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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30The traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32I'm going to be so many women.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35In this one, in the first place...
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51The room is in case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53It's not missing case.
00:01:54It's not missing case.
00:01:55It's somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What are you doing?
00:02:02What do you think?
00:02:04Oh no, he has not been chasing her.
00:02:06There is nothing here.
00:02:08You can just give her a minute.
00:02:10You know, she was sitting here.
00:02:12One moment, one moment...
00:02:14I don't know, no matter what I'm saying.
00:02:16I'm going to go.
00:02:18I don't know.
00:02:20You just give her a minute?
00:02:22I don't know if she was sitting there.
00:02:24I don't know if she was in a car.
00:02:26I don't know if she was in a car.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay.
00:03:36Five-five-three-three.
00:03:38Seven-six-four-five.
00:03:40Eight-seven-eight-seven.
00:03:42Nine-one-five-seven.
00:03:44Nine-one-five-seven.
00:03:46Nine-one-five-seven.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
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00:04:009-1-5-7
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00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working.
00:04:18Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47I think the whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:57Okay.
00:04:58Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:05I don't know.
00:06:06I don't know.
00:06:07I don't know.
00:06:08You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20That's what you're doing.
00:06:21I'm done, darling.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't
00:06:50I.
00:06:50Jen, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:07:10I love you.
00:07:15I love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40You just want to.
00:07:41You're right.
00:08:10I don't know.
00:08:40I don't know.
00:09:10Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:21testing, testing. Okay. Do you have any stories for my book? What kind of stories? Stories
00:10:30are you prepared? Or I can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about. Go ahead
00:10:35and ask from your father's list. God rest his soul. Let's start with the war. We went
00:10:40into an air raid shelter. My mother, your great grandmother, she was shaking. Sirens wailed
00:10:47and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us, he said, I was in a shelter
00:10:54last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away. There was blood
00:11:00in his hair. He was all alone. That nearly finished my mother, you know. Here we were
00:11:09in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines
00:11:14and this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:44We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us. We jumped into
00:12:02a hedge. We were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing. Feels now as if I'm
00:12:10the only one who remembers that. It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:17Oh, hi Leonard. It's Jane. I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia. Or, um, Iskia,
00:12:25as they pronounce it. See, I'm learning a little bit. Um, anyway, I'll be home later. I hope
00:12:31you have a good day. Bye. Those friends are all dead now. There's no one left. That's
00:12:38one of my regrets, you know. Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your
00:12:43father. You're all alone now that your parents are gone. No brothers, no sisters. I'm upsetting you.
00:12:48Let's talk about something else. You want to ask me more boring questions about the war? All right then.
00:12:55Uh, scusi, scusi, um, the castle? Castle, parlato inglese? No, no, no. No? Um, castello
00:13:22arreganese? Ah, andare. Andare? Andare? Andare? Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck. The bullet went in one side and came out the other. And
00:13:36there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the German
00:13:40side and which was the Allied side. When he came home after something like that, you couldn't
00:13:47really complain to him about anything, now could you? I'm actually going there now.
00:13:51To the castle. You speak English now? Yeah. Why, do you think I was Italian? Yeah. Yes!
00:13:57That's great. That's cool. Hey, hey, hey. Where are you from? London. No, in America. Come on.
00:14:05Maine. No, shit. I'm from Massachusetts. That's crazy. That's weird. Right? Vacation? No. Are you? What? Are you here on vacation?
00:14:15Oh. Sorry. I thought you were saying you were on vacation. Me? No. So come on.
00:14:25My husband is working in Naples. What does he do? He is playing in a concert at the end of the night. Cool. What does he play? Viola.
00:14:37Mm, mm, mm. The Viola. You any good? Yes. Very.
00:14:47How do you keep your violin from getting stolen? You put it in a Viola case. Right? That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a Viola and a Coffin? A Coffin has a dead person on the inside. Because Viola players are dead? No? Why is a Viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:11Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it. I can't help it. I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like ten and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right. And I'm an only child so, you know, understand. You look too young to be married. You newlywed? No. No.
00:15:37No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. You're coming. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. Oh hey, have you got fifty cents?
