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Mix Tape - Season 1 -Episode 4 - Full Movie
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00:00Are you serious?
00:02Yeah.
00:03Yeah, I thought this might actually be some good news.
00:09May I owe you an explanation?
00:12Alison!
00:14Jason!
00:15You're an ambulance!
00:16How dare you go around saying things about my son.
00:19Your whole family owes me.
00:21You fucking owe me.
00:24I know, it wasn't my fault.
00:27I left that night.
00:30No!
00:36God, Daniel.
00:38How did you want this to play out?
00:40I don't know, I didn't think, obviously.
00:42What if this life had been us?
00:44Who the fuck are you?
00:45Nothing happened.
00:47You say so.
00:49It was really good to see you again.
00:52I don't want to run from the past anymore, Dan.
01:00Like a cat that's playing with a ball of twine that you call my heart.
01:17Oh, but baby, is it so hot to cover to a pie?
01:23And so slowly you unwind me until I fall apart.
01:34I'm only living for the hour that I see your face.
01:41And when that happens, I don't want to be no close-up place.
01:48Until we get to a pie.
01:51When will she be back?
02:02She's not coming back.
02:08She didn't say anything about leaving.
02:10She should talk to you about it, right?
02:16She left me an hour.
02:21None of this makes sense.
02:25Did something happen?
02:27You don't just up and leave home at 17, Peter.
02:33Look, whenever she's settled, I'm sure she'll be in touch.
02:40How are you so calm?
02:44Because I can guarantee you.
02:48Wherever she is now,
02:50she's happier than she were here.
02:54I got her a birthday present.
03:08Who are you?
03:10He's just leaving.
03:11I'm Alison's boyfriend.
03:14Yeah?
03:14So she left you an hour.
03:20Don't worry too much about it.
03:22She would probably shagging a few lads.
03:25Fucking bitch.
03:26Stop it.
03:27Thought too much of her sin.
03:29She'll say in the real world,
03:31she'll get her comeuppance.
03:33Ungrateful cow.
03:35And this one,
03:38off to the army.
03:41You give them everything.
03:44And they're happy to just leave you on your own.
03:47Selfish brats.
03:48Jesus.
03:57THE END
05:00Dear Daniel, you've probably already worked out from the postmark.
05:10I'm an island.
05:12It's really cool, eh?
05:14There's a great music scene.
05:15You'd love it.
05:17I miss you, and I'm so sorry I didn't come see you before I left.
05:20Can I help you?
05:33Yeah, just three pints, please, and just join us for a drink, yeah.
05:37Hey, give her a break.
05:46We're just messing around, or...
05:49I'll get these, yeah?
05:51Really?
05:51Yeah?
05:52Thanks.
05:54Bye.
05:54They're dickheads.
06:02Can I buy your drink to say sorry?
06:04No, thank you.
06:05I'm working.
06:06That's not an Irish accent.
06:11Are you from England?
06:14I'm busy.
06:16No worries.
06:18I'm staying in some digs near here.
06:21I'll see you about.
06:22I'm Michael, by the way.
06:28Nice to meet you, Michael.
06:39I know he loves me.
06:43But sometimes it just feels suffocating.
06:52He's used to being in control.
06:59But that's your job, right?
07:03To be in control.
07:06But you can't control another person.
07:09I mean, he...
07:10You tracked my phone.
07:13You followed me.
07:14Can you explain your thinking behind that, Michael?
07:19Oh, look, I don't think it's that unusual
07:20to have a family tracking plan on iPhones.
07:23I know a lot of people who do that.
07:26But you didn't tell Alison or Stella
07:28that you had that plan.
07:30Hmm.
07:31You do accept that Alison is allowed her privacy.
07:38Of course I do.
07:39But Alison is so...
07:45You're so in yourself
07:50that sometimes I just feel like
07:52I'm trying to find you.
07:55And if that's suffocating...
07:58Yeah, I'm sorry.
08:00Do you feel like you'd shut yourself off
08:03to Michael, Alison?
08:04No.
08:11I...
08:12Maybe I'm...
08:15Not consciously.
08:19But there's some stuff that...
08:22he doesn't ask about.
08:25I mean, you've never even asked about my past.
08:28You don't want to talk about that.
08:31But why do you just accept that?
08:32So, I mean, the suffocating
08:36or I'm giving you too much space.
