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00:00Previously on The Chi.
00:06Hey, pastor.
00:07You can call me Zeke.
00:08Oh, I can't call you Zeke anymore.
00:10Oh, that's the old me.
00:12I miss the old you.
00:13I miss you.
00:15Can we at least be friends?
00:17I don't know.
00:18Hey, um, you mind if I maybe cook you dinner sometime?
00:23You can take me to dinner.
00:26It feels like you want a child,
00:28so a part of you lives on if you were to die.
00:30That's not a good reason to have a kid.
00:33Who says I even need a reason?
00:34I do.
00:35We're not going to resolve this in one session.
00:38Man, what the fuck?
00:39Hey, bro, chill.
00:40No shit.
00:41I forgot to tell you.
00:42This is my cousin Keith.
00:43He just got out.
00:44This is rare.
00:45She's going to be staying here while he gets back on his feet.
00:47Street niggas always think somebody following them,
00:50even when they not.
00:51I need to know if he's still hitting up ATMs
00:53so I can catch him in the act.
00:54Hey, man, whoever you got watching Reg is the backup.
00:57Give me some info.
00:57Hey, man, I'm working on it.
00:59Work faster.
01:00I don't like rats.
01:01You like being alive?
01:05Don't get us killed fucking with Reg.
01:07I know you know who killed my son.
01:27And if you don't tell me who did it,
01:29I'm going to kill you and bury your body in my backyard.
01:32It was Zane.
01:40I swear, you saw Zane.
01:45Did you rob?
01:48No.
01:49Then how can you be so sure?
01:51Look, Tommy, that's what happened.
01:53And I believe him.
01:54And you're sure it wasn't Nuck?
01:56Yes, I'm sure.
01:58Why do you believe him?
02:00Because I know him.
02:02Are you willing to die for him?
02:08Oh.
02:11You're loyal to him.
02:13I'm loyal to myself.
02:35What's up?
02:35If I'd hit that jury store,
02:42I'd be locked up right now.
02:45Good thing you didn't.
02:47Somebody tried to set me up.
02:53See, I'll help out here to come through.
02:56I need to look some niggas in the eye.
03:01You gave me bad intel.
03:03He said that's what he heard.
03:04Who is giving you information?
03:05I'm not telling you that.
03:08You're fucking up.
03:09I'm not the only one.
03:11Reyes, you know you got eyes on me.
03:15That's not my fault.
03:27I ain't been here in a while.
03:29You lucky to be here now.
03:31Thanks for letting me come through.
03:36What's wrong?
03:40Alicia knows I know a kid Rob.
03:42I heard it was they.
03:44It wasn't?
03:46I can't say.
03:47Why not?
03:47I just can't.
03:48You're choosing the streets over me again.
03:50That night?
03:51I ain't have a choice.
03:52Yes, you did.
03:54I thought you came over here because you wanted to talk.
03:56I can't tell you certain things.
03:57Then why involve me in the first place?
03:59That's why we aren't together now.
04:00You always hiding things from me.
04:02You right.
04:03Okay, Lene, you right.
04:05But if I tell you, you can't say shit.
04:08No, Nook killed Rob.
04:14Are you serious?
04:16You knew that and still took that lady's money?
04:18When I seen him, he was already dead.
04:20Oh, my God.
04:21I saw his dead body.
04:22I panicked and I threw up.
04:24Jesus.
04:25And then Nook told me to get in the front.
04:28It's like I had been promoted.
04:32Nook made me his right hand that night.
04:34This is fucked up.
04:35I know.
04:36You got to tell Alicia the truth.
04:38I can't.
04:39And who going to tell Tiff?
04:40Not you.
04:44Look.
04:47If Alicia finds out, she'll kill him.
04:51You need to leave Nook alone and focus on yourself.
04:54I hear you.
04:57I hope so.
05:01Just promise me you won't say nothing to nobody.
05:09I promise.
05:10I promise.
05:24I see this going far past stars and shit.
05:30Resemblance of thought feelings killing this shit.
05:32I had the right down.
05:34Fumbling to sin.
05:35Can't keep it.
05:38Damien!
05:39Oh, shit.
05:40What the fuck?
05:41What was that?
05:42She's my brother's baby mama.
05:44Why is the door locked?
05:46Damien!
05:47Get under the bed.
05:49What?
05:50What are you doing in there?
05:51I was supposed to pick up Ronnie from daycare, and I totally forgot.
05:53So if she catches you in here, she's going to kick me out, and I'll be homeless again.
05:56You owe me.
05:57Whatever you want.
06:07Hey.
06:08What's up?
06:09He was the only kid left.
06:10He was crying his eyes out because his uncle forgot to pick him up.
06:13I'm sorry, buddy.
06:14You okay?
