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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30And the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32Three...
00:01:33Seven...
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35In questa settimana...
00:01:36Al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51The real receipt case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No.
00:01:54It's not missing case.
00:01:55It's not missing case.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in the car.
00:02:00So let's go.
00:02:01What are you going to do?
00:02:03She's got her purse.
00:02:05She's got her purse.
00:02:10No.
00:02:11She's got her purse.
00:02:12She's got her purse.
00:02:13She's got her purse.
00:02:14No.
00:02:15No, she's got her purse.
00:02:17There's nothing.
00:02:18I didn't have anything here.
00:02:19Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:20No, no, no, no.
00:02:22Wait a minute?
00:02:23No, no.
00:02:24It's not me.
00:02:25Just give her a minute.
00:02:27To me, no cr bên.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:35The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:39Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:43That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need, we need, we need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, man.
00:03:24Yes, I have a credit card. Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:36Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay.
00:03:52Five, five, three, three.
00:03:54Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:58Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:00Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:02Five, seven.
00:04:04Yeah.
00:04:06Expires 12.15.
00:04:08No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately. We're here for two weeks.
00:04:14No, I'm working here.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:28Besides, I know an Italian.
00:04:30I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:32I don't at all.
00:04:34I admire you.
00:04:36I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:38That's not true.
00:04:40You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44Besides, what's the point?
00:04:46The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:48Well, I...
00:04:50Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:04What does that mean?
00:05:06Nothing.
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing.
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:20You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:38Yeah.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:42Who?
00:05:43David Foster Wallace.
00:05:44David Foster Wallace.
00:05:45Um...
00:05:46Um...
00:05:47Um...
00:05:48Um...
00:05:49Um...
00:05:50I don't know.
00:05:51I don't know.
00:05:52You can't get a sense by his writing.
00:05:53You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:05:54You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:05:55I don't know.
00:05:56I don't know.
00:05:57You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:05:58I don't know.
00:05:59Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:07Who?
00:06:09David Foster Wallace.
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:16You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, don't you?
00:06:21No.
00:06:28Do you think he recognised a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, John.
00:06:41Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:14Love you too.
00:07:19Love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:41Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hm.
00:08:49Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:17You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:41So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:47I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:06I'll see you later.
00:10:16We'll see you later.
00:10:26what kind of stories stories are you prepared before i can ask them the list of stories that
00:10:33dad told me about go ahead and ask from your father's list god rest his soul let's start
00:10:38with the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother your great-grandmother she was shaking
00:10:45sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was
00:10:53in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away there was blood
00:11:00in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my mother you know here we were in this tiny town
00:11:10in england miles from germany from russia from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in
00:11:19his hair
00:11:25good night
00:11:26cappuccino
00:11:28good night
00:11:34good night
00:11:46we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us we jumped into a hedge
00:12:03we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing it feels now as if i'm the only one who
00:12:11remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:18oh hi leonard
00:12:20it's jane
00:12:21i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia as they pronounce it
00:12:28see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later
00:12:32i hope you have a good day bye those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one
00:12:41of my regrets you know sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:49you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:59i'm upsetting you
00:13:01let's talk about something else
00:13:03you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06all right then
00:13:08uh scusi
00:13:10scusi
00:13:11scusi
00:13:12um
00:13:13the castle
00:13:14castle
00:13:15castle
00:13:16parlato anglese
00:13:17no no no no
00:13:18no no no
00:13:19no no no
00:13:20um
00:13:21castello
00:13:22oregonese
00:13:23ah andare
00:13:24andare
00:13:25andare
00:13:26andare
00:13:27grazie
00:13:29they'd been shot through the neck
00:13:32the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:36and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german side and which was the allied side
00:13:43when he came home after something like that
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything now could you
00:13:50i'm actually going there now to the castle
