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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:08Worth this?
06:18Worth this.
06:48Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon,
07:09the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:12Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:18Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Uh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please, just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority,
07:39so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now
07:46to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet
08:01to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't.
08:17And you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting too, huh?
08:40Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yeah.
08:54Yeah.
08:55So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:56Starrcadex?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:07Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:10How could I forget?
09:11It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm-hmm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33No personal stuff, all right?
09:34The coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcadex?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:47So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:52Copy.
09:53D Coronavirus for Australia.
09:57esy musicこれ every time has yours, you know some keys.
10:01No, no, no, no, no.
10:03You're not getting fan afraid".
10:05I know what to do.
10:06Why?
10:07You're taking a seat at home.
10:08You're not getting cast right now.
10:09I worked so hard.
10:11I went live outside.
10:12I spent the crossover, and I got it at home too.
10:14Check out.
10:15I made it up.
10:15you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously
10:48i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah and i might
11:02never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one thing at a time
11:07is not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything is oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life
11:47but no matter how i try to and no matter how i want to
12:00and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:08and no matter how guilty i still feel
12:14saying
12:15everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36so i just need to not be here
12:49hi
12:59mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible hello to you
13:06too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you sorry how are you mom i had an extremely
13:13dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate what do you need it for anyway
13:19a passport i found out i got off the waitlist for paris
13:25that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:30how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:34yeah um mom i gotta go okay love you
13:43bro you're tweaking you need to
13:47level out try some of the indica i got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds redbird felt like something to me
14:05i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:13you two were broken up right and you were wasted as hell
14:17and lacy was all over your shit it's not an excuse i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22yeah yeah probably
14:25belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like i'm i'm losing
14:53the best part of myself
14:55well that's beautiful man
14:57so fight for her
15:03stop saying you're sorry
15:05find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy
15:10i don't think it's supposed to be
15:12i just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21i swear if he comes to our dorm it's on site
15:25don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:28it kind of sucks you're not leaving for paris tomorrow
15:30do you think i'm being too hard on him
15:34look
15:34if you really thought
15:38you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating
15:41but to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part i can't get over
15:51what annika didn't know
15:53was that
15:54i had a secret too
15:55it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01steven was visiting friends
16:03jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured
16:07why be home alone when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:13oh shit
16:21shit shit shit shit
16:23oh my god
16:24okay what would kevin do
16:26what would kevin do
16:27okay
16:29steven open up it's me
16:45belly
16:51you okay
16:52yeah
16:54yeah
16:54sorry
16:55just the flash got to me
16:56okay
16:57next
16:59belly
17:11no
17:12please don't leave
17:13i made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:16look i'll tell you anything
17:19i'll tell you anything
17:20i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:23okay
17:25how did it happen
17:30look i was really sad
17:33i was drunk
17:34she was just there
17:37how many times
17:41twice
17:47jair how could you do this to me
17:51belly please
17:52i know i don't deserve you
17:53but i love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting
17:57and i would do anything to take it back
17:59stop
18:00you can't undo what you did
18:01belly
18:02please
18:03i'm sorry
18:04i'm so sorry
18:05i've never loved anyone but you
18:07i love him too
18:09and i want to forgive him
18:11i just
18:12don't know how
18:14you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:23and are you the person who would never hurt me the most rare
18:31people who would never hurt me the most rare
18:32people who would never hurt me
18:33or not
18:34or not
18:34and are you the most rare
18:35people who are not here
18:36Hey. Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah, you know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah. Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the original French.
18:52Go for it. Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
19:01Ah, unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you. In private. Professor.
19:11Okay. See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure. Yeah. Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay. Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor. You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses. Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way in the ballroom. Be for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Pull your weight.
20:10Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:35Okay, first patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow.
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:50Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:28Please help you out.
21:30Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:40Uh, no, it's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:59Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:20So, uh...
23:37Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:43I don't know.
23:49What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:02I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:04Uh...
24:05Uh...
24:07Sorry.
24:10I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night, sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Oh, my God.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:34You know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids then.
24:39It doesn't...
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:44What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop.
24:46No, don't.
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:26Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:36I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were...
25:45What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49You were arguing.
25:53I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:07It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:12Yeah, it is.
26:13You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:17Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40What kind of decisions do I...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:44I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know Steven's fucking insurance,
26:56if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think I remember Steven bragging
27:03about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course, Steven bragged about anything.
27:07Okay, O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm going to try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:17I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh,
27:19let a few other people know what to...
27:22Do you want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know an hour ago,
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:35He would know what to say
27:36to make me feel better.
27:41I'm going to be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:49Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm going to do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too,
27:56because he just might understand
27:58what all this means?
28:00Yeah, I got you.
28:01I'm going to call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General,
28:23but how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:26I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah, great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yeah, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me?
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family,
28:54and he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's any possible way
29:06that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:21Jayra's in the line.
29:51Bobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
31:00No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43...
31:44...
31:45...
31:47...
31:49Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:12Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care, but I just, I care so, so much.
32:29You know, I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like, actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to me, then you can't hurt me.
33:01You know, the first time we got together, you remember you told me that you were like, you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:48I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down, and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:58It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know, I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24No, you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:27Like, not wanting to let go of Steven, but still keeping Davis around is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty and selfish.
34:35And Steven was trying to do the right thing, and I'm just freaked.
34:40But all this, it's like, I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared, I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55And I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna, I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:32You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously.
35:53But don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years.
35:58Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:19Laura.
36:21Mom.
36:23We gotta get him.
36:26Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31Oh.
36:33Oh, my eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:46Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom.
36:57Where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Stephen was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man.
37:12Shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:21No, no.
37:22Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and Jer's here.
37:29He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mom.
37:46Steve was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last minute.
