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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:08I love you.
06:24Worth this.
06:25Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:55She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:18Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier.
09:16And then call your girlfriend, okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no, stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51So, let's do we...
09:59Oh, my God...
10:00Ooh.
10:03Okay.
10:08You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:37But everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job, because obviously,
10:49I'm not going to be in Cousins, because Jeremiah.
10:54And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial,
10:59because again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again,
11:04because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, OK, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:08No, no, nothing's going to work, because everything is.
11:13Oh my god.
11:17Hey, you're going to be OK.
11:20I'll meet you after a study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33I can't take a book and I've read a book here.
11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:39I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to be write my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to,
11:53And no matter how I want to
12:00And no matter how easy things could be if I did
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it
12:16I wish I hated you
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22Just two different endings
12:25You learn to repair
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden
12:36Everybody, me, John
12:37Beautiful, John
12:40That was very cute
12:41I couldn't live in a car
12:42So, I just need to not be here
12:48Hi
12:59Mom, hi
13:00Um, quick question
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry
13:10How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference
13:14Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport
13:19I found out I got off the wait list for Paris
13:23That's fantastic
13:26Honey, congratulations
13:28How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud
13:33Yeah
13:34Um, Mom, I gotta go
13:37Okay, love you
13:39Bro, you're tweaking?
13:47You need to
13:47Level out
13:49Try some of the new indica I got
13:51May help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups
14:00You saw me after Sean
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird
14:04Felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07Dude, I-I-I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11And I say this with love
14:12But
14:13You two were broken up
14:15Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back
14:22Yeah
14:23Yeah, probably
14:25Belly's been
14:35The center of my world
14:37Since I lost my mom
14:40She's everything to me
14:44And losing her feels like
14:48It feels like I'm-I'm losing
14:53The best part of myself
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man
14:57So fight for her
15:03Stop saying you're sorry
15:05Find a way to show her
15:06Make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:18He acts so devoted
15:20But he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24It's on sight
15:25Don't smile, please
15:26That won't be a problem
15:28It kind of sucks
15:29You're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look
15:34If you really thought
15:38You were broken up
15:39Technically, it's not cheating
15:41But to keep it a secret
15:43That tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46And he chose to keep it from you
15:47That's the part I can't get over
15:50What Annika didn't know
15:53Was that I had a secret too
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured, why be home alone
16:08When I could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car
16:12And went to Cousins
16:13Ah, shit
16:21Shit, shit, shit
16:23Oh my god
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay
16:29Steven, open up, it's me
16:45Belly?
16:51You okay?
16:52Yeah, yeah, sorry
16:55Just the flash got to me
16:56Okay
16:57Next
16:59Belly
17:11No, please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15Please just talk to me
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22Okay
17:25How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:34She was just there
17:37How many times?
17:41Twice
17:47Twice
17:47Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53But I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting
17:57And I would do anything to take it back
17:59Stop
17:59You can't undo what you did
18:01Belly, please
18:03I'm sorry
18:04I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:07I love him too
18:09And I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12Don't know how
18:14You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:19And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:33Laurel
18:33Elliot
18:35Hey
18:36Hey
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there
18:40Oh, yeah, you know
18:41Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so
18:43As one does
18:44Yeah
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:49In the original French
18:51Go for it
18:53Live on the edge
18:54You know, um
18:56You and I, we could start our own book group
18:58If, uh, if you're interested
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03Her first year of college
19:04John?
19:05What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you
19:08In private
19:09Professor
19:10Okay
19:12See you later, Elliot
19:14Uh, sure
19:16Yeah, um
19:16I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by
19:20Okay
19:21Sounds great
19:22Okay
19:22What was that?
