- 7 weeks ago
Jackson is a lonely serial killer who is really beginning to question the point of all his killing. He is losing focus on why he started to kill in the first place. The future looks bleak until he meets a blind girl, Shelly, who begins to show him that life isn't so bad. It is all up to Jackson to decide if he's going to stop killing and start learning responsibility and think about finding a real job and starting a family.
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00:01:00Oh, how I long to touch your skin.
00:01:07Oh, how I long to touch your skin.
00:01:14Concrete, mix it up.
00:01:21Concrete, mix it up.
00:01:24Concrete, mix it up.
00:01:54Concrete, mix it up.
00:01:55Concrete, mix it up.
00:01:56Concrete, mix it up.
00:01:58Concrete, mix it up.
00:02:00Concrete, mix it up.
00:02:02Concrete, mix it up.
00:02:04Concrete, mix it up.
00:02:06Concrete, mix it up.
00:02:08Concrete, mix it up.
00:02:10I'm pissed already.
00:02:11I'm pissed already.
00:02:12We ain't even got to the party yet.
00:02:14Two hours later, we're bleeding pissed already.
00:02:17So, Kez, better pissed and late than earlier fucking bore.
00:02:21Yeah, too damn right.
00:02:23Yeah.
00:02:24So, what's wrong with a bit of fun anyway?
00:02:26Drinking's a respectable enough profession, wouldn't you say?
00:02:29Yeah, I suppose so.
00:02:30Even my mum's a lush.
00:02:32We're all like that, me and my friends.
00:02:34Is it?
00:02:35Yeah, so Mick tells me, can't wait to meet your friends.
00:02:40Oh yeah.
00:02:41And especially Monica.
00:02:43Oh, what is that?
00:02:45It's just a few things I've heard.
00:02:48I want.
00:03:03Anyway, Monica.
00:03:08Don't go in there.
00:03:09Don't go into that house.
00:03:11An evil child was born in there,
00:03:13and now he's come back from far away
00:03:15to avenge his birthplace.
00:03:17Now, none of us is safe.
00:03:19Piss off, you drunken old car.
00:03:21And you're the truth.
00:03:23His presence is everywhere.
00:03:25You have been warned.
00:03:27You have been warned.
00:03:29God, that was weird.
00:03:31Too right.
00:03:33Oh, what?
00:03:37Hey, it's creepy down here.
00:03:39No, it's not.
00:03:41Don't be stupid.
00:03:43Come on.
00:03:44Don't be so stupid.
00:03:46What was that?
00:03:48What?
00:03:49Over there.
00:03:50Nothing.
00:03:51No, no.
00:03:52What was it?
00:03:53I heard something.
00:03:54Who's over there?
00:03:55He knew it.
00:03:56There's nothing there.
00:03:58Oh, come on.
00:04:00No, no, no.
00:04:01Perhaps...
00:04:02Perhaps it is the evil child.
00:04:05Oh, no.
00:04:06It's probably a cat or something.
00:04:08Oh, leave it alone.
00:04:09Good.
00:04:10I hate cats.
00:04:14Come on.
00:04:15Oh, come on.
00:04:16No!
00:04:17No!
00:04:21You son of a bitch.
00:04:22You bastard.
00:04:23Your face.
00:04:25You stupid burke.
00:04:26I might have had a gun or something.
00:04:28Well, what if you did?
00:04:29I would have blown your bloody head off.
00:04:31Oh, well.
00:04:32We all gotta go sometime.
00:04:33Oh!
00:04:36Too right, son.
00:04:37You are gonna go sometime.
00:04:39What?
00:04:43How about a joint with Rodgy Valds?
00:04:45Piss off.
00:04:47What about a beer?
00:04:48I got a crate full in the car.
00:04:51I was only...
00:04:53Joking.
00:04:56Get rid of this cleaver.
00:05:00They just don't understand my sophisticated sense of humour.
00:05:03I mean, I was just playing.
00:05:05Now, what I need is a beer.
00:05:15Now, what we need is a bit of excitement, sir.
00:05:19Here we are.
00:05:20This is it.
00:05:21Hey!
00:05:22Hey!
00:05:23Hey!
00:05:24Hey!
00:05:25Hey!
00:05:26Hey!
00:05:27Hey!
00:05:28Hey!
00:05:29Hey!
00:05:30Hey!
00:05:31Hey!
00:05:32Hey!
00:05:33Hey!
00:05:34Hey!
00:05:35You're still working in that shithole.
00:05:36Yes!
00:05:37Bad, but you know, I'm hanging in there somewhere or another.
00:05:39Turning into one of Thatcher's little mechanicals you are.
00:05:42Oh, that's alright, thank you.
00:05:44So what's going on?
00:05:46Things so hot.
00:05:49Well, last night I had an orgasm.
00:05:53Oh!
00:05:54Congratulations!
00:05:55And this afternoon, I had two more.
00:05:58You're such a sweetheart.
00:06:01So, Anne, why the little tart?
00:06:07Piece of cake.
00:06:11That's why we're so late, is it?
00:06:13That's right.
00:06:16What was that?
00:06:17Hey, is that you?
00:06:47Do you ever get that strange craving after sex?
00:06:54You mean, like, wanting to do it again?
00:06:56No, I mean, after sex, I always feel so much closer to God,
00:07:00like he's sitting next to me.
00:07:03Do you know what I mean?
00:07:05Do you know what happened?
00:07:06The children of the day,
00:07:07the parents of the day,
00:07:08the mother, the children of the day.
00:07:10Hey, what do you want?
00:07:14You cheeky-dab on your right hand.
00:07:16You cheeky-dab on your right hand.
00:07:18You cheeky-dab on your right hand.
00:07:35Come on, that's it.
00:07:37Oh, look at her!
00:07:38Fuck you, now look at that.
00:07:40Ooh!
00:07:41That's it!
00:07:42No!
00:07:46It's horrible!
00:07:49What's horrible?
00:07:50It's scary, Daddy!
00:07:51Dad!
00:07:53Yeah, it's horrible in here.
00:07:59Ooh, it's dark.
00:08:02It's horrible.
00:08:05Who's that?
00:08:07It's your dad, innit?
00:08:08Shut up!
00:08:09Baby!
00:08:11Baby!
00:08:15Ah, he's one of them born-again buddies, innit?
00:08:17Look!
00:08:18Oh, yeah!
00:08:19Ooh!
00:08:23Ooh, wrong one.
00:08:32Ah?
00:08:34Ooh!
00:08:36Ooh, ooh, ooh.
00:08:37Hmm.
00:08:38Oh, hang on a minute?
00:08:39What?
00:08:40Oh, I've gotta go for a pea.
00:08:42You're joking.
00:08:43Nah.
00:08:44Oh, come on, man.
00:08:45Nah, sorry, I've got to go.
00:09:03What's that?
00:09:05Who's that?
00:09:12Albert?
00:09:14If that's you, Albert, I'll fucking murder you, mate, you loony!
00:09:32Noel, come out, you bastard.
00:09:44Fuck you.
00:10:07Fuck you.
00:10:08Fuck you, you know.
00:10:12Fuck you, I'm sorry.
00:10:14What are you?
