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00:00:00what is this mode like what is this anyways hi sorry I mean obviously I have to make this
00:00:24members only you had a dream about me oh no what was it about was I in a prison you missed me
00:00:30oh I like it's me or the screen looks really weird like what's going on I look like crap um I haven't
00:00:37been really focusing on my looks to be honest right now increase my membership price queen
00:00:40I'm trying to I'm trying to grift and you best believe you best believe I'm gonna be grifting
00:00:49my life away okay so anyways let me tell you if hi Becca yeah I know Tracy I miss you guys if you
00:00:56have not become a Beezer you're gonna want to become a Beezer because we are gonna be Beezin
00:00:59guess what this is body pillow okay
00:01:04I gotta let these out yes I am gonna I am gonna tell you guys what's been going on okay don't
00:01:13worry I'm just waiting for more people to come in oh there's a thousand okay sorry but I'm a
00:01:17wrestler oh my gosh see you have Beezers I'm gonna cry like I seriously missed you guys I've been
00:01:21through a lot these past little while who snakes me no I don't actually I missed everyone I missed
00:01:29my mods I hope eventually okay this is gonna puff up I'm tired I have a story time before I tell you
00:01:37a story time okay I'm just lifting this a little bit sorry but all right which story time do you want
00:01:41first should I make it not members after maybe later I want to grow my Beezer army okay so um I am
00:01:48live from my own freaking apartment um it's I'm in my bedroom I okay here's what happened so okay hold
00:01:57on guys I gotta change I cannot wear this this is too ugly and clingy so let me just change I need
00:02:05some I okay you don't know all the work I have to do this is insane and this is all on my own
00:02:09oh my lines hold on I just got you um okay so yes I'm in Canada when I said on my last live stream
00:02:14let's rewind to my last live stream when I said on my last live stream that I'm getting the hell
00:02:19out I meant it and I want to first I want to make this very clear okay I love Kuwait I have no
00:02:26I appreciate the almost three years I came back on and off there okay I had some really good times
00:02:32there it is a beautiful country but it's not for me because uh I need to be in a country where
00:02:36uh I won't get like that I won't get like a big fine or put in jail for you know how my mouth is
00:02:42right Julia is with Salah and Salah and Julia are very safe um I'm not going to tell you where they
00:02:49are right now but we made I basically was waiting to go live so that I could just focus there's so
00:02:53much to say I know I talked to yeah I talked to a couple of you and thank you so much like I know
00:02:57who I can trust now I've developed like few friendships on here and I know people that
00:03:01like I if you didn't spill this tea that everyone wanted you are a good friend you know down under
00:03:05walking like being in Canada I'm hyper sorry they're a bit half-assed I gotta get my story time
00:03:09out so I um after that live stream my last live stream I was very emotional I have done some
00:03:14things like that yes like swearing is no-no in Kuwait and I've done that a lot like when I would
00:03:18get mad and swear at you know haters or whatever and but the majority of the things like I was being
00:03:26accused of not true so like I'm sorry but like I love Kuwait but that organization we won't even
00:03:33talk about that very unprofessional very and they just sound like haters you know anything I've done
00:03:38there I might be stupid so if I broke a law that way okay but I never intentionally meant to um
00:03:44to disrespect the country like I feel horrified at that thought but like I'm so impulsive
00:03:49thanks S-Champ don't start giving me your rent money pal um do you know what I mean so anyway I'm not
00:03:55talking about the charges I'm not talking about all of that crap right now I might get to it
00:03:58eventually but right now no but no I'm not under arrest I never gotten shit like the next day
00:04:02like I jerked when Salah came home him and I were arguing online we continued to like he said why are
00:04:05you you need to control your mouth like he's always like you need to control your mouth so I said you
00:04:09need to book me a ticket to Canada like stat okay and I was just like the next day like a la tool I was
00:04:15on a plane Qatar Airways and yeah I'm a bit medicated because I'm a bit anxious you guys know like
00:04:21listen hater channels okay my haters I have one last message for you you are literally
00:04:25doing too much why can't you just watch me like if you want to hate watch me whatever
00:04:29but you you you are literally psychotic I've even seen Kiwi Farms call my haters insane and that says
00:04:35something okay like they're just waiting for any little thing to just they want the books thrown
00:04:39at me for breathing like literally yo you can't you can't just like watch like you know you have to
00:04:45like literally it's weird yeah so anyway I'm just like whatever I'm just gonna you know what I'm
00:04:50staying offline I want to set up my life um before I go live again I needed the time to you know redo
00:04:57my whole life without the internet watching you know so I just like um the level of hate is
00:05:01psychologically abnormal right you know and I think it's for like I know it's for a weird reason I
00:05:05realize now like looking around it's like people think like she's so smug she needs to get her
00:05:08comeuppance Jeffrey Dahmer's fursona anyways and I'm sorry to tell you but you know I'm a very
00:05:18willful individual and it's just not gonna happen oh suck it welcome back let's go to Gatineau oh my
00:05:24god SJM how's your relationship with that lady what's her name Dar should have stayed gone for longer
00:05:30girl was starving I know but I'm gonna be starving no that will never well um I'm still married okay and
00:05:35yes Julia is a hundred percent like Salah's the best cat dad okay yes I can speak my mind and
00:05:40you know what I respect that law of Kuwait all right I respect I didn't respect it when I would
00:05:45swear in Kuwait they are safe yes they're very safe okay he's the sweetest cat dad ever he like
00:05:50literally like did so much like to prepare her everything like Julia's microchip she's good you
00:05:54know I didn't even get a bottle of water I have to find something to drink water out of let's get
00:05:57creative I don't know it's killing me that we were torn apart you know I like I miss him I miss
00:06:02Julia so bad and um I just feel like uh what was I talking about no I'm in Cornwall so that she can
00:06:11go anywhere at KDK like Julia can travel now she has a passport certificate of health microchip
00:06:17all her vaccines done everything you know all like a cute like a traveling profile so she can go
00:06:21anywhere which is cool okay I have so much news what was I talking about I respect Kuwait for having
