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00:00you've never had a polygraph before never there's a snake in this group no one likes a liar she's
00:09not telling the truth the truth always comes to life do you have any serious reservations about
00:15marrying Ryan she's not the person you think she is enough bullshit Gretchen was using me to cover
00:22her lives she is a known liar manipulator I don't even know who to trust do you think you have any
00:28credibility you have none none so disgusted it's just too much make it make sense why what are we
00:38supposed to believe is the truth she's a lie till you die kind of person would you rather be a housewife
00:46of Beverly Hills
00:58Archie hi I got you some treats you want to eat you already ate see dumb do you want to eat that's his
01:09yes good boy I want you to be a little bit in the video I want to do whatever helps this house sell
01:19quickly can you do these moves this is an important one it's all like drag your hand yeah okay in a
01:29masculine way maybe highly insulting don't try to do anything fancy
01:38you notice the change with the gym downstairs there's some abs there one two I do you tonight
01:58hopefully as long as there's reverse cowgirl oh this thing is slippery honey yep I did it I think
02:09honey huh you're so sexy I like the underwear and the mask
02:16oh my gosh you're so summery we're matching oh my gosh how funny oh my god you're matching
02:30hi how are you good good to see you I just got back from Arizona I saw an hour ago Matt was hosting
02:37for golf channel again oh nice and it's like this crazy party I know I know a lot of people that go
02:43every year they're there a lot of single men oh my god it was a sea of penis oh honestly
02:51I did my manifestation for yeah 2025 and that's good men are not on the list like I'm having fun
03:00if I look back to where I was a year ago I am a completely different person I think what the
03:06issue is here is that I have your ex-boyfriend I owe him $75,000 and if I don't pay him he's gonna
03:12assume he's a monster I don't want to think about him I don't want to talk about him the night I met
03:17John I was there I don't think about John Jansen at all I did settle the lawsuit because it was
03:25important for me to not have any ties to him anymore so we settled on $60,000 so enjoy that wedding
03:33that I'm paying for I invited everyone to go to the golden door which by the way I never thought
03:42that they would say okay bring friends for a day uh it's amazing when I was there a couple weeks ago
03:49I won box Shannon Bedore boxing blaster oh good for you yeah
03:55okay let's just go
03:59hi hi there wait did you tell them about your tires oh is there anyone that could maybe put air in my
04:08tires I'm sure there's somebody in service okay so Katie yeah I am looking for a seven series I had
04:14like five of them and I want to get one back so I'm gonna show you this but it's an all-electric car
04:19what do you think of this color though it's a little too light I think is there there's a darker gray
04:25right I'm gonna go pull up a list what do I gotta do to get a car with a red bow on it might have to
04:30do something in the bedroom the back door is only for his birthday Shannon and I have a blast and after
04:36the reunion Shannon and I got a little closer I felt like Shannon was one of the only ones to stick
04:41up for me there's a story that's always different than someone else's story just a lot of investigation
04:47here and I felt like that was a real turning point for us in our friendship it's got a bow I feel like
04:51it's my present wait so I was with Emily yesterday it just simulates like muscle contraction yes we can
04:59adjust the intensity too ah what are you putting on um you know there are certain things that like you
05:07don't go there so when her kids were brought up with your daughter the thing with Kylie was such of
05:13nothing I thought it was funny and it turned into this big thing I went over and I babysat and they're like
05:17we don't really like Heather she's mean to our mom my boys looked at me and they were like Kylie told us that
05:22Heather's mean I think it was after that Emily's ex-nanny came forward to me Emily is saying that you told the
05:32nanny where to put her information out there after the reunion Emily's ex-nanny reached out to me and said
05:37your daughter's not lying this is my experience who's really validating and I said well there's nothing I can do
05:43with this so I told her this is the podcast Kylie just did I'm like why are you making me seem like I'm this like
05:48girl who's spreading rumors when I'm just I'm literally telling the story I thought it was funny she then reached out to
05:53the podcast and I had nothing to do with any of that going out she's really upset about it
06:00what are you doing Clover do you want to help some dishes
06:08hi baby hi babe I gotta go get the kiddos what are you doing Emily is coming over so we'll just hang
06:16okay she hasn't been here yet so I want to show her the house because I'm so excited
06:21Travis and I have made the decision to move back in together you're gonna carry me through the threshold
06:28I'm not oh my god it's so echoing do you hear that square footage
06:35footage there are not a lot of homes this size in my neighborhood and last year it was very easy to say
06:44oh we can't afford something together because that wasn't the real issue she's gonna love it
06:48good this is gonna sound weird but I took a trip to Bali over the summer and honestly it was a
06:54life-changing trip I so connected to the wind when I was there and there were so many signs
06:59I found out that I was living with fear and making my decisions out of fear
07:05all right we'll have fun with Emily love you lots
07:08everything that happened with Travis and his ex it really scared me
07:13there have been actual incidents and my kids are scared
07:18I love you and I decided I'm not gonna let anybody else's inability to not move on with
07:26their life dictate mine like I feel free
07:30coming bitch
07:34hi hi oh my gosh welcome oh it's beautiful it smells nice oh it does it because I have lit a lot of
07:42candles oh I love candles I need a couch this is not the permanent look it's like camping chic right
