00:00Hey, so this is like the first time we're really talking for today. It's around 6 p.m. So I woke
00:06up, I messaged my doctor on my health portal asking her what about that therapist? Is there
00:13a nutritionist? You can just give me the number too because initially the thing was she was
00:17supposed to have someone call me but it's been a while now as most of you guys know so I just
00:22took it upon myself to ask her for the number myself if she is still you know wanting me to
00:26see someone which I'm sure she does and I know I need to see someone. So I messaged her a while
00:36ago. I still haven't gotten a reply back but that's how I usually keep in contact with her
00:40is just through my health portal. You guys should definitely get one. It makes things a lot easier
00:43especially if you don't like doing phone calls and such. So I was three episodes behind a drag race
00:47so now I'm just one episode behind because me and Becky watched two with Eric so that was fun. I don't
00:52want to give anything away but definitely disappointed. I'm not going to go there right now.
00:56So far today I've just had two veggie sandwiches that I just kind of made myself. That was a long
01:02while ago so Becky and I are going to go get some food. I'm not really sure what else we have in store.
01:07I also want to say I have not been waiting myself. I've kind of just been trying to focus up here
01:12more so than focus on like food and such. That could be just me making an excuse. So that's why I'm
01:18super excited to get in contact with someone to talk to. I'm hoping it happens soon. I'm going to
01:23make the most closest appointment possible because I just want to talk to someone and I want to talk
01:28to someone who talks to people like me every single day so they can kind of give me some clarity and
01:33keep me accountable and tell me what can I do to fix this. Wait what did you just say? I said this is
01:41what I can work for my runway look. I said this is what I can work for my runway look. Wow your runway look
01:49is amazing baby. What's the name? Ooh. Garbage bitch. What's your drag queen name? What's your drag queen
01:57name? Norca. Let's see. All right let's remind you guys a little bit. If my drag queen name wasn't Big Judy
02:03I was wanting to go. It would be going to be a half-nated name. Okay. Taylor Parks Thrash.
02:11Taylor Parks Thrash? Yes. Oh wow. Like a training park thrash. There you go. Wow. What would your name be?
02:20I have some elastic right here. I don't know if I haven't thought of it yet. See mine is offensive
02:24so I'm not going to say it. The one that I said. Yeah that one time you said it so we're not going to go
02:28there because people get you know crazy in the comments so but yeah that's funny. Anyways when
02:36are you guys going to start painting in the basement? Probably tonight. Oh wow. I literally wasn't even
02:43vlogging. I just did a whole freaking thing. I helped Becky park and everything. It's because she's used
02:52to her old car where it was super like long in the front so sometimes she like sticks out but what I was
02:57trying to say was we are at the restaurant and I wanted to show you guys what I usually get. I always
03:02just get chicken, rice, and cheese. It's the same stuff every single time but I wanted to show it
03:07to you guys so I literally was just here the other day. If you guys watch all my vlogs you'll recognize
03:15just recently this right here. Such a peaceful sound. You ready? Yep. How many steps are you at right now?
03:35Crap. How strong? 3.4. 3.4? I'm only at 1,500. So this is what I always get. Chicken, rice, and cheese.
03:53You know how easy it would be for me to come on here and be like that's it.
04:04You guys look what I got the other day. I got a set of four
04:09of these Pioneer Women mason jars. These are green with this like off-white lid, super cute straw,
04:19and then also got a set of four. Why is there a four right? These ones. I don't really have any
04:25glasses actually that are mine. A lot of them when me and my ex broke up
04:29she took the majority of that type of stuff. So this one's purple with purple straw and this really
04:38cute blue lid. I'm gonna take all this apart. I'm gonna wash them. What Becky and I are gonna do
04:43instead of constantly buying water bottles, we're actually just gonna clear out a section in our
04:49part of the fridge, which I already did actually. We're just gonna keep water in these and just kind
04:53of grab them as we go. So all clean. So now what I'm gonna do is take one, by the way they have
04:59butterflies. Isn't that cute? Fill it with good old fridge water.
05:03So now that all of them aren't filled, I'm gonna put them in the fridge.
05:26So now we have water. Ready to go. And it closes and opens perfectly. Yay.
05:35I just don't want to lose weight though. Why? Because I am not, I don't care. I just think
05:42that like if I get to be 600 pounds then maybe I can just go on the show. No. Yeah. I don't want
05:49that. Why? I don't want that. Why though? Because I don't want that. But what if like I get famous
05:54from it? No. Okay, fine. I won't go on the show, but at least I'll be happy because I won't
06:00constantly be worried about counting calories. You're lying. I'm not lying. Why do you want me
06:05to pinky promise? I'm not lying. Pinky promise me that you're happy the way you are. No, I don't
06:10do pinky promises anymore. Baby, are you mad at me? Baby.
06:15Well, it's good to know we're not going to make it to 50. I was just joking. I was filming
06:21the whole time. Baby. I mean, I didn't film the first half of it. I mean, it's good to
06:28know. You know, you're happy even if you want to die. No, baby, I don't. I was joking.