00:10:15Who are you?
00:10:17What are you?
00:10:19What are you doing?
00:10:20Pete?
00:10:28Pete?
00:10:32Pete?
00:10:36Where are you?
00:10:47Pete?
00:10:50Are you in there?
00:10:53Don't piss about.
00:10:57Pete?
00:11:00Pete?
00:11:03Pete, are you in there?
00:11:06Stop pissing about, will you?
00:11:09Pete?
00:11:10Pete?
00:11:11Pete?
00:11:12Pete?
00:11:13Pete?
00:11:14Pete?
00:11:15Pete?
00:11:16Pete?
00:11:17Pete?
00:11:18Pete?
00:11:19You know what you need on this record.
00:11:20What?
00:11:21What?
00:11:22What?
00:11:23Babe!
00:11:24Babe!
00:11:25Babe!
00:11:26Would you mind telling me where Albert's gone to?
00:11:30You're asking me?
00:11:31He's your date, sweetheart.
00:11:32He's your friend.
00:11:33He's just gone for a walk out there.
00:11:35He had a bit of a buzz, I think.
00:11:36Just relax.
00:11:37He'll be back.
00:11:40Come on, this is a drag.
00:11:41He's a drag.
00:11:50Pete that!
00:11:52There's nothing wrong, David.
00:11:53Fuck all of you.
00:11:54Fuck all of you.
00:11:56He's not.
00:11:57There's nothing wrong, David.
00:11:59You're shining in it.
00:12:00He's not.
00:12:01He's not.
00:12:02He's not.
00:12:03There's nothing wrong, David.
00:12:04I don't know.
00:12:05You're shining back, David.
00:12:07Yes, I'm not.
00:12:08I'm not.
00:12:11I'm not.
00:12:12I'm not.
00:12:13Look.
00:12:14What's my stance?
00:12:15Don't you get to be.
00:12:19What did you say?
00:12:20What did you say?
00:12:23You said you were like...
00:12:25No, I can't.
00:12:27No, I can't.
00:12:29Come on.
00:12:31I'm going to get your website, you walk.
00:12:35Oh, oh, oh.
00:12:55Ha ha ha ha.
00:13:25Oh
00:13:55His car's still there.
00:14:08He's such a jerk.
00:14:10I knew it.
00:14:11I shouldn't have gone out with him in the first place.
00:14:13He's probably just passed out on a lawn somewhere.
00:14:16Figured.
00:14:20And your date hasn't shown up either.
00:14:22You can be sure I'll give that Jack Shelton a few choice words.
00:14:27It's okay.
00:14:28It was sweet enough you setting it up in the first place.
00:14:31I don't care.
00:14:32I'm going to go and find the others.
00:14:37Monica?
00:14:39Albert's not back yet.
00:14:40We're going to catch a cab.
00:14:44Monica, are you up there?
00:14:49Hey, you two.
00:14:50Monica?
00:14:57Hello?
00:15:03I guess everyone's run up on this, huh?
00:15:05Hey, children.
00:15:19What does it all mean?
00:15:20You're not going to kill me, are you?
00:15:48Look, I understand.
00:15:51Everybody has a bad day now and then.
00:15:54Everyone's entitled to it.
00:15:56But killing people isn't going to solve anything.
00:16:01Please don't kill me.
00:16:03I'll do anything you want.
00:16:07I'll make love to you.
00:16:09Would you like that?
00:16:10I'll give you a blowjob.
00:16:13I'll give you a blowjob.
00:16:13I'll give you a blowjob.
00:16:18No!
00:16:21I'll give you a blowjob.
00:16:22Please don't kill me.
00:16:22I'll give you a blowjob.
00:16:26I'll give you a blowjob.
00:16:30Do something new.
00:16:31ORGAN PLAYS
00:17:01ORGAN PLAYS
00:17:31Patti
00:17:43Patti
00:17:49Patti
00:18:01Patti
00:18:13Patti
00:18:25Patti
00:18:37Patti
00:18:39Patti
00:18:41Patti
00:18:43Patti
00:18:45Patti
00:18:47Patti
00:18:49Patti
00:18:51Patti
00:18:53Patti
00:18:55Patti
00:18:57Patti
00:18:59Patti
00:19:01Patti
00:19:03Patti
00:19:07Patti
00:19:09Patti
00:19:11Patti
00:19:13Patti
00:19:15Patti
00:19:18We'll have wonderful times together.
00:19:22It seems as if everyone's up and left us.
00:19:26We could share a taxi.
00:19:28We could go to my place for a cup of tea and a little chat.
00:19:32I have some lovely music we can listen to.
00:19:34I'm afraid I'm not much of a housekeeper.
00:19:49I hope you won't mind.
00:19:50I try to keep things neat.
00:19:53My parents live nearby.
00:19:55They've got lots of money, you know.
00:19:57They hardly bother with me at all.
00:20:00They haven't time.
00:20:04I suppose the one bonus for blind people is a cheap electricity bill.
00:20:16At least for most blind people anyway.
00:20:18I usually end up turning the lights on out of habit
00:20:20and then forget to turn them off again.
00:20:24Would you like to take a seat?
00:20:34Would you like to dance?
00:21:03I used to dance all the time.
00:21:09I just want to live a normal life.
00:21:11I like it here.
00:21:13I can do things for myself.
00:21:16Sometimes I feel as if I'm missing out on so much.
00:21:19Sometimes you must have the same feelings.
00:21:22Everyday things like TV and movies.
00:21:25Of course I still go.
00:21:26At least I can listen.
00:21:28There's limitations, but at least my life isn't boring.
00:21:30Sometimes just walking across a room can be an adventure.
00:21:37You have to be optimistic.
00:21:38I want to set things straight right off.
00:21:43And don't think I'm weird or anything.
00:21:45It's just that sometimes I play up this nice girl image.
00:21:49People like to see the cute little blind girl acting a certain way.
00:21:53Maybe sometimes I play up the sympathy for all it's worth.
00:21:57But I hate it.
00:21:58I don't want to have to pretend.
00:22:02Not with you anyway.
00:22:08I only lost my sight when I was 20.
00:22:11They tell me one day there might be a chance.
00:22:14But...
00:22:14I...
00:22:15I...
00:22:16I can speak.
00:22:19You can speak?
00:22:21I've never had anyone to talk to much.
00:22:23They never gave me a chance.
00:22:25Who?
00:22:26They always thought I was stupid.
00:22:28It doesn't matter.
00:22:29I think you're wonderful.
00:22:31I think it's wonderful that you can speak.
00:22:33You're very lucky.
00:22:34I want to know everything about you.
00:22:44I hate wearing this thing.
00:22:46This mask.
00:22:48But people expect it, you see.
00:22:50They think I'm a monster.
00:22:53A monster?
00:23:04A monster?
00:23:07You just have to know everything about you.
00:23:09That's how we behave.
00:23:09You're so happy.
00:23:11A monster.
00:23:17A monster.
00:23:20A monster.
00:23:21A monster.
00:23:22A monster.
00:23:23A monster.
00:23:28A monster.
00:23:29A monster.
00:23:30That was really nice.
00:24:00Hmm.