00:06:26that law that they don't want that's why when you go there it's like peaceful everyone is like
00:06:31contained in public quiet it keeps people in check in a respectful way and they have been pretty lenient
00:06:36because look how long I've been there and swearing and stuff so I I fully fully take that responsibility
00:06:41but a lot of the shit like come on like wanting me to be in prison for accidentally one time oh yeah
00:06:46oil fields that's like they just like it's like the psychotic haters are like just waiting they're
00:06:50celebrating like go read like a Tazi's comment section they write sermons about things that are not
00:06:55even true like how can you report me for a fake marriage or not being really married when it's
00:07:00it's not it's not even true like we're legit married there's no illegal loophole in the system
00:07:05it was a legal marriage we have a certificate like you know what I mean like get out of here
00:07:09for the kitten yeah well it's you know it doesn't matter they like they basically like you know it
00:07:13says in the law what they what they mean by that is somebody coming and making a whole ass friggin like
00:07:17foundation like the OSPCA and saying give me money for the cats and actually taking it which I believe is
00:07:22like money laundering like that's not what I think like 70 dollars and that's how much the vet costs
00:07:27pretty much they act like yeah Alicia they acted like really in like unprofessional like they put
00:07:31in the document they put foodie beauty like what anyway I'm not talking about them I'm not talking
00:07:35about them I don't honestly don't want to like go down that road I don't want to give it any attention
00:07:39I'm set up I'm living my life you know I know Monica I didn't really look around too much but I saw
00:07:43some of the deranged things yeah and I don't want to focus on that whatever you know the internet's
00:07:47going to be the internet like it's disgusting do you know how grossed out I got watching you know the
00:07:51and rest in peace to all the souls but you know the Indian plane the Indian plane the plane in India
00:07:55I'm so dumb in Ahmedabad India there was a plane that crashed 200 over 200 souls okay and uh
00:08:01they all died and you go in the comments and the first thing you see is I bet you it's because the
00:08:07pilot passed out from the smell like the racism is just so gross like it literally like how can you
00:08:13have no people lack decent human decency and empathy it's so weird squeaky frog welcome to me
00:08:17I also can't be too loud because I you know I don't want to disrespect the the neighbors I don't
00:08:22know what it's like here if the walls are thin I don't have a car and I need water yeah so I don't
00:08:26have a car like I rented a car for a while and I'm just like I have never fully fully lived alone like
00:08:34this and I've never not had a car walking bees oh yeah no Danny love I'm gonna try to I'm gonna have
00:08:40to be really careful yeah I don't know how I'm gonna do that it really sucks because we can get so much
00:08:45better entertainment if I didn't have to be careful like that do you know what I mean yes I
00:08:49still talk to my husband I still love him very much you know like yeah I hope we stay together
00:08:54I mean we are staying together inshallah you know like I hope nothing happens I need to get new
00:08:59everything no I'm not wanted by the law I was a fugitive like technically I was a freaking fugitive
00:09:08that is so cool and actually I can kind of thank my haters for pushing this because I think I'll be
00:09:14a lot better off here and you know I don't know anyways
00:09:18man on the run bees are on the run my lore is outstanding I wasn't even on the internet and I was
00:09:31talked about a lot more than what I was how many of you can say you've been a fugitive zero
00:09:35and I know like a lot of people are probably expecting me to not wear hijab and everything
00:09:39even if I wasn't with salah I would stay muslim because god alhamdulillah and I swear on I swear
00:09:46to god has helped me through this in ways you'll never know okay any of you who don't believe in
00:09:51god I understand but you know it gradually like it gradually comes out of you in your life
00:09:56yeah we're bees in so we're gonna be walking I thought what better way because when I because I
00:10:02I was going on walks with my sister pretty far once but being if you want people to shut up
00:10:06about being stoned I don't know whatever I don't care I'm just medicated I have pretty bad anxiety
00:10:11no I don't want to get a car I don't want to pay a monthly payment insurance and gas I would rather
00:10:17try to save and buy one cash or something but not now it's too like it's I need to walk I need to
00:10:21learn how to walk we need a walking era this is gonna force it I'm not paying taxi money no an
00:10:26apartment door don't know inshallah like some someday soon not right now I brought my youtube
00:10:29plaque of course julia is more than fine I get hourly updates honestly the plane ride so the
00:10:35next day I went to I left and I was like I was like what if like I don't know like what if I
00:10:40get detained at the airport you people make me paranoid no they didn't even barely you know
00:10:43they're like whatever bye and so I just uh left and yeah I've been on a lot of walk oh I fell down
00:10:47the stairs I almost like I almost died okay I didn't I won't I almost died I'm not even joking
00:10:51yeah I was visiting my mom and I was at the top of the stairs and I don't know like I don't remember
00:10:57how I started falling but you know how they say like falling backwards is better than falling
00:11:00forward I fell forward he's at mom and empress yeah like you guys when I tell you I thought I
00:11:06was gonna die like I felt myself and they're like wood stairs they're really hard I went like
00:11:11forward smack I hit my head on this ornament she has in her landing I cracked I broke it um
00:11:17I smacked I had the sense at the last second to lift my head though like so I wasn't smashing my
00:11:22face I think I don't remember I don't know if my head hit the ornament or if my body smashed into
00:11:26it anyway I body slammed it somehow and it took my breath away okay and I'm trying to breathe like
00:11:32I couldn't breathe and I was like I took a second to like try to assess my injuries I expected blood
00:11:38to start pulling up but I was like you know when in cartoons you see the bird spinning like that's
00:11:41like I was spinning and I was on my way down to get a snack okay because I was like really hungry
00:11:46and I thought maybe I should go get a snack boom I fell down the stairs and when I came to I was
00:11:51like okay maybe not I won't get a snack I won't get a snack I was back up to my bedroom and I was like shoot
00:11:55anyway I have bruises that are this big and black all over my body my foot I think I broke two toes
00:12:01like to weight bear on them it hurts so I'm always in pain because I'm walking around like I had to