07:49now you know it's very comfortable big I know I know it feels so good Emily it reminds me of stepbrothers
07:55yeah you could do so many activities
07:57clearly Gina has her head on straight now about Travis but she can't kick him out again I feel like
08:05one time that's it if she does it again he's gone
08:09I gotta tell you something I went to the dog beach the other day with Jen and Shannon
08:14it's the best day of your life
08:16drop it
08:17Archie you gotta stop I don't talk to bark
08:20Jen basically told me that Katie did tell Jen the nanny reached out to Katie and Katie gave her
08:30the information for that podcaster so it's like this girl is basically like hi Katie I want to ruin
08:37Emily's life and I want to talk her children and Katie's like oh here's the phone number to go do
08:43it Annabelle's friends all have Instagram and social media and they tell her things that they read
08:49about her that's so awful that breaks my heart I've honestly never felt so violated in my life
08:57I get that Katie cannot control the fact that the nanny reached out to her however instead of telling me
09:03or ignoring it she connected the nanny with the podcaster
09:06that blogger publishes it
09:08as if it's real
09:09right
09:09which it's not
09:10but the problem is other bloggers read it and then they replicate it so that the general public could all comment
09:16on my parenting and my children the worst part is Emily she doesn't think she did anything wrong
09:21who Katie Katie thinks she did nothing wrong
09:23our kids don't go on podcasts but you were okay with it I don't know I just
09:28highly telling her truth yes I was okay with that and I was pissed
09:32you talk about my custody and something that was extremely painful to not just me but those three kids
09:38that's not apples to apples Shannon giving up custody of my kids was actually my choice for them
09:43for you to lose both physical and legal you have to be unfit or you sign papers and say I don't
09:49want anything to do with my kids what happened I was living in a facility in Atlanta he was
09:54immediately awarded the kids because I could not provide a place for them to live I never missed
09:59time with my kids having been through such a horrible situation I feel like we should be
10:03celebrating that somebody survived instead of cutting me down and using it against me saying those
10:08things about me being a mother was terrible that's not okay and I haven't gotten an apology for that
10:14yeah but I really think that you need to have a talk with Emily I am happy to I have had it with her
10:23and so like I have to get some of this out so like I actually called Katie to invite her to coffee
10:28it's very upsetting to me because I brought Katie into this group and if I could get through to her
10:34maybe she'll have a shot to course correct this will you come okay I want to go but I have like
10:42mom things going on that are really hard but I have to take time out of my day to deal with this
10:47bitch like that's I that's so up I should have I shouldn't have to do that I'm telling you right
10:53now she has pushed it too far
11:04hi mom hi what country are you in now Stella Amsterdam oh wow what are you doing there
11:16going to a rave are you serious it started at 11 right now it's one and it ends at seven in the
11:24morning I miss my girls of course but I'm so happy that both Sophie and Adeline are in New York City
11:33the DJ I'm going to see is from 2 30 to 5 30 and then Stella wanted to stay close to home and so
11:41it's so ironic that now she's living in Europe and going to spend all four years there I try to explain
11:46to Stella life isn't going to be this way at some point you're going to have to get a job
11:50Stella what happens if you do drugs you die you die exactly
11:56I was so nervous about Max going to Paris this semester she is doing so well Stella you know is
12:05in Paris and she and Max have communicated that's cool so that's nice oh this place looks like
12:10how much asbestos city fine no one ever told me oh god my stepfather died from asbestosis of the
12:18lung by the way I feel like I failed you didn't fail when we bought the Beverly Hills house I had
12:23a really good plan by doing a remodel we can do this probably for 10 million yeah we're gonna have
12:29a party when it's all built or a stroke that's not funny but we ended up with a contractor that came in
12:36eight million dollars over the budget that we had previously agreed on and didn't give us this budget
12:43until he had ripped up the house and now it just doesn't seem like it's worth it anymore it's
12:48gonna take three years to build it and that means that Ace is a senior in high school by the time we
12:56move in I say we sell it let's just move on well first of all we have to finish the floors because
13:01to me it looks like a war zone what's a new floor gonna do the first thing they're gonna do is tear it
13:05up that is so little money forty five thousand dollars yeah that's a party you throw at Nobu isn't it
13:11goodness Togo are you hungry you want a grilled cheese or something no no Luke are you hungry you
13:23want a snack you want a turkey slice are you gonna eat it obviously what else would I do with it well
13:31I don't know sometimes it just sits there and I give it to the dog did you eat anything at school
13:40today maybe yes no yes what did you eat pirate booty you ate pirate booty at school is that all
13:46you ate for lunch I ate the Gatorade the what Gatorade Gatorade I don't I do you want to go play for a
13:56little bit and then I'll help you with your homework here Luke you want to take this the boys are almost
14:0210 years old they are very tiny for their age they clearly took off to Shane not me I'll try to make
14:11something for Luke every night I just give him a bowl of rice it's like there's no variety and as a
14:16mom that's so hard he doesn't complain though but we know he's hungry Luke has always been a picky eater
14:22but it's gotten to the point I would say over the last year where it's just he doesn't eat at all
14:26do you want chips or do you want some goldfish or something I am not hungry you're not hungry two
14:32months ago I took Luke to a therapist she told me that he definitely has ARFID which stands for