00:24:11I don't have many male guests. How about you?
00:24:15Certainly not.
00:24:17I'm glad. It's not safe being bisexual these days.
00:24:22Do you have any hobbies?
00:24:24None that you approve of.
00:24:26Some of my best friends are into whips and things and tying people up.
00:24:33I meet a lot of different people, all the time.
00:24:36What kind of people?
00:24:37Real weirdos, it seems. They come straight for me.
00:24:41But so what? Who's to say what's weird? At least they're interesting.
00:24:46Anyway, it's a waste of time sitting around worrying about it.
00:24:50There are some things I must tell you about myself.
00:24:56It's very difficult.
00:24:58Don't be scared.
00:25:00I want you to feel like you can tell me anything. I'll understand.
00:25:04Perhaps you should have known before.
00:25:06It won't change anything.
00:25:07I started to explain earlier.
00:25:09They think I'm a monster.
00:25:12We're all a bit of a monster.
00:25:14First thing in the morning, I'm a terrible bitch.
00:25:17You see, I had a horrible childhood.
00:25:22My father was a drunk.
00:25:25He was an evil man.
00:25:27My mother and I were forced to flee to America when I was very young.
00:25:31He hated us both.
00:25:33No, that doesn't sound very pleasant at all.
00:25:36He beat me as a child.
00:25:38A mother as well.
00:25:40It was awful.
00:25:44I can never feel guilty for the things I've done.
00:25:46Do you understand?
00:25:48It wasn't my fault.
00:25:50What about Hitler?
00:25:51He was a battered child, wasn't he?
00:25:53And look what he went on to do.
00:25:55You have to forget. It doesn't matter.
00:25:57I wouldn't care even if you were a mass murderer.
00:26:01What do you mean by that?
00:26:02What do you mean by mass murderer?
00:26:04Did I say mass murderer?
00:26:05You mentioned Hitler.
00:26:07I didn't mean anything by it at all.
00:26:11I'm sorry.
00:26:12It must have been very difficult for you.
00:26:14It was terrible.
00:26:16Mother told me everything.
00:26:18Things I couldn't possibly forget.
00:26:21Then one summer, we had moved to America.
00:26:25There was an accident at a camp we were staying at.
00:26:28It was supposed that I had drowned.
00:26:31I hadn't.
00:26:32No one knew it, but I lived.
00:26:37You cannot see my face in all its hideousness.
00:26:41If you could, you wouldn't stay.
00:26:44You'd run out on me.
00:26:45No one would stay.
00:26:46But that's not true.
00:26:47I like you a lot, Jackson.
00:26:49You seem like a nice guy.
00:26:51You're considerate and sincere.
00:26:53And you washed up all the dishes after our tea.
00:26:56There's not too many men like that around.
00:27:00You really mean that?
00:27:01I do.
00:27:02Of course I do.
00:27:12After Mother was gone, I lived in the wilds.
00:27:16A savage, almost.
00:27:18I learned to survive on my own.
00:27:20What choices were there?
00:27:21I lived with the animals.
00:27:22I taught myself everything.
00:27:25Some of the less fortunate camp counselors would leave books behind.
00:27:29I read them all, over and over again.
00:27:36My life is in its last hour, that I know.
00:27:40Nor would I redeem a moment of that hour.
00:27:43What I have done is done.
00:27:46I bear within a torture that could gain nothing from thine.
00:27:50Thou didst not tempt me, and thou couldst not tempt me.
00:27:55I have not been my dupe, nor am I my prey.
00:27:59But was my own destroyer, and will be my own hereafter.
00:28:03Back, ye baffled fiends.
00:28:05The hand of death is on me, but not yours.
00:28:09It is over.
00:28:10My dull eyes can fix thee not.
00:28:14But all things swim around me, and the earth heaves as were beneath me.
00:28:22Fare thee well.
00:28:26Give me thy hand.
00:28:29It is not so difficult to die.
00:28:36That was wonderful.
00:28:37Wonderful.
00:28:39It was beautiful.
00:28:41I've heard great things about Byron.
00:28:44Yes, yes.
00:28:45Passionate, yet moody.
00:28:46Remorseful, yet unrepentant.
00:28:48All of my favorite adjectives.
00:28:51Manfred's tortured memory.
00:28:53That enormous guilt which drives a hero to his inevitable doom.
00:28:57One must admire that.
00:28:59Although, I find it quite a shame the limitations he established for himself.
00:29:04I'm not sure what you mean exactly.
00:29:07Well, being formally innovative was not a big concern of Byron's.
00:29:11His reputation suffers for it today, I think.
00:29:14His models were largely neo-classic, and perhaps a bit worn.
00:29:18His lyrics are a little old-fashioned, even in his own day.
00:29:19It is unfortunate, considering his genius.
00:29:23You know, it's not often I meet a man with such an appreciation for literature.
00:29:31It's not often that I meet a woman.
00:29:38Perhaps we can go for a walk in the park tomorrow.
00:29:44You could recite more Byron to me.
00:29:45It's such a beautiful, misty morning.
00:29:58It must be lovely.
00:30:01I'm sorry.
00:30:03Please, don't be.
00:30:05Don't ever be sorry for me.
00:30:07It's hard enough not being sorry for myself.
00:30:10You don't seem like such a bitch in the morning.
00:30:12You don't seem like such a monster.
00:30:16I have my better days.
00:30:19Perhaps we could go for that walk in the park now.
00:30:26What's wrong, Jackson?
00:30:28Is something bothering you?
00:30:32I can't go there.
00:30:34Not to the park.
00:30:36The park.
00:30:39The park.
00:30:40The park.
00:30:41Father.
00:31:06Oh, so you'll come back at last.
00:31:11I would have come sooner.
00:31:14But something strange is happening to me.
00:31:17I love you've been going around like that with your face hanging out about all over the place like a goddamn leper.
00:31:23Just today. I've left my mask somewhere. I don't know where.
00:31:26You've got no brains, boy. There's nothing in that head of yours up there.
00:31:31Well, I guess we'll just have to get you another one.
00:31:36I haven't any money.
00:31:37Oh, well, no, I don't expect you to.
00:31:41But you could have lots of money.
00:31:43You could just take their wallet.
00:31:45I won't steal from them.
00:31:46They're bad enough slashing their throats.
00:31:48But you've got to live.
00:31:51And you've got to kill.
00:31:53Father, you must understand.
00:31:55I don't want to kill anymore.
00:31:59I'm going to quit.
00:32:01Quit?
00:32:02Are you crazy?
00:32:05You're a psychopathic killer.
00:32:08Your family's been mad for generations.
00:32:10Put this on.
00:32:19You're as ugly as sinning as me, Miss Sink.
00:32:24You never get anything right, do you?
00:32:27I try.
00:32:30I don't know what's wrong with me.
00:32:32You're completely and absolutely fucking abnormal.
00:32:35That's what's wrong with you.
00:32:38I found someone.
00:32:41All right.
00:32:46I've met someone.
00:32:48You met someone?
00:32:50Oh, isn't that lovely?
00:32:51Her name is Shelley.
00:32:54Shelley?
00:32:55Is she a poet or something?
00:32:56I think I'm in love with her.
