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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32I'm looking for children.
00:01:34Non è questa, si si trama al primo posto.
00:01:37Sì.
00:01:43Sì.
00:01:44C'è.
00:01:45C'è.
00:01:46C'è.
00:01:47C'è.
00:01:48C'è.
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00:01:57C'è.
00:01:58He has lost her purse.
00:02:06She has lost her purse.
00:02:10He rien fucked her.
00:02:12You just give her a minute.
00:02:14One moment.
00:02:16One moment.
00:02:18I can't take her to the pick.
00:02:20How are you doing?
00:02:22You just give her a minute.
00:02:24Okay, okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:27Okay, okay, okay, okay.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Um, the train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange group?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started
00:02:49when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need to, we need, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, Ash.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:53Five, five, three, three.
00:03:56Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:59Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:01Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:07Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:14No, I'm working here.
00:04:17Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:20You love how they ask.
00:04:21As if I have a choice.
00:04:23Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:25Besides learn Italian.
00:04:26I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:28I don't at all.
00:04:29I admire you.
00:04:30I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:32That's not true.
00:04:33You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:35And besides, what's the point?
00:04:36The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:37Well, I...
00:04:38You finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:41Yes.
00:04:42All right.
00:04:43Okay.
00:04:45Well, if you can see it from the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:04:48I'm not sure.
00:04:50You are just saying it's too late for me.
00:04:52I'm not sure.
00:04:53You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:55And besides, what's the point?
00:04:56The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:57Well, I...
00:04:58You finally transcribe the tapes?
00:05:00Yes?
00:05:02All right.
00:05:03Okay.
00:05:05Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing.
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have, you know that?
00:05:20She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:40Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:42Who?
00:05:43David Foster Wallace.
00:05:44Who?
00:05:45David Foster Wallace.
00:05:46Who?
00:05:47Who?
00:05:48Who?
00:05:49Who?
00:05:50Hi.
00:05:52What are you doing?
00:05:53Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:09What?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace?
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:14You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:18You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:33He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was all the talent in the world and it wasn't I.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit moment.
00:07:10Love you.
00:07:12Love you too.
00:07:16Do you feel alright?
00:07:20Do you feel okay?
00:07:22Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:07:52Mm-hmm.
00:08:22Mm-hmm.
00:08:52Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:39Mm-hmm.
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:09:57Okay.
00:09:58I'll see you later.
00:10:01Yes.
00:10:01I'll see you later.
00:10:15Bye-bye.
00:10:15testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound
00:10:49of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia
00:11:12from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19good night
00:11:27good night
00:11:35good night
00:11:37good night
00:11:41We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard. It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:35Hey, those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:43Yes, very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, ten, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:28You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Oh, fuck.
00:15:49Want to give me 10, please?
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5110.
00:15:58One?
00:15:5910.
00:15:59All right.
00:16:03Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:18What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:45They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:34I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:35I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:40Before connecting flights, it's a 72 hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46It was my first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:50I'm 19.
00:17:51It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I just stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:06I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:21Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:27He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:48Shaa!
00:18:50Shaa!
00:18:51J Kakk 6
00:18:53T Ba Hylo A
00:19:03Shaa!
00:19:06Oh, let me go.
00:19:36Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:42To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:48To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:03You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:45Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:49Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:54Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:21:03I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18Alright then.
00:21:20Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:30Red.
00:21:31Uh-huh.
00:21:33Grazie.
00:21:34You're not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:07I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:14A little?
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17Yeah?
00:22:18No, I love to listen.
00:22:34That's tangled up.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:46These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We...
00:23:03We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:19That is like...
00:23:20It's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you...
00:23:25Which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:45I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:02I'm sorry.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I'm sorry.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31I'm sorry.
00:24:37Did you, uh...
00:24:38Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:56Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:01Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Compliano.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:10Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:17Okay.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36You ready?
00:26:37What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:38Ready?
00:26:39What?
00:26:40Go, go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh my god.
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh my gosh!
00:26:45Oh no!
00:26:46What?
00:26:47What do you mean?
00:26:51Stronzo!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55Hey!
00:26:56It's the carabinerie!
00:26:57It's the police!
00:26:58No!
00:26:59Hey!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:01Yeah!
00:27:03Hey!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07We can't go back!
00:27:08We can't go back!
00:27:10We can't go back!
00:27:11I'm getting away!
00:27:13Oh my God!
00:27:15Oh my God!