00:12:05move you know oh yeah I was scary I was just like I was dizzy for the night I probably I'm like I could
00:12:13have a concussion oh well I was by myself and I just went to bed and I'm like what the next day
00:12:17here I am I honestly have like a bit of trauma like going downstairs now because like that was so
00:12:22painful oh my gosh wow like I have scrapes all over my body it was bad yeah this is my new place
00:12:28this is my place you know what were your thoughts on everyone's dumb detective work on your cameos
00:12:32thank you mochi I say that is so oh gosh where is it thank you nicole does your new place have stairs
00:12:39um no oh stairs like the billy yeah kind of I'm not going to the doctor what are they gonna do for
00:12:46toes you know oh they're broken okay anyway what was I talking about falling down the stairs what else
00:12:51yeah so I took the plane ride home of course it was packed and I was sitting in the aisle seat
00:12:56and there was a older Chinese guy in the right beside me on my right and then in the window was
00:13:02this like obnoxious young guy and he kept taking advantage of the free booze on board
00:13:06but I'm like watch I used to I was bored so I was like I'm gonna play a game when the drink cart
00:13:09rolls around he's gonna go ah excuse me a salad please sure enough speedy bird welcome to room for
00:13:16me I'm so happy right now I just I hope it's a fresh start you know honestly the good thing
00:13:21about being acclimatized to the weather in kuwait because it's like it feels like 36 here today
00:13:25I don't have a seat I have a fan I have a cheap ass fan from canadian tire it doesn't feel this is
00:13:30the hot this is the best you got come on I've endured like 55 degree weather yeah I'm happy to
00:13:36um I'm not gonna go back to kuwait so no I'll visit him somewhere else I'm not going back to kuwait
00:13:41because I don't want to risk anything thank you I like my freedom like I don't want to be
00:13:45why would I stay well if you're not guilty why don't you stay uh no I'm not getting I'm not getting
00:13:50locked up on some bullshit yoink bye I literally I think I put on like a Hecate's daughter stream
00:13:57and like packed all night and just like I can't tell you how broken my heart is I left my husband
00:14:02and Kat I know but she is very safe she were not abandoning her it was it is a strict yeah I know
00:14:07I guess I just you know and like people comparing me to Vitaly there's like a huge difference
00:14:13Vitaly went and did willing like he knew what he was doing you know like he knew what he was doing
00:14:19would be disrespectful like you don't go in like you know say something sexual to the cops like
00:14:23imagine I did that like you know um he did he stole things out of a store like you know
00:14:27no very different I mean if I broke the law it was like I had good intentions and I was just ignorant
00:14:32and like what you know thanks Nicole but did it push me to come home it pushed it yeah but no I was
00:14:37always like especially during the summer like the summers are really hard to endure and then there
00:14:41was yeah that drama just like I was like no I'm not I'm not dealing with that in my life no way
00:14:47uh-uh I'm in Canada in my new apartment and I'm thirsty I'm not gonna like really talk about like
00:14:53when we plan to reunite and all this and that in our plans but so it's closed Kuwait arc is over
00:14:57like this is so weird to me because this is like a show for you this is like a like your Netflix
00:15:0110-part series and it's like my life you know yeah it's not even that bad here like I like it
00:15:07I can't wait to make my bed with my new pillow with a sheet my sheet oh no my mom gave me some
00:15:11sheets did she get a bed yep I have a new bed I thought I'm just gonna get little things piece
00:15:15by piece because I what I I retained a lot of valuable things from living in Kuwait with Salah
00:15:19extradite me I don't know I don't think so can we go buy clothes maybe thank you marbles
00:15:26everything happens for a reason the dancing well how we bid it to shreds I don't know I had to dip I
00:15:31left you know Salah with a lot to do my clock and some wall shelving yeah I gotta set it up
00:15:35I miss him so much like this is like exciting like this is like you know yeah this is my first
00:15:40this is gonna be like a new art yeah and Halal there's a lot here Teba sorry about your fault
00:15:44I'm glad you've been walking a lot I'm glad you're safe and back and you ate a normal time beasing
00:15:47thank you Teba I appreciate you our first mukbang well I have to order dinner tonight because
00:15:51my lips are dry my mouth is dry I don't have any I didn't get any clothes will you judge me if I
00:15:57drink from a bowl that's all I can do at least I have I can drink the tab water no Salah is safe don't
00:16:02worry about him well what else do you want to know oh yeah so the plane ride home the guy
00:16:05kept falling asleep and like like this and his breath melts so I kept shoving him back oh man
00:16:09if you've never been on a 13 hour flight uh you know how I complain about them right some dishes
00:16:15oh I have some dishes but not glasses I'm not taking the hijab off for any amount of money
00:16:19I can't do apartment tour do you know how many people like I'm not doxing myself I did that one
00:16:24too many times people I'm willing to talk about it I don't I'm not you know look I had to leave I
00:16:31don't want my mouth getting me in any more trouble why am I sideways did I like break my whole posture
00:16:35when I fell why am I hunchback PO box maybe don't ask a Muslim of that exactly that's disrespectful
00:16:42it's true I need something to drink water out of so tired I left it on my teeth what did
00:16:50my roof is like a decent size it's kind of like medium size but all I have is a bed I got some
00:16:58appliances oh yeah I just at that night the minute I got off the live we booked a flight
00:17:03I left the next day my family picked me up at the airport and I just spent time I spent hours a day
00:17:10looking for an apartment it didn't take long actually it was like one day I found a place I spent like
00:17:13seven hours that day I just drove I rented a car I drove to a park and the weather I enjoyed the
00:17:19weather like it was oh I like I appreciate Canada even more now Canada is a beautiful country
00:17:24I'm Mira Stewart welcome welcome all new visitors and don't forget to hit the like button
00:17:29uh so many people are gonna hate me because I'm not you know in a jail somewhere or I don't know
00:17:36hey Mira so we had to like haul up just like haul ass out of there well I I was like the next day
00:17:41and I wanted to just wait till I had my own place and I was like set up a bit you know
00:17:44yeah imagine the fall time what we can do wishing bad things on someone in general is just like yeah
00:17:49especially someone you don't know like some of you are just not okay to take a few gummies no I need
