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Beautiful Katie Lapp has always felt something missing in her simple Amish existence -- until a mysterious "Englisher" comes to Lancaster County looking for the baby girl she gave up for adoption 19 years ago.
Katie Lapp yang cantik selalu merasa ada yang kurang dalam kehidupan Amishnya yang sederhana -- sampai seorang "orang Inggris" misterius datang ke Lancaster County mencari bayi perempuannya yang diserahkannya untuk diadopsi 19 tahun lalu.
Stars: Sherry Stringfield,Sarah Maine,Willie Stratford
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Katie Lapp yang cantik selalu merasa ada yang kurang dalam kehidupan Amishnya yang sederhana -- sampai seorang "orang Inggris" misterius datang ke Lancaster County mencari bayi perempuannya yang diserahkannya untuk diadopsi 19 tahun lalu.
Stars: Sherry Stringfield,Sarah Maine,Willie Stratford
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00:00:00Thank you for listening.
00:00:30Thank you for listening.
00:04:30See you.
00:04:31See you in the morning, Dad.
00:04:32Yeah, okay.
00:04:33Good son.
00:04:34I'm pretty much about it.
00:04:35Where do you gonna get this exclusive рублей.
00:04:38You gotta get my attention.
00:04:39Katie, before we bless the meal, your ma'am and I have something for you.
00:04:58It's your dowry.
00:04:59We've been saving it up since you were just a baby.
00:05:02I'm right proud of you, Katie.
00:05:05Not every man's daughter marries a bishop.
00:05:07What are me and John Biler going to do with all his money?
00:05:12Maybe build an extra room onto his house.
00:05:16Draw them grandbabies. We pray you'll be bringing us.
00:05:21I'll be sure to put it to good use.
00:05:23Invite the bishop and his boys for supper tomorrow, hmm?
00:05:26We should all have one more meal together before it's a big day.
00:05:37A cool summer night was spent watching the fireflies dance in the light of the moon.
00:05:49Who would have guessed that what we thought was real was so fragile, it ended so soon.
00:06:01This what we had together, promised each other forever.
00:06:09Was it a long time ago?
00:06:15I don't even know.
00:06:17Barely recognize the places that we used to go.
00:06:21I've lost track of time.
00:06:24Seems like just yesterday, but
00:06:27You're slipping away.
00:06:30You're slipping away.
00:06:34Oh, hello there, Jakob.
00:06:44I just finished the milking.
00:06:46I can see that. Here, you want me to help you?
00:06:48No, ma'am. Papa says I'm going to have to do my own chores.
00:06:52Papa's always know what's best.
00:06:53Of course he does. He's the bishop.
00:06:56What were you singing just now?
00:06:58Singing?
00:06:59Yeah, I heard you. It was awful nice.
00:07:01Oh, it was nothing.
00:07:06I don't remember anything like that from the handbook.
00:07:09Welcome, Katie Lapp.
00:07:11Yeah, it was. Just a different one is all.
00:07:19Hello, Hickory John.
00:07:25John, help your brother to the kitchen with this milk.
00:07:27Dad's told me to take it.
00:07:32I got it.
00:07:33Give it here.
00:07:34It's all there to help.
00:07:37He'll warm to you in time.
00:07:39It's only been a few years since his mama's passing.
00:07:43So, what brings you out so early in the morning?
00:07:47On my way into town to clean for the millers.
00:07:49My dad wanted me to come by and invite you and the boys to supper this evening.
00:07:52Sure, sure. That would be good.
00:07:55By the way, I want you to tell those English that it's time for them to start looking for a new housekeeper.
00:08:03Once you and I are tied, you'll be plenty busy with those boys.
00:08:07Not to mention some of our own, I hope.
00:08:14They'll see you tonight then?
00:08:17Sure.
00:08:18I'll see you tonight.
00:08:48I'll see you tonight.
00:09:18I got you, son.
00:09:44Where did you get it?
00:09:45When I went to the city last month to visit my cousins, Katie Lapp, you are the most
00:09:56beautiful creature God's ever made.
00:10:12Three years when we're both old enough, I'm going to marry you.
00:10:16Then I'll be sure to grow up fast.
00:10:19The dark in the streets, Father, for where we will, where we will, where we will.
00:10:26Well, we, well, we, well, we, well.
00:10:47Help you, ma'am.
00:10:49Yes, I'm trying to locate someone.
00:10:53An Amish woman named Rebecca.
00:10:54Rebecca, I'm sorry to say I don't have her last name.
00:10:59Well, there's more than 350 souls in Hickory Hollow.
00:11:03There must be at least a dozen or more named Rebecca.
00:11:06It would be a start if you could point us to where they live.
00:11:10No, ma'am. Not without permission.
00:11:13Please, sir.
00:11:15It is important that I find her.
00:11:19She would have a daughter, about 20.
00:11:21Sorry, ma'am.
00:11:30Thank you, A-Wing.
00:11:30Same thing in every one of these little towns.
00:11:40No one knows anything.
