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The Chi 2018 Season 7 Episode 11
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00:00Previously on The Chi.
00:06Hey, Taster.
00:07You can call me Zeke.
00:08Oh, I can't call you Zeke anymore.
00:10Oh, that's the old me.
00:12I miss the old you.
00:13I miss you.
00:15Can we at least be friends?
00:17I don't know.
00:19Hey, um, you mind if I maybe cook you dinner sometime?
00:23You can take me to dinner.
00:26It feels like you want a child, so a part of you lives on if you were to die.
00:30That's not a good reason to have a kid.
00:33Who says I even need a reason?
00:34I do.
00:35We're not going to resolve this in one session.
00:38Man, what the fuck?
00:39Hey, bro, chill.
00:40I forgot to tell you, it's my cousin Keith.
00:43He just got out.
00:44This is rare.
00:45She's going to be staying here while he gets back on his feet.
00:47Street niggas always think somebody following them, even when they not.
00:51I need to know if he's still hitting up ATMs so I can catch him in the act.
00:54Hey, man, whoever you got watching Reg needs to back up.
00:57Give me some info.
00:57Hey, man, I'm working on it.
00:59Work faster.
01:00I don't like rats.
01:01You like being alive?
01:05Don't get us killed fucking with Reg.
01:07I know you know who killed my son.
01:27And if you don't tell me who did it, I'm going to kill you and bury your body in my backyard.
01:32It was Zane.
01:40I swear, you saw Zane.
01:45Did you rob?
01:48No.
01:49Then how can you be so sure?
01:51You told me that's what happened.
01:53And I believe him.
01:54And you're sure it wasn't Nuck?
01:56Yes, I'm sure.
01:58Why do you believe him?
02:00Because I know him.
02:02Are you willing to die for him?
02:08Oh.
02:11You're loyal to him.
02:15I'm loyal to myself.
02:17What's up?
02:39If I'd hit that juror store, I'd be locked up right now.
02:45Good thing you didn't.
02:47Somebody tried to set me up.
02:53See, I'll everybody to come through.
02:56I need to look some niggas in the eye.
03:01You gave me bad intel.
03:03He said that's what he heard.
03:04Who is giving you information?
03:05I'm not telling you that.
03:08You fucking up.
03:09I'm not the only one.
03:11Reg, you know you got eyes on me.
03:15That's not my fault.
03:17I ain't been here in a while.
03:29You lucky to be here now.
03:32Thanks for letting me come through.
03:33What's wrong?
03:40Alicia knows I know a kid Rob.
03:42I heard it was they.
03:44It wasn't?
03:46I can't say.
03:47Why not?
03:47I just can't.
03:48You choosing the streets over me again.
03:50That night?
03:51I didn't have a choice.
03:52Yes, you did.
03:54I thought you came over here because you wanted to talk.
03:56I can't tell you certain things.
03:57Then why involve me in the first place?
03:59That's why we aren't together now.
04:00You always hiding things from me.
04:02You right.
04:03Okay, Lene, you right.
04:04But if I tell you, you can't say shit.
04:11No.
04:12Nook killed Rob.
04:14Are you serious?
04:16You knew that and still took that lady's money?
04:18When I seen him, he was already dead.
04:20Oh, my God.
04:21I saw his dead body.
04:22I panicked and I threw up.
04:24Jesus.
04:25And then Nook told me to get in the front.
04:28It's like I had been promoted.
04:31Nook made me his right hand that night.
04:34This is fucked up.
04:35I know.
04:36You got to tell Alicia the truth.
04:38I can't.
04:39And who going to tell Tiff?
04:40Not you.
04:44Look.
04:47If Alicia finds out, she'll kill him.
04:51You need to leave Nook alone and focus on yourself.
04:54I hear you.
04:57I hope so.
05:01Just promise me you won't say nothing to nobody.
05:09I promise.
05:24I see this going far past stars and shit.
05:30Resemblance and thought feelings.
05:31I feel it's killing this shit.
05:32I had to write it down.
05:34Fumble in the sand.
05:35Can't keep it in.
05:38Damien!
05:39Oh, shit.
05:40What the fuck?
05:41What was that?
05:42She's my brother's baby mama.
05:44Why is the door locked?
05:46Damien!
05:47Get under the bed.
05:49What?
05:50What are you doing in there?
05:51I was supposed to pick up Ronnie from daycare and I totally forgot.
05:53So if she catches you in here, she's going to keep me out and I'll be homeless again.
05:56You owe me.
05:57Whatever you want.
05:57He was the only kid left.
06:10He was crying his eyes out because his uncle forgot to pick him up.
06:13I'm sorry, buddy.
