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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30A trafico di Napoli.
00:01:33Spre...
00:01:34...movi...
00:01:35...cazzoni.
00:01:36In questa settimana al primo posto...
00:01:44Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51A real C case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53A real C case.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:56Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00what have you considered?
00:02:12that's supposed to be a bus
00:02:15nothing he was hunted
00:02:18nothing
00:02:19just give her a minute
00:02:21wait wait
00:02:22i don't know
00:02:24no, i'm gonna have to look at her
00:02:26nothing
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:35The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:39Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:44That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go? We need, we need, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, Ash.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card. The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay.
00:03:52Five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:58Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:01Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:03Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:07Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:14No, I'm working here.
00:04:16Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:19You love how they ask.
00:04:20As if I have a choice.
00:04:21Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:23Besides learn Italian.
00:04:24I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:25I don't at all.
00:04:26I admire you.
00:04:27I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:28That's not true.
00:04:29You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:30And besides, what's the point?
00:04:31The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:32Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:34Yes.
00:04:35Yes.
00:04:36What's the point?
00:04:37What's the point?
00:04:38The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:39Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:42Yes.
00:04:43All right.
00:04:44Okay.
00:04:45Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:04:48What does that mean?
00:04:49Nothing.
00:04:50Nothing.
00:04:51Nothing.
00:04:52I don't know.
00:04:53I can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:54I can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:55And besides, what's the point?
00:04:57The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:58Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:05:00Yes.
00:05:01All right.
00:05:02Okay.
00:05:03Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing.
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that.
00:05:21You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:40Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:41I don't know.
00:05:42I don't know.
00:05:43I don't know.
00:05:44I don't know.
00:05:45Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:46I don't know.
00:05:53Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08David Foster Wallace.
00:06:14I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, though.
00:06:23Do you think he recognized a blank infinity, just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jane, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more, a bit.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:16Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:41Mm-hmm.
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:07:48Mm-hmm.
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:52I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:18testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was a sound of
00:10:49a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia
00:11:12from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19good night
00:11:27I'll have a check.
00:11:45We're not today.
00:11:46I'm sorry about this character.
00:11:49Is it?
00:11:51I'm sorry.
00:11:53we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us
00:12:01we jumped into a hedge we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened
00:12:15yesterday oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia
00:12:26as they pronounce it see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later i hope you
00:12:34have a good day bye those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my regrets
00:12:42you know sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you let's talk about something else you want to ask me more boring questions about the
00:13:06war all right then excuse me excuse me um the castle castle parlato anglese no no no no no
00:13:20um castello oreganese andare andare andare andare ah grazie
00:13:27they'd been shot through the neck the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:35and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german
00:13:40side and which was the allied side when he came home after something like that
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything now could you i'm actually going there now
00:13:51to the castle you speak english now yeah why do you think i was italian yeah yes that's great
00:13:58that's cool hey hey hey where are you from london no in america come on i mean no shit i'm
00:14:07from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird right yeah vacation oh are you what are you here on
00:14:15vacation oh sorry i thought you were saying you are on vacation me no so come on my husband is working
00:14:28in naples what does he do he is playing in a concert at the end of the night cool what does he play
00:14:37the viola any good yes very
00:14:45how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:51you put it in a viola case right that's not funny um what's the difference between a viola and a
00:15:01coffin a coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:04because viola players are dead no why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:12because even though you know it's coming there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:18i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music slash nerd summer
00:15:23camp when i was like 10 and i played the triangle and i'm an only child so you know understand
00:15:29you look too young to be married are you newlywed no no
00:15:47stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:57oh no oh hey if you got 50 cents
00:16:06you can catch it
00:16:27What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:37Ha!
00:16:38Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:45They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine?
00:16:50Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:57In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40You know, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily
00:18:30pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, he mumbles a couple
00:18:37of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads
00:18:42me to this basement apartment, and yeah, I never left.
00:18:47I never left.
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00:19:00I never left.
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00:19:13I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:44And withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory
00:20:13all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17Who thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't love.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:09I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this
00:25:04red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:09Make a wish, huh?
00:26:14Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Bravo.
00:26:32It's the carabinieri.
00:26:56It's the police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58No.
00:26:58No.
00:26:59No.
00:27:00No.
00:27:01No.
00:27:02No.
00:27:03Hey.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:05If we go back, we can go next.
00:27:08I can't hang.
00:27:16Oh my.
00:27:25That made you feel better, if I said I said no things.
00:27:29Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:59Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:20We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Happy birthday.
00:29:36Let's pray.
00:30:06Let's pray.
00:30:36Let's pray.
00:30:38Let's pray.
00:30:42Are you awake?
00:30:50No, it's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:54Got through.
00:30:56Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:10Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:30Tony.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Tony.
00:31:34Got some pastries.
00:31:36Still asleep?
00:31:38Jane.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:44Still asleep?
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:59Amen.
00:32:09Heidi.
00:32:11Great.
00:32:13Great.
