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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07No.
06:08I love you.
06:09I love you.
06:10Yeah.
06:11I love you.
06:12I love you.
06:13Yeah.
06:14I love you, Pam.
06:15Yeah?
06:16It's not worth it.
06:17It's worth it.
06:24Worth it.
06:25Mm-mm.
06:26Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:56She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're this scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:32Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcade X?
08:57Starrcade X?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, we have bigger nerd clues.
09:02Should I please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:30I'm, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcade X?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51Oh, my God.
09:52I'm not the Premier.
09:52Oh, my God.
10:11Oh, my God.
10:20you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything leads to him
10:40like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously i'm not
10:49gonna be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to tell my mom that i can't
10:56bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah and i might never even go to the
11:03summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one thing at a time it's not gonna work for
11:08you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life
11:47but no matter how i try to and no matter how i want to
12:02and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:09and no matter how guilty i still feel
12:14staying with you
12:16i wish i hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us
12:33from when we were golden
12:36everybody
12:36so i just need to not be here
12:48hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway
13:18a passport
13:19i found out i got off the wait list for paris
13:23that's fantastic
13:26honey congratulations
13:28how's jr taking it
13:31i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah
13:34um mom i gotta go
13:37okay love you
13:39bro you're tweaking you need to
13:47level out
13:49try something that i got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds redbird felt like something to me
14:05i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:13you two were broken up right and you were wasted as hell and lacy was all over your
14:18it's not an excuse i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22yeah yeah probably
14:34belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:43she's everything to me
14:46and losing her feels like
14:51it feels like i'm i'm losing
14:54the best part of myself well that's beautiful man
15:02so fight for her stop saying you're sorry find a way to show her
15:09make it sound so easy i don't think it's supposed to be
15:13i just can't believe it he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:22i swear if he comes to our dorm it's on site
15:25don't smile please that won't be a problem kind of sucks you're not leaving for pears tomorrow
15:32do you think i'm being too hard on him look
15:34if he really thought you were broken up technically it's not cheating but to keep it a secret
15:44that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part i can't get over what annika didn't know was that i had a secret too
15:57it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat steven was visiting friends jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:06i figured why be home alone when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:24oh my god okay what would kevin do what would kevin do okay
16:43steven open up it's me
16:44belly you okay yeah yeah sorry just the flash got to me okay next
17:11belly no please don't leave i made the biggest
17:14mistake of my life please just talk to me
17:18look i'll tell you anything i'll tell you anything i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:24okay
17:29how did it happen
17:32look i was really sad i was drunk
17:36she was just there
17:40how many times
17:44what were you
17:50how did you do this to me
17:53belly please i know i don't deserve you
17:54but i love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting and i would do anything to take it back
17:59Stop. You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him, too.
18:10And I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:29Laurel.
18:34Elliott. Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:39Oh, yeah, you know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche Du Ton Perdue in the original French.
18:52Go for it. Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh,
18:59if you're interested.
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:04John?
19:05What are you doing here?
19:07Hoping up a word with you.
19:08In private.
19:09Professor.
19:10Okay.
19:11See you later, Elliott.
19:14Uh, sure. Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay. Sounds great.
19:21Okay.
19:22What was that?
19:26So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses.
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:43And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:47Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:05New plan.
20:06We find somewhere to drink this.
20:07Steal a wine opener.
20:08I can't do that.
20:09Pull your weight.
20:10Okay.
20:11Welcome to day one.
20:13By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:17Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:21Okay.
20:22First patient.
20:23We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:27Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:28I want to start off with our first years.
20:29What do you say?
20:30Well, the kid...
20:31Who else?
20:32Who else?
20:33Who else?
20:34Who else?
20:35Who else?
20:36Who else?
20:37Who else?
20:38Who else?
20:39Who else?
20:40Who else?
20:41Who else?
20:42Who else?
20:43Who else?
20:44Who else?
20:45Who else?
20:46Who else?
20:47Who else?
20:48Who else?
20:49Who else?
20:50Who else?
20:51Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones.
20:53He's 15.
20:54Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at
20:59his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:20I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:25love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:29Or whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:45Yes, I am.
21:46Oh.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Oh, why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:09Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:19They followed a hunch.
22:21Please never tell that joke again.
22:24Used to love my jokes.
22:26Used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no.
22:43It's all yours.
22:44No, we're done here.
22:45Appreciate it.
22:59Why are you here?
23:00What are you?
23:01You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:09I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:29So, uh, uh, where do you wanna go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:53Uh, I broke up with Mia.
23:56I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:03What?
24:07Uh, sorry.
24:09I just, I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over.
24:15Steven, I, you're wrong.
24:17And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:22Taylor, you know that.
24:23Oh, my God.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real,
24:26so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:27They don't even know about us.
24:28That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:33You know, free and, and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:37We've tried a million times.
24:38We were kids then.
24:39It doesn't, we don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I wanna be with.
