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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other. It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer. Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't wanna crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love it.
06:08I love it.
06:11I love it.
06:17I know my heart.
06:20I love it.
06:24Worth this.
06:25Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:55She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:18Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier.
09:16And then call your girlfriend, okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51We're going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:55We're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company, and we're going to try to move on this company.
10:03You just have to know what's going on.
10:33I can make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job,
10:47because obviously I'm not going to be in Cousins,
10:50because Jeremiah.
10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's memorial,
10:58because again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again,
11:04because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:07No, no, nothing's going to work,
11:09because everything is...
11:12Oh my God.
11:16Hey, you're going to be okay.
11:20I'll meet you after study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33When he drinks with me first,
11:35he can't bring himself to the buffet.
11:36It's time to reach out.
11:38He's going to be okay.
11:39So, he's going to be okay.
11:41I've been waiting for the week.
11:42I can't be okay.
11:43He can't be okay.
11:44He's going to be okay.
11:45I'm not sure.
11:47I'm sorry.
11:48I'm sorry.
11:50I try to
11:53And no matter how I want to
12:00And no matter how easy things could be
12:07If I did
12:09And no matter how guilty
12:12I still feel saying it
12:16I wish I hated you
12:18Everywhere I go
12:31There's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden
12:36Everybody, me, John
12:37Beautiful, John
12:40That was very close
12:41I couldn't believe it were close
12:42So
12:45I just need to not be here
12:48Hi
12:59Mom, hi
13:00Um, quick question
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate
13:04Overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry
13:10How are you, Mom?
13:13I had an extremely dull conference
13:14Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport
13:19I found out I got off the wait list for Paris
13:23That's fantastic
13:26Honey, congratulations
13:28How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud
13:33Yeah
13:34Um, Mom, I gotta go
13:37Okay, love you
13:39Bro, you're tweaking
13:46You need to
13:47Level out
13:49Try this new indica I got
13:51May help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups
14:00You saw me after Sean
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird
14:04Felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07Dude, I-I-I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11And I say this with love
14:12But
14:13You two were broken up
14:15Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back
14:22Yeah
14:23Yeah, probably
14:25Belly's been
14:35The center of my world
14:37Since I lost my mom
14:40She's everything to me
14:44And losing her feels like
14:48Dude, it feels like I'm-I'm losing
14:53The best part of myself
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man
14:57So fight for her
15:03Stop saying you're sorry
15:05Find a way to show her
15:06Make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:18He acts so devoted
15:20But he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24It's on site
15:25Don't smile, please
15:26That won't be a problem
15:28It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look
15:34If you really thought you were broken up
15:39Technically, it's not cheating
15:41But to keep it a secret
15:43That tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46And he chose to keep it from you
15:47That's the part I can't get over
15:51What Annika didn't know
15:53Was that
15:54I had a secret too
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured
16:07Why be home alone
16:08When I could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car
16:12And went to Cousins
16:13Oh, shit
16:21Shit, shit, shit
16:23Oh, my God
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay
16:29Okay
16:31Steven, open up
16:44It's me
16:45Billy
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah, yeah
16:54Sorry
16:55Just the flash got to me
16:56Okay
16:57Next
16:59Billy
17:11No, please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15Please just talk to me
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22Okay
17:25How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:34She was just there
17:37How many times?
17:46Twice
17:47Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53But I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting
17:57And I would do anything to take it back
17:59Stop
17:59You can't undo what you did
18:01Billy
18:02Please
18:03I'm sorry
18:04I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:07I love him too
18:09And I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12Don't know how
18:14You were supposed to be the one person
18:18Who would never hurt me
18:19And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:33Laurel
18:33Elliot
18:35Hey
18:36Hey
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there
18:40Oh, yeah, you know
18:41Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so
18:43As one does
18:44Yeah
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:49In the original French
18:51Go for it
18:53Live on the edge
18:54You know, um
18:56You and I, we could start our own book group if, uh
18:59If you're interested
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college
19:04John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you
19:08In private
19:09Professor
19:10Okay
19:11See you later, Elliot
19:14Uh, sure, yeah
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh
19:18Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by
19:20Okay
19:21Sounds great
19:22Okay
19:22What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct
19:30And maybe I was flirting back
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47Shoot me, Dad
19:48Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54Thank you
19:55That sounds
19:59Worrying as shit
20:00Yeah
20:01Okay
20:03New plan
20:06We find somewhere to drink this
20:08Steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09Pull your weight
20:10Okay
20:27Welcome to day one
20:29By the end of the summer
20:31I expect half of you will still be here
20:32Don't piss me off
20:34And we'll be fine
20:35Okay
20:38First patient
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy
20:41Came in following a seizure
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow
20:45I want to start off with our first years
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well
20:49Could be puberty hormones
20:54He's 15
20:54Could also
20:55He's also recovering from the flu
20:57And fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00Very good
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02And that does increase risk
21:04Good catch
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07Absolutely
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi
21:10I'll keep that in mind
21:11Okay
21:12Next patient
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess
21:18It's fine
21:19I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up in the next one
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:24love for your brother's girlfriend
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to
21:28Or whatever
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35Nice!
