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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:08No.
06:22It's no worth it.
06:24It's worth this.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Kind of.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:14Bye.
07:21Belly, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:25I know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no.
07:32I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're this scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:25Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:42Yeah.
08:43Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:45Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yeah.
08:54So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:56Starrcadex?
08:57Like the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:03Wait, no.
09:04No, relax.
09:05All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:09Remember?
09:10Yes.
09:11How could I forget?
09:12It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:16The dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33No personal stuff, all right?
09:34I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:47So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:07You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:36Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I-I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job because, obviously, I'm not gonna be in cousins
10:51because Jeremiah.
10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's memorial
10:59because, again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not gonna work for you.
11:08No.
11:09No, nothing's gonna work because everything is-
11:12Oh, my God.
11:17Hey, you're gonna be okay.
11:20I'll meet you after study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33Hung all my boxes, I send them your way.
11:36Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:40I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to rewrite my life.
11:48And no matter how I try to, and no matter how I want to, and no matter how easy things could be if I did.
12:10And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
12:17I wish I hated you.
12:19Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.
12:23Just two different endings you learn to repair, and I learn to keep me in one place.
12:31Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us from when we were golden.
12:36Everybody.
12:37John.
12:38Wow.
12:39Beautiful, John.
12:40That was very close.
12:41That couldn't have been very close.
12:45So...
12:47I just need to not be here.
12:49Hi.
12:50Mom, hi.
12:51Um, quick question.
12:52Can you send me my birth certificate?
12:53Overnight, if possible?
12:54Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
12:55I'm fine.
12:56Thanks for asking.
12:57How are you?
12:58Sorry.
12:59How are you, Mom?
13:00I had an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport.
13:20I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
13:24That's fantastic.
13:26Honey, congratulations.
13:29How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Um, Mom, I gotta go.
13:38Okay.
13:39Love you.
13:40Okay.
13:45Bro, you're tweaking.
13:47You need to...
13:48Level out.
13:49Try this new indica I got.
13:51May help ease the pain.
13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:04Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:07Dude, I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love.
14:12But you two were broken up, right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:22Yeah.
14:23Yeah, probably.
14:25Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:43She's everything to me.
14:46And losing her feels like...
14:51Dude, it feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:56Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:04Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:09Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:13I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look, if he really thought you were broken up, technically it's not cheating, but to keep it a secret, that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you.
15:49That's the part I can't get over.
15:51What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret, too.
15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:01Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:11So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:14Oh shit.
16:21Shit, shit, shit.
16:23Oh my god.
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay.
16:29Steven, open up, it's me.
16:50Billy.
16:52You okay?
16:54Yeah, yeah, sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
17:11Billy.
17:12No, please don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:21I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:25Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:31Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:47Cher, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you, but I love you more than anyone else in the world.
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting, and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Just stop.
18:00You can't undo what you did.
18:02Belly, please.
18:04I'm sorry.
18:05I'm so sorry.
18:06I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him too.
18:09And I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:17You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:22And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:24Laurel.
18:25Elliot.
18:26Hey.
18:27Hey.
18:28Oh.
18:29Fancy books you got there.
18:30Oh, yeah.
18:31I've, you know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:32As one does.
18:33Yeah.
18:34Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read A La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the original French.
18:39Go for it.
18:40Live on the edge.
18:41You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
18:45Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
18:48John?
18:49What are you doing here?
18:50Open up a word with you.
18:51Oh, yeah.
18:52Oh, yeah.
18:53Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:55As one does.
18:56Yeah.
18:57Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read A La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the original French.
19:00Go for it.
19:01Live on the edge.
19:02You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
19:04Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:07John?
19:08I'll have a word with you.
19:09In private.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:12See you later, Elliot?
19:15Uh, sure.
19:16Yeah.
19:17Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:21Okay.
19:22Sounds great.
19:23Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So, TA's are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:30He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:33Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:59That sounds...
20:00Worrying as shit.
20:01Yeah.
20:03Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Oh, you're right.
20:27Okay.
20:28Welcome to day one.
20:30By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off.
20:34Mm-hmm.
20:35And we'll be fine.
20:38Okay.
20:39First patient.
20:40We have a 15-year-old boy.
20:41Came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:45Wow.
20:47I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:51Uh...
20:53Could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:56He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a myth.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:20I'll make it up on the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:30Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:45Yes, I am.
21:50What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:09Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:19They followed a hunch.
22:22Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:38You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no. It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:45Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:37So, uh...
23:38Where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:53Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
23:56I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:03What?
24:07What?
24:08Uh...
24:09Sorry.
24:10I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night, sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:22Taylor, you know that.
24:23Oh, my God.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real,
24:26so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:27They don't even know about us.
