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00:00:00I see your vision in the darkness Every time I close my eyes
00:00:17I can feel the heat from your body You won't let me sleep at night
00:00:22I hear your whispers through my springs You're the gamer of my dreams
00:00:28You're my dick child
00:00:30I can't face the new day, baby Until I receive your kiss
00:00:41Satellite becomes my enemy Don't want my friends to see me like this
00:00:46I need you more and more You're the sickness and the cure
00:00:52You're my dick child, yes you are
00:00:58It's the loneliness that keeps you Coming back again and again
00:01:04Oh, the habit you know is killing you It becomes your only friend
00:01:11But you make me feel more alive than I've ever been You're my sanctuary
00:01:16You're my sanctuary Baby, let me in You're my addiction
00:01:26A addiction You're the shelter from the storm
00:01:33You're my addiction With all your hopeless things
00:01:39You're a face without a name, baby You're the body of mine
00:01:45It began in the early morning The American soldiers were under orders
00:01:55to search and destroy enemy positions They came upon the village at dawn
00:02:03What they did in that place later shocked the world
00:02:08The administration, sensitive to world opinion, brought to trial the men responsible and found them guilty
00:02:25Justice, though blind, was served The conscience of an outraged society was temporarily satisfied
00:02:33Well, you're always tweaks to his property
00:02:35Well, you're the grandfather who was temporarily satisfied
00:02:37I'm very 여자 master
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00:02:42check that out
00:02:44You never read the writer
00:02:45I promise not just watch he dope
00:02:46Only don't talk about life
00:02:48But just to have theш afri Realm
00:02:53I'm anywhere near the Plan
00:02:53Only im outvering someone
00:02:54You never miss Alio
00:02:56unless there's a desperate grammar
00:02:57Then he's unfit
00:02:58I aspire to find evidence
00:03:00I don't give him
00:03:01The whole country, they were all guilty.
00:03:03How can you single out one man?
00:03:05Well, you can't jail a whole country, you know?
00:03:07They needed a scapegoat.
00:03:08He was the unlucky one who got caught.
00:03:10No, I don't think luck had anything to do with it.
00:03:12I mean, how did he get over there?
00:03:14Who put the gun in his hand?
00:03:16They say that he was guilty of killing women and babies.
00:03:18How many bombs were dropped that did the exact same thing?
00:03:21How many homes were destroyed?
00:03:23Who's in jail for that?
00:03:27What do you want me to say?
00:03:28The system's not perfect, you know?
00:03:29Really? People just wanted to show their disgust
00:03:32at what was happening, and justifiably so.
00:03:34I mean, I know.
00:03:35I'm not saying it wasn't justifiable.
00:03:36I'm only saying that if you're going to prosecute war crimes,
00:03:39you better make sure that more than one man
00:03:40takes the blame for everything.
00:03:41It's ridiculous.
00:03:44So what are you, uh, where are you going?
00:03:47Uh, I got to meet my brother.
00:03:48Okay, I'm going to go this way.
00:03:50All right.
00:03:51See you later.
00:03:51See you later.
00:03:52I want to get high, so high.
00:03:58Yeah, I'm fine.
00:03:59I want to get high, so high.
00:04:03I want to get high, so high.
00:04:10I want to get high, so high.
00:04:16I want to get high.
00:04:17Well, that's the fuck I like.
00:04:19That's the fuck I like.
00:04:20I like to slap a five foot, a five foot on your discus.
00:04:24Oh, what you miss this?
00:04:25You got a bad wet list.
00:04:27Catch a hoe and another hoe.
00:04:29Merry Christmas.
00:04:30Yes, I smoke shit.
00:04:31Straight off the roads, clip a road shit.
00:04:33All the blooded ones to approach it.
00:04:36Forward motion.
00:04:37Make a swipe like the ocean.
00:04:39The herb is more than just a powerful potion.
00:04:42What's that commotion, yo?
00:04:43I'm not joking around.
00:04:45People learning about what they smoke in my ovens on high.
00:04:49When I roast the quail.
00:04:51Tell me, quaint, and take up when in the hay, yo.
00:04:54Exhale, now you feel the fuck I'm just high.
00:04:56Wanna feel the effects, I want to get high.
00:05:01Vai per una selva scura.
00:05:04Yes.
00:05:07Nice night.
00:05:08Nice night.
00:05:27Look at me and tell me to go away.
00:05:33Don't ask.
00:05:34Tell me.
00:05:39Please.
00:05:50Please.
00:05:50You think that's going to stop me?
00:05:56Please.
00:05:57Please.
00:05:57Please.
00:06:03Please.
00:06:25Guys.
00:06:28Please.
