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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other.
00:38It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer.
00:47Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabos.
00:52Days in Cabos.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Hmm.
01:36Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kind of moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:11No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's...
02:14That's not fair.
02:15I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.
02:25It's not just boys.
02:26The sororities are going too.
02:27Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest
02:34or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break,
02:51and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever
02:54going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh my God, what?
02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:09Fuck it, I won't waste your time.
03:11You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
03:15So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes, I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine, if that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great, okay, awesome, bye.
03:23Bye.
03:27I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:33I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:53See?
03:56Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on?
04:08Why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:24I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight and walk out the door and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Belly.
04:44I fucked up and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I've had a shitty week and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Belly.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Belly...
05:20When I was in Cabo...
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I just thought we'd lose.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:37You could never lose me.
05:40You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:50Uh...
05:52I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:02I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07All this...
06:10No.
06:11Boat.
06:12No.
06:13No.
06:15No.
06:16No.
06:18I am a Christian.
06:21No, no.
06:23Worthless.
06:24Yeah.
06:25No.
06:26No.
06:27No.
06:28No.
06:29Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:26Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:35Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcade X?
08:56Starrcade X?
08:57Like, like, the gaming starter?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, no personal stuff.
09:33All right, I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcade X?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51Woof.
10:08Woof.
10:09Woof.
10:14Woof.
10:15you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because
10:48obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to tell
10:55my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one
11:06thing at a time is not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything
11:10is oh my god hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't
11:24avoid i see jeremiah everywhere even when he isn't really there
11:33but no matter how i try to
11:53and no matter how i want to
12:00and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:09and no matter how guilty i still feel saying
12:14and i learned to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36so i just need to not be here
12:48hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry how are you mom i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth
13:16certificate what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the wait list
13:22for paris
13:23that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:28how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah um mom i gotta go okay love you
13:39bro you're tweaking you need to
13:47level out try some of the indica i got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds redbird felt like something to me
14:05i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:13you two were broken up right and you were wasted as hell
14:17and lacy was all over your shit it's not an excuse
14:20i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22yeah yeah probably
14:25belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like i'm i'm losing the best part of myself
14:55that's beautiful man
14:58so fight for her stop saying you're sorry find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy
15:10i don't think it's supposed to be
15:12i just can't believe it he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21i swear if he comes to our dorm it's on site
15:25don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:28it kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30do you think i'm being too hard on him
15:34look if he really thought you were broken up technically it's not cheating but to keep
15:42it a secret that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from
15:47you that's the part i can't get over
15:51what annika didn't know was that i had a secret too
15:55it was the day after christmas last year my mom was at a writer's retreat steven was visiting
16:02friends jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured why be home alone when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:13oh shit shit shit shit oh my god okay what would kevin do
16:26what would kevin do
16:27steven open up it's me
16:50billy you okay
16:52okay yeah yeah sorry just the flash got to me
16:57okay next
16:59billy no please don't leave i made the biggest mistake of my life please just talk to me
17:16look i'll tell you anything i'll tell you anything i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:25okay
17:29how did it happen
17:32look i was really sad i was drunk
17:36she was just there
17:40how many times
17:41twice
17:46how could you do this to billy please i know i don't deserve you but i love you more than
17:55anyone else in the world and it kills me to see you hurting and i would do anything to take it back
17:59stop you can't undo what you did
18:02billy please i'm sorry i'm so sorry i've never loved anyone but you
18:07i love him too and i want to forgive him i just don't know how
18:16you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:21and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:23well
18:33laurel
18:35elliott hey hey
18:38oh fancy books you got there oh yeah you know well i've already read the moncrief translation twice
18:43so as one does yeah yeah i've decided it's the year that i finally read a la recherche du
18:49told how do you in the original french go for it live on the edge you know um
18:56you and i we could start our own book group if uh if you're interested uh unfortunately professor
19:02park dropped out of french her first year of college john what are you doing here open up a
19:08word with you in private professor okay see you later elliott uh sure yeah um i'll be at the
19:17uh flaubert symposium if you want to drop by okay sounds great okay
19:26what was that so ta's are allowed to flirt with professors now he's an adjunct and maybe i was
19:31flirting back well and i was doing him a favor you'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes
19:36what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway researching potential crossover
19:40courses our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again and a lit conference is definitely
19:47the way to do that shoot me dad please make your way into ballroom b for tropes of old english epic
19:53poetry thank you
19:58that sounds boring as shit yeah okay
20:06new plan we find somewhere to drink this steal a wine opener i can't do that pull your weight
20:17so
20:26okay welcome to day one by the end of the summer i expect half of you will still be here