00:32:15my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:33we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:42i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:52i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and
00:32:59full of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't
00:33:09have described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're
00:33:16not old hey we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps
00:33:24i'm not explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us were planning dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:56jane
00:33:59oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please
00:34:08join us
00:34:19i'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i'll have the check please in a cafe play for play
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44okay jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59but i don't do it i don't do it i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:21i went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this
00:35:25old drunk ex-pat they had like a private chef and everything
00:35:30and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other
00:35:35loaves this girl came over to me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her
00:35:43kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:47why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58come on
00:36:00some of my hands
00:36:02come on let's hear one
00:36:07um
00:36:09i have one
00:36:09what is the definition of perfect pitch what
00:36:20when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:30you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:38do you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:51so what's next new agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah
00:37:07then just think on the shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's
00:37:11where the the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks
00:37:18it's so pretty how do you support yourself you know a bit of this bit of that
00:37:28oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:42okay
00:37:49i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side i need regina
00:38:04thank you and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:07oh no problem hey
00:38:13ciao
00:38:21how stoned are you come on man we should tell him pop it's not a big deal
00:38:28so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:37i'm fine from here okay see you after work yep i'll be waiting
00:39:07hey god you scared me are you following me maybe is that weird yeah
00:39:22i couldn't sleep last night
00:39:37you told me you were staying near the port so i got the first ferry this morning
00:39:40i came looking for you and i came looking for you and i can't believe i found you
00:39:53that's it
00:39:55that's it
00:40:00you
00:40:00you
00:40:02you
00:40:03you
00:40:04you
00:40:06you
00:40:08yeah
00:40:10yeah
00:40:10you
00:40:11you
00:40:12What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:42I can't do this.
00:41:09Why?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:34Don't follow me.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:43Bye.
00:41:44Bye.
00:42:56And he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:08was it love at first sight with grandpa love at first sight stop that thing
00:43:15i know you're home early
00:43:19i do deserve that
00:43:28can i just make my husband
00:43:31jenny i'm sorry just give me a minute
00:43:38a hell of a rest of my day
00:43:40i've got so much stuff to do
00:43:41sorry darling
00:43:45hey do you still want to do something fun tonight
00:43:48yeah absolutely
00:43:49lots of dinner i thought we'd just stay in here
00:43:52two of us
00:43:53i've just got to work this thing out before tomorrow
00:43:57okay
00:43:57i'm sorry
00:43:59so
00:44:11so
00:44:13so
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:21Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:35Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:09What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15Let's go.
00:46:17Let's go.
00:46:19Let's go.
00:46:21Let's go.
00:46:23Let's go.
00:46:25Let's go.
00:46:35Let's go.
00:46:37Let's go.
00:46:43Oh, my God!
00:49:13Are you going to put my pants on?
00:52:47Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:54Were you?
00:52:57Were you?
00:52:58You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:07You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:21You make me feel calm.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:28You make me feel calm.
00:53:29Do you want to drink?
00:53:33Want a drink?
00:54:03Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:33He just shuffled around all night.
00:54:46He just shuffled around all night.
00:54:52He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:07He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:13Again and again and again.
00:55:30Again and again and again.
00:55:35Once I was single, my pocket is written.
00:55:39Single, I wish I was single again.
00:55:45Again and again and again.
00:55:49Again and again and again.
00:55:53Once I was single, my pocket is written.
00:55:57Single, I wish I was single again.
00:56:09I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:31Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39I never tell you.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:55All night.
00:57:20If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:37I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:50I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:03Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:47I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:52I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:53I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:59I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:00I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:06I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:13I don't know what I'm going to say.
00:59:19I just messed up.
00:59:24One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:24The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days really.
01:01:01They're gone for me.
01:01:02Jane.
01:01:04But not for you.
01:01:05Jane.
01:01:06You know it's different for you.
01:01:07In some ways it's easier.
01:01:08You haven't got the war.
01:01:09People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:11But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:14You've got to make your own life.
01:01:15One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:27Time is shiftable.
01:01:28Time is shiftable.
01:01:37There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:07You're right?
01:02:08You're okay?
01:02:09Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:10It's bleeding.
01:02:11It's fine.
01:02:12It's fine.
01:02:13It's fine.
01:02:14It's fine.
01:02:15It's fine.
01:02:16You've losing it?
01:02:17Yes.
01:02:18Oh.
01:02:19Oh.
01:02:20Oh.
01:02:21Oh.
01:02:22Oh.
01:02:23Oh.
01:02:24Oh.
01:02:25Oh.
01:02:26Oh.
01:02:27Oh.
01:02:28Oh.
01:02:29Oh.
01:02:30Oh.
01:02:31Oh.
01:02:32Oh.
01:02:33Oh.
01:02:34Oh.
01:02:35Oh.
01:02:36Oh.
01:02:37Oh.
01:02:38Oh.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:56I want you to come with me.
01:03:00Oh.
01:03:01Oh, oh.
01:03:03Oh, oh.
01:03:04Oh.
01:03:05Would
01:03:06try Cristina.
01:03:07Oh, oh.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:39People talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:56So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:53I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:23I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:53You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:23You want some?
01:12:44Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania, and then Ukraine, and down through Russia,
01:13:09and through Kazakhstan, then straight to Tibet.
01:13:18So, we can face our Whitney.
01:13:23We have a great weekend.
01:13:24We have to take care of this.
01:13:27We've been going to take care of each other, and we're going to take care of each other.
01:13:31We have one more time, so we can take care of each other on the other side.
01:14:04Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:13Ciao.
01:14:34Jase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair
01:16:21She said that you gave it to her
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Are the last...
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