24:28That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:31Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:33You know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:37We've tried a million times.
24:38We weren't kids then.
24:39It doesn't...
24:40We don't work.
24:41It never works.
24:42Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop.
24:47No, don't.
24:48I can't do this.
24:49What are you talking?
24:50Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:52Taylor, no.
24:53Taylor, I need you to listen to me, please.
24:54That's all I'm asking for.
24:55Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:56We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:57I'm not doing that.
24:58I don't care.
24:59I want to leave.
25:00Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:02Fine, fine, fine, fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:12Taylor, what the fuck?
25:19Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:32Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:37Hi.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Me with him, are you hurt?
25:45Taylor, what happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car.
25:50Okay.
25:51We were arguing, and I jumped out, and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:04What?
26:05It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:17Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out, and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:36Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:48I need to...
26:49I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:51Okay, I'll...
26:52I will try them.
26:53I will do it.
26:55I don't know Steven's fucking insurance, if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:59How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think...
27:02I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course.
27:06You can brag about anything.
27:10Okay.
27:11He...
27:12O negative.
27:13He's O negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:17I don't...
27:18I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.
27:22You want me to call Jer?
27:24I don't know an hour ago.
27:25I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:30I just wish he was here.
27:34I don't even know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:43Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumb ass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:49Just...
27:50Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:53All right.
27:55Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:57Because he just might understand what all this means.
28:00Yeah.
28:01I got you.
28:02I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:03Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:11Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:20Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General, but how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:36Okay.
28:37Yeah?
28:38Yeah.
28:39Great.
28:40Okay.
28:41Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:42Yep, will do.
28:43All right.
28:46Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me?
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:10I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay?
29:22I don't know.
29:51Yeah, I know, babe.
29:53He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:55He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:58That's so sweet.
30:00Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:03Should I text him?
30:06Isabel Conklin?
30:09Yeah.
30:11I'm Dr. Joon Kwon. I head up the neurology team.
30:13I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:15Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:20I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:24Steven is sedated and sleeping, he's stable,
30:26and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:28Have you seen him yet?
30:30Well, let's get you back there.
30:31We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:34so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:37Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:48No.
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:51Well, I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:53It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58No cell phones.
31:01Yeah.
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:04Good.
31:05Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:15That's my mistake.
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:18I'll fix it right now.
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:23You're done here.
31:24You're not ready for this.
31:27You're firing me for one mistake?
31:29Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:31You may see this as one mistake,
31:33but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:35which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:38Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
31:40No.
31:41You can always apply again next year.
31:43Scruggers to OR4.
31:45Scruggers to OR4.
32:07Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:13Do you know how scary that is?
32:22I know I act like I don't care,
32:25but I just, I care so, so much.
32:32And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:34before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:37You're just gonna be like,
32:39actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:56and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
32:59then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:05You know, the first time we got together,
33:17you remember you told me that you were like...
33:19you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:29I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
33:33The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:47The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:49and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:51It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:52We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
33:55It's okay. He's gonna be okay.
33:57I've just been scared.
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:13I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
34:20No, I never should have judged you.
34:22But you're right.
34:24I've been all over the place.
34:26Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:28but still keeping Davis around
34:30is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:32It's shitty and selfish.
34:35And Steven was trying to do the right thing,
34:38and I'm just freaked.
34:40But all this, it's like...
34:47I think...
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:50even though I'm so scared...
34:52I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:54I'm more scared not to try.
35:01I'm gonna...
35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:04Whatever you wanna do,
35:07I support you.
35:18Alright, how rough do I look right now?
35:20Do I look hot?
35:21I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:23I look that bad.
35:27Just go back to the house.
35:29Eat something.
35:30Shower.
35:31You heard the doctor.
35:34He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:36Thanks, babe.
35:42Hey...
35:46If you wanna get back with Jeremiah,
35:48just do it.
35:49I never said that.
35:50And make him beg, obviously, but...
35:52Don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:55for the past four years.
36:01Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03It's still not a morning person, huh?
36:04Ugh.
36:05Ugh.
36:06Ugh.
36:07Ugh.
36:08Ugh.
36:09Ugh.
36:10Ugh.
36:11Ugh.
36:12Ugh.
36:13Ugh.
36:14Ugh.
36:15Ugh.
36:16Ugh.
36:17Ugh.
36:18Ugh.
36:19Ugh.
36:20Ugh.
36:21We gotta get up.
36:22Shut up.
36:23Still not a morning person, huh?
36:25Ugh.
36:26Ugh.
36:27Ugh.
36:28My eyes are crispy.
36:29Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:30Yeah.
36:31Ugh.
36:32Ugh.
36:33Ugh.
36:34Ugh.
