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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30It's a traffic to Napoli.
00:01:32I'm looking for three men, I'm fucking kidding.
00:01:35This is called the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Area in the seat case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53Area in the seat.
00:01:55So, somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in the car.
00:02:01Umm...
00:02:09What's going on?
00:02:11What do you think?
00:02:13She got him first, first.
00:02:14There's nothing, he's not f 생각이 down to...
00:02:18There's nothing!
00:02:20Can I just give her a minute?
00:02:21She wasn't here sitting there!
00:02:23In a moment, I don't know!
00:02:25I lost her look here!
00:02:25I don't know!
00:02:26I don't know...
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:35The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:39Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:44That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go? We need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, Ash.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have her credit card numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay.
00:03:52Five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:58Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:01Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:03Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:07Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:14No, I'm working here.
00:04:16Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:19You love how they ask.
00:04:20As if I have a choice.
00:04:22Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:23Besides learn Italian.
00:04:24I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:25I don't at all.
00:04:26I admire you.
00:04:27I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:42That's not true.
00:04:43You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:46And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:14I always have, you know that.
00:05:20You sound very supportive.
00:05:24You have my support.
00:05:26I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:30I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:54Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:14I don't know.
00:06:16You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was,
00:06:48all the talent in the world, and it wasn't at night.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just, just, just a bit morbid.
00:07:08Love you.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:36Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:41Are you sure?
00:07:46Mhm.
00:08:06We got board.
00:08:16Yeah.
00:08:18?
00:08:28Oh.
00:08:29If I could take you in my own head, I'd say yes.
00:08:34I can give myself a song.
00:08:35What the fuck is going on?
00:09:05Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:52I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26I'll see you later.
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:25Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:35Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:07All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:24Andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27Grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great, that's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit, I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy, that's weird, right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry, I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:26My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, the viola.
00:14:43Any good?
00:14:44Yes, very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:56That's not funny.
00:14:58Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:01A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it, I've got this weird, autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:25And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married, are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:55Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:25What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Berry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:38Berry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn a-bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:55In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:18You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:39You know, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19. It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I'll just say it on the other end because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:30A hundred?
00:18:31Yeah, if not older.
00:18:33He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:13Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:48To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:29In Italian.
00:20:30Let's hear the poem.
00:20:31Come on.
00:20:32Okay.
00:20:33Okay.
00:20:34Okay.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36Let's hear it.
00:20:37Let's hear it.
00:20:38Let's hear it.
00:20:39Let's hear it.
00:20:41Let's hear it.
00:20:42I'm impressed.
00:20:44Are you hungry?
00:20:45Why are you going to take me out?
00:20:46Yeah.
00:20:47Why are you going to take me out?
00:20:48Yeah.
00:20:49Alright then.
00:20:50Okay.
00:20:51Okay.
00:20:52Okay.
00:20:53Alright then.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Two pastas with the bus with the-
00:20:56I'm up to the other room.
00:20:57Is my brother Glenwood.
00:20:58Is my brother Glenwood.
00:20:59Peña Maggiore la vista, tierra and alma.
00:21:04I'm impressed.
00:21:06You hungry?
00:21:09Why are you going to take me out?
00:21:11Yeah.
00:21:12Alright then.
00:21:13Okay.
00:21:14Two pastas with the-
00:21:24Pastors with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends
00:21:44in Town & Country, UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences
00:21:53in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:21:57I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:00But now, I don't know.
00:22:04What don't you know?
00:22:07You want to listen?
00:22:09A little?
00:22:10Yeah.
00:22:11Yeah?
00:22:12Yeah.
00:22:13No.
00:22:14I love to listen.
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah.
00:22:17No, I love to listen.
00:22:34All tangled up.
00:22:35Oh, God.
00:22:36OK.
