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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07Nothing.
06:18I just can't believe it.
06:23Worth this.
06:25Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:55She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:18Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier.
09:16And then call your girlfriend, okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no, stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51All right.
10:01I'll see you later.
10:06Bye.
10:08You just have to make it to the library.
10:34One thing at a time.
10:35Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job
10:47because obviously I'm not going to be in Cousins
10:50because Jeremiah.
10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial
10:58because, again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again
11:04because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:08No, no, nothing's going to work because everything is...
11:11Oh, my God.
11:17Hey, you're going to be okay.
11:20I'll meet you after a study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:24I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33I'm sleeping.
11:39I try to rewrite my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to
11:53And no matter how I want to
12:00And no matter how easy things could be if I did
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it
12:16I wish I hated you
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22Just two different endings
12:25You learn to repair
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden
12:36Everybody, me, John
12:37Beautiful, John
12:40That was very cute
12:41I couldn't live in a car
12:42So, I just need to not be here
12:52Hi
12:59Mom, hi
13:00Um, quick question
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry
13:10How are you, Mom?
13:12At an extremely dull conference
13:14Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16What do you need it for, anyway?
13:18A passport
13:19I found out I got off the wait list for Paris
13:23That's fantastic
13:26Honey, congratulations
13:28How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud
13:33Yeah
13:34Um, Mom, I gotta go
13:37Okay, love you
13:39Bro, you're tweaking
13:46You need to
13:47Level out
13:49Try some of the new indica I got
13:51May help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups
14:00You saw me after Sean
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird
14:04Felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07Dude, I-I-I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11And I say this with love
14:12But
14:13You two were broken up
14:15Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back
14:22Yeah
14:23Yeah, probably
14:25Belly
14:27Belly's been
14:35The center of my world
14:37Since I lost my mom
14:40She's everything to me
14:44And losing her feels like
14:48Dude, it feels like I'm-I'm losing
14:53The best part of myself
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man
14:57So fight for her
15:03Stop saying you're sorry
15:05Find a way to show her
15:06Make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:18He acts so devoted
15:20But he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear, if he comes to our dorm
15:24It's on sight
15:25Don't smile, please
15:26That won't be a problem
15:28It kind of sucks
15:29You're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look
15:34If you really thought
15:38You were broken up
15:39Technically, it's not cheating
15:41But
15:42To keep it a secret
15:43That tells me
15:44He knew what he did was wrong
15:46And he chose to keep it from you
15:47That's the part I can't get over
15:50What Annika didn't know
15:53Was that
15:54I had a secret too
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured
16:07Why be home alone
16:08When I could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car
16:12And went to Cousins
16:13Ah, shit
16:21Shit, shit, shit
16:23Oh my god
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay
16:29Oh my god
16:31Steven, open up
16:44It's me
16:45Belly
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah
16:54Yeah
16:54Sorry
16:55Just the flash got to me
16:56Okay
16:57Next
16:59Belly
17:11No, please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15Please just talk to me
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22Okay
17:25How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:34She was just there
17:37How many times?
17:46Twice
17:47Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53But I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting
17:57And I would do anything to take it back
17:59Just stop
18:00You can't undo what you did
18:01Belly
18:02Please
18:03I'm sorry
18:04I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:07I love him too
18:09And I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12Don't know how
18:14You were supposed to be the one person
18:18Who would never hurt me
18:19And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:33Laurel
18:33Elliot
18:35Hey
18:36Hey
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there
18:39Oh, yeah, you know
18:41Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so
18:43As one does
18:44Yeah
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:49In the original French
18:51Go for it
18:53Live on the edge
18:54You know, um
18:56You and I, we could start our own book group if, uh
18:59If you're interested
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college
19:04John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you
19:08In private
19:09Professor
19:10Okay
19:11See you later, Elliot
19:14Uh, sure, yeah
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh
19:18Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by
19:20Okay
19:21Sounds great
19:22Okay
19:22What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct
19:30And maybe I was flirting back
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47Shoot me, Dad
19:48Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54Thank you
19:55That sounds
19:59Worrying as shit
20:00Yeah
20:01Okay
20:03New plan
20:06We find somewhere to drink this
20:08Steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09Pull your weight
20:10Okay
20:27Welcome to day one
20:29By the end of the summer
20:31I expect half of you will still be here
20:32Don't piss me off
20:34And we'll be fine
20:35Okay
20:38First patient
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy
20:41Came in following a seizure
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow
20:45I want to start off with our first years
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well
20:49Uh
20:49Could be puberty hormones
20:54He's 15
20:54Uh, could also
20:55He's also recovering from the flu
20:57And fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00Very good
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02And that does increase risk
21:04Good catch
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07Absolutely
21:09Thank you
21:09Dr. Namazi
21:10I'll keep that in mind
21:11Okay
21:12Next patient
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a mess
21:18It's fine
21:19I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up in the next one
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism
21:24For your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to
21:28Or whatever
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35Nice
21:37Give me your phone
21:38Mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:40It's in my room
21:40Also, the kids are fine
21:42Also, you're upside down
21:44Yes
21:44Yes, I am
21:45Ugh
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit
21:58We ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02Yes, we did
22:03Oh my God
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belly called me today
22:11To say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14In Paris
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch
22:21Please never tell that joke again
22:24You used to love my jokes
22:26You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:31I was fake laughing
22:33And I planned to sleep with you all along
22:35You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no
22:43It's all yours
22:43No, we're done here
22:44Appreciate it
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day
23:03It's finals
23:05It's a stressful time
23:06Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm hungry
23:11Uh, okay
23:13Then let's
23:13Let's just grab some food
23:14Come on, get in
23:16Okay
23:20So, uh
23:37Uh, where do you wanna
23:40Go eat
23:41I don't know
23:43What?