00:32:58It's her I'm going to change for.
00:33:00It's time I made something of myself.
00:33:02Made something of yourself?
00:33:04I can't bear it much longer.
00:33:06It's my only chance.
00:33:07Well, my dear God in heaven, this is a tale.
00:33:12That is what I should have expected.
00:33:14Is she of our persuasion?
00:33:20No.
00:33:20I should have asked.
00:33:23I've searched.
00:33:24Well, you'll search in vain.
00:33:27It doesn't happen to women, it seems.
00:33:34Even if you were in love, it could never work.
00:33:40I don't want to lose her.
00:33:41Well, no, I don't suppose you do.
00:33:45Well, I guess I'm going to have to tell you my story.
00:33:50Both my parents were destroyed when I was a child.
00:33:58Yes, I was a real killer.
00:34:02Merciless.
00:34:03Until I started denying it.
00:34:06Doubting myself.
00:34:08I watched my little son grow up.
00:34:11It didn't take long to see what you were.
00:34:16With all that time you spent in the swamp or the lake, I thought it was the best thing that could happen to you.
00:34:23I thought it might save you from ever having to know the weak human half your mother gave you.
00:34:28And from all those stories, the killings you were doing, I must say I was really kind of proud.
00:34:35And in this fiasco, the mess you left upstairs, all that blood and guts splattered all over the place.
00:34:44And the bodies.
00:34:45Do you think I like living here with this rotten, stinking smell all over the place?
00:34:50And what of me?
00:34:52What do you think, boy?
00:34:54Both sides tearing away, pushing one way, then the next.
00:34:59Half human, half killer.
00:35:02I'd hate to be inside that head of yours.
00:35:05I'm a freak.
00:35:08A freak.
00:35:10Learn to live with it.
00:35:11I can't.
00:35:13I won't.
00:35:14You saw what it did to your mother.
00:35:18Would you put that woman through this hell?
00:35:20Would you create another offspring like yourself?
00:35:25You've got your answers.
00:35:26answers leave me now go out into the night try to be true to yourself but i can't live like that
00:35:40not anymore there must be some way you said there was a way me there could have been peace if when
00:35:49i'd realized my mistake i'd destroyed you both of you but i just couldn't do it my moment of weakness
00:35:58and look where it's left me i was once a great killer i took pride in myself in the excellence
00:36:09of my existence you think i like this torment and guilt i've been left with you think i like being
00:36:15a dirty fucking alcoholic living in this
00:36:20horrible face in my prison
00:36:45see it's not as bad as all that
00:36:52my girlfriends bring me down here all the time they help me buy my clothes
00:36:57i have to trust their opinions a lot i don't like that part so much but it's awfully good of them
00:37:02and it's so much fun
00:37:03i'm afraid i don't get out much myself i'll drive the day at least
00:37:07so what do you do for fun
00:37:09what
00:37:09come on you can tell me
00:37:11well when i was younger i used to go to the movies a lot
00:37:15not much anymore
00:37:16i have friends in the business i guess you would say
00:37:19really
00:37:20they make films that's exciting
00:37:23movies are made about them
00:37:25oh
00:37:26i have friends who are actors
00:37:27my best friend christy is going out with a guy who's going to be famous one day
00:37:31or at least he says he is
00:37:33is this it
00:37:41madeline cave
00:37:43the one with the beautiful woman that can't run away
00:37:45my girlfriend patty says there's a beautiful dress in the window
00:37:48she said it would look adorable on me
00:37:50it is beautiful
00:37:52could you describe it to me
00:37:53well it's off the shoulder with a ruffled bow on each side
00:37:57with silver embroidered top
00:37:59all in turquoise
00:38:00oh it sounds lovely
00:38:01it's strange sometimes
00:38:03when you can't see the colours
00:38:04you start to forget which outfit is which
00:38:07do you like clothes jackson
00:38:09i like anything black
00:38:10but i don't bother much
00:38:12what's wrong
00:38:16let's go back
00:38:18it's all right
00:38:19they're laughing
00:38:20they don't know anything
00:38:22they're just stupid
00:38:22i don't care
00:38:23i hate it
00:38:24i could slit their little throats
00:38:25that would stop their sniggering
00:38:27let's cross the street
00:38:28please
00:38:30i have an idea
00:38:31shelly
00:38:34my bloody feet are killing me
00:38:36is it oscar's den you want
00:38:39yes
00:38:40that's the place
00:38:41don't you want to go in here
00:38:43it's all halloween masks
00:38:44i know
00:38:45come on trust me
00:38:47let's go in
00:38:49hello
00:39:06hello
00:39:07i wonder if you can help me
00:39:08i'll take a look around
00:39:10here we are madam
00:39:22thank you
00:39:23jackson
00:39:32shelley
00:39:37a friend of mine wore one last halloween
00:39:41everyone seemed to think it was a real hit
00:39:43how do i look
00:39:44fine
00:39:46that's it just fine
00:39:48you're making a joke of this
00:39:50do you think i enjoy wearing this mask
00:39:53i thought it might help you to feel more comfortable
00:39:56i don't have to buy it
00:39:58i didn't mean that
00:40:00this halloween thing
00:40:02how would you like it if once a year
00:40:04everyone dressed up like a blind person
00:40:05and went around acting like idiots
00:40:07i'm sorry i didn't mean to upset you
00:40:09but why does it have to be a goalie mask you wear
00:40:12you must look just like that stupid man in the film
00:40:15the hand of death
00:40:16you see
00:40:17don't you understand what's going on here
00:40:20i am that guy from the movies
00:40:23will you ever quit with these crazy stories jackson
00:40:28have we decided yet
00:40:31well i'm afraid you really are going to have to make up your mind
00:40:34normally we don't even allow people to try them on
00:40:37health reasons you understand
00:40:39well hardly hygienic is it
00:40:42having people breathe all over the merchandise
00:40:44was
00:40:51you
00:41:04Let's go.
00:41:34Hello?
00:41:44Hi!
00:41:45I let myself in.
00:41:47Christy!
00:41:48Shelly, where have you been hiding?
00:41:50You don't keep in touch anymore.
00:42:01There you are.
00:42:03I just dropped by to tell you that we're having a little party at the cottage on Saturday night.
00:42:07Why don't you come along? You could bring your new man with you.
00:42:10Yeah, that would be fun. I'll ask him.
00:42:13So we'll see you Saturday?
00:42:15Yeah.
00:42:16And you're going to stop being such a stranger. We should get out more, like the old days.
00:42:22Yes.
00:42:23Yeah.
00:42:30You sure you don't want to come out for a drink?
00:42:32No, thanks.
00:42:33Okay.
00:42:34See you soon.
00:42:35Bye.
00:42:36See you Saturday.
00:42:38Bye!
00:42:39Bye!
00:42:40Bye!
00:42:41Bye!
00:42:42Bye!
00:42:43Bye!
00:42:44Bye!
00:42:45Bye!
00:42:46Bye!
00:42:48Bye!
00:42:49Bye.
00:42:50Bye!
00:42:51See you soon!
00:42:52I'm just finishing this story, but at the end, she turns round,
00:43:21and she says, oh, Barry, you're so cool.