00:17:54water like what am I gonna drink it out of my CPAP mask oh I love your pictures you and comic book
00:17:58I am the artiste by the way I'm actually a paid artist okay I'm a fugitive I'm a paid artist
00:18:04I'm a model what else I'm a world traveler yeah I'm in Canada use your bowl oh then I have to go down
00:18:11and get it I need someone to come over and do me my gopher
00:18:15I've never had my own place it's like weird I'm tired and jet lagged how old you and salon
00:18:23meetup uh well um yeah I'm not I'm not talking we don't I don't know yet the place he needs a job
00:18:31oh yeah but that's oh oh my gosh my own place like
00:18:37I'm gonna be hyper right now I'm weird
00:18:40yeah I decided I think don't you guys think it was a good idea not to stream
00:18:44I mean I had to focus on get you know in this spot right now I was dreaming about for like two weeks
00:18:50and now I'm here do you know what it feels like to accomplish something like that
00:18:53it's something simple but it's to me it's a big deal you know
00:18:55a little place to house the escapee yeah we missed you I think the place is haunted that way
00:18:59I'm telling you I always hear doors creaking yep I moved in today no it's not a studio
00:19:05it's not bad this is a oh this is the body pillow cover I think yeah I should wash it eh
00:19:13oh no pizza's not living with me I'm married so and honestly I just feel like having my own place
00:19:21is like what I need to do my mouth is dry I need water but I want to drink out of a bowl
00:19:24I don't want to do this on live this is going to be embarrassing whoops oh whatever it's on my
00:19:29ground it's not even hot in here I don't even have a c I'm gonna say that a lot my toes are black
00:19:36purple isn't smoking weed a sin if you're muslim it's um it's not uh there's nothing about like
00:19:43weed itself but like intoxicating your brain is like very frowned upon yet but I'm not sure about
00:19:50medicinally I think it's more it's accepted it's starting to be accepted more as medicinal
00:19:55and honestly I'm not I'm just not gonna say like if I am or not whatever if you think so
00:20:00you know but I think it just you know certain the medicinal side like certain medicines just
00:20:06make life more tolerable you know it can feel lonely yeah I know like tonight I'm gonna be like
00:20:10I'm by myself all by myself no very few apartments here in my neck of the woods hey no trigger don't come
00:20:18with AC or central area you have to you have to put your own AC I'm not doing it I'll just open
00:20:24windows and have my fans I bought two fans apartments kind of suck but you know window unit I don't
00:20:30really want to get a window unit or a car or anything I have to deal with like that
00:20:34no I think that's unbearable but like I said because I lived in Kuwait this feels like a Kuwait
00:20:42winter to me I just moved in today there's a really good Indian place to eat here there's like
00:20:51six Indian food places here I think definitely get a car maybe I'll rent one here and there but
00:20:58I was just like let's grift a car beastmobile grifting it's pretty walkable yeah no I don't
00:21:08want to I don't have a car payment and stuff I was like I was gonna buy a car and I was sitting
00:21:13in the salesperson office and they were so cushy and annoying same day ticket to Canada
00:21:19yeah I don't remember how much it was thank you Richard it was like over no I think it was only like
00:21:25maybe 1350 or something thanks fixingly I need water because I haven't had water in about six
00:21:32hours now I would I want to buy a car with cash like I don't want a stupid car payment I was sitting
00:21:36in the sales office and I was just like and they were just talking about numbers and they were really
00:21:42pushy and I was really proud of myself that I was like no I'm like I can't do this I freaked out
00:21:48like I just I get anxiety like now I'll just wait a while and afford a car rental like yeah like
00:21:58maybe for like a few days or like I rented a car for like almost two weeks like since I
00:22:03I returned it not long ago and then yeah I don't know it's expensive it's like I don't remember but
00:22:13it's really expensive I've always had a car payment my whole life I've never been free of one it's
00:22:18like you know how do we give you appliances or a new streaming setup I'm sorry moving snacks but
00:22:22this is your new animal crossing island looking forward to all the rest of my quons and cornwall
00:22:26oh yeah mochi thank you cornwall has a really good food like really good food paying down the debt
00:22:36will be harder um I'm trying to think uh yeah kind of kind of because I have to worry about myself
00:22:47now too did you leave because of cause it was like that was one of the reasons because I was like I'm
00:22:52not dealing with their bullshit you know and I'm not going to jail for saying that but like what I
00:22:56don't get is like they're like they're being illegal about things too they're not supposed to post the
00:23:00case number you're supposed to go on twitter and like you're slandering someone because one
00:23:04you have no idea if those allegations that haters are sending you on twitter how professional
00:23:10are even true you can't just you know somebody like it's so weird the whole thing is like weird
00:23:16to me and I was like I'm getting the fuck out like I you know I'm getting out of here bye
00:23:20julia's very safe and no I didn't get rid of her no way this is legit you got so much hate from
00:23:29your videos I know Nicole you you won't you can't win with them so you know yeah right
00:23:36teardrop I wanted I would take a junker but I don't know they had stuff in that document from
00:23:41years before you even went to plate yep like my teeth keep getting lipstick yeah julia no inshallah
00:23:50we will be reunited soon enough okay it's no secret it's not it doesn't take a brainer to realize
00:23:56if I want to see Salah and my cat because the cat is with Salah he like I said she's been
00:24:03microchipped has a pet passport he took really good care of her we both of us will not I will
00:24:08not like as much as I can now I will not rehome an animal like I can't go through that again
00:24:12I need a drink okay I need to find something to drink out of my bowl I'm in my own place I didn't
00:24:20put the sheets on my bed yet you're attacking your nature video like how sad do you have to be
00:24:24really yes I know I look like a porcelain egg I'm Fabergé baby oh sorry whenever you if you
00:24:32want to know what my content will be basically kind of just like long live streams because I'm
00:24:37going to be lonely and I don't know life my life is to entertain you go get a cup I don't have a cup
00:24:46okay hold on like what
00:24:51it's pretty good
00:25:12well I have a container at least I have a lid I thought I would do a doll around the hall
00:25:27thanks guys I mean that's all I have man I was ready to use anything well you know my foot is