06:14You okay?
06:15If you say you're going to do something, you need to do it.
06:17You got to be more responsible.
06:19Great.
06:20I'll do better.
06:21Now, who are you talking to?
06:23Oh, nobody.
06:25I heard another voice.
06:27Ain't nobody in here.
06:28Oh, my God.
06:29What are you doing?
06:40And your name is?
06:42Zuri.
06:45Nice to meet you.
06:49You can come out now.
06:51I'll give y'all some privacy.
07:01We got Smokey's if you hungry.
07:03I am.
07:05Of course.
07:07What's your son's name?
07:08Ronnie.
07:09He's adorable.
07:12So you want to be co-pastor?
07:23I think I've earned it.
07:25Just because you helped me with a scandal doesn't mean you get to own half my church.
07:30I was the first person to believe in you.
07:31Carolyn was the first person to believe in me.
07:34And then she cheated on you because I was never home.
07:36But no matter what you were going through, I stood by you.
07:40I know.
07:42Look, I'm not trying to take over half your church.
07:44I just want to know that all the time I'm putting in will be rewarded.
07:49We're turning over a new leaf and getting back to our humble beginnings.
07:53Okay.
07:54If you're willing to do the work, it'll be worth it.
07:58That's all I needed to hear.
08:02Now I need something from you.
08:04Anything.
08:05When are you going to find a wife?
08:07Come on now, pastor.
08:08I'm loyal to God and only God.
08:10Nobody likes a single pastor.
08:12When I find that godly woman.
08:16You come across so many women like that.
08:18You can't find one.
08:20I guess I'm just looking for the right one.
08:22You're looking for perfection on purpose.
08:26I can have high standards.
08:28They're impossible.
08:31You're going to use that excuse until the day you die
08:34because you want to keep doing what you're doing.
08:35And what's that?
08:37Spreading them wide and hitting them hard.
08:39You're one to talk?
08:40That's how I know.
08:43Come on, Charles.
08:46This time,
08:48you can't force me to get married.
08:52Of course not.
08:53But I could ask you to slow down
08:56and pay attention to who you spend your time with.
09:03Okay.
09:04I can do that.
09:06My man.
09:08We need to set some ground rules
09:09if you're going to be staying with us.
09:11I understand.
09:12Should have did this with your ass
09:13when you first moved in.
09:14Look, I'm sorry about today.
09:16Did you really tell her to get under the bed?
09:18I didn't know what else to do.
09:21DNA is crazy.
09:22For real.
09:23Look, bro, you can't be having random women in our bed.
09:26She's not random.
09:27Random or not,
09:27you got to tell us if you got company.
09:29And if you decide to pick up Ronnie from daycare,
09:31you can't forget.
09:32I know.
09:33My bad.
09:33And if you finish some juices or chips
09:35or anything you didn't pay for,
09:36please replace it.
09:37And no gambling.
09:39If we catch you gambling again, you out.
09:43I know.
09:54Did you get a second opinion?
09:57I don't need one.
09:58So you're not going to do chemo or radiation?
10:00That won't help now.
10:01I'm not going through that again.
10:04It's horrible.
10:05What about something more holistic?
10:07I heard a raw vegan diet helps.
10:09Ladies, I've been down this rabbit hole.
10:13I'm at acceptance now.
10:17So what do you need from us?
10:20I need y'all to be strong.
10:23Tasty for him, eh?
10:25We will.
10:26We will.
10:27I need to know that you're going to be okay.
10:29We will be.
10:36Tomorrow is not promised.
10:40Cherish every day.
10:44So, you two decided to not have children.
10:47That was quite a compromise, but you got through it.
10:50Well, yeah, now we got some other things to get through.
10:52Hmm.
10:52We disagree on a lot.
10:54Like what?
10:55Like, I believe in a share bank account.
10:59I don't.
11:00Having a bank account that's joint is common, but some people like keeping it separate.
11:06Yeah, I'm not used to sharing my finances with somebody.
11:09We have to start moving as one.
11:12I like doing things my way.
11:15She won't allow me to be the man in this relationship.
11:17I'm my own woman.
11:19A husband needs to lead his house.
11:22Let's get to the root of this.
11:24Is there something specific that happened that made you come to this conclusion?
11:28I found her using a toy.
11:31And that made you feel the way?
11:33Yeah.
11:34Why she need that if she get me?
11:36Everything isn't always about you.
11:38I loved me before I met you.
11:40I will say, it is perfectly natural to pleasure yourself even in marriage.
11:45But, Dom, I'm also hearing Jamal is saying that he feels like he can't be the man in most aspects of the relationship.
