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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:33Mostre, not money.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35In questa settimana, al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51The real estate place?
00:01:52No, no, no, no.
00:01:54No, it's not missing place.
00:01:55That would be the real estate place.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What are you doing here?
00:02:10What have you thought?
00:02:13She's lost for the bus, for the bus.
00:02:15No, there's nothing, he doesn't have been caught up.
00:02:18There's nothing.
00:02:19Did you just give her a minute?
00:02:21I wasn't here, he was sitting here.
00:02:23One moment, one moment.
00:02:24There's nothing.
00:02:25I don't want to miss you.
00:02:27There's nothing.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay.
00:03:36Five, five, three, three.
00:03:38Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:40Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:42Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:44Yes, I have her credit card numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535533 7645 8787 9157.
00:04:045-7.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides knowing Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43Besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:20Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:50Do you feel okay?
00:08:20There you have.
00:08:31I know.
00:08:33Do you feel okay?
00:08:37I'll be right back.
00:08:37I'm sorry.
00:08:39I'll be right back.
00:08:39It's not my fault, I'm sorry.
00:08:42I'm sorry.
00:08:42What?
00:08:43I'll be right back.
00:08:43I'll be right back.
00:08:44I'll be right back.
00:08:45I can't.
00:08:45I'll be right back.
00:08:47Can't be right back.
00:08:47I'll be right back.
00:08:49Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:17You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:36If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:40So I can worry about you.
00:09:43Okay.
00:09:46I've left you some money here.
00:09:53I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:57I'll see you later.
00:10:06Test, testing, testing.
00:10:16Okay.
00:10:17Do you have any stories from my book?
00:10:19testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared before i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was a sound
00:10:49of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:42we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us
00:12:01we jumped into a hedge we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:15oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia as they pronounce
00:12:27it see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later i hope you have a good day bye
00:12:35those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my regrets you know
00:12:43sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you let's talk about something else you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06all right then excuse me excuse me um the castle castle parlato anglaise
00:13:17no no no no no no um castello oreganese
00:13:23andare andare andare andare ah grazie
00:13:27they'd been shot through the neck the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:35and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german
00:13:40side and which was the allied side when he came home after something like that
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything now could you i'm actually going there now
00:13:51to the castle you speak english now yeah why do you think i was italian yeah yes that's great
00:13:58that's cool hey hey hey where are you from london no in america come on
00:14:05main no shit i'm from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird right yeah vacation oh are you
00:14:14what are you here on vacation oh
00:14:16sorry i thought you were saying you were on vacation me no
00:14:23so come on my husband is working in naples what does he do
00:14:30he is playing in a concert at the end of the night cool what does he play
00:14:37viola
00:14:38mm-mm-mm-mm the viola
00:14:41any good
00:14:43yes very
00:14:45how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:51you put it in a viola case right
00:14:56that's not funny um what's the difference between a viola and a coffin
00:15:01a coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:04because viola players are dead no why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:10because even though you know it's coming there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:17i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music slash
00:15:23nerd summer camp when i was like 10 and i played the triangle
00:15:25right and i'm an only child so you know understand
00:15:29you look too young to be married you newlywed
00:15:33stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:48stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:55stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:58stop making me feel like a stalker
00:16:02oh hey if you got 50 cents
00:16:06you can catch it
00:16:09what brought you out of here today
00:16:34How'd you get out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy?
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales
00:17:31in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:35I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:39I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Four connecting flights is a 72 hour plane ride but you know it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the US.
00:17:47How old are you?
00:17:48I'm 19.
00:17:49It's my birthday today.
00:17:50Is it really?
00:17:51Uh huh.
00:17:52Happy birthday.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:04I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically I used to have ancestors in Ischia so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed in case you didn't know is when one person's great grandparent is another person's great great great grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway.
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah if not older.
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And uh yeah I never left.
00:19:13Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:46To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:54Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:00Ah.
00:20:01The woman who lived here.
00:20:03You read that in your guidebook this morning didn't you Jane?
00:20:07Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:16I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:18Ah according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures yes but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:26Let's hear it then.
00:20:27Let's hear it then.
00:20:28In Italian.
00:20:29Let's hear the poem.
00:20:30Come on.
