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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25It must be.
00:01:30There's a traffic in Napoli.
00:01:34But in this one, the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't find my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in the suitcase?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, it's in the suitcase.
00:01:54It's not with a suitcase.
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00She spoke for a purse for a purse.
00:02:02No, there is nothing.
00:02:03She didn't have anything.
00:02:05You just give her a minute.
00:02:06To save her, let her sit there.
00:02:07One moment, just a moment.
00:02:07I'm not going to bother you, but she's not going to.
00:02:08No, no, no, no, no.
00:02:10No, no, no.
00:02:11No, no, no, no.
00:02:12No, no, no, no.
00:02:14No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:27Where did you have it last?
00:02:29The train station, I think?
00:02:31The exchange group?
00:02:33Oh, Jamie.
00:02:35I'm sorry.
00:02:37That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:41This is 170, not 70.
00:02:43Where do we need to go?
00:02:45I don't know.
00:02:47I don't know.
00:02:49I don't know.
00:02:51I don't know.
00:02:53I don't know.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need sevens.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:21Thank you, son.
00:03:25It's nice.
00:03:27Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:29The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:31Yes, I have them here.
00:03:33Okay.
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00:03:37Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:39Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:41Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:43Five, seven.
00:03:45Yeah.
00:03:47Yeah.
00:03:48Yeah.
00:03:49Yeah.
00:03:50Yeah.
00:03:51Expires 12.15.
00:03:52No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:03:53We're here for two weeks.
00:03:54No, I'm working here.
00:03:55No, I'm working here.
00:03:56Yes, I'll hold.
00:03:57Okay.
00:03:58Okay.
00:03:59Five, five, three, three.
00:04:00Seven, six, four, five.
00:04:01Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:02Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:03Five, seven.
00:04:04Yeah.
00:04:05Expires 12.15.
00:04:06No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:08We're here for two weeks.
00:04:09No, I'm working here.
00:04:10Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:11You love how they ask.
00:04:12As if I have a choice.
00:04:13Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:15Besides learn Italian.
00:04:16I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:17You don't at all.
00:04:19I admire you.
00:04:20I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:21I agree.
00:04:22I agree.
00:04:23I agree.
00:04:24I agree.
00:04:25I agree.
00:04:26I agree.
00:04:27I agree.
00:04:28I agree.
00:04:29I agree.
00:04:30I agree.
00:04:31I agree.
00:04:32I agree.
00:04:33I agree.
00:04:34I agree.
00:04:35I agree.
00:04:36I agree.
00:04:37I agree.
00:04:38It's not true.
00:04:39You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43Besides.
00:04:44What's the point?
00:04:45The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:47Well, I...
00:04:49I need to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:53Yes?
00:04:55Alright?
00:04:56Okay?
00:04:57Well, if I can see it through to the end.
00:05:02I think that's wonderful.
00:05:03What does that mean?
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen. I always have. You know that?
00:05:20She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:24You have my support. I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:30I just know how emotional listening to them can be. Has been for you.
00:05:34I think enough time has passed.
00:05:36Well, that's great.
00:05:38That's great.
00:05:40Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:42Who?
00:05:44David Foster Wallace.
00:05:46I don't know.
00:06:02Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:06I don't know.
00:06:08You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:10You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:12Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:16He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day?
00:06:18I really don't know, John.
00:06:20Just so tedious.
00:06:22And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:24Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:26Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:28I don't know.
00:06:30I don't know.
00:06:31I don't know.
00:06:32I don't know.
00:06:33I don't know.
00:06:34Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:36I don't know.
00:06:37I don't know.
00:06:38I don't know.
00:06:39I don't know.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:07:06Love you.
00:07:11Love you.
00:07:14Love you too.
00:07:34Do you feel alright?
00:07:37You feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40You should.
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:08:06All right.
00:08:07It's okay.
00:08:08Let's go.
00:08:09Mmm.
00:08:10Let's go.
00:08:11Come on.
00:08:12Let's go.
00:08:15Let's go.
00:08:17Let's do that.
00:08:22Good job.
00:08:24Good job.
00:08:26Let's go.
00:08:27Good job.
00:08:31Take care.
00:08:32Good job.
00:08:33What's going on?
00:09:03Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26I'll see you later.
