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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:33Tre, tre, uomini.
00:01:35Questa si si va al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in the seat case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, no, no, no, no.
00:01:54No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:55It's not where the seat is.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in the club.
00:02:00She's lost the bus, the bus.
00:02:02No, no.
00:02:03She didn't know anything.
00:02:05Can I just give her a minute?
00:02:07Why, just a moment, a moment.
00:02:09We don't need to go for the day.
00:02:10...to be at home.
00:02:11I want to go for a visit.
00:02:13It needs to be held by my front.
00:02:14What are you thinking?
00:02:15I should go for a bus.
00:02:16No, no.
00:02:17There's nothing.
00:02:19No, no, no.
00:02:20No, no.
00:02:21No, no.
00:02:22No, no, no.
00:02:23No, no, no, no.
00:02:25No, no, no.
00:02:27No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay.
00:03:36Five-five-three-three.
00:03:38Seven-six-four-five.
00:03:40Eight-seven-eight-seven.
00:03:42Nine-one-five-seven.
00:03:44Nine-one-five-seven.
00:03:46Nine-one-five-seven.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
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00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working.
00:04:18Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47I think the whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:57Okay.
00:04:58Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:05I don't know.
00:06:06I don't know.
00:06:07I don't know.
00:06:08You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20That's what you're doing.
00:06:21I'm done, darling.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't
00:06:50I.
00:06:50Jen, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:07:10I love you.
00:07:15I love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Do you feel okay?
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:09:57Okay.
00:09:58I'll see you later.
00:09:59Okay.
00:09:59Okay.
00:10:00Okay.
00:10:01Okay.
00:10:01Okay.
00:10:02Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them the list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines, and this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night, cappuccino.
00:11:26Okay.
00:11:27Good night.
00:11:27Good night.
00:11:28Good night.
00:11:29Good night.
00:11:30Good night.
00:11:31Good night.
00:11:32Good night.
00:11:33Good night.
00:11:34Good night.
00:11:35We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:03We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:15Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:16I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:27See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:29Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you have a good day.
00:12:33Bye.
00:12:34Bye.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should've had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:02Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right then.
00:13:11Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:16Castle?
00:13:17Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:20Um, Castello Aureganese?
00:13:24Uh, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:27Grazie.
00:13:28They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the
00:13:40German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:49now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Nice.
00:13:58That's great.
00:13:59That's cool.
00:14:00Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:02London.
00:14:03No, in America.
00:14:04Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:14Are you?
00:14:15What?
00:14:16Are you here on vacation?
00:14:17Sorry.
00:14:18I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:24So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:31He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:34Cool.
00:14:35What does he play?
00:14:36Viola.
00:14:37Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:38The viola.
00:14:39Any good?
00:14:40Yes.
00:14:41Very.
00:14:42How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:43You put it in a viola case.
00:14:44Right?
00:14:45That's not funny.
00:14:46Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:14:47A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:14:48Because viola players are dead?
00:14:49No?
00:14:50Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:14:53Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:14:54No.
00:14:55No.
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00:15:00No.
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00:15:13No.
00:15:14No.
00:15:15No.
00:15:16No.
00:15:17No I'm sorry about it?
00:15:19I can't help it.
00:15:20I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music slash nerd summer
00:15:23camp when I was like ten and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child.
00:15:27So, you know, I understand.
00:15:30You look too young to be married.
00:15:32And you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:37Stop making me feel like a stalker, f**k.
00:16:02Oh hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:05If you can catch it.
00:16:09Grazie.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:13Very.
00:16:14Ha!
00:16:15Very.
00:16:16I like it.
00:16:17They have this device down in the basement, it's like a torture cage.
00:16:21They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:25Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:27That would suck.
00:16:28I don't know.
00:16:29I don't know.
00:16:30I don't know.
00:16:31I don't know.
00:16:32I don't know.
00:16:33I don't know.
00:16:34I don't know.
00:16:35I don't know.
00:16:36I don't know.
00:16:37I don't know.
00:16:38I don't know.
00:16:39I don't know.
00:16:41It's like a torture cage, they lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:45Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:46That would suck.
00:16:47But can you imagine? Dying by just sitting there? That would suck.
00:16:57In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:01It must have smelled pretty bad. All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know. I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:35I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:39I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it. My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19. It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation. I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway.
