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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32Signore che si muove.
00:01:33Cazzo.
00:01:35Come questa si si fa al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:44Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51You see the case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No one mentioned solo, but it has seen me see.
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in a car.
00:02:00What do you want?
00:02:10What do you think?
00:02:12She's lost her purse, her purse.
00:02:14No, there's nothing.
00:02:15Did you just give her a minute?
00:02:21One moment, one moment.
00:02:23Okay, okay, okay, okay.
00:02:25Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:27Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35No, no.
00:02:36The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange group?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need to, we need, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, Ash.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have her credit card numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
00:03:52Five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:58Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:01Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:03Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides learn Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51I'm gonna finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have, you know that?
00:05:19She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:26I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:48I'm sorry to go to her.
00:05:49You're welcome.
00:05:51I was good.
00:05:52I love you.
00:05:53I love you too.
00:05:54I love you too.
00:05:56I love you too.
00:05:57I love you too.
00:05:59You're welcome.
00:06:01Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:03How do you think he killed himself?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace?
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, darling.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know. Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:49Jane, can I... Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just... Just a bit more than...
00:07:03Love you.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:14Love you, too.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:40Yes, I feel good.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Okay.
00:09:57testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book
00:10:27what kind of stories stories are you prepared go ahead and ask from your
00:10:35father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air
00:10:41raid shelter my mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens
00:10:46wailed and and then there was a sound of a bomb and the man next to us he said I
00:10:53was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got
00:10:57blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in England miles from Germany from
00:11:12Russia from Italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:23this man
00:11:25and I have a
00:11:27the
00:11:30the
00:11:34the
00:11:37the
00:11:38the
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00:11:52We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:22I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Grazie.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:54Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:24So, come on.
00:14:28My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:43Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:01A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird, autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You knew we went?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:40You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:48Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Can I tell you, please?
00:15:5010.
00:15:5110.
00:15:52Thanks.
00:15:53Thanks.
00:15:54Thanks.
00:15:55Thanks.
00:15:56One?
00:15:57All right.
00:15:58All right.
00:15:59All right.
00:16:00Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:05If you can catch it.
00:16:09Grazie.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:30What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:47But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:51In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:18You're a tourist.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:35I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:39I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:47How old are you?
00:17:48I'm 19.
00:17:49It's my birthday today.
00:17:50Is it really?
00:17:51Uh-huh.
00:17:52Happy birthday.
00:17:53Thank you very much.
00:17:54Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:04I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:05Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:10The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:16I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:18Sorry.
00:18:19Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:25He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:30A hundred?
00:18:31Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:01I don't care.
00:19:14He's all gone!
00:19:18Yeah.
00:19:22Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02The woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:55You hungry?
00:20:56Why, you gonna take me out?
00:20:58Yeah.
00:20:59Alright then.
00:21:00Okay.
00:21:01Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:05Red.
00:21:06Red.
00:21:07Red.
00:21:08Red, please.
00:21:09Uh-huh.
00:21:11Grazie.
00:21:12So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:13So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:25I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:32There's something else.
00:21:33I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:21:39I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:21:40But now, I don't know.
00:21:41I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England,
00:21:58living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen? A little?
00:22:15Yeah. Yeah, I know it. I love to listen.
00:22:33Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:35Oh, God.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:38Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh, we had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:28I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:31We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:52I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:23:54I lost the baby.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14Excuse me.
00:24:15It was your regret.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:24I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you, uh...
00:24:38Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb
00:24:51says that anyone you're destined to meet,
00:24:54like, uh, your soulmate,
00:24:56or your family,
00:24:58or, you know,
00:25:00someone you bump into on the street,
00:25:02we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched,
00:25:10but it can never be broken.
00:25:13There's this...
00:25:18moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting,
00:25:22in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on about how I'm about to embark
00:25:30on this amazing adventure,
00:25:31and...
00:25:33how I'm gonna show World War II
00:25:34from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09That's it.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:22Bravo.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean?
00:26:37I'm ready.
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait.
00:26:41Go, go, go.
00:26:42Oh, my God.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:47Come here.
00:26:48Oh, my God.