00:25:34so painful like going down and upstairs or walking around anything hurts so bad you have to pay for
00:25:42these bags now I think 50 cents used to be everything at the dollarama used to be a dollar 15 I remember
00:25:48when they opened of course things have changed so I got myself a rug sink area five dollars
00:25:56that's a ripoff this should be like 250 max okay well I may as well tell you some more news
00:26:03you know what I don't care no I'm not ready to tell you this one yet I have more containers
00:26:08one of these stupid things I hate setting up a new place with all this crap
00:26:12I don't even know if it's gonna fit the drawer inside the kitchen do you know
00:26:18did you know chat gpt you can upload a picture of a room and tell them to decorate it like how you
00:26:27want it or suggest something and it will take your room and like decorate it so I know like some really
00:26:33cool things I can do anyway that's what dollar store is good for all these stupid little things
00:26:37350 for these 350 are these cute or not really I have to put all this away oh my god you're gonna
00:26:44laugh I have dollar store art now I don't care as much about those things anymore you know what
00:26:51I mean like I want to find a good oh five dollars that's an awful deal for this look at this shitty
00:26:57like 50 cents dollarama this looks so cheap ass oh well I'll put it in the I'll put it in the
00:27:05toilet bathroom yeah I know price of living like I'm paying a pretty penny for you know I feel like
00:27:13people just want something generic when they're trying to go to the bathroom you don't want like
00:27:16bathroom art that's too flashy it'll take the concentration away from doing your business
00:27:21so if you have something calm you know oh yeah I was on the land used to pee thank you isn't that cool
00:27:27I was thinking of getting a mustache even oh yeah I got some of these for dollar 25
00:27:36but we have a lot of books I guess I can put that ugly picture on it I don't know or no I'll use
00:27:42this for the ugly picture it looks intact you're gonna laugh it's chicken gravy oh hot chicken gravy
00:27:48so I went to the dollarama right and got a bag full of stuff like hooks and stuff I need for my
00:27:52place and chicken gravy the only food items I got and I got these I'm gonna need these to put that up
00:27:59I can't wait to eat this hot chicken I've been craving one I have a crock pot so I can put the chicken
00:28:04in then we can bees but I can't do that tonight I went to say drop oh what did oh drop the case I'm
00:28:12slow yeah well my guess is that they make a complaint and then like we talk to a lawyer too
00:28:20because like lawyers are not anything negative but they're a dime a dozen you know over there so
00:28:25and affordable and like they have to like anything from outside kuwait irrelevant completely but like
00:28:33you know a lot of the things in kuwait too like were not even something I did or you know
00:28:39it's like they were taking the haters like the haters the haters probably imagine a page and a half
00:28:47like I understand actually pauses probably just like dumbfounded like they probably don't deal with
00:28:52these kind of people I don't know you know and imagine like being bombarded by these people
00:28:57writing uh dissertations of like things about me they're probably like and they just wrote them
00:29:03all down in the complaint like no no you know adi you don't have to double check the facts you don't
00:29:08need proof of anything this is not like a game of hangman this is like real life by the way
00:29:15bullies and huge trolls very unprofessional what's for dinner what do you think
00:29:20oh that's the law sweet love yeah I have a fridge and stove fugitive merch yep I was at the airport
00:29:29and everything like damn damn damn no they were like kuwait was is really cool like they're a nice
00:29:34country you know like I love it there but I can't control my mouth nina can I say f kuwait now who
00:29:41comes down on you for risking me can't you have a better off and we'll be fine love you friends
00:29:44thank you nina for the super chat honestly you guys can have any opinion you want but I would say
00:29:49if you want to take anything away like kuwait hasn't come down on me it's pause trying to get kuwait to
00:29:55come down on me but they've been really really really good to us you know I like my marriage is legal
00:30:02but like they didn't have to like approve it you know like even a legal route like they've just
00:30:10really been really nice like like you know and it's a no I still love it there I still respect the
00:30:16country but yeah pause is a totally different thing so maybe like yeah the heat yeah hey justine
00:30:24I just had to dip that's why I'm in Canada yeah I'm gonna have to instacar yeah thanks justine or bus
00:30:34just by a used car yeah
00:30:38but I'm definitely gonna have to like slowly re-establish myself into society
00:30:47set up my place bit by bit I'm pretty much sitting on it that's the floor
00:30:53no he's not we're not together yet no he can't come yet show us your bedroom I'm even skeptical to
00:31:06do that do you think I should okay people who like know me well do you think there's any danger in
00:31:14that maybe just not the window we'll find pictures of the room online oh I'm about to get paid I think
00:31:22the excitement will die down after like a day um no there's a laundry room yeah just like just watch
00:31:29my show but leave me alone okay like just let me be what is this a goiter anyways can you put up a
00:31:37screen behind you like your mama does yeah I'll just show you this piece of my space I don't know
00:31:44what if it's not what if this apartment is not on the pictures are not online anywhere
00:31:50how would they find out I'm sure your place yeah I will my foot might be broke I don't know my foot
00:31:57is like really swollen I can't give Sam back because the people who have him want him now like
00:32:04because it's been a long time and like I agree with them like you know they said he's happy and
00:32:09loved a lot and as long as he's loved that's all I can ask for you know I'm not gonna be selfish and
00:32:16true yes obsessed with destroying me like it's really sad mango yeah so I have a cat coming
00:32:23like listen the haters have already brainwashed me a little bit because I feel guilty even saying
00:32:31that and it's because they they want this whole like animal abuser shit and I'm just like you know
00:32:35what I'm not an abuser so yap your mouth away every cat I've had was well taken care of like you know
00:32:41despite the nail thing from me not being there and you know yeah okay stupid whatever doesn't
00:32:45make me like look at julia like she is everything everything microchip fixed she's happy anytime you
00:32:52see her she's well fed so I'm getting another cat we are keeping julia obviously there's this cat that
00:32:59needed a home and it's six and it's fixed vaccinated everything well taken care of