08:38Like, which is it?
08:40There's work here.
08:42But there's also love.
08:44I can see that.
08:54There we go.
08:55How's Alex getting on?
09:01Oh, he's...
09:02He's good.
09:03He is planning to go to the Highlands
09:05with his mate for half-term.
09:07Yeah.
09:08I do not know how much studying he's doing.
09:10That sounds familiar, doesn't it?
09:12But he is happy.
09:14Married my remits when Dan moved out.
09:18I was not.
09:19Yes, you were.
09:20Not as bad as you,
09:21stuck in that shed all day with your pigeons.
09:23That's not true.
09:24He cried, you know.
09:25Oh.
09:26You did.
09:27Right, Mum, go...
09:27Go check the oven.
09:30Not a man, eh?
09:32No.
09:33Got to go on myself.
09:34Have a waz.
09:35Bill.
09:36See you later.
09:37Ooh!
09:37Watch it.
09:38Mind your rip.
09:39Mind your rip.
10:09I wasn't expecting you back from America so soon.
10:13Weren't you meant to be there for a few weeks?
10:14Yeah, even longer.
10:16I just had to come back and sort some stuff out.
10:22Is everything okay?
10:28No.
10:30Not really.
10:31Oh, I see.
10:37He must have had that.
10:39With Bill.
10:40Right?
10:41Weren't there moments where you were ready to just give up?
10:46I don't understand.
10:49I get that two people don't change at the same time, but...
10:53What if you haven't changed?
10:56What if you're just not...
10:57on the same page anymore?
11:04I'm lost, love.
11:07It's okay.
11:09It doesn't matter.
11:09Yeah.
11:09Marriages are hard, aren't they?
11:19Times are definitely strangle Bill, but...
11:23Well, all that matters is...
11:26That you're honest with one another and...
11:30I'm sure everything will be fine, love.
11:31I'm so người of all kinds of things...
11:33And you're not gonna do anything.
11:34I'm sure everything will be fine.
11:36I'm sure anything will happen.
11:37It's okay.
11:38And I'm sure everything will be fine.
11:39So you can just run in and they're transparent.
11:40If you're not there...
11:41I don't have to get it.
11:42You're not there.
11:42You're not there.
11:43You're not there.
11:44All right, Mama.
12:02See you later.
12:03Bye.
12:14Hey.
12:28Hey.
12:29Just checking in.
12:33How's counseling?
12:38How did you know we're at the counselors?
12:40I'm not a complete moron.
12:41Well, you're not a moron at all.
12:43You know, sometimes...
12:48Sometimes you just need some help with your problems.
12:52That's all.
12:54Dad and I love you very much.
12:55You know that, don't you?
12:57This has got nothing to do with you or Thea.
13:03But all this kicked off when all that stuff happened.
13:08No, I didn't, darling.
13:10I promise.
13:11This is our own stuff.
13:25Are we going to keep doing this?
13:28Avoiding each other?
13:29I think I'm just afraid of what's going to come out when we start talking.
13:44She lives in Sydney.
13:56This author that you pretended you didn't know.
14:01There are no diary flies to New Zealand, Cal.
14:10There is so little we have in common anymore, Dan.
14:13But the inability to lie well is still true for the both of us.
14:18And...
14:19Did you go there to see her?
14:21Look, it was a stopover on that route to see Jack Leonard.
14:31And, yes, I did see her when I were in Sydney.
14:38Well, it's not like you think.
14:41Right?
14:42When we were kids, we were together, and she left Sheffield suddenly.
14:46And I just wanted to know why.
14:49That were it.
14:50Why didn't you tell me that?
14:52You could have.
14:54I don't know.
14:55I don't know.
14:56I don't know.
14:57I don't know.
14:58You're right.
14:59I should have been straight with you from the start.
15:01I should have been.
15:02But, you know, we've been going through this weird space,
15:04and it just felt like this was my thing.
15:06I needed some answers.
15:09Honestly, Kai, we're no more than that.
15:13We've been together for decades.
15:17You've never even mentioned her.
15:21Why not?
15:23I'm sorry, Kai.
15:36I'll make it better.
15:39Look, I'm sorry, but you were so fucking boring at the moment.
15:45Come on, one party.
15:47I need a wingman.
15:48You don't need a wingman.