06:15If you say you're going to do something, you need to do it.
06:17You got to be more responsible.
06:19Great.
06:19I'll do better.
06:22Now, who are you talking to?
06:24Nobody.
06:25I heard another voice.
06:27Ain't nobody in here.
06:28Oh, my God.
06:29What are you doing?
06:40And your name is?
06:43Suri.
06:45Nice to meet you.
06:46You can come out now.
06:56I'll give y'all some privacy.
07:01We got smokey's if you hungry.
07:03I am.
07:05Of course.
07:07What's your son's name?
07:08Ronnie.
07:08Ronnie.
07:09He's adorable.
07:12So, you want to be co-pastor?
07:23I think I've earned it.
07:25Just because you helped me with a scandal doesn't mean you get to own half my church.
07:30I was the first person to believe in you.
07:32Carolyn was the first person to believe in me.
07:34And then she cheated on you.
07:35Because I was never home.
07:36But no matter what you were going through, I stood by you.
07:40I know.
07:42Look, I'm not trying to take over half your church.
07:44I just want to know that all the time I'm putting in will be rewarded.
07:49We're turning over a new leaf and getting back to our humble beginnings.
07:53Okay.
07:53If you're willing to do the work, it'll be worth it.
07:59That's all I needed to hear.
08:02Now I need something from you.
08:04Anything.
08:05When are you going to find a wife?
08:07Come on now, pastor.
08:08I'm loyal to God and only God.
08:10Nobody likes a single pastor.
08:12When I find that godly woman.
08:16You come across so many women like that.
08:18You can't find one.
08:20I guess I'm just looking for the right one.
08:22When you're looking for perfection on purpose.
08:26I can have high standards.
08:28They're impossible.
08:31You're going to use that excuse until the day you die.
08:34Because you want to keep doing what you're doing.
08:35And what's that?
08:37Spreading them wide and hitting them hard.
08:39You sure want to talk?
08:40That's how I know.
08:43Come on, Charles.
08:46This time.
08:47You can't force me to get married.
08:52Of course not.
08:54But I could ask you to slow down and pay attention to who you spend your time with.
09:03Okay.
09:04I can do that.
09:04My man.
09:08We need to set some ground rules if you're going to be staying with us.
09:11I understand.
09:12Should have did this with your ass when you first moved in.
09:14Look, I'm sorry about today.
09:16Did you really tell her to get under the bed?
09:18I didn't know what else to do.
09:21DNA is crazy.
09:22For real.
09:23Look, bro, you can't be having random women in our bed.
09:26She's not random.
09:27Random or not, you got to tell us if you got company.
09:29And if you decide to pick up Ronnie from daycare, you can't forget.
09:32I know, my bad.
09:33And if you finish some juices or chips or anything you didn't pay for, please replace it.
09:37And no gambling.
09:39If we catch you gambling again, you out.
09:44I know.
09:54Did you get a second opinion?
09:57I don't need one.
09:58So you're not going to do chemo or radiation?
10:00That won't help now.
10:02I'm not going through that again.
10:04It's horrible.
10:05What about something more holistic?
10:07I heard a raw vegan diet helps.
10:09Ladies, I've been down this rabbit hole.
10:13I'm at acceptance now.
10:17So what do you need from us?
10:20I need y'all to be strong.
10:23It's actually for him, eh?
10:25We will.
10:26We will.
10:27I need to know that you're going to be okay.
10:30We will be.
10:36Tomorrow is not promised.
10:40Cherish every day.
10:41So, you two decided to not have children.
10:47That was quite a compromise, but you got through it.
10:49Yeah, now we got some other things to get through.
10:52We disagree on a lot.
10:54Like what?
10:55I've been using a shared bank account.
10:58I don't.
11:00Having a bank account that's joint is common, but some people like keeping it separate.
11:06Yeah, I'm not used to sharing my finances with somebody.
11:08We have to start moving as one.
11:12I like doing things my way.
11:15She won't allow me to be the man of this relationship.
11:17I'm my own woman.
11:19A husband needs to lead his house.
11:22Let's get to the root of this.
11:24Is there something specific that happened that made you come to this conclusion?
11:28I found her using a toy.
11:31And that made you feel the way?
11:33Yeah.
11:34Why she need that if she get me?
11:36Everything isn't always about you.
11:38I loved me before I met you.
11:39I will say, it is perfectly natural to pleasure yourself even in marriage.
11:46But, Dom, I'm also hearing Jamal is saying that he feels like he can't be the man in most
11:51aspects of the relationship.
11:54Do you know how that can make a man feel?
11:56Insignificant.
11:57That puts things in perspective.
12:00And, Jamal, I'm hearing Dom still needs her space to be her own person.
12:08I get that.