00:26:49Oh, my God.
00:26:50Go, go, go!
00:26:51Hey, hey, hey.
00:26:52It's a carabinerie!
00:26:53What?
00:26:54Hey, please!
00:26:55Hey!
00:26:56Hey!
00:26:57Hey!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59Hey!
00:27:00Hey!
00:27:01Hey!
00:27:04Hey!
00:27:05Hey!
00:27:06Hey!
00:27:07Hey!
00:27:08Hey!
00:27:09Hey!
00:27:10Hey!
00:27:11Hey!
00:27:12Hey!
00:27:13Hey!
00:27:14Hey!
00:27:15Hey!
00:27:16Hey!
00:27:17Oh, fuck!
00:27:24Hey, yo, hey, hey.
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Is it true?
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on, let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:16Oh, my gosh.
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:37You're enough.
00:28:38I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Larry.
00:28:54Hey.
00:28:55Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:11So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:12Oh.
00:29:13Happy birthday.
00:29:15Happy birthday.
00:29:17Happy birthday.
00:29:19Happy birthday.
00:29:21Happy birthday.
00:29:26Happy birthday.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:29Happy birthday.
00:29:30Happy birthday.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:33Happy birthday.
00:29:35Happy birthday.
00:29:39Let's pray.
00:30:09Let's pray.
00:30:39Let's pray.
00:30:49Are you awake?
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Let's pray.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember and you do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:29Janey.
00:31:30Got some pastries.
00:31:34You're still asleep?
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:37Janey.
00:31:38Got some pastries.
00:31:42You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:02Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:04Janey.
00:32:05Janey.
00:32:06Janey.
00:32:07Janey.
00:32:08Janey.
00:32:09Janey.
00:32:10Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Janey.
00:32:14Janey.
00:32:15Janey.
00:32:16Janey.
00:32:17Janey.
00:32:18Janey.
00:32:19Janey.
00:32:20Janey.
00:32:21Janey.
00:32:22Janey.
00:32:23Janey.
00:32:24Janey.
00:32:25Janey.
00:32:26Janey.
00:32:27Janey.
00:32:28Janey.
00:32:29Janey.
00:32:30Janey.
00:32:31Janey.
00:32:32Janey.
00:32:33Janey.
00:32:34over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend i liked some of them
00:32:44they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad i wish i had sometimes
00:32:54you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility
00:33:00you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have described this
00:33:09carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not old jane
00:33:18we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill
00:33:24perhaps i'm not explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us were planning dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:56jane
00:33:59oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird
00:34:07sit please sit down join us
00:34:09i'm not sure i'm gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i have the check please in a cafe
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44okay jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59but i don't know if you want to do it i don't know if you want to do it i don't know if you want to
00:35:04do it
00:35:04thank you
00:35:09italian food is so overrated i love it
00:35:13there's no variety english food on the other hand say what you like about it there's nothing like a
00:35:19good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk
00:35:26expat they had like a private chef and everything and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves and this girl came over to me and said it was cat
00:35:38no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:47why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58come on
00:35:59so in my head
00:36:02come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:09what is the definition of perfect pitch what
00:36:20when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:30you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:38do you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:37:00so what's next in your agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's
00:37:08this thing called the shantan festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's
00:37:11where the the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17so pretty how do you support yourself you know a bit of this a bit of that
00:37:23oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:44I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55Come around the side.
00:37:56I need Regina.
00:37:58Vizquia.
00:38:00There you go.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:09Okay.
00:38:11Ciao.
00:38:13How stoned are you?
00:38:22Come on, man.
00:38:23We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:26So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:34Sure.
00:38:36I'm fine from here.
00:38:39Okay.
00:38:40See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:45Oh my god.
00:39:15You scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:13What are we doing?
00:40:16I think we'll make it out.
00:40:19It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:23I think we'll make it out.
00:40:25It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:37I think we're going to have to do it in half a minute.
00:40:39I think I've got a new one and a new one.
00:40:43It's so sexy, too.
00:40:45It's so sexy.
00:40:47It's so sexy.
