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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:33I'm looking for the guys.
00:01:35This is called The First place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Woah.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51The RC case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, it's not missing.
00:01:54It's not with the RC case.
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:56It's in my car.
00:02:00Do you want me to go there?
00:02:25Do not care bombardments.
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:41You're sure.
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:03Okay.
00:08:04Let's go.
00:08:34Let's go.
00:09:04Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26my book. What kind of stories? Stories that you've prepared. Or I can ask them a list of stories that
00:10:33Dad told me about. Go ahead and ask from your father's list. God rest his soul. Let's start
00:10:38with the war. We went into an air raid shelter. My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair. He was all alone. That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines. And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:22So, I came to the room.
00:11:25Good night, cappuccino.
00:11:26Good night today, for the glory of his dad.
00:11:50We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:49You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:17No, no, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, Castello Aureganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Sì.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry, I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49You want to give me 10, please?
00:15:5010, 10.
00:15:5110, 10.
00:15:58One?
00:15:58Done.
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:07What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Barry?
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s,
00:17:00thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed under this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day,
00:17:15and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago
00:17:26with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales
00:17:32in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college,
00:17:41and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights,
00:17:44it's a 72-hour plane ride,
00:17:45but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program
00:17:57after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island
00:18:03because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia,
00:18:09so when I come over,
00:18:10I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed,
00:18:13in case you didn't know,
00:18:14is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name
00:18:23of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up.
00:18:27He answers the door,
00:18:28and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing 100.
00:18:32100?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall,
00:18:37and he mumbles a couple of things to me
00:18:38in some crazy dialect,
00:18:40ushers me inside,
00:18:41pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment,
00:18:44and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:55If not older.
00:18:57If not older.
00:18:58I've heard my forgotten life,
00:18:59and he would love to use that instrument.
00:19:00I'm so glad I don't know.
00:19:01I'm so glad I was, like,
00:19:05if not older.
00:19:06Into the same way,
00:19:06I never left around the other way,
00:19:07I don't want to ever take it decades.
00:19:09I don't want her longer.
00:19:10You, like, from years or years,
00:19:11hang a glass of wine with my hand and back,
00:19:12but if not older than me,
00:19:12because I don't want her to beacun to keep history,
00:19:13when she was just on the island.
00:19:14At my school,
00:19:14I don't want her to know.
00:19:16I don't want my new mortDDire in the river.
00:19:17I love my mother.
00:19:18And all this BAFIRE the sweat
00:19:19by himself andhaltens3
00:19:20Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02The woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18Michelangelo is gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:31Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Come on.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma. Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia. Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia. Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:57I'm impressed.
00:20:59You hungry?
00:21:00Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:01Yeah.
00:21:02Yeah.
00:21:03All right, then.
00:21:04Okay.
00:21:05Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:09Red.
00:21:10Red.
00:21:11Red, please.
00:21:12Uh-huh.
00:21:13Grazie.
00:21:14So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:16I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country U.K.
00:21:17I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country U.K.
00:21:18There's something else.
00:21:19I don't know.
00:21:20I don't know.
00:21:21I don't know.
00:21:22I don't know.
00:21:23I don't know.
00:21:24I don't know.
00:21:25I don't know.
00:21:26I don't know.
00:21:27I don't know.
00:21:28I don't know.
00:21:29All right, then.
00:21:30Okay.
00:21:31Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:32Red.
00:21:33Red, please.
00:21:34Uh-huh.
00:21:36Grazie.
00:21:37So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:39I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country U.K.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33A little tangled up.
00:22:34Oh, God.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53But...
00:22:54we all have our own private wars.
00:22:55We all have our own private wars every year, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:03We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh, we had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:19That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did
00:23:25before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:33We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:08I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:10Did you, uh...
00:24:11I didn't go back after that to the States?
00:24:12I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:15Did you, uh...
00:24:16Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:18I think I might have.
00:24:19Tell me.
00:24:20I think I might have.
00:24:21Tell me.