15:50Right, there's that bird from that convent school.
15:52Rose Summer.
15:53I don't know.
15:54I need to think I'm nice and respectable.
15:56I'm definitely not helping with that.
15:58Right, seat.
15:59Dull.
16:00Come on.
16:03Here, isn't that?
16:04Peter.
16:05Peter.
16:06I didn't know you were back.
16:10Has there been any word from Al?
16:12She okay?
16:13Look, mate, I have to get on.
16:14He's not stopped pining for her, the idiot.
16:16Fuck's sake.
16:17What's fucking wrong with your family?
16:18Eh?
16:19Why won't you tell me where she is?
16:21I almost died.
16:22Jesus.
16:23I'm sorry.
16:24I'm sorry.
16:25I'm sorry.
16:26Let's just leave her.
16:27Okay, come on.
16:28Okay.
16:29Let me get her for you.
16:30Hello?
16:31Oh, yeah, Al.
16:32Peter.
16:33I'm sorry.
16:34I'm sorry.
16:35Let's just leave her.
16:36Okay, come on.
16:37Okay.
16:38Let me get her for you.
16:39Okay.
16:40Let me get her for you.
16:41Okay.
16:42Let me get her for you.
16:46Okay.
16:47How are you, Al?
16:49I'm sorry.
16:50It's fine for you.
16:54Hello?
16:57Hi, Al.
16:58Peter.
16:59Listen.
17:00Eh, I've got bad news.
17:05What's wrong?
17:07It's mum. She, er, she died. She fell down the stairs.
17:26When's the funeral?
17:29Tuesday.
17:36So, I'm gonna owe you the money for your flights.
17:41But if you don't think you can do it alone, I'll come over and get you.
17:48Why is it so soon? Can't we wait a week?
17:53She was seeing that prick Baxter again.
17:56You were weird when she died.
17:59You'd already been under the funeral directors.
18:05Baxter didn't tell me for two, four days she was dead.
18:10And he's going around now working like the chief mourner.
18:17I can't.
18:20I can't come home.
18:22I can't come home.
18:24What are you talking about?
18:26I'll pay you. You don't have to worry about it.
18:28I'm not coming back.
18:29Look, I know you're upset. I understand.
18:33But she was our mum.
18:35Now listen, you have to do this.
18:37Even if you're angry with her.
18:40Yeah?
18:42Trust me.
18:44You'll regret it.
18:46She fell down the fucking stairs while she was drunk.
18:49I'm not going to a funeral.
18:50I'm not going to a funeral.
18:51I'm not going to a funeral.
18:52Try going to a funeral.
18:53Yeah.
18:54You're positive.
19:12Like 100%.
19:13You were so reluctant before.
19:14What happened?
19:15happened yeah I just I just made up my mind babe I could kiss you this is great
19:23news I'm gonna get onto the PR company confirm all the interviews and we're
19:27gonna sort you out some lovely hotels okay and will it just be you or you're
19:33coming with Michael can I get back to you on that
19:42sure you speak of the devil Michael my client I said I wanted to talk about
20:04something important I know I know I just wanted to do something nice for you it's
20:10still allowed isn't it some bubbles you may recognize this Tasmania yeah Tasmanial
20:17favorite oh great ladies first get a nice big pour
20:26thanks okay and on a mask there we go
20:35she's mom yes hmm please please yeah
20:43need a bit more of this huh being a couple hmm I love you
20:55I know
21:03so you told Cass that you're doing the tour yes I did I was thinking I am due a lot of leave
21:15what if I came with you that's what I wanted to talk about oh really you thought that too huh
21:26no actually I thought it might be a good idea for us to have some time apart
21:37I want to do this on my own Michael
21:47what about Thea and Stella with everything she's been through
21:55Stella's stronger than you think
21:58it really doesn't matter how hard I try does it
22:11you've changed
22:17yes
22:22I have
22:25Stephen you have to stop ringing me I have to go
22:40it was that
22:43a telemarketer did you get the steaks
22:46I did I did also got us a lovely bottle of red so I thought we could put these on
22:53and try and have a nice night in
22:55that is
23:00nice
23:02got your phone
23:20I
23:22I
23:23I
23:27I
23:29I
23:31I
23:33I
23:35I
23:37I
23:39I
23:41I
23:43I
23:45I
23:47I
23:48I
24:13I
24:15I
24:17I
24:42I
24:44No, not now.