12:09Do you need more from me?
12:13There's things we could try.
12:15But, honestly, I still need solo time.
12:19Marriage will not work if it's lopsided.
12:21It's give and take.
12:24You're in this together.
12:26I can work on it.
12:28We both can.
12:30Well, let's table this for our next discussion, and I'm hoping to hear about your progress.
12:39I smell the red.
12:56Me, too.
12:59It could be your ass.
13:01Fuck you.
13:02I ain't no snake, nigga.
13:04Fuck you.
13:04Hey, watch your mouth.
13:06That's my cousin.
13:07Man, everybody shut the fuck up.
13:08Who have a lion gonna die?
13:18What was you at?
13:20What was you at?
13:20The fuck you at?
13:21I'm talking to me.
13:21You, too.
13:21I'm talking to me.
13:21I'm talking to you.
13:21I'm talking to you.
13:21I'm talking to you.
13:25I'm talking to you.
13:26That's Triggs, homie, who works for Alicia.
13:30You say anything about me?
13:33Hell no.
13:45And why y'all niggas ain't locked up?
13:48They said they wasn't looking for us.
13:51They let us go.
13:53That's because they was hoping one of y'all was me.
13:56And, uh, what was y'all?
14:08I made dinner and we went to bed.
14:20You know something, don't you?
14:21I don't know shit.
14:24Rich, Rich, chill.
14:26Man, one of y'all did that shit.
14:27And when I find out who did, I'm gonna kill you.
14:36Everybody get the fuck out.
14:38Nigga, I live here.
14:39Anybody that don't live here, get the fuck out!
14:42Where you going?
14:55Don't work?
14:56I'm not trying to be the queen till you're slim.
14:56Ain't nobody trying to die.
14:56I'm trying to make some money.
14:57I'm not trying to go to jail for you.
14:59I just need you to be my lookout.
15:01While you do what?
15:02Knock over else.
15:03Your people just got caught doing the same shit.
15:07That's why I ain't asked none of their ass for help.
15:09I can't trust them.
15:10But I know I can trust you.
15:10I'm not robbing no house with you.
15:11I just need you to be a lookout.
15:13I just need you to be a lookout.
15:14I'm not robbing no house with you.
15:15I just need you to be a lookout.
15:16Don't be scared.
15:18I'm not robbing no house with you.
15:18I just need you to be a lookout.
15:27I'm not.
15:28I got you.
15:29I'm not robbing no house with you.
15:30I'm not robbing no house with you.
15:31I just need you to be a lookout.
15:34Don't be scared.
15:38I'm not.
15:41That man.
16:11I hate this.
16:12The waiting is torture.
16:16I can't take it.
16:20Cherish the time you have now.
16:23It's not easy to do.
16:26If I could get back that time I had with Harold,
16:30I would have celebrated him more.
16:33I was just so down and out, I...
16:36I forgot to talk about the good times.
16:39How do you do that without getting depressed?
16:44You should throw her a living funeral.
16:47A what?
16:48It's a funeral, but the person is still here
16:51to receive all the beautiful goodbyes before they transition.
16:56Yeah, I think I heard about something like that before.
16:59They're becoming more popular.
17:03How would I go about putting something together like that?
17:06You keep it intimate.
17:09Simple.
17:12We make it a celebration.
17:15Okay.
17:17Thanks.
17:18Mm-hmm.
17:19So, you want me to attend my own funeral?
17:34It's not a funeral.
17:36It's more like a celebration of life.
17:40Okay.
17:46I like that.
17:50You do?
17:52Yeah.
17:54Our funerals can be depressing.
17:57But this sounds...
17:59different.
18:01Let's make it special.
18:04No sad shit.
18:07You got it.
18:11Oh, no.
18:13Oh.
18:15Sorry.
18:16I'm making Charles co-pastor.
18:26Are you ready for that?
18:28What do you mean am I ready for it?
18:31You don't like sharing the throne.
18:34I need to spend more time with my family.
18:39Oh, I'm glad you see that now.
18:45I'm sorry I didn't see you sooner.
18:47I'm sorry I didn't see you sooner.
19:09Angie?
19:11Charles?
19:12Wow, how long has it been?
19:14It's been a while.
19:15You are still as beautiful as ever.
19:20Yes, she is.
19:21This is my husband, Hannibal.
19:23Brother Hannibal, the church welcomes you with open arms.
19:27I see how you was welcoming my wife with your arms.
19:29Me and Charles grew up in the same church together.
19:32He used to date my sister.
19:33Angie never let me hear the end of this.
19:35Because you were a player and I had to protect her.
19:38Okay, here we go. Now, how's she doing?
19:40She's still a mess, but she's trying to get it together.
19:44Man, to this day, I feel like she's the one that got away.