00:06:29Please.
00:06:29Please.
00:06:30Please.
00:06:30Please.
00:06:31Please.
00:06:31Collaborator.
00:07:01You wanna know what's gonna happen?
00:07:04Let's wait and see.
00:07:31Okay, lady, little description of the perp after the sector cars in the area.
00:07:46See her again on the street?
00:07:48Just call 911.
00:07:50If we happen to pick her up, you're gonna have to come into the station and ask the viewer line-up.
00:07:54That's it.
00:07:56You're lucky she didn't cut your throat.
00:08:01That's your tune.
00:08:21Sounds good.
00:08:29Oh, my God.
00:11:15Fuck.
00:11:17Yeah.
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00:13:01Catherine, if we look on page 36...
00:13:31Dr. Morero, Dr. Morero, sir.
00:13:52Hi, Kathy. I'm your attending physician. How do you feel?
00:13:57Well, the tests so far do not indicate anything serious and the wound shows absolutely no infection.
00:14:09The AIDS virus couldn't manifest itself so quickly, if you're curious about that.
00:14:15What we really think is going on is that you probably have some chronic anemia which has been exacerbated by this traumatic event.
00:14:24We're just going to keep you here for a few days, build you up with fluids and iron.
00:14:29You should be on your way in no time. Any questions?
00:14:35Okay.
00:14:36And if you need help in the meantime, just ring for the nurse, okay?
00:14:40I'm feeling there.
00:14:55All right, all right.
00:14:56If I ask someone for the nurse, so I have no problem for you.
00:17:01Yeah, of course.
00:17:10What are you looking at?
00:17:12Oh, I didn't mean to stare.
00:17:16You all right?
00:17:29Yeah.
00:17:35Did you read the assignment for the Cassidy seminar?
00:17:37Oh, yeah, I did.
00:17:38Did you get through it?
00:17:39They're all liars.
00:17:41Let them rot with cancer.
00:17:42We'll see what they have to say about free will.
00:17:43How can you eat and read that stuff at the same time?
00:17:53I want it with you.
00:18:01Do you ever question the sanity of bothering to do a dissertation on these idiots?
00:18:04Well, it's either this or an EDD.
00:18:06It's their only other option.
00:18:10Have you seen the exhibit?
00:18:12Uh-uh.
00:18:12You want to go?
00:18:13Yeah.
00:18:14I'll meet you after class.
00:18:15It's okay.
00:18:15It's okay.
00:18:19This is what the Germans did.
00:18:21Let there be no mistake about it.
00:18:23Did deliberately and slowly.
00:18:25To doctors, authors, lawyers, musicians, to professional people of every kind.
00:18:31I know clearly one half the truth, and that is one half more than they recognize.
00:18:51The old adage from Santayana, that those who don't learn from history are doomed to repeat it, is a lie.
00:19:01There is no history.
00:19:03Everything we are is eternally with us.
00:19:07Our question is, therefore, what can save us from our crazy insistence of spreading the blight in ever-widening circles?
00:19:21What can save us from our crazy insistence of spreading the blight in ever-widening circles?
00:19:51God, down the fling, they're coming up!
00:20:21God, down the fling, you find people who don't hear me.
00:20:26I'm praying for real help.
00:20:27That's why we leave the块 by Reports.
00:20:30Oh, goodness.
00:20:32Oh, goodness.
00:20:32Oh, goodness.
00:20:33Oh, goodness.
00:20:34Oh, goodness.
00:20:37Oh, goodness.
00:20:38God,
00:23:16I heard you aren't feeling well.
00:23:38Are you all right now?
00:23:40Yes.
00:23:42Thanks.
00:23:45Do you still want to meet at seven?
00:23:48Yes.
00:23:51You can bring whatever you've done so far.
00:23:52Okay.
00:23:54Maybe we can grab something to eat while we're at it.
00:23:58That's fine.
00:23:59You sure you're up to it?
00:24:00Yeah.
00:24:00Well, do you still want to make together?
00:24:06Yeah.
00:24:06Yeah.
00:24:07He's still here.
00:24:08Yeah.
00:24:09Yeah.
00:24:10Yeah.
00:24:10Yeah.
00:24:10Yeah.
00:24:10Yeah.
00:24:11Yeah.
00:24:11Yeah.
00:24:11Yeah.
00:24:12Yeah.
00:24:12Yeah.
00:24:13It makes no difference what I do.
00:24:41Whether I draw blood or not, it's the violence of my will against theirs.
00:25:11Is there something wrong?
00:25:21You haven't heard a word all night long.
00:25:23Silence has two aspects.
00:25:26One according to Sartre, the other to Max Picard.