21:37Give me your phone
21:38Mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:40It's in my room
21:40Also, the kids are fine
21:42Also, you're upside down
21:44Yes
21:44Yes, I am
21:45What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit
21:58We ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02Yes, we did
22:03Oh, my God
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belly called me today
22:11To say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14In Paris
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch
22:21Please never tell that joke again
22:24You used to love my jokes
22:26You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:31I was fake laughing and I planned to sleep with you all along
22:35You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no, it's all yours
22:43No, we're done here
22:44Appreciate it
22:44Why are you here?
23:00What are you
23:01You haven't responded to my text all day
23:03It's finals
23:05It's a stressful time
23:06Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm hungry
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food
23:14Come on, get in
23:16Okay
23:20So, uh
23:37Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know
23:43What?
23:53Uh
23:53I broke up with Mia
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03What?
24:07Uh, sorry
24:09I just
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12That I just wanted to be with you
24:13Even after the other night
24:15Sleeping over
24:16Steven, I
24:16You're wrong
24:18And I've told you before
24:19I just want this to be casual
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me
24:23Taylor, you know that
24:23Let's just stop fucking around
24:26You know, and do it for real
24:27So we don't keep hurting other people
24:28They don't even know about us
24:29That doesn't matter
24:29It's still messed up
24:30Taylor, I want you and me
24:33To have a fresh start
24:34You know, free
24:35And clear
24:36And clean
24:36Steven, we've tried before
24:38We've tried a million times
24:39We don't work
24:40It never works
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you
24:45I think I love you
24:46Stop, stop
24:46No, don't
24:47I, I, I can't do this
24:48What are you talking?
24:49Can you pull over
24:50And let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no
24:51Taylor, I need you to listen to me
24:53Please
24:53That's all I'm asking for
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor
24:56I'm not doing that
24:57I don't care, I want to leave
24:58Pull over
24:58And let me
25:00Out of the fucking car
25:01Fine, fine
25:02Fine
25:02Fuck
25:03Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:28Taylor, I told you
25:29I don't want
25:29Oh my god
25:32Taylor
25:36I'm really sorry
25:41What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car
25:49Okay
25:50We were arguing
25:51I jumped out
25:55And he was trying to come after me
25:56Okay
25:57What?
26:07It's just my fault
26:09No, no, no
26:10It's not your fault
26:11Yes, it is
26:13You were with Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19And a cerebral contusion
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain
26:24We won't know how serious it is
26:26Until the swelling goes down
26:27Until then
26:27We'll keep him sedated
26:29So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33And someone will need to make decisions
26:35On his behalf
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister
26:37His sister works
26:39Okay
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I
26:42It's
26:43It's in the paperwork there
26:44Uh-huh
26:47I need to
26:48I need to try my parents again
26:50I couldn't
26:50Okay
26:51I will try them
26:52I will do it
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56If he's on our parents' insurance
26:57Or his job
26:58How am I supposed to know
26:59His fucking blood type?
