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00:00:00Previously on Love After Lockup.
00:00:02Hey, babe.
00:00:03What do you need all your contacts for?
00:00:05Thinking about the first opportunity
00:00:07I can get away with using.
00:00:09What if we don't have the same sexual chemistry?
00:00:11We were up when we had sex before he went in.
00:00:13I thought we were, like, going to consummate things,
00:00:15but I wasn't feeling it.
00:00:17You made it.
00:00:18I made it.
00:00:19How'd that go?
00:00:22I failed it.
00:00:23They're kicking me out.
00:00:25Who is this? Uh-oh.
00:00:27Baby mama?
00:00:28Joela is still in love with Demondri.
00:00:31What's up, mama? Give me a hug.
00:00:32You in all right?
00:00:33Yes.
00:00:34Do me and her got anything going on?
00:00:35Let's ask her.
00:00:36You want to?
00:00:37No. Okay, then shut up.
00:00:38This is when you make the pharmacy.
00:00:39I feel like you got to make a decision.
00:00:41I'm trying to see if I can come over and see Kyrie.
00:00:43Okay.
00:00:44We can't figure out what we don't do.
00:00:46Put the phone down, Bradley.
00:00:48I'm casually texting while we're talking.
00:00:49Casually check back in.
00:00:50He feels confined when he's been confined for years.
00:00:53You do know I don't have a dungeon in my house, right, Caddy?
00:00:55I'm done.
00:00:56That's how you and your family handle .
00:00:58That's why none of y'all even know why you beat each other.
00:01:00I'm not going to sit here and listen to you bash my family.
00:01:02I know this little .
00:01:03Did not just take my car.
00:01:04Did you fucking out about a stolen car?
00:01:06Oh .
00:01:07Did you have fun last night?
00:01:08Mm-hmm.
00:01:09I'm playing strong for sure.
00:01:10I gotta go and link up with Tyler.
00:01:11I just got out of jail.
00:01:12You were getting the wrong idea.
00:01:14We're not in a relationship?
00:01:15No, we ain't in a relationship.
00:01:17He's lying about everything.
00:01:20It ain't nobody else, it's just me?
00:01:22Yeah, it is somebody else.
00:01:24I had to go let her know.
00:01:25Me and her, we not that.
00:01:27So how would you feel if I said I wanted to share locations?
00:01:30For what?
00:01:31Oh my God, I'm so excited!
00:01:34Bryan has been approved to come to my house on parole.
00:01:38Yes!
00:01:39Yes!
00:01:40Yes!
00:01:41And now it's just getting Bryan to win over my dad.
00:01:44You ain't experienced nothing.
00:01:46It's basically still like you still locked up.
00:01:48Mm-hmm.
00:01:49I don't know him to say that I trust him.
00:01:52Hi!
00:01:54Courtney is more than everything I imagined.
00:01:56Really hoping you'd marry me?
00:01:58Yes, yes, yes!
00:01:59Courtney, she's just fresh out.
00:02:01I don't think she's ready.
00:02:02Let's do it tomorrow.
00:02:03I just met this guy.
00:02:04You're down then?
00:02:05Yeah.
00:02:06I can't do this.
00:02:07You don't have to get married.
00:02:08Today we've come together to witness the joining of these two lives.
00:02:11I'm not even sure if I want to go through with this.
00:02:21So Will, will you have this woman to be your wife, to live together in the partnership of marriage?
00:02:26Will you love her, honor her, and forsaking all others, be faithful to her so long as you both shall live?
00:02:32I do.
00:02:38Courtney, will you have this man to be your husband, live together in the partnership of marriage?
00:02:44Will you love him, comfort him, honor him, and forsaking all others, be faithful to him so long as you both shall live?
00:02:57I do.
00:02:59May I have the rings, please?
00:03:01Yes, you may.
00:03:04All right.
00:03:05I have a scrunchie collection, and those just happen to work for today.
00:03:10All right.
00:03:11Yeah, we'll make it work.
00:03:12Will, go ahead and take one and place it upon her hand.
00:03:18All right.
00:03:19Go ahead and place it on this hand.
00:03:24Courtney and Will, I therefore, by the power vested in me, now pronounce you husband and wife, and you may kiss your bride.
00:03:31Yay!
00:03:43She's the best thing that's ever happened to me.
00:03:45But all I can think about is Courtney and our future together, and this is the best day of my life.
00:03:52Oh, cute.
00:03:53Even though I was really stressed about getting married, in the end, I realized that I was just in my head about it all.
00:04:07When something's right, it's right.
00:04:08And when it's wrong, it's wrong.
00:04:10And with Will, it's right.
00:04:11I just got married.
00:04:14Whoa.
00:04:15Whoa.
00:04:16That's crazy.
00:04:19Straight out of prison.
00:04:22Just married.
00:04:23That's cool.
00:04:24I'm so happy you were there to see us get married, Susie.
00:04:27Yeah, me too, Mom.
00:04:29I was glad to be there.
00:04:31I just hope that I don't miss my flight.
00:04:37Whoa.
00:04:38Oh, my God.
00:04:40Mother .
00:04:42I'm gonna have a heart attack by the time I get to the airport.
00:04:45I've gotten in accidents where, like, the car flipped seven times, like...
00:04:48Shut up!
00:04:49I've been in that same situation, so...
00:04:53I was in a car accident, and my boyfriend at the time, he lost control of the car, and the car went rolling off of the on-ramp to the freeway.
00:05:06I didn't have my seatbelt on, and I broke my neck.
00:05:13He took off running.
00:05:15He left me there for dead.