00:25:30Why don't you guess why I'm quiet?
00:25:32To amuse you?
00:25:35What is it that I say something to upset you?
00:25:39You're too egotistical, Professor.
00:25:41True, but what is it that you are?
00:25:44Look, it's getting late.
00:25:59We ought to get to work.
00:26:14Some things are more important than others.
00:26:18Besides, aren't you the one who eschews speculative philosophy?
00:26:22I'm coming to terms with my existence,
00:26:25applying what I've learned to my whole being.
00:26:29We'll get to the thesis in good time.
00:26:36It's such sad music, isn't it?
00:26:39It's making me depressed.
00:26:44It's making me depressed.
00:26:48Let's go.
00:26:56Listen.
00:26:57I think I'd better go home.
00:26:59I don't.
00:27:00Please.
00:27:01Come on in.
00:27:02Come on in.
00:27:03Well, it hasn't been the most enjoyable evening, you know.
00:27:06Shh.
00:27:07Come on.
00:27:14There it is.
00:27:16Great morning.
00:27:18Okay.
00:27:20Hey I'm definitely here.
00:27:22Metat Killer?
00:27:25China happens.
00:27:29Is that very beautiful?
00:27:30You over here?
00:27:31Yes.
00:27:32Oh, you are right.
00:27:33Wow.
00:27:34Let's report a new article,
00:27:43So do you want something to drink?
00:28:05What do you got?
00:28:07Anything you want.
00:28:13Hold on a minute.
00:28:20I got something.
00:28:43I got something.
00:28:50I got something.
00:29:20I got something.
00:29:28I got something.
00:29:35I got something.
00:29:42I got something.
00:29:50I got something.
00:29:57I got something.
00:30:04I got something.
00:30:12I got something.
00:30:19I got something.
00:30:26I got something.
00:30:28I got something.
00:30:36I got something.
00:30:38I got something.
00:30:45I got something.
00:30:47I got something.
00:30:54I got something.
00:30:56I got something.
00:31:04I got something.
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00:31:23I got something.
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00:31:25I got something.
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00:31:27I got something.
00:31:28I got something.
00:31:29I got something.
00:31:30I got something.
00:31:31I got something.
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00:31:33I got something.
00:31:34I got something.
00:31:35I got something.
00:31:36I got something.
00:31:37I'll be out here a lot, you know what I'm saying?
00:32:04Oh, the stench here is worse than a charnel house.
00:32:07This is a graveyard. Rows of crumbling tombstones, vicious libelous epitaphs.
00:32:15And we're all drawn here like flies.
00:32:37Here we go.
00:33:12How's it going?
00:33:24Take a look.
00:33:26Yeah, me too.
00:33:30What's your major?
00:33:33Anthropology.
00:33:34Do you like it?
00:33:36What else is there?
00:33:38Man is the measure of all things.
00:33:41Protagoras.
00:33:44Right?
00:33:47What do you study?
00:33:49Adversity, sweet milk, philosophy.
00:33:52Are you afraid to walk these streets?
00:34:01Yeah, always.
00:34:03But what choice do we have?
00:34:04It's better go to college in South Dakota.
00:34:07Or not go to home.
00:34:09That's a choice.
00:34:10Not one that would make me happy.
00:34:12I like it.
00:34:12Do you live in the dorms?
00:34:17Yeah, are you?
00:34:18My own apartment.
00:34:19No.
00:34:20You want to come over?
00:34:22I'm going straight through till morning.
00:34:24We can have some coffee.
00:34:25Sure.
00:34:26You want to talk more about foyer, Bach?
00:34:28Sure.
00:34:28Talk more.
00:34:29Talk more.
00:34:29Talk more.
00:34:34Well, as I said before, Muslims killed 1,250.
00:34:40The Muslims hold the high ground on both sides of point of point of point.
00:34:45Let me explain point of point of point.
00:34:47To the people who killed.
00:34:48This is a little far out of here.
00:34:51Harry, it's a little guy.
00:34:53It stretches from the Green River, a little smaller river, and it goes all the way back to a dam.
00:35:05And this valley is the north.
00:35:09This valley has hills on both sides.
00:35:18The Muslims hold the high ground.
00:35:20Halfway demolished by the war.
00:35:24And then they go around and they try to identify every one of the bodies.
00:35:29And that's all they're doing here is identifying bodies.
00:35:32I was not able to...
00:35:33I'll be honest with you.
00:35:33I couldn't believe it.
00:35:34I was not able to...
00:35:36But I'm not going to...
00:35:37I'm not going to see...
00:35:37Oh, my God.
00:35:43Oh, my God.
00:35:44Oh, my God.
00:35:46Oh, my God.