19:47I'm sure she'd love to hear from you.
19:49No, no, no. I'm blocked.
19:52Blocked? Damn, Pastor, what you do to her?
19:54Don't be cussing at church.
19:55Admittingly, I was a mess too, but I'm a changed man now, so...
20:00I hope so. Okay.
20:08So, yeah, I need you to say some nice words about your mom.
20:14You want me to give a speech?
20:16Yeah. Share a loving memory.
20:19And speak from the heart.
20:21Don't you think us throwing her a funeral while she's still here is kind of weird?
20:24No.
20:25I want Jada to know how much she's loved while she's still around here.
20:31Where did you get this idea from?
20:33A new friend of mine.
20:34Who?
20:35This woman I met while attending my support group.
20:38You already talking to somebody new?
20:40Boy, if you don't shut up, her husband went through the same thing your mama going through.
20:46She's been very supportive.
20:48You're bad.
20:49Man, I ain't got time to be thinking about no other woman.
20:54When the woman I love is suffering every day.
20:59Emmett, this is hard.
21:01And I really appreciate it if you help me do this.
21:05For your mother.
21:13Fine.
21:17Thanks.
21:19Oh.
21:21And tell Keisha to make some of that special cheese dip.
21:23Hey, everybody like that.
21:25Nah, I'm cool.
21:38What's wrong with you?
21:42Nothing.
21:44Don't lie to me.
21:52Feel like somebody gonna kill me.
21:55Who?
22:02Alicia.
22:03Why you think that?
22:05Cuz.
22:08I think she knows I know you killed her son.
22:11Now why would she think that?
22:13Cuz.
22:14She know I was there.
22:16How the fuck does she know that?
22:17I threw up in front of the house.
22:20You little bitch, you know that?
22:22You ain't fit to be my number two.
22:26I ain't wanna be your number two in the first place.
22:29You ain't got a fucking choice.
22:31I know this isn't as nice as your old church.
22:34It's better.
22:36It's been lived in.
22:38It has soul.
22:39It welcomes you.
22:40My pops always said he wanted folks to feel welcome in God's house.
22:45You know, I'm not gonna get up here and try to replace your dad.
22:50The congregation don't know that.
22:52They just see you as the rich pastor who fell from grace and is using my dad's church to recover.
22:58They don't know my story.
23:00I didn't fall from grace.
23:02I fell into it.
23:03People need to hear that.
23:05How do I get folks to listen?
23:08Come on Papa's pulpit.
23:10You can reintroduce yourself.
23:12All right.
23:14Honestly, I used to pray for times like this to rhyme like this.
23:18Dad, stop.
23:19Stop.
23:22Shit, I just meant to...
23:25I know what you meant.
23:35This is Reg's girlfriend.
23:38If you can help me get to her, I can get to Reg.
23:41I don't want him dead.
23:42I just need to bring him in.
23:44You can go places I can't.
23:47Reg knows me. I've been chasing him for years.
23:50Why me?
23:52Because this is what you and I both want.
23:54I want Reg and not dead.
23:57I want my son back.
23:59So do I.
24:01I can't bring your son back.
24:03But I can deliver his true killer to your doorstep.
24:06I don't need you for that.
24:10You want to get away with it, you do.
24:12I know how to kill someone and get away with it.
24:20Everybody likes insurance.
24:28So how do you know Nook?
24:30He's in my pocket right now.
24:32What do you have him doing?
24:34I thought he could help me get to Reg.
24:35No luck.
24:37You got a bad tip.
24:38From who?
24:39He wouldn't say.
24:41Mm-hmm.
24:44What's his girl's name?
24:46Candace.
24:48She works at a mobile store.
24:50All I need you to do is pull up, charm her.
24:54See if you can get some info that won't send us on a wild goose chase.
25:00I can do that.
25:02And remember, she can't know who you are.
25:03You have to give her a fake name.
25:09I'm not new at this detective.
25:23You see here we leveled up and got a larger floor hood.
25:26Okay.
25:27And over here we got a brand new incubation tent.
25:34Damn.
25:35You ain't fucking around.
25:37I see you ready to scale up.
25:39I've been ready.
25:43The mob can help you with distribution.
25:46I don't know about that.
25:48Why?
25:50Because Alicia was the one that invested in my growth space and letting me live in a house.
25:53And?
25:55And she don't fuck with you.
25:57She don't gotta know.
26:00I think about it.
26:04What if I make it right with Alicia?
26:07And we got a deal?
26:09Hell yeah.
26:10Yeah?
26:11Yeah.
26:12I'd rather join a church.
26:26I'm good on both.
26:29I don't wanna be a hero.
26:31Not all heroes carry machine guns.
26:34Huh?
26:36There's a war going on right now in our own backyard.