00:11:43If they do, they're not willing to say it.
00:11:45The Amish are very private people.
00:11:47You just have to keep knocking until someone opens up.
00:11:50What if that door never opens?
00:11:51Then I'll crawl through a window.
00:11:54Let's stay on this road.
00:11:55Maybe I'm the problem.
00:12:03I haven't seen another brother within 100 miles of this place.
00:12:05Couldn't help but overhear you on the store.
00:12:20Old as I am, I suppose I know just about every soul in this county.
00:12:26The Rebecca I'm looking for would have a daughter, born 20 years ago.
00:12:29You have left your groceries in the basket.
00:12:39What I was saying was she would have been born on June.
00:12:43Fit.
00:12:45Yes.
00:12:46If you ain't coming back, I'm going to put your stuff back on the shelf.
00:12:51Hold your horses, Ephraim Yoda.
00:12:54I'll be in presently.
00:13:00It would mean everything to me if you could give this to Rebecca.
00:13:09Do what I can, child.
00:13:11Mum, did you ever love anyone before dead?
00:13:35Even if I did, I wouldn't be telling you now, would I?
00:13:37The answer is no.
00:13:43Once no daddy sets his mind to something, there's no change in it.
00:13:48Well, he set his mind on me and I'm grateful he did.
00:13:53I just, I thought I'd be so in my wedding dress for someone else.
00:14:00I know.
00:14:01Your days with Daniel, the memories you made,
00:14:07they'll always be a part of you.
00:14:09But you can't build the rest of your life on memories.
00:14:13Sorry for interrupting.
00:14:15Come in, Ella Mai.
00:14:17I can't stay, child.
00:14:19I was just hoping to have a word in private, Rebecca.
00:14:21Ella Mai.
00:14:39Happened to pay a visit to Ephraim Yoda's store this morning.
00:14:44There was a fancy English woman there who'd give me this.
00:14:54I don't understand.
00:14:57What made her give this to you?
00:15:02What'd you say?
00:15:03She was a determined woman.
00:15:08And I didn't want this letter to fall into anyone else's hands except yours.
00:15:20Should you need me?
00:15:23I'll come.
00:15:33Leave me to do this, Katie.
00:15:42Go upstairs and finish stitching your wedding dress.
00:15:45I'd rather be here with you.
00:15:49No.
00:15:50I insist.
00:15:54Go on.
00:15:55Right now.
00:16:00No.
00:16:03You'll be awful busy being a wife and mother to those boys.
00:16:09We likely won't see much of you.
00:16:11Except for the Sunday preachings.
00:16:14Never far away, Mama.
00:16:17Never far away, Katie.
00:16:33So, have you chosen a side-sitter yet?
00:16:42John.
00:16:43My youngest brother, Noah.
00:16:47Boys, what do you think of the shoo-fly pie?
00:16:52Delicious.
00:16:53I'm going to need another slice right quick.
00:16:56Well, it's Katie's recipe, you know.
00:16:58Well, good fortune, then.
00:17:01Katie will make us a lot of good pie.
00:17:03Never see your mom, won't you?
00:17:06You'll have to be patient with me, little Yacom.
00:17:08There's a bit of mama before.
00:17:10Dad, can we play checkers after supper?
00:17:14Yeah.
00:17:15Then she went for good else to go.
00:17:17Maybe Katie can sing to us, too.
00:17:20The song you're singing today, from the other hymn book.
00:17:23You must be confused, son.
00:17:31We only have one hymn book.
00:17:33The Osband.
00:17:35We do not sing the songs of the English.
00:17:38That is, that sets our world apart.
00:17:40All I know is real nice.
00:17:43Katie, will you please sing it?
00:17:45Jacob, that's enough about the singing.
00:17:49Finish your pie.
00:17:50Okay.
00:17:53No, stop you, Farine.
00:18:12She's a fearful child, but she knows right from wrong.
00:18:17It's not that.
00:18:18It's not that.
00:18:23An English woman gave this to Ella Meizuk to pass along.
00:18:29I've been too afraid to open it.
00:18:31Oh, dear God.
00:18:50For me promised to leave us alone.
00:18:55We all made a promise.
00:18:57She's staying in the fancy hotel in the city.
00:19:04She's not leaving, Samuel.
00:19:08What are we going to do?
00:19:10Nothing.
00:19:13If we don't respond, Samantha's dead and buried.
00:19:15No one can find out.
00:19:22If anyone finds out,
00:19:25it would change everything.
00:19:29A whole life here.
00:19:30I fear.
00:19:30I fear.
00:19:54I fear.
00:19:54I fear.
00:20:56Guess who?
00:20:59When I heard that clacking at my window, I doubt maybe Noah King was finally coming to call on me.
00:21:03I thought you were sweet, honey, Lamplick.
00:21:06Can't choose between the two.
00:21:09You're blessed to be Mary and John Byler, you know. He's a good man.
00:21:12I just wonder if I'm fit to be the bishop's wife. How can I be the kind of wife he needs, the kind of mother those boys need when I can't even control myself?