00:35:48Oh, my God.
00:35:50What the hell were you thinking?
00:35:55Why didn't you just tell me to go?
00:36:00Why didn't you say, get lost?
00:36:03Like you really meant it.
00:36:05I was afraid you'd hurt me.
00:36:10Worse than I've done?
00:36:12I don't even know what you've done.
00:36:15I don't even know what the hell this is.
00:36:19Am I gonna get sick now?
00:36:25No.
00:36:27No worse than you were before.
00:36:29What is that supposed to mean?
00:36:32How can you act so glibly?
00:36:37Look what you've done to me.
00:36:39How could you do this?
00:36:42Doesn't this affect you at all?
00:36:49No.
00:36:50It was your decision.
00:36:55Your friend Vorabach wrote that all men counting stars are equivalent in every way to God.
00:36:59My indifference is not the concern here.
00:37:01It's your astonishment that needs studying.
00:37:05It's your astonishment that needs studying.
00:37:15Where were you?
00:37:16I was calling you all last night.
00:37:17Uh, in the library.
00:37:18Oh.
00:37:19Maybe you should slow down, Kat.
00:37:20I don't know if you've seen what you look like.
00:37:21I don't know if you've seen what you look like.
00:37:22I don't know if you've seen what you look like.
00:37:23Oh.
00:37:24.
00:37:25Ah.
00:37:27Sh...
00:37:28.
00:37:29Where were you?
00:37:31I was calling you all last night.
00:37:32Uh, in the library.
00:37:35Maybe you should slow down Kat.
00:37:36Where were you? I was calling you all last night.
00:37:41Uh, in the library.
00:37:43Maybe you should slow down, Kat.
00:37:46I don't know if you've seen what you look like lately, but...
00:37:49I never felt better in my whole life.
00:37:56No, I'm beginning to think maybe I should be worrying about you.
00:37:59Oh, man. Oh, fuck.
00:38:03Kathy?
00:38:07You all right?
00:38:08Yeah, yeah. I just remembered that I forgot something upstairs, okay?
00:38:13So I'll see you later. I'll call you or something.
00:38:16I'll wait here for you.
00:38:17Don't worry about it. It's gonna take me some time. I'll see you, okay?
00:38:22All right.
00:38:29I can't take this stuff.
00:38:33I can't take this pussy out of here, man.
00:38:35All right.
00:38:36Hold that, man.
00:38:37Hold that, man.
00:38:38Hold that.
00:38:39Hold that pussy.
00:38:40Hold that pussy.
00:38:41Watch out.
00:38:43Look at this big girl right here.
00:38:45The big girl, all right?
00:38:46All right?
00:38:47All right?
00:38:52It's working.
00:38:57What's that?
00:38:58What's that?
00:38:59I'm gonna take the fuck, all right?
00:39:00I'm gonna take the fuck, all right?
00:39:01I'm gonna take the fuck.
00:39:02Shit.
00:39:03What's up, girl?
00:39:04What's up, girl?
00:39:05What's up, girl?
00:39:09Shorty, what's up?
00:39:10What's up, man?
00:39:11Good night, Ron.
00:39:12I'm gonna take a second.
00:39:13Let's go.
00:39:14Let's go.
00:39:15Let's go.
00:39:16In your mouth, man.
00:39:17Booty core, man.
00:39:18All right, yo.
00:39:19We gonna pass, kid.
00:39:20All right.
00:39:21Tell me about理由.
00:39:35What the fuck did you do?
00:39:36Chill, shorty.
00:39:37Chill, shorty.
00:39:39Fuck!
00:39:44Fuck off me, bitch!
00:39:48Huh?
00:39:49Huh?
00:39:50Don't let go, I don't want you to do it now.
00:39:55Don't let go, I don't want you to do it.
00:39:58Don't give me that.
00:39:59Don't give me that.
00:40:20Don't let go, I don't want you to do it now.
00:40:39Who is it?
00:40:40Whoever is!
00:40:47Mrs. Conklin?
00:40:50Thanks.
00:41:20Thanks.
00:41:50You're welcome for the flowers.
00:42:10Come on, I want to talk to you, okay?
00:42:13All right, please.
00:42:15Let's talk.
00:42:20I met a guy, he's a vet, I spent a couple nights with him.
00:42:25Since when do you smoke?
00:42:28You know what he does all day?
00:42:30He kills cows.
00:42:32He works in the slaughterhouse and blood up to his ankles.
00:42:35I asked him how come, he says,
00:42:37a career after four years of preparation at Princeton
00:42:39couldn't compete with what they taught him in Southeast Asia.
00:42:42At night, he just rides around in his meat truck,
00:42:44he picks up hitchhikers, takes them wherever they want to go.