26:39But joining the military does make life easier.
26:42For who though?
26:44I mean it's better than student loans.
26:46Uh-huh.
26:47But that's where scholarships come in.
26:48See?
26:50Alicia poor mom.
26:52When?
26:54I was gonna tell you.
26:56Alright.
26:57I'll talk to her.
26:58Man, nah.
27:00I need to focus on my book anyway.
27:01Yeah, you do.
27:03But someone needs to be a voice for guys like you.
27:05You're not a monster.
27:07The cards have been stacked against you since before you were born.
27:10Society would rather see you locked up than in my classroom.
27:13That's why I fight so hard to keep you there.
27:15And that's why I stay in church.
27:18Okay, but don't hide out in the church too long, huh?
27:22I won't.
27:24Alright.
27:26Listen, whether you're making clothes for your friends or praying for them,
27:29or writing about them, one thing is true.
27:31Your friends need you.
27:34So does this city.
27:36You give it its identity.
27:40For better or for worse.
27:44What brings you to the house of the Lord?
27:46Give me some guidance for my marriage.
27:49Wow.
27:50Well, you come to the right place for guidance.
27:52I don't know if I'm the right person for marriage advice.
27:55Maybe you sell some more credit.
27:56Alright, I can see if I can help.
28:01It's very personal.
28:03It's just between us and God.
28:07Well, I caught my wife using her toy.
28:15Okay.
28:17What's the problem?
28:19Udo said.
28:21Did you join her?
28:24No, I got angry and shit.
28:26See, that was your mistake.
28:29Next time you see her doing that, join her.
28:32Have some fun.
28:34I did not expect you to say that.
28:36Look, in marriage, you can do anything and everything you want in that bedroom together.
28:40There's no shame. Just be on one accord.
28:44Thank you, Pastor.
28:49Yeah.
28:50I like the new spot, man.
28:52Well, I hope to see you and your wife in church on Sunday.
28:55We'll be here, alright?
28:59Where's all your stuff?
29:02I don't need a lot of stuff.
29:04I was expecting you to be more flashy.
29:07What do you like?
29:08Comfort.
29:09Quiet.
29:11Yeah, me too.
29:13If you had to define your life in one word, what would it be?
29:21Blessed.
29:23I'm not surprised by that answer.
29:25Everything's a blessing, even when it feels like a curse.
29:29What do you think contributed to your first divorce?
29:34With my first wife, Carolyn, I was a devoted pastor, but I wasn't a devoted husband.
29:39I stayed late at the church, helped folks with their problems, spent long weekends and holidays planning events.
29:50I was always raising money for something. Everything came before my family.
29:54How do you think that impacted your daughter?
29:57I think it had a huge impact on Kenya.
30:00She started looking for me and other men.
30:04She started running around with a bad crowd and I couldn't get a hold of her the way I needed to.
30:09But y'all have been rebuilding.
30:12Absolutely.
30:14I think when she had Miles, she and I reconnected in a different way.
30:19I had to stop judging her and start listening to her.
30:22Now, what everybody really want to know is what happened with Tatiana.
30:29When I met her, I thought she was the answer to all my prayers.
30:35I thought I needed a wife to just sit next to me and be pretty and not challenge a thing I said.
30:45But that turned out to be a mistake.
30:47Why?
30:51Because her being quiet didn't keep me from being unfaithful to her.
30:59Tatiana kept my secrets in exchange for her own.
31:02So, y'all both had affairs?
31:06Her secrets aren't mine to tell, but she kept herself entertained while turning a blind eye to my inappropriate relationship with my secretary.
31:14And has that inappropriate relationship with your secretary come to an end?
31:19Yes.
31:21And is it true that you and your first wife have been reconciling?
31:26We're getting reacquainted.
31:29And she's a black woman?
31:31Yes.
31:33Yes, she is.
31:34Look, just making sure that the listeners know.
31:37Um...
31:39Now, would you say Carolyn is your first true love?
31:41I would.
31:44Have you always known that?
31:46Yes, but...
31:48I wasn't ready for her when she came into my life.
31:52I mishandled her the first go around, but I'm wiser now.
31:56How so?
31:57I m ready to be the man she always knew I could be.
32:02And Carolyn, if you give me another chance, I promise I will never abandon you again.
32:09I will never disappoint you.
32:12I will never forsake you.
32:14Wow.
32:16Well, thanks for coming to the altar, Pastor Zeke.
32:18And thanks for keeping it real.
32:21This has been another episode of Papa's Pulpit.
32:24Please be sure to tune in next week, and don't forget to pay your subscription fee.
32:29God bless.
32:31What's up?
32:33Appreciate you.
32:42That's a God to always preach it.
32:44Always, man.
32:46I ain't gonna lie.