37:52It's okay.
37:52We just meet me in the lobby in five.
38:16We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:21That day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:02My mom is on a retreat in the mountains, and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:23No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38Shut it.
39:39What are you doing?
39:40What are you doing?
39:41What are you doing?
39:42You called?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:49See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:05You too.
40:06The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:21Help!
40:22Help!
40:23You okay?
40:27Oh, no, leave me alone.
40:28Are you hurt?
40:29Can you move?
40:30I thought you were gone.
40:31Nope.
40:32Still here.
40:34Let me help you out.
40:35No, no, no.
40:36Ow.
40:37Just...
40:38Just give me a minute.
40:39Okay.
40:40Uh...
40:42Let me help you out.
40:47No, no, no.
40:48Ow.
40:49Just...
40:50Just...
40:51Give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:53Uh...
40:54How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:04Eleven.
41:05You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:07No, I'm not.
41:10I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:14Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20You calling me an animal?
41:22I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:32No, no, no, no.
41:33Just...
41:34Just...
41:35Just...
41:36No.
41:37Just...
41:38I'm too heavy for you.
41:39Just...
41:40Okay.
41:41Leave me here.
41:42I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:46Okay, come on.
41:47Okay.
41:48Ow.
41:49You're okay.
41:50Ready?
41:51What?
41:52Ow.
41:53Watch your legs.
41:57Ow.
41:58You're okay.
41:59Yeah.
42:00Ow.
42:01That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:02A part of me will always love you.
42:03We spent the day together, but not together.
42:19Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:20The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:22Boundless by the time I...
42:24Entertainingly expressive H blank blank blank Y.
42:30Mmhmm.
42:31Hammy.
42:46Hammy?
42:48Let's go about it.
42:50Okay?
42:51Hm...
42:56Loey, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:03And she's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:23It's true.
43:26I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrades fly gum and stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:53Yeah, he...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly, can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll try to do tomorrow.
44:06Okay, bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28I've got misery.
44:30The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:41The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder.
45:11And what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over,
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47Though will wonders ever cease
45:50Blessed may The mystery of love
45:57Oh, oh, oh, oh
46:02Love you.
46:03Love you.
46:09Hello.
46:16Come in.
46:23Hey.
46:24Can you take your shoes off?
46:25I'm gonna be here for, like, a sec.
46:27I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:31No, jerk. I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:33Yeah, he's gonna be okay. Thanks.
46:36Good.
46:37Okay, this is for you.
46:40You're welcome.
46:42Um...
46:44So, look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:51I'm fine.
46:53Cool. Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was gonna say...
46:58That she kind of has a point.
47:01Oh.
47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously.
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can...
47:15Deny your emotions all you want.
47:16They're not going anywhere.
47:19And...
47:20As long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:29Hello would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:33Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:37Oh, yeah.
47:38Oh, you're awake.
47:39Ow, ow, ow, ow.
47:41Careful of his ribs.
47:42No, no.
47:43Break another one, why don't you?
47:45It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:47How's, uh...
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:50Where are they?
47:51They're on their way.
47:52Hey.
47:53Uh, hi.
47:54I'm gonna give you two a minute.
47:55I'm glad you're alive.
47:56You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:11Belly was worried to death.
48:12I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:14I was in a coma, so...
48:17Yeah, but...
48:19Medically induced.
48:21Huh.
48:25Steven, I'm joking.
48:27I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:29Yeah, yeah.
48:30You know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:33You know, before the crash.
48:34Me too.
48:35And you were right.
48:38You and me, we don't work.
48:42What?
48:43If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would've just gone about our lives and been fine.
48:53So let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Tay.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:14It was a wake-up call.
49:17You were right.
49:19You and me, we don't work.
49:22Hmm.
49:25Good.
49:26Then we're on the same page.
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:29I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31First loves are important.
49:44Conrad was mine.
49:46For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:54But they're not as important as last.
49:56But they're not as important as last.
50:10Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:18Do you wanna get some air?
50:22Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:24Yeah.
50:29I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again, but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:14You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34When we had sex.
51:35After I-I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't-I don't even know how long.
51:42I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:50Maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:56I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes, then...
52:05maybe we can just start over.
52:09I want that.
52:11Bells, I-I want that so much.
52:14You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:16I promise.
52:18I promise.
52:22I promise.
52:24I promise.
52:25I don't want to mess this up again.
52:40We won't.
52:42After Steven, I-I get it now.
52:45Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:51I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you.
52:59Me either.
53:01Belly has always been our story.
53:02Yours and mine.
53:04And mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:10What are you thinking?
53:13The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what, say it.
53:20Would you-
53:21Yes.
53:23You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:28Isabel Conklin.
53:30Will you marry me?
53:32Yes.
53:33Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:35I swear I've known you were longer than...
53:38I love you.
53:40I love you too.
53:42I love you.
53:44I love you too.
53:46I love you too.
53:48I love you too.
53:50I love you too.
53:52I love you too.
53:54I love you too.
53:55I love you too.
53:56I will never ruin you too.
53:57I love you too.
53:58Never question you.
54:00I'll even be yкую for it.
54:01I love you too.
54:03Not too much.
54:07Guess what I love you.
54:08Let me know how it's actually gone.
54:11Wet Krankenhraz.
54:16Oh boy.
54:18I love you too.
54:19Why Green Desert
54:20What do you think today?
54:22I never prere norte Christ when we connect.
54:23each other. I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together. How could I forget
54:33those emerald eyes? They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face. I knew that
54:45smile from both away. I knew that I have loved you forever and a day. A day. In all my
55:04lungs, I'm waiting every time to hear you say, I'll be yours forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe in destiny, but I might have to say. Your melodies, they're changing me,
55:45I'm yours forever.
56:15I love you.
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