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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32I can't see...
00:01:33I can't see...
00:01:34I can't see...
00:01:35I can't see.
00:01:36I can't see.
00:01:42Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:50A re-lucid case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, it's not missing A re-lucid case.
00:01:55It's not gonna be a person in the city.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in the car.
00:01:58Does anyone see anything wrong with
00:02:20your friend?
00:02:21One, one, one, one, one.
00:02:23No, no, no.
00:02:24No, no, no.
00:02:25Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26No, no, no.
00:02:27Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:28No, no, no, no.
00:02:29Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:30Okay, okay.
00:02:31Okay.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35No.
00:02:36The train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange booth.
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you drop all this stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need to, we need, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:12Is this it?
00:03:14Thanks, now.
00:03:15Yes.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, young.
00:03:23Yes, I have a credit card, the number is on file on my computer, yes I have them here.
00:03:51Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven, five, seven, yeah, expires 12.15, no, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately, we're here for two weeks, no, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold, you love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all, I admire you, I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45Besides, what's the point, the whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well I, am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57Alright.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane, I always have, you know that.
00:05:21She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be, has been, for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, though.
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity, just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't that.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:06:56Love you.
00:07:13Love you, too.
00:07:16Do you feel alright?
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00:08:03Do you feel okay?
00:08:04Do you feel okay?
00:09:05Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:19testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared before i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from your
00:10:35father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother
00:10:42your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a bomb
00:10:50and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:42we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us
00:12:01we jumped into a hedge we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:15oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia as they pronounce it
00:12:27see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later i hope you have a good day bye
00:12:35those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my regrets you know
00:12:43sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you
00:13:00let's talk about something else
00:13:03you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06they had been shot through the neck
00:13:19the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:23and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german side and which was the allied side
00:13:30when he came home after something like that you couldn't really complain to him about anything now could you
00:13:37i'm actually going there now to the castle
00:13:51you speak english now yeah why do you think i was italian yeah yes that's great that's cool
00:13:58hey hey hey where are you from
00:14:02london no in america come on
00:14:05i mean no shit i'm from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird right vacation
00:14:12vacation oh are you what are you here on vacation oh
00:14:20sorry i thought you were saying you were on vacation me no
00:14:25so come on
00:14:27my husband is working in naples
00:14:30what does he do
00:14:32he is playing in a concert at the end of the month
00:14:35cool
00:14:36what does he play
00:14:37viola
00:14:38the viola
00:14:40the viola
00:14:41the viola
00:14:43any good
00:14:44yes
00:14:45very
00:14:47how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:51you put it in a viola case
00:14:55right
00:14:56that's not funny
00:14:58what's the difference between a viola and a coffin
00:15:01a coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:03because viola players are dead
00:15:06no why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:12because even though you know it's coming
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:18i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music slash nerd summer camp when i was like ten and i play the triangle
00:15:25right
00:15:26and i'm an only child so
00:15:27you know
00:15:28understand
00:15:29you look too young to be married you newlywed
00:15:33no
00:15:34no
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00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:12Grazie.
00:16:34What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:37Ha!
00:16:38Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights a 72 hour plane ride but you know it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically I used to have ancestors in Ischia so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed in case you didn't know is when one person's great grandparent is another person's great great great grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:21Anyway.
00:18:22So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island so I show up.
00:18:27He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah if not older.
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect.
00:18:40Ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment and uh yeah I never left.
00:18:50Hello.
00:18:51I'm having a glass of wine and a marvelous museum and a dead man.
00:19:12I am in prison, my brother.
00:19:16My daughter is so am I?
00:19:17Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears To turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:47To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:55Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian
00:20:16I thought Michelangelo was gay
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:27Let's hear it then, in Italian, let's hear the poem
00:20:34Come on
00:20:36Okay
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma
00:20:43Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia
00:20:49Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma
00:21:02I'm impressed
00:21:06Thank you
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah
00:21:14All right then
00:21:19Okay
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce please?
