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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32I see these men for the first stop.
00:01:35And this it's called the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoah.
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Do you see the case?
00:01:52No, it's not missing.
00:01:54It's not but there's some, we see...
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:56It needs in my car.
00:02:00She took her purse…
00:02:01She took her purse.
00:02:03…but she took her purse…
00:02:08Please give her a minute.
00:02:12There's nothing for her toion.
00:02:17Have I scared her?
00:02:22Just give it a minute.
00:02:23Can you give her a minute?
00:02:26Come on, sonny. Come on, mommy.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Oh, no.
00:02:36The train station, I think. The exchange booth.
00:02:42Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need, we need, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, son.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:27Yes, I have a credit card. The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:33Okay.
00:03:35Five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:49I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535-5-3-3-7-6-4-5-8-7-8-7-9-1-5-7.
00:04:045-7.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working.
00:04:19Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if I can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:05I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34It has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:00Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08David Foster Wallace.
00:06:14I don't know.
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:31He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know.
00:06:40Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't it not.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:07:01Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:31Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:01Oh.
00:08:22I'm sorry.
00:08:28I don't know.
00:08:58Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:26True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:09:58testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book
00:10:28what kind of stories stories are you prepared before i can ask them the list of stories that
00:10:33dad told me about go ahead and ask from your father's list god rest his soul let's start with
00:10:38the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother your great-grandmother she was shaking
00:10:46sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was
00:10:53in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away
00:10:59there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my mother you know
00:11:08here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from italy from any front lines
00:11:14and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:25good night
00:11:44we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us
00:12:02we jumped into a hedge we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:07it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:18oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia as they pronounce it
00:12:28see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later i hope you have a good day bye
00:12:36those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my regrets you know
00:12:44sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:50you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you let's talk about something else you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06all right then uh excuse me excuse me um the castle castle
00:13:16parlato anglaise no no no no no no no
00:13:19um castello oreganese andare andare andare andare ah grazie
00:13:29they'd been shot through the neck the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:36and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german side
00:13:41and which was the allied side when he came home after something like that
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything now could you i'm actually going there now
00:13:52to the castle you speak english now yeah why do you think i was italian yeah yes that's great that's
00:13:58cool hey hey hey where are you from london no in america come on i mean no i'm from massachusetts
00:14:08that's crazy that's weird right yeah vacation oh are you what are you here on vacation oh
00:14:20sorry i thought you were saying you were on vacation me no so come on
00:14:25my husband is working in naples what does he do he is playing in a concert at the end of the night
00:14:35cool what does he play viola
00:14:43any good yes very
00:14:49how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:51you put it in a viola case right that's not funny um what's the difference between a viola and a
00:15:01coffin a coffin has a dead person on the inside because viola players are dead no why is a viola solo
00:15:09like premature ejaculation because even though you know it's coming there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:16i can't help it i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music
00:15:22slash nerd summer camp when i was like 10 and i play the triangle right and i'm an only child so
00:15:28you know understand
00:15:31you look too young to be married you knew you went no
00:15:35you're making me feel like a stalker
00:15:48oh hey if you got 50 cents
00:16:06you can catch it
00:16:18what brought you out of here today
00:16:36fairy
00:16:36ha
00:16:37fairy
00:16:39i like it
00:16:41they have this device down in the basement it's like a torture cage they lock you in there until you
00:16:46turn of bones but can you imagine dying by just sitting there that would suck
00:16:58in like the 1300s thousands of families lived in this castle it doesn't smell pretty bad all those
00:17:05people crammed onto this rock
00:17:10wow
00:17:11i know i've been coming here every day and it still gets me
00:17:17only we could kill off all the tourists
00:17:20you're a tourist
00:17:22no i'm not
00:17:24i came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations
00:17:31of dolphins and whales in the gulf of naples
00:17:33i can't tell if you're joking i'm dead fucking serious
00:17:40you know i just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over
00:17:43for connecting flights a 72-hour plane ride but you know it was it was worth it my first time out
00:17:48of the u.s how old are you 19 it's my birthday today is it really uh-huh happy birthday thank you very
00:17:55much yeah so i left the program after like a month fuck the relic dolphins
00:18:02just stayed on the island because i have this this awesome living situation i'll tell you the short
00:18:06version basically i used to have ancestors in ischia so when i come over i facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed the second cousin twice removed in case you didn't know is when one person's great
00:18:15grandparent is another person's great great great grandparent i'd love to hear the long version
00:18:20sorry anyway so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island so i show
00:18:26up i he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker i've ever seen easily pushing a hundred a hundred
00:18:33yeah if not older he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall he mumbles a couple of things to
00:18:38me in some crazy dialect ushers me inside pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this
00:18:43basement apartment and uh yeah i never left
00:18:50uh
00:19:20Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem. Come on.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma. Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia. Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia. Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:58I'm impressed. Thank you. You hungry? Why, you gonna take me out? Yeah. All right then. Okay.
00:21:20Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red. Red, please. Uh-huh. Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:50I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours. But now, I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen? A little?
00:22:15Yeah. Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it. I love to listen.
00:22:20That's tangled up.
00:22:35Don't laugh. Okay.
00:22:41Awful as it was, it made you stronger. These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war. We helped each other during that time.
00:23:04We had to laugh. We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off. Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like... It's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:02I'm sorry.
00:24:03I'm sorry.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14Excuse me.
00:24:15It was your regret.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:19Yes, thank you.
00:24:28I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone
00:25:00you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:47That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:56Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:25:59Everything is nothing.
00:26:00All the best.
00:26:01Compliano.
00:26:02Grazie.
00:26:03That's it.
00:26:04Make a wish.
00:26:05Oh, yeah.
00:26:06Make it great.