00:27:16Oh my God!
00:27:17Oh my God!
00:27:21Hey!
00:27:24Hey, hey, hey!
00:27:26Hey!
00:27:28Make it feel better if I said I said the only op!
00:27:30Yes, if it's true!
00:27:32Yes, it's true!
00:27:33I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:36I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Good night.
00:29:44Good night.
00:29:49I'm here.
00:29:50Come on.
00:30:52Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56That's right.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26But they stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:42Janey.
00:31:43You've got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:02Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:04Janey.
00:32:05Janey.
00:32:06Janey.
00:32:07Janey.
00:32:08Janey.
00:32:09Janey.
00:32:10Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Janey.
00:32:14Janey.
00:32:15Janey.
00:32:16Janey.
00:32:17Janey.
00:32:18Janey.
00:32:19my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:33we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:42i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:52i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have
00:33:09described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not
00:33:16old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:54this is jane oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so
00:34:06weird that's it please sit down join us oh oh
00:34:11oh
00:34:13well the chances of that i know right i'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already
00:34:23ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i'll have the check please in a cafe
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44okay jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59but i don't do it i don't do it i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the
00:35:22other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything
00:35:30and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other
00:35:35loaves and this girl came over to me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her
00:35:43kittens that is disgusting true story why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58come on selling my aunt come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:09what is the definition of perfect pitch what
00:36:21when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50so what's next new agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's just
00:37:08i think all the shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's where
00:37:11the the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks
00:37:18so pretty how do you support yourself you know bit of this bit of that
00:37:28oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:35i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side and i need regina
00:38:04thank you and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:07oh no problem hey
00:38:13it's out
00:38:21how stoned are you come on it's not a big deal
00:38:27so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:37i'm fine from here okay i'll see you after work i'll be waiting
00:38:53okay
00:39:14hey god you scared me are you following me maybe is that weird
00:39:21i can't sleep last night
00:39:37you told me you're staying near the port so i got the first ferry this morning
00:39:41i came looking for you
00:39:44and i can't believe i found you
00:39:51sorry
00:40:03or
00:40:04or
00:40:04or
00:40:05or
00:40:05What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35You're beautiful.
00:40:36You're beautiful.
00:40:37You're beautiful.
00:40:38You're beautiful.
00:40:39You're beautiful.
00:40:40I can't do this.
00:40:41I can't do this.
00:40:42I can't do this.
00:40:43I can't do this.
00:40:44I can't do this.
00:40:45I can't do this.
00:40:46I can't do this.
00:40:47I can't do this.
00:40:48I can't do this.
00:40:49I can't do this.
00:40:50I can't do this.
00:40:51I can't do this.
00:40:52I can't do this.
00:40:53I can't do this.
00:40:54I can't do this.
00:40:55I can't do this.
00:40:56I can't do this.
00:40:57I can't do this.
00:40:58I can't do this.
00:40:59I can't do this.
00:41:00I can't do this.
00:41:01I can't do this.
00:41:02I can't do this.
00:41:04I can't do this.
00:41:04What?
00:41:05I can't do this.
00:41:05I can't do this.
00:41:06I can't do this.
00:41:08What? What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:10Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:36Don't follow me.
00:42:06Trust me.
00:42:08Do do you?
00:42:11Yeah.
00:42:14He turned around.
00:42:15He rolled out from all the lights to the head.
00:42:18That was the lesson we got.
00:42:21I know.
00:42:22Get out of the Tage place.
00:42:24I know you.
00:42:26Appreciate that.
00:42:28There was one boy from Belgium, he was lovely, he had a moustache, my mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off, I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:24I do deserve that.
00:43:29You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:42Sorry, darling.
00:43:45Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:49Lots of dinner, I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us.
00:43:54I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56OK.
00:43:57OK.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:00Bye.
00:44:01Bye.
00:44:30Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:00Say cheese.
00:45:28No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:35Hold on a second.
00:45:41That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:51What did you do?
00:45:58Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:02What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:19Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:26Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:34Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:49Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:53Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:56Put my hand over my mouth.
00:47:00Put my hand over my mouth.
00:47:02Put my hand over my mouth.
00:47:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:47:13Put my hand over my mouth.
00:47:17Put my hand over my mouth.
00:47:38Oh, my God.
00:48:38Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:38I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:44I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:46I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:48I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24Want a drink?
00:53:49Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:18And you only want to hear thosevos.
00:54:25You may think that you werekat.