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:58There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19Good night.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:42Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:19Um, Castello Aureganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great, that's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit, I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy, that's weird, right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:14Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry, I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes, very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:58Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it, I've got this weird, autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like 10 and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:25And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:37You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49You want to give me 10, please?
00:15:5010, 10.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5210.
00:15:5210.
00:15:5310.
00:15:5410.
00:15:5510.
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00:15:5910.
00:16:0010.
00:16:0010.
00:16:0110.
00:16:0210.
00:16:03Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11No.
00:16:34What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:37Ha! Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:45They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales
00:17:32in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:21Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall,
00:18:37he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside,
00:18:41pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment,
00:18:44and uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14I never left.
00:19:16Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:46Through desire, to re-enslave my heart each time
00:19:51love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory
00:20:13all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English,
00:20:16and Italian.
00:20:18I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes,
00:20:25but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:13All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32Yeah.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England,
00:21:59living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:47That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:56Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:06Compliano.
00:26:07Grazie.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:11Make a wish, huh?
00:26:13Make it great.
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:20Okay.
00:26:24Bravo.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait.
00:26:41Go, go, go.
00:26:42Go!
00:26:43Oh no!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45Oh no!
00:26:46What?
00:26:47What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo!
00:26:52Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55It's the carabinerie!
00:26:56It's the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:01Yeah!
00:27:02Hey!
00:27:03Hey!
00:27:04Hey!
00:27:05It made us feel better if I said no one day up!
00:27:07Yes it's true!
00:27:09You can't pay me, I'm getting away!
00:27:27Did it make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up?
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I paid the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're really horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Quick.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh my gosh.
00:28:09What up my nose?
00:28:11We come back?
00:28:13Maybe.
00:28:15Maybe is not a no.
00:28:16And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:22No.
00:28:23No.
00:28:24You're enough.
00:28:25I've gotta go.
00:28:26Catch a ferry.
00:28:27Not a no, and since I don't have a phone,
00:28:32you're gonna have to give me your number
00:28:34for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've gotta go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:03Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:33Happy birthday.
00:29:45See you soon.
00:29:47Amen.
00:29:49Amen.
00:30:19Amen.
00:30:49You're awake.
00:30:51Yeah, look so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through.
00:30:57Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events.
00:31:05The things you think you'll always remember, and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun,
00:31:13or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved
00:31:16until you touched them.
00:31:18Nelly was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash,
00:31:23so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:39Jane.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54My friends had lots of American boyfriends,
00:32:00and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:10And we used to go to London.
00:32:11We saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:12We used to go all over the place.
00:32:13They were wonderful times.
00:32:16I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:17I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:18I liked some of them.
00:32:19They were nice boys, but...
00:32:22I...
00:32:23I...
00:32:24I didn't...
00:32:25I didn't...
00:32:26I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:28I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:29You know, when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of
00:32:31people.
00:32:32You know?
00:32:33You reminded me of that.
00:32:34You reminded me of that.
00:32:35You know, when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility.
00:32:48You reminded me of that.
00:32:49You reminded me of that.
00:32:50At that time.
00:32:51You were 19 when we met?
00:32:52Yeah.
00:32:53I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:32:54Not at all.
00:32:55Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:32:56Or something.
00:32:57For youth.
00:32:58You're not old, Jane.
00:32:59You're not old, Jane.
00:33:00I'm not old.
00:33:01I'm old.
00:33:02I'm old.
00:33:03I'm old.
00:33:04You're old.
00:33:05I'm old.
00:33:06I'm old.
00:33:07I'm old.
00:33:08You're old.
00:33:09I'm old.
00:33:10I'm old.
00:33:11I'm old.
00:33:12I'm old.
00:33:13I'm old.
00:33:14I'm old.
00:33:15I'm old.
00:33:16I'm old, Jane.
00:33:17We ran out on the bill.
00:33:19You just ran out?
00:33:20What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:28It was just fun.
00:33:40How was work?