00:42:50You're halfway through your dissertation.
00:42:53You don't go to class, you don't study, you don't conference.
00:42:56I don't know what the hell you're doing.
00:42:59Every philosopher had a predecessor without whom
00:43:01his system of philosophy could have never developed.
00:43:03And the same could be said for all of us, but you see,
00:43:05it's all failed because our predecessor doesn't have a name.
00:43:09Our predecessor to what?
00:43:10I don't know what you're talking about.
00:43:12Guilt doesn't pass with time, Jean, it's eternal.
00:43:17Yeah?
00:43:18The appetite's insatiable, that's what I've learned
00:43:22in the past couple of weeks.
00:43:23You're not going to try to deny that, are you?
00:43:25At least show me you've learned that much too.
00:43:27Show you what?
00:43:28You want an apology for ethical relativism or something?
00:43:30No.
00:43:31Prove there's no evil, and you can go.
00:43:35What do you mean, I can go?
00:43:37The mirrors in my house, I had to cover them up.
00:43:39Why do you think that is, huh?
00:43:41What is it in my face that I don't want to look at?
00:43:44Kathy, you're starting to scare me now, you know that?
00:43:46You see, it's these eyes, it's the eyes.
00:43:49Eventually, everyone does the same.
00:43:52Kathy, you want my advice, you should get to the infirmary.
00:43:56You think hell shuts down after a couple of years?
00:44:01You think what you've done isn't floating around
00:44:03somewhere in space?
00:44:04What makes you think you've been forgiven
00:44:05for lying to your mother as a child, huh?
00:44:07Or if having slept with married men in adultery
00:44:09or paying taxes that turned Central America
00:44:11into a mud puddle, huh?
00:44:12What is it?
00:44:13Here, come here.
00:44:14I want to take you to the girl's room, all right?
00:44:15Come here, I want to show you something.
00:44:17Come here.
00:44:18What are you afraid of?
00:44:21I want to see something.
00:44:26Oh, Jesus.
00:44:31I'm rotting inside.
00:44:34But I'm not dying.
00:44:36I could go on like this forever.
00:44:39Oh, Kathy.
00:44:41No, come on.
00:44:42We're all called in for the debt.
00:44:44Most of us go for plastic surgery to hide the blemishes.
00:44:47She can't cut where the disease originates.
00:44:50I don't even know who I'm talking to.
00:44:52You don't know, I don't know.
00:44:54Kathy, you've got to get some help.
00:44:56You know, it's obtuseness.
00:44:58It's disheartening, especially in a doctoral candidate.
00:45:01You ought to know better.
00:45:02I ought to know what better?
00:45:04You're acting like a lunatic.
00:45:06Sure.
00:45:07It's easy to spot in people like me the cancer's grown obvious.
00:45:11But you're as terminal as I am.
00:45:13You know that?
00:45:16You're as addicted as I am.
00:45:18It's the nature of the organism.
00:45:20Is that what this is about?
00:45:22Yep.
00:45:23That's it.
00:45:25Now look me in the face.
00:45:30Tell me to go.
00:45:32Look sin in the face.
00:45:36You tell her to go.
00:45:38Kathy.
00:45:40Please.
00:45:41That's what it does to you.
00:45:43Oh, I...
00:45:44You look me in the face and you tell me to go.
00:45:46You're hurting me.
00:45:47Are you kidding me?
00:45:48I'll crush you like cardboard.
00:45:49Kathy, what do you want from me?
00:45:51Look me in the face.
00:45:52Tell me to go like you mean it.
00:45:53Kathy, please.
00:45:54Stay with authority now.
00:45:55Let go!
00:45:56Stay with authority.
00:45:57Let go!
00:45:58Are you gonna see yourself after tonight?
00:46:01I love it.
00:46:02Please stop it.
00:46:03Please stop it.
00:46:04Please stop it.
00:46:05Please let go of me.
00:46:07Kathy!
00:46:08Kathy!
00:46:09To save our real life.
00:46:11I will tell you something that I never want you to come.
00:46:12That's okay.
00:46:13Faith brings us onto the face.
00:46:15I'll show you through the past.
00:46:16It will poke on me.
00:46:17She looks rotten from me!
00:46:18But I will tell you someone else.
00:46:19I love it.
00:46:20I will tell youa little shit.
00:46:21But I will tell you until you will.
00:46:22Too soon I am going to see the same hole for me.
00:46:24It will tell you like my 5th grade.
00:46:25It will be a 2th grade middle part of me.
00:46:27Thanks for the surgical construction wrecking team.
00:46:28I will tell you, anyway.
00:46:29Guys I want to die.
