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00:00Do you feel pregnant?
00:01I do kind of.
00:03Previously on My Big Fat Fabulous Life.
00:06You know I got artificially inseminated yesterday.
00:08I don't know.
00:09Dad? No, that's good.
00:11She wants to hear you say I'm happy.
00:13Why would he be so unsupportive?
00:15The .
00:17I started listening to this podcast,
00:19Two Girls, One Ghost, hosted by Sabrina and Corinne.
00:22They've agreed to show us all the spooky stuff around Salem.
00:26I love a change. I love a new vibe.
00:28I'll never leave this area.
00:30I feel like it could be really good for you.
00:32Salem has everything that she would want.
00:34We're totally trying to convince Whitney to move here.
00:36Did I tell you about my Belle?
00:37My friend from England.
00:38Welcome to downtown Greensboro.
00:40This is a city, right?
00:41This is a city.
00:42It's more like a big town.
00:46No one's asking her to dance and this is a common theme here.
00:49Maybe Greensboro isn't the place for her to find love.
00:52A single person approached me and then everybody approached y'all
00:54and it happens all the time.
00:56You need to get out of here like now.
00:58I just don't know how much longer I can stay in Greensboro,
01:01hoping things are going to get better.
01:16Look at Goosey Girl.
01:17Goosey Girl.
01:19Goosey Girl walk.
01:20Goosey.
01:21She's too cute.
01:22She hates walking with me because she runs with Todd.
01:24Like they like sprint.
01:25Yeah.
01:27So were you able to get all packed and everything?
01:29Yes.
01:29I'm so sad you leave.
01:30It's just gone so quick.
01:32It has gone so quick.
01:33I mean, I've had so much fun in the short time, you know, we've had together.
01:36Yeah.
01:37Having Ma Bell here from London has been so fun.
01:41I really don't want her to go.
01:43And being around her like makes me think about our time in London, of course, which makes
01:47me think about how much I miss being in a big city with lots of action and connecting
01:53with a like-minded person like Ma Bell.
01:55I'm really grateful that she's here.
01:57Are you hungover?
01:58A little bit.
01:59I am a little tired.
02:00Are you?
02:01Yeah.
02:02Oh.
02:03What happened with that guy?
02:04I'm not.
02:05So you saw I was in a mood, right?
02:06Mm-hmm.
02:07So the whole reason I was in a mood is because as soon as we got upstairs, I clocked him.
02:11I saw him and I thought he was cute and I thought he was looking at me.
02:14Well, then he comes over and grabs Karen to dance, right?
02:18And then I got up there and I was staring at him like he never asked me to dance.
02:22So I was in a mood.
02:24I was already feeling rejected and upset.
02:26So annoying.
02:27Gosh.
02:28I know.
02:29Our night out on the town, unfortunately, reinforced the exact opposite of what I was hoping,
02:35which is that even when I put myself out there, men in Greensboro do not approach me even
02:41just to dance.
02:42How many times do I have to put myself out there just to like feel like I'm getting rejected
02:47over and over?
02:48It is absolutely exhausting.
02:50I just wanted to apologize for being so frank about, you know, get out of Greensboro.
02:56You don't have to apologize.
02:57But if you truly feel unhappy here, then why not?
03:01Well, yeah.
03:02No.
03:03True.
03:04I do feel like I'm always happier somewhere else is what I've noticed about myself.
03:08I mean, I've noticed that when we were in London together.
03:11You're definitely a city girl, more of a busy city girl.
03:14Yeah, right?
03:15I feel the same.
03:16She would find a boyfriend, Goosey.
03:18Aww.
03:19The Whitney I met in London, I'd say was very happy, colorful and spending time with her
03:26here, obviously in her hometown.
03:28She seems more reserved and just not that energetic.
03:33I would love Whitney to live in a city like London that's bigger, more vibrant.
03:38There's more options for her, especially dating.
03:41She loves British guys.
03:42So I would love for her to move on.
03:44I mean, she's been here nearly all her life and she's still single.
03:48Just, yeah, I feel so isolated all the time.