00:13:53you speak english now
00:13:54yeah
00:13:55why do you think i was italian
00:13:56yeah
00:13:57yes
00:13:58that's great that's cool
00:13:59hey hey hey
00:14:00where are you from
00:14:02london
00:14:03no
00:14:04in america
00:14:05come on
00:14:06Maine
00:14:07no shit i'm from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird
00:14:10right
00:14:11yeah
00:14:12vacation
00:14:13oh
00:14:14are you
00:14:15what
00:14:16are you here on vacation
00:14:17oh
00:14:20sorry i thought you were saying you were on vacation
00:14:22me
00:14:23no
00:14:24so come on
00:14:25my husband is working in naples
00:14:29what does he do
00:14:30he is playing in a concert at the end of the night
00:14:34cool
00:14:35what does he play
00:14:37viola
00:14:38mm-mm-mm
00:14:39the viola
00:14:40any good
00:14:43yes
00:14:44very
00:14:45very
00:14:46how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:51you put it in a viola case
00:14:55right
00:14:56that's not funny
00:14:58what's the difference between a viola and a coffin
00:15:01a coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:03because viola players are dead
00:15:06no
00:15:07why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:10because even though you know it's coming
00:15:13there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:16i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music slash nerd summer camp when i was like ten and i play the triangle
00:15:24and i play the triangle
00:15:25right
00:15:26and i'm an only child so
00:15:27you know understand
00:15:29you look too young to be married you newlywed
00:15:34no
00:15:35no
00:15:36no
00:15:46thank you
00:15:47thank you
00:15:48stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:49fuck
00:15:50thank you
00:15:51thank you
00:15:56thank you
00:15:58oh hey have you got 50 cents
00:16:04if you can catch it
00:16:07thank you
00:16:11thank you
00:16:18thank you
00:16:19thank you
00:16:23thank you
00:16:24thank you
00:16:25thank you
00:16:26What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Very.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Very.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:56In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02Just stay on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily
00:18:30pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:29To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:44To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:50Who is that?
00:19:51Vittoria Colonna.
00:19:52Ah.
00:19:53The woman who lived here.
00:19:54You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:19:57Sneaky.
00:19:58Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:00in English and Italian in English and Italian.
00:20:01You thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:02Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't
00:20:08stop him from loving him.
00:20:09Let's hear it, then.
00:20:11Well, that's the story.
00:20:11I'm a little scary.
00:20:12You're, I'm a little scary.
00:20:13memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't
00:20:26stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:31Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:05I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:18Alright then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:23Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:02But now...
00:22:03I don't know.
00:22:04What don't you know?
00:22:05You wanna listen?
00:22:06A little?
00:22:07Yeah.
00:22:08Yeah.
00:22:09Yeah?
00:22:10Yeah.
00:22:11Yeah.
00:22:12No.
00:22:13I love to listen.
00:22:14All tangled up.
00:22:15Oh God.
00:22:16Okay.
00:22:17Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:18These days people whine about all sorts of things and...
00:22:49of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems we
00:22:54all have our own private wars every era but it was nothing like it really
00:23:00brought people together the war we we helped each other during that time we
00:23:05had to laugh we had to smile well if not for ourselves and for the people we'd
00:23:11lost I'll shut that thing off would you get it out of my face that is like it's
00:23:20like a window in time the sort of thing which you always did before someone died
00:23:26you know my husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it I shouldn't care what
00:23:31anyone thinks we met while I was recording her bonding over granny huh make
00:23:38it sound perverse that's what it was right
00:23:41I got pregnant so we got married
00:24:01I lost the baby
00:24:05I'm sorry
00:24:08I didn't go back after that to the States
00:24:30did you uh did you ever hear that story about the red strain
00:24:40I think I might have tell me
00:24:45it's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like
00:24:55uh your soulmate or your family or you know someone you bump into on the street we're all connected by this red string
00:25:05it can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:15there's this moment in the tape I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:20and I'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and
00:25:33how I'm gonna show World War Two from a totally different perspective
00:25:36I don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:50that's the whole point isn't it
00:25:53keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:57maybe
00:26:00maybe I just want to write about nothing
00:26:03everything is nothing
00:26:05all the best
00:26:06all the best
00:26:07un compleanno
00:26:08grazie
00:26:09grazie
00:26:10make a wish
00:26:14oh yeah
00:26:15make it great
00:26:17okay
00:26:22bravo bravo
00:26:27hey
00:26:28what do you mean I'm ready to know
00:26:38what
00:26:39grab my hand
00:26:40wait
00:26:41oh my god
00:26:42oh my gosh
00:26:43oh my gosh
00:26:44oh my gosh
00:26:45what
00:26:45what do you mean
00:26:47Stronzo
00:26:51hey
00:26:53hey
00:26:54hey
00:26:55hey
00:26:56it's the carabinerie
00:26:57right
00:26:57the police
00:26:58no
00:26:59no
00:27:00no
00:27:01no
00:27:02no
00:27:03no
00:27:04no
00:27:05we can't go back
00:27:06we can't go back
00:27:07we can't go back
00:27:09we can't pay
00:27:10we are
00:27:11we are
00:27:12no
00:27:13Oh, God!