00:46:30That's right there.
00:46:31Good.
00:46:33The queue in the car dijim,
00:46:33And by last night it will tell me,
00:46:35Right?
00:46:36I will be a little girlzoo share the Fenler.
00:47:37It's all wrong.
00:47:41Why don't you just tell me to leave you alone?
00:47:51Like you mean it.
00:47:53Harder.
00:47:55You want to go someplace dark?
00:47:57Your breath smells like shit.
00:48:01You know that?
00:48:03You know how long I've been fasting?
00:48:07Forty years.
00:48:09The last time I shot up I had a dozen and a half in one night.
00:48:13They fall like flies before the hunger, don't they?
00:48:15You can never get enough, can you?
00:48:17But you learn to control it.
00:48:19You learn, like the Tibetans, to survive on a little.
00:48:23Here.
00:48:25So, what you been doing?
00:48:27What do you have inside?
00:48:29Any kids?
00:48:31A lot of them.
00:48:33Any children?
00:48:35The first one's the hardest, isn't it?
00:48:37After that, you're like all the rest.
00:48:39You're like all the rest.
00:48:41You're like all the rest.
00:48:43Here we are.
00:48:45Here we are.
00:48:46I'm sorry.
00:48:47I'm sorry.
00:48:48I'm sorry.
00:48:49I'm sorry.
00:48:50I'm sorry.
00:48:51You're like all the rest.
00:48:52Here.
00:48:53Here.
00:48:54So, what you been doing?
00:48:55What do you have inside?
00:48:56Any kids?
00:48:57A lot of them.
00:48:58Any children?
00:48:59The first one's the hardest, isn't it?
00:49:02After that, you're like all the rest.
00:49:04Well.
00:49:08Here we are.
00:49:11Here we go.
00:49:30The entire world's a graveyard.
00:49:32And we, the birds of prey, picking at the bones.
00:49:36That's all we are.
00:49:37We're the ones who let the dying know.
00:49:40The hour has come, I've said.
00:49:46You think Nietzsche understood something?
00:49:52Mankind has striven to exist beyond good and evil.
00:49:57From the beginning.
00:49:59You know what they found?
00:50:06Me.
00:50:07You want tea?
00:50:09No.
00:50:10Maybe later.
00:50:11How can you drink it?
00:50:14A lot of people drink tea.
00:50:16I mean people like us.
00:50:18I'm not like you.
00:50:19You're nothing.
00:50:20That's something you ought not to forget.
00:50:22You're not a person.
00:50:23You're nothing.
00:50:31Have you read Naked Lunch?
00:50:35Burrows perfectly describes what it's like to go without a fix.
00:50:40Who are you?
00:50:41My name's Pena.
00:50:42What do you want from me?
00:50:43No.
00:50:44What do you want from me?
00:50:45You came after me.
00:50:46You took my hand.
00:50:47You tried to force me into some alley.
00:50:49Isn't that how it went?
00:50:50You think you understand things.
00:50:51You know nothing.
00:50:52You understand nothing.
00:50:53I'll show you what you are.
00:50:56I'll teach you what hunger is.
00:50:59You thought the first time it was difficult?
00:51:02You thought the first time it was difficult?
00:51:04No.
00:51:05No.
00:51:06No.
00:51:07No.
00:51:08No.
00:51:09No.
00:51:10No.
00:51:11No.
00:51:12No.
00:51:13No.
00:51:14No.
00:51:15No.
00:51:17No.
00:51:18No.
00:51:19No.
00:51:20No.
00:51:21No.
00:51:22No.
00:51:23No.
00:51:24No.
00:51:25No.
00:51:26you can't eat you can't sleep you can't even go out to satisfy the urge during the day you are
00:51:55slave to what you are and you're nothing i defecate when's the last time you did that i'm almost human
00:52:03i eat i sleep i have a job i can diet took a long time you think you know what we are the point is
00:52:10to blend in not to stand out like a sore thumb it's it's quality of existence my habit is controlled
00:52:21by my will true my will initially formed by my addiction but now strong enough to dictate the
00:52:29conditions of fulfilling my needs is that abstract
00:52:36whatever good is in you i will use for my sustenance and for you
00:52:43you don't feel as though you haven't eaten in weeks
00:52:47demons suffer in hell
00:52:53oh
00:52:55oh
00:53:00oh
00:53:02oh
00:53:04oh
00:53:06oh
00:53:08oh
00:53:10oh
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00:53:35oh
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00:54:04oh
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00:54:25oh
00:54:26oh
00:54:27oh
00:54:28oh
00:54:29oh
00:54:30oh
00:54:31oh
00:54:33Get used to it.
00:54:38Please, help me.