11:54Do you know how that can make a man feel?
11:56Insignificant.
11:57That puts things in perspective.
12:00And, Jamal, I'm hearing Dom still needs her space to be her own person.
12:08I get that.
12:10Do you need more from me?
12:12There's things we could try.
12:14But, honestly, I still need solo time.
12:19Marriage will not work if it's lopsided.
12:21It's give and take.
12:24You're in this together.
12:26I can work on it.
12:28We both can.
12:30Well, let's table this for our next discussion.
12:33And I'm hoping to hear about your progress.
12:43I smell the red.
12:56Me, too.
12:59It could be your ass.
13:01Fuck you.
13:02I ain't no snake, nigga.
13:04Fuck you.
13:04Hey, watch your mouth.
13:06That's my cousin.
13:07Man, everybody shut the fuck up.
13:13Whoever lied, gonna die.
13:14What was you at?
13:24Chilling with Shire.
13:26That's Triggs, homie, who works for Alicia.
13:29Hmm.
13:30You saying anything about me?
13:33Hell no.
13:34And why y'all niggas ain't locked up?
13:48They said they wasn't looking for us.
13:51They let us go.
13:53That's because they was hoping one of y'all was me.
13:55And, uh, what was y'all?
14:08I made dinner and we went to bed.
14:20You know something, don't you?
14:22I don't know shit.
14:23Rich, Rich, chill.
14:26Man, one of y'all did that shit.
14:27And when I find out who did,
14:30I'm gonna kill you.
14:36Everybody get the fuck out.
14:38Nigga, I live here.
14:39Anybody that don't live here,
14:41get the fuck out!
14:53Where you going?
14:55So work?
14:58Babe, you like your job?
15:00No, I hate it.
15:03So why don't you come work with me?
15:05I'm not trying to be the queen to your slim.
15:07Ain't nobody trying to die.
15:10I'm trying to make some money.
15:11I'm not trying to go to jail for you.
15:13I just need you to be my lookout.
15:15While you do what?
15:16Knock over else.
15:17Your people just got caught
15:18doing the same shit.
15:20That's why I ain't asked
15:20none of their ass for help.
15:22I can't trust them.
15:24But I know I can trust you.
15:27I'm not robbing no house with you.
15:29I just need you to be a lookout.
15:35Don't be scared.
15:41I'm not.
15:42I hate this.
16:12The waiting is torture.
16:16I can't take it.
16:20Cherish the time you have now.
16:22Well, it's not easy to do.
16:26If I could get back that time
16:28I had with Harold,
16:29I would have celebrated him more.
16:33I was just so down and out,
16:35I forgot to talk about the good times.
16:39How do you do that
16:40without getting depressed?
16:45You should throw her a living funeral.
16:47A what?
16:48It's a funeral,
16:49but the person is still here
16:51to receive all the beautiful goodbyes
16:53before they transition.
16:55Yeah, I think I heard about
16:57something like that before.
16:59Mm-hmm.
17:00They're becoming more popular.
17:03How would I go about
17:04putting something together like that?
17:07You keep it intimate.
17:10Simple.
17:12We make it a celebration.
17:13Okay.
17:18Thanks.
17:18Mm-hmm.
17:28So,
17:29you want me to
17:32attend my own funeral?
17:33It's not a funeral.
17:37It's more like a
17:38celebration of life.
17:46Okay.
17:48I like that.
17:50You do?
17:51Funerals can be depressing,
17:56but this sounds
17:58different.
18:01Let's make it special.
18:05No sad shit.
18:07You got it.
18:13Oh, no.
18:14Oh, no.
18:15I'm sorry.
18:16I'm making Charles
18:25co-pastor.
18:27Are you ready for that?
18:29What do you mean
18:29am I ready for it?
18:31You don't like
18:32sharing the throne.
18:35I need to spend
18:37more time
18:38with my family.
18:41Oh, I'm glad
18:43you see that now.
18:46I'm sorry
18:46I didn't see you sooner.
19:10Angie?
19:11Charles?
19:13Wow, how long has it been?
19:14It's been a while.
19:16God, you are still
19:18as beautiful as ever.
19:20Yes, she is.
19:22This is my husband,
19:23Hannibal.
19:24Brother Hannibal,
19:25the church welcomes you
19:26with open arms.
19:27I see how you was
19:28welcoming my wife
19:29with your arms.
19:30Me and Charles
19:31grew up in the same
19:31church together.
19:32He used to date my sister.
19:33Angie never let me
19:34hear the end of this.
19:35Because you were a player
19:37and I had to protect her.
19:39Okay, here we go.
19:40Now, how's she doing?