14:38avoidance restrictive food intake disorder the nutritionist was explaining to me he doesn't
14:45understand that he feels hungry food in general disgusts him we offer it to him but we don't force him
14:52she also asked me is he very susceptible to smells and I said yeah like we'll walk into somebody's
14:58house and he'll be like it stinks in here and I'm like you can't say that but we have to be more
15:04accommodating and lenient when it comes to him because he doesn't process the idea of eating like
15:10we do but the problem with him not eating anything is then I know he gets low energy it affects his mood
15:16yeah but then he doesn't make that connection that it affects his mood no even adults sometimes forget
15:21we're hungry and that's why we're cranky yeah but then we realize it and we eat I'm saying I understand
15:25but I'm just saying so you can imagine a nine-year-old well a nine-year-old with a disorder I do worry
15:30about Luke because I say do you want this no mom I'm starving do you want this no no what do I do I
15:37don't know what to do he doesn't eat anything but he's starving I got me to eat wheat thins he likes
15:43wheat thins he learned about checks he likes checks baby steps aren't meals they're baby steps towards
15:49a meal yeah I'm worried that he's not getting the nutrition he needs I'm worried that he's like
15:53the weird kid at school that doesn't eat and everybody's gonna make fun of him and I want
15:57my child to be happy that's it I ended up the other day there was this nasty burnt brown black fry
16:05yeah did it offend him he was like oh and I was like oh I was like what do you do for 20 bucks and
16:09he goes mm-hmm I was like really and he goes boop and he put it in his mouth and he ate it in two
16:13seconds yeah he was like oh that was nasty but he had no problem doing it yeah so he just has to
16:19overcome it it's all up in here it'll be fine because now we're on top of it hi hi how are you
16:40and well you ready no Eddie drove you today yeah I guess we don't have to get you into your emotions
16:48looks like you're already there what happened I have been crying since last week's session because
16:58of what we talked about these past three four months however long it's been just talking about stuff that
17:05I don't want to talk about we opened up a lot I realized that you have to dig up those things that
17:15are buried deep inside of you because those are the things that come out when you get angry you're
17:20starting therapy this week thank you what are your goals with your therapist um to find out where that
17:25anger stems from the custody battle that my ex put me through my daughter leaving me you know my dad
17:30leaving us and all you know it's hard and I never really wanted to do it and here I am my sensory
17:38issues are heightened my intrusive thoughts are out of control right now and we talked about unprocessed
17:45trauma and whether or not the spectrum was part of this because the symptoms can also mimic that
17:51there's there's too many variables it's hard to say until you get an assessment I know when you
17:57mentioned that to me I had gone home and went on my podcast and I misspoke I shouldn't have said
18:03anything I just did my first therapy session what I am on the spectrum oh my gosh damn don't make me
18:11cry I just got annihilated you know publicly annihilated like I had a really last year it was very hurtful
18:19people think that I don't have feelings and it's not true and I'm tired of being called a horrible human
18:26being because I'm not what are the things you remember we talked about I remember talking about
18:31not wanting to be so responsive here's your letter bitch impulsive no duck explosive that's my opinion
18:40and harsh with my words remember we talked about people with trauma don't respond in ways that people
18:49are going to expect them to respond because they're responding from their trauma since you've been coming
18:53to sessions and we start talking about all the things that you have been through your daughter
18:58sydney which is a heavy topic for you is that how you associate with sydney is feeling misunderstood
19:04yeah she just never even really gave me a chance and most of the time I can bury it I have lived the past
19:13three and a half years in what I call silent pain I do believe that my daughter will be back one day
19:18kids deserve to help build parents in their life when you think about your current relationships
19:23and not wanting to get close to people I'm so afraid if I get close to people they'll turn on me
19:29so I just keep a wall up so I don't get too close I don't nurture my friendships
19:36I think my biggest struggle is trusting people I got very few people that I can really talk to
19:43I don't want to open up to people because I don't want to get hurt and it's just kind of a front
19:48that I put up because I feel like they're just going to let me down
19:51I just don't want to lash out when I'm mad even if somebody's done me wrong
19:56I want to fix things yeah that's big
19:59coming up I should have ignored her but I was pissed that's not an excuse Katie
20:07because I have boundaries and you don't
20:10I always get excited when we come here oh that's cute that is cute can you get married in cheetah
20:22maybe you can get married in anything this is your wedding dress it's pretty with a bikini under it
20:27honey look how good you are hi guys how are you this is amazing again it looks good to see you
20:35the new store is beautiful thank you love it great we're getting married soon oh my gosh
20:41and I'm trying to talk her out of dresses and suits and into board shorts and bikinis that is such a fun
20:47idea I don't know maybe Ryan's logic is you get engaged in a bikini you get married in a bikini
20:52we are engaged a bikini is the closest thing he's going to get to me being married naked
20:58I don't know I need to just I need to feel the kids are all in favor of it I'm in favor of it
21:03honey I like this one that covers one nipple the kids are really excited about the wedding
21:10here we go party open bar right oh my god the Malibu will be flowing okay I'll be there yeah
21:15we just envision ourselves on the beach in the sand in Cabo and our kids all around us and
21:21exchanging our vows oh and Malibu rum that's Ryan's wedding planning have you thought about on
