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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32three
00:01:33top,
00:01:34cazzo.
00:01:35In questa se si va al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:46Can't put my wallet.
00:01:51There's a AC case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, there's a AC case.
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:57He needs an AC door.
00:02:00I should look for pass.
00:02:13For pass.
00:02:14No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:37The exchange group?
00:02:39Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:44That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:51This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need, we need, we need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, man.
00:03:22Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:23The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:36Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:37The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:46Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:07Expires 12.15.
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:14No, I'm working here.
00:04:19Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:20You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:25Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides learn Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:33You don't at all.
00:04:35I admire you.
00:04:36I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:38That's not true.
00:04:40You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43And besides, what's the point?
00:04:46The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:48Well, I...
00:04:50Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:53Yes.
00:04:54All right.
00:04:56Okay.
00:04:58Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:05What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:09Nothing?
00:05:10I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:20You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:23You have my support.
00:05:26I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be, has been, for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:56Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:07Who?
00:06:09David Foster Wallace.
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity, just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't I.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit moment.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:14Love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:39Yes.
00:07:41You feel.
00:07:42Yes.
00:07:43Yes.
00:07:44Yes.
00:07:45Yes.
00:07:46Yes.
00:07:47Yes.
00:07:48Yes.
00:07:49Yes.
00:08:04Yes.
00:08:05Yes.
00:08:06Yes.
00:08:08Again, we're going to be able to find a place.
00:08:09I don't know.
00:08:39I don't know.
00:09:09Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:01I'll see you later.
00:10:03There you go.
00:10:04I'll see you later.
00:10:05Yes.
00:10:05testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared before i can ask them the list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from your
00:10:35father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother
00:10:42your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a
00:10:49bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little
00:10:55boy and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished
00:11:04my mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19and uh cappuccino
00:11:26so
00:11:37so
00:11:41now
00:11:45We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:15Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:42Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:24Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah?
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:23So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39Blanket.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:10It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:11It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:12It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:13It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:14Wow.
00:17:15I know.
00:17:16I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17Only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:18You're a tourist.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:20No, I'm not.
00:17:22I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic
00:17:30populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:35I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:37No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:47How old are you?
00:17:48I'm 19.
00:17:49It's my birthday today.
00:17:50Is it really?
00:17:51Uh-huh.
00:17:52Happy birthday.
00:17:53Thank you very much.
00:17:54Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I'll just say it on the other end, because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:10twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:15is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the
00:18:24island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever
00:18:29seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:37couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:41and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I never left.
00:18:50I don't even know the beginning of its process, since a grave has entered.
00:18:59Listen, I'm waiting for this for a while, you're looking for six other fabrics because once I
00:19:15Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:45Love teaches me to reign through desire.
00:19:50To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:14in English and Italian.
00:20:17Who thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Okay.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:41Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:47Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:53Seigne la maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:21:00I'm impressed.
00:21:06You hungry?
00:21:08Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:11Yeah.
00:21:13All right then.
00:21:14Okay.
00:21:16Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:26Red.
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Uh-huh.
00:21:30Grazie.
00:21:31So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:50I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:10You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:30A little tangled up.
00:22:31Don't learn.
00:22:32Okay.
00:22:33Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:04We had to laugh.
00:23:05We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:14That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:31We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:04I'm sorry.
00:24:13You're sorry.
00:24:14It's been your regret.
00:24:15Yes, thank you.
00:24:16You can take it away.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:28I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:30Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:47It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:04It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17It's like this moment in the tape, I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:36But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:56Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:03All the best.
00:26:06Compliano.
00:26:07Grazie.
00:26:08That's it.
00:26:12Make a wish, huh?
00:26:13Make it great.
00:26:16Okay.
00:26:20Bravo.
00:26:22Bravo.
00:26:23Bravo.
00:26:24Hey.
00:26:26Come here.
00:26:27Come here.
00:26:33Hey, go, go, go.
00:26:34Hey!
00:26:35Hey!
00:26:36Go, go, go, go!
00:26:37Oh my god!
00:26:38Oh my god!
00:26:39Oh my god!
00:26:41Oh no!
00:26:42What?
00:26:43What do you mean?
00:26:45Hey!
00:26:46Hey!
00:26:47It's the carabinerary!
00:26:48Hey, please!
00:26:49No!
00:26:50No!
00:26:51No!
00:26:52No!
00:26:54No!
00:26:55No!
00:26:56No!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58No!
00:26:59No.
00:27:01No!
00:27:02Hey.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:08We can't pay for that.
00:27:10I don't know.
00:27:12Oh, God.
00:27:14Oh, God.
00:27:16Oh, God.
00:27:22Hey, hey.
00:27:24Hey.
00:27:26It'd make me feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Is it true?
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:54Let's go.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:08Yeah.
