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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25It must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:33Riemposolo.
00:01:34Detente, solle amore, cazzo.
00:01:35No, in questa settimana al primo posto...
00:01:41Shit.
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:52Do you see the price?
00:01:53No, it's not missing.
00:01:54It's not missing.
00:01:55It's not missing.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What do you think?
00:02:09It's beautiful when she was shot and got his ass off.
00:02:12She lost her purse.
00:02:13Her purse.
00:02:13Her purse.
00:02:14No, it's true.
00:02:15She did not talk.
00:02:17Not the chance of shooting here.
00:02:18It's not my fault.
00:02:20Give her a second.
00:02:21She wasn't sitting here.
00:02:22Just one moment.
00:02:24For a moment there is nothing.
00:02:26He wasn't here.
00:02:27My mother..
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:40Do you feel okay?
00:07:41You feel okay?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:25Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you'll have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parla tu inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:57That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:11Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49You're making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:51Yes, you're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:52Yes, you're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:53Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39Blanket.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38You know, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the
00:18:25island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever
00:18:30seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49Another.
00:18:50Yes.
00:18:51Yes.
00:18:51Yes.
00:18:52Yes, yes.
00:18:52Yes.
00:18:53Yes.
00:18:54Now I have an inch here, by the way of earth i am.
00:18:58Woah.
00:19:06Oh yeah.
00:19:06And here it is, yes I have.
00:19:17Okay, here it is.
00:19:18Ooh.
00:19:19Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Come on.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma. Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia. Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia. Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:21:02I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:18Alright then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:20Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:32Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:49I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:34Don't laugh.
00:22:35Don't laugh.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:41Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:44I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14It was your degree.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:19Yes, thank you.
00:24:28I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:16There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:20Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm gonna go?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh my god.
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo!
00:26:52Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55It's the carabineri!
00:26:56Hey!
00:26:57Please!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:02Hey!
00:27:03It make feel better if I said I said that one day up.
00:27:12Oh, God!
00:27:14Oh, God!
00:27:16Oh, God!
00:27:26Did it make you feel better if I said I said no one day off?
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:38You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know where we're still running.
00:27:54Come on.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:16Can we come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:24Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:30you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:32For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:38Fair enough.
00:28:42I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:12So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:26Oh.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:40Happy birthday.
00:29:46God bless you.
00:30:16God bless you.
00:30:46Are you awake?
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events.
00:31:06The things you think you'll always remember, and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun,
00:31:13or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved
00:31:17until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash,
00:31:24so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:42Tony.
00:31:44Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54My friends had lots of American boyfriends,
00:32:10and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things.
00:32:26We used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I...
00:32:47I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know, when you were 19,
00:32:55the world just felt so open
00:32:57and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:43The conductors.
00:33:44Actually, a descendant of Walter Lake,
00:33:47which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us were planning dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:56Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:11I'm not going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, put-put-put-put?
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:59Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Tell what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day
00:35:23in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:57Come on.
00:35:59You're selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:23without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke
00:36:34about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah, I've got to get back to work.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival
00:37:09at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks
00:37:13unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00Lucia.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:46I'll be waiting.
00:39:07I'll be waiting.
00:39:11Hey.
00:39:13God, you scared me.
00:39:15Are you following me?
00:39:17Maybe.
00:39:19Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:35You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:39I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:09What are we doing?
00:40:13I think we'll make it out.
00:40:15What are we doing?
00:40:17I think we'll make it out.
00:40:19So sexy.
00:40:21And beautiful.
00:40:23What are we doing?
00:40:25I think we'll make it out.
00:40:27So sexy.
00:40:29And beautiful.
00:40:31Yeah.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:37And beautiful.
00:40:39And beautiful.
00:40:41I love you.
00:40:43I love you.
00:40:45I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11I can't do this.
00:41:12Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:27What?
00:41:28Do you seduce women?
00:41:29Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:37Don't follow me.
00:41:44Do you have to keep me on the side of your face?
00:41:45No.
00:41:46No.
00:41:47No.
00:41:48No.
00:41:49I can't do this.
00:41:50No.
00:41:52No.
00:41:53I don't know what sounds about.
00:41:54It's not.