00:21:27Red
00:21:28Red
00:21:29Red, please
00:21:30Uh-huh
00:21:31Thank you
00:21:32Grazie
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK
00:21:46There's something else
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours
00:22:04But now
00:22:06I don't know
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen
00:22:30Well, it's tangled up
00:22:35Not loud
00:22:36Okay
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war
00:23:02We, we helped each other during that time
00:23:05We had to laugh, we had to smile
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off, would you get it out of my face?
00:23:19That is like
00:23:20It's like a window in time
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks
00:23:32We met while I was recording her
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno
00:23:43Buongiorno
00:23:44Signori
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married
00:24:01I lost the baby
00:24:05I'm sorry
00:24:06Sorry
00:24:15Scusi
00:24:16Stato di vostro gradimento
00:24:17Si, grazie
00:24:18Si, grazie
00:24:19Togliere via
00:24:20Si, grazie
00:24:21Grazie
00:24:22I didn't go back after that to the states
00:24:37Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the red strain?
00:24:42I think I might have
00:24:44Tell me
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb
00:24:51Says that
00:24:53Anyone you're destined to meet like
00:24:55Your soulmate
00:24:57Or
00:24:58Your family
00:24:59Or
00:25:00You know
00:25:01Someone you bump into on the street
00:25:02We're all connected by this red string
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape
00:25:21I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder
00:25:27Rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure
00:25:33And
00:25:34How I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective
00:25:38But
00:25:47I don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:57Maybe
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing
00:26:03Everything is nothing
00:26:06All the best
00:26:08Grazie
00:26:09That's it
00:26:13Make a wish
00:26:16Make it great
00:26:21Okay
00:26:22Bravo
00:26:25Bravo
00:26:26Bravo
00:26:27Hey
00:26:37What do you mean I'm gonna know?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand
00:26:40Wait, go, go, go
00:26:41Oh my god
00:26:42Oh my gosh
00:26:44Oh no
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:47Oops
00:26:48No
00:26:50Stronzo
00:26:53Hey hey
00:26:54Hey
00:26:55It's a carabinerian
00:26:56Hey please
00:26:57No
00:26:58Hey
00:26:59Yeah
00:27:00Yeah
00:27:01Yeah
00:27:02Oh no
00:27:03Yeah
00:27:05We can't go back
00:27:06We can't go back
00:27:06We can't go back
00:27:07Look
00:27:08Look
00:27:10Yeah baby I'm not
00:27:11Oh no
00:27:13Oh no
00:27:14Oh God!
00:27:16Oh God!
00:27:28It would make you feel better if I said I said no one day off.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:38You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:46Come on, let's go.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh my gosh.
00:28:12It went up my nose.
00:28:20Do we come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:24Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone, you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:32For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've gotta go.
00:28:52Catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:08Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Oh.
00:29:26Happy birthday.
00:29:30Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:36Happy birthday.
00:29:38Happy birthday.
00:29:40Happy birthday.
00:29:42Say goodbye.
00:29:44Bye.
00:29:46Bye.
00:29:48Bye.
00:29:50Happy birthday.
00:30:54It's tough to get through.
00:30:56Nice.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:28Stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30Tony.
00:31:31Got some pastries.
00:31:34Still asleep?
00:31:35Jane.
00:31:36Tony.
00:31:37Got some pastries.
00:31:41Still asleep?
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:43Jane.
00:31:44Jane.
00:31:45Jane.
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:47Jane.