00:33:41his work conductors actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating the three of us
00:33:49were planning dinner before we leave I'd like that okay oh my god this is Caleb hi we were
00:34:05that's so weird sit please sit down join us I'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay
00:34:22I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25can I have the check please in a cafe play for play
00:34:38oh no thank you
00:34:44Jane you don't smoke
00:34:50yes I do sometimes at parties you know that well I don't do it a lot
00:34:59okay
00:35:02grazie
00:35:03Italian food's so overrated I love it it's no variety English food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie I went to this party the
00:35:22other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything and
00:35:29they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves this girl came
00:35:37over to me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her
00:35:43kittens
00:35:44that is disgusting
00:35:45true story
00:35:47why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:55what is the definition of perfect pitch what when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:10you didn't just make that up it's too good I did well I'm impressed and I'm stealing it you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:17you play anything
00:36:18this and that you know
00:36:19shall we
00:36:20what's the difference
00:36:24what's the difference
00:36:26what's the difference
00:36:28what's the difference
00:36:30what's the difference
00:36:31when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:34you didn't just make that up
00:36:35I did it's too good I did well I'm impressed and I'm stealing it
00:36:38did you play anything Caleb
00:36:40this and that you know
00:36:42shall we
00:36:45what time to go already
00:36:48yeah I'm gonna get back to work
00:37:00so what's next on your agenda Caleb
00:37:02um I'm thinking Tibet
00:37:05oh Tibet really
00:37:07yeah there's this thing called the shopping festival at the end of the summer
00:37:10yeah I've heard about that
00:37:11that's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right
00:37:15the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty
00:37:19how do you support yourself
00:37:21you know
00:37:22a bit of this a bit of that
00:37:28all right then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33you got a pen?
00:37:34yeah I have a pen
00:37:35I have a piece of paper
00:37:50you guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun you know
00:37:54don't knock on the front door come around the side
00:37:56I need Regina
00:37:58this
00:38:00yeah
00:38:02here we go
00:38:04thank you
00:38:06and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:08no problem
00:38:10hey
00:38:11hey
00:38:12ciao
00:38:13ciao
00:38:21how stoned are you?
00:38:23come on man
00:38:24we should so on pop it's not a big deal
00:38:25not a big deal
00:38:28so you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31occasionally
00:38:32hey can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35sure
00:38:39I'm fine from here
00:38:40okay
00:38:41see you after work
00:38:42yep
00:38:43I'll be waiting
00:38:44there you go
00:38:45you
00:38:46kinda
00:38:47I'll be waiting for you
00:39:00i'll be waiting for you
00:39:01you go
00:39:02it's gonna be
00:39:02yeah
00:39:03it's gonna be
00:39:04you know
00:39:05on top of the hill
00:39:06I'll be waiting for you
00:39:07I'm gonna bring you a little bit
00:39:08I'll be waiting for you
00:39:09as soon as I'm gonna be
00:39:10I'm gonna put it
00:39:11Hey.
00:39:13God, you scared me.
00:39:15Are you following me?
00:39:17Maybe.
00:39:19Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:35You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:39I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:09What are we doing?
00:40:11I think we'll make it out.
00:40:13What are we doing?
00:40:15I think we'll make it out.
00:40:17So sexy.
00:40:19And beautiful.
00:40:21What are we doing?
00:40:23I think we'll make it out.
00:40:25So sexy.
00:40:27And beautiful.
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:31I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:37I think we'll make it out.
00:40:41That's it.
00:40:43I'm gonna be so happy I'm so happy.
00:40:45I'm so happy.
00:40:47Is that a little more funny?
00:40:49I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11I can't do this.
00:41:12Why?
00:41:19Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:49Don't follow me.
00:43:10Love at first sight with grandpa.
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:18You're home early.
00:43:20I do deserve that.
00:43:28And I just love my husband.
00:43:30Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:36Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:54I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:01Bye.
00:44:03Bye.
00:44:05Bye.
00:44:07Bye.
00:44:09Bye.
00:44:11Bye.
00:44:13Bye.
00:44:15Bye.
00:44:17Bye.
00:44:19Bye.
00:44:21Bye.
00:44:23Bye.
00:44:25Bye.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:25Bye.
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:29Cheese.
00:45:31Cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:35You might.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:53What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15Like me.
00:46:16Oh my God.
00:46:17You tried to keep me in the middle.
00:46:19Bye.
00:46:25You're welcome.
00:46:26I'm Janine.
00:46:27I'm so happy.
00:46:28You did?
00:46:29You're welcome.
00:46:30I don't like the word.
00:46:31I just got red.
00:46:32I'm so happy.
00:46:34I'm so happy.
00:46:36I'm so happy about it.
00:46:38I'm so happy.