00:05:18It was like somebody was pouring a five-gallon bucket of blood into my hands, but it was coming out my face.
00:05:28And that was the last thing I remember until I woke up in the hospital, and I had a neck brace on.
00:05:36I had stitches in my face.
00:05:38It was really scary.
00:05:41And it left me with the scar on my face that I'm gonna have for the rest of my life.
00:05:47I'm just very blessed to be here.
00:05:53Yeah.
00:05:55Amen to that.
00:05:56Trust is a really triggering subject for me because of the trauma in my past relationship.
00:06:11What I don't understand is how you can leave somebody on the side of the road like that.
00:06:22Never again.
00:06:24Never again.
00:06:26Damn.
00:06:27I've never told you this story?
00:06:29Not in this kind of detail.
00:06:31Yeah.
00:06:32But as soon as Courtney got done and feeling better, she just took off again.
00:06:38I'm sorry, Mom.
00:06:41All we can do is learn from our mistakes, right, honey?
00:06:43But I appreciate you apologizing to me.
00:06:47When it comes to my mom, I feel like the biggest piece of .
00:06:52Thank you for getting me here safely.
00:06:55I'm ashamed of the way that I treated her, and I'm gonna have to build that trust again.
00:07:04Hi, Will.
00:07:05It was so nice meeting you.
00:07:06You know.
00:07:07I'll be right back.
00:07:08Okay.
00:07:09Run her inside.
00:07:10I'll be here.
00:07:11All right.
00:07:12I love you.
00:07:13I love you.
00:07:14I love you.
00:07:15I'll see you later.
00:07:16I'll see you later.
00:07:17Okay.
00:07:18Oh.
00:07:19Happen tonight.
00:07:20I will.
00:07:21It's a happy day for you.
00:07:22I will.
00:07:23What a crazy show.
00:07:24Crazy, busy, whirlwind.
00:07:25I don't even know.
00:07:26But I had a chance to talk to Courtney, and I'm feeling our relationship is gonna get stronger.
00:07:35I think prison time has done something to Courtney.
00:07:36The adult side of her now is coming out, and she's gonna start succeeding in life, and I'm excited to have Will next to her side for that.
00:07:50Stress keeps writing up.
00:07:51I know.
00:07:52I like it.
00:07:53You wanna have sex out in the rain?
00:07:54I like having sex in public.
00:07:55You almost ready to go?
00:07:56Yeah.
00:07:57Yeah.
00:07:58You almost ready to go?
00:07:59Yeah.
00:08:00i know i like it you want to have sex out in the rain i like having sex in public
00:08:16you almost ready to go yeah
00:08:30i see the clouds waking up on my head ground shaking i'm enjoying my time with kiana right now
00:08:48but uh i feel a little bad because uh i've been talking to joela my baby mama i don't tell
00:08:56kiana because uh kiana just doesn't like to wear it kind of excited to do this date me too first date
00:09:07i chose cake decorating for our first date since he's been released because he definitely loves
00:09:13chocolate and he loves strawberries and the queen has returned i'm ready to have fun and make memories
00:09:21i just wanted to spend time with him and do something different spice it up a bit hey hi
00:09:28how are you good how you doing hi how are you i'm doing all right we're gonna decorate a cake or two
00:09:35yeah let's get it started let's go let's go go ahead
00:09:40we're gonna start with unwrapping our cake
00:09:44put your cake on your board all right put your icing in the center of your cake y'all each got a little
00:09:51spatula use it to smooth it out just like that there you go i'm gonna let you finish icing that i'm
00:09:58gonna step away but i'll be back so i can see y'all's masterpiece all right yeah wait
00:10:05golly i ain't gonna do it for you hold on the car she was watching me i got trouble
00:10:13i'm glad we got to do something fun i'm enjoying it
00:10:18just that trust stuff i just feel like we got to do better with it
00:10:22we kind of took 10 steps back i feel like that's definitely me definitely me i'm so used to making
00:10:30plans and doing things myself because i really wasn't pleased with what happened
00:10:39for me it kind of triggered me about the stuff in the past especially when you like check your phone
00:10:44or like go into the other room when you got to talk to her like you know what i'm saying yeah i want
00:10:49to be able to trust you and know because i be assuming and putting stuff together we just got
00:10:55to do better with that demodric cheated on me with his baby mother so honestly half of me wants to trust
00:11:05him and half of me doesn't just because of things that we went through i feel like i'm fighting with my
00:11:11brain and my heart i feel like a lot is different back then i didn't respect nothing honestly so now
00:11:23it's more like we we older we ain't got too much time left so i ain't trying to keep playing and
00:11:29keep playing games i want to make memories and move forward and live have a good life most definitely
00:11:37i promise it ain't gonna be nothing like it used to be you can trust me
00:11:43yeah all right let me see what you did girlfriend oh that's cute thank you box it up
00:11:50i'm trying to do everything i can to make the relationship and work with kiana
00:11:57i feel like there's a lot of lack of trust because of me and my baby mom's the wayless relationship
00:12:02there we go kiana has been ready to make that commitment marriage for years i don't know if
00:12:08i'm ready to marry kiana thank you thank you it's my pleasure but i do feel like a lot needs to change
00:12:15and the only person who could change it is me open yours first no we gotta open mine first no we can
00:12:21open mine let's open mine oh oh well you know we've been through a lot right kind of did this before but
00:12:45oh i can't believe i'm doing this hey hi everyone this is a nightmare i'm just starting to feel suffocated
00:12:55y'all mother don't gotta tell me twice they don't want to be around me you're being a straight
00:12:58bitch why like i ain't got nothing else to say to you he hasn't given you any reason to think that
00:13:05he's cheating uh i'm really hoping that i don't have to fight today who are these girls
00:13:15i'm rising up off the ground so you can eat your heart out you'll never drive my force out hey i'm a
00:13:26gotta go to the studio today who are you going with me with my girl i don't know if you make that
00:13:33song about me remember i'm gonna sing on it i used to write little i forgot you used to be uh
00:13:39i used to make a little freest
00:13:53so what time you gotta be there uh i gotta be there at 12. what's going on with that delivery job