00:21:22What are you talking about?
00:21:23Little Jacob overheard me singing one of my songs today and told everybody at supper.
00:21:31Katie, I thought you was clean past all day.
00:21:32I've prayed and prayed for God to take the songs out of my heart, but I can't get rid of them.
00:21:37I don't understand why he put music in your heart and not let you sing it.
00:21:41But it ain't just the songs, is it?
00:21:46He understood me, Mary.
00:21:48Like no one else.
00:21:49Some mornings I wake up and look out my window and expect to see him walking down the road.
00:21:58Derifur took him, Katie. It's been three years now.
00:22:01God's called Daniel Fisher home.
00:22:03But they never found him.
00:22:06Katie, he's gone.
00:22:08You have to accept it.
00:22:10But God has given you a new man, a man that any single gal in this county would be honored to call her own.
00:22:18It's time you accept that, too.
00:22:19I got your prescription, Mrs. Bennett?
00:22:42No, I'm fine for now.
00:22:43Don't you want to stay ahead of the pain?
00:22:50Maybe later.
00:22:52Were there any messages at the front desk?
00:22:54None.
00:22:55Speaking of messages, Mr. Bennett's been starting to leave them for me every hour.
00:22:59He's worried.
00:23:00You've been avoiding his call since we got here.
00:23:02When are you going to tell him why we're here?
00:23:05I don't know.
00:23:05Soon, maybe.
00:23:10Since the Amish don't have phones, please finish your lunch and then go back down and check again to see if anyone left a message at the front desk.
00:23:16I might as well get it over with.
00:23:31Hi, Dylan.
00:23:33Oh, Laura, thank God.
00:23:35It's been two weeks.
00:23:36I'm your husband.
00:23:37I deserve more than a text message every other day.
00:23:39I know.
00:23:41I'm sorry we haven't talked.
00:23:43No, sorry is I forgot to make dinner reservations.
00:23:45I was seconds from calling out the National Guard to come look for you.
00:23:48You're right.
00:23:48We've just been so busy.
00:23:51With what?
00:23:51You know, I get that you love the Amish, but what's so fascinating there, you can't pick up the phone and let me know you're okay.
00:23:57Nothing.
00:23:59And everything.
00:24:00Look, I don't even know what that means.
00:24:03But what I do know is that you should not be traipsing all over the country.
00:24:07I want you to come home.
00:24:08You need to be home.
00:24:10I'm not ready yet.
00:24:12I still have something to do and I can't tell you about it yet.
00:24:15I thought husbands and wives are supposed to share everything.
00:24:22I just need you to trust me for a few more days.
00:24:25And then, if you want, you can come and get me yourself.
00:24:32All right.
00:24:35You know I love you.
00:24:37I love you too.
00:24:39We'll talk soon.
00:24:45I suppose you know why I came by?
00:25:10I'm thinking it had something to do with us all that singing business.
00:25:18A confession is a redemptive thing, Katie.
00:25:23It's good for the soul.
00:25:24I guess you already know that I've been singing English songs.
00:25:37And I've been fibbing to my debt, too.
00:25:40He told me to get rid of my guitar, but I've been playing it in secret.
00:25:44Are you truly sorry for these transgressions?
00:25:56I suppose I am.
00:25:59And do you agree to turn your back on songs not found in the Osband?
00:26:05I do.
00:26:09And then, Katie Lapp, today you have been restored to your fate.
00:26:13And the Church forgives your indiscretions, just as God does.
00:26:22But there is one more thing.
00:26:26The Scripture tells us that if thine eye offend thee, ye must pluck it out.
00:26:33But I think you know what you must do.
00:26:42Destroy the guitar.
00:26:43Destroy the guitar.
00:26:43Keep going.
00:27:07B chord, good, then E, excellent, now F sharp, and E again, that's it, you've got it.
00:27:37A cool summer night was spent watching the fireflies dance in the light of the moon.
00:27:52I'm just not sure we should be doing this.
00:27:58Because the Ordnung say not to.
00:28:01They say it's prideful.
00:28:02Well, I suppose it would be, if we were trying to impress the world, like most of us.
00:28:10But what if the music comes from the heart, and it's our way to please God's?
00:28:31Wait, can we try that again?
00:28:46What's the matter?
00:29:08Is the kiss not right?
00:29:12I can do better if we practice more.
00:29:17Well, the problem was, the kiss was perfect, Katie.
00:29:23Everything I had imagined it would be, and more.
00:29:26Could you ever leave, Hickory Hall?
00:29:34You mean move to another Amish community?
00:29:38I wouldn't want to live far away from my family.
00:29:44Listen to me, Katie Lapp.
00:29:45If anything should ever happen to me, I want you to promise me that you'll keep on singing.
00:29:54Why are you acting so strange today?
00:29:57Nothing's going to happen to you.
00:30:00Just promise me.
00:30:05Okay.
00:30:05I promise.
00:30:08I promise.
00:30:35I'm sorry, Daniel.
00:30:40I'm so sorry.