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I, I think I love you.
24:46Stop, stop.
24:47No, don't.
24:48I, I, I can't do this.
24:49What are you talking?
24:50Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me, please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I'm not doing that.
24:57I don't care.
24:58I wanna leave.
24:59Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:20Taylor, I told you I don't want, oh my god.
25:33Taylor.
25:34Hi.
25:35I'm really sorry.
25:36What happened?
25:37Were you with him or are you hurt?
25:38What happened?
25:39I, I wasn't in the car.
25:40Okay.
25:41What happened?
25:42I, I wasn't in the car.
25:45Okay.
25:46We were arguing.
25:47I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:48Okay.
25:49What?
25:50What?
25:51It's just my fault.
25:52No, no, no, no, it's not your fault.
25:53Yes, it is.
25:54You're with Steven Conklin?
25:55Yeah, yeah.
25:56Is he okay?
25:57Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
25:58Cerebral contusion.
25:59Cerebral contusion?
26:00What?
26:01I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
26:02Okay.
26:03What?
26:04What?
26:05What?
26:06What?
26:07What?
26:08What?
26:09What?
26:10What?
26:11What?
26:12What?
26:13What?
26:14What?
26:15What?
26:16What?
26:17What?
26:18What?
26:19What?
26:20What?
26:21What?
26:22Cerebral contusion.
26:23Cerebral contusion?
26:24It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:29So we just wait and see?
26:30Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:36Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's, it's in the paperwork there.
26:44Uh, I need to, I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:51Okay.
26:52I'll, I'll, I will try them.
26:53I will do it.
26:54I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance.
26:56If he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:00I think, I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course.
27:06Stephen bragged about anything.
27:07Okay.
27:10Uh, he, O negative.
27:12He's O negative.
27:13Okay.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:17I don't...
27:18I think I should, uh, let a few other people know too.
27:21Do you want me to call Jer?
27:23Send check to Ellen.
27:24Send check to Ellen.
27:25Send check to Ellen.
27:26I don't know an hour ago.
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:34I didn't even know what to say to make me feel better.
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:43Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumb ass too.
27:48Okay?
27:49Just...
27:50Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means.
27:59Yeah.
28:00I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:02Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:07No, it's fine.
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:11Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:18Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:20We're at, um, Providence General.
28:23But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:27I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:36Okay.
28:37Yeah.
28:38Yeah.
28:39Great.
28:40Okay.
28:41Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:42Yep.
28:43Will do.
28:44All right.
28:46Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me.
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend.
28:53More like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think you need to take the day?
29:15Uh, no.
29:18I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:22Okay.
29:23Okay.
29:24Okay.
29:25Okay.
29:26Okay?
29:27Okay.
29:29Okay.
29:30Okay.
29:31Okay.
29:32Okay.
29:33I'm sorry.
29:50Jer is in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.
30:00That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58Dr. Lin, you report to outpatient...
31:00No cell phones.
31:01Dr. Lin, please report to outpatient imaging...
31:04How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:13Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:17You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:22You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that's even a match to get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24Oh, you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:35It's selfish.
34:35And Steven was trying to do the right thing,
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this, it's like...
34:47I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared,
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again,
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
34:58I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:19All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:25Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously, but...
35:53don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03Okay.
36:19Lar.
36:23We gotta get him.
36:24Shut up.
36:27Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31My eyes are crispy.
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:51John, get in here!
36:54Oh, my God. Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
37:00What's going on? Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man, shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and...
37:26Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um...
37:36I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:44What is that?
37:46Steven was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay. He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:55We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22...that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:33Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um...
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:52Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains, and Steven's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:11You have chocolate all over your face.
39:35No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:40What are you doing?
39:42You cold?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:02You too.
40:03The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:20You're okay?
40:21Oh, no.
40:22Leave me alone.
40:23Are you hurt?
40:24Can you move?
40:25I thought you were gone.
40:27Nope.
40:28Still here.
40:29Let me help you out.
40:30No, no, no.
40:31Ow.
40:32Just...
40:33Just...
40:34Just...
40:35Just...
40:36Just...
40:37Give me a minute.
40:38Okay.
40:39How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
40:40Eleven.
40:41You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
40:42No, I'm not.
40:43I mean, that...
40:44Fall you'd said was no bad.
40:45No, no, no.
40:46No, no, no.
40:47Ow.
40:48Just...
40:49Just...
40:50Give me a minute.
40:51Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:10I mean, that...
41:12Fall you took was no joke.
41:14Seriously, it was like...
41:16When animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20What?
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:23Ow.
41:28Ow.
41:29I'm gonna pick you up, and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just...
41:35Just...
41:36No.
41:37Just...
41:38Leave me here.
41:39I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:05That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:12A part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together.
42:28But not together.
42:29Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:32Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:34The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:39Boundless by the time I...
42:42Entertainingly expressive.
42:44H blank blank blank blank Y.
42:47Why?
42:48Hmm.
42:50That's why.
