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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other. It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer. Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't wanna crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07It's worth this.
06:10It's worth it.
06:11Worth this.
06:41Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep, kind of.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:12Okay.
07:14Bye.
07:17Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:25You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:30Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:23Hey, this is Taylor. Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep, yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep, yep, yep, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:55Starrcadex, like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God, I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right. Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:24That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God, no, no, no, stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:39All right, um, Starrcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:52That's a great deal.
09:54You're welcome.
09:55What about you in the business?
09:56You're welcome.
09:57I'm so excited.
09:58You're welcome.
09:59I'm so excited.
10:00I'm so interested.
10:01I'm so excited.
10:02You're welcome.
10:03You're welcome.
10:04I'm so excited.
10:05Elizabeth, she is sickening us.
10:06We're at the top of the table.
10:07You're welcome.
10:08She is so excited.
10:09She is a little sad.
10:11I am too excited.
10:12She is a little mad.
10:14Why not?
10:15you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like I can't just study I also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously
10:48I'm not going to be in cousins because Jeremiah and then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial because again Jeremiah and I might
11:02never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah so okay one thing at a time
11:07is not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay I'll meet you after a study group it's not just Lacey I can't avoid
11:24I see Jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39I rearrange my memories I try to rewrite my life
11:47but no matter how I try to
11:53and no matter how I want to
12:00and no matter how easy things could be if I did
12:08and no matter how guilty I still feel
12:14saying
12:15and I wish I hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and I learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere I go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:35everybody
12:36John
12:37beautiful John
12:40that was very close
12:41I couldn't live in a very close
12:43so
12:46I just need to not be here
12:49hi
12:59mom hi
13:00um quick question
13:02can you send me my birth certificate
13:04overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine thanks for asking
13:09how are you
13:09sorry
13:10how are you mom
13:12I had an extremely dull conference
13:14which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway
13:18a passport
13:19I found out I got off the wait list for Paris
13:23that's fantastic
13:26honey
13:27congratulations
13:28how's JR taking it
13:31I know he'll miss you
13:32but he must be so proud
13:33yeah
13:34um
13:36mom I gotta go
13:37okay
13:38love you
13:39bro
13:45you're tweaking
13:46you need to
13:47level out
13:49try some of the sweetened guy I got
13:51may help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think I know about breakups
13:59I know about breakups
14:00you saw me after Sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds
14:03Redbird
14:04felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07dude
14:08I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11and I say this with love
14:12but
14:13you two were broken up
14:15right
14:15and you were wasted as hell
14:17and Lacey was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back
14:22yeah
14:23yeah probably
14:24belly's been
14:35the center of my world
14:37since I lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like I'm losing
14:53the best part of myself
14:55well that's beautiful man
14:58so fight for her
15:03stop saying you're sorry
15:05find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted
15:20but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24it's on site
15:25don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:28kind of sucks
15:29you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30do you think I'm being too hard on him
15:34look
15:34if you really thought
15:38you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating
15:41but
15:42to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me
15:44he knew what he did was wrong
15:46and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part
15:49I can't get over
15:50what Annika didn't know
15:53was that
15:54I had a secret too
15:55it was the day after Christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:03Jer was going skiing
16:04with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured
16:07why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place
16:10in the world
16:10so I borrowed Steven's car
16:12and went to Cousins