00:28:14Went up my nose.
00:28:16Can we come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:24Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:30you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:32For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've gotta go.
00:28:52Catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:28:56Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:08Why?
00:29:18So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Oh.
00:29:26Happy birthday.
00:29:30Happy birthday.
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00:30:29You're awake.
00:30:50Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you
00:31:09do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing
00:31:15the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:28They stay with me too.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:42Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:49You're still asleep?
00:31:52Janey.
00:31:53Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:02Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:04Janey.
00:32:05Janey.
00:32:07Janey.
00:32:08Janey.
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00:32:10Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Janey.
00:32:14Janey.
00:32:15Janey.
00:32:16Janey.
00:32:17Janey.
00:32:18Janey.
00:32:19my friends had lots of American boyfriends and they used to bring us
00:32:23nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things and we used to go to
00:32:28London and we saw Glenn Miller one time we used to go all over the place
00:32:36there were wonderful times I never had an American boyfriend I liked some of
00:32:43them they were nice boys but I didn't I didn't want to leave my mom and dad wish
00:32:52I had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree
00:32:59and full of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we
00:33:07met yeah I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then not at all well I
00:33:12felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not old hey we ran out on the
00:33:19bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps I'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:32how's work conductors actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating the three of us
00:33:49we'll plan a dinner before we leave I'd like that
00:33:51Jane
00:33:56oh my god
00:34:00this is Caleb
00:34:02hi
00:34:03no no we were just talking about you
00:34:05we were that's so weird
00:34:07sit please sit down join us
00:34:09what
00:34:10what
00:34:11ah
00:34:12what
00:34:13ah
00:34:14what
00:34:16what
00:34:18ah
00:34:19I'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon
00:34:21that's okay I I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee or something
00:34:26go ahead
00:34:28do you have the check please
00:34:29okay
00:34:30in a cafe put the floor
00:34:33oh
00:34:34no thank you
00:34:35Jane
00:34:36you don't smoke
00:34:37yes I do
00:34:51Yes, I do. Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand...
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat,
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke. Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:55Oh, my God.
00:35:56Why don't you tell Leonard one of your boys?
00:35:56Oh, my God.
00:35:57I saw you on my hand.
00:35:59Come on.
00:35:59Yes.
00:36:00It's an eye of my hand.
00:36:01Oh.
00:36:01Come on.
00:36:02Let's hear one.
00:36:04Umm.
00:36:04I have one.
00:36:05I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:30You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:23Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:11Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:22Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him a pub.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:38:45I'll be waiting.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:32I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:14What are we doing?
00:40:15I think we'll make it out.
00:40:16So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:20What are we doing?
00:40:21I think we'll make it out.
00:40:27I think we'll make it out.
00:40:28So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:31So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:36Beautiful.
00:40:37Beautiful.
00:40:38Beautiful.
00:40:39Beautiful.
00:40:43I can't do this.
00:40:44What?
00:40:45What?
00:40:46I can't do this.
00:40:47Why?
00:40:48Why?
00:40:49I can't do this.
00:40:50Why?
00:40:51Why?
00:40:52I can't do this.
00:40:53Why?
00:40:54Do you do this a lot?
00:40:55What?
00:40:56Do you do this a lot?
00:40:57What?
00:40:58Do you do this a lot?
00:40:59What?
00:41:00Do you do this a lot?
00:41:01What?
00:41:02Do you seduce women?
00:41:03Is this what you do?
00:41:07I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:12Do you do this a lot?
00:41:14What?
00:41:15Do you do this a lot?
00:41:20What?
00:41:21Do you seduce women?
00:41:24Is this what you do?
00:41:29What do you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't hate me.
00:41:59I'm sorry.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium, he was lovely, he had a moustache, my mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off, I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight? Stop that thing!
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:24I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:33Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute. I have a hell of a mess in my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us.
00:43:55Just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Okay. I'm sorry.
00:44:00And now I'm going to let you go.
00:44:02Okay.
00:44:04I'm sorry.
00:44:06Okay.
00:44:08Okay.
00:44:09Okay.
00:44:10Okay.
00:44:11Okay.
00:44:12Okay.
00:44:13Okay.
00:44:14Okay.
00:44:15You're gonna sit down.
00:44:16Okay.
00:44:17Okay.
00:44:18Okay.
00:44:19Okay.
00:44:20Okay.
00:44:21Okay.
00:44:22Okay.
00:44:23Okay.
00:44:24Okay.
00:44:25This is gonna be right.
00:44:26Okay.
00:44:27Okay.
00:44:28Okay.
00:44:29I don't know.
00:44:35I don't know.
00:44:42Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:12Say cheese.
00:45:30You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:36Hold on a second.
00:45:40That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:08What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:12You did?
00:46:14What did you do?