03:50I just feel like there's nothing.
03:51You never see anybody.
03:52There's nothing going on.
03:53I mean, it's a nice place for animals and families and, you know.
03:57Yeah.
03:58And I guess if it turns out you are pregnant.
04:01Oh, yeah.
04:02I'm not going to leave.
04:03You would have a reason to stay here.
04:04Well, yeah.
04:05And I guess you have your family around you.
04:06Yeah.
04:07But if you're not pregnant, I mean, what would keep you staying here?
04:11Nothing.
04:12Oh, I'm really feeling pulled to leave Greensboro.
04:20There's just a huge part of me that's really longing for new experiences and new people.
04:25And I'm definitely not going to find that here.
04:28But I also feel like I'm in kind of a holding pattern until I find out if I'm pregnant or not,
04:33because that is going to inform the next chapter of my life.
04:37Are you going to miss Goosey?
04:38Yes.
04:39Do you want to walk her?
04:40I know you do.
04:41Goosey.
04:42Sweet girl.
04:43She wants to run.
04:44She's getting a little trot.
04:45She's like, oh, we're going downhill.
04:46She's going to run.
04:47I'll be just behind you like this.
04:49Come on, Goose.
04:50Are we ready?
04:51Come on, Goose.
04:52Are we running?
04:53Oh, she's like, yes.
04:54Go Goose.
04:55We're running.
04:56Go Goose.
04:57Go Goose.
04:58Go Goose.
04:59Hi.
05:00We missed you.
05:02Oh my god, I missed you.
05:04Oh my god I miss you every time I see y'all I'm just like why are they you're so beautiful to me
05:24I don't know why oh my god I always think that I call you every day yeah now I don't know if you
05:28can see right up at the top here I've made my altar yes I have all this stuff I have all the
05:39candles and stuff that like I got in Salem I really miss Sabrina and Corinne I miss our cuddle coven
05:45and chatting with spirits and all that kind of stuff they're totally invested in all of my like
05:50mystical things that I'm doing which unfortunately have not worked I have yet to conjure up a soul
05:57mate or even a date in Greensboro we actually call you because we want to see you and we want you to
06:03record with us a podcast episode where we talk about what we did at the Henry Derby house right
06:08the seance and everything right you have ghost stories Whitney and we want we've heard a little
06:14bit of them it deserves to be on the podcast okay well can can I bring Jess yeah I bet she would love
06:22to come up I don't know if she'll be free but bring whoever you want like this weekend yeah it's
06:27very short notice but oh any plans um let me think all the men all the dates I'll have to cancel
06:35no I'm kidding I have no dates does it work for you to come up this weekend okay so I mean yeah I have
06:42to get a flight but I mean I don't have anything to do this weekend hell yes the invitation to go back
06:48to Salem and be on the podcast is so exciting I manifested this I may not have been able to
06:55manifest a date yet but I think I manifested this and my friendship with Corinne and Sabrina so I am
07:01so pumped to do this and shake off my Greensboro blues wait we have to practice what is it three
07:08girls and determinate number of ghosts okay yeah I'm ready okay this is three girls and determinate
07:16number of ghosts I'll practice I'll practice for the weekend I'll practice all right okay I'll see
07:24you on the other side bye well howdy hello hi there driver you ready for your trip I am are you
07:42gonna load my bags and open my door for me I'll be the perfect gentleman thank you for giving us a
07:47ride oh you're welcome do I get to call shotgun since Whitney's right yeah yeah go see come here
07:56go see go see go see well there she is I know go girl you got something on your lip I know it's my
08:03matcha I'm heading up to Salem for the weekend and I invited Jessica to come along because I know
08:09she can use a break from the gym and she's just as obsessed with Salem as I am all right are you guys
08:15ready yeah you know what yeah tell me again what you guys are going up there for to record a podcast
08:22oh with Sabrina and Corinne mostly just I love Salem I can't wait to go back how long they've been
08:29doing this podcast almost 10 years really I did not I think they started in 2017 that's wild good for
08:37them well that's that's wonderful I just love I mean I love finding new friends I mean I just think
08:43it's right exciting I'm honestly really proud of you and how you just put yourself out there and
08:49you've met some incredible people maybe I need to be more open to new friends thank you Jess I mean I
08:53haven't made new friends in so long I kind of thought like at this point it was definitely not
08:57something that was going to happen so Whitney talks a lot about how her friend group in Greensboro
