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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32E nonostre muove il mio cazzo.
00:01:35Ma questa si si chiama al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Woah.
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51Are you a C case?
00:01:52No, no.
00:01:53No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:55No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What is there? What do you think?
00:02:13It's not for first.
00:02:15No, nothing. He didn't cá.
00:02:17I don't know anything.
00:02:19I thought you weren't sitting here just...
00:02:23What a moment!
00:02:25That's not for me, that's not for me.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay.
00:03:36Five, five, three, three.
00:03:38Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:40Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:42Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:44Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:46Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535-5-3-3
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00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working.
00:04:18Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47I think the whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:57Okay.
00:04:58Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:05I don't know.
00:06:06I don't know.
00:06:07I don't know.
00:06:08You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20That's what you're doing.
00:06:21I'm done, darling.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't
00:06:50I.
00:06:50Jen, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:07:10I love you.
00:07:15I love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Do you feel selfish there?
00:08:10I don't know.
00:08:40I don't know.
00:09:10Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:22okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared before I can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead
00:10:35and ask from your father's list God rest his soul let's start with the war we
00:10:40went into an air raid shelter my mother your great-grandmother she was shaking
00:10:45sirens wailed and and then there was a sound of a bomb and the man next to us
00:10:51he said I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half
00:10:57of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly
00:11:04finished my mother you know here we were in this tiny town in England miles from
00:11:11Germany from Russia from Italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in
00:11:19his hair
00:11:22Good night, cappuccino, a cup of tea?
00:11:45Good night, too.
00:11:47We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:02We jumped into a hedge. We were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that. It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:17Oh, hi Leonard. It's Jane. I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia. Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:27See, I'm learning a little bit. Um, anyway, I'll be home later. I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:35Those friends are all dead now. There's no one left. That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:43Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone. No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you. Let's talk about something else.
00:13:02You want to ask me more boring questions about the war? All right then.
00:13:07Uh, scusi, scusi. Um, the castle? Castle? Parlato inglese?
00:13:17No, no, no. No? Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:22Ah, andare. Andare? Andare? Andare?
00:13:25Ah, grazie.
00:13:28They'd been shot through the neck. The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:35And there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the allied side.
00:13:42When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:49I'm actually going there now. To the castle.
00:13:52You speak English now?
00:13:53Yeah. Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:55Yeah.
00:13:56Yes! That's great. That's cool.
00:13:58Hey, hey, hey. Where are you from?
00:14:01London.
00:14:02No, in America. Come on.
00:14:04Maine.
00:14:05No, shit. I'm from Massachusetts. That's crazy. That's weird. Right?
00:14:10Yeah.
00:14:11Vacation?
00:14:12No.
00:14:13Are you? What?
00:14:14Are you here on vacation?
00:14:15Oh.
00:14:16Sorry. I thought you were saying you were on vacation. Me? No.
00:14:23So, come on.
00:14:26My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:31He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:34Cool. What does he play?
00:14:36Viola.
00:14:37Mm, mm, mm. The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:43Yes. Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:50You put it in a viola case. Right?
00:14:55That's not funny.
00:14:58What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:01A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead? No?
00:15:06Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:09Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:16I can't help it. I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like ten and I played the triangle.
00:15:24Right.
00:15:25And I'm an only child so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married. Are you newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:37No.
00:15:38No.
00:15:39No.
00:15:40No.
00:15:41You're playing Italian.
00:15:42Yes, yes, yes.
00:15:48You're making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:51Ten, ten, please.
00:15:57Uno?
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:26What brought you out of here today?
00:16:31Barry.
00:16:32Ha!
00:16:33Barry.
00:16:34I like it.
00:16:36They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:38It's like a torture cage.
00:16:39They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:43Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:45That would suck.
00:16:57In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:22I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:35I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:39I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:47How old are you?
00:17:48I'm 19.
00:17:49It's my birthday today.
00:17:50Is it really?
00:17:51Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:04I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:30A hundred?
00:18:31Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:45I never left.
