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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Traffico di Napoli.
00:01:33The most great, move.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35In questo senso al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51I need a C case?
00:01:53No.
00:01:54And where is the C case?
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What did you do?
00:02:07What do you think?
00:02:10She's lost her purse, her purse.
00:02:12No, no, no, no.
00:02:14She's lost her purse.
00:02:15No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:18You just give her a minute.
00:02:20You know, she's not here sitting here.
00:02:22One moment, one moment.
00:02:24No, no, no, no.
00:02:26No, no, no, no, no.
00:02:28I'm sorry.
00:02:34Where did you have it last?
00:02:36The train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange group.
00:02:43Oh, Jamie.
00:02:44I'm sorry.
00:02:48That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:12The train station was gone.
00:03:14I've got some hunters on the train station.
00:03:15This is all for it, huh?
00:03:16I'm sorry.
00:03:17I've got some pictures, but I've got some pictures.
00:03:19I'm sorry.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, lad.
00:03:22Thanks, lad.
00:03:23Thanks.
00:03:24Thanks, lad.
00:03:26Thanks, lad.
00:03:29Thanks, lad.
00:03:31Thanks.
00:03:33Thanks, lad.
00:03:35Thank you, lad.
00:03:36Thanks, lad.
00:03:40It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535533
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00:04:009157
00:04:0357.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:53I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:04:54I always have.
00:04:55You know that?
00:04:56I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:04:57I always have.
00:04:58You know that?
00:04:59I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:00I always have.
00:05:00You know that?
00:05:01I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:02I always have.
00:05:03You know that?
00:05:04I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:05I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:06I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:07I always have.
00:05:08You know that?
00:05:09You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:10You have my support.
00:05:11I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:16I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:21It has been for you.
00:05:23I think enough time has passed.
00:05:24Well, that's great.
00:05:46You know that?
00:05:47You know that?
00:05:48You know that?
00:05:49I'm sorry.
00:05:50I just can't wait for them.
00:05:51You know what I mean?
00:05:52I love you.
00:05:53I love you.
00:05:54I love you.
00:05:55I love you.
00:05:56I love you.
00:05:57I love you.
00:05:58I love you.
00:05:59I love you.
00:06:00I love you.
00:06:01I love you.
00:06:02I love you.
00:06:03Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:05Um...
00:06:08Um...
00:06:09David Foster Wallace.
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:18You have to read it when I'm done, do I?
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:33He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:37I really don't know.
00:06:39Just so tedious.
00:06:43And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit morbid.
00:07:09I love you.
00:07:13Love you too.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:16Do you feel alright?
00:07:17Do you feel okay?
00:07:18Yeah.
00:07:19Are you sure?
00:07:20Do you feel alright?
00:07:21Do you feel okay?
00:07:22Yeah.
00:07:23Are you sure?
00:07:24Mm-hmm.
00:07:25Mm-hmm.
00:07:26Do you feel alright?
00:07:27Do you feel okay?
00:07:28Yeah.
00:07:29Are you sure?
00:07:30Mm-hmm.
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Do you feel alright?
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:39Look at her.
00:07:40I'm sure.
00:07:41You feel pretty happy.
00:07:45Um-hmm.
00:07:47I'm sorry.
00:07:49Too rude.
00:07:50Oh, yeah.
00:07:52Nothing's okay.
00:08:02Ah, well, don't you feel okay?
00:08:06I don't know.
00:08:36I don't know.
00:09:06Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:27What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for.
00:10:32I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed, and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy,
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:20He was in the water, he was in the air.
00:11:21He was in the air.
00:11:22He was in the air.
00:11:23He was in the air.
00:11:23He was in the air.
00:11:24One, uh, cappuccino?
00:11:26One?
00:11:27We'll have a check.
00:11:45We had to go.
00:11:46All right.
00:11:47His dad.
00:11:49Yeah.
00:11:50Yeah.
00:11:57We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:02We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09Feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia,
00:12:24or, um, Ischia as they pronounce it.
00:12:27See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:29Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:38There's no one left.
00:12:40That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:43Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:46not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:58I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:07All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusey.
00:13:11Scusey.
00:13:12Um, the castle?
00:13:14Castle?
00:13:15Parlato inglese?
00:13:17No, no, no.
00:13:18No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um...
00:13:21Castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:24Andare?
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:27Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:38and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:40and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:49now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now.
00:13:51To the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:58That's great.
00:13:59That's cool.
00:14:00Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:02London.
00:14:03No, in America.
00:14:04Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:14Are you?
00:14:15What?
00:14:16Are you here on vacation?
00:14:17Oh.
00:14:18Sorry.
00:14:19I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:24So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:31He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:34Cool.
00:14:35What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mmm, mmm, mmm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:43Yes.
00:14:44Very.
00:14:48How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:08Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:11Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like ten and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married. You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49No.
00:15:50No.
00:15:51No.
00:15:52No.
00:15:53No.
00:15:54No.
00:15:55No.
00:15:56No.
00:15:57No.
00:15:58No.
00:15:59No.