00:27:15Oh, God!
00:27:17Oh, God!
00:27:23Here you go.
00:27:25Here you go.
00:27:27Did it make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up?
00:27:31Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:37You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:47Come on.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:07Oh, my gosh.
00:28:09Yeah.
00:28:15It went up my nose.
00:28:21Will you come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:51I've gotta go...
00:28:53catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:03Why do violists
00:29:07keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25Oh.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:33Happy birthday.
00:29:49Oh, there she is.
00:29:51Hi.
00:29:53I'm sorry.
00:29:55Happy birthday.
00:29:57Nice.
00:29:59You're here.
00:30:01I know.
00:30:03You're here on the boat.
00:30:05I'm sorry.
00:30:07You're here on the boat.
00:30:09You're here.
00:30:11You're here.
00:30:13Okay, I'm sorry.
00:30:15My hands will be a little.
00:30:17Hi.
00:30:49You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:20Nelly was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash,
00:31:24so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:42Nelly.
00:31:44Got some pastries.
00:31:51You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54I'll be there.
00:31:57...
00:31:58My friends had lots of American boyfriends,
00:32:22and they used to bring us nylon stockings
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things
00:32:26and we used to go to London
00:32:29and we saw Glenn Miller one time
00:32:32we used to go all over the place
00:32:35they were wonderful times
00:32:38I never had an American boyfriend
00:32:41I liked some of them
00:32:43they were nice boys
00:32:45but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes
00:32:54you know when you were 19
00:32:55the world just felt so open
00:32:57and carefree and full of possibility
00:33:00you reminded me of that
00:33:03at that time
00:33:05you were 19 when we met
00:33:07yeah
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then
00:33:10not at all
00:33:11well I felt nostalgia
00:33:13or something for youth
00:33:15you're not old Jane
00:33:17we ran out on the bill
00:33:19you just ran out
00:33:22what do you mean you ran out on the bill
00:33:23perhaps I'm not explaining it well
00:33:25it was
00:33:25it was fun
00:33:28it was just fun
00:33:30how's work
00:33:42the conductor's
00:33:44actually a descendant of Walter Lake
00:33:46which is fascinating
00:33:47the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave
00:33:50I'd like that
00:33:51Jane
00:33:56oh my god
00:34:00this is Caleb
00:34:02hi
00:34:03no no we were just talking about you
00:34:05we were
00:34:05that's so weird
00:34:07sit please
00:34:08sit down
00:34:08join us
00:34:09what
00:34:10oh
00:34:11I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon
00:34:21that's okay
00:34:22I already ate
00:34:23so I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25can I have the check please
00:34:36in a cafe
00:34:38play for play
00:34:39oh no thank you
00:34:44Jane
00:34:44Jane
00:34:48you don't smoke
00:34:50yes I do
00:34:52sometimes
00:34:54at parties
00:34:54you know that
00:34:57well I don't do it a lot
00:34:59thank you
00:35:02grazie
00:35:03grazie
00:35:05Italian food's so overrated
00:35:10I love it
00:35:12there's no variety
00:35:14English food
00:35:15on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it
00:35:18there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:20I went to this party the other day
00:35:23in this villa
00:35:23owned by this
00:35:24old
00:35:25drunk
00:35:26expat
00:35:27they had like a private chef and everything
00:35:29and uh
00:35:30they were serving this like