20:33don't piss me off and we'll be fine
20:35okay first patient we have a 15 year old boy came in following a seizure any thoughts on what might
20:44be going on i want to start off with our first years what do you say well uh could be puberty
20:53hormones he's 15 uh could also he's also recovering from the flu and fevers are the most common cause of
20:59seizures at his age very good they also gave him nausea meds at the er and that does increase risk
21:04good catch sometimes it's just the obvious answer absolutely thank you dr namazi i'll keep that in mind
21:11okay next patient are you trying to make me the med student that gets caught on day one i'm sure
21:17that's just a myth it's fine i'll take that i'll make it up in the next one look i know that climbing
21:22up namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:26why did i tell you that because you were like yearning to whatever safest place to hang out at
21:33an academic conference is in the hotel gym nice give me your phone mine's dead and i want to call the
21:39kids it's in my room also the kids are fine also you're upside down yes yes i am
21:45what are you doing getting some things off my chest why did i ask you know even though our marriage went to
21:58shit we ended up being pretty good co-parents yes we did oh my god i just remembered belly called me today
22:12to say she is studying abroad next semester in paris oh do you know how the parisian police found quasimodo
22:20they followed a hunch please never tell that joke again you used to love my jokes used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose in fact wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date i was fake
22:33laughing and i planned to sleep with you all along you did mind if i work in uh no it's all yours
22:43we're done here appreciate it
22:52why are you here what are you you haven't responded to my text all day
23:04it's finals it's a stressful time hey are you okay what's wrong
23:10i'm i'm hungry okay then let's let's just grab some food come on get it
23:16okay
23:36so uh
23:37uh uh where do you want to go eat i don't know
23:49what
23:53uh i broke up with mia
23:55i hope you didn't do that for me what
24:07what uh sorry i just i thought you'd be happy that i just wanted to be with you
24:14after after the other night sleeping over steven i
24:17you're wrong and i've told you before i just want this to be casual
24:20okay it's never casual with you and me taylor you know that let's just stop
24:25around you know and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people they don't even know about
24:28us that doesn't matter it's still messed up
24:32taylor i want you and me to have a fresh start you know free and and clear and clean we've tried
24:37before we've tried a million times it doesn't we don't work it never works taylor you are the only
24:42girl i want to be with i'm telling you i i love you stop no don't i i i can't do this what are you
24:49just can you pull over and let me out of the car taylor no taylor i need you to listen to me
24:53please that's all i'm asking please just let me out of the car we're in the middle of the road
24:56taylor i'm not doing that i want to leave pull over and let me out of the car fine fine fine
25:03fuck here i'm pulling over okay
25:11taylor what the
25:12taylor i told you i don't want oh my god
25:32taylor
25:40i'm really sorry what happened were you with him are you hurt
25:46what happened i wasn't in the car okay we were arguing
25:51and i jumped out and he was trying to come after me okay
26:00what
26:07it's just my fault no no no it's not your fault
26:11you're with stephen conklin yeah yeah is he okay initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral
26:20contusion cerebral contusion it's a bruise on the brain we won't know how serious it is until
26:26the swelling goes down until then we'll keep him sedated so we just wait and see is that it there's
26:32some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf can that be one of
26:36you i'm his sister sister works okay um what kind of decisions do i it's it's in the paperwork there
26:46uh-huh i need to i need to try my parents again i couldn't okay i i will try them i will do it
26:54i don't know stephen's insurance if he's on our parents insurance or his job how am i supposed to
26:59know his blood type i think i think i remember stephen bragging about being a universal donor of course
27:06you can brag about anything okay he oh negative he's oh negative okay i'm gonna try your parents
27:16again i think i should uh let a few other people know too you want me to call jare
27:26i don't know an hour ago i wanted to throw up thinking about him but now i just
27:30i just i just wish he was here you know what to say to make me feel better
27:41i'm gonna be your jare today i will track down your parents i will call jare's dumb ass too okay just
27:50just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me i'm gonna do it thank you
27:53um can you call uh conrad too because he just might understand what all this means yeah i got
28:00you i'm gonna call conrad well i'll hop on the next flight no it's fine laurel and john will probably
28:09be here by then okay well tell me what the doctor said exactly uh he's kind of a dick he basically blew
28:16us off or we're trying to get updates but well maybe i can help where's he admitted
28:21we're at um providence providence general but how will you i will figure it out i just want to do
28:29something hey how's belly she's fine yeah okay yeah yeah great okay well just keep me updated okay yep
28:42will do all right dr namazi excuse me what's up a friend of mine was in a car accident uh very close
28:53friend more like family and he's at providence general is there any chance you know anyone in
28:59neurology there the head of neurology is a friend of a friend well his name is stephen conklin do you
29:04think there's any possible way that you could make a call i'll see what i can do thank you do you
29:13think you need to take the day
29:14uh no i'm good okay
29:27jerry's in the lobby yeah i know babe he just wants to be nearby if we need him he's not going to
29:43come try and talk to you or anything that's so sweet why does he have to be so sweet should i text him
30:06isabel conklin yeah i'm dr june kwan i head up the neurology team i'm taking over your brother's
30:15case does that mean he's gotten worse no it means someone well connected is looking out for you
30:20i got a call from a colleague at stanford steven is sedated and sleeping he's stable and i've ordered
30:28a ct scan have you seen him yet well let's get you back there we allow two visitors immediate family
30:34only so i'll presume this is steven's other sister follow me
30:39any news on your friend no you sure you shouldn't just go out there i don't even know what how to do
30:53if i did it's not like i'm a doctor yet plus we barely talked over the last few years
31:00no cell phones yeah how did everything go with those blood draws good great
31:09this is mislabeled oh that's uh that's mine that's my mistake a mistake that put your patient
31:18at risk i'll fix it right now you should have gone home when i gave you the chance it won't happen again
31:22no it won't you're done here you're not ready for this you're firing me for one mistake
31:30dr namazi please you may see this as one mistake but this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36which makes you a walking liability my liability dr namazi i don't know you can always apply again next
31:43year
31:56Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care,
32:25but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33You know, I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like,
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:24I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31as this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:34It's selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:40But all this...