00:14:02delivery boy yeah hey that's a good job nobody trying to do that forever that ain't forever that's
00:14:09just for now i worked at taco bill when i was 13 years old but i just never really i can't i can't
00:14:17keep no job for real because the money i just be trying to get fast money and then once you get fast
00:14:23money you don't want it no other way i be trying to find different ways to make quick money
00:14:30betting on sports this little like that i mean ain't nothing wrong with being a working man but
00:14:37it's just it's not for me i mean i don't know why you know i've been stressed trying to
00:14:44pay the rent trying to pay this car now and all these bills on town you know money been tight
00:14:52that's what i'm saying that's why i'm trying to take off with this once i take off with this
00:14:56we gonna be good i was rapping before i went to prison i wasn't really taking it seriously but
00:15:03everybody was with my music if i'm doing good numbers on my screens i could make millions of
00:15:09dollars like like jay-z i'm gonna have diamond singles you know what i'm saying
00:15:18love you too be safe all right write something about me
00:15:26to me it feels like i'm alone a lot because the little time i feel like i do get to you know have
00:15:32with him he wants to go hang out with his friends or into the studio so
00:15:37since julius was communicating with other women
00:15:41i don't like not knowing where he's going and what he's doing and who he's with
00:15:45i'm putting a little air tag on my car so i can see for myself where he going where he at and
00:15:57i don't know we gonna see where that goes but i just feel like it would have been easy if he would
00:16:04have just shared the location with me i have every right to put a tracker on my car because for one it's
00:16:08my car and two he doesn't like to tell me where he's going all the time since you don't want to share
00:16:13location so i guess i'm just going to be that girlfriend
00:16:20what are you doing you want to come over today keep going to go to the studio so you might as well
00:16:26just come over and hang out with me okay that's fine are you still feeling nauseous yes i'm super
00:16:34nauseous i've been nauseous these last couple days oh my god i'm scared question like when
00:16:43was the last day of your period before he came home oh god have you told julius yet
00:16:55i mean he know i've been nauseous but i ain't told him like i don't think he putting it together like
00:17:01oh you think you're pregnant okay i'll be leaving out in a minute all right bye-bye i haven't been very
00:17:11um i haven't been using any contraception or anything so i guess reality is kind of setting
00:17:17in for me like dang girl you might really be pregnant so i don't know
00:17:31hi hi i missed you i missed you too i got some stuff for you oh god what you got for me yes
00:17:41oh gosh got this you ready to take it sure it's time we need to know i do want to have a baby with
00:17:54julius but i want to bring a baby into like stability i don't know if i can trust him he tells me all the
00:18:02time like i know what i want i want to be committed i want to be with you just a lot it's a lot it's
00:18:08overwhelming wait wait wait wait i'm just trying to put this on the table for y'all you rolling your
00:18:19window up like what you ready to just lock in what are you doing right now just chilling
00:18:27i've never once heard her talk like that and it's really scary love you
00:18:38but she's looking about a stolen car i get that back there because i feel like she's trying to press
00:18:48something and i don't like it
00:18:52i don't know what's going on
00:19:00did he just honk at me
00:19:05come on get car what we still got the lawsuit i feel like that's a little controlling
00:19:12can you get your bag and can we go we got to go to this prison advocate uh specialist
00:19:18because i plan on suing the doc i have a lot of harassment issues that that i was having
00:19:25and i know i'm not the only one that's having them
00:19:29i've already agreed to go to this appointment but he just took my only means of transportation my car
00:19:38yeah about that stolen car thing though was that about you gotta call the police the police have
00:19:42never solved a problem in in the history of police they do recover stolen vehicles why do you keep
00:19:48saying stolen this is my mother's vehicle and you've only been driving for three days and then storm
00:19:54off like a little kid and take something that's not yours not thinking about what the possible
00:19:58repercussions could be oh my god you gotta have control over every little thing
00:20:05just because your life feels out of control right now doesn't mean that it's because i'm trying to
00:20:13take control i just figured out how to control my own life i promise i don't want to be responsible
00:20:19for anybody else's so you're showing me that my mind's a little everywhere i'm a little upset i'm
00:20:25irritated and it's just a little overwhelming all right keep it together in here i'm not trying to
00:20:32fight in front of this woman hey how are you good it's so good to see you nice to meet you how are
00:20:40you doing nice to meet you nice to meet you too welcome yeah thank you so much i am interested in
00:20:48talking about what you're going through i do have complaints like and i would forward the complaints
00:20:53to the conduct of certain officers and they would get forwarded the complaints and reply back to my own
00:20:59complaint on them did you ever had a time where you filed a complaint about a correctional office
00:21:03and he in return did something to you or anything like that the the strip searches every week and
00:21:11the pullouts and the strip down to tattoo checks and and just uh they could do the strip down to tattoo
00:21:18checks i just feel like it was hyper focused on just singling me out from everybody else like why am
00:21:24i looking up and seeing an officer staring inside the shower like nothing it's just me in there like
00:21:28that's not normal they expect you guys just like oh it's no big deal they don't have an oversight
00:21:32committee that will you know i'm saying change the narrative with them i don't know if i have a case
00:21:38to sue doc i just know doc has control problems like they hire anybody off the street they have minimal
00:21:44training and because of that i just want other people to not go through what i went through when you