09:03is starting to disappear and sometimes people do get stuck on this hamster wheel like they're just
09:09doing the same thing over and over and over again I think it's great that Whitney has decided that
09:14she kind of wants to break that wheel honestly I'm inspired by her courage to meet new people
09:18have new experiences and you know just find something that may be bigger and better you got it
09:25Jess can you give Whitney me a minute sure I'll go get me a coffee oh love you Glenn
09:33I don't care how old you are there is literally nothing more concerning than when your father says he
09:40wants a word with you MC oh god like what is this love all these houses I looked up on the realtor
09:54website for what apartments so you really are considering moving I was just looking Whitney's
10:00sitting here trying to play me there's nothing stopping her from packing up her bags and
10:04potentially moving to Salem I'm not stupid and I know you
10:08have a seat oh god
10:23when Whitney called me and talked to me about the insemination process
10:28I didn't react on the phone like she wanted me to and so I got the sense that she's upset with me
10:35and this is not a position I enjoy being in well I wanted to oh god ask you how your pregnancy journey
10:42is going oh well I didn't think you really wanted to know about it oh I do
10:46I'm excited for you I don't know about that well I mean you know it takes me a while to adjust to new
10:57things so uh but because I would love if you took some of that Hunter and Karen energy living in sin
11:05and everything else and if if I got some of that excitement too that would make me happy well I'm
11:09excited for you I know how how excited you will be if you get pregnant so I'm I'm hopeful you will
11:16and hopeful everything will turn out just like you want it to I am you know I would rather that Whitney
11:26wasn't doing this alone but you know we've been a close-knit family for a number of years and so
11:32supporting each other is something that we take pride in so we'll be there for Whitney regardless
11:39well I mean I could be pregnant right now I have to test the day before we leave so you mean leave
11:47from Salem yeah well what will your first contribution be to the nursery well the crib will be the first
11:56contribution I'll get it down and I'm sure it's going to need a little refurbishing after it's been
12:00in the attic for 40 years yeah I love you I love you too picture it won't it be exciting
12:11if we trade Todd for a baby well they're kind of the same thing aren't they
12:17I've always been so close with my dad and he generally is like approved of everything in my life
12:25so if I feel like I don't have his approval it really bothers me and if I'm lucky enough to
12:31get pregnant I'm gonna need his support more than ever bye bye bye bye love you
12:38you have a wonderful trip okay call me when you get there I will
12:55oh lord well sunny in Salem today isn't it I can't believe we're back here already I know
13:03what's your name yeah and nice to meet you I'm really taken with Salem this is our second time
13:09we were just here what I love how everyone just has skeletons in their yard here all year round
13:14like this is so my vibe I'm so into it I bet Corinne has a really cute house yeah the studio's in the
13:21house so okay and she's got two extra bedrooms so we don't got share bed or nothing I would have
13:26been fine either way I know it not only am I super excited to record a podcast episode with Corinne and
13:32Sabrina but Corinne has actually invited Jessica and I just to stay with her at her home and I just feel
13:38so grateful for the trajectory of this friendship they literally already feel like my sisters I sleep
13:46too hot I don't think we could share bed well you like to pit so I like to be I like being pitted no
13:50one ever pets me oh I do I love to pet I'm always doing the petting I like to be cuddled and then
13:55when I'm ready to sleep then I need you yeah see I like to like I like a cuddle on the couch while
13:59you're watching a movie yeah head in the lab god Isaiah and I haven't cuddled on a couch in probably
14:04six years or more we've got a giant armrest in between us I don't know exactly what is going on
14:12with Jessica but it's really interesting to me that she always seems eager to leave Greensboro
14:17even though she has a whole life in Greensboro with Isaiah so I don't know what's going on with
14:24that something's happening here that I'm not aware of or I'm confusion about love all these houses yeah
14:31so cute about it so what do we have on the list I mean it's a quick weekend we got to record the
14:36podcast do you want to do your shopping that you haven't done mm-hmm um take a pregnancy test
