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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07It's worth this.
06:10It's worth this.
06:22Worthless.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:54Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:01Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay. Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito,
07:08extra crispy bacon the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:12Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:15We got you.
07:19Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority,
07:39so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now
07:46to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet
08:01to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:19Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting too, huh?
08:40Yep, yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:54So you saw at Starkadex?
08:56Starkadex?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:03Wait, no.
09:04No, relax.
09:05All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:09Remember?
09:10Yes, how could I forget?
09:11It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33No personal stuff, all right?
09:34I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:39All right, um, Starcadex.
09:43Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:07You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:36Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job because, obviously, I'm not gonna be in Cousins
10:50because Jeremiah.
10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's memorial
10:59because, again, Jeremiah.
11:01And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not gonna work for you.
11:08No.
11:09No, nothing's gonna work because everything is...
11:12Oh, my God.
11:17Hey, you're gonna be okay.
11:20I'll meet you after study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33Hung all my boxes, I send them your way.
11:36Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:40I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to rewrite my life.
11:48And no matter how I try to, and no matter how I want to, and no matter how easy things could be if I did.
12:10And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
12:17I wish I hated you.
12:19Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.
12:23Just two different endings you learn to repair, and I learn to keep me in one place.
12:31Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us from when we were golden.
12:36Everybody.
12:37John.
12:38Wow.
12:39Beautiful, John.
12:40That was very close.
12:41That couldn't have been very close.
12:45So...
12:47I just need to not be here.
12:59Hi.
13:00Mom, hi.
13:01Um, quick question.
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate?
13:04Overnight, if possible?
13:05Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:07I'm fine.
13:08Thanks for asking.
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry.
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport.
13:20I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
13:25That's fantastic!
13:26Honey, congratulations!
13:30How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Um...
13:37Mom, I gotta go.
13:38Okay.
13:39Love you.
13:40I gotta go.
13:41I gotta go.
13:45Bro.
13:46You're tweaking.
13:47You need to...
13:49Level out.
13:50Try this new indica I got.
13:51May help ease the pain.
13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:02You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:04Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:08Dude, I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but...
14:13You two were broken up.
14:14Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should've told her as soon as I got back.
14:22Yeah.
14:23Yeah, probably.
14:25Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:43She's everything to me.
14:47And losing her feels like...
14:51It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:56Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:03Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:09Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:17I just can't believe it.
15:19He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look...
15:36If you really thought you were broken up,
15:40technically it's not cheating.
15:42But to keep it a secret,
15:44that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:46and he chose to keep it from you.
15:49That's the part I can't get over.
15:52What Annika didn't know was that...
15:54I had a secret too.
15:58It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:01Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:20Ah, shit.
16:22Shit, shit, shit, shit.
16:24Oh, my God.
16:25Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:27Okay.
16:29Okay.
16:40Steven, open up, it's me.
16:50Billy.
16:52You okay?
16:54Yeah, yeah, sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
17:11Billy.
17:12No, please don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:21I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:25Okay.
17:30How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad.
17:34I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you,
17:54but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,
17:57and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Just stop.
18:00You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please.
18:04I'm sorry.
18:05I'm so sorry.
18:06I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him, too.
18:10And I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:37Hey.
18:38Oh.
18:39Fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah.
18:41You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah.
18:46Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:47A La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
19:01Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:08In private.
19:09Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot.
19:15Uh, sure.
19:16Yeah.
19:17Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me dead.
19:49Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:59That sounds...
20:00Worrying as shit.
20:01Yeah.
20:03Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Pull your weight.
20:19Okay.
20:20Welcome to day one.
20:21By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:34Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:36Okay.
20:37First patient.
20:38We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well...
20:50Uh...
20:51Could be puberty hormones.
20:52He's 15.
20:53Could also...
20:54He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
20:59Very good.
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:07Absolutely.
21:08Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:09I'll keep that in mind.
21:10Okay.
21:11Next patient.
21:12Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:16I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:17It's fine.
21:18I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up on the next one.
21:20Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:24love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:25Why did I tell you that?
21:26Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:28Or whatever.
21:29Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:35Nice!
21:36Give me your phone.
21:37Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:45Yes, I am.
21:46What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:04Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:09Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:36You did?
22:38Mind if I work in?