00:21:50look at suing you want to look at like constitutional violations what you went through with it's it's unjust
00:21:56and i'm not diminishing but that's not something that you can go back and sue them or fight them on
00:22:02they would call that actually a frivolous uh lawsuit and then they'll eventually ban you where you
00:22:07couldn't even file a lawsuit so i wouldn't even recommend that you do that okay i want to read
00:22:12carefully uh what you have and then see what the response was yeah i really appreciate that okay
00:22:20okay i'm disappointed because i feel like doc they just do whatever they want with no repercussions
00:22:27they themselves create operating procedure and whatever they say goes and that's just not how that
00:22:31happens do you want to have a real life talk i know we came here to talk about the situation
00:22:39but you know i've been doing this for 10 years so how y'all been coping since he's been out
00:22:43i know it's been a lot i'm not supportive i'm too supportive like a thing yesterday that was a big
00:22:51topic was me multitasking like she thinks i'm checking out of the conversation when we're in
00:22:56the middle of something when i'm checking my phone it's just like i can multitask i just need to get
00:23:01back into the flow he just got out he hasn't had a time to adjust to freedom yet you got to remember
00:23:09he's been in like a very confined area where he's been told what to do eat what they tell him to do
00:23:15move when they tell him to do so it's kind of like you are kind of being the warden to him again
00:23:20you're being the co to him again am i saying it right i'm starting to like i'm starting to like
00:23:26i'm starting to like you a little bit it's almost like she knows me yeah what is happening what is
00:23:31happening i think there should be a down time whether a person should have like their their own space
00:23:38their own place and y'all redate again i appreciate the advice
00:23:45good luck to you i appreciate you thank you so much me and savannah have been fighting a little bit
00:23:49like maybe this is this is starting to affect us we're putting too much stress and strain on our
00:23:54relationship and i think it would be just better on my peace of mind to get a little down time where
00:23:59i can decompress and uncompartmentalize this what is she a therapist or is she a lawsuit advisor i
00:24:07couldn't tell you on that way or she just has a lot of opinions
00:24:22hey hey you made it i made it how'd i go how'd you wait oh how'd that go i failed it
00:24:31you dead yeah so they're kicking me out
00:24:38what do you mean you failed it michael i'm just kidding okay you know i was joking dude no i'm okay
00:24:44i got it okay good job i knew it you're doing so hard i know let's go yeah yeah i know i'm so excited
00:24:52that that went well like you know i mean i've never passed the ua that i can think of everything's
00:24:58good and now i can see a ball you're okay you ain't gonna believe yeah i'm hella proud of myself
00:25:09oh the anxiety about getting there is already starting to come in my family's so laid back
00:25:13listening they'll probably bust your balls for a minute but just just joking just joking and my dad might
00:25:18get all serious for a minute but oh no he's not gonna invite me to a meeting is he yes he is
00:25:25i'm going to a barbecue today with joe's family and i'm kind of not looking forward to it where am i
00:25:30at where are my parks right here just park right here and then we're gonna hey babe
00:25:35you ready i'm sure they don't have much faith in the relationship because he met me before i went to
00:25:42prison they all saw that oh i can't believe i'm doing this and i believe 100 that somehow joey's
00:25:50family puts the blame on me for joey's last relapse hey hi everyone star has arrived that's right
00:26:00for having me andrea nice to meet you we're just gonna have a good meal
00:26:04hello hello all right buddy yeah the inquisition this is nightmare hey lock up motel kid yeah how
00:26:14you doing baby boy i get to see you again oh good seeing you kind of nervous probably and probably
00:26:19really nervous yeah today are you more nervous meeting us or more nervous getting out and i've
00:26:24gotten out before so meeting you guys is probably more nervous nerve-breaking oh cool i can tell michael's
00:26:30a little on edge but michael's seeing where my brother's at you know seeing my family and where
00:26:35we're at we struggled with things too oh yeah i'm gonna wait for you i'm hoping that's just something
00:26:41you know for michael to hope for him wear my seat wherever you want boss these can be his future
00:26:47in-laws if he still chooses so how is it it's good good joey was telling us about kind of your
00:26:55background a little bit yeah dude i'm surprised they let you out you do i'm surprised so i want
00:27:00to ask you a question yes what are you going to do that's different this time that you won't go back
00:27:06in um i really don't know how to do this right this time i mean i know what i'm supposed to do i'm
00:27:15supposed to make a whole new network of friends but what sucks is like those old connections and friends
00:27:22were my family it's so hard to say goodbye to your family you've been involved in that lock-up motel
00:27:29for how many years i don't even know how many okay is it kind of comfortable now for you is it you know
00:27:35yeah some nights like yeah i'd want to just go to my bunk and have my tv right there and put my headphones
00:27:41on let's go to sleep you know gotcha it's a good thing to get started all over right i don't know it's
00:27:50a hassle
00:27:54i expected him to lie a little bit better to my family and he's not i don't know if at this point
00:27:59he doesn't give or if he just is like he's so stressed out about everything that he doesn't know
00:28:03what to say anymore but they're going to show their respect to a point and then there's a point where
00:28:10those would be like no you're a dirt bag we've been in a recovery program and we know what you're
00:28:18going to go through and what you've been through and it's a dangerous situation for my brother yeah
00:28:23i agree very dangerous i know did you know he was on a gurney and they didn't expect him but he was
00:28:28convulsing and no yeah yeah and his mother almost died yeah i didn't know that scared us to death
00:28:36that's why you hear you the fear yeah the stuff you guys do is the worst drug anybody uses and you