16:13oh shit
16:21shit shit shit shit
16:23oh my god
16:24okay what would Kevin do
16:26what would Kevin do
16:27okay
16:29Steven open up it's me
16:45Billy
16:51you okay
16:52yeah
16:54yeah
16:54yeah
16:54sorry
16:55just the flash got to me
16:56okay
16:57next
16:59Billy
17:11no please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake
17:14of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:16look I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want
17:21any more secrets between us
17:23okay
17:25how did it happen
17:30look I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:34she was just there
17:37how many times
17:41twice
17:47Jer how could you do this to
17:51Billy please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53but I love you more
17:55than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you
17:57hurting and I would do
17:58anything to take it back
17:59stop you can't undo
18:01what you did
18:01Billy please
18:03I'm sorry
18:04I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone
18:06but you
18:07I love him too
18:09and I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12don't know how
18:14you were supposed to be
18:17the one person
18:18who would never hurt me
18:19and are you the person
18:23who hurt me the most
18:23Laurel
18:33Elliot
18:35hey
18:36hey
18:37oh
18:38fancy books you got there
18:40oh yeah
18:40you know
18:41well I've already read the
18:41Moncrief translation twice
18:43so
18:43as one does
18:44yeah
18:45yeah I've decided
18:46it's the year that I finally read
18:48a la recherche du temps perdu
18:49in the original French
18:51go for it
18:53live on the edge
18:54you know um
18:56you and I
18:57we could start our own book group
18:58if uh
18:59if you're interested
19:00unfortunately
19:01Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03her first year of college
19:04John
19:05what are you doing here
19:07open up a word with you
19:08in private
19:09Professor
19:10okay
19:12see you later Elliot
19:14uh
19:15sure
19:16yeah
19:16um
19:16I'll be at the
19:18Flaubert symposium
19:19if you want to drop by
19:20okay
19:21sounds great
19:22okay
19:22what was that
19:26so
19:27TAs are allowed to flirt
19:28with professors now
19:29he's an adjunct
19:30and maybe
19:31I was flirting back
19:32well then I was doing him a favor
19:33you'd have eaten him alive
19:35in about five minutes
19:35what's a history professor
19:37doing at a lit conference anyway
19:38researching potential
19:39crossover courses
19:40our provost is looking for ways
19:42to make history sexy again
19:44and a lit conference
19:46is definitely the way
19:47to do that
19:47shoot me dead
19:48please make your way
19:50in the ballroom
19:51B for tropes
19:52of old English
19:53epic poetry
19:54thank you
19:55that sounds
19:59boring as shit
20:00yeah
20:01okay
20:03new plan
20:06we find somewhere to drink this
20:08steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09pull your weight
20:10okay
20:27welcome to day one
20:29by the end of the summer
20:31I expect half of you
20:32will still be here
20:33don't piss me off
20:34and we'll be fine
20:35okay
20:38first patient
20:39we have a 15 year old boy
20:41came in following a seizure
20:42any thoughts on what might be going on
20:44I want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say
20:49well
20:49could be puberty hormones
20:54he's 15
20:54could also
20:55he's also recovering from the flu
20:57and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00very good
21:00they also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02and that does increase risk
21:04good catch
21:05sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07absolutely
21:09thank you
21:09Dr. Namazi
21:10I'll keep that in mind
21:11okay
21:12next patient
21:13are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess
21:18it's fine
21:19I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up in the next one
21:21look I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:26why did I tell you that
21:27because you were like yearning to
21:28or whatever
21:30safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35nice
21:37give me your phone
21:38mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:40it's in my room
21:40also the kids are fine
21:42also you're upside down
21:44yes
21:44yes I am
21:46what are you doing
21:50getting some things off my chest
21:53why did I ask
21:54you know
21:56even though our marriage went to shit
21:58we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02yes we did
22:03oh my god
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14in Paris
22:15oh
22:15do you know
22:17how the Parisian police found Quasimodo
22:19they followed a hunch
22:21please never tell that joke again
22:24you used to love my jokes
22:26you used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose
22:29in fact
22:30wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date
22:31I was fake laughing
22:33and I planned to sleep with you all along
22:35you did
22:38mind if I work in
22:40uh no
22:43it's all yours
22:43no we're done here
22:44appreciate it
22:45why are you here
23:00what are you
23:01you haven't responded to my text all day
23:03it's finals
23:05it's a stressful time
23:06hey are you okay
23:08what's wrong
23:08I'm hungry
23:11okay then let's just grab some food
23:14come on get in
23:16okay
23:20so uh