00:40:49It's so sexy as the girl.
00:40:51It's so sexy.
00:40:52I think she got a new one man.
00:40:54It's so sexy.
00:40:55It's so sexy.
00:40:56It's so sexy.
00:40:57It's so sexy.
00:40:58I can't. I can't do this.
00:41:09What? What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't hurt me.
00:41:58Don't hurt me.
00:42:43There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again. Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa? Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:28You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a mess in my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:41Sorry, darling. Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay. Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:58Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:01Okay.
00:44:09Okay.
00:44:44Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:14Say cheese.
00:45:28You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:34Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:08What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:14What did you do?
00:46:16No.
00:48:54Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah?
00:49:12I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:02You make me feel nervous.
00:53:06You make me feel nervous.
00:53:18You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You make me feel nervous.
00:53:26You make me feel nervous.
00:53:28You make me feel nervous.
00:53:30You make me feel nervous.
00:53:34You make me feel nervous.
00:53:36You make me feel nervous.
00:53:38You make me feel nervous.
00:53:40You make me feel nervous.
00:53:42You make me feel nervous.
00:53:44Want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:42I don't know.
00:54:44I don't know.
00:54:46I don't know.
00:54:48I don't know.
00:54:50I don't know.
00:54:52I don't know.
00:54:54I don't know.
00:54:56I don't know.
00:54:58I don't know.
00:55:00I don't know.
00:55:02I don't know.
00:55:04I don't know.
00:55:06I don't know.
00:55:08I don't know.
00:55:10I don't know.
00:55:12I don't know.
00:55:14I don't know.
00:55:16I don't know.
00:55:18I don't know.
00:55:20I don't know.
00:55:24I don't know.
00:55:26I don't know.
00:55:28I don't know.
00:55:30I don't know.
00:55:32I don't know.
00:55:34I don't know.
00:55:36I don't know.
00:55:38I don't know.
00:55:40I don't know.
00:55:42I don't know.
00:55:44Again and again and again.
00:55:46Again and again and again.
00:55:48Again and again and again.
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket did.
00:55:56Single I was shiny.
00:55:58Once I was single again.
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16I was walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me.
00:56:42I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:58I love you.
00:57:00I love you.
00:57:02I love you.
00:57:04It's a beautiful day.
00:57:06It's on your birthday.
00:57:08All right.
00:57:10Okay.
00:57:12I love you.
00:57:13I love you.
00:57:14Let's go.
00:57:15All right.
00:57:16If it wasn't the war,
00:57:17if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:47I'm gonna make some tea do you want some I'm alright you go out like that again just tell
00:58:01me no worry okay I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:17do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run
00:58:31do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:40I'll tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say Jane
00:59:07one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life I might not be here
00:59:37sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42the book
00:59:45no with my life
00:59:50this is it you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:22the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes
01:00:37he put braids on them
01:00:40they used to be gorgeous
01:00:42what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:44there was one
01:00:47Duke
01:00:48he was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10Jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:14Jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war
01:01:21people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways
01:01:26it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love
01:01:34and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:06oh sorry
01:02:10what is it?
01:02:14oh
01:02:15oh
01:02:15you
01:02:18you alright?
01:02:21you okay?
01:02:23yeah
01:02:24it's bleeding
01:02:25it's bleeding
01:02:27it's fine
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32you finishing that?
01:02:35yes
01:02:35fuck
01:02:37fuck
01:02:37I met these backpackers last night
01:02:49Frank and Elsa
01:02:50she's French
01:02:51he's German
01:02:51they're going to Tibet
01:02:54and I'm going with them
01:02:56I want you to come with me
01:03:00he's German
01:03:02he's in to Tibet
01:03:03he's in to Fine
01:03:03he dram
01:03:04he's in love
01:03:05he's in the woods
01:03:06he's in to
01:03:59Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10A long day.
01:04:14I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48No.
01:04:57The water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:12I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:09And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:11:39Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:09Oh, thanks.
01:12:39Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:40And now, it's coming over.
01:14:10Sir.
01:14:40Jase, you've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:05It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45On the last line in the last
01:16:55And it's I didn't even say it.
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