00:28:45get hooked like that yeah and once you do it once it'll it'll take you to hell if you want to go back
00:28:52call your friends up that's where you'll go and that's where you'll be forever i don't think mike's
00:28:59ready for a long-term relationship yet i think joey is but i don't think mike is
00:29:03michael's on a crash course to go back out and use drugs i don't want that for joey we want him to
00:29:10find a soulmate yeah so i i hope you're the right guy but i'm scared man
00:29:15you sure like you're ready to just lock in adrian is definitely on my bad guy list he's on my
00:29:36list gonna be in the house
00:29:49another morning you know out of prison been out two months now can't wait till ankle monitor
00:29:54get off been two months kobe hey boy hey it feels good though you know spend time with brooklyn and
00:30:02i want to hear you say hey you in the shower so my name is alani and i just want to tell you about
00:30:19brian my bestie
00:30:21my mom said hurry up he's been helping me with my homework a lot and he makes me really smart
00:30:37and also he makes me laugh a lot too
00:30:40i love you i love him very very much love you too
00:31:00today i found out i got two weeks to get a job or i can potentially go back to the halfway house
00:31:06out here looking but i gotta put a little pep in my step and buckle down with this job searching business
00:31:19all i have in the house is sweats so i'm gonna shop for clothes to get something more presentable
00:31:26oh what's up brother uh when you get here brother just let me know just uh beep when you get here
00:31:32you hear me brother all right all right back but i'll see you in a second yes sir all right
00:31:40getting ready to go yeah i'm about to leave all right you need any money you cool you know i like
00:31:45you know like my mom and my dad you can give me money so i don't you know i don't need nothing i
00:31:50appreciate you but you know okay why don't you tell adrian to come in so i can meet him huh huh
00:31:59i often have to stay on brian about what time he can leave what time he can come back
00:32:05oh you don't need to i got stuff to do bro you can meet him bro but i can i can at least meet him
00:32:12and say like hi how are you all right say hi or something when you pull it off brian has about four
00:32:20hours to go out and find him some nice clothes this is a condition of his parole
00:32:28it's a very strict situation giving inmate free inmate maybe when i come back brooklyn i got
00:32:36somewhere to go okay all right whatever bro i don't know too much about adrian i don't know if he
00:32:45is associated with anybody who he met in prison i just hope brian would never be in contact with
00:32:52anybody he feel like um would risk his safety or going back to prison
00:32:57and your eyes didn't even call to check out
00:33:14hey i just want to come out here and introduce myself i'm brooklyn
00:33:20okay because i told you i wanted to meet him okay so i just wanted to give you all some ground rules
00:33:24real quick one no bitches no we're not doing that he needs to be back here by three o'clock no later
00:33:32than that so his thing don't go off listen listen respectfully respectfully what's up i'm gonna kick
00:33:38it with my dog we about to go handle business business right i just want to make sure it's business
00:33:43listen listen listen whatever y'all got going on leave that in the house with y'all too uh-uh whatever
00:33:49we got going on that needs to be the same when y'all leave yes it dude what are you talking about
00:33:56i'm just saying like how you gonna come on and try to tell another grown man i'm not trying to tell
00:33:59another grown man nothing i'm just trying to you know make sure you know you know we could
00:34:05he already not a free man right he walking around with a monitor stuck on his ankle
00:34:09she shouldn't be angering and putting more rules and more stress on him i'm just trying to put some
00:34:14wait wait wait wait wait wait i'm just trying to put this on the table for y'all you rolling your
00:34:18window up like what because i'm not even going to get into it Brooklyn's name for me is going to be the
00:34:25war because it seems like even though you're home it's nothing but rules and guidelines and pushy
00:34:32pushy pushy pushy pushy all right hold on hold on did you even call and check in yes whatever bye bro
00:34:40you're weird i don't like that brian is letting his friend get smart with me
00:34:47it is mr calling to check in let y'all know i'm about to leave the house right now adrian is definitely
00:34:52on my bad guy list he's on my non-friend list he is on my you list ridiculous
00:35:00i can't believe i have a wife now sounds fancy listen to the ring on that
00:35:24i'm never gonna get enough of you same
00:35:31yeah i can't believe i have to take you to your halfway house we're gonna have to wait till
00:35:36tomorrow to actually consummate the marriage what is that what the is that tell me about it
00:35:42the fact that i can't even spend the first night as a married woman with my husband because of my
00:35:49curfew has me so hurt i feel like i'm being punked out that's all right i can contain myself at least until
00:35:56tomorrow when i throw you over my shoulder and run you straight back to my room
00:36:03with all these rules and stipulations i might as well just still be serving time
00:36:08i do have a really nice uh day flint planned for us tomorrow a couple little surprises that should be
00:36:15really fun so you're not going to tell me then no they're surprises for sure you don't get to know yet
00:36:20but what if i don't what if i don't like it everybody likes surprises
00:36:25okay looks like we're here i love you that's right that's what i'm trying to do
00:36:40i definitely never thought that i'd be dropping my bride off at a
00:36:44halfway house on my wedding night all right my wife i love you it's a bummer we need more time
00:36:53together and it's a tough one to swallow that i don't get to take her home tonight
00:36:57get some rest beautiful i'll call you when i get home okay
00:37:14hello hey baby how you doing
00:37:29what are you doing right now just chilling
00:37:33i wish you were here yeah i wish i didn't have to turn you in tonight
00:37:36okay all right guys get some water lay your head down okay i love you you have a good night
00:37:52okay bye what the
00:37:58i can't tell whether or not she's super drunk or if it's something else but