00:33:05um there's a reason they have to rehome their cat oh no they must be the devil
00:33:11anyway they have to rehome the cat um it's really fat
00:33:17it's a gray tabby and its name is smoky um it's very obese just like me so we're gonna diet together
00:33:27I have to make that cat lose weight man anyway I'm getting it delivered Friday
00:33:32him it's a big boy and apparently he's too the person said that he's too affectionate
00:33:40very fat visa yeah but julia I guess I get like I said hourly updates of her like she's in she's
00:33:48very happy don't worry about her we will be reunited inshallah like you know and yes it bugs me
00:33:55I had to leave her and obviously salami you know but sometimes you have to like long distance
00:34:00relationships are tough I never thought that I would have to flee you know and become a fugitive
00:34:07this fast okay El Gato I know too affectionate right Mishibi yeah double diet bees and yes this
00:34:16cat will be well taken care of it's it's up to date with all its shots it's obviously neutered
00:34:20um it's six years old it looks like a bread loaf it's like fat like it's a short hair
00:34:28smoky and I hate the name smoky but what's your opinion because it's six I can't just change its
00:34:35name right honestly the cat looks like a male gray timbit almost
00:34:40toki toki I'll call him smokester I'll probably get a nickname juice imagine like you need to rewatch
00:34:50somebody's like traumatic events over and over and over and like as your entertainment to give you
00:34:56like I don't know it's just so weird I mean I guess we all probably do it I don't know my
00:35:01neck looks like a goiter normal bit just that yeah I'm pretty fat but that's why I have my okay so
00:35:09instead of a car I left the dealership and I'm not joking I went and bought a pair of
00:35:13sketchers I'll show you them soon yeah sketchers by the way when's the nashie coming back
00:35:19so I'm very happy with speculation they were all salivating at the flow of me finally getting
00:35:24my justice for what burying my hamster in the sand I'm just like it makes me feel so weird
00:35:33how stupid that is don't you feel like one of those people that like a tattletale and
00:35:39and she and she's horrible she buried her hamster in the sand get her you better get her get her
00:35:44we have food for you yes crappy chinese Wayne Bensky I don't drink he's ditching like no other
00:35:52we missed your husband stories the hair allowed me to hate for that I was like what the hell no
00:36:00would have done the same thing and if you saw that little kitten would you have just left it there
00:36:05you know I think a lot of people maybe won't admit it but no you're gonna leave a squirt I don't know
00:36:10it was boiling man no mom in sight didn't even occur to me I just automatically assumed the mom was
00:36:16deceased because I thought it would be with the cat you know how pathetic do you have to be
00:36:21what's going on guys oh we can have foodiebeauty's instagram she unfollowed what like who cares
00:36:26you're stalking my instagram out of weird desperation like that's so
00:36:31anyway thank you for spunky yes I don't really care it's not about they're reacting to me
00:36:40that bug that's annoying it's the real life shit you know like wishing on living yeah I'm telling
00:36:49you every time you wish that on me I get stronger and stronger when are you gonna fuck when are you
00:36:52gonna learn when are you gonna learn guys I'm like legit scared a little bit like if I'm honest
00:36:57my anxiety is really bad you know like I feel like my home is broken up but at the same time
00:37:04I feel at home here too because I'm Canadian and it's just easy to just reintegrate into my life
00:37:11here because I don't have immigration problems more furniture a little bit by a little bit I'm
00:37:16keeping an eye out for stuff you know I don't want to spend like tons of money on furniture because
00:37:20my life you never know when near to the next where I'm gonna be so I just want to get like you know
00:37:24if I see like a at a thrift store we have some thrift stores that have like a pretty good deals on
00:37:28pretty nice furniture maybe just like a kitchenette yeah honestly this is kind of like a push all things
00:37:33happen for a reason because honestly I probably wouldn't have left and you know yeah yeah because
00:37:40I don't feel like any of this would have been blown out of proportion if like they weren't bombarded
00:37:46you know by people sending them lies like stupid ones I have a lot to do you know I hate it how am I
00:37:55gonna do this hold on a second oh shit I don't think you think I'm talking about what likes of yourself
00:38:06about you oh my god what go read the charges charges like number one I never scammed anybody
00:38:14so should I keep that box for smoky and they're saying I made I made call them terrorists uh
00:38:28the haters that you're taking their word for everything they've said things like that not me
00:38:37thank you very much but continue to look insane this is disgusting you can really maximize from
00:38:43this victory dunk on the haters and create live streams yeah well my plan is I mean what do you
00:38:47think I'm gonna do just lay down and just be like oh you win like um no I've never faked in a
00:38:53terminal illness like or like yeah anyway my my plan is just to ignore them like I don't care what they
00:38:58have to say do what you gotta do I'm here if you need me wait for 24 to 48 hours what am I gonna
00:39:03sleep on tonight check shoot freak what is this has a cooling pillowcase okay ignore these nasty
00:39:14people yeah I'm sure yeah that's what I'm gonna do or try but if I if I don't and I go off I won't
00:39:22be in prison because we don't have modesty laws here and like I said I respect modesty laws but I'm
00:39:27I don't know that's my one problem I have always I'm not the most modest you know I don't like this
00:39:35color oops stupid me okay what else do you want to know I can't remember so I took the plane came
00:39:42home rented a car bought an apartment Julie and Salar safe they're together I should watch these but
00:39:50the flight it was a 28 hour travel I had to had an eight hour layover in Goha I can't show you parts
00:40:01of the room right now it's not safe anyway I don't know like like if people expect me to just go back
00:40:07to being like before I am changed somewhat you know it's like you know people are surprised like you
00:40:15know take off like I'm not a fake muslim so am I bad muslim sometimes yeah but even bad muslims are still
00:40:20like people even sinners are still muslim sinners are still christian hey ash zombie thank you
00:40:23yeah I have to put this pillowcase I guess it's a cooling light oh yeah all right well I don't need
00:40:29the ants this is a thick pillow I love it I need to stick with like 20 pillows so I have a huge body
00:40:33pillow I'm gonna hug and then I have these two pillows nobody's perfect I left behind a lot of crap