19:41She's still a mess,
19:42but she's trying
19:43to get it together.
19:44Man, to this day,
19:46I feel like she's
19:46the one that got away.
19:48I'm sure she'd love
19:49to hear from you.
19:49No, no.
19:51I'm blocked.
19:52No.
19:52Block?
19:53Damn, Pastor,
19:53what'd you do to her?
19:54Don't be cussing at church.
19:56Admittingly,
19:57I was a mess too,
19:58but I'm a changed man now,
20:00so I hope so.
20:02Okay.
20:02Okay.
20:02So, yeah,
20:09I need you to say
20:10some nice words
20:11about your mom.
20:14You want me to give
20:15a speech?
20:16Yeah.
20:17Share a loving memory
20:18and speak from the heart.
20:21Don't you think
20:22us throwing her a funeral
20:23while she's still here
20:23is kind of weird?
20:24No.
20:25I want you to know
20:27how much she's loved
20:28while she's still
20:29around the head.
20:31Where did you get
20:32this idea from?
20:33A new friend of mine.
20:35Who?
20:36This woman I met
20:37while attending
20:38my support group.
20:39You already talking
20:40to somebody new?
20:41Boy, if you don't
20:42shut up,
20:44her husband went
20:45through the same thing
20:45your mama going through.
20:47She's been very supportive.
20:50Everybody.
20:52Man, I ain't got time
20:53to be thinking
20:54about no other woman
20:55when the woman I love
20:57is suffering
20:59every day.
21:01Emmett, this is hard.
21:03And I really appreciate
21:04it if you help me
21:05do this
21:06for your mother.
21:14Fine.
21:17Thanks.
21:19Oh.
21:21And tell Keisha
21:22to make some
21:22of that special cheese
21:23dip.
21:24Hey, everybody
21:24like that.
21:25Oh.
21:26Nah, I'm cool.
21:39What's wrong with you?
21:42Nothing.
21:45Don't lie to me.
21:45I feel like somebody
21:53gonna kill me.
21:55Who?
22:02Alicia.
22:03Why you think that?
22:04cuz.
22:06I think she knows
22:09I know you killed
22:10her son.
22:11Now why would
22:12she think that?
22:13Cuz.
22:14She know I was there.
22:16How the fuck
22:16does she know that?
22:17I threw up
22:18in front of the house.
22:20You little bitch,
22:21you know that?
22:23You ain't fit
22:23to be my number two.
22:26I ain't want to be
22:27your number two
22:27in the first place.
22:29You ain't got
22:29a fucking choice.
22:30I know this isn't
22:33as nice as
22:33your old church.
22:35It's better.
22:36It's been lived in.
22:38It has soul.
22:40It welcomes you.
22:42My pops always
22:43said he wanted
22:43folks to feel
22:44welcome in
22:44God's house.
22:47You know,
22:47I'm not gonna
22:48get up here
22:49and try to
22:50replace your dad.
22:51The congregation
22:52don't know that.
22:53They just
22:54see you as
22:55the
22:55rich pastor
22:57who fell from grace
22:58and is using
22:58my dad's church
22:59to recover.
22:59They don't know
23:00my story.
23:01I didn't fall
23:02from grace.
23:02I fell into it.
23:04People need
23:04to hear that.
23:05How do I get
23:06folks to listen?
23:08Come on,
23:09Papa's pulpit.
23:10You can
23:10reintroduce yourself.
23:12All right.
23:14Honestly,
23:15I used to pray
23:15for times like this
23:16to rhyme like this.
23:18Dad, stop.
23:22Shit,
23:23I just meant to
23:24I know what you meant.
23:29I know what you meant.
23:36This is Reg's girlfriend.
23:37If you can help me get to her,
23:40I can get to Reg.
23:41I don't want him dead.
23:42I just need to bring him in.
23:45You can go places I can't.
23:47Reg knows me.
23:48I've been chasing him
23:49for years.
23:50Why me?
23:51Because this is what
23:52you and I both want.
23:54I want rich and not dead.
23:57I want my son back.
23:59So do I.
24:01I can't bring your son back,
24:03but I can deliver his true killer to your doorstep.
24:06I don't need you for that.
24:10You want to get away with it, you do.
24:14I know how to kill someone and get away with it.
24:21Everybody likes insurance.
24:23I don't know how to kill someone.
24:28So how do you know Nook?
24:30He's in my pocket right now.
24:32What do you have him doing?
24:33I thought he could help me get the rich.
24:35No luck.
24:37You got a bad tip.
24:38From who?
24:39He wouldn't say.
24:41Mm-hmm.
24:44What's his girl's name?
24:46Candace.
