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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I think it's gonna be great.
00:01:32I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:34I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:35I think I'm gonna be good.
00:01:37I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:46Shit.
00:01:47Whoa.
00:01:48I can't put my wallet.
00:01:49Wait, in your seat case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, no, no, no, no.
00:01:54No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:55No, no.
00:01:56No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:57What do you think of this?
00:02:13She's lost her purse.
00:02:27Where did you have it last?
00:02:35The train station, I think. The exchange group.
00:02:43Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think so.
00:03:27It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card. The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:33It's nice.
00:03:34Yes, I have a credit card. The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:37Yes, I have them here.
00:03:38Okay.
00:03:39Five, five, three, three.
00:03:40Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:41Eight, seven, eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:42Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:43Five, seven.
00:03:44Yeah.
00:03:45Expires 12.15.
00:03:46No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:03:47We're here for two weeks.
00:03:48No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:03:49We're here for two weeks.
00:03:50No, I'm working here.
00:03:51No, I'm working here.
00:03:52No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:03:53We're here for two weeks.
00:03:54No, I'm working here.
00:03:55No, I'm working here.
00:03:56No, I'm working here.
00:03:57Yes, I'll hold.
00:03:59Okay, hold on.
00:04:01And then I have one card sent out immediately.
00:04:02No, I'm working here.
00:04:06Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:07No, I'm working here.
00:04:09Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:11Ah, I have another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:15No, I'm working here.
00:04:19Amy.
00:04:20No, I don't want to hit the card.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all. I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Will I finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:01Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen. I always have. You know that?
00:05:18You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:24You have my support. I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:30I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34It has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:40Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04Who?
00:06:06David Foster Wallace.
00:06:08I don't know.
00:06:10You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:12You have to read it when I'm done, darling.
00:06:14Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:20He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:24I really don't know.
00:06:26Just so tedious.
00:06:28And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:30Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world and it wasn't enough.
00:06:32Jane, can we not talk about this?
00:06:34Just a bit more than.
00:06:36Just a bit more than.
00:06:38Jane, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just a bit more than.
00:06:56I did.
00:07:13Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:26Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:07:56Mm-hmm.
00:08:26Mm-hmm.
00:08:56Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:19I think you're boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:39Mm-hmm.
00:09:39So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you.
00:09:57I'll see you.
00:10:03Okay.
00:10:05Sorry.
00:10:05Thanks.
00:10:05I'll see you later.
00:10:07I'll see you later.
00:10:07Bye-bye.
00:10:07Bye-bye.
00:10:08Bye-bye.
00:10:08Bye.
00:10:08Bye-bye.
00:10:09Bye-bye.
00:10:13testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them the list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound
00:10:49of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia
00:11:12from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19and uh cappuccino
00:11:26so
00:11:35so
00:11:39We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it, I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like 10 and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:29You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:07What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy?
00:16:36Fairy?
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:52In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:55So this is .
00:19:08How about you?
00:19:15How about you?
00:19:16When?
00:19:17How about you?
00:19:20How about you?
00:19:21Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02The woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:55You hungry?
00:20:56Why, you gonna take me out?
00:20:57Yeah.
00:20:58Yeah.
00:20:59Alright then.
00:21:00Okay.
00:21:01Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:03Red.
00:21:04Red.
00:21:05Red.
00:21:06Red.
00:21:07Red.
00:21:08Uh-huh.
00:21:11You hungry?
00:21:12Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:14Alright then.
00:21:15Okay.
00:21:16Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:17Red.
00:21:18White?
00:21:19Red.
00:21:20Red.
00:21:21Uh-huh.
00:21:23Grazie.
00:21:24So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:26I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:10You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:34That's tangled up.
00:22:35Oh, God.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We...
00:23:03We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:09I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:30Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like your soulmate or your family or, you know,
00:24:59someone you bump into on the street.
00:25:02We're all connected by this red string.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:11Make a wish.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Hey.
00:26:29Hey.
00:26:30What?
00:26:31Hey.
00:26:36Hey.
00:26:37It's a carabinerary.
00:26:41Hey, please.
00:26:42No!
00:26:43No!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Strong, so.
00:26:52Hey, hey, hey!
00:26:54It's a carabinerary!
00:26:55It's the carabinerie.
00:26:56Hey!
00:26:57It's the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:58Yeah!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We're gonna be arrested!
00:27:07Look!
00:27:09We can't pay for the car!
00:27:11No way!
00:27:12Okay!
00:27:13Oh no!
00:27:14Oh no!
00:27:15Okay!
00:27:16Oh my God!
00:27:18Hey!
00:27:19Hey!
00:27:20Hey!
00:27:21Hey!
00:27:22Hey!
00:27:23Hey!
00:27:24Hey!
00:27:25It would make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:55Oh my gosh.
00:28:12It went up my nose.
00:28:19Can we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe it's not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills
00:28:35and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:25I'm a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:34Jane.
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:38Got some pastries.
00:31:42You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
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00:33:03Jane.