00:16:04If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:34What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed under this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales
00:17:32and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:45But, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Hello.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia.
00:18:09So when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know,
00:18:14is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway.
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island.
00:18:24So I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen.
00:18:30Easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect,
00:18:39ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:02So I will get to know.
00:19:03So I can now send myself down,
00:19:04while I'm doing a Fine Kdiatribe
00:19:17is鬼.
00:19:22I would like to know.
00:19:24Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02The woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem. Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:06You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:14All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:09You wanna listen?
00:22:10A little?
00:22:11Yeah.
00:22:12Yeah?
00:22:13Yeah, I know it.
00:22:14I love to listen.
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah.
00:22:18Yeah, I know it.
00:22:19I love to listen.
00:22:20All tangled up.
00:22:21Oh, God.
00:22:22Okay.
00:22:23Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:28These days, people whine about all sorts of things and I'm not one of those old people
00:22:33who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:38We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing that made me do not.
00:22:42No, I'm not.
00:22:43No, I'm not.
00:22:44No, I'm not.
00:22:45No, I'm not.
00:22:46No, no.
00:22:47No, no.
00:22:48No, no, no.
00:22:49No, no.
00:22:50No, no.
00:22:51No, no, no.
00:22:52No, no, no.
00:22:53No, no.
00:22:54No, no, no.
00:22:55No, no, no.
00:22:56No, no.
00:22:57it was nothing like it really brought people together the war we we helped each other during
00:23:04that time we had to laugh we had to smile well if not for ourselves then for the people we'd lost
00:23:11i'll shut that thing off would you get it out of my face
00:23:15that is like it's like a window in time
00:23:21this sort of thing which you always did before someone died you know
00:23:26my husband thinks i'm never gonna finish it i shouldn't care what anyone thinks we met while
00:23:33i was recording her bonding over granny huh make it sound perverse that's what it was right
00:23:41i got pregnant so we got married
00:23:55i lost the baby
00:24:02i'm sorry
00:24:06i didn't go back after that to the states
00:24:31did you uh did you ever hear that story about the red strain
00:24:40i think i might have tell me
00:24:45it's like this asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like uh your soulmate
00:24:57or your family or you know someone you bump into on the street we're all connected by this red string
00:25:05it can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:12there's this moment in the tape i'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:24and i'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how i'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and
00:25:31how i'm gonna show world war two from a totally different perspective
00:25:35but
00:25:42i don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:47that's the whole point isn't it
00:25:50keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:54maybe
00:25:55maybe
00:25:56maybe
00:25:57maybe i just want to write about nothing
00:26:01everything is nothing
00:26:03all the best
00:26:06yeah
00:26:07no
00:26:08yeah
00:26:09that's it
00:26:12make a wish
00:26:13i
00:26:14make it great
00:26:16okay
00:26:21bravo bravo
00:26:26hey
00:26:27hey
00:26:38hey
00:26:40hey
00:26:53what
00:26:55There's a carbonara!
00:26:57There's a place!
00:27:03We can't go back, we can go back and get arrested.
00:27:09We can't pay behind us.
00:27:11Oh, God!
00:27:13Oh, God!
00:27:15Oh, God!
00:27:17Oh, God!
00:27:19Oh, God!
00:27:21Oh, God!
00:27:23There you go.
00:27:25There you go.
00:27:27Did it make you feel better if I said I said no one day up?
00:27:29Yes, it's true.
00:27:31Yes, it's true.
00:27:33I made the check
00:27:35when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:37You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're really horrible.
00:27:45Let's go.
00:27:47Let's go.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:55I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:57I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:07Oh, my gosh.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:19We come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe it's not a no.
00:28:27And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:29you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:35No.
00:28:39Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go.
00:28:51Catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists
00:29:05keep their viola cases
00:29:07on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:39Sure.
00:29:47God bless you.
00:30:17God bless you.
00:30:47God bless you.
00:30:49Are you awake?
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:47You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:02Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:04Janey.
00:32:05Janey.
00:32:06Janey.
00:32:07Janey.
00:32:08Janey.