21:27your side guest list yeah when it comes to like my friend group I don't want Tamara at our wedding
21:32not even like in a spiteful vindictive way I just have no interest I haven't talked to Tamara I don't
21:38know that I want to talk to her because she's caused pain and havoc and she's tried to hurt Ryan
21:44and I I did repeat something I heard on the streets is that his house was raided by the FBI and I 100%
21:50misspoke I'm not in the best place in my divorce and Will could have said the kids don't live in a safe
21:55space I'm not comfortable with it Tamara's careless words could have affected my custody
21:59how was I friends for so many years with this woman and now I'm a target you and I are targets
22:05for her and but jealousy does that yes Tamara truly liked Ryan at Cup Fitness she would like take her
22:12shirt off and then be like oh my god what does it take to get this guy to notice me she called me
22:17saying I'm at hot gym guys house should I go upstairs and take one for the team and now she
22:22couldn't be Ryan why because he didn't pick you Tamara she's speaking of maybe possibly being in
22:28therapy she wants to get help for herself her persona just like therapy it's all fake she's not
22:34doing it for any personal retrospect because the baptism 10 years ago should have been personal
22:38retrospect well if you're gonna get baptized and that can't help you save your soul I don't know
22:42what therapist is gonna help you I agree let's try on bathing suits you are being kicked out of the
22:48dressing room I'm ready to see my soon-to-be bride in her wedding bikini no way babe you're hot
22:59is this everything you ever it is yes I do I do I do oh here we go we're not having sex in the
23:09dressing room because that would be gross hi how are you I'm good how are you for judge for three
23:28okay here and yes okay how you doing how was your birthday oh speaking of birthday I have something
23:46for you oh I don't have anything that's okay I've got this for you in Paris oh is it like you just do
23:51a little tie on it yes but you know I like a monogram oh my gosh that's an e yes I love it
23:58that's beautiful I appreciate the gift it's very thoughtful I'm just a little surprised that it didn't
24:04have an HD anywhere on it Heather and you should put your initials on more things more things more
24:09things what's going on with the kids everyone's good Max is in Paris right yes okay you know
24:15like this Max has always had anxiety and if I looked at this kid six years ago I would have
24:23said what she's gonna go study abroad in Paris is the cat in Paris yes he has a beret is it monograms
24:31no because I didn't buy it who can be sad in Paris can't have anxiety in Paris Paris is perfect
24:38they have croissants and Hermes and caviar well she's a vegetarian but you know what I mean
24:44what looks good here meatballs are fine what will Tamra eat she likes balls especially if they're
24:51big balls yes hi hi you look pretty thank you hi hi how are you I'm good how are you I'm good
24:58so I'm not gonna stand I'm gonna make you bend over really yeah let's do it get in here oh wait I
25:03think my butt might hang out how you doing good how are you I'm good hello welcome sparkling water
25:11with a little bit of cranberry and a lime in it absolutely your face looks good my face yeah
25:16you're super skinny though I know I'm stressed why are you stressed I don't know I think it's just
25:22going through the process of going doing therapy it's been four months and how do you feel about that
25:28I'm getting very soft I'm really proud of her for going to therapy a softer calmer Tamra is good for
25:36everyone I went to dinner with Katie she want to go the quiet woman of course you want to go the
25:41quiet woman does anything good ever happen at the quiet woman this is at my plate you bitch no it's
25:47not so quiet either it's very loud it's very loud yeah may I oh yeah thank you now I haven't talked
25:53to her in quite a while so she says why did you block me from Instagram so I said you don't know why
26:00I walked you there was this content creator that was putting stories out there that I ran these troll
26:07accounts so I went on Instagram and I said what you're saying is a lie and you will hear from my
26:13attorney so Katie reached out to the girl and then when I accused her of calling this blogger to console
26:22her for attacking me I caught her in a lie you reached out to her to console her she reached out to me by
26:29the way she put it out there that you called her Katie from OC when she saw Tamra's story
26:36addressing me she DM'd me immediately and that is just not true when she reached out to me I responded
26:42I did I never called her I don't have her number I don't even remember her name I'm gonna go home and
26:46try to figure it out I will search through my DMs I will prove it to you she's a liar why did she trying
26:52to hurt everyone one thing I've learned in therapy is when you do have trauma it comes out in different
26:57ways maybe she reaches out to people like the bloggers because they're giving her love and she
27:01didn't have love now I know there's some people that are just way out there and they're just evil
27:06I don't see that with Katie she's always she's got an excuse for everything I mean Jen said that
27:12about Katie that her stories don't add up and that she has an excuse for everything I thought they were
27:16best friends why is she saying she also said she was a con artist she told you that she told Gina that
27:22you use the word con artist I did yes about who about Katie that's terrible does Katie know she
27:29feels this way I don't think so but I'm happy to tell her Jen has a habit of telling people what
27:34they want to hear but why wouldn't she just defend her friend well that's what a normal person would do
27:39she's sending out save the dates or something like that I'm pretty sure I'm not invited do you think
27:45you'll be a bridesmaid I don't even think I'll be cleaning the bathrooms coming up you gotta stop at the
27:57waters she DM'd me first I don't know who her first name is I haven't even looked well look now she
28:03doesn't want to do it I couldn't get my phone out quicker if I was telling the truth right now