36:35Ugh.
36:36Ugh.
36:37Ugh.
36:38Ugh.
36:39Ugh.
36:40John, get in here.
36:41Oh, my God.
36:42Mom, where were you?
36:43Shh.
36:44Shh.
36:45Belly, I just got your messages.
36:46What are you doing?
36:47I'm gonna be a good morning person, huh?
36:48Oh, my God.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:50Oh, my God.
36:51John, get in here.
36:52Oh, my God.
36:53Mom, where were you?
36:54Shh.
36:55Shh.
36:56Shh.
36:57Belly, I just got your messages.
36:58What's going on?
36:59Steven was in an accident.
37:00Is he okay?
37:01He's gonna be fine.
37:03I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:09Oh, man.
37:10Shut up.
37:11I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:17Have you been there all alone?
37:19No.
37:20No.
37:21Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and...
37:26Jared's here.
37:27He stayed all late.
37:29Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:32Listen, sweetheart.
37:33I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I love you so much, Belly.
37:41I love you, Mommy.
37:43What is that?
37:45Steven was in a car accident?
37:46He's okay.
37:47Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:51No, it's okay.
37:52Just meet me in the lobby in five.
38:15We hadn't seen each other much over the years.
38:18And we hadn't been alone together since...
38:20Hey.
38:21...that day at the motel.
38:23Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:34Oh.
38:35Um...
38:36I thought you were a burglar.
38:38Of course you did.
38:44Where's Jared?
38:45He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:50Right.
38:52Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:54Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
38:59Hmm.
39:00What are you doing here?
39:02My mom is on a retreat in the mountains, and Steven's in New York.
39:06I was all alone at home.
39:08So...
39:09You have chocolate all over your face.
39:34No, I don't.
39:35What did you do?
39:36You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38Shut it!
39:41No, I don't.
39:42You cold?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:49So I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:57It's really good to see you.
40:05You too.
40:14The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:19Ow!
40:20Help!
40:21You okay?
40:22Oh, no.
40:23Leave me alone.
40:24Are you hurt?
40:25Can you move?
40:26I thought you were gone.
40:27Nope.
40:28Still here.
40:29Let me help you out.
40:30No, no, no.
40:31Ow!
40:32Ow!
40:33Just...
40:34Just...
40:35Just...
40:36Just...
40:37Give me a minute.
40:38Okay.
40:39How bad does it hurt?
40:40Honestly?
40:41No.
40:42No.
40:43No.
40:44Leave me alone.
40:45You hurt?
40:46Can you move?
40:47I thought you were gone.
40:48Nope.
40:49Still here.
40:50Let me help you out.
40:51No, no, no.
40:52Ow!
40:53Just...
40:54Just...
40:55Give me a minute.
40:56Okay.
40:57How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:04Eleven.
41:05You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:07No, I'm not!
41:10I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:14Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20You calling me an animal?
41:23I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:32No, no, no, no.
41:33Just...
41:34Just...
41:35Just...
41:36No.
41:37Just...
41:38I'm too heavy for you.
41:39Just...
41:40Okay.
41:41Leave me here.
41:42I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:45Ready?
41:46Okay, come on.
41:47Okay.
41:48Ow!
41:49You're okay.
41:50Ready?
41:51Why?
41:52Ow.
41:53Watch your legs.
41:57Ow.
41:58You're okay.
41:59Yeah.
42:00Ow.
42:01That's when I had this sudden thought, a part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes, the first time that you'll kiss me, boundless by the time I...
42:42Entertainingly expressive, H blank blank blank Y.
42:47Hmm.
42:48That's what...
42:49Hemi.
42:50Hemi.
42:51Hemi?
42:52Hemi.
42:53Hemi.
42:54Hemi.
42:55Hemi.
42:56Hemi.
42:57Hemi.
42:58Hemi.
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:01And...
43:03She's better off with Laszlo.
43:05You're insane.
43:06Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:14Oh, my God, dude.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.
43:24Straight.
43:30Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What do you have to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:43No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrade's flight got mad stuff because of the weather,
43:50so I'm just talking with my dad.
43:53Yeah, he, um...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly, can you hear me?
43:58Yeah, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll try to see you tomorrow.
44:06Okay, bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:13Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too, to...
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins,
44:22because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:46No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
45:04Conrad Fisher.
45:06The ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:11And what difference does it make?
45:15When this love is over
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47How will wonders ever cease
45:50Blast and be the mystery of love
45:57Come in
46:17Hey
46:24Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay
46:35Thanks
46:36Good
46:37All right, this is for you
46:39Thank you
46:40You're welcome
46:41Um...
46:44So look, um...