00:24:22I didn't go back after that.
00:24:23I think I might have.
00:24:24Tell me.
00:24:25It's like this...
00:24:26Asian proverb says...
00:24:27anyone you're destined to meet like, uh, your soulmate or...
00:24:28you're destined to meet.
00:24:29You're destined to meet.
00:24:30You're destined to meet.
00:24:31You're destined to meet.
00:24:32you're a baby.
00:24:33I'm not...
00:24:34I'm not...
00:24:35I'm not.
00:24:36I'm not...
00:24:37I'm not.
00:24:38You'rebrook.
00:24:39I'm not.
00:24:40I'm not.
00:24:41I'm not.
00:24:42You're not.
00:24:43You're crazy.
00:24:44tell me it's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet
00:24:54like your soulmate or your family or you know someone you bump into on the street
00:25:02we're all connected by this red string to be tangled or stretched but it can
00:25:12never be broken there's this moment in the tape I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my
00:25:24flight and I'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and I'm gonna show World War two from a totally different perspective but
00:25:42I don't know if it's that interesting that's the whole point isn't it keeping it interesting for
00:25:54yourself maybe maybe I just want to write about nothing everything is nothing all the best
00:26:07yeah no grads yeah make a wish I make it great
00:26:21okay
00:26:25Bravo Bravo
00:26:37what do you mean I'm going to go what
00:26:38grab my hand wait go go go oh my god
00:26:41oh my gosh oh my gosh oh no what what do you mean
00:26:46hey hey hey it's the carabinerary right then please no
00:26:57hey hey now yeah
00:27:05we can't go back and we go back and you're goingalles
00:27:07okay
00:27:09oh my baby I got�
00:27:23hey no
00:27:24hey
00:27:24hey
00:27:25hey
00:27:26okay
00:27:26hey
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said no one day off.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:57Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:20We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:23Okay, maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Happy birthday.
00:29:50OK.
00:30:50You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54Janey.
00:32:06My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things, and we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn
00:32:31Miller one time. We used to go all over the place. They were wonderful times. I never had
00:32:40an American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave
00:32:50my mom and dad. I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that. At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia. Or something. For youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:20You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was... it was fun. It was just fun.
00:33:30How was work?
00:33:41The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating. The three of us
00:33:48should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:49I'd like that.
00:33:50Jane?
00:33:51Oh, my God. This is Caleb.
00:33:52Hi. No, no. We were just talking about you.
00:33:53We were? That's so weird. Sit, please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:05What?
00:34:10What?
00:34:11I don't have a chance of a wreck.
00:34:13I know, right?
00:34:14I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, pour, pour, pour?
00:34:42Oh, no, thank you. Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:50Yes, I do. Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:55You didn't know that.
00:34:57Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:00Grazie.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:03Grazie.
00:35:04Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:10I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:13English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it. There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:26They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:29And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:35And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke. Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:43That is disgusting.
00:35:45True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:01Come on. Let's hear one.
00:36:06Um...
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:11What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:17When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:23You didn't just make that up.
00:36:26I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:31You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:36This and that, you know.
00:36:37Shall we?
00:36:38Yeah.
00:36:39What time to go?
00:36:40Already?
00:36:41Yeah.
00:36:42I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:43Hmm.
00:36:44Hmm.
00:36:45So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:36:50Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:36:51Oh, Tibet?
00:36:52Really?
00:36:53Yeah.
00:36:54Then just think on the shopping festival at the end of the summer.
00:36:57Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:36:58That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:01The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:02So pretty.
00:37:03How do you support yourself?
00:37:04You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:05All right then.
00:37:06I'll walk you.
00:37:07Does anybody want to go to the next one?
00:37:08Yeah.
00:37:09And then you're in the next one?
00:37:10Yeah.
00:37:11I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:12Oh, Tibet.
00:37:13Really?
00:37:14Yeah, there's this thing called the shopping festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:15Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:16That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:17The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18So pretty.
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:24Oh, all right then.