28:15I need you to start talking first that's fine because I need to sit there and I need to just
28:37breathe and just compose myself we all see it so clearly and for somebody to not that makes no
28:44sense so let her try to make sense of it and then everybody else this is so hard on me because
28:52of everything I'm dealing with with my kids Luke maybe has autism I know you had said that he had
29:00the eating disorder the therapist told me that the eating disorder is very common with the autism he has
29:09to go to a specialist and test like intense testing and basically what we learned from that
29:14is where he lies oh my god Emily and then I just felt like the worst mom because I'm like there's all
29:21these things it's like sound bothers him smells bother him textures bother him and it's like did I
29:28just ignore them no it's the same way that I felt when Sienna was diagnosed with her sensory issues
29:35right and it takes a teacher to point it out to me and I remember feeling that exact way like I felt
29:41like oh my god I failed as a mom you know how did I not see this how did I not know this when Sienna was
29:47diagnosed with her sensory processing disorder I felt immediately guilty it's definitely her sensory
29:55integration is affecting her fine motor skills I'm gonna recommend um therapy for her and so like
30:00my heart just breaks for my friend because I know that even though she is like the most incredible mom
30:06I know she feels guilty and it's hard to watch your friends struggle I understand and now to have this
30:13on top of all that is I'm like I can't even explain to you I know how emotionally tapped out I am oh my
30:23god I'm so sorry because that's just tough I know oh here you go try to see how many of these
30:37donuts why did you get six I don't know why not hi hello hello what the Gina this is an ambush this is
30:46bull I honestly didn't want her to know that Emily was coming because I didn't want her to have some
30:51rethought up excuse for what she did the truth will set you free bitch how are you guys I mean I'm
31:00all right I feel like probably she's been better thank God she's upset obviously for me I just kind
31:07of felt like after everything that happened last year I lost a lot of trust with you you told Katie
31:13that the only reason you keep me close is because of my real estate connections what and I know that
31:22you reached out to me and so I pick up the phone and I called your best friend Jen and we had a couple
31:28of conversations where Jen was questioning your motives your behavior she didn't think that things
31:35added up with you she had a conversation where she even used the word con artist that's not my word
31:42that's Jen's word I don't believe for a goddamn second that Jen called me a con artist if I was a
31:47con artist in her mind she wouldn't talk to me come on I talked to that woman 10 times a day I just
31:53remember you saying we have to move on we all talk about each other we all do those that's fine but we
31:59don't all talk to all of these vloggers there's a difference because of your ex-nanny who came to
32:05me yes I should have ignored her but I was pissed that's not an excuse Katie if you're pissed at me
32:15then you deal with me you think I've gone to a reunion and been pissed and hurt for two years I had to
32:22deal with people coming after my husband in my marriage I don't give a shit about that I know we've all been
32:28there we've all been there and we've all dealt with it and I didn't retaliate by bringing somebody's kids
32:34into it I don't do that because I have boundaries and you don't don't bring my kids into it do you
32:42understand that I understand Emily somebody mean and you bring up my legal battles with custody that's not equal I thought we were on the same page
32:52we could have made a pact that you know what this has to do with kids we'll never talk about it again
32:56that's the way it should have been now on that will happen but my kids are pawns in this game again
33:02she broke that at that reunion talking about my children so I think it's actually her fault we're
33:07sitting here talking about this what I said I did it to your face you could apologize for uh going into
33:14her past yes I apologize correct either I appreciate it I'm sorry I went about it the way I did I was
33:20pissed and I was also in like protect mode okay I appreciate your apology but I don't have any trust
33:27in you okay I mean I understand Emily's not just gonna jump back into a relationship with Katie and
33:32be like I trust you immediately but I think that at least it's progress at least they're moving in the
33:38right direction okay I really have to go pick up my hand in Emily no I'm good I'm good okay I'm good
33:47classy on second thought actually this might not be working out this might take a little more time
33:51let's walk to the car you want to take your dog oh I'll put it in my pocket yeah
33:56see you went real quick because I'm so hungry
33:58oh my god that one had Nutella
34:02coming up what is she angry at because I said how's the FBI doing there has to be some
34:11boundaries is what I'm saying I didn't care at that point
34:14those do not look like good walking shoes aren't they hiking boots I don't think so I don't want
34:27to ruin my tennis shoes but those look nicer okay what do you think oh should I not do the red no
34:34Shannon told me Oprah goes here I don't know who it is who is that oh my gosh she's like the
34:43greatest talk show host of all times what if I run into Oprah does that does that work this is
34:50like cringy why is that cringy I think really yeah go team go stop you're giving millennial
34:57millennials are cringe and you are acting like one spirit fingers wow hopefully it's a good day
35:04it's a good day if you make it a good day babe and if it's not I'm just gonna bring my gummies
35:08I'll tell you one thing that I'm not doing today there's a sound bath I had a bowl on my head and
35:14someone took a mallet and whacked me
35:15then I started to see fuzzy in one eye so I went to the hospital I was fine
35:23yeah so I thought it would be fun to put some gift bags together for the girls so is everybody
35:30going I feel like you have a lot of bags here yeah every one of my friends this is your olive