00:43:26I'll come off it back, you're about as street as Brian Tillsley.
00:43:32Fuck me! This is amazing.
00:43:34Don't tell me, you're that guy in that movie, aren't you?
00:43:37This is amazing meeting you in here.
00:43:40Come on, mate, sit down, have a drink with us, eh?
00:43:42Nick, listen.
00:43:43Look, we are in the presence of a real-life celebrity here.
00:43:46We saw the cameras and lights and shit up the street.
00:43:50Barry is an actor.
00:43:53We're, uh, we're both actors, actually.
00:43:56Gonna make it big one day, all the way.
00:43:58I must have a pen here somewhere.
00:44:00You expect all some money in films.
00:44:03Spence off those bloody yanks, eh?
00:44:04Hey, look, you don't ask someone what they earn.
00:44:07It's none of your business, all right?
00:44:08Oh, here it is. I knew it was somewhere.
00:44:11Your autograph, please, if you don't mind.
00:44:12Jesus, where's he supposed to sign?
00:44:15Your forehead?
00:44:18Beer, Matt.
00:44:27Hey, let's have a toast, eh?
00:44:30To America.
00:44:31Oh, fuck America.
00:44:33To Chelsea, the best footy team in the land.
00:44:36Do you like football, mate?
00:44:37You're not much of a gabber, are you, mate?
00:44:40To fucking America.
00:44:41Yeah, man.
00:44:43To Ronnie Reagan.
00:44:45To Mark Chapman.
00:44:47To George Wallace.
00:44:49To Mick Jagger.
00:44:51To Tammy Baker.
00:44:53Now, there is a real-life American dream.
00:44:58Come on, drink up, mate.
00:45:01Got some kind of problem?
00:45:04Something bothering you?
00:45:05Play off it, Nick.
00:45:08I want my autograph.
00:45:11What sort of a bloody snob are you?
00:45:13It's just an autograph.
00:45:14It's not going to hurt you.
00:45:28What does it say?
00:45:30I can't read it.
00:45:31I slit your throat.
00:45:38I slit your throat.
00:45:41What sort of an autograph is that?
00:45:45Oh, brilliant, man.
00:45:46You know, you broke my heart.
00:45:49You're a real comedian, aren't you?
00:45:51Why don't you get rid of that mask, mate?
00:45:55Come on.
00:45:55Let's see what you're hiding under here.
00:45:59You fucking wanker!
00:46:06So what are you waiting for?
00:46:08Get the bastard!
00:46:09I'll tell you about those Americans.
00:46:20They're fucking murders.
00:46:21It's in there, all right.
00:46:36Bastard.
00:46:37I'd like to rip his fucking face off.
00:46:39Yeah, it turned to fucking pieces, eh, Christy?
00:46:41All right.
00:46:41You go through there, and I'll go round the back and cut him off.
00:46:44Hang on a minute.
00:46:47Why don't you go through there?
00:46:48And I'll go round the other side and cut him off.
00:46:51What's the difference?
00:46:52Exactly.
00:46:54He was rather big, wasn't he?
00:46:56Mean-looking bastard as well.
00:47:00Did you see EastEnders last night?
00:47:03No.
00:47:03I didn't.
00:47:03I didn't want much.
00:47:05Well, here he is, my son, the freak.
00:47:18Why did you come back, boy?
00:47:21I live here.
00:47:22Oh, that was a lot of years ago.
00:47:24There's still a part of me here.
00:47:25A part of me that must now come to an end.
00:47:29Well, isn't that poetic?
00:47:33Coming up, holiday?
00:47:34No more of an exit, really.
00:47:36I've been here long enough, too long.
00:47:38It's time to look for something new.
00:47:41Bones may be a bit creaky, but it's still sharp up here.
00:47:45I've got a few good years left, I'd say.
00:47:48I have to disagree.
00:47:50I think it's already too late for you.
00:47:53Well, that doesn't make much sense to me,
00:47:57but then I guess there's no understanding you, kid.
00:48:01You've led a rather nasty old life, haven't you?
00:48:03Oh, hang on a second here.
00:48:06A man does his best.
00:48:08We've all made mistakes.
00:48:11But some mistakes are beyond forgiving.
00:48:13Don't tear at my heartstrings.
00:48:15I won't bear an ounce of guilt for you.
00:48:19My mistakes are all behind me now,
00:48:21and that's where they'll stay.
00:48:22You old fool.
00:48:24Your biggest mistake stands right before you,
00:48:27before your very eyes.
00:48:29You had your chance on your own omission,
00:48:31but you hadn't the guts to deal with it.
00:48:33Don't talk to me about guts.
00:48:36It's out of my hands now.
00:48:37Your own life is yours for the taking.
00:48:40You know that's a lie.
00:48:43I understand all of this now.
00:48:45I've been condemned.
00:48:49This murderous life of mine will go on year after year,
00:48:53and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
00:48:58I'm not afraid to face my fate.
00:49:01I'm not afraid to be alone.
00:49:04Well, what a noble fellow.
00:49:06What a hero you've become.
00:49:08It's a lot of nonsense, boy.
00:49:12I have no more shame.
00:49:15I'm not afraid of you any longer.
00:49:19Oh, what a monumental time it's been for you.
00:49:23It has.
00:49:25And I'm sorry for you.
00:49:27It's funny, you know, I was, I was gone.
00:49:35I'd, I'd made my exit.
00:49:38I only came back for this stupid picture.
00:49:42Can you imagine that?
00:49:43She was so beautiful.
00:49:50She was everything to me.
00:49:54If only.
00:49:55If only.
00:49:56Go, may I.
00:49:56Oh, my God.
00:49:57Oh, my God.
00:49:59Come on.
00:50:16Come on.
00:50:16Come on.
00:50:17Jackson. I wish you wouldn't do that.
00:50:38I'm sorry. I hope I didn't scare you.
00:50:42I brought you some chocolates.
00:50:43Really?
00:50:44I'm so stupid. I almost brought flowers for you again.
00:50:48Oh, no. Don't be silly. I love flowers.
00:50:50I don't get them very often.
00:50:53Anyway, chocolates are much nicer.
00:50:55These are the ones with little cherries in brandy.
00:50:57Oh, lovely.
00:50:59I hope dinner is okay.
00:51:02I suppose I'm a bit late.
00:51:03I had a few things to take care of.
00:51:05Is everything all right?
00:51:08I could do with a couple of aspirin.
00:51:11My head is really throbbing.
00:51:14Are you managing all right?
00:51:20Just fine.
00:51:21I could help if you showed me what to do.
00:51:23No, no. I'd prefer to do it myself.
00:51:25It's not so difficult.
00:51:27Actually, I'm quite a good cook.
00:51:30Mmm. Smells wonderful.
00:51:33I'm not so good with a corkscrew, though.
00:51:35Would you mind opening the wine?
00:51:36Right.
00:51:39Oh, yes. Before I forget,
00:51:41some friends of mine are having a party this Saturday
00:51:43at their cottage.
00:51:45Christy and her boyfriend Nick.
00:51:47The actor friends I was telling you about.
00:51:49I was telling Christy about you.