00:16:00No.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10No.
00:16:11No.
00:16:12No.
00:16:13No.
00:16:14No.
00:16:34What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine?
00:16:49Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:34I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:35No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:40Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the US.
00:17:47How old are you?
00:17:48I'm 19.
00:17:49It's my birthday today.
00:17:50Is it really?
00:17:51Uh-huh.
00:17:52Happy birthday.
00:17:53Thank you very much.
00:17:54Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46Yeah?
00:18:47Sure.
00:18:48Sure.
00:18:52I have noПетящ кот, I have no idea what you're doing.
00:18:55If she can, I'll leave you alone.
00:18:58Go for, you're like I've never left anyurai.
00:19:01Here's what I think.
00:19:05It's so cute.
00:19:08Here is your head.
00:19:11Yeah, let me pick on this side.
00:19:13Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:43To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Seña maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:19Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours, but now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:30Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't love.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22It's the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori?
00:23:52I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by
00:25:04this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But.
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:17Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh my gosh.
00:26:42Oh my gosh.
00:26:43No.
00:26:43Oh no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:45What?
00:26:45What do you mean?
00:26:49It's the carabinieri.
00:26:56See police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:57No.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Yeah.
00:26:59No.
00:26:59No.
00:27:00No.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:06We need to go to the rest.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:07I can't pay it down yet, I'm awake!
00:27:15Oh God!
00:27:17Oh God!
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:31Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:05Oh my gosh.
00:28:07Oh my gosh.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:15Can we come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe is not a no.
00:28:27And since I don't have a phone, you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:43I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey.
00:28:57Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:11Why?
00:29:21So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25Oh.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:31Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:49Oh, there she is.
00:29:51Oh, there she is!
00:29:54This is a gift.
00:29:57Oh, no.
00:29:59Oh, no, no.
00:30:00I got no idea.
00:30:02What's the name of the character?
00:30:04Oh, no.
00:30:05Oh, I love you.
00:30:07You can.
00:30:08Oh, the way you are.
00:30:09Oh, my goodness.
00:30:10Oh, my goodness.
00:30:11Oh, the way you want.
00:30:13Oh, my gosh.
00:30:15Oh, my goodness.
00:30:17Oh, my goodness.
00:30:19Oh, my goodness.
00:30:20Oh, my goodness.
00:30:21I'm awake.
00:30:51Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through. Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events. The things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:19Nelly was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:47You still asleep?
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36Jane.
00:32:37Jane.
00:32:38Jane.
00:32:39Jane.
00:32:40Jane.
00:32:41Jane.
00:32:42I liked some of them, they were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:00You reminded me of that, at that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then, not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something, for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:38How was work?
00:33:42The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:57Oh my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:02Hi.
00:34:03No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:04We were?
00:34:05That's so weird.
00:34:06Sit.
00:34:07Please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11You have a chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I-I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes.
00:34:54At parties.
00:34:56You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:17There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had like a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47And then they were selling it.
00:35:49Oh, yeah, you're a star.
00:35:50Why don't you tell Leonard one of your violet jokes?
00:35:54Come on.
00:35:55It's selling my ant.
00:35:56I'm selling my ant.
00:36:00Come on, let's hear one.
00:36:04Um...
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up. It's too good.
00:36:28I did. Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:36Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go? Already?
00:36:48Yeah, I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:54What's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:36:58Um...
00:37:00I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:02Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:04Yeah, just think on the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:06Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:08That's where the Buddhist monks unroll the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:12The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:14So pretty.
00:37:16How do you support yourself?
00:37:18You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:22All right, then.
00:37:24I'll walk you.
00:37:26Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:28Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:30Okay.
00:37:31Okay.
00:37:32I have a piece of paper.
00:37:34You guys should definitely come over to the island. I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:38Don't knock on the front door. Come around the side.
00:37:40I need Regina.
00:37:42This, the, uh...
00:37:44There you go.
00:37:46And thanks again for yesterday.
00:37:47No problem.
00:37:50And thanks again for yesterday.
00:37:51No problem.
00:37:52I have a piece of paper.
00:37:53I have a piece of paper.
00:37:54I have a piece of paper.
00:37:55I have a piece of paper.
00:37:56You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:57I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:59Don't knock on the front door.
00:38:00Come around the side.
00:38:01I need Regina.
00:38:02This, the, uh...
00:38:03There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07No problem.
00:38:08Hey.
00:38:09Ciao.
00:38:10Hi.
00:38:11How stoned are you?
00:38:12Come on, man.
00:38:13We should tell him to pop.
00:38:14It's not a big deal.
00:38:15So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:18Occasionally.
00:38:19Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:20No problem.
00:38:21Hey.
00:38:22Hey.
00:38:23Hey.
00:38:24Hey.
00:38:25Hey.
00:38:26Hey.
00:38:27Hey.
00:38:28Hey.
00:38:29Hey.
00:38:30Hey.
00:38:31Hey.
00:38:32Hey.
00:38:33Hey.
00:38:34Hey.
00:38:35Hey.
00:38:36Hey, hey.
