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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30And then you drive up to Napoli.
00:01:32Questa si chiama al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Mariusi Pace?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, in a leggiunisioставляvati.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:56Where?
00:01:57He's missing this one.
00:02:09Cosa c'est?
00:02:11Che hai perso?
00:02:12She's lost her purse, the purse.
00:02:14No, non c'è niente, non ha cacciato niente con la tappa.
00:02:18Non c'è niente.
00:02:20Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:21Tu saresti, non stava qua seduta!
00:02:22Uno... uno momento...
00:02:23Why, Mom? I don't know.
00:02:25I don't know, Mom.
00:02:27I don't know, Mom.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35No.
00:02:37The train station, I think? The exchange cruise?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, Ash.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535-5-3-3-7-6-4-5-8-7-8-7-9-1-5-7.
00:04:045-7.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately. We're here for two weeks.
00:04:15No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask. As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:42You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point? The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57Alright.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen. I always have. You know that?
00:05:20She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support. I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34It has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:49Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:16You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:31He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know. Do you know?
00:06:41Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't I.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:51Just, just, just a bit more a bit.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:16No, no.
00:07:34Do you feel alright?
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:41Ya.
00:07:43You sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:16Mm-hmm.
00:08:46Mm-hmm.
00:09:16Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:58Testing, testing.
00:10:18Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night.
00:11:26Cappuccino?
00:11:26Okay.
00:11:35We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards,
00:12:06we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:42Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusi, scusi, um, the castle, castle, parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello, oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:35And there were all these bomb holes filled with water
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:00Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:04Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:34Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola?
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The Viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a Viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:58Um, what's the difference between a Viola and a Coffin?
00:15:02A Coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because Viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a Viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it, I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You knew we went?
00:15:33No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:58Uno?
00:15:58All right.
00:16:00Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:30What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:53In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40You know, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:21Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:02But I've got another man, I never left.
00:19:07I'm afraid of being a woman who lives on the island, but I'll see you in the sea.
00:19:12And, uh, yeah, I'm afraid of having a cambianda.
00:19:15I've seen a beautiful day.
00:19:17I have a little girl who-slee t-up, but I've seen a beautiful boy with a walking path, I've seen a beautiful way together.
00:19:23He follows a baby.
00:19:24I've seen a beautiful girl who lives on the island
00:19:26and I'm not afraid of having a beautiful life in any moment.
00:19:28I have seen a new woman who lives on the island.
00:19:29Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:55Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:14in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't
00:20:25stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36Come on.
00:20:37Come on.
00:20:38Come on.
00:20:39Come on.
00:20:40Come on.
00:20:41Come on.
00:20:42Come on.
00:20:44Come on.
00:20:45Come on.
00:20:46Come on.
00:20:47Come on.
00:20:48Come on.
00:20:49Come on.
00:20:50Come on.
00:20:51Come on.
00:20:52Come on.
00:20:54Come on.
00:20:55Come on.
00:20:56Come on.
00:20:57I'm impressed.
00:21:04Are you hungry?
00:21:06Why, are you going to take me out?
00:21:09Yeah.
00:21:12All right then.
00:21:15Okay.
00:21:18Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red, please.
00:21:29Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:39I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:52I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:10You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18All tangled up.
00:22:19Oh, God.
00:22:20Okay.
00:22:21Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:22These days, people whine about all sorts of things, and I'm not one of those old people
00:22:26who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:31We all have our own private wars.
00:22:32Every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:22:33It really brought people to me.
00:22:34I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:38We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:22:39It really brought people together, the war.
00:22:40We helped each other during that time.
00:22:41We had to laugh.
00:22:42We had to smile.
00:22:43Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:22:46Oh, shut that thing off.
00:22:47Would you get it out of my face?
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:04I'm sorry.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14Excuse me.
00:24:15It was your approval.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:19Yes, thank you.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:34Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:17Okay.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm gonna go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait.
00:26:41Go, go, go.
00:26:42Oh my god.
00:26:43Oh my gosh.
00:26:44Oh no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo!
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55Hey.
00:26:56It's the carabinerie.
00:26:57It's the police.
00:26:58No.
00:26:59Hey.
00:27:00No.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07We can't go back.
00:27:08Look.
00:27:10You can't pay me.
00:27:11I'm getting away.
00:27:14Oh no.
00:27:15spre-
00:27:16Oh god.
00:27:18Come, come.
00:27:20Oh...
00:27:23No, no.
00:27:25You're my...
00:27:27I make you feel better if I said I said the only up.
00:27:30Yes, if it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:33I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:05Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in a handicapped spot.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35I'm sorry.
00:29:36I'm sorry.
00:29:38God bless you.
00:30:08God bless you.
00:30:38God bless you.