46:47About yesterday
46:48I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52Cool
46:54Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was gonna say
46:58That she kind of has a point
47:00Oh
47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:06And the truth is that you're smart as hell
47:08Obviously
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11Excuse me?
47:14Well, you can...
47:15Deny your emotions all you want
47:17They're not going anywhere
47:18And...
47:20As long as you're afraid to face them
47:23They'll run you, not the other way around
47:24Hello, it would have been nice
47:31Hello
47:33Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah
47:39Oh, you're awake
47:40Ow, ow, ow
47:42Careful of his ribs
47:43No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby
47:47How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way
47:52Hey
47:53Hi
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14Obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:17So...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20Medically induced
48:21Huh
48:22Steven, I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you too
48:29Obviously
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32Since I woke up
48:33You know, before the crash
48:35Me too
48:35And you were right
48:36You and me
48:40We don't work
48:40What?
48:47If we
48:48Never ran into each other
48:50That day in New York
48:51We would have just gone about our lives
48:52And been fine
48:53So let's just pretend
48:55We didn't
48:56I've never been able to think
49:02Earlier when it comes to you, Ty
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07You know I love a challenge
49:11But
49:11This is a wake-up call
49:16You were right
49:19You and me
49:21We don't work
49:21Good
49:26Then we're on the same page
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly
49:31First loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46For the rest of my life
49:48I would think of him fondly
49:49The way you do
49:51Your first pet
49:51The first car you drove
49:53But they're not as important
49:56As lasts
49:57Steven's gonna be okay
50:11Thank God
50:13Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah
50:23Yeah, I would love that
50:24I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33And you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out
50:40The worst way possible
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:45For you to even begin
50:46To trust me again
50:47But I am willing to do
50:48Whatever it takes
50:49If you let me
50:50I'm sorry too
50:55Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for
51:02Everything leading up to that fight
51:04And to Cabo
51:07I can see how you thought
51:12We were broken up
51:13You can
51:15Yeah, but I
51:18I don't understand
51:19How you could just
51:20Move on to somebody else
51:22So easily
51:22I mean, I could barely function
51:25How were you okay enough
51:27To have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly
51:28I was completely numb
51:30That whole week
51:30I didn't even feel like
51:32I was there
51:32When Lacey and I
51:33When we had sex
51:35After I
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39And cried for
51:40I don't
51:41I don't even know how long
51:42I was just thinking
51:44How could I deserve you
51:45After that?
51:50Maybe we
51:51Shouldn't let one mistake
51:54Erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58If we both believe
52:01That what we have
52:02Is bigger than our mistakes
52:04Then
52:05Maybe we can just
52:08Start over
52:09I want that
52:11Bells
52:12I want that so much
52:13You can't ever
52:16Hurt me like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I don't want to
52:39Mess this up again
52:39We won't
52:42After Stephen
52:44I get it now
52:46Life's too short
52:48Not to spend it
52:50With the person
52:50That you love
52:51I want to be with you
52:54Always
52:54No matter what
52:55I just can't imagine
52:58My life without you
52:59Me either
53:01Belly has always
53:02Been our story
53:03Yours
53:04And mine
53:05Nobody else's
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14It's
53:14The future
53:15It's just crazy
53:16I don't know what
53:17Say it
53:17Would you
53:22Yes
53:22You don't even know
53:24What I'm about to say
53:25Try me
53:28Isabel Conklin
53:34Will you marry me?
53:39Yes
53:39Yeah
53:40I'll marry you
53:41Fish
53:42I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I love you
53:55A day
53:58Forever
54:00Forever
54:02Forever
54:03In a day
54:07A day
54:10Forever
54:11In a day
54:12I bet we already
54:20Knew our names
54:22Before we met
54:23Each other
54:24I bet we've sailed
54:26The Milky Way
54:27Walked on the sun
54:29Together
54:30How could I
54:32Forget
54:33Those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly
54:42I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile
54:45From miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:50Forever
54:51Forever
54:52Forever
54:56In a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives
55:05I'm waiting
55:06Every time
55:08To hear you say
55:10I'll be yours
55:13Forever
55:14In a day
55:15I don't believe
55:30In destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:45I'm yours
55:47Forever
55:48Forever
55:57I know
55:59I hate
56:01I hate
56:02I don't believe
56:03I hate
56:04It's
56:04Š¾ŃŠ¾Š± nay
56:04But I
56:05Opt
56:05Salesforce
56:06However
56:06the
56:07As
56:08Sense
56:09entender
56:09Or
56:10AtƩ
56:10ćć
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56:11albo
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56:12of
56:14Schritt
56:14Independence
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