27:01I think
27:01I think I remember Stephen
27:02Bragging about being a universal donor
27:05Of course
27:06Stephen bragged about anything
27:07Okay
27:10O-negative
27:12He's O-negative
27:13Okay
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16Okay
27:16I don't
27:17I think I should
27:18Uh
27:19Let a few other people know
27:20Do you want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know
27:27An hour ago
27:27I wanted to throw up
27:29Thinking about him
27:29But now I just
27:30I just wish he was here
27:34Do you know what to say
27:36It'll make me feel bad
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:43Okay
27:44We'll track down your parents
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47Okay
27:48Just
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51And leave the rest to me
27:52I'm gonna do it
27:53Thank you
27:53Um
27:54Can you call Conrad too
27:56Because he just might
27:57Understand what
27:59All this means
28:00I got you
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01Well I'll hop on the next flight
28:07No it's fine
28:08Laurel and John
28:09Will probably be here by then
28:10Okay
28:11Well
28:12Tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14Uh he's kind of a dick
28:16He basically blew us off
28:17We're trying to get updates
28:18But
28:18Well maybe I can help
28:19Where's he admitted
28:20We're at um
28:21Providence General
28:23But
28:24How
28:25I will figure it out
28:26I just want to do something
28:29Hey
28:32How's Belly
28:33She's fine
28:35Yeah
28:35Okay
28:36Yeah
28:37Yeah
28:37Great
28:37Okay
28:38Well just keep me updated
28:41Okay
28:41Yep
28:42Will do
28:42Alright
28:43Dr. Namazi
28:46Excuse me
28:47What's up
28:48A friend of mine was
28:50In a car accident
28:51Uh
28:52Very close friend
28:53More like family
28:54And
28:55He's at Providence General
28:57Is there any chance
28:58You know anyone
28:59In neurology there
29:00The head of neurology
29:01Is a friend of a friend
29:02Well his name is
29:03Steven Conklin
29:03Do you think there's
29:04Any possible way
29:06That
29:06You could make a call
29:08I'll see what I can do
29:11Thank you
29:12Do you think you need
29:13To take the day
29:14Uh
29:17No
29:18I'm good
29:20Okay
29:21Jera's in the line
29:51Bobby
29:52Yeah I know babe
29:53He just wants to be nearby
29:55If we need him
29:56He's not gonna come
29:57Try and talk to you
29:57Or anything
29:58That's so sweet
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet
30:03Should I text him
30:05Isabel Conklin
30:10Yeah
30:11I'm Dr. Jun Kwan
30:13I head up the neurology team
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse
30:17No
30:18It means someone well connected
30:19Is looking out for you
30:20I got a call from a colleague
30:23At Stanford
30:24Steven is sedated and sleeping
30:26He's stable
30:27And I've ordered a CT scan
30:28Have you seen him yet
30:30Well let's get you back there
30:32We allow two visitors
30:34Immediate family only
30:35So I'll presume this is
30:37Steven's other sister
30:38Follow me
30:39Any news on your friend
30:48No
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet
30:55Plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:58No cell phones
31:01Yeah
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws
31:05Good
31:06Great
31:06This is mislabeled
31:13Oh that's
31:14That's mine
31:15That's my mistake
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19I'll fix it right now
31:19You should have gone home
31:20When I gave you the chance
31:21It won't happen again
31:22No it won't
31:23You're done here
31:24You're not ready for this
31:26You're firing me for one mistake
31:30Dr. Namazi please
31:32You may see this as one mistake
31:33But this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36Which makes you a walking liability
31:38My liability
31:39Dr. Namazi
31:40I
31:41No
31:41You can always apply again next year
32:02Steven can I tell you a secret
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you
32:12Do you know how scary that is
32:18I know I act like I don't care
32:25But I just I care so
32:27So much
32:29And I'm always afraid that
32:35It's just a matter of time
32:35Before you come to me
32:36And you tell me that I'm not worth it
32:37You're just gonna be like
32:40Actually
32:41You're not worth it
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57And pretend that you don't mean anything to me
33:00Then you can't hurt me
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that
33:06You know the first time we got together
33:18You remember you told me that you were like
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you
33:30I have good news
33:49The CT scan is clear
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Stephen's brain has gone down
33:55And we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01Thank you
34:02It's okay
34:06He's gonna be okay
34:07I've just been scared
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you
34:19I know you don't think that Stephen and I should get back together
34:21No I never should have judged you
34:24You're right
34:25I've been all over the place
34:27Like not wanting to let go of Stephen
34:30But still keeping Davis around
34:31Is this like emotional buffer
34:33It's shitty
34:34And selfish
34:35And selfish
34:36And Stephen was trying to do the right thing
34:39And I'm just freaked
34:40But all this
34:42I think that made me realize that even though I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared to lose Stephen
34:55I'm more scared not to try
34:58I'm gonna break up with Davis
35:04Whatever you want to do
35:08I support you
35:10How rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you
35:24I look that bad
35:25Just go back to the house
35:30Eat something
35:31Shower
35:32You heard the doctor
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while
35:37Thanks babe
35:39Hey
35:43If you want to get back with Jeremiah
35:49Just do it
35:50I never said that
35:52And make him beg
35:52Obviously but
35:54Don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years
35:58Like not if it's still what you want
36:09Okay
36:09Okay
36:09Okay
36:10Okay
36:11Okay
36:12Okay
36:13Okay
36:13Okay
36:14Okay
36:15Okay
36:16Okay
36:17Okay
36:19Laura
36:20Mom
36:21We gotta get up
36:24Shut up
36:25Okay
36:26Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30Ugh
36:31Ugh
36:32My eyes are crispy
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah
36:39Oh my god
36:51John get in here
36:54Oh my god
36:56Mom
36:57Where were you?