00:41:55No.
00:41:56No.
00:41:57No.
00:41:58No.
00:41:59No.
00:42:00No.
00:42:01No.
00:42:02No.
00:42:03No.
00:42:34There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a mustache. My mother hated mustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29I know, it doesn't matter, it has been.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a mess in my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:41Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out before tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:29Leonard.
00:44:52Leonard.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:44:59Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:27What did you do?
00:46:41What did you do?
00:46:43What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:46:53What did you do?
00:46:55What did you do?
00:46:57What did you do?
00:46:59What did you do?
00:47:01What did you do?
00:47:03What did you do?
00:47:05What did you do?
00:47:07What did you do?
00:47:09What did you do?
00:47:21What did you do?
00:47:23What did you do?
00:48:57Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:49Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52You said that?
00:52:57Were you?
00:52:58You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:01You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You make me feel calm.
00:53:31You make me feel calm.
00:53:32You make me feel calm.
00:53:34I'm going to drink.
00:53:37Want a drink?
00:54:07Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:37I'm not a drink.
00:54:47I'm not a drink.
00:54:53I'm not a drink.
00:54:57I'm not a drink.
00:55:05I'm not a drink.
00:55:25Again and again and again.
00:55:30Again and again and again.
00:55:34Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:43Again and again and again.
00:55:47Again and again and again.
00:55:51Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:56Once I was single, I wish I was single again.
00:55:59I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15I was walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:24We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Okay.
00:56:31Can you be late?
00:56:33No.
00:56:34I can't be late.
00:56:35I never tell you.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:50I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:20If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:30There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:37I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:07I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:32Do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:40I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:41I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:42I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:43I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:47I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:48I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:52I don't know what you want me to say.
00:58:53I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:59I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:00I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:06I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:29If something had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:03In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:17The horses.
01:00:21The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:36He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:46Duke.
01:00:47He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:12Jane.
01:01:13Jane.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15Jane.
01:01:16Jane.
01:01:17Jane.
01:01:18Jane.
01:01:19Jane.
01:01:20Jane.
01:01:21Jane.
01:01:22Jane.
01:01:23Jane.
01:01:24Jane.
01:01:25Jane.
01:01:26Jane.
01:01:27Jane.
01:01:28Jane.
01:01:29Jane.
01:01:30Jane.
01:01:31Jane.
01:01:32Jane.
01:01:33Jane.
01:01:34Jane.
01:01:35Jane.
01:01:36Jane.
01:01:37Jane.
01:01:38Jane.
01:01:39Time is shiftable.
01:01:50There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Sorry.
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:19You alright?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:39I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:56I want you to come with me.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:01And then I want you to have nothing before.
01:03:02I've voted.
01:03:03I want you to go with me.
01:03:04I want you to go with me.
01:03:05And, but, before we go with the Pacific Ocean, Miss strangelychus Smith, who is Sufi Norman, who is fine and has the feelingと思います and has been gay.
01:03:46Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day?
01:04:14Oh, when did they know?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious.
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:50This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:20This is good.
01:10:50No guilt.
01:10:51No guilt.
01:10:52No guilt.
01:10:53No guilt.
01:10:54No guilt.
01:10:55No guilt.
01:10:56No guilt.
01:10:57No guilt.
01:10:58No guilt.
01:10:59No guilt.
01:11:00No guilt.
01:11:01No guilt.
01:11:02No guilt.
01:11:03No guilt.
01:11:04No guilt.
01:11:05No guilt.
01:11:06No guilt.
01:11:07No guilt.
01:11:08No guilt.
01:11:09No guilt.
01:11:10No guilt.
01:11:11No guilt.
01:11:12No guilt.
01:11:13No guilt.
01:11:14No guilt.
01:11:15No guilt.
01:11:16No guilt.
01:11:17No guilt.
01:11:18Oh, my God.
01:11:48Hi.
01:12:00You want some?
01:12:03Oh, thanks.
01:12:18Oh, my God.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania, and then Ukraine,
01:13:07and down through Russia, and through Kazakhstan,
01:13:10then straight to Tibet.
01:13:18Yeah.
01:14:53You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:23It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06I hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:41Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Oh, the last...
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