00:32:09Janey.
00:32:10Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Janey.
00:32:14Janey.
00:32:15Janey.
00:32:16Janey.
00:32:17Janey.
00:32:18Janey.
00:32:19Janey.
00:32:20Janey.
00:32:21Janey.
00:32:22Janey.
00:32:23Janey.
00:32:24Janey.
00:32:25Janey.
00:32:26Janey.
00:32:27Janey.
00:32:28Janey.
00:32:29Janey.
00:32:30Janey.
00:32:31Janey.
00:32:32Janey.
00:32:33Janey.
00:32:34Janey.
00:32:35Janey.
00:32:36There were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility.
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met.
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:35How's work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no.
00:34:04We were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit.
00:34:08Please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:09What?
00:34:11Ugh.
00:34:12You have a chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:25Let's see.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:56You got it.
00:37:57Don't need Regina.
00:38:02There we go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:08Hey.
00:38:09Ciao.
00:38:10How stoned are you?
00:38:11Come on, man.
00:38:12We should tell him to pop.
00:38:13It's not a big deal.
00:38:14So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:17Occasionally.
00:38:18Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:21Sure.
00:38:22I'm flying from here.
00:38:23Okay.
00:38:24I'll see you after work.
00:38:25Yep.
00:38:26I'll be waiting.
00:38:27I'll see you after work.
00:38:28I'll be waiting.
00:38:29I can't wait.
00:38:30Come on, man.
00:38:31We should tell him to pop.
00:38:32It's not a big deal.
00:38:33So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:34Occasionally.
00:38:35Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:36Sure.
00:38:37I'm flying from here.
00:38:39Okay.
00:38:40I'll see you after work.
00:38:41Yep.
00:38:42I'll be waiting.
00:38:52Oh, my God, you scared me.
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:18Maybe.
00:39:19Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you, and I can't believe I found you.
00:39:49I just wanna go with you.
00:39:51I just want to go with me.
00:39:55I'm sorry.
00:39:57I have to go with you.
00:39:59I still do.
00:40:01I'm sorry.
00:40:03What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:41:03I can't do this.
00:41:07What?
00:41:08What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:31Don't feel like me.
00:41:35Don't feel like me.
00:41:36Don't feel like me.
00:41:40Don't feel like me.
00:41:41Don't feel like me, talk to people.
00:41:44Don't feel like nothing.
00:41:45With you.
00:41:49It's all right.
00:42:51My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56And he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I've got you.
00:44:21Bye.
00:44:21Bye.
00:44:22Bye.
00:44:22Bye.
00:44:23Bye.
00:44:27Bye.
00:44:28Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36All right.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:27What did you do?
00:46:28What did you do?
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:30What did you do?
00:46:31What did you do?
00:46:32What did you do?
00:46:33What did you do?
00:46:34What did you do?
00:46:35What did you do?
00:46:36What did you do?
00:46:37What did you do?
00:46:38What did you do?
00:46:39What did you do?
00:46:40What did you do?
00:46:41What did you do?
00:46:42What did you do?
00:46:43What did you do?
00:46:44What did you do?
00:46:45What did you do?
00:46:46What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:46:48What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:50What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:46:52What did you do?
00:46:53What did you do?
00:46:54CHOIR SINGS
00:47:24CHOIR SINGS
00:47:54CHOIR SINGS
00:48:24CHOIR SINGS
00:48:26CHOIR SINGS
00:48:28CHOIR SINGS
00:48:30CHOIR SINGS
00:48:32CHOIR SINGS
00:48:36CHOIR SINGS
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00:48:42CHOIR SINGS
00:48:44CHOIR SINGS
00:48:54CHOIR SINGS
00:48:56CHOIR SINGS
00:48:58CHOIR SINGS
00:49:00CHOIR SINGS
00:49:02CHOIR SINGS
00:49:04CHOIR SINGS
00:49:06CHOIR SINGS
00:49:08CHOIR SINGS
00:49:10CHOIR SINGS
00:49:12I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:42I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:12I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:42I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:12I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:42I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:54I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:24I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:36I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:54Were you?
00:52:58You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:10You make me feel nervous.