00:54:41What are you worried about? You're not going to die.
00:54:44Pain. Pain's something else.
00:54:47Pain is something we all know, but it takes a special person to see pain.
00:54:53So, you got it.
00:54:58Please, help me.
00:54:59You're not that person. Believe me.
00:55:03What's... what's going to happen to...
00:55:06Read the books. Sartre, Beckett.
00:55:10Who do you think they're talking about? You think the works of fiction?
00:55:13I felt the wind of the wings of madness.
00:55:16It's Baudelaire.
00:55:18I'll be back late.
00:55:19What?
00:55:22Be honest.
00:55:24You were not trying to end it all just now.
00:55:27You're just trying to see if I left anything you could eat, anything for a fix.
00:55:33You're just trying to end it all still.
00:55:36Trying to aim to help you.
00:55:37I don't want to end it all.
00:55:38You're just trying to question.
00:55:39I don't want to do it all.
00:55:40He's going to be me, and this is a ______3.
00:55:42I don't want to stop you.
00:55:43If I do anything you want, I don't want to open it.
00:55:44Just like in your mouth.
00:55:45Need to see if I'm trying to answer this thing.
00:55:46If I have a couple of questions, you can follow this one.
00:55:48Once you're on, I'm going to ask you.
00:55:50I want to ask you, I don't want to make a comment.
00:55:51Please, please, please, come on, please.
00:56:21Help me, please, please, please.
00:56:51Fuck.
00:56:53Fuck.
00:56:55Hey, lady.
00:56:57You all right?
00:56:59You okay?
00:57:01Come on, let me get you out.
00:57:10Excuse me.
00:57:11You all right?
00:57:12I'm sorry.
00:57:13Hey, lady.
00:57:15You all right?
00:57:17You okay?
00:57:18Come on, let me get you out.
00:57:19Excuse me.
00:57:20You all right?
00:57:22No.
00:57:22Huh?
00:57:23Come on.
00:57:24Let me get you out.
00:57:25Come on, come on.
00:57:26Come on, let me give you sure.
00:57:28Come on, the same fences is right over here.
00:57:52I finally understand what all this is.
00:57:55How it was all possible.
00:57:57Now I see, good lord, how we must look from out there.
00:58:02Our addiction is evil.
00:58:05The propensity for this evil lies in our weakness before it.
00:58:09Kierkegaard was right.
00:58:11There is an awful precipice before us.
00:58:14But he was wrong about the leap.
00:58:16There's a difference between jumping and being pushed.
00:58:21You reach a point where you are forced to face your own needs.
00:58:25And the fact you can't terminate the situation settles on you with full force.
00:58:30It's not cogito, ergo sum, but deitita, ergo sum, peco, ergo sum.
00:58:40And the intrusion of value is over you.
00:58:42Philosophy is propaganda.
00:58:43There is always an attempt to influence the object to change its view of things.
00:58:47The real question is what is the philosopher's impact on other egos, transcendent or otherwise.
00:58:57Does that lie within the grammar of your thesis?
00:58:58Does that lie within the grammar of your thesis?
00:59:00If we eliminate the verb, we eliminate meaning.
00:59:04The predicate defines the noun's role in being.
00:59:07That's why my analysis insisted on a discernible didacticism in the works of the philosopher.
00:59:12It belies his transcendence, his independence.
00:59:13And the result.
00:59:14Essence is revealed through praxis.
00:59:19The philosopher's words, his ideas, his actions cannot be separated from the meaning of the
00:59:22meaning of the meaning of the meaning of the meaning of the meaning of the meaning.
00:59:27That's what it's all about, isn't it?
00:59:31Our impact on other egos.
00:59:57Oh, congratulations.
01:00:10Doctor, all the best.
01:00:13I'd like to invite you, faculty and friends,
01:00:16to a small get-together I'm having after the reception.
01:00:18Okay, I will be honored.
01:00:20Yes.
01:00:20And I will be there. You can bet it.
01:00:22Please be there.
01:00:23I will.
01:00:27There is a dual nature to the addiction.
01:00:47It satisfies the hunger, which evil engenders.
01:00:51But it also dulls our perception,
01:00:53so we are helped to forget how ill we really are.
01:00:57We drink to escape the fact we're alcoholics.
01:01:02Existence is the search for relief from our habit.
01:01:05And our habit is the only relief we can find.
01:01:12Good evening, sister. How are you?
01:01:16Hear the good news?
01:01:18God loves you.
01:01:19God loves you.
01:01:20God loves you, brother.
01:01:25Hear the word of God, brother.
01:01:27We give free lunches at our center every day.
01:01:29It's on 35th Street.