23:53Uh
23:53I broke up with Mia
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03What?
24:07Uh, sorry
24:09I just
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12That I just wanted to be with you
24:13Even after the other night
24:15Sleeping over
24:16Steven, I
24:16You're wrong
24:18And I've told you before
24:19I just want this to be casual
24:20Okay, it's never casual
24:22With you and me
24:23Taylor, you know that
24:23Let's just stop fucking around
24:26You know, and do it for real
24:27So we don't keep hurting other people
24:28They don't even know about us
24:29That doesn't matter
24:29It's still messed up
24:30Taylor, I want you and me
24:33To have a fresh start
24:34You know, free
24:35And clear and clean
24:36Steven, we've tried before
24:38We've tried a million times
24:39We were kids then
24:39We don't work
24:40It never works
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you
24:45I think I love you
24:46Stop, stop
24:46No, don't
24:47I can't do this
24:48What are you talking?
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no
24:51Taylor, I need you to listen to me
24:53Please
24:53That's all I'm asking for
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor
24:56I'm not doing that
24:57I don't care
24:57I want to leave
24:58You pull over and let me out of the fucking car
25:01Fine, fine, fine, fuck
25:03Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:28Taylor, I told you
25:29I don't want
25:29Oh my god
25:32Taylor
25:36I'm really sorry
25:41What happened?
25:43Were you with him?
25:44Are you hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car
25:49Okay
25:50We were arguing
25:51I jumped out
25:55And he was trying to come after me
25:56Okay
25:57It's just my fault
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault
26:11Yes, it is
26:13You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19And a cerebral contusion
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain
26:24We won't know how serious it is
26:26Until the swelling goes down
26:27Until then
26:27We'll keep him sedated
26:29So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33And someone will need to make decisions
26:35On his behalf
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister
26:37Sister works
26:39Sister works
26:39Okay, um, what kind of decisions do I
26:42It's, it's in the paperwork there
26:44I need to, I need to try my parents again
26:50I couldn't
26:50Okay, I'll, I will try them
26:52I will do it
26:53I don't know Steven's fucking insurance
26:56If he's on our parents' insurance
26:57Or his job
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:00I think, I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor
27:05Of course, you can brag about anything
27:07Okay, he, O negative
27:12He's O negative
27:13Okay
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16Okay
27:16I don't know
27:17I think I should, uh, let a few other people know
27:20Do you want me to call Jer?
27:26I don't know an hour ago
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him
27:29But now I just
27:30I just wish he was here
27:34I don't even know what to say
27:36To make me feel bad
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:43Okay, we'll track down your parents
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47Okay
27:48Just
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51And leave the rest to me
27:52I'm gonna do it
27:53Thank you
27:53Um, can you call, uh, Conrad too?
27:56Because he just might
27:57Understand what all this means
28:00Yeah, I got you
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01Well, I'll hop on the next flight
28:07No, it's fine
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then
28:10Okay
28:11Well
28:12Tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick
28:16He basically blew us off
28:17We're trying to get updates
28:18But
28:18Well, maybe I can help
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General
28:23But how?
28:25I will figure it out
28:26I just want to do something
28:29Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay
28:36Yeah?
28:37Yeah, great
28:37Okay
28:38Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do
28:42All right
28:43Dr. Namazi?