23:37uh where do you wanna
23:40go eat
23:41I don't know
23:43what
23:50uh
23:53I broke up with Mia
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03what
24:04uh
24:07sorry
24:09I just
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted to be with you
24:13even after
24:14after the other night
24:15sleeping over
24:16Stephen I
24:16you're wrong
24:18and I've told you before
24:19I just want this to be casual
24:20wait okay
24:21it's never casual with you and me
24:23Taylor you know that
24:23let's just stop
24:25fucking around
24:26you know and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people
24:28they don't even know about us
24:29that doesn't matter
24:29it's still messed up
24:30Taylor I want you and me
24:33to have a fresh start
24:34you know free
24:34and clear
24:36and clean
24:36Stephen we've tried before
24:38we've tried a million times
24:39it doesn't
24:39we don't work
24:40it never works
24:41Taylor you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with
24:43I'm telling you
24:45I think I love you
24:46stop
24:46no don't
24:47I can't do this
24:48what are you talking
24:49can you pull over
24:50and let me out of the fucking car
24:52Taylor I need you to listen to me
24:53please
24:53that's all I'm asking for
24:54Stephen please just let me out of the car
24:55we're in the middle of the road
24:56Taylor I'm not doing that
24:57I don't care I want to leave
24:58pull over
24:58and let me
25:00out of the fucking car
25:01fine fine
25:02fine
25:02fuck
25:03here I'm pulling over
25:05okay
25:06Taylor what the fuck
25:12Taylor I told you
25:29I don't want
25:29oh my god
25:32Taylor
25:36I'm really sorry
25:41what happened
25:43were you with him
25:44are you hurt
25:45what happened
25:47I wasn't in the car
25:49okay
25:50we were arguing
25:51and I jumped out
25:55and he was trying to come after me
25:56okay
25:57what
26:00it's just my fault
26:09no
26:09no
26:10it's not your fault
26:11yes it is
26:13you're with Stephen Conklin
26:15yeah
26:15yeah
26:16is he okay
26:17initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion
26:21cerebral contusion
26:23it's a bruise on the brain
26:24we won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down
26:27until then
26:27we'll keep him sedated
26:29so we just wait and see
26:31is that it
26:31there's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need to make decisions
26:35on his behalf
26:35can that be one of you
26:36I'm his sister
26:37sister works
26:39okay
26:40um
26:40what kind of decisions do I
26:42it's
26:43it's in the paperwork there
26:44uh
26:46I need to
26:48I need to try my parents again
26:50I couldn't
26:50okay
26:51I'll
26:51I will try them
26:52I will do it
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents' insurance
26:57or his job
26:58how am I supposed to know
26:59his fucking blood type
27:00I think
27:01I think I remember Stephen
27:02bragging about being a universal donor
27:05of course
27:06Stephen bragged about anything
27:07okay
27:10he O negative
27:12he's O negative
27:13okay
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16okay
27:16I don't
27:17I think I should
27:18uh
27:19let a few other people know
27:20do you want me to call Jer
27:23I don't know
27:27now we're going
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him
27:29but now I just
27:30I just wish he was here
27:34I don't even know what to say
27:36to make me feel bad
27:37I'm gonna be your Jare today
27:43I will track down your parents
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47okay
27:48just
27:49just fill out the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me
27:52I'm gonna do it
27:53thank you
27:53um
27:54can you call Conrad too
27:56because he just might
27:57understand what
27:59all this means
28:00yeah
28:00I got you
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01well I'll hop on the next flight
28:07no it's fine
28:08Laurel and John
28:09will probably be here by then
28:10okay
28:11well
28:12tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14uh
28:15he's kind of a dick
28:16he basically blew us off
28:17we're trying to get updates
28:18but
28:18well maybe I can help
28:19where's he admitted
28:20we're at um
28:21Providence General
28:23but
28:24how
28:25I will figure it out
28:26I just want to do something
28:29hey
28:32how's Belly
28:33she's fine
28:35yeah
28:35okay
28:36yeah
28:37yeah
28:37great
28:37okay
28:38well just keep me updated
28:41okay
28:41yep
28:42will do
28:42alright
28:43Dr. Namazi
28:46excuse me
28:47what's up
28:48a friend of mine was
28:50in a car accident
28:51uh
28:52very close friend
28:53more like family
28:54and
28:55he's at
28:56Providence General
28:57is there any chance
28:58you know
28:58anyone in neurology there
29:00the head of neurology
29:01is a friend of a friend
29:02well his name is
29:03Stephen Conklin
29:03do you think there's
29:04any possible way
29:06that
29:06you could make a call
29:08I'll see what I can do
29:11thank you
29:12do you think
29:13you need to take the day
29:14uh
29:17no
29:18I'm good
29:19okay
29:21okay
29:21okay
29:25okay
29:26Jared's in the lobby
29:51yeah I know babe
29:53he just wants to be nearby
29:55if we need him
29:56he's not gonna come
29:57try and talk to you
29:57or anything
29:58that's so sweet
30:01why does he have to be
30:02so sweet
30:03should I text him
30:05Isabel Conklin
30:10yeah