22:40Uh, no.
22:41It's all yours.
22:42No, we're done here.
22:43Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
22:45What are you?
22:46You haven't responded to my text all day.
22:47It's finals.
22:48It's a stressful time.
22:49Hey, are you okay?
22:50What's wrong?
22:51I'm hungry.
22:52Okay, then let's just grab some food.
22:54Come on, get in.
22:56Okay.
22:57Okay.
22:58Okay.
22:59Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm...
23:10I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's...
23:13Let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:29So, uh...
23:38Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:53Uh, I broke up with Mia.
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07Uh, sorry.
24:10I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night, sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me, Taylor.
24:23You know that.
24:24Oh, my God.
24:25Get fucking around, you know, and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start,
24:34you know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids then.
24:39It doesn't...
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:44What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop. Stop.
24:46No, don't...
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I'm not doing that.
24:57I don't care. I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine. Fine. Fine. Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:23Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:37Hi.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were...
25:45What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:04What?
26:07It's just my fault.
26:09No, no.
26:10No, it's not your fault.
26:12Yeah, it is.
26:13You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40What kind of decisions do I...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:45I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think I remember Stephen bragging
27:03about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course, Stephen bragged about anything.
27:07Okay.
27:08Okay, O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm going to try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:16I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh,
27:19let a few other people know, too.
27:22Do you want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know an hour ago.
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:35You know what to say to make me feel better.
27:41I'm going to be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm going to do it.
27:53Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too,
27:56because he just might
27:57understand what all this means?
28:00Yeah, I got you.
28:01I'm going to call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General.
28:23But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah, great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me?
28:47What's up?
28:48A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:21Jarrah's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Jun Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No.
30:18It means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable.
30:27And I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors.
30:34Immediate family only.
30:35So I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:51You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58Dr. Lin, you report to outpatient...
31:00No cell phones.
31:01Dr. Lin, please report to outpatient imaging...
31:04How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:13Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:17You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I
34:20should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:34It's selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this, it's like...
34:43I think that it made me realize
34:50that even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:34I mean, you heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anymore.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:39Hey, babe.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but don't just throw away everything
35:56you guys have had for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03I don't know.
36:17You're not a morning person, huh?
36:17We gotta get up.
36:24Shut up.
36:27Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30My eyes are crispy.
36:34Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:37Yeah.
36:47Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where were you?
36:57Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on? Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
37:02He's gonna be fine.
37:05I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:11Shut up. I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and...
37:26Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:32Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:34and I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:41I love you, Mommy.
37:44What is that?
37:45Steven was in a car accident?
37:46He's okay.
37:47Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last minute.
37:51It's okay.
37:52Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:20Hey.
38:21...that day at the motel.
38:23Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:34Oh.
38:35Oh.
38:36Um...
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:38Of course you did.
38:44Where's Jer?
38:45He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:49Right.
38:51Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:54Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains, and Steven's in New York.
39:06I was all alone at home.
39:08So...
39:33You have chocolate all over your face.
39:35No, I don't.
39:36What?
39:37What did you do?
39:38You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:40What are you doing?
39:41You called?
39:42I could start a fire.
39:43See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:58It's really good to see you.
40:01You too.
40:06The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:20You're okay?
40:21Oh, no, leave me alone.
40:23Are you hurt?
40:24Can you move?
40:25I thought you were gone.
40:40Nope.
40:41Still here.
40:42Still here.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow.
40:50Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:10I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:14Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20You calling me an animal?
41:25Ow.
41:29I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:32No, no, no, no.
41:33Just, just, just, no.
41:35Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:36Just leave me here.
41:37Okay.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:46Okay, come on.
41:47Okay.
41:48Ow.
41:49You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:56Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:09That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:11A part of me will always love you.
42:14I love you.
42:27We spent the day together, but not together.
42:29Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:34The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:40Boundless by the time I ride.
42:42Entertainingly expressive.
42:44H blank blank blank Y.
42:47Hmm.
42:51Hami.
42:53Hami?
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:14Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.
43:30Hey.
43:31Belly.
43:32Hey.
43:33Sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:35What are you up to?
43:36I'm actually in Cousins.
43:38I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:41Oh, nice.
43:42Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:46Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrades fly gum and stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he...