24:51Mum, did I ever get any letters?
24:54What?
24:55It was just Alison said that she sent me letters.
24:59Did they come here or how are you now?
25:04Did you put them up for me or something?
25:10What?
25:11Oh, it was so long ago now, all of that.
25:19Mum, what did you do?
25:28You're my son.
25:31Wouldn't you do hope to protect your Alex?
25:37No, tell me that you didn't do that.
25:41I'm sorry, Dan.
25:43I did what I thought were best.
25:45She had hold on you, that girl, and...
25:47Well, she broke your heart. I knew she would.
25:50I were right.
25:52It were better she were just gone.
25:55No, no, no, you had no right.
25:57Do you understand me? You had no right to do that.
26:00You couldn't even get to imagine what she'd gone through.
26:02How was she gone through?
26:03I realise that now.
26:06I've even realised it at the time, but...
26:12I was scared of losing you.
26:16Well, where are they? Did you keep them?
26:17Oh, Mum.
26:23They would've made everything different.
26:26My whole life.
26:28You were only kids.
26:30I didn't think...
26:31Yeah, you didn't think, did you?
26:32Dan!
26:33No, I've seen it. You didn't think!
26:35My whole life.
26:37Oh, Dan, I'm sorry.
26:38I'm sorry.
26:40No, Mum.
26:55Alright.
26:59Don't worry.
27:01I can't see me.
27:04I can't see me.
27:05I can't see you, Mum.
27:06I can't see you, Mum.
27:08I can't see you, Mum.
27:09Thanks, God.
27:10I can't see you, Mum.
27:11I can't see you, Mum.
27:12Thank you, Mum.
27:15I can't see you, Mum.
27:17It's alright now, folks.
27:20Thanks, well, if you want to see me...
27:23That's alright.
27:24Now, thanks.
27:26Thank you, Mum.
27:28Alright?
27:30Jesus.
27:31She ain't gone, then.
27:58No.
28:00She doesn't.
28:01I suppose it's a bit of a way for her.
28:19Where is she, Peter?
28:25Ireland.
28:28She's working in a bar in Dublin.
28:29Ireland?
28:33Yeah.
28:39Right.
28:42I'll have to get on, mate.
28:43I have my savings, and I'm selling all my records.
28:55You've been working for a long time on that American trip, son.
28:57But I'm worried all that are.
28:59The flights are expensive, and even if they stay in a hostel...
29:01I'll lend you a few, Bob.
29:02You won't be short.
29:05You will?
29:06Yeah.
29:07You believe she's worth it, and so do I.
29:11Your mum will have to wait for a microwave, mind.
29:14Hey, hey, hey.
29:15Cheers, bud.
29:16It's all right.
29:18Appreciate you.
29:19Go get her.
29:20Have you heard from your brother?
29:31Yeah.
29:31Mm-hmm.
29:32He wants me to go home.
29:34What's your choice, Alston?
29:38Now, I'm sure Peter loves you, but you said it yourself.
29:41He's got to live his life.
29:43Because if you do go back there, he's going to feel like he needs to look after you, isn't he?
29:47Well, how's he going to do that when he's in the army?
29:54I don't know.
29:57Like, we always looked out for each other, but now, I mean, it's not like this is my long-term plan.
30:03I love it, but I don't even know anybody here.
30:07You're the first friend I've made, and you're going back to Australia.
30:09You're the greatest country I've ever been.
30:11You're beautiful when you do that.
30:20You should smile just like that on our wedding day.
30:28You barely know him, eh?
30:30I know you.
30:32You're just like me.
30:33You traveled over here on your own, looking to see the world.
30:38You're fun, Alston Connor.
30:41Hey there, you with your sighted face, you're all in my place, you're little.
30:51Jesus Christ.
30:54I've been thinking, hear me out.
30:58My parents are really well connected.
31:01My dad's got me this internship at this hospital in Sydney.
31:04Well, I reckon he could get you something, and you would love Australia.
31:08I'd look after you there.
31:10Like, it is pretty far from Sheffield, but it would be a great adventure.
31:16I don't know.
31:17It feels cute.
31:19Yeah, and what about who's that woman you've been writing to?
31:21Is it Sheila?