00:22:36awful as it was it made you stronger these days people whine about all sorts of things
00:22:48and i'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:53we all have our own private wars every era but it was nothing like it really brought people
00:23:01together the war we we helped each other during that time we had to laugh we had to smile well
00:23:08if not for ourselves then for the people we'd lost i shut that thing off would you get it out of my
00:23:14face that is like it's like a window in time this sort of thing which you always did before someone
00:23:26died you know my husband thinks i'm never going to finish it i shouldn't care what anyone thinks
00:23:32we met while i was recording her bonding over granny huh make it sound perverse that's what it was
00:23:41right buongiorno buongiorno i got pregnant so we got married
00:23:55i lost the baby
00:24:02i'm sorry
00:24:06i didn't go back after that to the states
00:24:31did you uh did you ever hear that story about the red strain
00:24:40i think i might have tell me
00:24:45it's like this asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like uh your soulmate or
00:24:57your family or you know someone you bump into on the street we're all connected by this red string
00:25:05it can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:12there's this moment in the tape i'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:24and i'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how i'm about to embark on this amazing adventure
00:25:32and how i'm going to show world war i'm going to show world war ii from a totally different perspective
00:25:37but
00:25:38i don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:48that's the whole point isn't it
00:25:52keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:55maybe
00:25:57maybe
00:25:57maybe i just want to write about nothing
00:26:02everything is nothing
00:26:04all the best
00:26:07grazie
00:26:09make a wish
00:26:14make it great
00:26:17okay
00:26:24bravo bravo
00:26:27hey
00:26:28what do you mean am i right now
00:26:38what
00:26:39grab my hand
00:26:40wait
00:26:41go go go
00:26:42go
00:26:43no
00:26:44oh no
00:26:45what
00:26:46what do you mean
00:26:50stronzo
00:26:52hey
00:26:53hey
00:26:54hey
00:26:55it's the carabinerary
00:26:56right
00:26:57it's the police
00:26:58no
00:26:59no
00:27:00no
00:27:01no
00:27:02no
00:27:03no
00:27:04no
00:27:05no
00:27:06no
00:27:07no
00:27:08no
00:27:09no
00:27:10no
00:27:11no
00:27:12no
00:27:13no
00:27:18no
00:27:19no
00:27:20no
00:27:22no
00:27:28no
00:27:29no
00:27:30no
00:27:32yes
00:27:33yes
00:27:34yes
00:27:35i made the check when i went to the bathroom
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know where we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:07Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What up my nose?
00:28:15We come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe is not a no.
00:28:27And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:29you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:32For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:35No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey.
00:28:54Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:08Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Oh.
00:29:25Happy birthday.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:30Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:34Oh, no.
00:29:35She's good.
00:29:36Thanks.
00:29:37Let's pray.
00:30:07Let's pray.
00:30:37Let's pray.
00:30:39Let's pray.
00:30:44Are you awake?
00:30:50Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:54Got through.
00:30:56Nice.
00:30:57There are the great big events.
00:31:05The things you think you'll always remember and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11You're picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:19Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:29Tony.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Tony.
00:31:32Got some pastries.
00:31:45You're still asleep.
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:47Jane.
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:49Jane.
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Now.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20My friends had lots of American boyfriends.
00:32:22And they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London, and, we saw Glenn Miller.
00:32:31one time. We used to go all over the place. There were wonderful times. I never had an
00:32:40American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave
00:32:50my mom and dad. I wish I had sometimes. You know when you were 19, the world just felt
00:32:56so open and carefree and full of possibility. You reminded me of that at that time. You
00:33:06were 19 when we met? Yeah. I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then, not at all. Well,
00:33:12I felt nostalgia or something for youth. You're not old, Jane. We ran out on the bill. You
00:33:21just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill? Perhaps I'm not explaining it
00:33:25well. It was fun. It was just fun. How was work? The conductor is actually a descendant
00:33:46of Walter Lake, which is fascinating. The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that. Jane? Oh my God. This is Caleb. Hi. No, no, we were just talking about you. We
00:34:05were. That's so weird. That's it, please. Sit down. Join us. Yeah. What? I don't have
00:34:12a chance of a wreck. I know, right? I'm actually going to get back pretty soon. That's okay. I
00:34:22already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:29Can I have the check, please? In a cafe, play, play, play? Oh, no thank you. Jane, you don't smoke. Yes, I do.
00:34:49Sometimes, at parties. You know that. Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:56Is that good? Grazie. Grazie.
00:35:03Italian food's so overrated. I love it. There's no variety. English food, on the other hand.
00:35:11Say what you like about it. There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie. I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat. They had like a private chef and everything. And they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves. And this girl came over to me and said it was cat. No. No joke. Like a
00:35:18roasted mommy cat and her kittens. That is disgusting. True story.
00:35:25True story.
00:35:30No. No joke. Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:33That is disgusting. True story.
00:35:48Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes.
00:35:53One of your viola jokes.
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:01Come on. Let's hear one.
00:36:06Um...
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:17When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:26I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:45Good job.
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um...
00:37:04I'm thinking...
00:37:05Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet. Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11Yeah, that's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:29All right, then.
00:37:31I'll walk you.
00:37:32Anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You know, you guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere for fun, you know.
00:37:54But don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:37:59Alicia.
00:38:01Here we go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:11Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:14How stoned are you?
00:38:15Come on, man.
00:38:16We should tell him a pub.
00:38:17It's not a big deal.
00:38:19So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:20Occasionally.
00:38:22Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:24Sure.
00:38:26I'm fine from here.
00:38:28Okay.
00:38:29See you after work.
00:38:30Yep.
00:38:31I'll be waiting.
00:38:33Bye.
00:38:35Bye.
00:38:36Bye.
00:38:38Bye.
00:38:39Bye.
00:38:40Bye.
00:38:41Bye.
00:38:42Bye.
00:38:43Bye.
00:38:44Bye.
00:39:14Bye.
00:39:15Hey.
00:39:16God, you scared me.