01:01:30The address is there.
01:01:31God loves you.
01:01:33Please come inside.
01:01:35No, I can't.
01:01:36Yes.
01:01:38I can't.
01:01:39I appreciate the offer.
01:01:41Maybe another time.
01:01:41God bless you.
01:01:43Hear the word of God, the good news.
01:01:45God loves you, brother.
01:01:49I can't.
01:01:50Why?
01:01:53Why not?
01:01:54Why not?
01:01:56No, I will not.
01:01:58I will not submit.
01:02:01I will not.
01:02:02I will not submit.
01:02:04No.
01:02:06No.
01:02:08No.
01:02:08God.
01:02:12No.
01:02:13No.
01:02:14No.
01:02:27No.
01:02:29God.
01:02:31I will not.
01:02:34No, I will not.
01:02:36I will not.
01:02:37I will not.
01:02:39I will not submit.
01:02:42I will not.
01:03:14Kissing Kathy.
01:03:17Out on night.
01:03:18Kathy.
01:03:30Kathy?
01:03:40You get me a woman. You make sure I fit into her things.
01:03:43Now!
01:03:44Hi.
01:03:59Hi.
01:03:59Good.
01:04:00I just need to jump through the stairs for a minute.
01:04:03Oh, it's very good.
01:04:04Yeah, okay.
01:04:05Great.
01:04:05Thanks.
01:04:06Thanks.
01:04:06Thanks.
01:04:09Oh, my God.
01:04:12My God.
01:04:17Gee.
01:04:22Gee.
01:04:33It's due to the lack of enrollment.
01:04:35Everybody, I would like to thank you all for coming here tonight to help me celebrate
01:04:55the confo in my degree.
01:04:57I would like to acknowledge a sincere debt of gratitude to the faculty and to the school.
01:05:02All right.
01:05:04I'd like to share a little bit of what I've learned through these long, hard years of
01:05:10study.
01:05:11Yeah.
01:05:12All right.
01:05:13Okay.
01:05:14The doctor.
01:05:15Doctor.
01:05:16That's it.
01:05:17Yes.
01:05:18Yes.
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01:07:47No!
01:08:17I don't know.
01:11:49Try to get some rest.
01:11:51You're going to be alright.
01:11:53Now nobody's going to let you die.
01:12:03Now nobody's going to let you die.
01:12:19Can you please help me?
01:12:27I get to stop the racket by the way she's supposed to be.
01:12:49What?
01:12:55The blinds.
01:12:57The blinds?
01:12:59Oh, you want me to open them?
01:13:01Are you sure?
01:13:19I don't know.
01:13:39Oh, my God.
01:14:09It's a seven circle, huh?
01:14:19Dante described it perfectly.
01:14:25Bleeding trees waiting for judgment day
01:14:28where we can all hang ourselves from our own branches.
01:14:32It's not that easy.
01:14:37Doctor.
01:14:39To find rest
01:14:46takes a real genius.
01:14:52It's all a matter of discernment.
01:14:58Now, R.C. Sproul said,
01:14:59we're not sinners because we sin,
01:15:01but we sin
01:15:02because we are sinners.
01:15:04In more accessible terms.
01:15:12We're not evil because of the evil we do.
01:15:17But we do evil because we are evil.
01:15:20And what choices do such people have?
01:15:30It's not like we have any options.
01:15:32It's not like we're urbanいました.
01:15:33It's not like we're evil.
01:15:42It's not like we're sinners.
01:15:45It's not like we're �ing out there.
01:15:46It's just a nice situation.
01:15:50Hi, doctor. How are you? Nice to see you.
01:16:07I haven't seen you lately. How have you been, okay?
01:16:09Good to see you.
01:16:20Good morning. How do you feel? Can I get you something?
01:16:36Are you a Catholic?
01:16:56I was baptized.
01:17:06What would you like to confess?
01:17:19God, forgive me.
01:17:27Almighty God, have mercy on you, forgive you all your sins through our Lord Jesus Christ, strengthen you in all goodness, and by the power of the Holy Spirit keep you in eternal life.
01:17:51The body of Christ.
01:18:03Amen.
01:18:14Amen.
01:18:14Amen.
01:18:46To face what we are in the end, we stand before the light and our true nature is revealed. Self-revelation is annihilation of self.
01:19:16To face what we are in the end, we stand before the light and our true nature is revealed.
01:19:46To face what we are in the end, we stand before the light and our true nature is revealed.
01:20:16To face what we are in the end, we stand before the light and our true nature is revealed.
01:20:46To face what we are in the end, we stand before the light and our true nature is revealed.
01:20:51To face what we are in the end, we stand before the light and our true nature is revealed.
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