19:26So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47Shoot me, Dad
19:48Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54Thank you
19:55That sounds
19:59Worrying as shit
20:00Yeah
20:01Okay
20:03New plan
20:06We find somewhere to drink this
20:08Steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09Pull your weight
20:10Okay
20:27Welcome to day one
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here
20:32Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine
20:35Okay, first patient
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow
20:45I want to start off with our first years
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could
20:49Uh, could be puberty hormones
20:54He's 15, uh, could also
20:55He's also recovering from the flu
20:57And fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00Very good
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02And that does increase risk
21:04Good catch
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07Absolutely, thank you, Dr. Namazi
21:10I'll keep that in mind
21:11Okay
21:12Next patient
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a myth
21:18It's fine, I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up in the next one
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to
21:28Or whatever
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35Nice!
21:37Give me your phone, mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:40It's in my room, also, the kids are fine
21:42Also, you're upside down
21:44Yes, yes I am
21:45What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit
21:58We ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02Yes, we did
22:03Oh my god
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belly called me today
22:11To say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14In Paris!
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch
22:21Please never tell that joke again
22:24You used to love my jokes
22:26You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along
22:35You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no, it's all yours
22:43No, we're done here
22:44Appreciate it
22:45Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day
23:03It's finals
23:05It's a stressful time
23:06Hey, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food
23:14Come on, get in
23:16Okay
23:20So, uh, uh, uh, where do you wanna go eat?
23:42I don't know
23:43Uh, uh, uh, uh, I broke up with Mia
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03What?
24:04What?
24:04What?
24:04Uh, uh, uh, sorry
24:09I just, I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over
24:16Steven, I, you're wrong
24:18And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me, Taylor, you know that
24:23Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people
24:28They don't even know about us
24:29That doesn't matter, it's still messed up
24:30Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start, you know, free and clear and clean
24:36Steven, we've tried before, we've tried a million times
24:39We were kids then
24:39We don't work, it never works
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I wanna be with
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you, I think I love you
24:46Stop, stop, no, don't, I, I, I can't do this
24:48What are you talking?
24:49Can you just, can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no, Taylor, I need you to listen to me, please
24:53That's all I'm asking for
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor, I'm not doing that
24:57I wanna leave, pull over and let me out of the fucking car
25:01Fine, fine, fine, fuck
25:03Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:27Taylor, I told you, I don't want
25:29Oh my god
25:32Taylor
25:36I'm really sorry
25:41What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car
25:49Okay
25:50We were arguing
25:51I jumped out
25:55And he was trying to come after me
25:56Okay
25:57What?
26:07It's just my fault
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault
26:11Yes
26:12You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19And a cerebral contusion
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain
26:24We won't know how serious it is
26:26Until the swelling goes down
26:27Until then
26:27We'll keep him sedated
26:29So we just wait and see, is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33And someone will need to make decisions on his behalf
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister
26:37His sister works
26:39Okay
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I
26:42Uh, it's
26:43It's in the paperwork there
26:44Uh
26:46I need to
26:48I need to try my parents again
26:50I couldn't
26:50Okay, I'll
26:51I will try them
26:52I will do it
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56If he's on our parents' insurance
26:57Or his job
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think
27:01I think I remember Stephen
27:02Bragging about being a universal donor
27:05Of course
27:06Stephen bragged about anything
27:07Okay
27:10O-negative
27:12He's O-negative
27:13Okay
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16Okay
27:16I don't
27:17I think I should, uh
27:19Let a few other people know
27:20Do you want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know
27:27An hour ago
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him
27:29But now I just
27:30I just wish he was here
27:34I don't even know what to say
27:36To make me feel bad
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:43Okay, we'll track down your parents
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47Okay
27:48Just
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51And leave the rest to me
27:52I'm gonna do it
27:53Thank you
27:53Um
27:54Can you call Conrad too
27:56Because he just might
27:57Understand what all this means
28:00Yeah
28:00I got you
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01Well, I'll hop on the next flight
28:07No, it's fine
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then
28:10Okay
28:11Well
28:12Tell him what the doctor said exactly
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick
28:16He basically blew us off
28:17We're trying to get updates, but
28:18Well, maybe I can help
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General
28:23But
28:24How?