00:19:15Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:42To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:48To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:45Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:49Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:01You hungry?
00:21:02Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:03Yeah.
00:21:04All right, then.
00:21:05Okay.
00:21:06Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:07Red.
00:21:08Red.
00:21:09Red, please.
00:21:10Uh-huh.
00:21:12Grazie.
00:21:13So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:15I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in the same way.
00:21:20I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in the same way.
00:21:25with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Red.
00:21:31Uh-huh.
00:21:32Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends
00:21:43in Town & Country, UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:48I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England,
00:21:59living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:07I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:14A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:34All tangled up.
00:22:35Oh, God.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like...
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We...
00:23:03We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:19That is like...
00:23:20It's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I'm sorry.
00:24:15It was your regret.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:19Yes, thank you.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:41I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate,
00:24:57or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street,
00:25:03we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure,
00:25:33and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But...
00:25:39I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:04Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Compliano.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:10Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:22Bravo.
00:26:24Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:37What do you mean I'm gonna know?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:41Go, go, go.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh!
00:26:45Oh, no!
00:26:46What?
00:26:47What do you mean?
00:26:48Stronzo!
00:26:49Hey.
00:26:50Hey.
00:26:51Hey.
00:26:52Hey.
00:26:53It's the carabinery.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55Hey.
00:26:56Hey!
00:26:57Hey.
00:26:58It's the police, no!
00:26:59Hey!
00:27:00Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:03Hey.
00:27:05We can't go back, we can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07We can't go back.
00:27:09What?
00:27:10You can't go back.
00:27:11I'm not going to break the field.
00:27:13Hey!
00:27:14Hey, hey!
00:27:15I mean, I don't want to get up!
00:27:17Oh, my God!
00:27:23There you go.
00:27:25There you go.
00:27:27Did it make you feel better if I said I said no one day off?
00:27:31Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:07Oh, my gosh.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:21Do we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:51I've gotta go...
00:28:53catch a fairy.
00:28:55Hey.
00:29:03Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:33Happy birthday.
00:29:49Happy birthday.
00:29:51Happy birthday.
00:29:53Happy birthday.
00:29:55Happy birthday.
00:30:27You're awake.
00:30:51Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Yeah.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip
00:31:15of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:31Tony.
00:31:33Tony.
00:31:34Got some pastries.
00:31:35You're still asleep?
00:31:37Jane.
00:31:38Jane.
00:31:39Tony.
00:31:40Got some pastries.
00:31:42You're still asleep?
00:31:44Jane.
00:31:45Jane.
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:47Jane.
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:49Jane.
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things. And we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller
00:32:31one time. We used to go all over the place. They were wonderful times. I never had an
00:32:40American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave
00:32:50my mom and dad. I wish I had sometimes. You know when you were 19 and the world just felt
00:32:56so open and carefree and full of possibility? You reminded me of that at that time. You
00:33:06were 19 when we met? Yeah. I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then, not at all. Well,
00:33:12I felt nostalgia or something for youth. You're not old, Jane. We ran out on the bill.
00:33:19You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill? Perhaps I'm not explaining
00:33:25it well. It was... It was fun. It was just fun.
00:33:30How was work? The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating. The three
00:33:49of us will plan a dinner before we leave. I'd like that. Jane? Oh my God. This is Caleb.
00:34:02Caleb. Hi. No, no. We were just talking about you. We were? That's so weird. Sit. Please.
00:34:08Sit down. Join us. Yeah. What? Oh. I don't have a chance of a run. I know. I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay. I-I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Can I have the check, please? In a cafe, play, play?
00:34:39Oh, no, thank you. Jane, you don't smoke. Yes, I do. Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:55You didn't know that. Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:00Okay? Grazie. Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:09Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it. There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke. Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:52Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:57Come on.
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59You're selling my ant.
00:36:01Come on. Let's hear one.
00:36:04Um...
00:36:05I have one.
00:36:10What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:18When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:25You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:29I did.
00:36:30Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:42Shall we?