34:43I think that it made me realize that
34:51even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:04Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:19Right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:25Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Chower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while.
35:37Okay.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but don't just throw away everything
35:56you guys have had for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:09Okay.
36:13We got to get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:33My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:43Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where are you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:12Shut up.
37:12I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:23Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:27Jer's here.
37:29He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mom.
37:46Steve, was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:21That day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:39Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight cop.
38:56Delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:02My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:06and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So.
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it.
39:41I don't know.
39:43You called.
39:43I can start a fire.
39:50So I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just going to crash.
39:57Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:00You too.
40:06You too.
40:15The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:18I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Ow!
40:24You okay?
40:33You okay?
40:34Oh no, leave me alone.
40:37You hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:44Ow.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow.
40:49Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:26Ow.
41:30I'm going to pick you up and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jare, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:52Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:07Ow.
42:07That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:15A part of me will always love you.
42:27We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:35The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:41Boundless by the time I...
42:43Entertainingly expressive.
42:45H-blank-blank-blank-y.
42:48Hmm.
42:48What?
42:49Yeah.
42:50Nice one.
42:51Hammie.
42:53Hammie.
42:57Hamie?
42:58Louise?
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:03And...
43:03She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing
43:14for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God, dude.
43:16I want to get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young
43:21to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.
43:24It's true.
43:30Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my receipts now here is terrible.
43:34I'm on the mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather,
43:50so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:53Yeah, he...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly. Can you hear me?
43:58Yeah, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, I'll be true tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Bell.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:22because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever going to happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:50Just gone like a ghost.
45:04Conrad Fisher.
45:06The ghost of Christmas past.
45:07It's blackbird on my shoulder.
45:12And what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over,
45:20shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness,
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you taught me
45:47All will once ever cease
45:50Come in.
46:20Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm going to be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face
46:30that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:44So, look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:55Actually, I was going to say
46:58that she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:06And the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:12Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:18And...
47:20As long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you,
47:23not the other way around.
47:30Hello.
47:30Would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven?
47:37You ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow.
47:41Ow.
47:42Ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no.
47:44Break another one, why don't you?
47:45It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Uh, hi.
47:58I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen,
48:15obviously.
48:16I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:22Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know,
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:43If we never ran into each other
48:50that day in New York,
48:51we would have just gone about our lives
48:52and been fine,
48:54so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly
49:02when it comes to you, Tay.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge,
49:11but...
49:12it was a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life,
49:48I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:13Thank God.
50:19Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:24Yeah, I would love that.
50:24I was...
50:29I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out
50:40the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:45for you to even begin
50:46to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do
50:48whatever it takes
50:49if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything
51:03leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:10I can see how you thought
51:12we were broken up.
51:13You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand
51:19how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else
51:22so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough
51:27to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly,
51:28I was completely numb
51:30that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like
51:32I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:35after I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for...
51:40I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:50Maybe we...
51:53shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:58I mean...
51:59if we both believe
52:01that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:04then...
52:06maybe we can just
52:08start over.
52:10I want that,
52:12Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me
52:16like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:24I promise.
52:34I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:44After Steven,
52:45I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it
52:50with the person
52:50that you love.
52:53I want to be with you
52:54always,
52:55no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine
52:58my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:01Belly has always been
53:03our story,
53:03yours and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:10What are you thinking?
53:14The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know
53:24what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:28Isabel Conklin.
53:36Will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41Yes.
53:41Yes.
53:47I love you.
53:53I love you too.
53:54I love you.
53:55I bet we already
54:20knew our names
54:22before we met
54:23each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed
54:26the Milky Way,
54:28walked on the sun
54:29together.
54:30How could I
54:32forget
54:33those
54:35emerald eyes?
54:38They took me
54:40by surprise,
54:41but suddenly
54:42I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile
54:45from miles away.
54:48I knew that
54:49I have loved you
54:50forever and a day.
54:53Forever and a day.
54:57Forever and a day.
54:59Forever and a day.
55:02In all my lives
55:05I've waited
55:06every time
55:08to hear you say
55:10I'm yours
55:13forever and a day.
55:15Forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe
55:30in destiny
55:32but I might have to say
55:38your melodies
55:42they're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
55:47I'm yours forever
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