00:20:31Okay.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Okay.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:40Are you hungry?
00:20:41Why are you going to take me out?
00:20:42I'm impressed.
00:20:44Are you hungry?
00:20:45Why are you going to take me out?
00:20:48Yeah.
00:20:49Why are you going to take me out?
00:20:50Yeah.
00:20:51Alright then.
00:20:52Okay.
00:20:53Alright then.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Two pastas with the
00:20:57house sauce sauce.
00:20:58Yeah.
00:20:59Two pastas with the house sauce.
00:21:02I'm impressed.
00:21:04I'm impressed.
00:21:06Are you hungry?
00:21:07Why are you going to take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:13Alright then.
00:21:14Okay.
00:21:15Two pastas with the house sauce.
00:21:22Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red. Red, please.
00:21:29Uh-huh. Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:39I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:52I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen? A little?
00:22:14Yeah. Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it. I love to listen.
00:22:22Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:34I won't laugh.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:01We helped each other during that time.
00:23:04We had to laugh.
00:23:05We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:14That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:28I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:31We met while I was recording her.
00:23:33Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:36Make it sound perverse.
00:23:38That's what it was, right?
00:23:40Buongiorno.
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Signori.
00:23:43I got pregnant so we got married.
00:23:57I lost the baby.
00:24:01I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:40I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:48It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street.
00:25:02We're all connected by this red string.
00:25:07It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:05All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:12Make a wish.
00:26:13Oh, yeah.
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:16Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Oh, my God.
00:26:40Oh, my God.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:42Oh, my God.
00:26:43Oh, my God.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:52Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55It's the carabineri.
00:26:56It's the police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:02Hey.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:09We can't go back.
00:27:10We can't go back.
00:27:11We can't.
00:27:12Oh, my God.
00:27:13Oh, my God.
00:27:14Oh, my God.
00:27:15Oh, my God.
00:27:16Oh, my God.
00:27:17Hey.
00:27:18Hey.
00:27:19Hey.
00:27:20Hey.
00:27:22Hey.
00:27:23Hey.
00:27:24Hey.
00:27:25Hey.
00:27:26Hey.
00:27:27Hey.
00:27:28Hey.
00:27:29Hey.
00:27:30That make you feel better if I said I said the one day.
00:27:31Yes, it's true.
00:27:33It's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:36you're horrible
00:27:41you're horrible
00:27:43you're really horrible
00:27:45come on let's go
00:27:46come on
00:27:47let's go
00:27:49why are we still running
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running
00:27:54oh my gosh
00:28:07it went up my nose
00:28:15we come back
00:28:22maybe
00:28:23maybe it's not a no
00:28:28and since I don't have a phone
00:28:30you're going to have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills
00:28:35and future crimes committed
00:28:37no
00:28:37you're enough
00:28:41I've got to go
00:28:51catch a fairy
00:28:53hey
00:28:58why do violists
00:29:04keep their viola cases
00:29:08on their dashboards
00:29:09why
00:29:20so they can park in handicapped spots
00:29:25happy birthday
00:29:33thank you
00:29:34thank you
00:29:46God bless you.
00:30:16God bless you.
00:30:46You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events.
00:31:06The things you think you'll always remember, and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun,
00:31:13or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved
00:31:17until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash,
00:31:24so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:46Still asleep?
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02My friends had lots of American boyfriends,
00:32:22and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London,
00:32:29and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:37I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I...
00:32:47I didn't...
00:32:48I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know, when you were 19,
00:32:55the world just felt so open
00:32:57and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met.
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something.
00:33:15For youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:37How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake,
00:33:47which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit.
00:34:08Please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:09What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12You have a chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:34Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:39Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:05Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27And they had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:09Um...
00:36:10What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:49I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:05Oh, it's Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:18How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00Vizcria.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him a pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:13I'll be waiting.
00:39:13I'll be waiting.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:23I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I'm cold.
00:39:55I'm in love.
00:40:01What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:34So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:59I can't do this.
00:41:06What?
00:41:07What?
00:41:08I can't do this.
00:41:09Why?
00:41:10Do you do this a lot?
00:41:11What?
00:41:12Do you do this a lot?
00:41:13What?
00:41:14Do you seduce women?
00:41:15Is this what you do?
00:41:17I can't do this.