00:33:04Jane.
00:33:05Jane.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met.
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something, for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:36How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:01This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking right here.
00:34:05We were.
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07That's it, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10Well...
00:34:11Ugh.
00:34:13You have a chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm actually going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:36Yes.
00:34:37In a cafe, put, put, put, put?
00:34:43Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56Did you know that?
00:34:57Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:26They had like a private chef and everything.
00:35:29And they were serving this loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:35And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:43That is disgusting.
00:35:45True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:56Come on.
00:35:57You're selling my ant.
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59Let's hear one.
00:36:00Um...
00:36:01I have one.
00:36:02What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:03What?
00:36:04When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:11You didn't just make that up.
00:36:12I did.
00:36:13It's too good.
00:36:14I did.
00:36:15Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:17You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:18Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:19This and that, you know.
00:36:20Shall we?
00:36:21Yeah.
00:36:22What time to go?
00:36:23Already?
00:36:24Yeah.
00:36:25I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:26I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:27Hmm.
00:36:28I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:29Hmm.
00:36:30I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:31Hmm.
00:36:32I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:33I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:34Hmm.
00:36:35I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:36I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:37You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Hmm.
00:36:39Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:45Yeah.
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
00:36:51So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:05Oh, Tibet.
00:37:06Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:15The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:18How do you support yourself?
00:37:20You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28Oh.
00:37:29Alright then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:32You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:41Okay.
00:37:42I have a piece of paper.
00:37:43You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:44I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:45But don't knock on the front door.
00:37:46Come around the side.
00:37:47I need Regina.
00:37:48Iskia.
00:37:49There you go.
00:37:51And thanks again for yesterday.
00:37:52No problem.
00:37:53Hey.
00:37:54Hey.
00:37:55Ciao.
00:37:56How stoned are you?
00:37:57How stoned are you?
00:37:58Come on then.
00:37:59It's not a big deal.
00:38:00It's not a big deal.
00:38:01So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:02Yeah.
00:38:03Yeah.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:06Thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07No problem.
00:38:08Hey.
00:38:09Ciao.
00:38:10How stoned are you?
00:38:11Come on then.
00:38:12We're just home to pop.
00:38:13It's not a big deal.
00:38:14So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:29Occasionally.
00:38:30Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:33Sure.
00:38:34I'm fine from here.
00:38:39Okay.
00:38:40See you after work.
00:38:41Yep.
00:38:42I'll be waiting.
00:39:04Hey.
00:39:05Hey.
00:39:06God, you scared me.
00:39:07Are you following me?
00:39:08Maybe?
00:39:09Is that weird?
00:39:10Yeah.
00:39:11Yeah.
00:39:12I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:18You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:25I came looking for you.
00:39:26And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:30I can't believe I found you.
00:39:31I can't believe I found you.
00:39:32I can't believe I found you.
00:39:41I can't believe I found you.
00:39:42I can't believe I found you.
00:39:48I was looking for you.
00:39:49I'm feeling.
00:39:50I could see you.
00:39:51I'm feeling good.
00:39:52I'm feeling good.
00:39:53I'm feeling good.
00:39:55I don't know.
00:40:25What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:55I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Do you need to be less serious?
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a mustache.
00:42:51My mother hated mustaches.
00:42:56And he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Do you want me to hand over my mouth?
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:15Come on.
00:46:15Come here.
00:46:16Come here.
00:46:22Come here.
00:46:23Satsang with Mooji
00:46:53ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:23ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:53ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:23ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:53ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:49:02ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:12Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:33Yeah.
00:52:33Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You made me feel calm.
00:53:50You made me feel calm.
00:53:57You made me feel calm.
00:53:58You made me feel calm.
00:54:07You made me feel calm.
00:54:08You made me feel calm.
00:54:09You made me feel calm.
00:54:13You made me feel calm.
00:54:14You made me feel calm.
00:54:15You made me feel calm.
00:54:19You made me feel calm.
00:54:20You made me feel calm.
00:54:21You made me feel calm.
00:54:22You made me feel calm.
00:54:25You made me feel calm.
00:54:26You made me feel calm.
00:54:27You made me feel calm.
00:54:28You made me feel calm.
00:54:29You made me feel calm.
00:54:30You made me feel calm.
00:54:31You made me feel calm.
00:54:32You made me feel calm.
00:54:33You made me feel calm.
00:56:04I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52I can't believe in you.
00:56:53I could be here.
00:57:00If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:30There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:53If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:13Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:08One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:33Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:46No, with my life.
00:59:51This is it, you know. It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone, for me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:37The time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:49There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Oh!
01:02:17Oh, you...
01:02:20You alright?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26Oh!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34You losing it?
01:02:36Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:39Oh.
01:02:44I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:00Oh, come with me.
01:03:04Huh?!
01:03:11Hello, becky.
01:04:12I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious.
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:11:44Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:48You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:44Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:56We're thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:55Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:10Ciao.
01:14:25Jace!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:06The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:12The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:18The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
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