00:38:02in six months of talking to her on the phone i've never once heard her talk like that
00:38:09and it's really scary i don't want to make any accusations but at the same time i feel like i know
00:38:15what i heard she's supposed to be on the sober life and falling off the wagon is a big deal one of my
00:38:21big worries here is that she's gonna recidivize and end up back in prison i know a lot of people have
00:38:27used drugs and have gotten clean and then continue to live very fulfilling lives i'm one of them
00:38:35but i am kind of worried that there's some bad influences in that halfway house for
00:38:38her we might have a couple hard conversations
00:38:50a mother don't got to tell me twice they don't want to be around me your attitude right now is
00:38:54exactly why i want space you're being a straight bitch bye
00:39:01i don't know should i go over there yeah i think we should go honestly i don't know what i'm gonna
00:39:06walk into i just would hate for it to go left what's going on who are these girls
00:39:24i don't know what's going on
00:39:27what the
00:39:40oh my god oh my god i'm trying to let you cry
00:39:46that's the ring my daddy gave me that ring been in our family for generations oh my god you see
00:39:56my big mama gave it to him and i handed it over to you so it's yours now you better go away
00:40:02get the ice out for that for me oh my gosh don't cry don't cry oh you better be playing listen to me
00:40:17i didn't made promises before but today i'm gonna make a promise to be with you forever
00:40:22you for real you sure yeah i'm sure i wouldn't be telling you if i wasn't sure we've been through ups
00:40:28and downs smiles and frowns you better be playing but this is the one
00:40:38i love it it's beautiful
00:40:46you better not you better not you better not you better not
00:40:51oh it's mine oh it's mine you know that's on my lashes
00:41:00oh wait okay oh man i'm on cloud nine right now i have so many emotions going through my mind
00:41:07i just can't believe this is happening right now i'm still in shock
00:41:11oh don't cry don't cry don't cry okay okay
00:41:20you ready
00:41:21ready i'm ready now let's eat the cake it's like a dream come true
00:41:29you know that's all i'm gonna be doing oh my god
00:41:32i want to have a huge wedding make sure my family is there have some flowers make sure i got
00:41:40something okay on that's great i can't wait to just save the date i'm ready i'm ready you like it
00:41:49mine better want me to be true no
00:41:53why didn't you say the words will you marry me
00:42:01because i feel like um right now this is more of a promise that we will get married
00:42:08i don't want her to go overboard with it you know this is a promise for us to be together forever
00:42:16all right i promise that things won't be like they used to be but uh i wouldn't want her planning
00:42:23a wedding for tomorrow damn i almost fell
00:42:34i ain't trying to be a bad influence we're gonna be in and out rules i wasn't trying to be accusatory but
00:42:41did you expect me to do with that you just got married and you don't trust me
00:42:46what is she a therapist or is she a lawsuit advisor i don't know maybe she's just very
00:42:58experienced i don't i couldn't tell you on that one or she just has a lot of opinions
00:43:09opinions aren't bad all right but i mean maybe she was just trying to help you with the lawsuit
00:43:14i mean we just got to fight i think walked in there like what'd you think was going to happen
00:43:19you think you couldn't read body language you're reaching for answers from everybody else but you
00:43:23don't know what you're reaching for answers from anybody else at all i feel like this is where the
00:43:28controlling part comes into play because you think that you have all the answers
00:43:32you were been trying to control a lot of movement over the past couple of days you just think you
00:43:36could just say whatever you want to say it just and just carry it however you want to carry it no
00:43:40repercussions for that i'm just starting suffocated
00:43:47we both need to i don't know maybe have some time apart
00:43:53he's completely willing to let essentially a stranger dictate what he should do
00:43:59a mother don't got to tell me twice they don't want to be around me
00:44:02why is that funny to you you don't even have a bank account card yet
00:44:09so you're telling me that i can't do by myself i would like to know what your plan is to do it
00:44:15by yourself uh see your attitude right now is exactly why i want space you're being a straight
00:44:19bitch if you don't want to be here by all means let me know where you want to go i will drop you off
00:44:28there i'm driving myself home to my dad's house right now okay
00:44:42bye hey bitch like i ain't got nothing else to say to you like i can't keep
00:44:48doing this hey um nothing just dropped your brother off at your dad's house
00:45:07it went so good he lives there now
00:45:09i feel like he don't know what he wants he don't know what to do
00:45:18his first reaction is to steal a car essentially i mean let's call it what it is and then
00:45:24now he wants to go back and run away to his dad's house what is this damn divorce
00:45:32bro i've been patient for two years
00:45:34okay well bradley needs to figure out how to manage that and how to deal with that and that's
00:45:43not all me it sounds like bradley walking away
00:45:49he didn't take his xbox with him we all know what that means okay
00:45:54i could just run him over with my car and then that would solve all of our problems
00:46:18dude i'm tripping
00:46:19everything was just happening so quickly yesterday we got married and then i uh
00:46:27drove courtney back to her halfway house when we talked on the phone last night she sounded just
00:46:31entirely different than i'm used to
00:46:36as far as i understand it courtney doesn't have a problem with drinking but she did have a drug
00:46:41problem with meth so if this turns into a thing where she fell off the wagon and smoked dope or
00:46:49something like that then what does that even mean for us you know i i still want today to be a
00:46:55romantic day for us but yeah this is going to be lingering in the back of my mind okay
00:47:07hey gorgeous hi hey
00:47:09good to see you good to see you how was your night good awesome i have no idea what will has planned but
00:47:22i'm pretty excited to find out so i gotta be honest with you before we start our day i was a little