00:35:31loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce
00:35:34with all these other
00:35:35loaves
00:35:36and this girl came over to me
00:35:37and said it was cat
00:35:38no
00:35:39no joke
00:35:40like a roasted mommy
00:35:42cat and her
00:35:43kittens
00:35:44that is
00:35:44disgusting
00:35:45true story
00:35:47why don't you tell Leonard
00:35:53one of your viola jokes
00:35:55come on
00:35:59selling my aunt
00:36:01come on
00:36:03let's hear one
00:36:04I have one
00:36:09what is the definition
00:36:13of perfect pitch
00:36:16what
00:36:17when you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:23without hitting the rim
00:36:24you didn't just make that up
00:36:27it's too good
00:36:28I did
00:36:29well I'm impressed
00:36:30and I'm stealing it
00:36:31you can pretty much
00:36:33make that joke
00:36:34about any instrument
00:36:35do you play anything Caleb
00:36:40this and that
00:36:41you know
00:36:41shall we
00:36:45what time to go
00:36:47already
00:36:48yeah I'm gonna get that to work
00:36:50so what's next
00:37:01new agenda
00:37:01Caleb
00:37:02I'm thinking
00:37:04I'm thinking
00:37:05Tibet
00:37:05oh Tibet
00:37:06really
00:37:07yeah there's this
00:37:08thing called the
00:37:09shopping festival
00:37:09at the end of the summer
00:37:10yeah I've heard about that
00:37:11that's where the
00:37:12the Buddhist monks
00:37:13unroll all the tapestries
00:37:14on the hill right
00:37:15the monks
00:37:16the monks
00:37:17the monks
00:37:17so pretty
00:37:18how do you support yourself
00:37:21you know
00:37:22a bit of this
00:37:23a bit of that
00:37:23all right then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31does anybody
00:37:32have a pen
00:37:33you got a pen
00:37:33yeah I have a pen
00:37:35okay
00:37:42I have a piece of paper
00:37:50you guys should definitely
00:37:51come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know
00:37:54don't knock on the front door
00:37:56I'll come around the side
00:37:56I need Regina
00:37:58Vizquia
00:38:01there you go
00:38:02thank you
00:38:05and thanks again
00:38:07for yesterday
00:38:07no problem
00:38:08okay
00:38:11ciao
00:38:13how stoned are you
00:38:22come on
00:38:23come on man
00:38:24we should tell him
00:38:24pop it's not a big deal
00:38:25so you're saying
00:38:29you smoke back at her
00:38:30occasionally
00:38:31can we do something fun tonight
00:38:33sure
00:38:35I'm fine
00:38:39I'm fine from here
00:38:40see you after work
00:38:42I'll be waiting
00:38:43I'm fine
00:38:44I'll be waiting for you
00:38:47to go
00:38:49I'm fine
00:38:51I'm fine
00:38:52I'm fine
00:38:53I'm fine
00:38:54I'm fine
00:38:54you know
00:38:55you're not a big deal
00:38:56you're not a big deal
00:38:57Oh my god, you scared me.
00:39:15Are you following me?
00:39:18Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:52I'm sorry.
00:40:22What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:52I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09Why?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:41:52Don't follow me.
00:42:19There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:47He was lovely, he had a moustache, my mother hated moustaches, but he was shipped off, I never
00:42:59saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12It was love at first sight, stop that thing.
00:43:19I know, you're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:34Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:49Lots of dinner, I thought we were just staying here, the two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56OK.
00:43:57OK.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I don't know.
00:44:09I'm not sure.
00:44:11I don't know.
00:44:12I don't know who's going down.
00:44:16It's fun.