00:30:41So you spoke to, to be shipped in?
00:31:07Yeah.
00:31:08Confessed.
00:31:09Like, did you ask me to?
00:31:11It's good to set things right, Katie.
00:31:14Get to the plain truth.
00:31:16You'll feel better.
00:31:29Mum, who's Laura Mayfield?
00:31:35Mama.
00:31:39You cut yourself.
00:31:41I'm okay.
00:31:45What happened down there?
00:31:53She found a scrap of the letter in the stove.
00:32:04Tea, Mum.
00:32:05With two sprigs of mint.
00:32:06Just how you like it.
00:32:07Go see to supplicated girl.
00:32:09Let your mum rest.
00:32:19How much did she see?
00:32:22Just her name.
00:32:23What if she starts asking questions?
00:32:27What do I say?
00:32:30Nothing.
00:32:30We say nothing.
00:32:32For 20 years, I've been praying this day would never come.
00:32:38She's been our daughter since the day we bought her home.
00:32:41I will not allow this English woman to interfere with our lives.
00:32:46I will not allow this English woman to interfere with our lives.
00:32:46She's here.
00:33:00She's here.
00:34:36Mum, whose dress is this?
00:34:43Where did you get sat?
00:34:45In Dietrich with my keepsakes.
00:34:48There's a name stitched into it, Catherine Mayfield.
00:34:51Same name that was on that scrap of letter.
00:34:54It's an English name, ain't so?
00:34:56Katie, I...
00:34:57Katie?
00:34:58What are you not telling me?
00:35:00Samuel, time has come.
00:35:08Katie?
00:35:10That fancy dress there...
00:35:17It's yours.
00:35:20I'm Catherine Mayfield.
00:35:27Yeah, you're there.
00:35:31Please, explain.
00:35:33Since today we laid eyes on you, we've loved you like our own.
00:35:37What are you saying?
00:35:40I'm saying that you are English by birth and you are Amish by adoption.
00:35:47I'm not your daughter.
00:35:48You've always been our daughter.
00:35:51You just spent more to us.
00:35:53Why didn't you tell me?
00:35:58It would have made no difference.
00:35:59Yes, it would.
00:36:00I'm not Amish.
00:36:01You are Amish.
00:36:03Two and two.
00:36:04The name on that letter.
00:36:11Laura Mayfield.
00:36:12She's...
00:36:13She's...
00:36:14Yes.
00:36:16The letter was from her, wasn't it?
00:36:19What did it say?
00:36:20It don't matter none, Katie.
00:36:22Yes, it does.
00:36:22It matters to me.
00:36:23Why did you burn it?
00:36:25Because some things are better left unsaid.
00:36:27All that matters is we are your family.
00:36:31But, Dad...
00:36:32Katie?
00:36:33Please trust me on this.
00:36:36You're better off not digging up old graves.
00:36:43Doesn't Benjamin know?
00:36:45No.
00:36:46Just the three of us.
00:36:47And that's how we're going to keep it for everyone's sake.
00:36:51Not a word about it.
00:36:53Morning, all.
00:37:03Don't suppose you can pretend not to have seen this when it shows up as a wedding gift?
00:37:12It's for me.
00:37:13Count us out of the barn now.
00:37:19Please, pour yourself some tea.
00:37:21That's vain on your Katie, girl.
00:37:32Last time you stopped by unannounced was three years ago.
00:37:37Talking to you lifted my spirits, Ella May.
00:37:40The only thing that got me through some days.
00:37:42Well, I still have ears to hear.
00:37:50That envelope you gave Mum the other day.
00:37:54May I ask how you come by it?
00:37:55You and your folks have a talk.
00:38:04Yeah.
00:38:06They told me about the English of women.
00:38:08But they wouldn't tell me what the letter said.
00:38:10But plainly, it weren't meant for my eyes, or yours.
00:38:19All I know is that I was the baby catcher in this community for 50 years.
00:38:27Of all those hundreds of babies, only one I didn't catch.
00:38:34Me?
00:38:35Your folks brought you home, all bundled up from the hospital in Lancaster.
00:38:44Why do you think she gave me away?
00:38:47Perhaps the better question is why has she come back?
00:38:52My folks won't say.
00:38:55Maybe they're doing what's best for you.
00:38:59They kept it a secret from me my whole life.
00:39:01How is that what's best for me?
00:39:02Don't be so quick to judge.
00:39:06You don't have all the puzzle pieces.
00:39:08But don't I deserve to?
00:39:11What if I'm supposed to have a whole other life, Ella May?
00:39:14Out there, among the English.
00:39:17Oh, I won't deny this is powerful news.
00:39:21But no matter where God puts us,
00:39:25it's up to us how we choose to live.
00:39:28Most of us, Emma, is the best for me.
00:39:32I don't know.
00:40:02I don't know.
00:40:32I don't know.
00:40:34I don't know.
00:40:36I don't know.
00:40:38I don't know.
00:40:40Trust me, you were born to wear these.
00:41:10Trust me, you were born to wear these.