32:48I like what he said, though.
32:50Me too.
32:53Hey, hey, hey.
32:54Who that?
32:56I don't know.
33:00Let's do it.
33:02Let's do it.
33:14Hey, I think we lost him.
33:16We should probably split up.
33:18You sure?
33:20Maybe I m just paranoid.
33:22Hey.
33:23You good?
33:25Hi.
33:30Hi.
33:35Hi.
33:37Hi.
33:39Hi.
33:41Hi, Lily.
33:42Hi.
33:50Hi.
33:51Hi.
33:53Hi.
33:55Hi.
33:57Hi.
34:00Oh, shit. Oh, shit. Fuck!
34:10Somebody help me! Help!
34:12Can I help you with something?
34:31I think you can.
34:33Well, do you need a phone or a tablet?
34:36I haven't bought a phone in so long.
34:39My assistant usually handles this sort of thing.
34:42Do you have an assistant?
34:43Of course. I'm rich.
34:46Well, what do you do?
34:48That's a loaded question.
34:50Oh, I'm sorry.
34:51Do you want to learn?
34:53Learn what?
34:54How to be like me.
34:57And you gonna teach me?
34:58I love taking young women like you under my wing.
35:01You shouldn't have to wear that ill-fitting polo.
35:05Oh, and those horrible khakis.
35:08You need a big house.
35:10Luxury car.
35:11I don't want to go to Tulum.
35:13Have you been to Bora Bora?
35:16Where's that?
35:19Are you single?
35:23Why does that matter?
35:24Who you choose to be with determines how far you go in this life.
35:28I got a man.
35:31And is the relationship promising?
35:36I don't know yet.
35:40What's wrong?
35:42He runs the streets.
35:44That's all.
35:45I understand.
35:46You just be careful.
35:53Oh, I'm not in the market for a house.
36:00Girl, clearly.
36:03But, you know, call if you ever need anything, or if you want to talk, or feel like you're in danger.
36:12Why would I be in danger?
36:13Why would I be in danger?
36:14If your boyfriend runs the streets, you're always in danger.
36:19I heard your dad and papa spoke, baby.
36:34You and me both.
36:37You good?
36:40I don't think I need him to talk about me.
36:42But I'm glad he's clear in the air.
36:43I bet it's weird having a parent a lot of people know.
36:46It's weird to have a parent that's a preacher.
36:48I bet.
36:49I see papa's glad you're back.
36:53I'm glad, too.
36:56Y'all better get back to work.
36:59I don't pay you to socialize.
37:01So I know it's not fancy.
37:04I don't need steak and lobster.
37:06You sure?
37:07Yeah, I don't care about stuff like that.
37:10Where are you from?
37:11All the rich people I know are miserable.
37:15That's real.
37:16Plus, I wanted you to take me to your favorite spot.
37:21Well, this is it.
37:22And I like it.
37:25It makes me know a lot about you.
37:28Like what?
37:30Well, that you're old school group.
37:35And we like the simpler things in life.
37:39Exactly.
37:41Were you really worried that I wasn't going to like it?
37:46Well, sometimes I just feel like I'm not good enough for the women I date.
37:51What do you mean?
37:53I'm just tired of being a broke guy who just got out of prison and was still struggling to make ends meet.
37:58It's okay to be that guy.
38:05I'm just tired.
38:09I am.
38:10You know, I make candles because I love it.
38:15Now, I know it's not going to make me a lot of money, but it makes me happy.
38:20At the end of the day, that's really all that matters.
38:23Wait, so you're saying we can be broke together?
38:25Um, maybe we could try being happy together.
38:29But I liked it.
38:34I'm really glad we came.
38:39Me too.
38:39I love this idea.
38:53We got to start giving folks their flaws while they can still smell them.
38:57Yeah.
38:58Still sad as hell, though.
39:00Down shouldn't be something we fear.
39:02It should be something we embrace when the time comes.
39:06God's plan may be perplexing at times, but it's never wrong.
39:09All I know is, when I die, I just want folks to turn up and I want a solid gold castle.
39:16That's tacky.
39:18It's my feeling.
39:19I can do whatever I want.
39:20Hey, Keesh.
39:22Hand me with you?
39:23No, he's on the way.
39:24Better hurry and get here.
39:25My brother.
39:42Hey.
39:44It's a beautiful event, brother.
39:46Glad you can make it.
39:47Sorry I was late, man.
39:50I was actually on a date that went a lot better than I expected.
39:55Oh, shit.
39:57She special, man.
39:59Yeah.
40:00Well, if you got a good one, hold on to her.
40:03Never know how long you got.
40:04Mm-hmm.
40:14Ah.
40:15Ah.
40:20Hey.
40:22Hey.
