my birthday today.
00:17:41Is it really?
00:17:42Uh huh.
00:17:43Happy birthday.
00:17:44Thank you very much.
00:17:45Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:46Fuck the relic dolphins.
00:17:47I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:17:51I'll tell you the short version.
00:17:52Basically I used to have ancestors in Ischia so when I come over I Facebook this second
00:17:56cousin twice removed.
00:17:57The second cousin twice removed in case you didn't know is when one person's great grandparent
00:17:59is another person's great great great great grandparent.
00:18:04I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:09Sorry anyway.
00:18:10So this relative gave me a joke like a joke.
00:18:13A joke.
00:18:14I have a joke.
00:18:15I'm a joke.
00:18:16Really?
00:18:17I can't answer my jokes.
00:18:18I never have a joke.
00:18:19I can't answer my jokes.
00:18:20All the jokes.
00:18:21I've also been sharing my jokes.
00:18:22name of this great uncle who lives on the island so i show up i he answers the door and he's like
00:18:28the oldest i've ever seen easily pushing a hundred hundred yeah if not older he's like deaf and blind
00:18:36and about four feet tall he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect ushers me
00:18:41inside pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment and uh yeah i never left
00:18:52so
00:19:22Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:02You hungry?
00:21:03Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:04Yeah.
00:21:05Alright then.
00:21:06Okay.
00:21:07Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:14Red.
00:21:15Red.
00:21:16Red.
00:21:17Uh-huh.
00:21:19Grazie.
00:21:20So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:34I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:49I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17No.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:34Oh God.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:14That is like...
00:23:15It's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37You make it sound perverse.
00:23:38That's what it was, right?
00:23:39Buongiorno.
00:23:40Buongiorno.
00:23:41Senori.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Senori.
00:23:53I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:02I'm sorry.
00:24:03I'm sorry.
00:24:05Excuse me.
00:24:06It was your surprise.
00:24:07Yes, thank you.
00:24:08You can take it away.
00:24:09Yes, thank you.
00:24:12I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:15Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:16I think I might have.
00:24:17Tell me.
00:24:18No.
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00:25:11No.
00:25:12broken. There's this moment in the tape. I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my
00:25:24flight. And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark
00:25:31on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different
00:25:36perspective. But... I don't know if it's that interesting. That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself. Maybe. Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing. All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo. Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:33What do you mean I'm ready?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh my god.
00:26:42Oh my gosh.
00:26:43Oh my gosh.
00:26:44Oh no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55It's the carabinerary.
00:26:56Please!
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59No.
00:27:00Yeah, yeah.
00:27:01Oh no.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06Oh my gosh.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:09Get back behind me.
00:27:10Oh my gosh.
00:27:12Oh my gosh.
00:27:13I'll go.
00:27:16Oh my gosh.
00:27:20Oh no.
00:27:21Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running out.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills
00:28:35and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40You're enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Have a bye.
00:29:39Bye.
00:29:40Bye.
00:30:00Bye.
00:30:31You're awake.
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through.
00:30:57Nice.
00:31:01There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you
00:31:09do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing
00:31:15the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:26seat.
00:31:28They stay with me too.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:38Tony.
00:31:40Got some pastries.
00:31:44You're still asleep.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36Jane.
00:32:37Jane.
00:32:38Jane.
00:32:39Jane.
00:32:40Jane.
00:32:41Jane.
00:32:42Jane.
00:32:43Jane.
00:32:44Jane.
00:32:45Jane.
00:32:46Jane.
00:32:47Jane.
00:32:48Jane.
00:32:49Jane.
00:32:50Jane.
00:32:51Jane.
00:32:52Jane.
00:32:53Jane.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:11Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:40How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:53Jane?
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh my God.
00:34:01This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi. No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:04We were? That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:08Yeah.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11I'm going to have a chance of a wrap.
00:34:12I know, right?
00:34:13I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:14That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:18Can I have the check, please?
00:34:19Can I have the check, please?
00:34:20Okay.
00:34:21In a cafe, play, play?
00:34:24Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:25Jane?
00:34:26Jane?
00:34:27Jane?
00:34:28You don't smoke?
00:34:29Yes, I do.
00:34:30Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:31You didn't know that.
00:34:32Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:33I don't do it a lot.
00:34:34No, no, no.
00:34:35No, no, no, no.
00:34:36No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play, play?
00:34:42Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:47Jane?
00:34:49You don't smoke?
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day
00:35:22in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything,
00:35:29and they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves,
00:35:35and this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:54Go on.
00:35:58You're selling my ant.
00:36:01Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:26I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:34Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:35This and that, you know.
00:36:36Shall we?
00:36:37What time to go?
00:36:38Already?
00:36:39Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:40Um...
00:36:41Okay, we are just making these key MCX all the time.
00:36:43This and that, you know.
00:36:45Shall we?
00:36:47What time to go?
00:36:48Already?
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:50I got to get back to work.
00:36:52Hmm.
00:36:57So what's the next new agenda?
00:37:00Caleb?
00:37:02Umm, I'm thinking� Tibet.