00:44:18It's not fun.
00:44:50Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:20Say cheese.
00:45:28You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:36Hold on a second.
00:45:48That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:08Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Go.
00:46:22Come.
00:46:23Come on.
00:46:26Oh, my God.
00:48:56Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:12I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:49I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:51I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:53I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:55I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:57I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:59I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:00I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:05I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:11you make me feel nervous
00:53:19you make me feel calm
00:53:41do you want a drink?
00:54:11is that him?
00:54:13yeah I just shuffled around all night
00:54:18must be lonely
00:54:41I just shuffled around all night
00:54:48I just shuffled around all night
00:54:55I just shuffled around all night
00:54:59I just shuffled around all night
00:55:02I just shuffled around all night
00:55:04I just shuffled around all night
00:55:06Again and again and again
00:55:30Again and again and again
00:55:34Once I was single my pocket is in jingle
00:55:39I wish I was single again
00:55:43Again and again and again
00:55:47Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single my pocket is in jingle
00:55:57I wish I was single again
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15I was walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:58I have to go.
00:57:03I have to go to work.
00:57:07I haven't read it, I can see it.
00:57:13I'm not gonna talk.
00:57:16if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:46we make some tea do you want some all right you go out like that again just tell me no worry
00:58:03okay
00:58:06you can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:11do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good
00:58:28in the long run
00:58:31do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:40i'll tell you next time we come to italy to get a proper kitchen
00:58:59i don't know what you want me to say jane
00:59:06one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life i might not be here
00:59:13one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life i might not be here
00:59:20sometimes i worry i'm not honoring her
00:59:27the book
00:59:34no with my life
00:59:42no with my life
00:59:49this is it you know it ends with me
00:59:57it ends with me
01:00:04in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:23yeah
01:00:27the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:31dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes
01:00:37he put braids on them they used to be gorgeous
01:00:44what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:46there was one
01:00:48duke
01:00:49he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working
01:00:56they were lovely days really
01:01:08they're gone for me
01:01:11jane
01:01:13but not for you
01:01:14jane
01:01:16you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:20you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:31you've got to make your own life
01:01:33one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:37the time
01:01:40time is shiftable
01:01:43there are moments in my life that i would trade sixty years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:58you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:06sorry
01:02:07ah
01:02:08ah
01:02:09ah
01:02:10what is it
01:02:12ah
01:02:13ah
01:02:14ah
01:02:15ah
01:02:16ah
01:02:17ah
01:02:18ah
01:02:19ah
01:02:20you all right
01:02:21ah
01:02:22ah
01:02:23you okay
01:02:24yeah it's on my toe
01:02:25ah
01:02:26ah
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:28ah
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33it's fine
01:02:34are you finishing that?
01:02:35yes
01:02:36ah
01:02:37fuck
01:02:38ah
01:02:39ah
01:02:47i met these backpackers last night
01:02:49frank and elsa
01:02:50she's french
01:02:51he's german
01:02:52they're going to tibet
01:02:54and i'm going with them
01:02:59i want you to come with me
01:03:01ah
01:03:02ah
01:03:03ah
01:03:04ah
01:03:05ah
01:03:06ah
01:03:07ah
01:03:08ah
01:03:09ah
01:03:10ah
01:03:11ah
01:03:12ah
01:03:13ah
01:03:14ah
01:03:15ah
01:03:16ah
01:03:17ah
01:03:18ah
01:03:19ah
01:03:20ah
01:03:21ah
01:03:22ah
01:03:24ah
01:03:28ah
01:03:29ah
01:03:33ah
01:03:34ah
01:03:43ah
01:03:46ah
01:03:48ah
01:03:49ah
01:03:52Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:14God, why didn't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:22How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:52Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:56So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:11We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:30That kid.
01:08:31That child.
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:47I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:18I'm sorry.
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:20I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:20I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:22I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:24I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:29I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:39Jane, you've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:11:21Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:51You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:44Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so.
01:12:56I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:09Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:57You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06I hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:41Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Oh, the last...
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