00:51:52She invited us both.
00:51:53What did you say about me?
00:51:54Nothing much.
00:51:56Just that I'd met a man who I was seeing quite a lot of lately.
00:51:58I know you don't like to go out much in public,
00:52:02but these people are really nice.
00:52:05Damn.
00:52:06Are you all right?
00:52:13I've cut myself.
00:52:15Oh.
00:52:18Are you sure you still want to go through with this tonight?
00:52:21I mean, there's no rush.
00:52:23Yes.
00:52:24Fine.
00:52:25No problem.
00:52:28I hope the dinner's okay.
00:52:30I tried to time everything.
00:52:32If it's burnt, you can't do a thing with it.
00:52:37I hope it's cooked enough.
00:52:38If it isn't, you can always put it back in the oven.
00:52:41Is it all right?
00:52:42It's very good.
00:52:50You know, Shelley,
00:52:55before I met you,
00:52:58I was terribly lonely.
00:53:00I had no one.
00:53:03Everything's different now.
00:53:05I don't know what it is,
00:53:07but I feel certain that one day
00:53:08life's going to be just perfect for us.
00:53:14If only I could be rid of that stupid mask.
00:53:18It's funny.
00:53:19Since I've been blind,
00:53:20I've always had to wear these sunglasses.
00:53:22Anyway, I'm sure no one cared, really.
00:53:25They probably thought us a cute couple
00:53:28when we were in the market last week.
00:53:30They probably thought it was some crazy new fashion.
00:53:37Maybe we'll start a whole new trend.
00:53:39Maybe I'm just not up to it, after all.
00:53:54Maybe I'm impotent.
00:53:56Did you ever consider that?
00:53:57That's silly.
00:53:59You're just a little tense.
00:54:00You really think so?
00:54:02You were fine all the other times
00:54:04when we made love.
00:54:06Wonderful.
00:54:07Honestly.
00:54:09It's not so different.
00:54:11Trust me.
00:54:12So many things didn't keep going wrong.
00:54:16But a lot has gone right.
00:54:19I suppose it won't do any good to sulk about it.
00:54:23Tonight I just want to do everything I can to please you.
00:54:27You're so wonderful, Jackson.
00:54:29Like a dream.
00:54:31All right.
00:54:36So where do we begin?
00:54:39I keep a few things in the drawer by the bed.
00:54:47God!
00:54:49You could kill someone with this thing.
00:54:52I don't know.
00:54:53I think it just makes me feel more inadequate.
00:54:58There's a whole drawer full of the stuff.
00:55:01I have to occupy my spare time somehow.
00:55:03Yes, but couldn't you take up knitting or painting or something?
00:55:06Don't worry.
00:55:08Everything's going to be all right.
00:55:09You'll see.
00:55:10That's easy for you to say.
00:55:12It's not easy for me to say.
00:55:15It's not been easy for me at all.
00:55:22I'll never forget when I first started having sex.
00:55:25Pretty clumsy.
00:55:27But I survived.
00:55:28I had a boyfriend for a while then,
00:55:30but he wasn't much help.
00:55:32I always ended up feeling terribly guilty
00:55:34until I realised it was him
00:55:36who didn't know the first thing about making love.
00:55:39I suppose the first time you do it
00:55:41is always a bit of a letdown.
00:55:44The first time for me
00:55:45was with one of those camp counsellors.
00:55:48She was dead.
00:55:49I suppose we're all a deadly now and again.
00:55:54Sometimes you're just not up to it.
00:55:59I keep a few more things in the closet over there.
00:56:02Who's this?
00:56:11You mean Juliette?
00:56:13Juliette?
00:56:14What's she doing here?
00:56:16I sleep with her.
00:56:18Sometimes when I get really lonely.
00:56:20But she's a she.
00:56:22You sleep with a female blow-up doll?
00:56:24That's not exactly normal, is it?
00:56:25Well, it is only plastic after all.
00:56:28But Shelly.
00:56:32It has all the right parts.
00:56:34Did you like that?
00:56:46Perhaps you're scared of me.
00:56:50Would you like to be Mama's slave?
00:56:55Well, answer me, little boy.
00:57:02This is crazy.
00:57:03What do I say?
00:57:04What am I meant to say?
00:57:06It's not so crazy.
00:57:07Try to concentrate.
00:57:09Tell me to be nice.
00:57:11That you'll be a good boy.
00:57:15I can't.
00:57:17It's just not me.
00:57:19But I thought you wanted to share each other's lives.
00:57:21To know everything.
00:57:23Well, I know, but...
00:57:25All right.
00:57:27Let me play the submissive one.
00:57:29Okay.
00:57:32Now be mean to me.
00:57:34Punish me.
00:57:36Be tough.
00:57:36Be tough.
00:57:36Be tough.
00:57:41Shelly.
00:57:44Okay.
00:57:45Use the manual if you have to.
00:57:47Try page 42.
00:57:49That's a good one.
00:57:50Please don't hurt me.
00:57:56I don't like to be whipped.
00:57:58I don't mean to be a bad girl.
00:58:02I'll do anything you like me to.
00:58:04I'll cook for you.
00:58:06I'll clean for you.
00:58:08Anything.
00:58:10Tell me what you like.
00:58:13Tell me what you need.
00:58:14You wicked whore.
00:58:19You don't want me to hurt you,
00:58:22but you must be punished.
00:58:24You've been a very naughty girl.
00:58:27Ah!
00:58:28You will bring me my slippers,
00:58:31and then I will paddle the fleshy round cheeks
00:58:34of your bottom
00:58:35until they become red with lust grow.
00:58:40Oh, no.
00:58:41Please don't.
00:58:42I promise to be good.
00:58:43You will be good,
00:58:45my saucy wench,
00:58:47and I must punish you.
00:58:53I feel ridiculous doing this.
00:58:56I'm sorry.
00:58:58We don't have to do anything.
00:59:01Come here.
00:59:13Come on, mate.
00:59:37Come on.
00:59:38Hey guys, I'm not completely helpless. Only helpless enough to be confined to bed.
01:00:00Oh, come on. Doctor's orders. You're going to stick to that.
01:00:04Come on then, let's get you upstairs.
01:00:06Hey, look, I'm okay, Batman.
01:00:08Yeah, yeah. Look, Oz.
01:00:10Be careful.
01:00:11Oh, Christ, it was only an eight-inch play for God's sake.
01:00:15So don't think tomorrow's party's off for this little scrape.
01:00:19I'm afraid it's too late. I've called everyone and cancelled.
01:00:23Oh, Jesus. You make such a big deal about a little puncture, I'm hardly even hurt.
01:00:29So we'll hang around and keep you company, right?
01:00:31Yeah, sure. Charlotte's coming out. We'll just have a nice, quiet weekend.
01:00:35You'll be up and around within a week.
01:00:38Okay. So bring me a beer, will you?
01:00:42One beer and that's it.
01:00:44Hang on, I'll get her. Come on, Larry.
01:00:49Nick, cut it out.
01:00:51So what now? I suppose we can't have a little fun either.
01:00:54You heard the doctor.
01:00:55Oh, fuck the doctor.
01:00:57You'll survive for one night. I'll go and get you that beer.