28:25I will figure it out
28:26I just want to do something
28:29Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay
28:36Yeah
28:37Yeah, great
28:37Okay
28:38Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do
28:42All right
28:43Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me
28:47What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident
28:51Uh, very close friend
28:53More like family
28:54And he's at Providence General
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:08I'll see what I can do
29:11Thank you
29:12Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no
29:18I'm good
29:19Okay
29:21Jared's in the line
29:51Bobby
29:51Yeah, I know, babe
29:53He just wants to be nearby if we need him
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything
29:58That's so sweet
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:08Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah
30:11I'm Dr. Jun Kwan
30:13I head up the neurology team
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No
30:18No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you
30:20I got a call from a colleague at Stanford
30:24Stephen is sedated and sleeping
30:26He's stable
30:27And I've ordered a CT scan
30:28Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there
30:32We allow two visitors
30:34Immediate family only
30:35So I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister
30:38Follow me
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years
30:58No cell phones?
31:02Yeah
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good
31:06Great
31:06This is mislabeled
31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine
31:15That's my mistake
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19I'll fix it right now
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance
31:21It won't happen again
31:22No, it won't
31:23You're done here
31:24You're not ready for this
31:26You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake
31:33But this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36Which makes you a walking liability
31:38My liability
31:39Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
31:41No
31:41You can always apply again next year
31:43Scruggers to OR4
31:45Scruggers to OR4
31:48He starts taking...
32:02Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you
32:12Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care
32:25But I just, I care so, so much
32:29And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35Before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it
32:37You're just gonna be like
32:40Actually, you're not worth it
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57And pretend that you don't mean anything to me
33:00Then you can't hurt me
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that
33:06You know, the first time we got together
33:18You remember you told me that you were like
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you
33:36I have good news
33:49The CT scan is clear
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55And we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01Thank you
34:02It's okay
34:06He's gonna be okay
34:07I've just been scared
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together
34:21No, I never should have judged you
34:24You're right
34:24I've been all over the place
34:27Like not wanting to let go of Steven
34:30But still keeping Davis around
34:31Is this like emotional buffer
34:33It's shitty
34:34And selfish
34:36And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39And I'm just freaked
34:40But all this
34:42I think
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51Even though I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared to lose Steven again
34:55I'm more scared not to try
34:58I'm gonna break up with Davis
35:04Whatever you want to do
35:08I support you
35:10All right, how rough do I look right now
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you
35:24I look that bad
35:25Just go back to the house
35:30Eat something
35:31Shower
35:32You heard the doctor
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while
35:37Thanks babe
35:38Hey
35:43If you want to get back with Jeremiah
35:49Just do it
35:50I never said that
35:52And make him beg
35:52Obviously
35:53But
35:53Don't just throw away everything
35:56You guys have had
35:57For the past four years
35:58Like not if it's still what you want
36:03We gotta get up
36:24Shut up
36:27Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30My eyes are crispy
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah
36:39Oh my god
36:50John, get in here
36:54Oh my god, mom
36:57Where are you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine
37:04I've been trying to keep it together
37:07But I was so scared
37:10Oh man, shut up
37:12I can't imagine how terrified you must have been
37:15I'm so, so sorry
37:17Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no
37:21Taylor's here
37:23And she's been amazing
37:24And Jer's here
37:28He stayed all night
37:29Mom
37:31Mom, things have been so crazy
37:32Listen, sweetheart
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can
37:35And, um
37:36I'll track down your dad
37:38And let him know
37:39I love you so much, Belly
37:41I love you, mommy
37:43Steve was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay
37:48He's gonna be fine
37:49But Belly couldn't reach either of us listeners
37:52It's okay
37:52Just meet me in the lobby in five
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:18And we hadn't been alone together since
38:21Hey
38:21That day at the motel
38:23Hey
38:24Hey
38:25Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh, um
38:36I thought you were a burglar
38:38Of course you did
38:39Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix
38:48Right
38:51Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather
38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th
39:00What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains
39:05And Stephen's in New York
39:06I was all alone at home
39:08So...
39:10You have chocolate all over your face
39:35No, I don't
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it
39:40No, you don't
39:42You cold?