00:30:48Are you awake?
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events.
00:31:05The things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:19Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:31Jane.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
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00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
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00:32:33Jane.
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00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36Jane.
00:32:37Jane.
00:32:38Jane.
00:32:39Jane.
00:32:40boyfriend I liked some of them they were nice boys but I didn't I didn't want to
00:32:49leave my mom and dad I wish I had sometimes
00:32:54you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full of
00:32:59possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah
00:33:07I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then not at all well I felt
00:33:12nostalgia or something for youth you're not old Jane we ran out on the bill you
00:33:21just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps I'm not explaining it
00:33:25well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:37how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is
00:33:47fascinating the three of us were planning dinner before we leave I'd like that
00:33:51Jane
00:33:56oh my god this is Caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so
00:34:06weird sit please sit down join us
00:34:10oh
00:34:18I'm actually gonna get back pretty soon that's okay I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:24can I have the check please in a cafe play for play
00:34:42oh no thank you
00:34:47Jane you don't smoke
00:34:49yes I do sometimes at parties you know that
00:34:56well I don't do it a lot
00:35:01okay
00:35:02grazie
00:35:03grazie
00:35:04grazie
00:35:08Italian food is so overrated
00:35:10I love it
00:35:11there's no variety
00:35:13English food on the other hand
00:35:15say what you like about it
00:35:17there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:20I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat
00:35:26they had like a private chef and everything
00:35:28and they were serving this like loaf of meat
00:35:32covered in sauce with all these other loaves
00:35:34this girl came over to me and said it was cat
00:35:37no
00:35:38no
00:35:39no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens
00:35:43that is disgusting
00:35:45true story
00:35:51why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:57come on
00:35:58I'm selling my aunt
00:36:00come on
00:36:02let's hear one
00:36:06um
00:36:08I have one
00:36:11what is the definition
00:36:14of perfect pitch
00:36:16what
00:36:20when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:24you didn't just make that up
00:36:26I did
00:36:27it's too good
00:36:28I did
00:36:29well I'm impressed and I'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:38did you play anything Caleb?
00:36:40this and that you know
00:36:44shall we?
00:36:46what time to go? already?
00:36:48yeah I'm gonna get back to work
00:36:53so what's next on your agenda Caleb?
00:36:54um
00:36:55I'm thinking
00:36:56Tibet
00:36:57oh Tibet really?
00:36:58yeah there's just
00:36:59the thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer
00:37:00yeah I've heard about that
00:37:01that's where the
00:37:02the Buddhist monks
00:37:03unroll all the tapestries on the hill right?
00:37:04the monks, the monks, the monks
00:37:05the monks
00:37:06so pretty
00:37:07how do you support yourself?
00:37:08you know
00:37:09a bit of this, a bit of that
00:37:10you know
00:37:11a bit of this
00:37:12a bit of that
00:37:13a bit of that
00:37:14a bit of that
00:37:15yeah
00:37:16yeah
00:37:17yeah
00:37:18yeah
00:37:19yeah
00:37:20yeah
00:37:21yeah
00:37:22yeah
00:37:23yeah
00:37:28alright then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31does anybody have a pen?
00:37:32you got a pen?
00:37:33yeah I have a pen
00:37:41okay
00:37:48I have a piece of paper
00:37:50you guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun
00:37:53you know
00:37:54don't knock on the front door
00:37:55come around the side
00:37:56now I need Regina
00:37:57thank you
00:37:58thank you
00:37:59and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:03no problem
00:38:04hey
00:38:05ciao
00:38:07how stoned are you?
00:38:08come on then
00:38:09push us home pop it's not a big deal
00:38:14so you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:17occasionally
00:38:18occasionally
00:38:19can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:20sure
00:38:24I'm fine from here
00:38:25okay
00:38:26okay
00:38:27I'll see you after work
00:38:28yep
00:38:29I'll be waiting
00:38:30okay
00:38:31I'll be waiting
00:38:32okay
00:38:33okay
00:38:34okay
00:38:35okay
00:38:36okay
00:38:37okay
00:38:38okay
00:38:39okay
00:38:40okay
00:38:41I'll see you after work
00:38:42yep
00:38:43I'll be waiting
00:38:44I'll see you after work
00:38:45I'll be waiting
00:38:46I'll be waiting
00:38:47to go
00:38:48in a minute
00:38:49one
00:38:50I'll be waiting
00:38:51to come over
00:38:52I mean
00:38:53I'll be waiting
00:38:54in the middle
00:38:55of this
00:38:57time
00:38:58You
00:38:59I don't know
00:39:00I mean
00:39:01I'll be waiting
00:39:02in the middle
00:39:04right
00:39:06I'll be waiting
00:39:07at the end
00:39:08to go
00:39:09Hey.