00:40:39should I keep you know this bag should I keep it for the cat how much cleaning to do
00:40:44my foot is messed up like I just need a little bit I don't even want to eat
00:40:48I've gotta go back to Canada yeah I was like I need to dip but I appreciate my time there I gave you the push you needed and hopefully slow will be it yeah well like I said if I want to be so loud it's no brainer he has to come here or we have to go somewhere else so dip together you know so yeah
00:41:08well I'm not the saddest whoa I gotta put up all my clothes I don't want to do that right now I want to steal
00:41:17cream crates what can we learn from these recipes my team order came on the day that I was leaving
00:41:21and I nothing fit like so I kept I kept like uh pretty much nothing my CPAP items from team who
00:41:28I don't know what do you want I'm just gonna put the clothes on the ground for now
00:41:33man looking for apartments is like who had the same apartment there are so many people like renting
00:41:41out rooms for like $800 $900 I could never rent a room sharing bathrooms and kitchen
00:41:49but it's a reality of today a lot of people have to do it
00:41:55I'll find my shoe after I have my blanket I mean I just see all the time anyway I really just need a bed
00:42:02and maybe a chair maybe I'll get a low seat for people coming over and a kitchen table so we can
00:42:06be in the kitchen um I'm not sure if we're gonna move somewhere else when he comes here if he comes
00:42:13here yeah Shannon cooking live streams yeah I have a crock pot I went to a um I went to a thrift place
00:42:20like and uh thank you Risa and between that and online I managed to get like I got a Mr. Coffee
00:42:27it's like a Keurig but like I guess Mr. Coffee brand does anyone have one I don't know I think
00:42:29they take Keurig clods which are kind of expensive then you have I have a crock pot which was like
00:42:34I got for like 20 25 bucks thanks Risa probably yeah should I open the chat are you guys okay or what
00:42:40I really want you there filled with hate what the fuck why are they hating like there's nothing to hate on
00:42:45like get a life you know like seriously you don't like me why are you so up you know obsessed like
00:42:52so weird oh well let them be too mad baby like that's why I say that because what can I do
00:42:55you know as for ice water it is nice it's like a more peaceful in a way but
00:43:00so that's my story that's where I've been I've been setting up my new life
00:43:06and I'm depressed because I do want to be here but I don't and
00:43:12yeah I'm a bit lonely that's the only thing that bugs me
00:43:17people like other people's misery or evil yeah it's so weird
00:43:21yeah thanks monkey it's just people like what's so weird is they automatically just assume the worst
00:43:27about you like well mama Safi hi look up your front piece of rice head piece
00:43:31like for example filming the oil fields in their mind how they try to make me look out to the people
00:43:37in Kuwait as if I was like a spy and I'm going in and I'm filming I'm doing all these illegal
00:43:40activities when in reality it was just being ignorant about the laws and just driving past it
00:43:43and there's other videos on youtube of people doing that in more depth like you know what I mean so
00:43:47it's just like it's so petty it's so childish it's so ridiculous like dead life is all I have to say
00:43:51that's it like did you really think that you I was gonna pop up in a prison please
00:43:54you know why because those charges are bs that's why
00:43:57like I didn't do half of that any of that stuff like I don't even exactly I'm too like you know
00:44:04focused on rebuilding like I'm I have a lot to do I don't have any of it but people really
00:44:08know you think what kind hearted person exactly yeah if you go online there's pics of the field
00:44:12yeah we were just passing them like we weren't like going in them and like hey look you know
00:44:14I don't know and we deleted it because you know we didn't know but you could be prepared like
00:44:20before I went to Kuwait I read the Canadian travel advisory page and how like you know the general
00:44:24rules some of the general rules but it doesn't cover everything like I live in this country and
00:44:28I still don't know every single law you know bumblebee welcome to bring from music right
00:44:32cities but for them to like spin the narrative to pause that I purposely did all these things
00:44:35just to disrespect Kuwait is so not true and so unprofessional and so actually immoral to
00:44:40just try to smear someone for something you don't even know is true and you're completely
00:44:43biased about the situation like you actually like are you should your organization should like
00:44:49be trying to encourage people to help out and if they're doing something wrong
00:44:53you know just educate them why like go the extra mile and then be like oh yeah they're
00:44:57prostitutes too yeah you want to pick these guys up what like do you know what I mean
00:45:01yeah but you can check the laws all day Chuck you can't read the whole law book you know what I mean
00:45:05like sometimes there's little like laws that you don't even the laws change a lot in Kuwait
00:45:09actually that law about cherries just came up like last month it's a new law
00:45:12no I'm not sure my foot's not broken what should we have to eat I haven't eaten anything
00:45:18I have nothing right now guys I need to grift I'm just joking yeah and that's another thing
00:45:23you're damn right I'm gonna grift okay I don't care it comes with a job you have to you have to ask
00:45:29for stuff like that thumbs ups uh but I have to give you guys something in return entertainment
00:45:33you know I need to get a tv which is I think on Amazon I can get one for like 175 maybe a 32 inch
00:45:41I don't know if all the curtains are closed well I mean I don't really have cankles actually I sort
00:45:50of do now a little bit but not really I still have a bone an ankle bone maybe I can get a peel box and
00:45:56only give it to certain people I'm doing one thing that pissed me the hell off and I know most of you
00:46:02don't believe this but how dare how dare somebody accuse me of not caring about my bezers or only the
00:46:07ones who give money like how dare you I love my bezers I talked to almost every single person
00:46:13in my chat which trainers do that I'll wait you have uh ginger fupa like saying that if I cared
00:46:20about my bezers like stalking my comments for somebody like what the one comment or someone
00:46:23was like you know just let us know how to do that like I literally couldn't you know I didn't want
00:46:28to break my silence I just wanted to be like go I just wanted to ghost so that's why I couldn't come
00:46:31on it's like I felt bad like I want I knew some of you really cared so I felt bad but like you
00:46:35know I couldn't I couldn't come alive and I know most of you understood that like again they twist
00:46:39things they make it look like I'm like the most evil person in the world and I have no feelings