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11June.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:32we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:41i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:51i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have
00:33:09described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not
00:33:16old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:30how's work the conductor is actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:47the three of us were planning dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:51jane
00:33:56oh my god this is caleb
00:34:02hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please sit down join us
00:34:09i'm not sure i'm gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i have the check please in a cafe put before
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44jane jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand say what you like about it there's nothing
00:35:18like a good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this
00:35:25old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything and uh they were serving this like
00:35:32loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves this girl came over to me and said it was
00:35:38cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:47why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58come on
00:36:00so in my head
00:36:02come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:09what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:17what
00:36:20when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:30you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:38do you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:51so what's next on your agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah
00:37:07then just think on the shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's
00:37:11where the the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty how do you support yourself you know a bit of this bit of that
00:37:28oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:42okay
00:37:49i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side i need regina
00:38:04thank you and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:07oh no problem hey
00:38:13it's out
00:38:21how stoned are you come on it's not a big deal
00:38:28so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:37i'm fine from here okay i'll see you after work yep i'll be waiting
00:38:53i'll be waiting for you to see you after work
00:39:14hey god you scared me are you following me maybe is that weird
00:39:21i can't sleep last night
00:39:37you told me you're staying near the port so i got the first ferry this morning
00:39:40i came looking for you and i came looking for you and i can't believe i found you
00:39:54so
00:39:56I don't know.
00:40:26What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:56I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Do you need to be less serious?
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:01I'm sorry.
00:44:01I'm sorry.
00:44:02No, I'm sorry.
00:44:26I'm sorry.
00:44:27I don't know.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:34You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:28Let's go.
00:46:39Let's go.
00:46:43Let's go.
00:46:45Left up.
00:46:47Left him.
00:46:49Left him.
00:46:50Right up.
00:46:51Right up.
00:46:52Left him.
00:46:53Right up.
00:46:54ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:24ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:54ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:24ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:54ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:58amenities
00:49:00ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:49:01DID I WAKE YOU?
00:49:03NO
00:49:04I THINK I NEED TO BE LESS SERIOUS
00:49:08Yeah, I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:17You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:23You made me feel calm.
00:53:33You made me feel calm.
00:53:39You made me feel calm.
00:53:47You made me feel calm.
00:53:51Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:21I'm sorry.
00:54:31I'm sorry.
00:54:41I'm sorry.
00:55:47I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Let's go.
00:56:54Let's go.
00:57:12if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:42I'm gonna make some tea do you want some right you go out like that again just tell me I worry
00:58:03okay
00:58:06you can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:11do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good
00:58:28in the long run do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most
00:58:39of us have
00:58:46tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen
00:59:02I don't know what you want me to say Jane
00:59:09one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life I might not be here
00:59:32sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42the book
00:59:45no with my life
00:59:50this is it you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:23the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes he put braids on them
01:00:39they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:46there was one
01:00:48Duke he was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working
01:00:58they were lovely days really
01:01:01they were lovely days really
01:01:05they're gone for me
01:01:09Jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:13Jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:17in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:22but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:29you've got to make your own life
01:01:31one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:36time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again
01:01:56that's the truth
01:01:58you know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:06what is it?
01:02:15oh
01:02:16oh
01:02:17oh
01:02:18you
01:02:19oh
01:02:20you alright?
01:02:21oh
01:02:22you okay?
01:02:23yeah I stung my toe
01:02:25oh
01:02:26it's bleeding
01:02:27oh it's fine
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33you losing it?
01:02:34yes
01:02:35oh
01:02:37fuck
01:02:38oh
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night Frank and Elsa
01:02:50she's French, he's German
01:02:52they're going to Tibet
01:02:54and I'm going with them
01:02:58I want you to come with me
01:03:00oh
01:03:03it's fine
01:03:05here
01:03:06no
01:03:07oh
01:03:09to you
01:03:09you know
01:03:10maybe you're wanted to rest
01:03:21yes
01:03:22but you're willing to come with me
01:03:25and hi
01:03:56Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stick like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:55Please, Jane.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29That kid, that child, that kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better,
01:09:37then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance,
01:09:57meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:09And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23No guilt.
01:10:35No guilt.
01:10:36No guilt.
01:11:40Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:48You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:34Frank is coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so.
01:12:56I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:40Jay, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:09It's four in the morning, the end of December. I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living. There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert. Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:05Hope you're keeping some kind of record. Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair. She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100. Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45Bye.
01:16:47Bye.
01:16:49Bye.
01:16:51Bye.
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