14:41and don't don't don't get how you might get but guess what I've been doing mm-hmm well I looked up
14:48on the realtor website for what apartments houses just looking oh great are you gonna move here now
14:57no what are you looking for then I was just looking I was just like window shopping how one does here we
15:03go no see and I knew you were gonna get that way I'm not saying that it's a terrible idea I'm just
15:09saying you just do this you just all of a sudden out of nowhere well I'm just gonna up and move so
15:14you think it's a good idea is what you're telling me I mean you just sprung this on me out of nowhere
15:18Whitney's sitting here trying to play me because she's acting like she's just curious about real
15:24estate and I have a feeling that if this pregnancy thing doesn't work out there would be nothing
15:31stopping her from packing up her bags and potentially moving to Salem I'm not saying it's a bad idea I mean
15:37here's my thing there's really nothing tying you down anywhere well I mean I feel like that's if
15:43you know if I if I don't get pregnant it wouldn't make sense I feel like to get up and move yeah I
15:48guess that makes sense there's a there's a real estate now renting studios and one two three bedroom
15:53units oh would I get a studio or what I get well I'd have to okay what am I talking about I'm not
15:59exactly sorry exactly see I'm not stupid and I know you I actually have to take a pregnancy test
16:06should we all just pee on a stick and see should we do pregnancy roulette oh my god can we do pregnancy
16:12roulette I love that pregnancy roulette is when a bunch of girls get together they all take a
16:17pregnancy test to see if anyone is pregnant someone's gonna be pregnant someone and who's it gonna be
16:23good morning we made you matcha you did not made it as in ordered it important oh thank you I had a
16:46lovely night's sleep yeah I just love a little New England house right just the vibes are right
16:52being in Salem with Corinne and Sabrina and being at Corinne's house I just feel like I manifested
16:57this and my spirits are so just instantly lifted and I think that's a sign just texted she's already
17:06out shopping I need to copy your nails copy your jewelry girl please are so cool you're too nice I
17:11think this is exactly how I got Sabrina to move to New England I just complimented her every day for
17:15like seven years until she eventually moved look y'all won't have to convince me hard to move here
17:20lord knows I was on the rental websites already what'd you find I mean I was window shopping it doesn't
17:28hurt to go look well okay it's actually a short-term rental but you can stay long-term oh my gosh
17:38it's like a little condo basically I will take any and every opportunity to imagine my life in Salem
17:44I have been looking at some apartment rentals on the beachfront because if I can't get pregnant
17:51then for my own sanity I feel like I also definitely have to have a backup plan like that's crucial if
17:56if this doesn't work I've got to have somewhere to pivot so much natural light oh my god in the
18:04backyard pretty as someone who just recently moved out here I've found so much peace and I do feel like
18:12Whitney's in a phase of her life where she's bored in Greensboro and she needs like a fresh start she
18:18needs some change in her life and perhaps this will be the place that will help her navigate this like
18:24new version of Whitney and what that looks like I mean if y'all want to go if y'all want to go we
18:28could just go look yeah no plans it doesn't hurt let's go look cheers cheers cheers Britain's really
18:34good at manifesting so I feel like all we have to do is think it and it will happen
18:39shall we go to the studio yeah well that has to go I'm so excited yeah the room where it happens
18:47my god welcome to our lair I wish we had some spooky music some like ominous I can't believe I'm
18:55actually here this is your seat oh my god stop I have been listening to Corinne and Sabrina do this
19:04podcast for years and it's just crazy to be here in the room with them and be on the podcast it's
19:12just so fun are you talking to it Whitney yes test okay perfect this is three girls indeterminate
19:20number of ghosts three girls indeterminate number of ghosts that was intimate god it felt good and we
19:27are your ghostesses that is Corinne hello I am Sabrina and we are joined today by an extra special
19:34witchy sister Whitney hi I'm Whitney so excited to be here we're so happy to have you here I've never
19:41been happier actually this is a real life fantasy come true so this episode you've teased us so much
19:48about your own paranormal experiences so we got to start there Sabrina I'm gonna be honest with you