35:35branch yeah just because I hugged Tamara it doesn't negate all of the attacks last year oh yeah an
35:43alcoholic should drink have I drove my car into a house you're a liar and you're a drunk my intent in
35:50inviting Tamara is not that we can heal our friendship it's so that she's given an opportunity to heal
35:56herself I just don't need to be best friends with everybody I am a little bit nervous about even
36:03going to this I'm not going to beg for somebody's friendship but it's just amazing how she can throw
36:08friendships away like that sometimes I I get sad that we're not friends anymore Shannon betrayed me
36:14in the worst way you know a 10 year friendship Simon got cancer and she would not respond to my text
36:21when did I talk behind your back that I'm a horrible friend that I have a giant ego she texts me
36:27evidence of the background check I haven't had the chance to talk to Shannon yet but how can you get
36:33close to anybody especially like Shannon that will just turn on you like that I just don't understand
36:38how she could be so heartless um have you just met her she is not a real friend
36:44hi there hi welcome back Shannon so excited oh my gosh it's going to be so zen for you and your
36:59friends zen is needed yes come on in okay there's something magical about the energy in this place
37:06it's the intentions you set when you walk through the doors and you can't put a price on that I mean
37:12it's $12,950 for eight days but I come out a better person while I go down and greet your
37:22friends Debbie Ann's going to come up here and take good care of you okay great thank you so much
37:26I'll set up the gift bags thank you I have never been when someone famous is there but I hear Julia
37:32Roberts Susan Sarandon Oprah Winfrey Elizabeth Taylor and Zsa Zsa Gabor used to frequent the Golden
37:38Door and my grandmother oh you look fabulous well I'm working on it it's going to be such a magical
37:44day yes because we know the outside world can do a number sometimes the inside world can
37:50I know no better place than to nourish the soul hi Gina hi camera hi hi Heather welcome to Golden Door
38:01oh it is a pretty door it's beautiful hi welcome to the fairy tale looks like Disneyland hi I haven't
38:10seen you I know hi how are you hi how are you it's good to see you hi yeah why you look like you're down
38:19is it because Teddy yeah how's she doing not well oh no really like it's not something that's gonna
38:25uh no I don't have any point of reference so you know except what I saw on Instagram it's not good
38:31Teddy just found out that she has multiple brain tumors and she's currently in the ICU
38:36and I am a shell of a person right now because I can't imagine my life without my best friend and
38:44I gotta put on a brave face and it's not easy I'm so sorry Tamara I feel horrible for Teddy you know
38:53I intended to have a conversation with Tamara about her friendship and I'm putting that on hold
38:59for now because I do have compassion for what she's going through emotionally welcome to fantasy
39:06land hello hey how you doing what are all these hanging things so if you've been here for 10 or 25
39:12years on your last day they well you have to be here 10 or 20 10 or 25 times oh and they said
39:19years you said years I'm like oh sorry that's a lot more aggressive $13,000 a week I'm moving in next
39:26week is that what it costs holy there's not even alcohol here so is everybody honey yeah hi Katie hi
39:35Jen hi oh my gosh why did you invite Katie today one of the issues that I have come to the Golden Doors
39:44to get clarity so I thought what a great opportunity to come down here and see if we
39:51can try and heal and move on I'm telling you I don't trust this girl behind closed doors she's on
39:57her phone all the time trying to damage us I made a list of things that Katie has done she lied about
40:04the paparazzi photo they're snubbing her at a party she owned her home in San Diego conversation she had
40:09with Gina where she said Gina talked badly about Heather she and her daughter both lied about things that
40:13my boys never did or said lied to bloggers about us that is just like my very short cliff notes list
40:21you think this place is going to fix her no you guys this is a place of healing is there like a
40:26baptism league or something I had to dump this girl hold her down for a minute is there sage room yeah
40:30no how about the exorcism that's what we need yes I don't feel vindicated that people see Katie's
40:36behavior now I feel slightly annoyed that no one believed me last year but I'll tell you something
40:41when I get a bad feeling about someone I'm never wrong this is so uncomfortable
40:47okay they're walking out just like oh wow look at this hey hey hi hi hi good to be here
40:54you too this is beautiful hi you're good how are you yeah good to see you
40:59I am so happy that we're all here because I know that some of us have had some issues but for me I
41:24always come out of here in a healed space so that's my intention for today and I'm so grateful
41:30that you guys are all here hi there hello how are you great a few of us are going to do taiko
41:36drumming other people are going to go in the yoga studio and do tai chi for drumming we're going to
41:42have Katie Emily Jen and I and you three get to go in the yoga studio and do tai chi okay how does that
41:50sound great to bring starts bring that good energy in right Shannon keeps saying that the golden door
41:57is all about healing but why is Shannon the door not doing tai chi with Tamara because that is some
42:02major healing that needs to get done we'll head into our tai chi chi gong space and everything you
42:09don't want to carry with you leave it outside I like that because you know what could be real heavy
42:15so taiko is Japanese it just means big drum or thick drum now this is a full body exercise okay
42:23now spread your legs so we have this kind of movement when we play okay I like to do squats at the same
42:31time so much as a good ass I'm trying to get a full body workout glutes legs here we go it's like this
42:36this is good okay right left right left what is this for that's our yoga wall we have us are you
42:49sure rope system stretching it's pretty amazing oh seems like an like an S&M yeah it looks like a