24:47She works at a mobile store.
24:50All I need you to do is pull up,
24:52Charmer.
24:54See if you can get some info that won't send us on a wild goose chase.
25:00I can do that.
25:02And remember, she can't know who you are.
25:04You have to give her a fake name.
25:05I'm not new at this, Detective.
25:11You see here, we leveled up and got a larger floor hood.
25:26Okay.
25:32And over here, we got a brand new incubation tent.
25:34Damn, you ain't fucking around.
25:37I see you ready to scale up.
25:39I've been ready.
25:43The mob can help you with distribution.
25:47I don't know about that.
25:49Why?
25:49Because Alicia was the one that invested in my growth space and let me live in her house.
25:54And?
25:55And she don't fuck with you.
25:57She don't got to know.
26:00I think about it.
26:04What if I make it right with Alicia?
26:07And we got a deal?
26:09Hell yeah.
26:10Yeah?
26:11Yeah.
26:11All right.
26:24I'd rather join a church.
26:26I'm good on both.
26:29I don't want to be a hero.
26:31Not all heroes carry machine guns.
26:34Huh?
26:36There's a war going on right now in our own backyard.
26:38But joining the military does make life easier.
26:43For who, though?
26:44I mean, it's better than student loans.
26:46Uh-huh.
26:47But that's where scholarships come in.
26:48See?
26:50Alicia pool, Mom.
26:53When?
26:54I was going to tell you.
26:56All right.
26:57I'll talk to her.
26:58Man, no.
26:59I need to focus on my book anyway.
27:01Yeah, you do.
27:03But someone needs to be a voice for guys like you.
27:06You're not a monster.
27:07The cards have been stacked against you
27:08since before you were born.
27:10Society would rather see you locked up
27:12than in my classroom.
27:13That's why I fight so hard to keep you there.
27:15And that's why I stay in church.
27:18Okay.
27:19But don't hide out in the church too long, huh?
27:22I won't.
27:23All right.
27:25Listen, whether you're making clothes for your friends
27:27or praying for them or writing about them,
27:30one thing is true.
27:32Your friends need you.
27:34So does this city.
27:35You give it its identity.
27:40For better or for worse.
27:44What brings you to the house of the Lord?
27:47Give me some guidance in my marriage.
27:49Wow.
27:50Well, you come to the right place for guidance.
27:52I don't know if I'm the right person for marriage advice.
27:55Maybe you sell some more credit.
27:57All right.
27:58I can see if I can help.
27:59It's very personal.
28:03Well, it's just between us and God.
28:07Well, I caught my wife using her toy.
28:13Okay.
28:18What's the problem?
28:19You done said.
28:21Did you join her?
28:24No, I got angry and shit.
28:26See, that was your mistake.
28:29Next time you see her doing that,
28:31join her.
28:33Have some fun.
28:33I did not expect you to say that.
28:36Look, in marriage,
28:37you can do anything and everything you want
28:39in that bedroom together.
28:40There's no shame.
28:41Just be on one accord.
28:47Thank you, Pastor.
28:48Yeah.
28:49Yeah.
28:50I like the new spot, man.
28:51Oh, yeah.
28:52Well, I hope to see you and your wife
28:53in church on Sunday.
28:54We'll be here.
28:55All right.
28:55All right.
28:55Where's all your stuff?
29:01I don't need a lot of stuff.
29:04I was expecting you to be more flashy.
29:06What do you like?
29:08Comfort.
29:09Quiet.
29:11Yeah, me too.
29:18If you had to define your life in one word,
29:20what would it be?
29:22Blessed.
29:23I'm not surprised by that answer.
29:24Everything's a blessing,
29:27even when it feels like a curse.
29:30What do you think contributed
29:31to your first divorce?
29:34With my first wife, Carolyn,
29:36I was a devoted pastor,
29:38but I wasn't a devoted husband.
29:40I stayed late at the church.
29:43I helped folks with their problems.
29:46Spent long weekends and holidays
29:49planning events.
29:50I was always raising money for something.
29:53Everything came before my family.
29:54How do you think that impacted your daughter?
29:58I think it had a huge impact on Kenya.
30:01She started looking for me and other men.
30:04She started running around with a bad crowd,
30:07and I couldn't get a hold of her the way I needed to.
30:10But y'all have been rebuilding.
30:13Absolutely.
30:13I think when she had Miles,
30:16she and I reconnected in a different way.
30:19I had to stop judging her and start listening to her.
30:23Now, what everybody really want to know
30:26is what happened with Tatiana.
30:29When I met her,
30:31I thought she was the answer to all my prayers.