19:53I definitely over promised and I will now under deliver nobody get excited however when I was 10
20:01years old I did have a Michael Jackson hate so I had this cassette tape and it was the Michael
20:07Jackson bad album okay and I listened to it all day long all the time and I went to school one day
20:14I've been listening to it came home I played it and all of a sudden there was like a crackle and you hear
20:20this like breathy scary voice and she goes just like that this is Annie sounded to me like this is
20:31Annie it's two breaths this is Annie and then full volume comes back okay oh no who's Annie we don't
20:40we'll never know but Annie's clearly not okay so many like what if Annie's your future child maybe
20:49who knows because with me my motherhood journey is still so wide open like I went to the doctor and
20:56he artificially inseminated me and I actually have to take a pregnancy test like tomorrow that's the
21:01first day I can test should we all just pee on a stick and see should we do pregnancy roulette
21:05oh my god can we do pregnancy roulette I love that wait I always see videos of those and I was
21:10like god I'm so terrified that's how I'm gonna find out I'm pregnant we need three tests someone's
21:15gonna be pregnant someone and who's it gonna be I hope not me I'm so excited pregnancy roulette I've
21:24seen it online basically when a bunch of girls get together they all take a pregnancy test throw it in
21:29like a bowl anonymously and then pull them out one by one to see if anyone is pregnant so I'm really
21:36glad Corinne suggested this it lightens the mood a little bit because I am so nervous about the
21:42outcome of this test Corinne has a weird gift oh what's that I feel like every time you think
21:48my finger and say something it tends to happen which is really creepy yeah you've had it happen
21:53with pregnancies and stuff yeah so I can't do it under pressure I'm just gonna do it at some random
21:58point during this episode okay I'll just be ready I mean I'll stay ready there have been a few moments
22:03in my life where I have pointed at someone and I've declared a statement about them and that statement
22:09has become true it has some good and bad there was a death but we don't need to talk about that we
22:15need to talk about life can you point at me and say you're rich oh if I could do that I would have
22:20pointed at myself a million times you have had a lot of paranormal experiences and then and we did a
22:28really spooky thing with you I know in Salem when we were at the Henry Derby house and specifically with
22:34the seance where your mom came through henchy your cat came through we have also done a paranormal
22:40investigation there prior to this trip with you and no cat there were like none of the things that
22:46we experience in our investigation did we experience when we were there prior see I am really into a lot
22:54of spooky stuff but I'll be honest like I guess I'm a skeptic because I've had like tons of psychic
23:00readings for example one time I walked into a psychic and she just looked at me and said tell me about
23:05Korea it was the first thing she said to me she had no way of knowing that I lived in Korea for
23:10five years yeah yeah see healthy skepticism is good though because you don't want to just believe
23:17everything I don't know if any of this like I don't know if it works I don't know what it means
23:23whatever but what's amazing is that it has helped me start to live intentionally like it's just helped
23:30me think about like goals and things that I want you know something I really appreciate about you too
23:35is not only that you're here in real life and I can touch you let me touch
23:37but it's really wonderful I feel like meeting you guys has rejuvenated me it's made me more in
23:46touch with myself it's made me more curious and more um able to see the magic in the world it's given
23:52me Whitney some excitement and some hope thinking like my future is is not written yet will I move up
23:59here I don't know but you always have a place to stay at either of ours yeah if you don't end up
24:04getting a condo but you Sabrina's already decided I'm getting a condo yeah I mean I made one comment
24:10that I looked at something on the internet and now I'm getting a condo I don't know what my future will
24:15be whether I'm going to be a mother or whether I'm going to pick up and try to like start a new life
24:22somewhere but I'm trying really hard not to be afraid of the uncertainty and instead just kind
24:27of embrace all of the possibility thank you so much for being on our show thank you so much for
24:34having me we did the intro together oh my god the outro the outro okay and we will see you on the