00:41:40Trust me, you were born to wear these.
00:42:10Trust me, you were born to wear these.
00:42:40Trust me, you were born to wear these.
00:43:10It is not good that man should be alone.
00:43:13Let us make him a partner like himself.
00:43:17And for this reason, a man should leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife.
00:43:27And the two shall become one flesh.
00:43:30So, we stand here today, join this couple, John Byler and Katie Lapp in the eyes of the Lord.
00:43:45If there's a soul present, who can give courts, why these two should not be united, let them speak now.
00:43:56For after this, not one complaint should be heard.
00:44:06If there be no objections, and our sister and the brother agree...
00:44:14I'm so sorry, John Byler.
00:44:22I cannot marry you.
00:44:25I'm so sorry.
00:44:27Katie, are you in here?
00:44:53Katie!
00:44:57Katie!
00:45:00Katie!
00:45:01Katie!
00:45:01Katie!
00:45:35Katie, where have you been?
00:45:40Have you any idea what you've done?
00:45:44What will the people think of us now?
00:45:48Your conduct today has brought shame on this entire family.
00:45:52I don't expect you to understand, but I did John a favour today.
00:45:56What you did was leave our bidder with no wife and no mother for his boys.
00:46:01John thought he was marrying a good Amish woman, but that's not what I am.
00:46:04Walter, don't let a fearful spirit get you shunned.
00:46:13Benjamin, take little Eli. Go home to your family.
00:46:16Katie, you are to go to the bishop tomorrow. You are to repent for what you did and beg him to take you back. If he'll still have you.
00:46:29I will not. I will not obey you and his papa. All my life I trusted you to know what was best for me, but you never trusted me enough to tell me the truth about myself.
00:46:42I have a right to know what that letter said. I demand you tell me what it said.
00:46:58You demand?
00:47:01You speak to me with respect, you hear me? I am your father.
00:47:03You are not my father.
00:47:04You are not my father.
00:47:05You are not my father.
00:47:06You are not my father.
00:47:07Oh, Casey.
00:47:37She's here.
00:48:07Oh, thank you for coming.
00:48:24Please, won't you sit down?
00:48:27We made a promise to each other all those years ago.
00:48:31We took her and raised her as our own.
00:48:34And you were never to come looking for her.
00:48:39I know, but things changed.
00:48:42Not for us.
00:48:44For her own sake, we never told her about you.
00:48:48But you come in here,
00:48:50sinned in letters, snooping round,
00:48:54forced to tell her about you.
00:48:56I am so sorry.
00:49:01I just wanted to meet with Catherine.
00:49:03Katie.
00:49:04Katie, I just...
00:49:06I just wanted to see her for a few moments.
00:49:10You may think that I'm naive,
00:49:13but I know what you want.
00:49:17You want to take her from us?
00:49:20No.
00:49:22I would never do that.
00:49:25If that's true,
00:49:27write another letter.
00:49:30Another letter?
00:49:31One that says you're sorry for coming here,
00:49:34for trying to see us.
00:49:36And that once you got here,
00:49:38you realized it was all a foolish mistake.
00:49:41That you lost your heart to see Katie.
00:49:43And that you're going home,
00:49:46never to return.
00:49:48I could never write those things.
00:49:51You would.
00:49:52If you wanted what's best for Katie.
00:49:56Not what's best for you.
00:49:59But I couldn't say what isn't true.
00:50:04Didn't we have nothing more to say to one another?
00:50:07No.
00:50:13I've come to you seeking counsel.
00:50:33I made my first sentence as a girl.
00:50:39We sympathize, Samuel Lemp.
00:50:41It's a good thing you want to bring some order
00:50:44back to your household.
00:50:46It looks to me as if the poor lamb
00:50:48has just lost her way.
00:50:52Let us not forget.
00:50:55Our lord left the 99
00:50:56to go and bring the one lost sheep
00:50:59back to the fold.
00:51:01True, Ephraim.
00:51:03But what if all this ruefulness
00:51:06is evidence that she wants to run from the flock,
00:51:09leave the people behind?
00:51:15Samuel,
00:51:16this is a question only you can answer.
00:51:19Are you fearful?
00:51:21She's on the brink of leaving the church.
00:51:26I pray to God
00:51:27it's not the case.
00:51:30But I can't promise
00:51:32that it ain't in her mind.
00:51:34I can't.
00:51:39Then the scripture is clear on that.
00:51:46If she will not listen to admonishment,
00:51:49then for her own good
00:51:50she has to be disciplined.
00:51:55If it's such a one,
00:51:56you shall not even eat.
00:51:57Bishop John,
00:52:03as grievous as this is,
00:52:06is our shepherd.
00:52:08This matter now falls to you.
00:52:09John,
00:52:18I was planning to come see you,
00:52:35but I didn't want to upset the boys
00:52:38any more than I already had.
00:52:42Were you planning to make a confession?
00:52:48No.
00:52:56This confirms it, then.
00:52:59You are drifting away from the people.