36:58Belly I just got your messages
36:59What's going on?
37:00Steven was in an accident
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine
37:04I've been trying to keep it together
37:07But I was so scared
37:10Oh man
37:12Shut up
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been
37:15I'm so, so sorry
37:17Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no
37:21Um
37:22Taylor's here and she's been amazing
37:24And
37:25Jer's here
37:27He stayed all night
37:29Mom
37:30Things have been so crazy
37:32Listen sweetheart
37:33Listen sweetheart
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can
37:35And um
37:36I'll track down your dad and let him know
37:39I love you so much Belly
37:41I love you mommy
37:43What is that?
37:45Steven was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay
37:48Okay
37:49He's gonna be fine
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us listeners
37:52It's okay
37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:01We hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:18And we hadn't been alone together since
38:21Hey
38:22That day at the motel
38:23Hey
38:24Hey
38:25Why are you holding a poker?
38:34Oh
38:35Um
38:36I thought you were a burglar
38:38Of course you did
38:44Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix
38:48Right
38:51Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:54Yeah my flight got delayed because of the weather
38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th
38:59Hmm
39:00What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains
39:05And Steven's in New York
39:06I was all alone at home
39:08So
39:09You have chocolate all over your face
39:22No I don't
39:23What did you do?
39:24You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:37Shut it!
39:38I don't
39:39What are you doing?
39:40You cold?
39:41I could start a fire
39:42I think it's maybe a little late for a fire
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash
39:54Merry Christmas, Belly
39:58It's really good to see you
40:00You too
40:06The next morning, right when I woke up
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:19Help!
40:20Help!
40:21Help!
40:22You okay?
40:23Oh no!
40:24Leave me alone!
40:25Are you hurt?
40:26Can you move?
40:27I thought you were gone
40:28Nope
40:29Still here
40:30Let me help you out
40:31No no no
40:32Ow
40:33Just
40:34Just
40:35Just
40:36Give me a minute
40:37Okay
40:38Uh
40:39Uh
40:40Uh
40:41Uh
40:42Uh
40:43Uh
40:44Uh
40:45Uh
40:46Uh
40:47Uh
40:48Uh
40:49Uh
40:50Uh
40:51Uh
40:52Uh
40:54Uh
40:55Uh
40:56Uh
40:57Uh
40:58Uh
40:59Uh
41:01Uh
41:02How bad does it hurt
41:03On a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08No I'm not
41:09I mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13Seriously it was like
41:16When animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20What?
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:23Ow
41:25Ow
41:26Ow
41:27Ow
41:28Ow
41:30I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33No no no no just just just no just I'm too heavy for you just leave me here
41:37Okay I just
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared but I can pick you up Ellie
41:42Ready?
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay come on
41:48Okay
41:49Ow
41:50You're okay
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow
41:54Watch your legs
42:01Ow
42:02You're okay
42:03Yeah
42:04Ow
42:05That's when I had this sudden thought
42:12A part of me will always love you
42:15We spent the day together but not together
42:32Oh to see without my eyes
42:36The first time that you'll kiss me
42:41Boundless by the time my eyes
42:43Entertainingly expressive H-blank-blank-blank-y
42:48Hmm
42:51That's one
42:52Hemi
42:53Hemi
42:58Chloe
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship
43:04She's better off with Laszlo
43:06You're insane
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09Their little love story is nothing
43:11Compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14Oh my god
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood
43:20You are way too young to be this cynical
43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah
43:23It's true
43:30Hey
43:31Belly
43:32Belly
43:33Hey
43:34Belly
43:35Hey, sorry my reception out here is terrible
43:36I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off
43:37What are you up to?
43:38I'm actually in Cousins
43:39I got super lonely so I drove up
43:41Oh nice
43:42Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself
43:46Well I wish you were here with me
43:48Comrades fly gum and stuff because of the weather
43:50So I'm stuck here with my dad
43:52Yeah, he um
43:54What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Belly
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer
43:59I can't hear what you're saying
44:00Uh
44:01Nevermind
44:02Please
44:03What?