00:46:39I was so happy but I have a friend.
00:46:42Let's go!
00:48:42Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:46I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:51cats. You said that? Were you? They were delicious. You made me feel nervous.
00:53:21You make me feel calm.
00:53:28Want a drink?
00:53:50Is that him? Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:24You make me feel calm.
00:54:31You make me feel calm.
00:54:38You make me feel calm.
00:54:45You make me feel calm.
00:54:52You make me feel calm.
00:54:59You make me feel calm.
00:55:06You make me feel calm.
00:55:13You make me feel calm.
00:55:20You make me feel calm.
00:55:22You make me feel calm.
00:55:25You make me feel calm.
00:55:26You make me feel calm.
00:55:27You make me feel calm.
00:55:32You make me feel calm.
00:55:42Again, and again, and again, again, and again, once I was single, my poverty, single, I wish I was single again.
00:56:12I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:40Hey, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:10If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else. There's always something else, isn't there? That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:24I want to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:26I'm all right.
00:57:28I want to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:30I'm all right.
00:57:32You go out like that again.
00:57:34If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:57:36I want to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:38I want to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:50I'm all right.
00:57:52If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:26Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:34Or do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I can't tell you.
00:58:42I can't tell you, next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:08One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:46No, with my life.
00:59:48This is it, you know.
00:59:50It ends with me.
00:59:52In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:50He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:56They were lovely days really.
01:01:08They're gone, for me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:22People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:50There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:10Oh, sorry.
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:14What is it?
01:02:16You all right?
01:02:20You okay?
01:02:22Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:24It's bleeding.
01:02:26It's fine.
01:02:28It's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine.
01:02:32Are you losing it?
01:02:34Yes.
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:46I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:56I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:30I want you to come to my
01:03:46Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day?
01:04:12I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:20How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:28It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:37Are you listening?
01:04:44You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:56But the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard? Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane...
01:06:43Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:51And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Jane.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45For it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:32That child?
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:56I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:04For what?
01:09:05I'm sorry.
01:09:06For what?
01:09:07I'm sorry.
01:09:08For what?
01:09:09I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:10No.
01:09:11For losing my temper.
01:09:12I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:13I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:14You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:15No, no, no.
01:09:16If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:21You should go with him.
01:09:22You've been through a terrible, terrible thing Jane.
01:09:23No.
01:09:24That is not what this is about.
01:09:25Of course it is.
01:09:26You don't love me anymore Leonard.
01:09:27You don't love me.
01:09:28That's rubbish.
01:09:29This is your ticket.
01:09:30The day after my performance.
01:09:31I'm sorry.
01:09:32I'm sorry.
01:09:33For what?
01:09:34I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:35For losing my temper.
01:09:36I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:37Losing my temper.
01:09:38I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:39You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:40No, no, no, no.
01:09:41If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:43You should go with him.
01:09:44You've been through a terrible, terrible thing Jane.
01:09:45No.
01:09:46That is not what this is about.
01:09:47Of course it is.
01:09:48You don't love me anymore Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me.
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance.
01:09:57Meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training is at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:25I need you to choose a new concept here.
01:10:31Yeah.
01:10:35The book till the end emerges is about it.
01:10:37That hey.
01:10:38The book is on deck.
01:10:42And so.
01:10:43We'll find the key.
01:10:46Should I?
01:10:47So there is another example.
01:11:50You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:08Bye.
01:14:10Bye.
01:14:12Bye.
01:14:14Bye.
01:14:16Bye.
01:14:18Bye.
01:14:20Bye.
01:14:22Bye.
01:14:24Bye.
01:14:26Bye.
01:14:28Bye.
01:14:40Bye.
01:14:42Bye.
01:14:44Bye.
01:14:56Bye.
01:14:58Bye.
01:15:00Bye.
01:15:02Bye.
01:15:04Bye.
01:15:06Bye.
01:15:08Bye.
01:15:24Bye.
01:15:26Bye.
01:15:28Bye.
01:15:30Bye.
01:15:32Bye.
01:15:36Bye.
01:15:51Bye.
01:15:53Bye.
01:15:55Bye.
01:15:57Deep in the desert
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record
01:16:11Yes
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair
01:16:21She said that you gave it to her
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not
01:16:38Did you ever go clear
01:16:41Now shut that thing off
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