42:55sexy time yeah it looks like a bondage situation in taiko we do a lot of shouting like your mating call
43:01Shannon get it out there she's a new one though because it hasn't really been working I know
43:05visualize holding a cup of tea little teapot that's what I call teddy I call her my teapot
43:12we're going to move in this cup of tea up above our head so they don't want to spill anything on our
43:16faces transition right into embracing the moon inhale we'll expand this ball of chi out to the sides
43:22Shannon is actually very good at playing the drums I did not know that about her she should put that
43:44on her LinkedIn her resume this is called parting the wild horse's mane shift the weight into your
44:01left toes strike about halfway oh yeah restraint is hard Jack yes we always have to pose at the end
44:12awesome did you notice my little riff in there going I did and I noticed your rim shot was good
44:18too she has a good rim shot you guys are great how do you feel how does everyone feel good great I'm
44:23healed Michael thank you so much shake the hands out shake the feats out like a little bit of a buzz
44:29kind of good it's working it's working all I can think about is if Emily's killing Katie right now
44:35it's all I can think about can I get a bug off your head so we bring together friendship humility
44:41and strength together and we take a gentle bow
44:44all right thank you thank you so much Jack that was great my takeaway is that I just now know
44:53how not to spill my drink
44:55remember Tamara it's not this not full strike half strike half strike you don't have to worry about me
45:04right now just keep Jen away from me today I'm in no shape or form to hear any of her nonsense
45:09Jen how do you feel about seeing Tamara I feel whatever what is she angry at because I said
45:18how's the FBI doing what happened since the reunion that has oh other than them constantly going after
45:25me Jen and Ryan have been so aggressive on social media it is disgusting hashtag your time is up
45:31Eddie's gay you're his beard but you know what I can't say anything because Ryan's gonna sue me
45:37do I take an occasional jab on social media I do like I live rent free in her head
45:44I know now she's on some tyrant that you know now we're like the sue happy couple
45:52I didn't mean to say that um Ryan stole the money I meant being I made more money than what was stolen
45:59yes from the doggy player but I didn't mean Ryan so I apologize for that are you talking about the
46:04cease and desist the cease and desist it gets murky because he took a picture of it and then he
46:09collaborated with those two podcast girls and they posted it I feel like that is a thing to do on
46:15that side there has to be some boundary is what I'm saying I didn't care at that point
46:20I love your pick yeah we are ready for some fabulous lunch for you ladies out there
46:27Jesus oh that's wonderful
46:29see how pretty this is oh this table's beautiful wow what do we think happened at Tai Chi I don't
46:42know what happened hopefully they all made it oh Jesus Christ sorry I'm more than others
46:46hi there hi Gina this is where you're sitting okay wow how was Tai Chi it was very relaxing
46:53really it was yeah I don't know yeah yes it was I think so I don't even know what it is to be honest
46:59we harnessed the moon Shannon had crystals in her walls so she's very used to paying for things
47:07that don't do anything it's like her jam oh this looks good I've never had this
47:15um what's drumming like guys it was fun did you feel caught more after yeah I felt like I only
47:22wanted to kill like maybe two people that's so good I know I'm adulting thriving thriving that's what
47:30that is um I just wanted to say I'm gonna have a host of lunch on Friday I feel like this last year
47:41I haven't really gotten to know everyone that well and not everyone's gotten to know me I feel like
47:46there's a lot that's kind of clouded us all getting to know each other a little more so I wanted to see
47:50if you guys wanted to join me for hot pot okay fun to olive branch yes so I'd love it if you guys
48:00would all join me on Friday yeah I'll be there I'm excited thanks Jen thanks for inviting us I think
48:07it'll be good in the Asian culture hot pot you come around a table and it's where you share community
48:12and love and it's where everyone feels at home I want to know less about Katie and that's the problem
48:18I think the problem is that the things that you're doing within this group it feels like you
48:25are trying to hurt all of us you gotta stop with the bloggers but the difference for me is I've
48:31taken the time like I know there's a lot of and you still have concluded that you are concerned and
48:38confused about some of the things that you're hearing from her I asked Jen if she called me a
48:43con artist she said she never said that Katie she did tell me I said that and then I said wow like
48:48that wasn't very nice of me it's manipulation I don't really know if I used that word about you
48:53the things that don't add up with Katie are not these big catastrophic things if you say to Katie
49:00you probably shouldn't talk to bloggers Katie will say I don't because she doesn't view these people
49:05to be bloggers she views them to be friends I was invited to one of their birthday parties last week
49:10so when I ask Katie questions she gives me answers and I leave it at that how do you know all of them
49:17mutual people but what does it matter if does it affect you or Travis or me and Ryan I had to hire
49:25an attorney to sue the nanny do you understand that no I I have to send her a cease and desist
49:32for invasion of privacy and defamation and I have to pay this attorney who is very expensive I get if
49:38you ignored it I wouldn't have to be dealing with this I mean how am I supposed to meet with my
49:45attorney and have conversations about suing some woman and then go sit with you and be like tell
49:49me about your life like how do I do that
49:52I mean how am I supposed to meet with my attorney and have conversations about suing some woman and
50:04then go sit with you and be like tell me about your life like how do I do that I am uncomfortable
50:09when I see a bunch of people going after one person.