44:04Wait, uh
44:05I'll show you tomorrow
44:06Okay, bye Bells
44:07Okay
44:08Okay, love you
44:09Hey
44:15I
44:16I would have told Jer that you're here too
44:18Don't worry about it
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:22Because there was nothing to tell
44:25Nothing happened with Conrad
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen
44:39The next morning Conrad was gone
44:44He left just like I thought he would
44:50No goodbye
44:51Just gone like a ghost
45:04Conrad Fisher
45:05The ghost of Christmas past
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:12And what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over
45:21Shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness
45:30Hold your hands upon my head
45:33Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh
45:39Oh
45:40Oh
45:41Oh
45:42Oh
45:43Oh
45:44Is me
45:45The last time that you touch me
45:47Fall
45:48Will wonders ever cease
45:50Oh
45:56God
45:58Play
45:59Somewhere
46:10Working on out
46:11Short
46:12Memories
46:13là
46:14I'm so sorry
46:16I'm so sorry
46:17Look at this
46:18That's perfect
46:19hey can you take your shoes off i'm gonna be here for like a sec i was just on my way in
46:29and came to rub it in my face that i got fired on day one no jerk i wanted to see how your
46:33friend's doing yeah he's gonna be okay thanks good all right this is for you thank you you're
46:41welcome um so look um about yesterday i mean we all know namazi's a hard ass i'm fine
46:52cool uh that's actually i was gonna say that she kind of has a point
47:00oh i mean look you know i always tell you the truth right and the truth is that you're smart as
47:08hell obviously but you need to pay more attention to your feelings excuse me well you can deny your
47:16emotions all you want they're not going anywhere and as long as you're afraid to face them they'll
47:23run you not the other way around hello would have been nice hello
47:33stephen you ready for a visitor oh yeah oh you're awake ow ow ow careful of his ribs no no break
47:44another one why don't you it's barely cracked you baby how's uh how's mom and dad where are they
47:51they're on their way hey
47:53uh hi i'm gonna give you two a minute i'm glad you're alive
48:03you scared the shit out of everyone you know that belly was worried to death i knew you were just
48:13being a drama queen obviously i was in a coma so yeah but medically induced
48:26steven i'm joking i was worried about you too obviously yeah yeah you know i've been thinking a lot
48:31about what you said since i woke up you know before the crash me too and you were right
48:36you and me we don't work what
48:47if we never ran into each other that day in new york we would have just gone about our lives and been
48:53fine so let's just pretend we didn't
48:55i've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you tai
49:06i couldn't let you go
49:09you know i love a challenge but
49:15it is a wake-up call
49:18you were right you and me we don't work
49:26good then we're on the same page yeah yeah finally i'm gonna go find belly
49:42first loves are important conrad was mine for the rest of my life i would think of him fondly
49:49the way you do your first pet the first car you drove but they're not as important as lasts
50:06as soon as possible
50:10steven's gonna be okay thank god
50:19do you want to get some air
50:23yeah yeah i would love that
50:24I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:33And you have every right to be.
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:37and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:45to even begin to trust me again,
50:46but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:57Sorry for what?
51:00I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:05And to Cabo.
51:10I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:13You can?
51:16Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:22I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:30I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:36After I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't even know how long.
51:42I was just thinking, how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:47Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:56I mean, if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes, then...
52:06maybe we can just start over.
52:09I want that, Bells.
52:12I-I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:22I promise.
52:24I don't want to mess this up again.
52:39We won't.
52:42After Steven, I-I get it now.
52:45Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:52I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:56I just can't imagine my life without you.
52:59Me either.
53:01Belly has always been our story.
53:03Yours and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:10What are you thinking?
53:12The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what, say it.
53:21Would you-
53:22Yes.
53:23You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:33Isabel Conklin?
53:35Will you marry me?
53:38Yes.
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41I swear I've known you longer than...
53:51I love you.
53:52I love you too.
53:54I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:56...
53:57I will.
53:58Forever and a day, forever and a day
54:07A day, forever and a day
54:18I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:48I knew that I have loved you forever and a day
54:59A day
55:02In all my lives I'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:11I'm yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But all my life to stay
55:39Your melodies, they're changing me
55:45I'm yours forever
56:03But now I think I would have broken on the sky
56:07Brett's Pictures
56:08Over my life
56:12I think it's late
56:13So I'll humor, and I stop
56:14Sort.
56:16I'm not my favorite
56:17But no matter what it means
56:19I don't care
56:20Tell me like you're going to be in you
56:21How maybe it's possible
56:23But no matter what I don't care
56:26If somebody姐 confuses a chance
56:27That I would love
56:31Responds
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