30:35I thought I needed a wife to just sit next to me
30:40and be pretty and be pretty
30:42and not challenge a thing I said.
30:45But that turned out to be a mistake.
30:48Why?
30:51Because her being quiet
30:55didn't keep me from being unfaithful to her.
30:58Tatiana kept my secrets in exchange for her own.
31:03So y'all both had affairs?
31:06Her secrets aren't mine to tell,
31:08but she kept herself entertained
31:10while turning a blind eye
31:12to my inappropriate relationship with my secretary.
31:15And has that inappropriate relationship
31:18with your secretary come to an end?
31:20Yes.
31:21And is it true
31:23that you and your first wife have been reconciling?
31:26We're getting reacquainted.
31:29And she's a black woman.
31:31Yes.
31:32Yes, she is.
31:33Look, just making sure
31:35that the listeners know.
31:37Um,
31:39now would you say Carolyn is your first true love?
31:43I would.
31:45Have you always known that?
31:47Yes, but
31:48I wasn't ready for her
31:50when she came into my life.
31:53I mishandled her the first go around.
31:54But I'm wiser now.
31:57How so?
31:58I'm ready to be the man
32:00she always knew I could be.
32:03And Carolyn,
32:03if you give me another chance,
32:06I promise I will never
32:08abandon you again.
32:09I will never disappoint you.
32:12I will never forsake you.
32:14Wow.
32:16Well, thanks for coming to the altar, Pastor C.
32:18And thanks
32:19for keeping it real.
32:20This has been another episode
32:23of Papa's Pulpit.
32:24Please be sure to tune in next week
32:26and don't forget
32:27to pay your subscription fee.
32:29God bless.
32:32What's up?
32:33Appreciate you.
32:34That's a God to always preach it.
32:44Always, man.
32:46I ain't gonna lie.
32:48I like what he said, though.
32:50Me too.
32:53Hey, hey, hey.
32:54Huh?
32:54Who that?
32:56I don't know.
32:56Let's do it.
33:13Hey, I think we lost him.
33:16We should probably split up.
33:18You sure?
33:19Maybe I'm just paranoid.
33:21Hey.
33:22You good?
33:24Hi.
33:25Hi.
33:25Macari!
33:51Macari!
33:51Macari!
33:55Oh, shit.
34:08Oh, shit.
34:09Fuck!
34:10Somebody help me!
34:11Help!
34:12Can I help you with something?
34:31I think you can.
34:33Well, do you need a phone or a tablet?
34:35I haven't bought a phone in so long.
34:39My assistant usually handles this sort of thing.
34:42Do you have an assistant?
34:43Of course.
34:44I'm rich.
34:46Well, what do you do?
34:48That's a loaded question.
34:50Oh, I'm sorry.
34:51Do you want to learn?
34:53Learn what?
34:54How to be like me.
34:57And you gonna teach me?
34:58I love taking young women like you under my wing.
35:01You shouldn't have to wear that ill-fitting polo.
35:05Oh, and those horrible khakis.
35:08You need a big house.
35:10Luxury car.
35:11I don't want to go to Tulum.
35:13Have you been to Bora Bora?
35:16Where's that?
35:17Are you single?
35:23Why does that matter?
35:24Who you choose to be with determines how far you go in this life.
35:30I got a man.
35:31And is the relationship promising?
35:36I don't know yet.
35:40What's wrong?
35:42He runs the streets.
35:44That's all.
35:45I understand.
35:47You just be careful.
35:57Oh, I'm not in the market for a house.
36:00Girl, clearly.
36:03But, you know, call if you ever need anything, or if you want to talk, or feel like you're
36:12in danger.
36:13Why would I be in danger?
36:14If your boyfriend runs the streets, you're always in danger.
36:24Oh.
36:25I heard your dad and papa spoke, baby.
36:36You and me both.
36:37You good?
36:38I don't think I need him to talk about me, but I'm glad he's clear in the air.
36:43I bet it's weird having a parent a lot of people know.
36:46It's weird to have a parent that's a preacher.
36:48Oh, I bet.
36:49I see papa's glad you're back.
36:53I'm glad, too.
36:56Y'all better get back to work.
36:58I don't pay you to socialize.
36:59I don't pay you to socialize.
37:00So I know it's not fancy.
37:03I don't need steak and lobster.
37:05You sure?
37:06Yeah, I don't care about stuff like that.
37:08Where are you from?
37:09All the rich people I know are miserable.
37:10That's real.
37:11Plus, I wanted you to take me to your favorite spot.
37:15Well, this is it.
37:16And I like it.
37:17Unless we know a lot about you.
37:18Like what?
37:19Well, that you old school, and you like the simpler things in life.