50:12No one's going after anyone.
50:14That's a lot.
50:14After the reunion, it was very clear,
50:17no more digging up information.
50:19We all have to come from a good place,
50:22and that can't happen anymore.
50:23But then it did happen again.
50:25This thing that happened with Tamara,
50:27with that person saying that she was running fake accounts.
50:31No, this girl was attacking me on social media.
50:33Yes.
50:33And she said that you and Matt called her.
50:36Katie said that's a fake Tamara.
50:38Seriously, she went as far as giving me a phone call
50:40with her husband next to her,
50:42and they just calmed me down,
50:43made me feel like, you know, nothing is going to happen.
50:45She DM'd me first.
50:47She was always saying kind things,
50:48and I'd heart it, or I'd say thank you, or whatever,
50:50or exchange.
50:51But I never called her.
50:52I don't know who her first name is.
50:54Why would the blogger lie and say that you called her
50:56if you didn't call her?
50:58Bloggers lie about a lot.
50:59Bloggers want clickbait,
51:01because that's how they make money.
51:02And I told Tamara I want to prove that to her,
51:05and I need to look.
51:06I haven't even looked.
51:06Well, look now!
51:09It's unreal.
51:10You could clear up the truth right now for yourself.
51:12Right, and I have SOS.
51:13I have no service.
51:16Well, that's convenient.
51:17No network.
51:18I'm looking it up.
51:19I would be climbing that tree to get reception.
51:22I'd be up there,
51:22hold on, guys!
51:23I almost got it!
51:25Yeah, I have no network connection.
51:27Here it is!
51:28Here it is!
51:28I didn't talk to the blogger!
51:30After just spending eight days here,
51:32I had to use the landline.
51:34I have service.
51:35I don't.
51:35So go on the Wi-Fi.
51:37No, no, no.
51:37You guys, I had zero service here.
51:39I couldn't get my phone out quicker
51:41if I was telling the truth right now.
51:42Katie has the power right now
51:44to end all of this.
51:46If she would just pull out her phone
51:48and show that she did not do this to everybody,
51:51we could all move forward as a group.
51:53Why doesn't she just pull it up?
51:55This is the chance, Katie.
51:56It's right now.
51:58It could be cleared up in five seconds
52:00if she's telling the truth.
52:02This is between me and Tamara.
52:03She wants to go back and get her to this thing.
52:06No, I don't.
52:07You should pull it up, Katie.
52:08So just pull it up for your sake.
52:09I know, Gina.
52:10Because now it looks bad, Katie.
52:12I have zero service.
52:16She doesn't want to do it.
52:17This season on The Real Housewives of Orange County.
52:25Show me your tits!
52:30Take it easy, Grandma.
52:34I'm going to pee in the tulips.
52:37That's such a natural hookup.
52:39Shannon, show us your Spanx.
52:40Am I going to be looking at your vagina all night?
52:43It's the points.
52:44I'm just kidding.
52:45She's ready to be in gold.
52:46Hi, kids.
52:47Only you can make this happen.
52:49I'll give Josh a higher commission if he goes down there.
52:52That's the property line, isn't it?
52:54I broke his penis, for real.
52:56Like it.
52:57It went like this.
52:58Gretchen, Jen, and I have been hanging out a lot.
53:00She dips herself in formaldehyde.
53:02I said, Tamara SOS, and I got a call right away.
53:05We're talking about Captain Evil.
53:07Twelve years, you've been going after me!
53:09It's not the same thing.
53:12Katie's like a silent assassin.
53:13What you did is illegal.
53:15Okay, Shannon, because it's all my fault.
53:16We're done.
53:17She left her grilled cheese.
53:19Gretchen said that you had an affair.
53:21There's audio of them having sex?
53:23She's lying.
53:25Travis's son we haven't seen in three weeks.
53:28Whenever Travis and I are happy, we pay for it.
53:31Luke, he's sad, and it breaks my heart.
53:34I have this son that's in crisis, and I feel alone in that.
53:38We're going to end up divorced.
53:40We are thinking about moving our wedding.
53:42That woman caused so much pain.
53:45Sorry, what do you want, blood?
53:46There's probably a lot more things that we just don't know.
53:49Are you currently keeping any secrets?
53:51Are you kidding me?
53:53What do you know about me, bitch?
53:54Stop lying!
53:55Kick rocks, girlfriend.
53:56Nobody believed you, not even the lie detector test.
54:00She's so full of s***.
54:02Maybe I have truth serum.
54:03Mmm.
54:04That's called vodka.
54:05Gonna dance.
54:06Bye.
54:06Moving on.
54:08Bye.
54:17Bye.
54:17Bye.
54:18Bye.
54:32Bye.
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