00:53:22You make me feel calm.
00:53:34You make me feel calm.
00:53:46You want a drink?
00:53:50You make me feel calm.
00:54:02You make me feel calm.
00:54:06You make me feel calm.
00:54:07You make me feel calm.
00:54:18It must be lonely.
00:54:48It must be lonely.
00:55:18It must be lonely.
00:55:48It must be lonely.
00:55:50It must be lonely.
00:55:52It must be lonely.
00:55:54It must be lonely.
00:56:00It must be lonely.
00:56:02It must be lonely.
00:56:04It must be lonely.
00:56:08It must be lonely.
00:56:10I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:36Leonard.
00:56:38Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:54Okay.
00:56:56Okay.
00:56:58Okay.
00:57:00Okay.
00:57:02Okay.
00:57:04Okay.
00:57:06Okay.
00:57:08Okay.
00:57:26If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:30There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:36That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:50Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:58:00If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02I worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:26Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I can't tell you.
00:58:42I can't tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:58I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:02I don't know what you want me to say.
00:59:04I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:08I don't know what you want me to say.
00:59:10I don't know what you want me to say.
00:59:12I don't know what you want me to say.
00:59:14One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:19The horses.
01:00:20Yeah.
01:00:21The horses back then they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:48He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:31You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:10Oh, sorry.
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Oh!
01:02:15Oh, you...
01:02:18You alright?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24Stunned my towel.
01:02:25Oh!
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:27Oh, it's fine.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:34Yes.
01:02:35Oh!
01:02:36Fucker.
01:02:37Fucker.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night.
01:02:49Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:56I want you to come with me.
01:03:26Looking out, there, is more than these African countries.
01:03:28You have to shoot me.
01:03:29You're looking for three miles of black.
01:03:30Yes, that's when she experiences water with Frumbo.
01:03:32There.
01:03:33Outside the turbulent in for G
01:03:44Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:12I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:20How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:28It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:37Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:47But the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:01Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:04Have you?
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:24Yes.
01:05:25Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:49Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:51Why?
01:05:52Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:34So did you.
01:06:35But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:56Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Hm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:23That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45For it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:32That child?
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:56I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:12For what?
01:09:13I'm sorry.
01:09:14For what?
01:09:15I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:16No.
01:09:17For losing my temper.
01:09:18I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:19You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:20No, no, no, no.
01:09:21If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:24You should go with him.
01:09:25You've been through a terrible, terrible thing Jane.
01:09:26No.
01:09:27That is not what this is about.
01:09:28Of course it is.
01:09:29You don't love me anymore Leonard.
01:09:30That's rubbish.
01:09:31That's rubbish.
01:09:32That's rubbish.
01:09:33This is your ticket.
01:09:34The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:38I'm sorry.
01:09:39I'm sorry.
01:09:40I should have done that.
01:09:41I'm sorry.
01:09:42I should have done that.
01:09:43I should have done that.
01:09:44No, no, no.
01:09:45If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:47You should go.
01:09:48You should go with him.
01:09:49You've been through a terrible, terrible thing Jane.
01:09:50No.
01:09:51That is not what this is about.
01:09:52Of course it is.
01:09:53You don't love me anymore Leonard.
01:09:54You don't love me.
01:09:55That's rubbish.
01:09:56This is your ticket.
01:09:57The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:31Well be!
01:10:48Thank you!
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:14Yeah.
01:13:16Yeah.
01:13:18Yeah.
01:13:20Yeah.
01:13:22Yeah.
01:13:24Yeah.
01:13:26Yeah.
01:13:28Yeah.
01:13:30Yeah.
01:13:32Yeah.
01:13:34Yeah.
01:13:36Yeah.
01:13:38Yeah.
01:13:40Yeah.
01:13:42Yeah.
01:13:44Yeah.
01:13:46Yeah.
01:13:48Yeah.
01:13:50Yeah.
01:13:52Yeah.
01:13:54Yeah.
01:13:56Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:10Ciao.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:42Jase, you've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:10It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45Let's go.
01:16:46Let's go.
01:16:47Let's go.
01:16:48Let's go.
01:16:49Let's go.
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