37:36Exactly.
37:38Were you really worried that I wasn't gonna like it?
37:42Now, sometimes I just feel like I'm not—
37:45Now, sometimes I just feel like I'm not good enough for the women I date.
37:51What do you mean?
37:53I'm just tired of being a broke guy who just got out of prison and was still struggling to make ends meet.
38:02It's okay to be that guy.
38:05I used to try it.
38:09I am.
38:11You know, I make candles because I love it.
38:15Now, I know it's not gonna make me a lot of money, but it makes me happy.
38:20At the end of the day, that's really all that matters.
38:23Wait, so you're saying we can be broke together?
38:26Um, maybe we could try being happy together.
38:31I like that.
38:34I'm really glad we came.
38:39Me too.
38:39I love this idea.
38:53We gotta start giving folks their flowers while they can still smell them.
38:57Yeah.
38:58Still sad as hell, though.
39:00Dying shouldn't be something we fear.
39:02It should be something we embrace when the time comes.
39:06God's plan may be perplexing at times, but it's never wrong.
39:09All I know is, when I die, I just want folks to turn up and I want a solid gold casket.
39:16That's tacky.
39:18It's my feeling.
39:19I can do whatever I want.
39:20Hey, Nkeesh.
39:22Hit me with you?
39:23No, he's on the way.
39:24Better hurry and get here.
39:25My brother.
39:42Hey.
39:44It's a beautiful event, brother.
39:45Hey.
39:46Glad you can make it.
39:49Sorry I was late, man.
39:50I was actually on a date that went a lot better than I expected.
39:54Oh, shit.
39:57She special, man.
39:59Yeah, love.
40:00You got a good one, hold on to her.
40:03Never know how long you got, huh?
40:18Hey.
40:23Hey.
40:24I didn't know you were coming.
40:27Yeah, I had to come pay my respects.
40:30Oh, that means so much to me.
40:35Oh, babe.
40:37Yeah, I remember.
40:38How you doing, bro?
40:39Good to see you, bro.
40:40Good to see you.
40:40Glad I did.
40:43They got drinks over at the bar.
40:45Why would you embarrass me in Kenya like that on Papa's podcast?
40:54Are you crazy?
40:55Did you think that was cute?
40:56I was trying to be honest.
40:57I was trying to be honest.
41:00You can't be honest in private?
41:04I was just letting you know how I felt.
41:08You have my number.
41:10That's fair.
41:12But it's not just you I needed to come clean to.
41:14I needed to make sure everybody knows I'm doing things differently now.
41:20I'm aware of that.
41:22But I'm a private person.
41:25What are you saying?
41:26You don't want to try again?
41:27I just want our life to be our own.
41:30We're public servants.
41:31You are.
41:33We aren't.
41:37I hear you.
41:39I hope so.
41:48Hey.
41:50I know it's hard.
41:52But this has been really nice.
41:54Your mama's really feeling the love.
41:59Okay.
42:01Hey, everybody.
42:10Just want to thank you all for coming out.
42:14As you know, this has been a real difficult time for us.
42:18So, really appreciate you all showing up.
42:22Loving on my Jaga here.
42:24Means a lot to us.
42:26I love you, J.
42:29Really.
42:29All right, all right, all right.
42:32She said no sad shit.
42:33So, it's time for us to come up and show Jada how much she means to us.
42:39Share a happy memory or, you know, whatever words you want to share.
42:42Um, might as well start with her old-est friend.
42:49Tracy, why don't you come on up here?
42:51Tracy, why don't you come on up here?
42:51I've been fearin' it all
42:55Angels invented it all
43:01Didn't you?
43:05Energy falls
43:09You and I will love again
43:23On the other side
43:27With there no fear
43:30Looking in the sky
43:34Hey, everybody.
43:39Hey, Mom.
43:42When I, when I think about my mama
43:47I can't imagine
43:54A boy's first love is his mama
44:13You saw the best in me
44:16When I was at my worst
44:18You held on to me
44:19Till I could see myself
44:20As the man you raised
44:22And now I'm holdin' on to you
44:24No matter what happens
44:26I'ma hold on to the love you
44:28You poured into me
44:30And my family
44:33I'ma hold on to the wisdom
44:34That finally grew me up
44:36I'ma hold you in my heart
44:38Until I see you
44:43On the other side
44:44Good job, then
44:53All right, Jada
45:06There's something special
45:08That's who we wanted to do
45:09You know, oftentimes
45:11We don't get to give
45:13Our loved ones their flowers
45:14While they're still with us
45:15So
45:16Tonight
45:18You're gettin' yours
45:20Where your tears go
45:23Where your tears go
45:27Where your tears go
45:30Where your tears go
45:34Where your tears go
45:37Where your tears go
45:44Sorry I didn't finish my speech
45:50You didn't have to
45:52It's like I can't really
45:57Distill all my emotions
45:58And
45:58My short little speech, you know
46:01Sometimes words aren't enough
46:04Sorry
46:08I love you, Mom
46:14I am who I am because of you
46:17I'm so proud of you
46:23You've come a long way
46:27No, I want her to make you proud
46:33You made yourself proud
46:35That's what matters
46:37What am I gonna do without you?