31:23Yeah, wouldn't it be good to see her?
31:24Yeah.
31:24Wouldn't it be good to see her?
31:26I could get you.
31:34Yeah.
31:34I love you.
32:34Oh, so I'm delighted to hear from you.
32:42Are you in Ireland?
32:44Is that how about, do you, eh?
32:46Travelling already?
32:47Yeah, I guess I got the bug.
32:50That's why I'm ringing, really.
32:51I've...
32:52Well, I've met somebody.
32:55And he's Australian.
32:56And he's suggested...
32:58No.
33:00Are you coming out here?
33:02Would that be weird?
33:03Weird?
33:03Look, I'm getting the spare room ready as we speak.
33:14It was just one night.
33:16I was drunk and really upset about us.
33:20And this work colleague of yours, he offered you his penis to cry on, didn't he?
33:23It's not quite the same, is it?
33:25No, it's not the same, Cass.
33:26I made a mistake.
33:27I didn't try to hardly wait around the world to meet an ex that you've never told me about.
33:32A woman that you've seemingly not been able to get over for the past 20-odd fucking years.
33:41Well, look, I'm sorry.
33:44I think we just need to face up to it.
33:48We've grown apart, Dan.
33:51I don't know, I guess when Alex was there, he was something that we were both focusing on.
33:55But now, who are we?
33:57I mean, when was the last time we even had sex?
34:01I don't mean plain vanilla lights off sex.
34:04I mean actual, proper fucker.
34:07That's why you went with him, was it?
34:08Proper lusty fucking sex.
34:10Oh, Jesus Christ.
34:22Come on.
34:23I'm sorry.
34:24I don't want it to be like this.
34:27Okay?
34:33I know you, Dan.
34:34I'm not letting you use this as your get-up clause.
34:40You're not as angry as you're acting.
34:43You're at it somewhere else.
34:48It's on her.
34:53Look, it doesn't matter who's done what, who's right or wrong.
34:56I wanted something different, too.
35:02That's why I suggested the States.
35:04That's why I...
35:07did what I did.
35:11If we'd been happy, it would never even have entered my mind.
35:16But I meant something to you when you went to Australia.
35:21And that's just facts.
35:23So, what are you saying?
35:33I think you know what I'm saying.
35:41I love you, Dan.
35:44I know you love me, too, but...
35:48We're not in love anymore.
35:50I'm not saying it doesn't hurt.
36:00But we don't have to settle for this.
36:05Yeah, it's just...
36:07I think I'm just...
36:09You know, I just don't want to lose you, Kat.
36:12You know, and I don't want to lose Alex.
36:14And, you know, I don't want to lose my life.
36:16No, you don't want to lose your mind.
36:19Sorry.
36:20Oh, my God.
36:25We're family.
36:29I can't.
36:31Yeah.
36:35We always agreed we would be on the same team.
36:39We'd make plans together.
36:41You know, decide things together.
36:43You agreed.
36:44You made the decisions.
36:46You just let me think I was making them, too.
36:50Excuse me?
36:52It's about control.
36:54I see that now.
36:56What are you talking about?
36:59Michael has a way of doing things where he talks to you as though you're already on the same page.
37:03Like, recently I said I had to talk to him about something important, and he ambushed me with champagne and crudités so I'd be on the back foot.
37:12Sorry, I forgot.
37:13My wife doesn't like romance.
37:14He's a wing clipper.
37:16He shuts me down.
37:17Are you kidding me?
37:18I practically had to beg you to come here for a second session so that we could talk.
37:22If anything, you're shutting me down.
37:24Michael doesn't make me do anything.
37:27And yet I always seem to end up doing exactly as he pleases.
37:31Like with Sheffield, for instance, I should have gone back to resolve things, but he was too afraid that he'd lose me.
37:36How do you come out with the stupidest things sometimes?
37:39Maybe we need to take a short break.
37:41I'm sorry.
37:42This was his idea.
37:44I should have been honest from the start.
37:53I need a break from this marriage.
37:56I'm done.
37:58Why don't you just be honest with us, Alison?
38:00This isn't about me.
38:02It's the old boyfriend.
38:05The one you fucked.
38:06The last time you abandoned your family.
38:11Fuck off, Michael.
38:30Peter.
38:48Peter.
38:50Hey, as is...
38:53Come here.