00:37:29I'll walk you.
00:37:30Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:32You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:41Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55Come around the side.
00:37:57Tonya, Regina, Lucia.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:14How stoned are you?
00:38:15Come on, man.
00:38:16We should tell him a pub.
00:38:17It's not a big deal.
00:38:18So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:19Occasionally.
00:38:20Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:21Sure.
00:38:22I'm fine from here.
00:38:23Okay.
00:38:24See you after work.
00:38:25Yep.
00:38:26I'll be waiting.
00:38:27I'll be waiting.
00:38:28I'll be waiting.
00:38:29I'll be waiting.
00:38:30I'll be waiting.
00:38:31This is good.
00:38:32I'm fine with my friends.
00:38:33Oh, no, you're here.
00:38:34I'll be waiting.
00:38:35No way.
00:38:36Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:37Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41I'll be waiting.
00:38:42See you after work.
00:38:43Yep.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:38:46Hey, Premier!
00:38:47I'll be waiting!
00:38:49Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you, and I can't believe I found you.
00:39:47I have no way to sleep.
00:39:51I'm waiting for you.
00:39:54I have no way to sleep.
00:39:59I have no way.
00:40:00I'm waiting for you to sleep.
00:40:02What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:32It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:41:02I can't do this.
00:41:03What?
00:41:04What?
00:41:05I can't do this.
00:41:06Why?
00:41:07Do you do this a lot?
00:41:08Do you seduce women?
00:41:09Is this what you do?
00:41:40I can't do this.
00:41:41I can't do this.
00:41:42I can't do this.
00:41:43I can't do this.
00:41:44I can't do this.
00:41:45I can't do this.
00:41:46I can't do this.
00:41:47I can't do this.
00:41:48I can't do this.
00:41:49I can't do this.
00:41:50I can't do this.
00:41:51I can't do this.
00:41:52I can't do this.
00:41:53I can't do this.
00:41:54I can't do this.
00:41:55I can't do this.
00:41:56I can't do this.
00:41:57I can't do this.
00:41:58I can't do this.
00:41:59I can't do this.
00:42:00I can't do this.
00:42:30There was one boy from Belgium, he was lovely, he had a moustache, my mother hated moustaches,
00:42:54and he was shipped off. I never saw him again. Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight? Stop that thing!
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:24I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I do some off for your husband?
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute. I have a hell of a mess in my bed. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely. I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:33Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:03Say cheese.
00:45:29Oh, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:14What did you do?
00:46:36I don't know what to do.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:36I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:36I think I need to be less serious.
00:51:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:51:36I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:36I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:37I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:46I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:47I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:48I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:52You said that?
00:52:53You said that?
00:52:54You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:57I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:58I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:59I think I need to be less serious.
00:53:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:53:05I think I need to be less serious.
00:53:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:53:11You make me feel nervous.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:41Do you want a drink?
00:54:09Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:41You make me feel calm.
00:54:45You make me feel calm.
00:54:49You make me feel calm.
00:54:51You make me feel calm.
00:54:55You make me feel calm.
00:54:57You make me feel calm.
00:55:01You make me feel calm.
00:55:03You make me feel calm.
00:55:07You make me feel calm.
00:55:09You make me feel calm.
00:55:13You make me feel calm.
00:55:15You make me feel calm.
00:55:19You make me feel calm.
00:55:21You make me feel calm.
00:55:23You make me feel calm.
00:55:25You make me feel calm.
00:55:27You make me feel calm.
00:55:29You make me feel calm.
00:55:31You make me feel calm.
00:55:33You make me feel calm.
00:55:35You make me feel calm.
00:55:37You make me feel calm.
00:55:39You make me feel calm.
00:55:41You make me feel calm.
00:55:43You make me feel calm.
00:55:45You make me be calm.
00:55:46Again and again and again.
00:55:48Again and again and again.
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket did single.
00:55:56I wish I was single again.
00:56:12I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking?
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:42I've committed myself.
00:56:44People are depending on me.