00:47:29worried this morning about uh yeah i was just i don't know i was paranoid why
00:47:35i don't know you were acting kind of funny last night you just sounded different when we were
00:47:42talking on the phone and okay i don't know it just made me really curious and then i it started
00:47:50making me ask questions and maybe she's using drugs what like you thought i sounded funny last night
00:47:57right yeah i'm just double checking okay so why didn't you say something then like why didn't you
00:48:02double check and be like hey we just got married i don't want to ruin the night what do you mean if
00:48:06i'm something's not sounding right you need to check in with me make sure i'm good i mean i would do the
00:48:12same if it was you well yeah but i didn't want to sound accusatory well you do sound accusatory
00:48:19you don't trust me we just got married and you don't trust me already i didn't expect to be questioned
00:48:24by my husband about the possibility of relapsing the day after our wedding oh i've been with you the
00:48:33whole time you're right i don't even know where this is coming from maybe i was like tired but i i mean
00:48:43i don't think i sounded weird
00:48:44like you don't start out a relationship like on some accusatory like that i just spent the last four
00:48:56years in a really abusive relationship like that is really triggering for me like don't don't get me
00:49:04going on i wasn't trying to be accusatory but just trust me more dude regardless of her
00:49:14really odd behavior um i am willing to believe her but if courtney is still using drugs
00:49:21our relationship could be dead in the water
00:49:31you gotta be on when three bottle get us in trouble bro who are these girls
00:49:36so all i'm used to is sweats shows and i need some decent to put on for the interview bro i put on
00:49:53a suit for the first time in my life two months ago just to go take some pictures so how you feel
00:49:58and you have to sort of willing to prove you got a curfew i heard her tell you you got to be home at
00:50:09three that's her rules or nah i mean she probably wished that was her rules but nah that's what my
00:50:15plc how long you just did six six you been home two months you done missed so much time you sure like
00:50:24you ready to just lock in i'm willing to lock in or somewhere i've been like in before i got out i'm
00:50:29here see what i'm saying why not build on what i've been building on but what i'm going to say to
00:50:34you bro is because you my brother or you got locked up which is regular degular bro we in like
00:50:43this bbl conglomerate area where it's like so much that you have missed out on to where you might
00:50:50think that you locked in until you see something different i'm just frustrated because he's acting
00:51:00like i'm like trying to be a po parole officer but i'm really just trying to keep him out of trouble
00:51:07so we don't have to go through not seeing you again but instead it's looked at as i'm being a
00:51:13and i'm on his ass and i'm not on his ass i'm just trying to make sure that we don't have any type
00:51:19of issues to the point where he has to go back
00:51:24kind of look you think i should go for anything that's not what you got on right now
00:51:29what about that the last time i went shopping for nice clothes
00:51:33and probably a couple days before i got locked up about six years ago it's comfortable
00:51:38i'm gonna decent as hell when the u.s marshes came and got me i was chilling like i wasn't doing
00:51:45nothing illegal i was just trying to turn over a new leaf but years prior we arrived at a pharmacy
00:51:51and all my karma came back to me
00:51:56so bro like that at the house that's normal that's how that on a day-to-day or
00:52:02uh she just get like that sometime like she's just real protective you feel me so she just
00:52:07really anything like don't go back to jail basically y'all gonna get married have some little
00:52:12lou juniors kids though yeah like we all we be planning on having a kid now you you ready to have
00:52:18a kid come on but of course already i wouldn't know all right we're gonna see we will we're gonna see
00:52:25all right all right you gotta be home when three three yeah i'm gonna get in some trouble bro i'm
00:52:33gonna take you to a strip club i ain't trying to be a bad influence the family is cool let me show
00:52:40you what's really going on out here and i'm gonna get you home in time bro i ain't gonna get you in
00:52:44trouble and never happen let's do it i don't need no damn rules i just came from six years with hella
00:52:52rules rules what debit card yeah nah you gotta get hit through this credit wage you know we'll get there
00:52:59i'm going with the wind wherever the wind blows me they call me mr bitches
00:53:06looking at her feelings i gotta wait for now
00:53:08what hello okay okay is it three o'clock yet
00:53:27bro all right sure i'll see you when i get there at three o'clock dude
00:53:31all right weird dude you talking about it's close to three what the i'm just trying to see
00:53:36where you're at i just told you i'm on my way home what but we at the strip club we're about to go in
00:53:44just for five minutes five minutes let me take you in here let's go get some good chicken wings let's
00:53:51look at some thick fake asses and get him back to the house like asap we're gonna be in and out
00:53:56because the last thing that i want is to violate his curfew and get him sent back to the halfway
00:54:01house in and out bro it's about to be bad
00:54:07your call has been forwarded to voicemail why is he gonna get some food
00:54:11this person is shooting honestly i don't know what i'm gonna walk into who are these girls
00:54:24so if you want to go back call your friends up that's where you'll go and that's where you'll
00:54:30be forever i don't want that for joey we want him to find a soulmate yeah so i hope you're the
00:54:36right guy but i'm scared man well he's already called a couple of them nazi touch base yeah i don't
00:54:49want to lie to you guys got my social media with that linked me back into everybody and everybody
00:54:54seems to already be getting word that i'm out so that's going to be a battle they're going to take
00:55:00you back there quickly if that's what you do you've got to do what you got to do for yourself you do the
00:55:06work i can't do it for you he can't do it for you just man get in a recovery program yeah that's good advice