30:11I'm Dr. Jun Kwan
30:13I head up the neurology team
30:14I'm taking over
30:15your brother's case
30:16does that mean
30:17he's gotten worse
30:17no
30:18no
30:18it means someone
30:19well connected
30:19is looking out for you
30:20I got a call
30:22from a colleague
30:23at Stanford
30:23Stephen is sedated
30:26and sleeping
30:26he's stable
30:27and I've ordered
30:28a CT scan
30:28have you seen him yet
30:30well let's get you back there
30:32we allow two visitors
30:34immediate family only
30:35so I'll presume this is
30:37Stephen's other sister
30:38follow me
30:39any news on your friend
30:48no
30:49you sure you shouldn't just go out there
30:52well I don't even know what I'd do if I did
30:54it's not like I'm a doctor yet
30:55plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:58no cell phones
31:01yeah
31:02how did everything go with those blood draws
31:05good
31:06great
31:06this is mislabeled
31:13oh that's uh that's mine
31:15that's my mistake
31:16a mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19I'll fix it right now
31:19you should have gone home when I gave you the chance
31:21it won't happen again
31:22no it won't
31:23you're done here
31:24you're not ready for this
31:26you're firing me for one mistake
31:30Dr. Namazi please
31:32you may see this as one mistake
31:33but this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36which makes you a walking liability
31:38my liability
31:39Dr. Namazi
31:40I didn't
31:41no
31:41you can always apply again next year
31:43Steven can I tell you a secret
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you
32:12do you know how scary that is
32:18I know I act like I don't care
32:25but I just I care so so much
32:29and I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it
32:37you're just gonna be like
32:40actually you're not worth it
32:42so I figured if I just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to me then you can't hurt me
33:01and I don't know how to stop doing that
33:06you know the first time we got together
33:18you remember you told me that you were like
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:24you have no idea
33:28how badly I wanted to believe you
33:30I have good news
33:49the CT scan is clear
33:50the CT scan is clear
33:52what does that mean
33:53the swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57it'll be a while until he wakes up
33:59we'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01thank you
34:02it's okay
34:06he's gonna be okay
34:07I've just been scared
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together
34:21no I never should have judged you
34:24you're right
34:24I've been all over the place
34:27like not wanting to let go of Steven
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this like emotional buffer
34:33it's shitty
34:34and selfish
34:35and Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked
34:40but all this
34:42I think
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51even though I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared to lose Steven again
34:55I'm more scared not to try
34:58I'm gonna
35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis
35:04whatever you want to do
35:08I support you
35:10how rough do I look right now?
35:21do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you
35:24I look that bad
35:25just go back to the house
35:30eat something
35:31shower
35:32you heard the doctor
35:35he's not gonna be up for a little while
35:37thanks babe
35:39hey
35:43if you want to get back with Jeremiah
35:49just do it
35:50I never said that
35:52and make him beg
35:52obviously but
35:53don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years
35:58like not if it's still what you want
36:03we got to get up
36:24shut up
36:27still not a morning person
36:30no
36:30my eyes are crispy
36:35can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38yeah
36:39oh my god
36:50John get in here
36:54oh my god mom
36:57where are you?
36:58Belly I just got your messages
36:59what's going on?
37:00Steven was in an accident
37:02is he okay?
37:03he's gonna be fine
37:04I've been trying to keep it together
37:07but I was so scared
37:10shut up
37:12I can't imagine how terrified you must have been
37:15I'm so so sorry
37:17have you been there all alone?
37:20no
37:21no
37:21Taylor's here
37:23and she's been amazing
37:24and she's been amazing
37:24and
37:25and
37:27Jer's here
37:28he stayed all night
37:29mom
37:31things have been so crazy
37:32listen sweetheart
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can
37:35and um
37:36I'll track down your dad
37:38and let him know
37:39I love you so much
37:41I love you so much
37:41Belly
37:41I love you
37:43Steve was in a car accident?
37:47he's okay
37:48he's gonna be fine
37:49but Belly couldn't reach either of us
37:51it's okay
37:52just meet me in the lobby in five
37:54we hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since
38:21that day at the motel
38:23hey
38:24hey
38:25why are you holding a poker?
38:35oh
38:35um
38:36I thought you were a burglar
38:38of course you did
38:40where's Jer?
38:46he and your dad are on their way to Chamonix
38:48right
38:51aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55yeah my flight got delayed because of the weather
38:57they were trying to rebook me for the 28th
39:00what are you doing here?