43:54What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Yeah, I...
43:59I can hear what you're saying.
44:00I...
44:01Never mind.
44:02What?
44:03Great, uh...
44:04I'll check you tomorrow.
44:05Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would've told Jer that you're here, too.
44:17Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins,
44:21because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:26Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28I never thought of misery.
44:29The earthwork on your shoulder reminds me...
44:38The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:43He left just like I thought he would.
44:45thought he would. No goodbye, just gone like a ghost.
45:03Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:15When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:24River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head
45:33till I breathe my last breath.
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
45:42The last time that you touch me,
45:47thought will once ever cease.
45:51Blast and be the mystery of love.
45:58Come in.
46:16Hey. Can you take your shoes off?
46:21I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:23I was just on my way in and...
46:25Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:27No, jerk. I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:29Yeah, he's gonna be okay. Thanks.
46:31Good.
46:32All right, this is for you.
46:35You're welcome.
46:37Um...
46:39So, look, um...
46:41About yesterday...
46:43I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:45I'm fine.
46:47I'm fine.
46:49I'm fine.
46:51Cool. Uh, that's...
46:54Actually, I was gonna say that she kind of has a point.
47:00Oh.
47:01I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:04And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:08but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:10Excuse me?
47:12Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:15They're not going anywhere.
47:17And...
47:18As long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:24Hello would have been nice.
47:30Hello.
47:32Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:37Oh, yeah.
47:38Oh, you're awake.
47:39Ow!
47:40Ow!
47:41Ow!
47:42Careful of those ribs.
47:43No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:45It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:47How's, uh...
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:50Where are they?
47:51They're on their way.
47:52Hey.
47:53Uh, hi.
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:01I'm glad you're alive.
48:07You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:11Belly was worried to death.
48:12I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:15I was in a coma, so...
48:17Yeah, but...
48:19medically induced.
48:21Huh.
48:22Steven, I'm joking.
48:27I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:29Yeah.
48:30Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:33You know, before the crash.
48:34Me too.
48:35And you were right.
48:38You and me, we don't work.
48:42What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
48:50we would've just gone about our lives and been fine.
48:53So let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think early when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:07You know I love a challenge.
49:10But...
49:15This is a wake-up call.
49:17You were right.
49:19You and me, we don't work.
49:22Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:28Yeah, yeah.
49:29Finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:41First loves are important.
49:44Conrad was mine.
49:46For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:49The way you do your first pet.
49:51The first car you drove.
49:54But they're not as important as last.
50:09Steven's gonna be okay.
50:11Thank God.
50:12Do you wanna get some air?
50:20Yeah.
50:22Yeah, I would love that.
50:29I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:33And you have every right to be.
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:36and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:38I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:44to even begin to trust me again,
50:46but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:53I'm sorry too.
50:57Sorry for what?
51:00I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:05And to Cabo.
51:06I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:14You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:33when we had sex.
51:36After I...
51:37I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't...
51:40I don't even know how long.
51:42I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:46Well, maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:57I mean...
51:59if we both believe that what we have...
52:02is bigger than our mistakes, then...
52:05maybe we can just start over.
52:07I want that.
52:10Bells, I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:17I promise.
52:22I promise.
52:23I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:43After Steven, I get it now.
52:45Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:52I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:56I just can't imagine my life without you.
52:59Me either.
53:01Belly has always been our story, yours and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:07What are you thinking?
53:12It's... the future. It's just crazy.
53:16I don't know what, say it.
53:20Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:33Isabel Conklin?
53:35Will you marry me?
53:38Yes.
53:39Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41Yes!
53:51I love you.
53:52I love you too.
53:54I love you.
54:04We're forever and a day.
54:07A day.
54:10Forever and a day.
54:18I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:25I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together.
54:29How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:37They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face
54:43I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you forever and a day
54:59In all my lives I'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:10I'm yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:32But I might have to say
55:39Your melodies, they're changing me
55:45I'm yours forever
56:02I don't believe in destiny
56:11But I don't believe in destiny
56:16But I'm sure the weirdest thing is
56:18You're the only one that I'm afraid
56:20If you're the only one that didn't do
56:22How could I forget the miracle?
56:24You're the only one that I've ever heard
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