28:46Excuse me
28:47What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident
28:51Uh, very close friend
28:53More like family
28:54And he's at Providence General
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do
29:11Thank you
29:12Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no
29:18I'm good
29:19Okay
29:48Jared's in the lobby
29:51Yeah, I know, babe
29:53He just wants to be nearby if we need him
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything
29:58That's so sweet
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah
30:11I'm Dr. Joon Kwon
30:13I head up the neurology team
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you
30:20I got a call from a colleague at Stanford
30:24Stephen is sedated and sleeping
30:26He's stable
30:27And I've ordered a CT scan
30:28Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there
30:32We allow two visitors
30:34Immediate family only
30:35So I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister
30:38Follow me
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet
30:55Plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:58No cell phones
31:01Yeah
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good
31:06Great
31:06This is mislabeled
31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine
31:15That's my mistake
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19I'll fix it right now
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance
31:21It won't happen again
31:22No, it won't
31:23You're done here
31:24You're not ready for this
31:26You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't
31:32You may see this as one mistake
31:33But this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36Which makes you a walking liability
31:38My liability
31:39Dr. Namazi, I didn't
31:41No
31:41You can always apply again next year
31:43Scruggers to OR4
31:45Scruggers to OR4
31:48He starts taking
31:49Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you
32:12Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care
32:25But I just, I care so, so much
32:29And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35Before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it
32:38You're just gonna be like
32:40Actually, you're not worth it
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57And pretend that you don't mean anything to me
33:00Then you can't hurt me
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that
33:06You know, the first time we got together
33:18You remember you told me that you were like
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you
33:30I have good news
33:49The CT scan is clear
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55And we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01Thank you
34:02It's okay
34:06He's gonna be okay
34:07I've just been scared
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together
34:21No, I never should have judged you
34:24You're right
34:24I've been all over the place
34:27Like not wanting to let go of Steven
34:30But still keeping Davis around
34:31Is this like emotional buffer
34:33It's shitty
34:34And selfish
34:36And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39And I'm just freaked
34:40But all this
34:42I think
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51Even though I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared to lose Steven
34:55Again, I'm more scared not to try
34:58I'm gonna
35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis
35:04Whatever you wanna do
35:08I support you
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you
35:24I look that bad
35:25Just go back to the house
35:30Eat something
35:31Shower
35:32You heard the doctor
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway
35:37Thanks, babe
35:38Hey
35:43If you wanna get back with Jeremiah
35:49Just do it
35:50I never said that
35:52And make him beg
35:52Obviously, but
35:54Don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:57For the past four years
35:58Like not if it's still what you want
36:03Yeah, she's not gonna happen
36:05Yeah, I don't care
36:06I don't care
36:07I don't care
36:07I don't care
36:07I don't care
36:08Not if anyone's got a lot
36:08Of anyol juggling
36:09OK
36:09All right, honey
36:10Cool huge
36:10Come on
36:12You're too.
36:12Come on
36:12You're too.
36:13You're too weird
36:13You're too weird
36:14Hi, LA
36:17We gotta get un
36:18Turn it in
36:21Come on
36:22He's still not a morning person
36:22Yeah
36:23We gotta get him
36:23Shut up
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31Oh, my eyes are crispy.
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where were you?
36:57Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:00Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:05I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:10Oh, man, shut up.
37:12I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:17Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:25Jared's here.
37:28He stayed all late.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:32Listen, sweetheart.
37:33I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:34and I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:41I love you, Mom.
37:43What is that?
37:45Steven was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay. He's gonna be fine.
37:48Okay.
37:49Fuck.
37:50That belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Meet me in the lobby in five.
37:55We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:05and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:08Hey.
38:09...that day at the motel.
38:10Hey.
38:11Hey.
38:12Hey.
38:13Hey.
38:14Hey.
38:15Why are you holding a poker?
38:17Oh.
38:18Um...
38:19I thought you were a burglar.
38:20Of course you did.
38:21Where's Jer?
38:22Where's Jer?
38:23He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:28Right now, you didn't know?
38:29Sorry.
38:30I was talking with you.
38:31I was telling Ashima that day at the motel.
38:32Hey.
38:33Hey.
38:34Why are you holding a poker?
38:36Oh.
38:37Um...