24:43other side three girls indeterminate number of guys it's indeterminate and it could be happening
24:50all different timelines yes yes we're talking to everyone someone's already listening to this
24:55episode it's already in another timeline you're pregnant just like you are going to be pregnant
24:59soon she came let's see what happens wow
25:05so cute if I had to picture my New England cottage on the water well this would be it what else would
25:17you even need you're already acting like you're moving your entire life up here honestly I'm kind
25:23of shocked she's not already unpacking her bags as we speak
25:25oh my god how cute this is waterfront views it looks better than the pictures I want to stick my feet in the ocean
25:48we are going to look at an apartment that i found in salem oh my god i love it i'm just
25:55looking i'm just i'm just browsing do i need help no thank you just browsing
26:00wait is this a cat in a stroller where coming through on the sidewalk that's the sign whitney
26:07oh my god oh my god oh my god can i look at him stop it hold my matcha oh stop hi i'm
26:14whitney by the way hi nice to meet you we are big what breed of cat is that it's a bingo i know it
26:21what's your name yeah so cute oh my oh my god i got breath hi you're beautiful baby i know
26:36that we see what we want to see but if you're going to look me in the face and tell me that the fact
26:42that the first thing i see out front of this apartment is a woman with a big fat bengal
26:47twerty and a stroller if you're going to tell me that that's just a coincidence are you going to tell
26:54me that i mean that's serendipity right there what on earth right look that was all i needed
27:05now see it's two units but i only get one cute oh my gosh so cute when you're on vacation you drive
27:12by houses you wonder what your life would be like here we are i think that that is just
27:17living in a fantasy world but it's also totally normal let my fantasies live
27:26so cute bright and light wow i can't believe i mean such kitchen the natural light is amazing
27:34oh my goodness i didn't even look at anything else because the view yeah now you said the furniture
27:41stays right yeah it's furnished this looks like you it really does think about the snow like on the
27:49water edge in the winter i have never even thought about snow on the beach and i'm deceased this apartment
27:57is gorgeous the light and the locale of this place the pictures did not even halfway do it justice
28:07look at the tile oh my god the bathroom and it's big enough for all of us
28:17ladies ladies we have a shower party and don't talk to me about the bathroom don't talk to me about the
28:23tile it is the most gorgeous tile that i've ever seen and i don't know how i'm gonna leave it
28:29so there's not one thing that's not good about this place no not yet oh i believe this would be my
28:35bedroom oh look and you have the deck imagine goosey out here sunbathing while i read a book
28:41while i read an airport mystery novel if i had to picture my new england cottage on the water
28:49i think you need a fire pit well this would be it oh what is this adirondack this is very new
28:56england isn't it oh oh god i just i just went somewhere into the earth
29:05leanne even told me she saw me by the water in the summer
29:09our first trip here you're already acting like you're moving your entire life up here
29:13i mean what else would you even need a roommate
29:23it's becoming very obvious that whitney is in love with this place i'm kind of shocked she's
29:28not already unpacking her packs as we speak i mean who wouldn't want to run away to an oceanfront
29:33property and start over with their life sounds incredible if you ask me i don't know i feel like
29:39of course i miss my friends but like generally it's like the only person i've limited time with
29:43is my dad yeah you know because he's 79 but see he would tell me to go do whatever i want to do
29:49you know if i were pregnant then that would throw a wrench if i'm not then who's gonna tell me yeah
29:57it's today the day you can test your first day you can test yeah but it's early but it's it's feasible
30:01i can definitely picture a life here but i'm just at such a crossroads because
30:08one direction is being pregnant being home in greensboro the other direction is like
30:13wide open starting a whole new life and i don't really feel like i'm in control
30:18like i'm just waiting on the universe to tell me what my life is going to be and what i'm going to do
30:23do y'all want to take a walk along down the yeah yeah the beach honestly i'd love to okay oh
30:33systoles you are so in sync with me because i literally was just like oh yes we should hold
30:38on let's get over no when we get there yes we will not again right foot first yeah five six seven eight