00:37:05Oh, Tibet really?
00:37:06Yeah, there was this thing called
00:37:09Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:15The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:39Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere for fun, you know.
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door. Come around the side.
00:37:56I need Regina.
00:37:59Alicia.
00:38:01There you go.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:20How stoned are you?
00:38:22Come on, man.
00:38:23We should tell him it's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30No.
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm flying from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:00Hey.
00:39:01Hey.
00:39:02God, you scared me.
00:39:03Are you following me?
00:39:05Maybe.
00:39:06Is that weird?
00:39:07Yeah.
00:39:08Hey.
00:39:09Hey.
00:39:10Hey.
00:39:11Hey.
00:39:12Hey.
00:39:13Hey.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15Hey.
00:39:16Hey.
00:39:17Hey.
00:39:18Hey.
00:39:19Hey.
00:39:20Hey.
00:39:21Hey.
00:39:22Hey.
00:39:23Hey.
00:39:24Hey.
00:39:25Hey.
00:39:26Hey.
00:39:27Hey.
00:39:28Hey.
00:39:29Hi.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36They told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:28What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:58I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:37Don't follow me.
00:41:40I can't do this a lot anymore.
00:41:43Very good.
00:41:45I can't do it.
00:41:47I'll be back.
00:41:49She is ready.
00:41:50I can't do it.
00:41:52I can't do it.
00:41:55I can't do it.
00:41:57I can't do it.
00:41:59Oh, my God.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:57I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I don't know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31I don't know.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Do you want me to hand over my mouth?
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:15Come on.
00:46:15Come on.
00:48:46Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:18I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:25Okay.
00:49:26I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:28Okay.
00:49:28Okay.
00:49:29Okay.
00:49:30Okay.
00:49:39I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:41Okay.
00:49:41Okay.
00:49:42Okay.
00:49:43I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:43Okay.
00:49:43Okay.
00:49:44Okay.
00:52:45Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:57You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24Want a drink?
00:53:49Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, just shuffled around all night.
00:54:14Must be lonely.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:18You make me feel alive.
00:54:24Yeah.
00:54:28Yeah.
00:54:29Yeah.
00:54:30Yeah.
00:54:31Yeah.
00:54:32Yeah.
00:54:36Yeah.
00:54:41Yeah.
00:54:41Yeah.
00:54:41Yeah.
00:54:41Yeah.
00:54:42That's it.
00:54:42Yeah.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39I never tell you.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:53Okay.
00:56:54Okay.
00:56:55Okay.
00:56:56Okay.
00:56:57Okay.
00:56:58Okay.
00:56:59Okay.
00:57:00Okay.
00:57:01If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:37I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:36I'll tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:41I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:42I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:43I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:44I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:45I don't know what you want me to say.
00:58:46I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:47I don't know what you want me to say.
00:58:48I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:52I don't know.
00:58:53I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:59I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:06I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:29If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:40Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:45With the book?
00:59:49No, with my life.
00:59:56This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:18The horses.
01:00:19The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:34Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49Duke.
01:00:50He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:00:56They were lovely days, really.
01:01:02They're gone.
01:01:03They're gone.
01:01:04For me.
01:01:05Jane.
01:01:06But not for you.
01:01:07Jane.
01:01:08You know, it's different for you.
01:01:09In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:10You haven't got the war.
01:01:11People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:12But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:13You've got to make your own life.
01:01:14One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:19Time is shiftable.
01:01:20Time is shiftable.
01:01:21Time is shiftable.
01:01:22Time is shiftable.
01:01:23There are moments in my life in my life in my life in my life.
01:01:24Time is shiftable.
01:01:28There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:29That's the truth.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:31You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:33Time is shiftable.
01:01:34Time is shiftable.
01:01:35There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:52That's the truth.
01:01:53You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:01:54It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning
01:01:59for the first time.
01:02:00Sorry.
01:02:01Ah!
01:02:02What is it?
01:02:03Ah!
01:02:04Ah, you...
01:02:05Ah!
01:02:06You all right?
01:02:07Ah!
01:02:08What is it?
01:02:09Ah!
01:02:10Ah!
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13Ah!
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20Ah!
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah.
01:02:25Stunned my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:28Ah!
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Ah!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:38Ah!
01:02:39Ah!
01:02:40I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51She's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:53And I'm going with them.
01:02:56I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:01I want you to come with me.
01:03:02I want you to come with me.
01:03:04I want you to come with me.
01:03:12I want you to go with me.
01:03:14Farrah's fan, he's done.
01:03:17Oh, my God.
01:03:19Mr.
01:03:59Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:25I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:12I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:24I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46I want you to do what you need in the train station.
01:10:50I will fear you.
01:11:02This is a huge issue.
01:11:39Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:48You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:09Hi.
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01:13:08Hi.
01:13:09Hi.
01:13:10Hi.
01:13:11Hi.
01:13:12Hi.
01:13:13Oh, my God.
01:13:43Oh, my God.
01:14:13Sir.
01:14:43Jay!
01:14:45You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:29I'm writing you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:15:59Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:05Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:21She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
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