40:23Hey.
40:25I didn't know you were coming.
40:27Yeah.
40:27I had to come pay my respects.
40:30Oh, that means so much to me.
40:35Oh, babe.
40:37Yeah, I remember.
40:38How you doing, bro?
40:39We'll see you, bro.
40:40We'll see you.
40:40Glad I did.
40:43They got drinks over at the bar.
40:47Why would you embarrass me in Kenya like that on Papa's podcast?
40:54Are you crazy?
40:55Did you think that was cute?
40:56I was trying to be honest.
41:00You can't be honest in private?
41:04I was just letting you know how I felt.
41:08You have my number.
41:10That's fair.
41:12But it's not just you I needed to come clean to.
41:15I needed to make sure everybody knows I'm doing things differently now.
41:20I'm aware of that.
41:22But I'm a private person.
41:23What are you saying?
41:26You don't want to try again?
41:27I just want our life to be our own.
41:30We're public servants.
41:31You are.
41:33We aren't.
41:37I hear you.
41:39I hope so.
41:40I know it's hard, but this has been really nice.
41:54Okay.
41:55Your mom is really feeling the love.
41:59Okay.
41:59Hey, everybody.
42:10Just want to thank you all for coming out.
42:14As you know, this has been a real difficult time for us.
42:18So I really appreciate you all showing up.
42:22Loving all my J right here.
42:24Means a lot to us.
42:26I love you, J.
42:29Really.
42:30All right, all right, all right.
42:32She said no sad shit.
42:33So it's time for us to come up and show Jada how much she means to us.
42:39Share a happy memory or whatever words you want to share.
42:44Might as well start with her old-est friend.
42:49Friend, Tracy, why don't you come on up here?
42:51Love and fear it at all.
42:59Angels invented it all, didn't you?
43:06Energy falls.
43:09Hey, everybody.
43:39Hey, hey, mom.
43:44When I think about my mom,
43:49I can't imagine.
43:54I can't imagine.
43:55I can't imagine.
43:57My boy's first love is his mama.
44:15You saw the best in me when I was at my worst.
44:19You held on to me till I could see myself as a man you raised.
44:22And now I'm holding on to you.
44:24No matter what happens,
44:27I'm going to hold on to the love you
44:28you poured into me
44:30and my family.
44:33I'm going to hold on to the wisdom
44:34that finally grew me up.
44:37I'm going to hold you in my heart
44:38until I see you on the other side.
44:52Good job, then.
44:53All right, Jada.
45:07There's something special we wanted to do.
45:09You know, oftentimes,
45:11we don't get to give our loved ones their flowers
45:14while they're still with us.
45:16So,
45:17tonight,
45:19you're getting yours.
45:20I'm sorry I didn't finish my speech.
45:50You didn't have to.
45:55It's like I can't really
45:57distill all my emotions
45:58in my short little speech, you know?
46:02Sometimes words aren't enough.
46:08Sorry.
46:13I love you, Mom.
46:13I am who I am because of you.
46:21I'm so proud of you.
46:25You've come a long way.
46:31No, I want her to make you proud.
46:33You made yourself proud.
46:36That's what matters.
46:37What am I going to do without you?
46:40Mm-hmm.
46:42I want you,
46:43Nikisha,
46:44and the babies to survive.
46:50What are you talking about?
46:51It's too dangerous here.
46:54I want y'all to leave Chicago.
46:59Why, the city is all I know.
47:00Promise me.
47:01I don't know.
47:02I don't know.
47:02I don't know.
47:03I don't know.
47:03Who are you texting?
47:28My new mentor.
47:30Who mentoring you?
47:31Some lady came into the shop today and said she wants to take me under her wing.
47:35What you trying to do?
47:37Be like her.
47:40What's she like?
47:42Royal, rich.
47:44She don't need nothing from nobody, and she even has an assistant.
47:50What's her name?
47:52Terry.
47:53She came here, Clark.
47:56I don't trust that shit.
47:59You don't trust nobody.
48:01I trust you.
48:06Why?
48:08Because you know I ain't no monster.
48:10I know you got a temper on you, though.
48:12Niggas, be fucking with me.
48:14No, you better not lose it on me.
48:15I know that much.
48:19I won't.
48:25Done.
48:25Okay.
48:27Hey, what are you doing here?
48:30Ronnie started crying, so he called me asking for help.
48:33I came over and helped calm him down.
48:37Was he having one of his episodes?
48:39Was a little cranky because he couldn't have any more candy, but I compromised and gave him some apple slices, and he was good.
48:46We got to playing and lost track of time.
48:49Damn, did you clean up, Ann?
48:50I'm a little OCD.
48:53I like to clean to calm my nerves.
48:56You're doing so good.
48:58Give me five.