46:39I want you, Nikisha
46:43And the babies to survive
46:46What are you talking about?
46:51It's too dangerous here
46:53I want y'all to leave Chicago
46:55Why, the city is all I know
47:00I miss me
47:01Who are you talking?
47:27My new mentor
47:29Who mentoring you?
47:31Some lady came into the shop today
47:33And said she wants to take me under her wing
47:35What you trying to do?
47:37Be like her
47:38What's she like?
47:41Royal
47:42Rich
47:44She don't need nothing from nobody
47:46And she even has an assistant
47:48What's her name?
47:51Terry
47:52She gave me a card
47:55I don't trust that shit
47:58You don't trust nobody
48:00I trust you
48:04Why?
48:08Because you know there ain't no monster
48:09I know you got a temper on you, though
48:12Niggas, be fucking with me
48:14No, you better not lose it on me
48:15I know that much
48:16I won't
48:19Done
48:25Okay
48:26Hey, what are you doing here?
48:30Ronnie started crying
48:31So he called me asking for help
48:33I came over and helped calm him down
48:36Was he having one of his episodes?
48:39Was a little cranky
48:40Because he couldn't have any more candy
48:41But I compromised and gave him some apple slices
48:44And he was good
48:46We got to playing and lost track of time
48:48Damn, did you clean up, Anne?
48:51I'm a little OCD
48:52I like to clean to calm my nerves
48:54Thank you
48:55You're doing so good
48:58Give me five
48:59Oh, yeah
49:01You're really good with him
49:04Thank you
49:05I love kids
49:07You do?
49:09Yeah, I actually used to babysit for this family
49:11But the dad made a pass at me
49:14So I had to quit
49:15We were just talking about getting a nanny
49:17Yeah, you ain't got to worry about me
49:19I'm reformed
49:19I could use the cash
49:21How much cash we talking?
49:22Let us discuss it
49:23We'll get back to you
49:25Okay
49:25Hey
49:27Hey
49:28Your brother's back
49:29How are you?
49:31We see you got some help with Ronnie
49:33Look, I'm sorry I didn't tell you
49:34Zeru was coming over
49:35I just couldn't get him to stop crying
49:36And I didn't want you to worry
49:38It's cool
49:41It is?
49:43This time
49:44You might be hiring your girls a new nanny
49:46You sure that's smart?
49:49You ain't crazy, right?
49:50No, I'm just a free spirit
49:53As long as you keep Ronnie alive
49:55And don't break my pockets
49:55You can be as free as you want to be
49:57I think that's it
50:00Wait, where's the other side?
50:09Hey
50:09Thank you for today
50:13Hey
50:13It's really beautiful
50:16Right there
50:17I want you to feel celebrated
50:20You know
50:20Well, you can still feel it
50:23After I go
50:25Hey, um, Jaden
50:27Come on, just listen
50:28I don't want you to be alone
50:32The rest of your life
50:33There's another love for you out there
50:37I want you to embrace it
50:40I can't imagine loving someone else
50:43The way I love you
50:45That was beautiful, huh?
51:11Hope people talk about me like that
51:14When I'm gone
51:14Me too
51:16Oh, shit
51:23What?
51:25My water just broke
51:26Oh, shit
51:28I'm a few weeks early
51:30No, no, no
51:31Don't worry
51:31I got you
51:32I'm not ready
51:33Look at me
51:35I'm going to get you to the hospital
51:37And everything's going to be all right
51:38You trust me?
51:48All right, son
51:49Keep the car on
51:51And I'll be in and out
51:52Come on
51:53I want to save you
52:00But I'm not gone
52:05Right now
52:06I want to save you
52:13But that's not my job
52:15I want to pick you up
52:20Above the ground
52:22And lift you higher
52:26I want to save you
52:30Yeah
52:31But I'm not gone
52:35I want to save you
52:41But I'm not gonna
52:45I would do anything
52:50Anything to heal you
52:53But I've realized
52:56That's not my job
52:58I want to save you
53:00I'm not gone
53:05As this past
53:07My neck will still be on my

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