39:43I could start a fire
39:44I think it's maybe a little late for a fire
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash
39:54Merry Christmas, Belly
39:58It's really good to see you
40:01You too
40:10The next morning, right when I woke up
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20Ow!
40:24Ow!
40:24You okay?
40:33Oh no, leave me alone
40:36Are you hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:38I thought you were gone
40:40Nope
40:41Still here
40:43Let me help you out
40:48No, no, no
40:49Ow!
40:49Just, just give me a minute
40:52Okay
40:52How bad does it hurt on a scale from 1 to 10?
41:0511
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain?
41:08No, I'm not
41:09I mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13Seriously, it was like
41:16When animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20Are you calling me an animal?
41:26Ow!
41:27Ow!
41:30I'm gonna pick you up
41:32And I'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33No, no, no, no
41:34Just, just, just
41:35No, just, I'm too heavy for you
41:37Just leave me here
41:38Okay, I just
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared
41:41But I can pick you up, Belly
41:42Ready?
41:47Okay, come on
41:47Okay
41:48Ow!
41:49You're okay
41:51Ready?
41:52Why?
41:53Ow!
41:57Watch your legs
41:58Ow!
42:02You're okay
42:03Yeah
42:04Ow!
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought
42:12A part of me will always love you
42:15We spent the day together
42:28But not together
42:30Entertainingly expressive
42:45H-blank-blank-blank-y
42:47That's when I saw her
42:51I'm here
42:52Hammy
42:52Hammy
42:54Chloe
42:57I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship
43:01She's better off of Lazlo
43:05You're insane
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09their little love story is nothing compared to the work that laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:17i'm gonna get more firewood you know you are way too young to be this cynical yeah
43:31hey belly hey sorry my reception out here is terrible i'm on the mountain freezing my balls
43:35off what are you up to i'm actually in cousins i i got super lonely so i i drove up oh nice uh did
43:43you bring taylor no i came by myself well i wish you were here with me i'll run supply
43:49gum and stuff because of the weather so i'm stuck here with my dad yeah he um hello
43:56belly can you hear me jerry i i can't hear what you're saying uh never mind please what
44:04wait uh i'll try tomorrow okay bye okay love you
44:14hey i i would have told jerry that you're here too don't worry about it
44:19i never told jeremiah that conrad was with me at cousins
44:22because there was nothing to tell nothing happened with conrad nothing was ever gonna happen
44:39the next morning conrad was gone
44:44he left just like i thought he would
44:46no goodbye just gone like a ghost
45:04conrad fisher the ghost of christmas past
45:08blackbird on my shoulder
45:11and what difference does it make
45:16when this love is over
45:21shall i sleep within your bed
45:25river of unhappiness hold your hands upon my head
45:34till i breathe my last breath
45:38how
45:38oh
45:47oh
45:49oh
45:51oh
45:53oh
45:55oh
45:59oh
46:01oh
46:03oh
46:05Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm going to be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:44Um...
46:44So look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was going to say that she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously, but you need to pay more attention
47:11to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:18And as long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:33Stephen, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:43No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:57Uh, hi.
48:00I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Stephen, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
48:51we would have just gone about our lives and been fine,
48:54so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:07You know, you know I love a challenge, but...
49:12This is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:22Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31Okay.
49:31First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:19Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:25Yeah.
50:26I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:45to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:50I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:37After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:46Maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:58I mean,
51:59if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:05then...
52:06maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:38I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:43After Steven,
52:45I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always,
52:55no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story,
53:03yours and mine.
53:06Nobody else's.
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14It's the future.
53:15It's just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:28Isabel Conklin.
53:36Will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41I swear I've known you were longer than...
53:47forever and a day.
53:50I love you.
53:53I love you too.
53:54I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:55I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile from miles away.
54:47I knew that I have loved you forever and a day.
54:59A day.
55:01In all my lungs, I'm waiting every time to hear you say, I'll be yours forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe in destiny, but I might have to say.
55:38Your melodies, they're changing me, I'm yours forever.
55:48I don't believe in destiny.
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