00:54:26And you'll be happy.
00:54:29th apart from what you're saying.
00:54:31In the front of the body, of the soul,
00:54:36Is this the one where you're smelling how you play?
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15Just walking.
00:56:17All night.
00:56:19I've been thinking.
00:56:21You left your phone here.
00:56:23I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:27I have to go to work.
00:56:29Can you be late?
00:56:31No. I can't be late.
00:56:35Leonard.
00:56:37Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:51Okay.
00:56:53I can't wait.
00:56:55I can't wait.
00:56:57I can't wait.
00:56:59I can't wait.
00:57:01I can't wait.
00:57:03I can't wait.
00:57:05I can't wait.
00:57:07I can't wait.
00:57:09I can't wait.
00:57:11I can't wait.
00:57:13I can't wait.
00:57:15I can't wait.
00:57:25If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:45I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:01Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:07I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:15Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:29In the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:45I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:05I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:15If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:41With the book?
00:59:47No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:03In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:07Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:19The horses.
01:00:21Yeah.
01:00:27The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:29Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:31Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:35He put braids on them.
01:00:37They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:39What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:41There was one.
01:00:43Duke.
01:00:45He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:47Every night, when he finished working.
01:00:49They were lovely days, really.
01:00:51They were lovely days, really.
01:00:55They're gone. For me.
01:00:57Jane.
01:00:59But not for you.
01:01:01Jane.
01:01:03You know, it's different for you.
01:01:05In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:07You haven't got the war.
01:01:09People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:11But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:13You've got to make your own life.
01:01:15One that you love.
01:01:16And you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:19Time is shiftable.
01:01:21Time is shiftable.
01:01:23It's not for you.
01:01:24Not for you.
01:01:25Jane.
01:01:26You know, it's different for you.
01:01:28In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:30You haven't got the war.
01:01:31People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:33But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:36You've got to make your own life.
01:01:38One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:41Time is shiftable.
01:01:42There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06It's okay.
01:02:07It's okay.
01:02:08It's okay.
01:02:09It's okay.
01:02:10It's okay.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17You...
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:19You all right?
01:02:20Ah!
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24Stumped my toe.
01:02:25Ah!
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:27Ah!
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33You're losing it.
01:02:34Yes.
01:02:35Ah!
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:37Ah!
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:08I know.
01:03:12I love you.
01:03:16I'm going with you tonight.
01:03:17I don't know if you were not being trapped.
01:03:20I sure have even been in peace.
01:03:22But it's happening.
01:03:23I feel so Liu.
01:03:24I want you to take it.
01:03:25I do not know if你们 are in trouble with me anymore.
01:03:28And it's okay.
01:03:29Oh no.
01:03:30mmmm.
01:03:32Oh no.
01:03:33Me?
01:03:34Yeah.
01:03:35What are you seeing?
01:03:36Hi.
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:12God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:44You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:51Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:18Because I'm sick.
01:05:20I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:22Of it being so hard?
01:05:23Yes.
01:05:24Tedious?
01:05:33I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:35Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:37Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:40And we don't?
01:05:41There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:47Like what?
01:05:48Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:50Why?
01:05:51Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:55So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:05:56Do you?
01:05:57I love you.
01:05:58I get it, Leonard.
01:05:59I get it.
01:06:00It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:03Sex has consequences.
01:06:04Life and death.
01:06:05Mostly death.
01:06:06Jane, please.
01:06:07Let me guess.
01:06:08You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:09No.
01:06:10That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:11No.
01:06:12No.
01:06:13No.
01:06:14No.
01:06:15No.
01:06:16No.
01:06:17No.
01:06:18No.
01:06:19No.
01:06:20No.
01:06:21No.
01:06:22No.
01:06:23No.
01:06:24No.
01:06:25No.
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:34So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:54Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel you will never be a father?
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:25That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:55You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:15I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:12I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better,
01:09:37then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:39Jane, you've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance,
01:09:57meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23No guilt.
01:10:44No guilt.
01:11:45Hi.
01:11:47Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:08Bye.
01:14:10Bye.
01:14:12Bye.
01:14:14Bye.
01:14:16Bye.
01:14:18Bye.
01:14:20Bye.
01:14:22Bye.
01:14:24Bye.
01:14:25I don't know.
01:14:55You've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December. I'm riding you now just to see if you're there. New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening. I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now? Hope you're keeping some kind of record. Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair. She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100. Why not? I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44All the last...
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