38:54Let me look at you.
39:06I bet you miss home comforts like this, eh?
39:18Oh, well.
39:19Sheila's always getting stuff sent over, thank you.
39:21She loves serving me heart attacks on a plate.
39:24Of course.
39:26Sheila, how is she?
39:28Well, she's good.
39:31She's, um, cooky as anything, but she was asking after you, actually.
39:39I can't believe it.
39:41Three whole weeks.
39:43Well, some of it in London.
39:46Oh, well, we'll come down and see you if you like.
39:48Won't we, Peter?
39:49I'd love that.
39:50Yeah.
39:52Are you two okay if I nip out to work?
39:55Oh, yeah.
39:56Yeah, we'll be fine.
39:57We'll be love.
39:57Yeah, of course.
39:58Lovely to meet you, Alison.
39:59Oh, you too.
40:01Oh.
40:03Peter's always talking about you.
40:05I feel like I know you already.
40:06Oh, why?
40:07I can see how happy you both are.
40:09And I really hope that I get to know you more.
40:11Yeah, of course.
40:14See you later.
40:16Take care.
40:17Yeah, you too.
40:18Peter, he's lovely.
40:27Bye, he's the best.
40:36Can't believe he is in uni now.
40:38Ah, yes.
40:40And Stella's almost ready to leave the nest.
40:42You did well with them girls.
40:54Well, see, yeah, she's never been any trouble.
40:58But Stella, she's, um...
41:01Well, Stella's Stella.
41:03She's not without her problems.
41:04We all are them.
41:15Peter, I'm sorry.
41:17I'm sorry.
41:18My God, what do you have to be sorry for?
41:23There shouldn't be more of a living.
41:25No.
41:26Oh, I wish...
41:27I wish I had made you feel more welcome to come and visit.
41:31I wish I'd...
41:33I dealt with things differently back then.
41:36You're here now, Alan.
41:37That's all that matters.
41:44What happened?
41:48I'm...
41:48to bring this all on now.
41:50I don't know.
42:00It's, um...
42:02It's been building
42:03this tension between Michael and I.
42:09And then...
42:12Well, I had, um...
42:14had a blast from the past.
42:16And...
42:19And it shook me.
42:22What was a blast from the past?
42:26I just...
42:27Just somebody I used to know.
42:32Wouldn't be called Daniel, would he?
42:37What makes you say that?
42:42Took him a long time to get over you.
42:46And I figured...
42:49Went looking for you that first time.
42:53He'd try again.
42:55What do you mean the first time?
43:01He was broken out of us.
43:04And I told him he'd gone.
43:08The next thing I heard, he booked a ticket to Dublin and...
43:12He was there for a few days.
43:14He'd come back without you, and...
43:17And you never mentioned that for...
43:21I don't know, I just...
43:23I wonder...
43:29If he ever really got over you.
43:31He followed me.
43:36He never even replied to the letters.
43:38He never said anything.
43:44He was a good life.
43:48It's rare to love somebody that much so young.
44:01Do you mind if I pop out for a little bit?
44:02Not at all.
44:03I'll be back.
44:04I'll still be here.
44:05I'll still be here.
44:10Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me.
44:16Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee.
44:21If misery walked.
44:28Just...
44:29It skips a break, man.
44:31Your marriage is over.
44:32Cry me a river.
44:33Cry you a river?
44:34What, you been taking counsel at Lessons or something?
44:37It's been coming, son.
44:38That's all I'm saying.
44:39It's no surprise, is it?
44:40I love your country, don't get me wrong.
44:46That you were never really the one.
44:49Bloody hell, it's like everybody knows more about me life than I do.
44:58Dad, can I ask you something?
44:59Hmm?
45:03Did you know about the letters that Alison wrote back then?
45:09And my mum chucked him in the bin before I could see him.
45:16No, I did not.
45:17Your mum's a wonder, son.
45:24But she is prone to acting before she thinks.
45:29What can I say?
45:31She didn't know I offered you alone to go to Ireland.
45:34It's a long time ago, put it behind you.
45:41Seems like there's some things you can't move on from.
45:48You know what my biggest regret is?
45:53Is that I just didn't fight for her.
45:59Alison, I mean.
46:01Yeah.
46:03She had such a hard life, and nobody fought for her.
46:12You're looking down the barrel of a divorce
46:14and still thinking about your first love.