06:32Oh my God. Was that a bad joke? Yeah, I was doing it. That was the first prank I've ever
06:37done on you. Isn't that good? Twinkie, she's upset about it too. Oh my God. I pranked you
06:45and I was successful. I was successful. Baby, look at me though. She was mad because you
06:55were making me mad. No, because she was like, Mom, I don't want you to gain weight. No, the
07:01truth is like I've talked to a lot of people and they think I should talk to you about like
07:06when like the monster comes. It's like you do everything in your power to help me, you
07:14know? I know. I know it gets scary. It's hard. Mean. But I'm not like mean. No, but you get
07:21mean and we've argued about it. Yeah. Which is very common. I've talked to some people and
07:25but really like off the camera, we should like talk, you know? But I just wanted to play a
07:29prank on you. Was it good? Did it seem real? I was upset. I'm sorry. I love you. I love you
07:40too. It was funny. Eric and Ricky was painting the basement earlier and I guess one of them
07:45accidentally left the basement door open. Rarity was down there and we were like freaking out
07:49and we were like confused because the door was open but they said they closed it so now I'm a little
07:54like. Is there a ghost? You know? Because Ricky and Becky said that they've seen something here
08:00before and that's kind of like freaky so I don't really believe in stuff like that. Last night I
08:03thought I saw a ghost so that's a situation that occurred. We're all playing Cards Against Humanity.
08:08There's a doorway yonder right in front of me and I saw a white ghost. This is the second time it's
08:12happened. I usually don't have paranormal sayings. I don't believe in ghosts. I joke about ghosts.
08:17I'm getting ready to go to bed here soon but I need to upload this to schedule it so it can be up
08:21for you guys. There's a few things I want to talk about before I end this video. The prank. I don't
08:25want anyone taking offense to that because I know like a lot of people are sensitive. Like I'm a
08:30sensitive person you guys like through and through. I don't want anyone to take offense to it because
08:34I wasn't being serious and I know there are a lot of pranks on YouTube that are very like
08:37borderline offensive. So if I did offend anyone I'm sorry. It's just off the camera I started you
08:43know joking with Becky because I did want to talk to her. I do want to talk to her about supporting
08:47each other, helping each other, really sticking together with this weight loss. I was like you know I have
08:51to talk to you. Like I've been telling her that all day long. So finally I was like you know what in my
08:55head I was like I'm gonna prank her. And off the camera I started saying like you know I don't really
08:58want to lose weight and all this stuff. So then I was like you know what I should start filming this
09:03and I just thought it would be funny because I've never like pranked on camera before really. So it
09:06just shows like how much she cares about me because she was getting mad. She was like then I guess we're
09:10dying then. And that was sad. That was sad. You know we're not gonna make it to 50. Not true. The prank is not true
09:15whatsoever. I was trying to be like super extreme about it. Anyways my doctor messaged me back. As
09:21you guys know she was supposed to schedule well not really schedule me an appointment with the
09:24therapist but she was supposed to call a therapist and they were supposed to call me and it never
09:27happened. So I finally contacted her today. I was expecting her to give me like the therapist number
09:32or a nutrition number something like that and she didn't. She responded with call the health
09:36department. I'm sure they can help you. And I was like okay well I mean I knew I could have done that
09:42without you know her telling me. So that kind of frustrated me but now it leaves me back to square
09:47one where I just need to call myself. Like I shouldn't have ever waited for her to call. So
09:51that's on me. Saturday and Sunday the health department actually is not open. So on Monday
09:56I'm going to be calling. I'm gonna ask to speak to a like a nutritionist therapist type person. I'm
10:03gonna see what they have for me. Since I don't have insurance I'm gonna you know ask about quotes and
10:07such. But no matter how much it costs I think I'm still gonna do it. Like it's whatever. Yeah I'm
10:11gonna call on Monday. I'm gonna try to get an appointment for sooner than later. So today
10:16I'm gonna be honest. I was like you know what I'm just gonna like eat whatever I want until I see
10:20a nutritionist. I'm gonna have you know the nutritionist just lay out a whole plan for me
10:25but until then I'm just gonna do whatever I want. All day today I definitely have ate whatever I've
10:30wanted. I realize that's a bad idea because I actually gain weight rather quickly when I go crazy
10:36and that's just what I do. I go crazy. Actually I decided not to do that. Starting tomorrow
10:41even though I haven't seen a nutritionist yet I'm just gonna count calories again. Stick to my
10:452500. Eat at home. Stop going out to eat so much. It's just all I have right now. That's that's all I
10:52have right now. I want to see a nutritionist even though I feel like everything they're gonna tell me
10:55is stuff I already know. You know count your calories. Eat healthier. Eat at home. Don't eat out
11:00so much. That's all I have right now. But I'm hoping once I make an appointment I'll have more than
11:05that. I'll have more knowledge. I'll have more help. I'll be building a team and that's just what I
11:09want. I'm actually gonna end this video. I hope you guys enjoyed and I'll see you guys tomorrow. Bye!
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