30:53the heavy breathing we have to do this one more time
31:09well the anticipation is killing me i know i know why am i so nervous like i'm
31:14i'm saying well i know why you're nervous i don't want to be pregnant you can't be pregnant
31:18you should not be pregnant not one bit the only person who should be is whitney yeah yeah yeah
31:26lord jesus so i've seen online a trend that is pregnancy roulette where a bunch of girlfriends will
31:33all pee on pregnancy tests there are four of us so we got four pregnancy tests put them in a cup
31:38and see if anyone's pregnant i hope i'm pregnant because i want all your baby stuff that you have in
31:45there whitney's told us a lot about her pregnancy journey and there's a lot of stress involved
31:50in trying to become pregnant so we just thought it would be like a fun way to alleviate some of
31:54that stress but you don't know who peed on what stick yeah so if one comes up positive it could be
32:00any of us hopefully not us but hopefully not the two of us hopefully either jess or whitney
32:06who knows that they're not pregnant does anyone know for sure that they're not pregnant and i hope
32:10i would be shocked because you're you're still post-childbirth like can you even get pregnant
32:14right now i can but i think it would be tough well because like my periods aren't regular yet
32:19which i guess is like the mystery that that's that's how it happens for some how old is noah
32:23right now he's 10 months i am totally down to play pregnancy roulette because i'm freaking out
32:30but this makes it like kind of fun and mysterious and maybe i won't even be the only person who's pregnant
32:37i'm on day 13 of my cycle which is exactly where you're probably ovulating so even if you were
32:43pregnant we wouldn't know yet i did have sex last night well and you're nasty and you're nasty for
32:48that nasty i'm actively on my period so i'm sure i'm not pregnant no there's still chance you could
32:54no it's it's it's rare but when your stuff is like when you have issues going on and like
32:59irregularities and things as do i have issues as you do no seriously my doctors always told me like a
33:05cryptic pregnancy where people get their periods where like they think they have their periods those
33:09like and they don't show at all hiding behind them muscles that would be very different from
33:13my previous pregnancies which were incredibly and immediately obvious so i don't know it's been two
33:20and a half years for me and i haven't had this conversation with my husband but i'm just exhausted
33:27the miscarriages the surgeries the testing every month it really is exhausting and i just don't know
33:33how much more i can take of it and so much stress on your body too and i i'm really surprised that
33:39i've made my peace with that because usually like the not knowing and not having like control it like
33:45drives me crazy but yeah i don't know i know that jessica has been on the fence about doing ivf but this
33:54is the first time i've heard her say that like maybe she's done done and i have no idea how isaiah would
34:00feel about that honestly i don't really blame her because if i'm not pregnant soon i don't think i
34:07even have it in me to try for as long and as hard as she has okay well what happens if you are pregnant
34:15whitney would you still move here no you have your aunties no i presume that i yeah no i don't know
34:24i would feel some kind of way if you had a baby and just dipped out before i got to hang out with
34:29the baby i feel like being pregnant i don't want to be at home waddling around over there yeah yeah
34:34yeah you know i wouldn't have it i like can't think about anything else are we on time hold on
34:42the time is up five minutes oh my god in the best mom ever cup i think we each pick one and go around
34:49and say what it says yeah pick a test any test i'm just going for it all right well i guess i don't have a
34:56choice okay all right karen i look first yeah it says not pregnant it doesn't necessarily mean anything
35:14the first test is negative and that could be anyone's test it could be my test
35:19i feel like this actually was probably not not the best idea okay someone's not pregnant
35:30not pregnant two people are not pregnant all right go ahead
35:36not pregnant three of us are not pregnant how are you feeling right now i am terrified like i have
35:49been thinking about having a baby imagining a family like literally my whole life and to know that i'm
35:56going to find out if that's going to happen or it's not going to happen right now it's a really scary
36:01feeling okay
36:10what what wait what oh my god i cannot believe this
36:15what does it say what is it yeah my heart is it pounding