00:53:00As of today,
00:53:06you are shunned.
00:53:10None of us in Hickory Hall
00:53:11can speak to you.
00:53:13You may not eat at the same table
00:53:14that the church members
00:53:15know to business with any plain soul
00:53:17until such time.
00:53:19As you come to your senses,
00:53:21and we see that your actions
00:53:23meet with your convictions,
00:53:25then you may be able to offer
00:53:27a kneeling confession
00:53:28before the congregation.
00:53:29And it is only then
00:53:31that the minding can be lifted,
00:53:35even if it takes the rest of your life.
00:53:37Ah!
00:53:44Ah!
00:53:47Ah!
00:53:47Oh, my God.
00:54:17Oh, my God.
00:54:47Oh, my God.
00:54:57Mama, why isn't Katie sitting at the kid's table?
00:55:00Shh.
00:55:01Just eat your food.
00:55:04Did you run into Abe's office at a farmer's market today?
00:55:08Hmm.
00:55:09He was going to give you some medicine to deliver to Ella Mae.
00:55:13What's the matter with Ella Mae?
00:55:18Must be that old girl's arthritis.
00:55:21Backs up with the change of seasons.
00:55:22I'll go by tomorrow.
00:55:25Take it to her.
00:55:26Oh, you could let me take it to her.
00:55:33Hosses needs their supper, too.
00:55:36I'll help.
00:55:36Bye-bye.
00:55:37Bye-bye.
00:55:38Bye-bye.
00:55:40Bye-bye.
00:58:43I've always been able to help her when she's suffering.
00:58:47And now there's not a thing I can do.
00:58:50I can't speak to her.
00:58:53I can't hold her hand.
00:58:54Look, I...
00:58:56I know I've been hard on the girl.
00:59:00I've been all her life.
00:59:02Give her some time.
00:59:05She'll come to her senses, do a kneeling confession, all will be well again.
00:59:08It's what you'll see.
00:59:09It's what you'll see.
00:59:14What's this pain, Samuel?
00:59:27It's just God's way of showing us what Laura Mayfield has felt all these years.
00:59:33Just wanting to be close to her child.
00:59:37Just to see her one time.
00:59:39But having a fall separating her.
00:59:43It's all about her and her but...
00:59:44It's very...
00:59:47I don't know.
00:59:51I have to ask her...
00:59:52What's her?
00:59:53I don't know.
00:59:55I have to ask her...
00:59:56that's her.
00:59:57I have to ask her...
01:01:27I have no respect at all.
01:01:33Yet I'm not trying to be disrespectful.
01:01:35It's the only way to get your attention.
01:01:37How does she repay us?
01:01:38Please then talk to me.
01:01:39Samuel, please.
01:01:39She brings this English instrument into our home.
01:01:43Please talk to me.
01:01:44I don't know what to do.
01:01:45I need my papa's help to help me to know what to do.
01:01:48Samuel, maybe we could just...
01:01:49What?
01:01:50We could what?
01:01:51You want to defy the Ogno?
01:01:53No.
01:01:53You want to walk away from everything we believe in?
01:01:56No.
01:01:56Everything that sets our world apart?
01:01:58Please talk to me.
01:01:59No!
01:02:06No!
01:02:06No!
01:02:06No!
01:02:07No!
01:02:07No!
01:02:08No!
01:02:08No!
01:02:08No!
01:02:09No!
01:02:14No!
01:02:16No!
01:02:16No!
01:02:17No!
01:02:18Talk to me, please.
01:02:45I need you.
01:02:48I remember the fireplace.
01:02:55You were everywhere, weren't they?
01:02:57Shining all around us as I took you home in my buggy.
01:03:01On Tisbury Road.
01:03:05The night we first fell for each other.
01:03:08Everything was perfect.
01:03:11Everything was right.
01:03:15The people have always been there for me, Daniel.
01:03:18When you drowned, they gave me the strength to go on.
01:03:22Now, I've lost them too.
01:03:25Is this what my faith has been about?
01:03:29Being banned the rest of my life?
01:03:31I don't even know who I am anymore.
01:03:34And maybe this time you found out.
01:03:38The only people who know the truth about my birth are mom and dad.
01:03:43And even if they wanted to, they can't tell me anymore because I'm shunned.
01:03:47I don't have anyone left.
01:03:51Is that true?
01:03:54You mean her?
01:03:56But I don't even know who she is.
01:04:01I don't know how I would even find her.
01:04:03Deep down, you know what you need to do, Katie.
01:04:18Why did you have to leave me, Daniel?
01:04:24Mrs. Lapp?
01:04:41Hello, I was just hoping to see Mrs. Bennett again.
01:04:45I'm sorry, you're too late.
01:04:46She's gone.
01:04:47Gone, but she said she was.
01:04:49Jessica.
01:04:50Out front, your flight leaves in 90 minutes.
01:04:53I'll be right there.
01:04:58Can you give this to her for me?
01:05:02I suppose so.
01:05:06I really have to go.
01:05:08She left so suddenly.