01:01:03I'll get it in here.
01:01:08Hello, hello, hello. Nicko's party palace here.
01:01:16Hello?
01:01:22Hello?
01:01:23Hello, Nicko.
01:01:24Hello, Nicko.
01:01:25Hello, Nicko.
01:01:26Welcome to my home.
01:01:27This is where I'm from.
01:01:29Hello, Nicko.
01:01:30Welcome to our home.
01:01:31Hello, Nicko.
01:01:32Hello, Nicko.
01:01:33Hello, Nicko.
01:01:34Hey, Nicko.
01:01:36I'm not sure what you're doing.
01:02:06Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
01:02:36You got no brains, boy.
01:02:39You got nothing in that head of yours up there.
01:02:55You feel all right?
01:02:58You feel all right?
01:03:06I love you, I love you, I love you.
01:03:36I love you, I love you.
01:04:06Don't go out tonight.
01:04:08What?
01:04:08No, not to any party, not to any cottage.
01:04:11Why?
01:04:12Listen to me, everything's fine.
01:04:15I have to warn you, Shelley.
01:04:16What are you talking about?
01:04:18Please don't go out there.
01:04:20Jackson?
01:04:22Jackson?
01:04:23Hold on, you're going to die.
01:04:36Nice place you've got here, Nick.
01:04:58I've heard about some of your little parties.
01:05:01Yeah, well, we all have our fun.
01:05:03Of course, I've only heard about them.
01:05:05OK, no quarrelling.
01:05:06Not today, at least.
01:05:08It's bad luck.
01:05:09It's bad luck.
01:05:10Don't you know what day it is?
01:05:12It's Friday.
01:05:15Friday the 13th.
01:05:17Oh, bring on the scary monster.
01:05:24I'll bring you on another burger.
01:05:26Yeah, coming right up.
01:05:28Come on, Charlotte, let's go for a swim, eh?
01:05:32Now's the best time.
01:05:33All the swamp creatures are out.
01:05:36Come on.
01:05:37I am going to go for a swim.
01:06:03Oh, will you promise?
01:06:04I'm too drunk.
01:06:06You're not drunk at all.
01:06:07No, no, no.
01:06:08You do it.
01:06:09Look, look, look.
01:06:09I am drunk.
01:06:11I'm drunk.
01:06:11I tell you what, if I do the dive, you follow me, OK?
01:06:15Well, I might.
01:06:16You're going to follow me, OK?
01:06:17OK, if you go in, I promise you I'll come in, OK?
01:06:20Yeah, you will.
01:06:21I'll hold you to that.
01:06:22I won't dare you to die again.
01:06:23I bet you won't.
01:06:24You're a coward.
01:06:25You're really, David?
01:06:26You're a coward.
01:06:26Oh, come on.
01:06:27You're a coward.
01:06:28No!
01:06:34No!
01:06:37Steady, boy!
01:06:38Steady!
01:07:01No!
01:07:01You never guessed what, Matt.
01:07:28I could have sworn there was somebody behind those sheets.
01:07:31What's the news on that audition, Nick?
01:07:40What audition is that, Barry?
01:07:42Ah, well, er, I think that's the audition I wasn't supposed to mention.
01:07:48Nice one, Barry.
01:07:50It doesn't matter, Nick. You can't make it anyway.
01:07:53Barry? Well, it's tomorrow, actually.
01:07:56Listen, it's just another adaptation of one of those stupid Shakespearean dramas
01:08:01that Melvin Whitemore's always putting on.
01:08:03I made arrangements for you to go next week.
01:08:05And you auditioned?
01:08:07Yeah, for Shakespeare.
01:08:09Oh, Barry.
01:08:11I can't believe you even considered that wanker.
01:08:14Look, since nursery school, we've had that rot shoved down our throats.
01:08:19Hamlet is a wimp.
01:08:21Lear, the senile old goat.
01:08:23Romeo and Juliet makes me puke.
01:08:29Do you think next week will be too late for me to audition?
01:08:32Maybe not. I think he's considering you for the lead.
01:08:35For the lead?
01:08:36A gritty street punk, Macbeth.
01:08:39The whole thing's set in the present, gang war style.
01:08:43Street punk?
01:08:45Macbeth?
01:08:45Christ, do you know how many times I've played Macbeth?
01:08:52Stars, hide your fires.
01:08:55Let not light see my black and deep desires.
01:09:00The eye wink at the hand.
01:09:03Yet let that be which the eye fears.
01:09:07When it be done to see.
01:09:09Really cathartic, man.
01:09:28It's great out here.
01:09:31No, it's not.
01:09:32It's cold and creepy and I want to go back to the party.
01:09:35Oh, but they're so boring back there.
01:09:37Oh, come here and keep me warm.
01:09:44I tell you what, I'll build you a nice fire.
01:09:50A fire?
01:09:51Yeah, right here.
01:09:52I'm just going to get some wood, okay?
01:09:54Don't be long.
01:10:07Mac!
01:10:10Mac!
01:10:19Go ahead.
01:10:24Scream, if you like, to be perfectly honest.
01:10:27I'm really starting to get bored with the whole thing.
01:10:30You're the guy from the pub, aren't you?
01:10:32The one that attacked Nick.
01:10:33It's ridiculous, isn't it?
01:10:35I mean, fine.
01:10:36So I have to kill.
01:10:38I have no choice in the matter.
01:10:40But you'd think they'd let me try something else as well.
01:10:43I do have other talents.
01:10:47No sense bothering to run for it, really.
01:10:50You'll get ten feet, maybe, and run into a branch or stumble over a root.
01:10:54See?
01:11:01What did I tell you?
01:11:03Your fate is sealed as tightly as mine.
01:11:05Except for me.
01:11:08It's so much worse.
01:11:09The least you could do is compliment me some of the time.
01:11:31But I thought you were going to go to Los Angeles and become famous and make lots of money.
01:11:36Oh, and forget about all that classical bullshit.
01:11:38This classical bullshit, darling, that is my destiny.
01:11:48But first, I must give them Macbeth one last time.
01:11:55Nick, you're supposed to be in bed.
01:11:59You rupture those stitches.
01:12:01If there was something we could do.
01:12:04No, nothing.
01:12:05He doesn't care about anything.
01:12:06Well, I could go and fetch him if you want.
01:12:09No, it's all right.
01:12:10I'll go and find him.
01:12:12I'm getting used to his crap.
01:12:13Get thee to thy mistress when thy drink is ready.
01:12:23She strikes upon the bell.
01:12:26Get thee to thy bed.
01:12:29Brilliant.
01:12:30Thy mistress strikes upon the bell.
01:12:35Go!
01:12:36Get thee to bed.
01:12:37Is this a dagger I see before thee, a handle toward my hand?
01:12:45Come, let me clutch thee.
01:12:49God!
01:12:50I see thee still, yet I have thee not.
01:12:53Art thou fatal vision, sensible to sight as well as to feeling?
01:12:57Or art thou but a dagger of the mind, a false creation?
01:13:04Oh!
01:13:06That was terrible.
01:13:17Do you think we should have left Christy by herself?
01:13:20She seems so upset.