49:00Oh, yeah.
49:02I'm really good with him.
49:05I love kids.
49:07You do?
49:08Yeah, I actually used to babysit for this family, but the dad made a pass at me, so I had to quit.
49:16We were just talking about getting a nanny.
49:18Yeah, you ain't got to worry about me.
49:19I'm reformed.
49:20I could use the cash.
49:21How much cash we talking?
49:22Let us discuss it.
49:24We'll get back to you.
49:25Okay.
49:27Hey.
49:28Hey.
49:29Your brother's back.
49:31We see you got some help with Ronnie.
49:33Look, I'm sorry I didn't tell you Zuri was coming over.
49:35I just couldn't get him to stop crying, and I didn't want you to worry.
49:41It's cool.
49:42It is?
49:43This time, you might be hiring your girls a new nanny.
49:47You sure that's smart?
49:49I mean, you ain't crazy, right?
49:51No, I'm just a free spirit.
49:53As long as you keep Ronnie alive and don't break my pockets, you can be as free as you want to be.
49:59I think that's it.
50:00Wait, where's the other side?
50:05Hey.
50:10Hmm?
50:11Thank you for today.
50:13Hey.
50:14It's really beautiful.
50:16Oh, yeah.
50:18I want you to feel celebrated, you know?
50:21Well, you can still feel it.
50:24After I go...
50:26Hey, uh, Jada...
50:27Come on, just listen.
50:28I don't want you to be alone the rest of your life.
50:35There's another love for you out there.
50:38I want you to embrace it.
50:41I can't imagine loving someone else the way I love you.
50:45I want you to include friends.
50:46I want you to...
50:50I want you to talk about me like that when I'm gone.
51:04That was beautiful, huh?
51:12Hope people talk about me like that when I'm gone.
51:16Me too.
51:22Oh, shit.
51:24What?
51:25My water just broke.
51:26Oh, shit.
51:29I'm a few weeks early.
51:30No, no, no. Don't worry. I got you.
51:33I'm not ready.
51:34Look at me.
51:35I'm gonna get you to the hospital, and everything's gonna be all right.
51:38You trust me?
51:48All right, son.
51:50Keep the car running. I'll be in and out.
51:53Come on.
51:53Come on.
51:57I wanna save you.
52:02Ooh.
52:02Ooh.
52:03But I'm not gone.
52:05Right now.
52:06I wanna heal you.
52:12But that's not my job.
52:17I wanna pick you up off of the ground and lift you higher.
52:26I wanna save you.
52:30Yeah, but I'm not gone.
52:35I wanna save you, but I'm not gone.
52:43I would do anything, anything to heal you.
52:53But I've realized that's not my job.
52:58I wanna save you, but I want to save you, but I'm not gone.
53:06I wanna save you, but I'm not my job.
53:06I want to save you, but I need to do it.
53:07I want to save you, but I'll be a little bit.
53:08I want to save you, but I'm not my job.
53:10I'm not my job.
53:11I'm not my job.
53:12My nigga decayed, all tears gathered into his life
53:20I learned the true meaning of two wrongs, don't make it right
53:28But that's mine, I take it as try
53:36Look, some of the most solid niggas I've known in life
53:42Stuck ten toes down on sinking sand
53:44I made it out the mud where hogs don't really evolve or think we can
53:48The wisdom I feel most is sifted out the palms of wrinkling hands
53:53By those who sit and tell stories like Nori and her drinking champs
53:57Moment of silence, shh
53:59Let the Holy Ghost come baptize niggas
54:01Cause I evolved from using my southern drawl to flog and chastise niggas
54:05The posture I have towards the countenance of my niggas is let them be
54:09Cause even when you know why the caged bird sings, you might not consider free
54:13My pawpaw and the Mr. Ruach, Elohim petitioning
54:17Anointed to the nigga with oil back in the gap, he hope I could drip with him
54:22And I'm slicker than a bowl of kerosene
54:24Load a clip of my ear for a Pharisee
54:26No game signals, I'm just at a grab a switch and let her sing
54:28Get your front down on caroling, but on me
54:31It's just a quick little shit, I'm just at a grab a drink
54:35You're so beautiful
54:35I'm just at a grab a look
54:36I'm just at a grab a drink
54:37And I'm just at grab a shower
54:38If you need a chance, you should do it
54:38To the people who make the time, you want to have a drink
54:40After a dramas, you'll see how theвон are
54:42Unless you're in the game, you're in the game
54:44That's gonna be fun
54:45Now it's not very often
54:46And it's not really funny
54:47Let's just a grab a drink
54:48And it's not a drink
54:49I'm just gonna love it
54:51It's not really funny
54:53Let's just a grab
54:54It's not really funny
54:54I'm just at aumbledore
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