38:38I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:41Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:49right aren't you supposed to be meeting them there yeah my flight got delayed because of the
38:57weather they're trying to rebook me for the 28th what are you doing here my mom is on a retreat in
39:05the mountains and steven's in new york i was all alone at home so
39:19you have chocolate all over your face no i don't what did you do you just stick your whole head in
39:38to save time shut it you cold i could start a fire
39:44so i think it's maybe a little late for a fire i think i'm just gonna crash
39:54merry christmas belly it's really good to see you
40:00you too
40:06the next morning right when i woke up i had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay
40:33oh no leave me alone you're hurt can you move
40:38i thought you were gone nope still here
40:43let me help you up no no no just just give me a minute okay
40:52how bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten
41:05eleven you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no i'm not
41:09i mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13seriously it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20i'm gonna pick you up and i'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no just just just no just i'm too heavy for you just
41:37okay i know i can't bench press my body weight like jared but i can pick you up ellie
41:42ready okay come on okay ow you're okay ready why
41:53ow
41:54watch your legs
41:58ow
42:01you're okay
42:03that's when i had this sudden thought a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together but not together
42:30and then my week
42:35feel sorry
42:36very dark
42:37okay
42:39see
42:40iniz
42:41b
42:42어떻게
42:43will always載
42:44be
42:46well
42:46maybe
42:47say
42:48oh
42:48that's
42:50that's
42:51funny
42:54hammi
42:55Chloe, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God, dude.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:23It's true.
43:25Oh, my God.
43:30Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flying gum and stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um, he's...
43:55Hello?
43:56Belly, can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be sure to tomorrow.
44:06Okay, bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:09Hey, I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever going to happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:46No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
45:03Conrad Fisher.
45:06The ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder, and what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:23River of unhappiness Hold your hands upon my head Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, who will always be The last time that you touch me
45:47How will wonders ever cease?
45:52Blast and be the mystery of love
45:57Come in
46:17Hey
46:24Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38This is for you?
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um
46:43So look, um
46:46About yesterday
46:48I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:54Uh, that's
46:55Actually, I was gonna say
46:58That she kind of has a point
47:00Oh
47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11Excuse me?
47:12Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere
47:18And as long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around
47:24Hello, it would have been nice
47:31Hello
47:33Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah
47:39Oh, you're awake
47:40Ow, ow, ow
47:42Careful of his ribs
47:43No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby
47:47How's, uh
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way
47:52Hey
47:53Uh, hi
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:17So
48:18Yeah, but
48:19Medically induced
48:21Huh
48:22Steven, I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you, too, obviously
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up
48:33You know, before the crash
48:35Me, too
48:35And you were right
48:36You and me, we don't work
48:40What?
48:43If we never ran into each other that day in New York
48:51We would have just gone about our lives and been fine
48:53So let's just pretend we didn't
48:56I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Tay
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07You know I love a challenge
49:11But
49:11This is a wake-up call
49:16You were right
49:19You and me, we don't work
49:21Hmm
49:23Good
49:26Then we're on the same page
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly
49:31First loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly
49:49The way you do your first pet
49:51The first car you drove
49:53But they're not as important as lasts
49:57Steven's gonna be okay
50:11Thank God
50:13Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah
50:23Yeah, I would love that
50:24I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33And you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:45To even begin to trust me again
50:47But I am willing to do whatever it takes
50:49If you let me
50:50I'm sorry too
50:55Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:04And to Cabo
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up
51:13You can't?
51:17Yeah, but I don't understand
51:19How you could just move on to somebody else so easily
51:22I mean, I could barely function
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week
51:30I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I
51:33When we had sex
51:35After I just sat in the shower
51:39And cried for I don't even know how long
51:42I was just thinking how could I deserve you
51:45After that
51:46Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58If we both believe that what we have
52:02Is bigger than our mistakes
52:04Then
52:05Maybe we can just start over
52:09I want that
52:11Bells, I want that so much
52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I don't want to mess this up again
52:39We won't
52:42After Steven
52:44I get it now
52:46Life's too short
52:48Not to spend it with the person that you love
52:51I want to be with you always
52:54No matter what
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you
52:59Me either
53:01Belly has always been our story
53:03Yours
53:04And mine
53:05Nobody else's
53:06What are you thinking?
53:12The future is just crazy
53:16I don't know what, say it
53:17Would you
53:22Yes
53:22You don't even know what I'm about to say
53:25Try me
53:28Isabel Conklin
53:34Will you marry me?
53:37Yes
53:39Yeah, I'll marry you
53:41Yes
53:42I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I love you
53:55I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:12I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:14I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly I missed your face
54:44Because I knew that smile from miles away
54:47Girls knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever
54:52Forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lungs
55:04I'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:10I'm yours
55:13Forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours
55:47Forever
55:48You're changing me
56:08Conversation
56:09I mean
56:13Oh
56:13You're changing me
56:15That one
56:16Mike
56:16Waggy
56:17I know
56:18Yeah
56:18And
56:19We've ever died
56:20I feel like
56:20That one
56:21I don't even have to say
56:22It got hurt
56:23But I'm going to be
56:25I feel like
56:27We've been
56:27Lo ways
56:28From hopefully
56:29We've got the
56:33You
56:34You
56:35We got
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