01:05:11Her husband arranged for an air ambulance to fly her back to her doctor's.
01:05:15She collapsed this morning.
01:05:17Collapsed?
01:05:18You mean she didn't tell you?
01:05:21Tell me what?
01:05:23Her body has a stabilized BP 90 over 60.
01:05:27She's been out of UC all the flight over here.
01:05:29Laura, can you hear me?
01:05:30What's wrong with that?
01:05:32Please don't know what's wrong.
01:05:34Laura wants you to look at me.
01:05:37It's very good.
01:05:38I love you.
01:05:38Prepper stat, I'll be right behind you.
01:05:42All right, the good news is I don't think she's had a stroke, but I did warn her this could happen.
01:05:46That tumor's pressing on her spinal cord and it's interfering with the blood flow to her brain.
01:05:49Oh, dear God.
01:05:51You should have done this surgery a month ago.
01:05:52I know.
01:05:54She kept insisting there was something she had to do first.
01:05:57Whatever it is, hope it was worth it.
01:05:58You should have done this surgery.
01:06:00I know.
01:06:00Okay, I'll put up the lottery right now, I'll put it in.
01:06:01Hello?
01:06:02Yeah.
01:06:03Yeah, she's doing great.
01:06:08The surgery was a week ago.
01:06:14Yeah, she made it through your flying colours.
01:06:29Yeah.
01:06:32Um, so about our deal...
01:06:35You went through a major surgery, honey.
01:06:38It's normal to feel a little down.
01:06:42We'll have you back on your feet soon.
01:06:44You'll see.
01:06:49How's she doing today?
01:06:50Singing the blues.
01:06:52We need to give her some space to heal, so keep it short, hmm?
01:06:55I understand.
01:06:57I know.
01:06:58I just need to have a reasonable rate of return.
01:07:01Morning, Mrs. Bennett.
01:07:06What's that?
01:07:08Rebecca.
01:07:09She came by the hotel when I was leaving and she gave me this for you.
01:07:16Oh, oh.
01:07:17Oh.
01:07:19Oh.
01:07:20Oh.
01:07:21Oh.
01:07:22Oh.
01:07:23Oh.
01:07:24Oh.
01:07:25Oh.
01:07:26Oh.
01:07:29Oh, oh, oh.
01:07:41Hey, look, I'll have to give back to you later.
01:07:48Thanks.
01:07:52Sweetheart?
01:07:55What is that?
01:07:59Could you give us a few moments?
01:08:01What is that?
01:08:32I want you to know everything, Katie.
01:08:36It's time you come to know what happened the night you came to be our baby girl.
01:08:42But, Ben, you shouldn't be talking to me.
01:08:45I would rather be shown to myself than have another minute in silence with you.
01:08:52I was eight months pregnant, Katie.
01:09:02I loved your brother more than anything, but both your dad and me had been praying for more children, and God answered our prayers, just not in the way we expected.
01:09:14There was a time before my inheritance that you don't know about.
01:09:21And it's, it's the reason that I went to Lancaster County.
01:09:28My mom was an alcoholic and a drug addict, and my grandmother disinherited her.
01:09:38And when I was 16, I met this boy who made me feel like I mattered.
01:09:42And with no one really watching over me, things happened.
01:09:49After Ben was born, we tried having more babies.
01:10:04I got pregnant three times, and lost each one.
01:10:11I wasn't taking chances with this baby.
01:10:14I was going to fight for this one.
01:10:20But the baby started coming too early.
01:10:24Your dad wanted to fetch Elimee, but I knew something was wrong.
01:10:31I just knew I needed an English doctor.
01:10:38I begged and begged him not to leave me.
01:10:41But he did.
01:10:42He did leave me.
01:10:46Our precious baby girl was born.
01:10:49But something was wrong with her heart.
01:10:53There was nothing they could do.
01:10:57She lived only a few minutes.
01:11:07The doctor said my childbearing days were over.
01:11:12Said we'd never again hold a little one of our own.
01:11:23And I remember sitting in a wheelchair, wondering what I was going to do.
01:11:28When I saw you.
01:11:30My son.
01:11:41That's when she came to us.
01:11:56She was no more than 16.
01:12:03She wanted you to have a good life.
01:12:06The kind of life she didn't think she could provide at the time.
01:12:12She offered you to us in secret.
01:12:15When no one was watching.
01:12:16When no one was watching.
01:12:17The kid was running.
01:12:19I was trying to get you.
01:12:22She was acting like a bitch.
01:12:22She was asking you to know me.
01:12:22I'm not going to know me.
01:12:23I'm not going to do you.
01:12:24I don't know.
01:12:24I don't know.
01:12:24I don't know.
01:12:25I don't know.
01:12:25I don't know.
01:12:26But he loved her.
01:12:27But he loved her.
01:12:27I'm not going to you.
01:12:28I don't know.
01:12:29I don't know.
01:12:30That buggy driving away
01:12:51was the last I ever saw of her.
01:12:53All that searching
01:12:54and you didn't get to see her?