00:38:37Okay.
00:38:38Sure.
00:38:39I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:42See ya after work.
00:38:43Yeah.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:39:05Hey.
00:39:06God, you scared me.
00:39:07Are you following me?
00:39:08Maybe.
00:39:09Is that weird?
00:39:10Yeah.
00:39:11I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:35You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:05What are we doing?
00:40:28I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:41:03I can't.
00:41:04I can't do this.
00:41:05What?
00:41:06What?
00:41:07I can't do this.
00:41:08Why?
00:41:09Do you do this a lot?
00:41:10What?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:12What?
00:41:13Do you seduce women?
00:41:14Is this what you do?
00:41:16You need to be less serious.
00:41:17Don't follow me.
00:41:18I can't.
00:41:19I can't.
00:41:20I can't.
00:41:21I can't.
00:41:22I can't.
00:41:23I can't.
00:41:24I can't.
00:41:25I can't.
00:41:26I can't.
00:41:27I can't.
00:41:28I can't.
00:41:29I can't.
00:41:30You can't.
00:41:31I can't.
00:41:32You need to be less serious.
00:41:35Don't follow me.
00:42:05Don't follow me.
00:42:35Don't follow me.
00:43:05Don't follow me.
00:43:06Don't follow me.
00:43:07Don't follow me.
00:43:08Don't follow me.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:17You're home early.
00:43:23I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I do some off my husband?
00:43:30Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:31Just give me a minute.
00:43:32Have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:33I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:34Sorry, darling.
00:43:35Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:36Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:37I've got some dinner.
00:43:38I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:39The two of us.
00:43:40Just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:41Okay.
00:43:42I'm sorry.
00:43:43I'm sorry.
00:43:44I'm sorry.
00:43:45I'm sorry.
00:43:46I'm sorry.
00:43:47I'm sorry.
00:43:48I'm sorry.
00:43:57I'm sorry.
00:43:58It's all right.
00:44:28It's all right.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Never mind.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:40That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:04Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:06Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:07You did?
00:46:08What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14What did you do?
00:46:15Come on.
00:46:16Good morning.
00:46:18Let's go.
00:48:50Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:24Okay.
00:49:25I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:35I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:39I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:06You make me feel calm.
00:53:11You make me feel nervous.
00:53:18You make me feel calm.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:30You make me feel comfortable.
00:53:37You make me feel calm.
00:53:43You make me feel calm.
00:53:45Want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:15Must be lonely.
00:54:45I love you.
00:54:47I love you.
00:54:48I love you.
00:54:50I love you.
00:54:52I love you.
00:54:53I love you.
00:54:55I love you.
00:54:57I love you.
00:54:58I love you.
00:55:00I love you.
00:55:01I love you.
00:55:02I love you.
00:55:03I love you.
00:55:05I love you.
00:55:06I love you.
00:55:07I love you.
00:55:08I love you.
00:55:09I love you.
00:55:10I love you.
00:55:11I love you.
00:55:12I love you.
00:55:13I love you.
00:55:14I love you.
00:55:15I love you.
00:55:16I love you.
00:55:17I love you.
00:55:18I love you.
00:55:19I love you.
00:55:20I love you.
00:55:21I love you.
00:55:22I love you.
00:55:23I love you.
00:55:24I love you.
00:55:25I love you.
00:55:26I love you.
00:55:27I love you.
00:55:28I love you.
00:55:29I love you.
00:55:30I love you.
00:55:31I love you.
00:55:32I love you.
00:55:33I love you.
00:55:34I love you.
00:55:35I love you.
00:55:36I love you.
00:55:37I love you.
00:55:38I love you.
00:55:39I love you.
00:55:40I love you.
00:55:41I love you.
00:55:42I love you.
00:55:43I love you.
00:55:44I love you.
00:55:45I love you.
00:55:46I love you.
00:55:47I love you.
00:55:48I love you.
00:55:49I love you.
00:55:50I love you.
00:55:51I love you.
00:55:52I love you.
00:55:53I love you.
00:55:54I love you.
00:55:55I love you.
00:55:56I love you.
00:55:57I wish I wish I was single again.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27You need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:56:58I'll do it.
00:56:59I'll do it.
00:57:01Alright.
00:57:03Let's go.
00:57:05If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33Well, that's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:52If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:05I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good? In the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:10If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:31Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42With the book?
00:59:45No, with my life.
00:59:49This is it, you know. It ends with me.
01:00:02In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:21The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up. Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them. They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one. Duke.
01:00:48He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know, it's different for you. In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war. People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36...of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than...
01:02:03...something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05Oh, sorry.
01:02:09Ah!
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:16Ah, you...
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:22Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, just on my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27Ah!
01:02:28Ah!
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:34Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Ah!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:39Ah!
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:51They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:21Oh!
01:03:22Oh my God.
01:03:23Oh my God.
01:03:24I want you to come with me.
01:03:56Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, why don't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stick like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32That's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
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01:12:17Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
01:12:47We're in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:17Yes.
01:14:48You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:18It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:41No, shut that thing off.
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