00:39:18Are you following me?
00:39:20Maybe.
00:39:21Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:24I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:54I can't believe that.
00:40:24What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:54I can't do this.
00:41:08What? What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:41:41You should be getting your question.
00:41:50Do you like that topic?
00:41:52Do you want that topic?
00:41:54How about you?
00:41:55How about you?
00:41:59Do you think hardens them?
00:42:01Would that be the best thing to do?
00:42:05principalmente, you don't know.
00:42:06It doesn't have trouble until nothing.
00:42:08It doesn't have trouble...
00:42:09It doesn't want you to do something.
00:42:10I don't know.
00:42:40There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:59I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29I know, it doesn't matter, it has been.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a mess in my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:45Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:25Okay.
00:44:25Oh, my God.
00:44:55Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:26Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:25This is a wonderful day.
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:30Go, go.
00:46:31Go, go!
00:46:33Go, go, go!
00:46:34Go, go, go!
00:46:36Go!
00:46:37Go, go, go.
00:46:39Go, go, go!
00:46:40Go, go, go!
00:46:41Let's go!
00:48:47Oh.
00:48:48Hi.
00:48:49Did I wake you?
00:48:50No.
00:48:51I think I need to be less serious.
00:48:57Yeah.
00:48:58I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:48:59Okay.
00:49:00I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:01Okay.
00:49:02I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:03Okay.
00:49:04I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:05Okay.
00:49:06I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:07Okay.
00:49:08I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:09Okay.
00:49:10I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:12I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:13Okay.
00:49:14I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:15I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:18Okay.
00:49:19I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:53:24You make me feel calm.
00:53:25Want a drink?
00:53:49Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:15Must be lonely.
00:54:18Feel me.
00:54:19Feel me.
00:54:20Feel me.
00:55:57I wish you.
00:55:58I wish I wish I was single again.
00:55:59I wish I wish I wish...
00:56:00I wish I was single again.
00:56:04I wish I wish I was single again.
00:56:05We didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:07Where have you been?
00:56:09I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:36Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:57:06If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:15There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:19That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:22I'll make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:23Yes.
00:57:25I'll make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:26No.
00:57:27I'm going to drink some tea.
00:57:28No.
00:57:29I'm not.
00:57:30No.
00:57:31No.
00:57:32No, no.
00:57:33I'm not.
00:57:34No, no.
00:57:35No.
00:57:36No.
00:57:38No.
00:57:39No.
00:57:40No.
00:57:41No.
00:57:42No.
00:57:43No.
00:57:44No.
00:57:45No.
00:57:46No.
00:57:47No.
00:57:48No.
00:57:49No.
00:57:50I'm alright.
00:57:58If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:01No worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:07I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:20Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:50I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:05I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:20If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:46No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:34Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:52Every night when he finished working.
01:00:54They were lovely days really.
01:00:55Oh.
01:00:57They're gone.
01:00:58For me.
01:01:00Jane.
01:01:02But not for you.
01:01:03Jane.
01:01:04You know, it's different for you.
01:01:05In some ways it's easier.
01:01:07You haven't got the war.
01:01:08People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:10But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:13You've got to make your own life.
01:01:14One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:17Time is shiftable.
01:01:19It's a little bit different.
01:01:21But not for you.
01:01:22Jane.
01:01:23You know, it's different for you.
01:01:24In some ways it's easier.
01:01:26You haven't got the war.
01:01:27People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:29But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:32You've got to make your own life.
01:01:34One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:38Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05What is it?
01:02:06Oh!
01:02:07Oh!
01:02:08Oh!
01:02:09You all right?
01:02:10Oh!
01:02:11You okay?
01:02:12Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:14Oh!
01:02:15It's bleeding.
01:02:16Oh!
01:02:17It's fine.
01:02:18It's fine.
01:02:19It's fine.
01:02:20It's fine.
01:02:21It's fine.
01:02:22You're losing it?
01:02:23Yes.
01:02:24Oh!
01:02:25Fuck.
01:02:26I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German. They're going to Tibet. And I'm going with them.
01:02:41I want you to come with me.
01:03:00Yes, sir.
01:03:01Thanks, brother.
01:03:02Thanks
01:03:21And again, the heart here.
01:03:54Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm a chance of doing another still like this.
01:04:20How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:38Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:11We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:30That kid.
01:08:31That child.
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:47I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:18I'm sorry.
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:20I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:20I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:22I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:24I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:29For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me.
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:02We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:32I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:37I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:39I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:41I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:41I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:42I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:43I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:44I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:45I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:46I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:47I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:48I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:49I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:50I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:51I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:52I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:23Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:53You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:23I'm coming over in a couple hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:14I'm thinking of driving through Romania.
01:13:21I'm thinking of driving through Romania.
01:14:08Ciao. Buena fortuna.
01:14:10Ciao.
01:14:28Chase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:06It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:16It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Shut that thing off.
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