00:26:07Okay.
00:26:08Bravo.
00:26:09Bravo.
00:26:10Bravo.
00:26:11Bravo.
00:26:12Hey.
00:26:13You ready?
00:26:14What do you mean I'm ready?
00:26:15Ready?
00:26:16What?
00:26:17Grab my hand.
00:26:18Wait, wait.
00:26:20Go, go, go.
00:26:21Go.
00:26:22My gosh.
00:26:23You ready?
00:26:24You ready?
00:26:25Go.
00:26:26Oh my gosh.
00:26:27You ready?
00:26:28Go.
00:26:29Go.
00:26:30Go.
00:26:31Go.
00:26:32Oh my gosh.
00:26:33Go.
00:26:34Go, go, go.
00:26:35Go, go.
00:26:36Go, go, go.
00:26:37Go, go.
00:26:38Go, go.
00:26:39Oh my gosh.
00:26:40I got it.
00:26:41Oh my gosh!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45Oh no!
00:26:46What?
00:26:47What do you mean?
00:26:48Stronzo!
00:26:49Hey!
00:26:50Hey!
00:26:51Hey!
00:26:52Hey!
00:26:53It's the carabinerie!
00:26:55It's the police!
00:26:56No!
00:26:57Hey!
00:26:58Yeah!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:01Yeah!
00:27:02Yeah!
00:27:03Hey!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07Look!
00:27:09We can't go back!
00:27:10You can't go back!
00:27:11Oh my gosh!
00:27:14Oh my gosh!
00:27:15Come here!
00:27:16Come here!
00:27:17Oh my gosh!
00:27:19Come here!
00:27:24Oh my gosh!
00:27:25Did it make me feel better if I said I said that one day off?
00:27:30Yes!
00:27:31It's true!
00:27:32Yes!
00:27:33Is it true?
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:04Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in a handicapped spot.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Oh, no.
00:29:48How now is she?
00:29:52So now I have a sitting at this 51.
00:29:54Hello.
00:30:28You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff.
00:31:25I've got a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Jane.
00:31:34Janey.
00:31:35Got some pastries.
00:31:39You're still asleep?
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
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00:32:50Janey.
00:32:51Janey.
00:32:52Janey.
00:32:53Janey.
00:32:54Janey.
00:32:55and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility.
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Well, perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:53Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12You have a chance of a run.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:15I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:44Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:50Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:54You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Okay?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:05Good.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59You're selling my aunt.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:10What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:45Yeah.
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to go back to work.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:36:51So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:18How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00Vistia.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:18How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him a pub.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:48God, you scared me.
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I can't believe I found you.
00:39:47My God is...
00:39:47I can't believe I found you in mystream.
00:40:02I can't believe I found you.
00:40:04Okay.
00:40:05I found you.
00:40:07I can't believe I found you.
00:40:08I cannot believe by this world.
00:40:09I can believe I found you.
00:40:13I can believe you.
00:40:14What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:44I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:12Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29You need to be less serious.
00:41:33Don't follow me.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:45Don't follow me.
00:41:57Don't follow me.
00:42:01Don't follow me.
00:42:13Don't follow me.
00:42:15Don't follow me.
00:42:17Don't follow me.
00:42:29Don't follow me.
00:42:33Don't follow me.
00:42:44Don't follow me.
00:42:57I never saw him again.
00:43:03Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after,
00:43:06and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing!
00:43:18You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I do some off for your husband?
00:43:35Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:49I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:54I just want to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56What's wrong?
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Goodbye.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:26I don't need my husband.
00:44:27I'll be right back to you.
00:44:48What sort of romantic romantic romantic stayed in?
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:21Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:35Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:09What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:21For Moriah.
00:46:27Hitler.
00:46:35Hitler.
00:46:37Hitler.
00:46:39Hitler.
00:46:45No.
00:46:47tweeting peacefullyοι'd捉身.
00:46:49I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:47:19Oh, my God.
00:47:49No!
00:48:19No!
00:48:49Oh!
00:48:57Hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:12Yeah?
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:19I don't know.
00:53:09You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:45Want a drink?
00:53:49Do you want a drink?
00:53:50Do you want a drink?
00:53:59Do you want a drink?
00:54:00Do you want a drink?
00:54:09Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah.
00:54:12He just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:19Must be lonely.
00:54:23Do you want a drink?
00:54:27Do you want a drink?
00:54:29Do you want a drink?
00:54:31Because of you?
00:54:33Do you want a drink?
00:56:09I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39I never tell you.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49I can't be late.
00:56:50I can't be late.
00:56:51I can't be late.
00:56:52I can't be late.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:22If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:47I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:21Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:34Or do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:10One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:27Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:40With the book?
00:59:41No.
00:59:42With my life.
00:59:43This is it, you know.
00:59:55It ends with me.
00:59:57In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:21The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:33Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:36He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:46Duke.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:52Every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days really.
01:01:07They're gone.
01:01:08For me.
01:01:09Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:13Jane.
01:01:14You know it's different for you.
01:01:17In some ways it's easier.
01:01:19You haven't got the war.
01:01:20People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:23But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the,
01:01:35of the time.
01:01:38Time is shiftable.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:01:59It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You alright?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24Stump my toe.
01:02:25Ah!
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:27Ah!
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:34Yes.
01:02:35Ah!
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:37I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:58I want you to come with me.
01:03:07to come.
01:03:09To that turn,
01:03:23to be honest,
01:03:26he said,
01:03:26to Dance.
01:03:27I thought she was a good...
01:04:03Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:19Is he?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:32Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:14So, so let's see.
01:14:01Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:10Ciao.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:14Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:44Jase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:04The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:12The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:22The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:32The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:12And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:21She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Ah, the last...
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