00:56:46I have to go to work.
00:56:50Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:54Okay.
00:56:56Okay.
00:56:58Okay.
00:57:04Okay.
00:57:06Okay.
00:57:08Okay.
00:57:10Okay.
00:57:12Okay.
00:57:16Okay.
00:57:18Okay.
00:57:20Okay.
00:57:22Okay.
00:57:24Okay.
00:57:26Okay.
00:57:28Okay.
00:57:30Okay.
00:57:32Okay.
00:57:34Okay.
00:57:36Okay.
00:57:38Okay.
00:57:40Okay.
00:57:42Okay.
00:57:44Okay.
00:57:46Okay.
00:57:48Okay.
00:57:50Okay.
00:57:52Okay.
00:57:53Okay.
00:57:54Okay.
00:57:55Okay.
00:57:56Okay.
00:57:57Okay.
00:57:58Okay.
00:57:59Okay.
00:58:00Okay.
00:58:01Okay.
00:58:02I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:06Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:18Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:36I'll tell you the next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say Jane.
00:59:26One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life.
00:59:30I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:49This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:21Yeah.
01:00:27The horses back then they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:33Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:52Every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days really.
01:01:08They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:37Time is shiftable.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05Oh sorry.
01:02:09What is it?
01:02:11What is it?
01:02:14Oh.
01:02:16Oh you.
01:02:18Are you alright?
01:02:20You okay?
01:02:21Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:25Oh.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:08I can't, folks.
01:03:09She lives all yet.
01:03:10I got you.
01:03:12Your hands back into that place.
01:03:13I love you.
01:03:15I love you.
01:03:17And I love you.
01:03:18I love you.
01:03:19Love you.
01:03:21I am not sure if you want to stayона yet.
01:03:23If I never forget you are.
01:03:26You can't!
01:03:28Bye.
01:03:30See you later.
01:03:33See you later.
01:03:34See you later.
01:03:36Hi.
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:09I'm lacking.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:13God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:42Are you listening?
01:04:44You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:54Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:08Have you?
01:05:10Absolutely not.
01:05:12Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:24Yes.
01:05:25Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:40And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:56So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:19Sex has consequences, life and death.
01:06:21Mostly death.
01:06:22Jane, please.
01:06:23Let me guess.
01:06:24You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:25No.
01:06:26That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:30Not did.
01:06:31Do you want to have children?
01:06:34So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Please.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:56And again.
01:06:57Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:11We can adopt.
01:07:12That's not what you want.
01:07:13Is it?
01:07:14Is that what you want?
01:07:15Hmm?
01:07:16Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:18That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:32What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:33I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:47You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:28Yes.
01:08:30That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:33It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:36Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:26I'm sorry.
01:09:27For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:33No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:43No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:45Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:48You don't love me!
01:09:49That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:00Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:06I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:15No questions asked.
01:10:17No guilt.
01:10:19This is good.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23This is good.
01:10:24This is good.
01:10:25This is good.
01:10:27This is good.
01:10:29I love you.
01:10:30Yes, yes.
01:10:31You might be seeing the next video.
01:10:32I'll be having you all.
01:10:33You can see the next video.
01:10:34And I'll be with you, my friend.
01:10:35Thank you, professor.
01:10:36I'll go home together.
01:10:37Think about you.
01:10:38I'll be with you and me.
01:10:39Look at you.
01:10:40Good.
01:10:41Anything.
01:10:42You're not good.
01:10:43It's a natural.
01:10:44This is a natural.
01:10:45I'm not good.
01:10:46You're not good.
01:10:47It's bad.
01:10:48Thanks.
01:10:49I'm very impressed.
01:11:50You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:07Bye.
01:14:09Bye.
01:14:11Bye.
01:14:13Bye.
01:14:15Bye.
01:14:23Bye.
01:14:25Bye.
01:14:27Bye.
01:14:29Bye.
01:14:31XAXE
01:14:53Jay's!
01:14:58You've got to come over to this side
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:30I'm writing you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
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