00:46:16What did you do?
00:46:20What did you do?
00:46:22What did you do?
00:46:24What did you do?
00:46:26What did you do?
00:46:28What did you do?
00:46:32What did you do?
00:46:34What did you do?
00:46:36What did you do?
00:46:38What did you do?
00:46:48What did you do?
00:46:50What did you do?
00:46:52What did you do?
00:46:54Oh, God, God, God, God, God, God, God, God.
00:47:24God, God, God, God.
00:47:54God, God, God.
00:48:24God, God, God.
00:48:54God, God, God, God, God.
00:49:24God, God, God.
00:49:54God, God, God.
00:50:24God, God, God.
00:50:54God, God, God.
00:51:24God, God, God, God.
00:51:54God, God, God, God.
00:52:24God, God, God, God.
00:52:54God, God, God, God, God.
00:53:24God, God, God, God, God.
00:53:26God, God, God, God.
00:53:54God, God, God, God.
00:56:08I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:34No.
00:56:35I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:40Jay.
00:56:41Whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:54Good morning.
00:56:58Bye-bye.
00:57:00Bye.
00:57:02if it wasn't the war
00:57:27it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else
00:57:33isn't there
00:57:33that's the thing
00:57:35that's the thing about struggle
00:57:37I'm going to make some tea
00:57:49do you want some?
00:57:52I'm alright
00:57:59you go out like that again
00:58:01just tell me
00:58:02no worry
00:58:03okay
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out
00:58:10what's going on in your head
00:58:11do you think everything we've been through
00:58:27actually does us any good
00:58:28in the long run
00:58:31or do we just make out struggle
00:58:37to be something meaningful
00:58:38because that's all most of us have
00:58:40I'll tell you
00:58:53next time we come to Italy
00:58:54to get a proper kitchen
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say Jane
00:59:07one little thing had changed
00:59:30in my grandmother's life
00:59:31I might not be here
00:59:32sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42with the book?
00:59:45no with my life
00:59:50this is it you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time
01:00:05we all went to the field
01:00:07where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits
01:00:12and then we had our tea
01:00:15in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:21the horses back then
01:00:29they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up
01:00:34brass things
01:00:35and little horseshoes
01:00:37he put braids on them
01:00:40they used to be gorgeous
01:00:42what are your plans
01:00:43what are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44there was one
01:00:47Duke
01:00:48he was a Clydesdale
01:00:51I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night
01:00:54when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone
01:01:09for me
01:01:10Jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:14Jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war
01:01:21people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways
01:01:26it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love
01:01:34you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36of the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life
01:01:53that I would trade 60 years
01:01:54to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you'll know the truth
01:01:59when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you
01:02:01like something you've known before
01:02:03rather than something you're learning
01:02:05for the first time
01:02:06oh sorry
01:02:10what is it?
01:02:14oh
01:02:15oh
01:02:17oh
01:02:17you
01:02:18oh
01:02:19you all right?
01:02:21oh
01:02:22you okay?
01:02:23yeah
01:02:24it's bleeding
01:02:25oh
01:02:26it's bleeding
01:02:27oh
01:02:28it's fine
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33it's fine
01:02:34you're losing it?
01:02:35yes
01:02:36oh
01:02:36fuck
01:02:37oh
01:02:38fuck
01:02:39oh
01:02:40I met these backpackers last night
01:02:49Frank and Elsa
01:02:50she's French
01:02:51he's German
01:02:51they're going to Tibet
01:02:54and I'm going with them
01:02:56I want you to come with me
01:03:00I'll be right back in front of her
01:03:05I wasn't going to sleep
01:03:08without Mooji
01:03:11I'm going to be a deep
01:03:14I'm going to be a deep
01:03:16I can only believe
01:03:17on the other side
01:03:18I'll go to sleep
01:03:19and I'm going to be a deep
01:03:20I'll be a deep
01:03:22I'll be a deep
01:03:22I'm going to be a deep
01:03:24I'm going to be a deep
01:03:25I'm gonna be a deep
01:03:57Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:48The water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:09And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:39No guilt.
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:08Bye.
01:14:09Bye.
01:14:10Bye.
01:14:12Bye.
01:14:14Bye.
01:14:16Bye.
01:14:18Bye.
01:14:20Bye.
01:14:22Bye.
01:14:24Bye.
01:14:26Bye.
01:14:28Bye.
01:14:30Bye.
01:14:40Bye.
01:14:41Bye.
01:14:42Bye.
01:14:44Bye.
01:14:46Bye.
01:14:47Bye.
01:14:51Jay, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:21It's four in the morning, the end of December. I'm riding you now just to see if you're there. New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening. I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now? Hope you're keeping some kind of record. Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair. She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100. Why not? I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear? Now shut that thing off.
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