01:12:57No.
01:13:00I realized that's the greatest gift
01:13:03a mother can ever give her daughter.
01:13:07Putting her needs
01:13:08before her own.
01:13:22All anyone knew
01:13:23was that we left the hollow pregnant
01:13:26and we returned
01:13:28with a beautiful baby girl.
01:13:30Let's go.
01:13:31Let's go.
01:13:33Let's go.
01:15:42I know you can't speak to me but I was hoping you might just listen.
01:15:46I know you can't speak to me, but I was hoping you might just listen.
01:15:59You're just in time for tea.
01:16:16Thank you for talking to me, LMA. Breaking to Ben, I mean.
01:16:28I have to folks in this community think I'm a sane house alone anyway.
01:16:36They'll think I forgot to even watch the band.
01:16:38And besides, there are times the human heart needs more than the whole vase can give it.
01:16:51My mom also talked to me. She told me everything.
01:16:56Thought she might.
01:16:58The reason Laura Mayfield came looking for me after all these years is...
01:17:02She's dying.
01:17:06She wanted to see me while there's still time.
01:17:08Then I guess you've got a decision to make.
01:17:16If I don't go now, LMA, I might never get to see her.
01:17:20I might never find out who I really am.
01:17:24Who you really are.
01:17:27That's a peculiar thing to say.
01:17:31What do you mean?
01:17:32Well, I know who you are.
01:17:34You're a dead little girl who loved picking flowers of every color.
01:17:41Squabbling with her ornery brother.
01:17:45Listening to her mama's stories.
01:17:48And the oveys at her father's feet.
01:17:53And taking late night buggy rides.
01:17:56With Daniel Fisher.
01:17:57Or a dead child.
01:17:58Or a dead child.
01:18:04That's who you are.
01:18:05If you need to go see Laura Mayfield.
01:18:14Then go.
01:18:17Or if you just need to discover the first.
01:18:23Then go.
01:18:25And cut B picture.
01:18:27But don't go thinking.
01:18:30You're going to find something out there that you ain't already found right here.
01:18:36The miracle.
01:18:39Ain't the life you missed, Katie.
01:18:44It's the life you got.
01:18:4520 years ago.
01:18:54Love.
01:18:56Brought you to Hickory Hollow.
01:19:01And if you're going to leave.
01:19:05Let it be that same love.
01:19:08That sends you off.
01:19:10Vin, are you leaving?
01:19:35There's a bus out of Lancaster later today.
01:19:37You're going to see her then?
01:19:44Yeah.
01:19:45I'm going to try.
01:19:48But.
01:19:49Even if I don't.
01:19:51I have questions I need answered for myself out there.
01:19:59If you do find her.
01:20:01What will you say to her?
01:20:07I'll say thank you.
01:20:13Maybe she regrets giving me away.
01:20:15But.
01:20:16I'm grateful that she did.
01:20:19Because she gave me to.
01:20:21The best parents a child could hope for.
01:20:25She gave me to my true family.
01:20:29However, we know you're all right, Adil.
01:20:31I have money saved up from housekeeping.
01:20:36And I'll write you.
01:20:42Katie.
01:20:43I'm so sorry for your hurt, too.
01:20:46I'm sorry for all the secrets.
01:20:50Can you forgive me?
01:20:53Mama.
01:20:55I already have.
01:20:56I'm sorry.
01:20:57No matter how far you go.
01:21:04Or how long you're going.
01:21:06You'll always be right here.
01:21:11And when you're ready to come back.
01:21:13We'll be waiting.
01:21:17I love you, Mama.
01:21:19I love you, too, kitty girl.
01:21:24Never far away.
01:21:27Never far away.
01:21:28Never far away.
01:21:29Never far away.
01:21:31Never far away.
01:21:47Never far away.
01:21:52Never far away.
01:21:52I love you.
01:21:53I love you, too.
01:21:54It's a whole time they tell you the bus night.
01:21:55And who, sir?
01:21:56I suppose if I was gone away on a journey a little extra cash might help.
01:22:26I know I got my dad on the other side.
01:22:28I'm dead.
01:22:31I'm dead.
01:22:32I'm dead.
01:22:33I'm dead.
01:22:34I'm dead.
01:22:35I'm dead.
01:22:36I'm dead.
01:22:37I'm dead.
01:22:38I'm dead.
01:22:39You're dead.
01:22:40You're dead.
01:23:37I tried to turn my head around for too long just to see it now, that I can't erase any mistake.
01:23:48Looking back for one more glance, never made a second chance, I cradled a pain, regret that remains.
01:23:58I'll play it over and over differently, but it's over cause you say I am free.
01:24:10Say my name and tell me I can walk away from all my fears of yesterday.
01:24:16I can't hear you calling.
01:24:21Say my name and tell me there's a better place, even that to see it race.
01:24:27I can't hear you calling, calling.
01:24:42Drinking from a bitter whale, wishing for a fairy tale.
01:24:47I thought we agreed how it should be.
01:24:53So now I am.
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