00:41:18You can't do this.
00:41:20I can't do this.
00:41:21You can't do this.
00:41:22I can't do this.
00:41:23I can't do this.
00:41:24I can't do this.
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29You need to be less serious.
00:41:34Don't follow me.
00:42:04Don't follow me.
00:42:34There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:00I did deserve that.
00:43:28And I just left my husband.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a mess in my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:07I'm sorry.
00:44:08I'm sorry.
00:44:09I'm sorry.
00:44:39Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:09Say cheese.
00:45:29No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:25Put my hand over my hand.
00:46:42Let's go!
00:47:12All right.
00:47:42All right.
00:48:12All right.
00:48:42All right.
00:48:44All right.
00:48:46All right.
00:48:48All right.
00:48:50All right.
00:48:54Oh, hi.
00:49:00Did I wake you?
00:49:02No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:12Will you put my pants on?
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:18All right.
00:49:20All right.
00:49:24All right.
00:49:30All right.
00:49:32All right.
00:49:34All right.
00:49:42All right.
00:49:44All right.
00:49:46All right.
00:49:54All right.
00:49:56All right.
00:49:58All right.
00:50:08All right.
00:50:10All right.
00:50:12All right.
00:50:22All right.
00:50:24All right.
00:50:26All right.
00:50:28All right.
00:50:30All right.
00:50:32All right.
00:50:34All right.
00:50:36All right.
00:50:38All right.
00:50:40All right.
00:50:42All right.
00:50:44All right.
00:50:46All right.
00:50:48All right.
00:50:50All right.
00:51:20All right.
00:51:21All right.
00:51:22All right.
00:51:24All right.
00:51:26All right.
00:51:40All right.
00:51:42Come and sing.
00:52:45Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:18You make me feel calm.
00:54:25You make me feel calm.
00:54:27You make me feel calm.
00:54:32You make me feel calm.
00:54:40You make me feel calm.
00:55:45I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49I can't be late.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:22If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:50I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:03No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:50This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up, brass things, and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night, when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:37The time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:01It'll come to you like something you've known before,
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06It's okay.
01:02:08It's okay.
01:02:09It's okay.
01:02:10It's okay.
01:02:11It's okay.
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13Ah!
01:02:14What is it?
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:18You...
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:24Ah!
01:02:25It's bleeding.
01:02:26It's fine.
01:02:27It's fine.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33Are you finishing that?
01:02:34Yes.
01:02:35Ah!
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:37I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:58I want you to come with me.
01:03:34Aw.
01:03:35I don't know.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:13God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:31It's fantastic.
01:04:35I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:57But the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:01Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:33I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:40And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:56So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:30Not did.
01:06:31Do you want to have children?
01:06:34So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:40Jane.
01:06:41Say it.
01:06:42I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Again and again and again.
01:06:54Please, Jane.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:56How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15Is it?
01:07:17Is that what you want?
01:07:19Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45For it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid.
01:08:32That child.
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:40Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:45Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:09:00So what?
01:09:01I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:30No.
01:09:31Losing my temper.
01:09:32I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:33You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no.
01:09:35If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:39You should go with him.
01:09:41You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:45That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:47You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:53This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:19No questions asked.
01:10:20No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23No guilt.
01:10:24No guilt.
01:10:25No guilt.
01:10:26No guilt.
01:10:27No guilt.
01:10:28No guilt.
01:10:29No guilt.
01:10:30No guilt.
01:10:31No guilt.
01:10:32No guilt.
01:10:33No guilt.
01:10:34No guilt.
01:10:35No guilt.
01:10:36No guilt.
01:10:37No guilt.
01:10:38No guilt.
01:10:39No guilt.
01:10:40No guilt.
01:10:41No guilt.
01:10:42No guilt.
01:10:43No guilt.
01:10:44No guilt.
01:10:45No guilt.
01:10:46No guilt.
01:10:47No guilt.
01:10:48No guilt.
01:10:49No guilt.
01:10:50No guilt.
01:11:21Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:51You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:44Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so.
01:12:56I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:09Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:37PIANO PLAYS
01:14:07Ciao, buona fortuna
01:14:10Ciao
01:14:37Jay
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute
01:15:01The train's going to be here in a minute
01:15:06It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Are the last...
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