36:38it's actually nothing wait wait there's nothing
36:41oh it didn't work it's inconclusive oh what what is that it's not on there is it let me see wait
36:48what does yours look like oh no that's on no it's yeah no it says pregnant or not pregnant wait why
36:52doesn't mine say anything yeah look up the directions yeah it basically said like you need
36:57to perform a new test carefully follow the instructions do we have any more there's one more
37:03well you should who's good yeah why don't you take it i should take it because i don't i just i mean
37:06i'm just gonna pretend this is mine i'm not pregnant you're the one we want to be pregnant that's true
37:11go take it all right let me go i'll do another one okay i'll be back oh thank god i still have to pee
37:18honestly i am regretting playing this game this is why you don't let the youth talk you into things
37:27i feel like i should have just taken my own test in the first place i do not have the emotional
37:32capacity for pregnancy roulette right now this one's not digital but maybe this one will be
37:42better wait where's the control line i was nervous that okay there's the control wait a minute wait a
37:48minute wait a minute what does that mean that's a line i like that it's working that's the control
37:52line yeah oh so if you are pregnant there'll be another line on the big okay wait and i don't have
37:57the instructions for this one i think we just trust me i've taken a million of these i think we just
38:01stare at it okay when do we quit staring whitney really needs to relax hovering over this pregnancy
38:15test is not going to change the results it's not going to make them come any faster it's like
38:19damn she's making me nervous i'm like manifesting the pregnancy into the stick should we cuddle coven
38:28yeah that's water on my hands by the way not pee okay just put your energy into it
38:37intellectually i know right now either i'm pregnant or i'm not i did everything right i inseminated at
38:44the doctor at the exact right time but it's not stopping me from wanting my cuddle coven to channel
38:50all of our energy into this little test and just magically make two lines appear okay it's been five
38:58minutes
38:59it's not there i don't think so
39:10i don't know you guys can look at it too
39:11yeah i mean there's nothing no not pregnant that's what it says
39:21i shouldn't be surprised you know every doctor i've ever been to in my entire life has told me
39:36it may very well be impossible for me to conceive a child and i guess i was just silly enough to think
39:43that like if i actually wanted it and if i tried and i intended for it to happen that it would
39:50i'm sorry whitney
39:53are you okay do you have to go back and do the procedure again like what happens next i mean i have
40:01the one more vial but i hate this yeah this is not the fun part
40:11i know exactly how she's feeling right now i've received hundreds of negative pregnancy tests and
40:18it hits just as hard every time you also don't need to decide now that's true well but i kind of do
40:26you don't yeah but like i had a lease presented to me i mean what's to stop you from trying one
40:31more time even if you say yes to the apartment well because i'll be here and i don't want to you
40:35know like i need to do one thing or the other thing i'm and i want to do the thing that doesn't
40:40make me feel like well you know what i mean yeah unfortunately yes i do know what you mean
40:47but it's a lot to go through consistently this roller coaster and i do think that so many people
40:52who do try to get pregnant like this is why people take breaks you know yeah this is like the
40:57part of womanhood that you don't hear about when you're younger yeah right now yeah
41:04you know at this point i just feel like i'm fighting against something that
41:08isn't meant to be and i'm just like running into a wall
41:15new life comes in like many different forms it does yeah it does i'm sorry
41:27it just feels like a life in greensboro with a baby and all that just isn't um
41:40just it's just not for me i guess
41:41what is that got it ready for the new coming baby next time on my big fat fabulous life i'm left to
41:57believe that you've lost your mind that's a hell of a thing for a therapist to say i think on both
42:02sides like let's not personally attack it's obvious that a resolution is not going to be reached here
42:07between tal and buddy god bless you off for the rest of my life i signed a lease in salem and i'm
42:14moving what you that sabrina and corinne and you were like these are way better than my current friends
42:20this is a pattern for whitney she gets dissatisfied with her life and she runs away from home don't talk to
42:27me
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