00:55:15you want to live or do you want to die so do you want to live now michael i want to live i want to
00:55:25live good job good job and that's it that's it you know that's it it's that easy that's that easy
00:55:33i don't know i've heard all the cliches i've literally done every program there is so i'm
00:55:38hearing this stuff probably for the 2000th time and i'm going to be respectful and listen to it
00:55:46but it's total that they expect me to completely just cut off all my family my friends are my like
00:55:55my family i admit these people are addicts some of them are cons some of them are thieves or whatever
00:56:02but they give me advice they've been with me through the hard times they've supported me
00:56:08yeah sometimes they've gotten me in trouble but they're not bad people it's that's not happening
00:56:14it's not an option i need to use the head let me show you where that's at okay
00:56:23i came into this barbecue thinking that meeting joey's family was going to bring me closer to joey
00:56:28thank you but in fact it's pushed me the other direction
00:56:36i feel like
00:56:50hey hey bud um dude i just had a meal with joey's family it was like having
00:56:55five joey's so you mean it was like real boring away no dude it was a real annoying more like
00:57:04well yeah dude this that's like a recovery family everybody was
00:57:09preaching to me telling me how much yeah how much they're worried about him oh really wow yeah i know
00:57:16it i'm sweating i love joey very much he's my baby he's my last one and he is a sweetheart
00:57:28he deserves someone just as good as he is but here's the thing opposites attract and i get that
00:57:35because i was attracted to his dad the same reason but i lost myself and i didn't know who i was
00:57:43i just kept doing what he wanted because i wanted to people please him and i'm not a people pleaser
00:57:48but i did become that and you know that's where what my concern is for my son
00:57:57i think he's a nice guy i just hope he's good for you i'm not privy it's still well yeah no he doesn't
00:58:04have my trust yet or my respect and he's got to earn that i still want to see you tonight so
00:58:11you still down to meet up okay yeah i'm done for sure all right coolio we have a lot to catch up on
00:58:16you know yeah we do all right mate i'll talk to you soon okay all right bye bye bye you're a lot like me
00:58:23and i gave up my life practically for your dad i don't want you to do that i want you to still be
00:58:30your own person i will be and do what you need to do to take care of yourself i'm gonna i love the guy
00:58:36and i'm not gonna lose myself to him it's like i'm trying to give the guy the benefit of the doubt and
00:58:41i know the drill i know the signs to look for my biggest fear is that you'll get back into
00:58:46meth and you won't make it out i know you won't kiss you just and i want you to be happy
00:59:00i don't want him to fall down that black hole again you know and i'm concerned that
00:59:06with michael that might happen because i don't trust him and i don't believe him
00:59:11it's almost over though right
00:59:28thinking about pushing the baby out that's that's scary
00:59:33let's go find out oh gosh i'm scared yeah
00:59:41i'm not gonna lie that's a lot there's a lot to take in oh my gosh
01:00:11i gotta go sit down me having a baby with julius it's really life-changing and i know that
01:00:17i'm gonna have to compromise something in my life you know to make it all work
01:00:21but i do feel like a baby would bring a lot of joy to my life i don't know i feel like
01:00:29i would never have to worry about being lonely because i'll always have somebody and they'll
01:00:33always love me unconditionally
01:00:39how am i gonna tell him i don't know if i should tell him like just tell him
01:00:43but i'll just tell him i think you should i think i'm about to try to call him okay
01:00:48your call has been forwarded to voicemail
01:00:54why is he not answering boom oh no oh lord don't give me the overthinking i don't know i'm hoping
01:01:02maybe he just in there maybe rapping he can't answer or something i do just wonder like like he
01:01:09don't really let me see his phone i feel like that is something that like
01:01:15kind of like triggers me because it's like if there's nothing in there why are you hiding why are
01:01:20you so just secretive about it i don't know i do be wondering like has he given you any reason to
01:01:27think that he's cheating uh oh my god oh my god what there was another girl he basically said he'll never do it again
01:01:45it was just already such an argument like i just don't feel like arguing over that no more
01:01:53i have mixed feelings about it i'm really excited because i know this is something that
01:01:57alexis have always wanted she's always wanted to be a mom but i am a little worried just because
01:02:02of the situation that she's in and what she's going through with him i don't really know him
01:02:06like that so i can't say for certain but those instances right there would be a red flat for me
01:02:11like this person is cheating i understand like this is your first time being in love like you don't
01:02:18want to lose him but at the same time you don't want to lose yourself either like you don't want to
01:02:22basically accept anything just to have this like you want real love you deserve better and i'm not
01:02:29saying that he can't give that to you but you need to make him man up and stop doing some of he's
01:02:37doing and if he's not if he's not going to do that then you need to leave
01:02:40where is he at it's studio
01:02:51can i go to studio should i go over there yeah i think we should go
01:02:56i do believe that i deserve um a healthy relationship and i just feel like he's just
01:03:02never been in a real relationship so he doesn't really know how to love somebody so
01:03:05i'm not excusing it but i mean you have to go through trial and tribulation to learn
01:03:14where is he at we have vengeance we gotta go to vengeance we're gonna go to vengeance
01:03:24tracking his phone i see julius isn't at the studio now he's at the store i'm automatically just
01:03:32thinking the worst like he must be like with a girl or something because he's not returning my phone
01:03:37calls or answering me
01:03:46really hoping that i don't have to fight today but my hair is wrapped up and it's in a bun so i'm ready
01:03:50so what's going on who are these girls
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