00:39:11God, you scared me.
00:39:13Are you following me?
00:39:15Hey, me?
00:39:17Is that weird?
00:39:19Yeah.
00:39:21I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:25You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:29You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:35I came looking for you.
00:39:39And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:41You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:45I came looking for you.
00:39:47And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:05What are we doing?
00:40:07I think we're making it out.
00:40:11What are we doing?
00:40:13I think we're making it out.
00:40:15So sexy.
00:40:17And beautiful.
00:40:19I think we're making it out.
00:40:21I think we're making it out.
00:40:23So sexy.
00:40:25And beautiful.
00:40:27I think we're making it out.
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:31I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:37There you go.
00:40:38I can't do this.
00:41:08What? I can't do this.
00:41:10Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:42:08Who's the one?
00:42:10I can't do this a lot.
00:42:12I can't do this a lot.
00:42:14I don't know.
00:42:44There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:00Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29And I just left my husband.
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner. I thought we were just staying here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:54I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56OK.
00:43:57OK.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59You're sorry.
00:44:28How are you?
00:44:29How are you?
00:44:30How are you?
00:44:31How are you?
00:44:32How are you?
00:44:47Why are you?
00:44:50Leonard.
00:44:54Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:24Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Alright.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:54What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:24What did you do?
00:46:25How did you do?
00:46:26What did you do?
00:46:28Amen.
00:46:29No.
00:46:30It's a great day.
00:46:31Are you ready?
00:46:32Right, you're ready.
00:46:33Right, you're ready.
00:46:34I want you to come out.
00:46:36Right, you're ready.
00:46:37I want you to come out.
00:46:38What?
00:46:39Oh, my God!
00:46:40Yeah, I want you to come out.
00:46:41You're ready.
00:46:42You're ready.
00:46:43I want you to come out.
00:46:44Oh my god!
00:47:14All right.
00:47:44All right.
00:48:14All right.
00:48:44All right.
00:48:46Oh, hi.
00:49:00Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:53I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:57I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:01I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:11I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:15I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:25I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:27I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:34I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:37I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:41Do you want a drink?
00:53:50Is that him?
00:54:07Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:37Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:47Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:57Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:55:03Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:55:25Again and again and again.
00:55:31Again and again and again.
00:55:35Once I was single my pocket is itching.
00:55:39Once I was single my pocket is itching.
00:55:57Once I was single my pocket is itching.
00:56:01I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:13Where have you been?
00:56:15Just walking.
00:56:17All night.
00:56:19I've been thinking.
00:56:21You left your phone here.
00:56:23I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk Leonard.
00:56:27I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:37Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me.
00:56:41I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:57:21If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:38I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02No worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:32Do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:06If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:27Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:28With the book?
00:59:29No, with my life.
00:59:34This is it, you know.
00:59:35It ends with me.
00:59:36It ends with me.
00:59:37In the harvest time, we all went to the garden.
00:59:38It ends with me.
00:59:39In the harvest time, we all went to the garden.
00:59:40It ends with me.
00:59:41It ends with me.
00:59:42In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
00:59:43Everyone was chasing rabbits.
00:59:44It ends with me.
00:59:45In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
00:59:49Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
00:59:50It ends with me.
00:59:51It ends with me.
00:59:52In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:09Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:18The horses.
01:00:19The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:34Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:54They were lovely days, really.
01:01:00They're gone.
01:01:01For me.
01:01:02Jane.
01:01:03But not for you.
01:01:04Jane.
01:01:05You know, it's different for you.
01:01:06In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:07You haven't got the war.
01:01:08People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:09But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:10You've got to make your own life.
01:01:12One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:13Time is shiftable.
01:01:14Time is shiftable.
01:01:15Time is shiftable.
01:01:16Time is shiftable.
01:01:17Time is shiftable.
01:01:18Time is shiftable.
01:01:19Time is shiftable.
01:01:25There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:32That's the truth.
01:01:33You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:01:49It'll come to you like something you've known for.
01:02:01like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:14What is it?
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, just on my toe.
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:27Oh, that's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:33Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:35Oh, fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet and I'm going with them.
01:02:57And I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:12Well, you won't come with me.
01:03:17I want you to come with me.
01:03:19Oh, my God.
01:03:20I want you to come with me.
01:03:29Oh!
01:03:59Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, why don't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:12I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:24I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46No вам goodbye.
01:10:47No guilt.
01:11:02No guilt.
01:11:06No guilt.
01:11:07No guilt.
01:11:10No guilt.
01:11:40Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:58You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:10Oh, thanks.
01:12:40Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13Oh, thanks.
01:14:51You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:21It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:21She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:41No, shut that thing off.
01:16:44Oh, the last...
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