42:51Hammy.
42:53Hammy?
42:58Chloe.
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:14Oh, my God, dude.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:23Straight.
43:30Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:33Hey.
43:34Sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:35I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I-I got super lonely, so I-I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Uh, did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:46Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48I'll run supply gum and stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, uh...
43:54What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh...
44:01Never mind.
44:02Please.
44:03What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll show you tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:07Bye, boss.
44:08Okay.
44:09Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would've told Jer that you're here, too.
44:17Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins.
44:22Because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:26Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:40He left just like I thought he would.
44:45No goodbye.
44:46Just gone like a ghost.
44:47No goodbye.
44:48Just gone like a ghost.
44:50No goodbye, just gone like a ghost.
45:04Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:20Never shall I sleep within your bed.
45:25River of unhappiness.
45:30Hold your hands upon my head.
45:34Till I breathe my last breath.
45:39Oh, oh, oh, oh is me.
45:43The last time that you touch me.
45:47Oh, will wonders ever cease.
45:51Blessed be the mystery of love.
45:57Oh, oh, oh, oh.
46:00Oh, oh, oh, oh.
46:04Come in.
46:06Come in.
46:15Hey.
46:16Can you take your shoes off?
46:17I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:19I was just on my way in and...
46:21Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:23No, jerk.
46:24I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:25Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:26Thanks.
46:27Good.
46:28Okay, this is for you.
46:30You're welcome.
46:31Um, so look, um, about yesterday, I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:36I'm fine.
46:37Cool.
46:38Uh, that's...
46:39Actually, I was gonna say that she kinda has a point.
46:40Oh.
46:41I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
46:44And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously.
46:45But you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
46:46Excuse me?
46:47No.
46:48No.
46:49No.
46:50No.
46:51No.
46:52No.
46:53No.
46:54No.
46:55No.
46:56No.
46:57No.
46:58No.
46:59No.
47:00No.
47:01No.
47:02No.
47:03No.
47:04No.
47:05No.
47:06No.
47:07No.
47:08No.
47:09No.
47:10No.
47:11No.
47:12No.
47:13No.
47:14No.
47:15No.
47:16No.
47:17No.
47:18No.
47:19No.
47:20No.
47:21No.
47:22No.
47:23No.
47:24No.
47:25No.
47:26No.
47:27No.
47:28No.
47:29No.
47:30No.
47:31No.
47:32No.
47:33No.
47:34No.
47:35No.
47:36No.
47:37No.
47:38No.
47:39No.
47:40No.
47:41No.
47:42No.
47:43No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:45It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:47How's, uh...
47:49How's mom and dad? Where are they?
47:51They're on their way. Hey.
47:57Hi.
47:59I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:01I'm glad you're alive.
48:07You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:09You know that?
48:11Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:15I was in a coma, so...
48:17Yeah, but...
48:19medically induced.
48:21Huh.
48:25Steven, I'm joking.
48:27I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:29Yeah, yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot
48:31about what you said since I woke up.
48:33You know, before the crash. Me too.
48:35And you were right.
48:37You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
48:51we would've just gone about our lives and been fine,
48:53so let's just pretend we didn't.
48:55We didn't.
49:01I've never been able to think early when it comes to you, Ty.
49:07I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:15It is a wake-up call.
49:17You were right.
49:19You and me, we don't work.
49:21Hmm.
49:25Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:31I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:33First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:49The way you do your first pet.
49:51The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:11Thank God.
50:19Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah. Yeah, I would love that.
50:25I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:33And you have every right to be.
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:37and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:45to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:50I'm sorry too.
50:56Sorry for what?
50:58Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:04And to Cabo.
51:06I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:10You can?
51:16Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:22I mean, I could barely function.
51:24How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:26No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:30I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:36After I... I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't...
51:40I don't even know how long.
51:42I was just thinking how could I deserve you...
51:46after that.
51:51Maybe we...
51:53shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:58I mean...
52:00if we both believe that what we have...
52:03is bigger than our mistakes then...
52:05maybe we can just start over.
52:09I want that.
52:11Bells, I-I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:24I don't want to mess this up again.
52:40We won't.
52:42After Steven, I-I get it now.
52:46Life's too short...
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:50I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you.
52:59Me either.
53:01Belly has always been our story.
53:03Yours...
53:04and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:10What are you thinking?
53:11What are you thinking?
53:14It's...
53:15the future.
53:16It's just crazy.
53:17I don't know what. Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:28Try me.
53:29Isabel Conklin.
53:34Will you marry me?
53:37Yes.
53:38Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:40I swear I've known you were longer than...
53:47I love you.
53:52I love you too.
53:54I love you.
53:55I love you too.
53:56A day...
53:57...
54:00...
54:02...
54:03...
54:04...
54:05...
54:06...
54:07...
54:08...
54:09...
54:10...
54:11...
54:13I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:37They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47Girls knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lungs, I'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:10I'll be yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies, they're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
56:08Good night
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