01:13:21No.
01:13:21She said she didn't mind.
01:13:24She'll just sit around for a bit and go find Nick and everything will be fine.
01:13:32Stay there a moment.
01:13:34I want to wash and brush my teeth.
01:13:35I don't think I can bear waiting.
01:14:05Here I am, darling.
01:14:28Come and get me.
01:14:29Here I come, Barry.
01:14:52Hello, darling.
01:14:53Hello, darling.
01:14:59Hey, Barry, wake up, silly.
01:15:02You're not going to crash out on me, are you?
01:15:04Barry!
01:15:04Barry!
01:15:25Charlotte!
01:15:26Charlotte!
01:15:26I'm sorry I left you on your own in the woods.
01:15:43I'll just come out now.
01:15:45No!
01:15:46No!
01:15:46No!
01:15:46No!
01:15:47No!
01:15:48No!
01:15:49No!
01:15:50No!
01:15:51No!
01:15:52No!
01:15:53No!
01:15:54No!
01:15:55No!
01:15:56No!
01:15:56No!
01:15:57No!
01:15:57No!
01:15:58No!
01:15:58No!
01:16:00No!
01:16:00No!
01:16:02No!
01:16:03Ah!
01:16:13I'm sorry.
01:16:14You know I didn't mean it.
01:16:16Nick!
01:16:17Nick!
01:16:17Nick!
01:16:18Nick, come on, please.
01:16:20You be...
01:16:21Nick!
01:16:22Hey, come on!
01:16:38Help me! Help me!
01:16:52My family!
01:16:56I'm sick of the day!
01:17:00My family!
01:17:04My family!
01:17:08My family!
01:17:16My family!
01:17:18My family!
01:17:20My family!
01:17:22No!
01:17:52Ah!
01:17:54Ah!
01:17:56Ah!
01:17:58Ah!
01:18:06Oh, no!
01:18:12Ha!
01:18:14Oh, yeah.
01:18:16Uh...
01:18:18Uh...
01:18:20CHIRPING
01:18:44If only there was something more.
01:18:47If only there was something more. It just all seemed so pointless.
01:18:51The real monsters are out there. I hope you understand.
01:19:04If only there was something more. It just all seemed so pointless.
01:19:17Hello? Do you think they'll be able to fix it?
01:19:26Okay, I'll keep trying. Thank you.
01:19:35Who is it?
01:19:41Who is it?
01:19:45Jackson.
01:19:47I was so worried about you. I didn't know what was going on. You never said anything.
01:19:59I've been just sitting here waiting. I'm sorry.
01:20:03It's just not a good night to be going out.
01:20:06It's just that I feel like there's something going on. I don't know what.
01:20:10Is everything all right with you? Yes.
01:20:17Maybe you've found somebody else. You've met another woman, haven't you?
01:20:24You must be joking.
01:20:25It's just that everything seems to be slipping away.
01:20:29Shelly, can I ask you something?
01:20:41Of course.
01:20:42Would you like to live forever?
01:20:44What? That's a strange question. Could you answer it?
01:20:52Well, I don't know.
01:20:54Why not?
01:20:55Yes, of course I'd like to live forever.
01:20:57Are you happy? Honestly?
01:21:00Yeah, I am. A lot of the time. 50-50, I suppose.
01:21:06Time's eternity. That's an awful lot of suffering.
01:21:15For most of the people, 50-50 will be a blessing.
01:21:20After tonight, it will just be a memory.
01:21:23What do you mean?
01:21:24They'll let you die. Or at least be forgotten.
01:21:33What of me?
01:21:38Designed to kill. Trapped in all of this. Forever.
01:21:43All of what?
01:21:44If only there was something I could do for you, Shelly.
01:21:48I really do love you.
01:21:50What do you mean, Jackson? I don't understand.
01:21:55After tonight, we can never see each other again.
01:21:59Don't say that, Jackson. How can you say such a thing?
01:22:03I can't go on deceiving you, Shelly. You know nothing of me.
01:22:07Yes, I do. I know you so well. And I want to know everything about you.
01:22:11It would be too painful. I could never be so evil as to share my hell with you.
01:22:20This is insane, Jackson. I don't know what you're saying.
01:22:26Jackson, I'm pregnant. I'm going to have a baby. Our baby.
01:22:35No. That can't be.
01:22:38No. I couldn't let that happen.
01:22:44I couldn't put an innocent child through this.
01:22:48It wouldn't be as bad as all that. It would finally mean a normal, happy life for us both.
01:22:53I thought you would be happy.
01:22:57I am happy. I love you, Shelly.
01:23:01But it could never work. For me, it's impossible.
01:23:04You must trust me, Shelly.
01:23:11Do you trust me?
01:23:12I do, Jackson. I love you.
01:23:15Then please, please, forgive me.
01:23:22It's a hell of a life, being a monster.
01:23:41It's a hell of a life.
01:23:42It's a hell of a life.
01:24:05No!
01:24:19No!
01:24:25No!
01:24:27No!
01:24:35No!
01:24:57No!
01:25:15There's a welcome
01:25:18Perfect surface
01:25:22Oh how I long
01:25:24To touch your skin
01:25:29I'm pushing up
01:25:31Tough
01:25:32While I steal
01:25:33I'm sticking up
01:25:34Hard
01:25:35Feeding the dirt
01:25:36I'm shoving up
01:25:37Cool
01:25:38Thick to see
01:25:39I'm moving up
01:25:41Fast
01:25:42Mobile me
01:25:43I'm heading up
01:25:44Proud
01:25:45Head in the clouds
01:25:46Still mountains in the eyes
01:25:49There's a welcome
01:25:52Perfect surface
01:25:55Oh how I long
01:25:57To touch your skin
01:26:00In a covered mall
01:26:10Tape
01:26:11Recordings
01:26:12Call
01:26:13And you know the song
01:26:14A hope
01:26:15Redeem us all
01:26:16Inside no storms
01:26:17It's warm
01:26:18Full rest of rhyme
01:26:19Imitation
01:26:20Fakes
01:26:21And cakes
01:26:22Say eat me now
01:26:23Can't control the rain
01:26:24Shame
01:26:25Seated from pain
01:26:26Try life
01:26:27At second hand
01:26:29There's a welcome
01:26:32Perfect surface
01:26:35Oh how I long
01:26:37To touch your skin
01:26:42Concrete
01:26:44Make center
01:26:45Concrete
01:26:46Make center
01:26:47Concrete
01:26:48Make center
01:26:49Concrete
01:26:50Make center
01:26:51I'm inspired
01:26:54I'm not tired
01:26:57I could talk our day
01:27:01I'm inspired, I'm not tired, I couldn't talk about it
01:27:08I'm inspired, I'm not tired, I couldn't talk about it
01:27:17In a comfort mall, take a corner's call
01:27:34It unites us all, hope redeem us all
01:27:37Inside no storms, outside it's warm
01:27:40Stare mountains in the eye
01:27:43There is a welcome, perfect surface
01:27:50Oh, how I long to touch your skin
01:27:54Oh, how I long to touch your skin
01:28:01Oh, how I long to touch your skin
01:28:13Oh, how I long to touch your skin
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