46:17I should be telling you something.
46:21Yeah, well, she's married now, isn't she?
46:24Happily.
46:27I mean, to be honest, if her rights were...
46:32Anyway, it's too soon for all that.
46:34I need time to, you know...
46:36Be miserable?
46:37Yes, Dad, be miserable. Thank you.
46:43Anyway, how drunk are you?
46:44Not drunk enough.
46:46Come on.
46:48Let's go to a pub.
46:50You can pine for the love of your life
46:52with a proper pint in front of you.
46:53You can't get anything from here.
46:57I can't get anything from here.
47:01I've got nothing from here.
47:02Sorry, Mom.
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48:42Hello, Mrs. O'Toole.
48:46Alison.
48:52Will you best come in?
48:57Is tea okay, Alison?
49:07Yeah.
49:08Thanks.
49:11You've changed your hair.
49:13Yeah.
49:14Obviously the sun suits you.
49:16Oh, well.
49:16Took me a few years to adjust.
49:18You sound like one of them and all, don't you?
49:23Shall I pour it for you?
49:25Oh, yeah.
49:25Thanks.
49:32So, um, you're just, uh, back to promote your book?
49:37Yes.
49:38Milk?
49:39Please.
49:40Tell me when.
49:42Oh, that's perfect.
49:43Sugar.
49:44Yeah.
49:44And you're married?
49:51I am.
49:52I am.
49:53You've got kids?
49:54I have two.
49:55I have two girls.
49:56Oh.
49:56Yeah.
49:57Been busy.
49:57I have been busy, yeah.
49:59It is crazy you remember it now with Daniel after all this time.
50:11Well, he meant a lot to me.
50:16You were so young.
50:20How old were you and Bill when you got together?
50:23Well, that were different times, wouldn't it?
50:31Just deaf kids.
50:38I'm staying with my brother, Peter.
50:40How?
50:41He told me that, uh, Daniel came looking for me after I had left.
50:45I think when, you know, when you have kids, you just, you want to do anything to protect them.
51:09You want them to have the, the very best of things.
51:28Can I just say, Alison, I am so very sorry.
51:35I am about all of it.
51:46There were problems back then.
51:51You were being a good mom.
52:00But I'd very much like to talk to Daniel now.
52:05Just saying, I know things, son.
52:23I know, Dad.
52:24You're always just saying.
52:26You have one shot at life.
52:27Yeah, okay, yeah.
52:28Let me finish.
52:29You pay made a mess of things when you were kids.
52:33I'm not saying either of you wasted your life.
52:37You made the best of it.
52:38But it hasn't worked out.
52:41Oh, well, thanks for that, Dad.
52:44You're not kids anymore, that's what I mean.
52:48It's like my pigeons.
52:50We all make our way home eventually.
52:52Holly, it's just taken you longer.
53:00She's your home, son.
53:02Hiya.
53:20Hey, I was just going to say, I booked someone for dinner.
53:25We can eat dinner if you need a bit more time.
53:26Oh, yeah, that'd be great.
53:30Um, I just have something to do first, or not.
53:37I can't decide.
53:39Where are you?
53:41I'm standing out in front of a pub,
53:45deliberating whether I'm not to go in.
53:47Oh, huh.
53:48You know, if you're off to drink,
53:49it's not a good idea to go to a pub.
53:51Oh, Christ, no, I'm not.
53:54I'm not like our mum.
53:57No, that's just, uh,
53:59somebody inside I want to talk to.
54:02Somebody?
54:06Daniel.
54:08Ah, I don't want you going, then.
54:12Because I think he might be with his wife.
54:14And I've got no way to check,
54:17because he, uh,
54:19ah, I think he blocks my phone number.
54:22All right.
54:24There's a lot to unpack there.
54:26Can I give you some advice?
54:28Yeah, I wish you would.
54:32Life's too short, I have regrets.
54:35And love is worth fighting for.
54:37Ha.
54:38You old poet.
54:40Don't mind, boy.
54:43My love.
54:43Oh, my God.
55:13Oh, my God.
55:16I don't know.
55:17Oh, my God.
55:18No, my God.
55:18That's all right.
55:19Oh, my God.
55:20Oh, my God.
55:20Oh, my God.
55:21Oh, my God.
55:23Oh, my God.
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