00:36:45What, time to go? Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get back to work.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:05Oh, Tibet. Really?
00:37:06Yeah, there's this thing called the shopping festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:15The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:24Oh, alright then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:51You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I think it's all my fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56I'll come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:37:59This, yeah.
00:38:02Here we go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:11Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:14How stoned are you?
00:38:15Come on, man.
00:38:16We should tell him a pub.
00:38:17It's not a big deal.
00:38:18So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:19Occasionally.
00:38:20Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:21Sure.
00:38:22I'm fine from here.
00:38:23Okay.
00:38:24See you after work.
00:38:25Yep.
00:38:26I'll be waiting.
00:38:27Okay.
00:38:28I'll be waiting.
00:38:29Okay.
00:38:30I'll be waiting.
00:38:31Okay.
00:38:32Okay.
00:38:33You can do something fun tonight?
00:38:34Sure.
00:38:39I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:44Okay.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:42And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I came looking for you.
00:39:47I don't know.
00:40:17What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:47I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Look, you need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:26Okay.
00:44:51Don't worry.
00:44:55Don't worry.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:44:58Can we talk?
00:44:58Can we talk?
00:45:17I'm sorry.
00:45:18Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:48That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:08What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:18I don't know.
00:46:21I don't know.
00:46:25I just want to give up.
00:46:33I don't know.
00:46:38I don't know.
00:46:40I don't know.
00:46:41I don't know.
00:46:46Let's go!
00:46:48Let's go!
00:46:49Let's go!
00:46:50Let's go!
00:46:52Let's go!
00:47:16Let's go!
00:47:26Let's go!
00:47:46Oh, my God.
00:48:16Oh, my God.
00:48:46Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53You said that?
00:52:53Wait.
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:05You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:24You made me feel calm.
00:53:26You made me feel calm.
00:53:33You said that?
00:53:34I don't know.
00:53:35Want a drink?
00:53:49Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:47Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:54Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:55:01Again and again and again.
00:55:08Again and again and again.
00:55:15Again and again and again.
00:55:20Again and again and again.
00:55:30Again and again and again.
00:55:35Once I was single, my pocket is a jingle.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:43Again and again and again.
00:55:47Again and again and again.
00:55:51Once I was single, my pocket is a jingle.
00:55:56Once I was single, I wish I was single again.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:23I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:57:09If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:37I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02No worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:10Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:28In the long run?
00:58:34Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40No.
00:58:41No.
00:58:42No.
00:58:43No.
00:58:44No.
00:58:45No.
00:58:46No.
00:58:47There.
00:58:48No.
00:58:49No.
00:58:50No.
00:58:51No.
00:58:53No.
00:58:54to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:05I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:24If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:52Every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days, really.
01:01:00They're gone, for me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:19You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:37Time is shiftable.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:19You all right?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, just on my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33You've losing it.
01:02:35Yes?
01:02:36Ah!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:05Who did the psi and village?
01:03:08I want you to tell her, I'm going somewhere.
01:03:10I'm so traumatized.
01:03:11But I need to be doing so.
01:03:14But I cannot even enjoy these hours.
01:03:16I've moved on to land because of them.
01:03:17I have..
01:03:20I can't ahí.
01:03:22I can't believe that they're going anywhere.
01:03:24They're going to race themselves.
01:03:26Or?
01:03:28It's certainly happened.
01:03:59Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:09And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:39To be continued...
01:11:23Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:53You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13And then we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, and then we're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:25And then we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, and then we're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:37We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:08Ciao! Buena fortuna!
01:14:13Ciao!
01:14:37K-10
01:14:53Jay!
01:14:57You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:07It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:19Why not?
01:16:21I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:25Did you ever go clear?
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45Let me ask you guys.
01:16:46This is the first place I did.
01:16:47I have been the first place I was sitting in the back of the night.
01:16:49I had to work for the night before the night before.
01:16:51Check it out.
01:16:53Then when I was like a kid, I'm leaving.
01:16:55I can't be willing to wait.
01:16:57I should be willing to find this last place.
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