39:03my mom is on a retreat in the mountains
39:05and Stephen's in New York
39:06I was all alone at home
39:08so
39:10you have chocolate all over your face
39:23no I don't
39:36what did you do?
39:37you just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38shut it
39:40what are you doing?
39:42you called?
39:43I could start a fire
39:44I think it's maybe a little late for a fire
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash
39:54Merry Christmas, Belly
39:58it's really good to see you
40:00you too
40:06the next morning
40:16right when I woke up
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay?
40:33oh no leave me alone
40:36are you hurt? can you move?
40:38I thought you were gone
40:40nope
40:41still here
40:43let me help you up
40:48no no no
40:49ow
40:49just
40:50just
40:50give me a minute
40:52okay
40:52how bad does it hurt
41:03on a scale from 1 to 10?
41:0511
41:06you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no I'm not
41:09I mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13seriously it was like
41:16when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20you calling me an animal?
41:22ow
41:25ow
41:27ow
41:28I'm gonna pick you up
41:32and I'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no
41:34just just just
41:35no just I'm too heavy for you
41:37just leave me here
41:38okay I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared
41:41but I can pick you up, Belly
41:42ready?
41:45okay come on
41:47okay
41:48ow
41:49you're okay
41:51ready?
41:52why?
41:53ow
41:54watch your legs
41:58ow
42:01you're okay
42:03yeah
42:04ow
42:04that's when I had this sudden thought
42:12a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together
42:28but not together
42:30oh
42:32to see without my eyes
42:35the first time that you'll kiss me
42:40boundless by the time I write
42:43entertainingly expressive
42:45H blank blank blank Y
42:47hmm
42:48that's when
42:51hemmy
42:52hemmy
42:54falling by a cold river
42:57oh yeah
42:58feel my feet above my head
43:00I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship
43:02and I'm done
43:04she's better off with Laszlo
43:05you're insane
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14oh my god
43:15what?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood
43:18you know you are way too young to be this cynical
43:22yeah
43:23and the stream
43:24oh
43:25hey
43:29hey
43:31hey
43:31hey
43:32hey
43:32sorry my reception out here is terrible
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off
43:36what are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins
43:39I got super lonely
43:40so I drove up
43:42oh nice
43:42did you bring Taylor?
43:44no I came by myself
43:46well I wish you were here with me
43:48comrades fly gum and stuff
43:50because of the weather
43:50so I'm stuck here with my dad
43:53Yeah, he, um...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Melody, can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be sure to tomorrow.
44:06Okay, bye, Mel.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins.
44:22Because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:38The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:50No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
45:03How much...
45:04Conrad Fisher.
45:05The ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder.
45:11And what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over,
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness,
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47Love will wonders ever cease
45:50That'll send me an all-in
45:55The stream of love
45:57Come in.
46:20Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for, like, a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk. I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:43So, look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was gonna say...
46:59That she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously.
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:12Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:19And as long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello.
47:30Would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:33Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:53Uh, hi.
48:00I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:23Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would have just gone about our lives
48:52and been fine, and been fine, so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:07You know I love a challenge, but...
49:11This is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:19Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:24Yeah, I would love that.
50:25Yeah.
50:26I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:45to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:50I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:37After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:46Maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:58I mean...
51:59if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:05then...
52:06maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:38I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:43After Steven,
52:45I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always,
52:55no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story,
53:03yours and mine.
53:06Nobody else's.
53:07I don't know.
53:07I don't know.
53:08I don't know.
53:08I don't know.
53:09I don't know.
53:10I don't know.
53:10I don't know.
53:11I don't know.
53:11I don't know.
53:12I don't know.
53:12The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:21Would you?
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:33Isabel Conklin,
53:34will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:39Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41I love you.
53:43I love you.
53:52I love you, too.
53:54I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:55I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:14I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way.
54:25I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:37They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile for miles away.
54:46I knew that I have loved you forever.
54:51Forever and a day, a day.
55:01In all my lungs, I'm waiting every time to hear you say, I'll be yours forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe in destiny.
55:32You're changing me, but I might have to stay.
55:39Your melodies, they're changing me.
55:45I'm yours forever.
55:51You're changing me, I'm yours forever.
56:00You're changing me, but you're changing.
56:07That's what God said.
56:11You're changing.
56:13Just
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