00:18:20So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:30A hundred?
00:18:31Yeah, if not older. He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:01A Angebot.
00:19:18A Angebot.
00:19:21Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:02You hungry?
00:21:03Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:04Yeah.
00:21:05Alright then.
00:21:06Okay.
00:21:07Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:14Red.
00:21:15Red.
00:21:16Red.
00:21:17Uh-huh.
00:21:19Grazie.
00:21:20So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:34I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:49I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17No.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:34Oh God.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:14That is like...
00:23:15It's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I don't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:44I got pregnant so we got married.
00:23:58I lost the baby.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:03I'm sorry.
00:24:05I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:12Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:41I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected
00:25:04by this red string.
00:25:06It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:13There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight and I'm talking into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show
00:25:34World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:41I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:01Everything is nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:06Compliano.
00:26:07Grazie.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09That's it.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Hey!
00:26:29Hey!
00:26:30Hey!
00:26:31Hey!
00:26:32Hey!
00:26:33Hey!
00:26:34Hey!
00:26:35It's a carabinerary!
00:26:36No!
00:26:37Hey!
00:26:38Hey!
00:26:39Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55Hey!
00:26:56Hey, please!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59No!
00:27:00No!
00:27:01No!
00:27:02No!
00:27:03No!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07We can't go back!
00:27:10You can't pay me!
00:27:11I'm not going to pay me!
00:27:12I'm not going to pay me!
00:27:15Oh, no!
00:27:17Oh, God!
00:27:19Hey!
00:27:20Hey!
00:27:21Hey!
00:27:22Hey!
00:27:23Hey!
00:27:25Hey!
00:27:26It would make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:56Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:20Do we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe it's not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:30:31You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:01There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip
00:31:15of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:26They stayed with me, too.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:42Nellie.
00:31:45Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54My friends had lots of American boyfriends,
00:32:22and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:37I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:41I liked some of them.
00:32:43They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility.
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:17We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:41The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us were planning dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:11I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play?
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:57You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:59Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:10I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Tell me what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my aunt.
00:36:01Well, come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:31You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:50So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:42I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00This, yeah.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:12Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:38:45I'll be waiting.
00:38:55I'll be waiting.
00:38:59Hey.
00:39:01God, you scared me.
00:39:03Are you following me?
00:39:05Maybe.
00:39:07Is that weird?
00:39:09Yeah.
00:39:11Oh.
00:39:13Oh.
00:39:15Oh.
00:39:17Oh.
00:39:19Oh.
00:39:21Oh.
00:39:23Oh.
00:39:25Oh.
00:39:27Oh.
00:39:29Oh.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:35You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:39I came looking for you.
00:39:41And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:59What are we doing?
00:40:01What are we doing?
00:40:15I think we'll make it out.
00:40:17So sexy.
00:40:19And beautiful.
00:40:21And beautiful.
00:40:23So sexy.
00:40:25And beautiful.
00:40:27And beautiful.
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:31So sexy.
00:40:33And beautiful.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:37And beautiful.
00:40:41And beautiful.
00:40:43And beautiful.
00:40:47I can't do this.
00:40:49I can't. I can't do this.
00:41:09What? Why?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:19Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:49Don't follow me.
00:42:19Don't follow me.
00:42:50He had a mustache.
00:42:52My mother hated mustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:00Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:16You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we were just staying here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59So, let's go.
00:44:09I have a chair.
00:44:11I'm sorry.
00:44:11Okay.
00:44:12I'm sorry.
00:44:13I'll see you next time.
00:44:17I'm sorry.
00:44:18I'll see you next time.
00:44:21Okay.
00:44:21Bye.
00:44:22Bye.
00:44:23Bye.
00:44:24Bye.
00:44:24Bye.
00:44:25Bye.
00:44:26Bye.
00:44:26Bye.
00:44:27Bye.
00:44:28Bye.
00:44:28Bye.
00:44:29LENARD
00:44:49LENARD
00:44:51LENARD
00:44:51LENARD
00:44:53LENARD
00:44:55Can we talk?
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:27No, no, no, no!
00:46:41Let's see it.
00:46:45Let's see it.
00:46:46Let's see it.
00:46:48Let's see it!
00:46:49Arjun is at the front line! Arjun is at the front line!
00:47:19You know what's going on as well.
00:47:36Arjun is at 6.5 mist.
00:47:39To Runder there.
00:47:42I don't know.
00:48:42Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:12Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:42I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:47Yeah.
00:49:48I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:50Yeah.
00:49:51I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:53I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:01I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:03I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:17I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:19I think I need to be less serious.
00:53:03You make me feel nervous.
00:53:08You make me feel nervous.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:38You want a drink?
00:54:08Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:38I love you.
00:54:49Yeah, what you want to do?
00:54:57You make me feel calm.
00:55:02Again and again and again
00:55:30Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle
00:55:40I wish I was single again
00:55:44Again and again and again
00:55:48Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle
00:55:57I wish I was single again
00:56:01I didn't sleep at all last night, where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking
00:56:19All night
00:56:21I've been thinking
00:56:23You left your phone here, I had to plug it in
00:56:27We need to talk Leonard
00:56:29I have to go to work
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:35No, I can't be late
00:56:39Leonard
00:56:41Whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it
00:56:43I've committed myself
00:56:45People are depending on me
00:56:47I have to go to work
00:56:49I can't be late
00:56:51Okay
00:57:19if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:37i'm gonna make some tea do you want some i'm all right
00:57:52you go out like that again just tell me i worry
00:58:03okay
00:58:06i can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:11do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good
00:58:30in the long run
00:58:31do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us
00:58:39have
00:58:40tell you next time we come to italy to get a proper kitchen
00:58:56i know what you want me to say jane
00:59:07one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life i might not be here
00:59:20sometimes i worry i'm not honoring her
00:59:28with the book
00:59:42with the book
00:59:45no with my life
00:59:50this is it you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:23yeah
01:00:24the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes
01:00:37he put braids on them
01:00:40ah they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:46there was one
01:00:48duke
01:00:49duke he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working
01:00:56they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone
01:01:09for me
01:01:10jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:14jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that i would trade
01:01:53sixty years to have back again
01:01:56that's the truth
01:01:58you know the truth when you find it
01:02:01it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:08it'll come to me
01:02:09what is it
01:02:11what is it
01:02:14oh
01:02:20are you alright
01:02:22you ok
01:02:23Stunned my toe.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:51They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:21I want you to come with me.
01:03:25I want you to come.
01:03:26I want you to come with me.
01:03:27I want you to come with me.
01:03:57Hi.
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05How are you?
01:04:07Long day.
01:04:11God, when are they not?
01:04:15I don't think I'm chomped at doing a lot of stuff like this.
01:04:21How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32That's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:44You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:51The water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:08Have you?
01:05:14Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:26Tedious?
01:05:27I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:40And we don't?
01:05:41There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:49Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:51Why?
01:05:52Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:58So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:03I love you.
01:06:12I get it, Leonard.
01:06:14I get it.
01:06:15It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:19Sex has consequences.
01:06:20Life and death.
01:06:21Mostly death.
01:06:22Jane, please.
01:06:23Let me guess.
01:06:24You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:25No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:30Not did.
01:06:31Do you want to have children?
01:06:34So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:54Please.
01:06:55Yes.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:26That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:31I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:10I'm leaving you.
01:08:15I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:23See him.
01:08:25Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:28Yes.
01:08:30That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:33It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:36Time is shiftable.
01:08:37I don't get it.
01:08:38Leonard.
01:08:40I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:47What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:08I'm sorry.
01:09:09For what?
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:12For what?
01:09:13I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:14No.
01:09:15For losing my temper.
01:09:16I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:17You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:18No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:19If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:24You should go with him.
01:09:26You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:28No.
01:09:29That is not what this is about.
01:09:30Of course it is.
01:09:31Of course it is!
01:09:32You don't love me any more, Leonard!
01:09:33You don't love me!
01:09:34That's rubbish.
01:09:37This is your ticket.
01:09:38The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:43No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me.
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:43No guilt.
01:10:51No guilt.
01:11:52You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:29Frank is coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:56I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:03You're welcome.
01:14:04Thanks.
01:14:11Your dad is good.
01:14:15You're welcome.
01:14:20Thank you much.
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01:14:53Jase!
01:14:57You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45Let's...
01:16:46Let's...
01:16:47Let's...
01:16:48Let's...
01:16:49Let's...
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