00:46:42or empathy when in reality it's them who don't so hello Jackie I'm in my own apartment it's so exciting
00:46:49no yeah I'm still we're still very much in love and just despite what people think you know because
00:46:56we can't show affection in public which is totally normal in that country I knew that um not having
00:47:01them even a couple days was like even one night I was like you know we're used to like snuggling
00:47:05and affection and when you don't have that it's like you will miss it it's hard to start over
00:47:09again yeah the war yeah I know no I would have stayed like you know now I feel bad that I left
00:47:15him like you know we should be together but your marriage won't last it'll be a test no sugar so
00:47:21but yes I am afraid of that of course you know I'd be lying if I said I wasn't afraid of that
00:47:24hey Angel because long distance is hard
00:47:25okay
00:47:29so now I'm getting a new cat and all the haters can suck it because I'm going to take ready to care
00:47:43oh those were the four flop era since I hurt my foot I have barely the new bear so
00:47:49oh I said cutlery and they didn't give me any anyway we've got a pita wrap mochi the first
00:47:57milk bomb and we have a quits in let's open it up and show you oh gosh
00:48:02Canadian blood here are these zero sugar my mattress on the floor patty no it's on a box frame
00:48:11thanks hell um I didn't want I don't like having a frame and this is a chicken pita it's very
00:48:19messy looking
00:48:22beauty bite so much lettuce
00:48:24hey Jessica
00:48:25I ate the paper almost
00:48:29man
00:48:31you have your job
00:48:41it's good Hannah
00:48:48maybe
00:48:49this is just a
00:48:52a siddiqui on it
00:48:54I know
00:49:01and they're so stupid like
00:49:07I'm sorry but
00:49:11they started writing dissertations to pause like every little thing I've ever done in my history
00:49:16did you know she had an STD
00:49:17thank you foodie beauty too
00:49:19buttercup
00:49:21like what
00:49:24have a good night living
00:49:25why do they care about something that happened six years ago
00:49:28something that can be cured and that wasn't my fault
00:49:30like
00:49:31anyway
00:49:32so stupid
00:49:33stupid people
00:49:35they extradited
00:49:39a popular guy
00:49:40he was Kuwaiti
00:49:42he's a Kuwaiti
00:49:42he disagreed with the government of Kuwait
00:49:44he moved to the UK
00:49:45started talking crap about Kuwait government
00:49:47traveled to Iraq
00:49:49and they caught him and extradited him
00:49:50I'll be right back
00:50:00I gotta go bathroom and get um
00:50:01that's cool
00:50:04that's cool
00:50:04I'm sorry daddy
00:50:08what's up
00:50:09sorry
00:50:10I knew you were hoping for a prison to use
00:50:11and
00:50:12just the bullshit
00:50:13she came to Kuwait to evade her taxes
00:50:14what's Kuwait give a shit about that
00:50:15it's a Canada problem
00:50:16and you can't evade your taxes
00:50:18you have to pay your debts
00:50:19she went to Kuwait because she had bankruptcies
00:50:21I literally showed proof that I'm paying off my bankruptcy
00:50:23but okay
00:50:25just to show you
00:50:25don't believe any of that crap
00:50:26unless you want to
00:50:27that's your problem
00:50:27orange is the new lie
00:50:30I would never wash
00:50:32to keep those women away
00:50:34yeah I'm getting a cat
00:50:37why not
00:50:37I take care of my animals
00:50:38so what options and behaviors
00:50:41Julia was taken care of
00:50:43why would I get a goldfish
00:50:44I've had BBJ for 21 years
00:50:45she would have been dead
00:50:47like
00:50:48Sam
00:50:49five or six years
00:50:50um
00:50:52Julia was perfect condition
00:50:54no way
00:50:56I'm getting a cat
00:50:57they won't charge a lot
00:51:01because he's not in Kuwait either
00:51:01nope
00:51:06he's not in China
00:51:06well I'm not going to tell you where he is
00:51:08he's safe and
00:51:10Julia's with him
00:51:11so Smokey Rex Friday
00:51:15inshallah
00:51:16he's already fixed and vaccinated
00:51:21I had a recent bed visit
00:51:24so
00:51:26yeah
00:51:27a nerdy pansy
00:51:29he is a pansy
00:51:32does that mean?
00:51:34yeah good
00:51:35he's coming with everything
00:51:37toys
00:51:37I gotta play with him a lot
00:51:40because he's
00:51:40he'll be good for both of us
00:51:42you know
00:51:43hey mammy
00:51:46yeah
00:51:50I know
00:51:52anyway
00:51:55I am gonna
00:51:57I am gonna brag a little bit
00:51:58but not a single effing thing you said was true
00:52:01and you're all full of shit
00:52:02yeah
00:52:06yeah
00:52:08I have a bidet
00:52:11I have to install it
00:52:12I do have one
00:52:14we had an extra
00:52:16in the box
00:52:18nothing wrong with it
00:52:20I'm a fugitive
00:52:21no because I haven't been charged with anything
00:52:22I should have come live with
00:52:24like in a prison background
00:52:25and I'm sorry
00:52:28but if you're gonna try to get me
00:52:30like if I stayed in Kuwait
00:52:30I would just write them up
00:52:31like they
00:52:32did you see the screenshots of them
00:52:32telling someone to go F themselves?
00:52:36no I had to go
00:52:36I didn't get forced to
00:52:37but before I do
00:52:38like
00:52:39my mouth is just in
00:52:40my mouth will get me in trouble
00:52:42like I
00:52:42cannot be somewhere where words can
00:52:43put you away
00:52:44because
00:52:45and I'm not disrespecting their laws
00:52:47like I said
00:52:47I respect that
00:52:48but like for me
00:52:49when it was just really hot
00:52:51and
00:52:51I was missing my family
00:52:52I said I gotta go
00:52:57the whole thing just put a really bad
00:52:58taste in my mouth
00:53:00there was a big fight on the plane
00:53:02no I can't tell you who
00:53:05I won't tell you who came
00:53:08to tell us about the cat
00:53:09well there was this
00:53:12guy
00:53:13in my window seat aisle
00:53:15then there was this older white guy
00:53:16the other guy was a different race
00:53:18and it's relevant to the story
00:53:19so it was dinner service
00:53:21and the guy
00:53:21had his tray down
00:53:22and
00:53:23the white guy
00:53:24and he finished his meal
00:53:24and
00:53:26the guy in front of him
00:53:28didn't know that
00:53:30excuse me
00:53:30so he reclined his chair
00:53:31suddenly
00:53:31and the white guy went
00:53:33he was French
00:53:34I can tell the accent
00:53:34my tray's still down
00:53:36you hurt my knee
00:53:37the guy who turned around
00:53:40he was like
00:53:40oh I'm sorry
00:53:41I'm sorry
00:53:41and the old guy was like
00:53:43hey Andy
00:53:43thank you
00:53:44the guy was like
00:53:46no you're not
00:53:47you're not sincere
00:53:48you're not sorry
00:53:48just take your morality
00:53:50and shove it
00:53:50kind of you know
00:53:50another guy turned back around
00:53:52he's like
00:53:52surely he went back
00:53:53like two minutes later
00:53:54he's like
00:53:54I'm really sorry
00:53:54he's like
00:53:55yeah whatever
00:53:56whatever
00:53:57I don't believe you
00:53:57so then the guy
00:53:59turned around
00:53:59and went
00:53:59stop being a racist
00:54:01bitch
00:54:01and then the guy
00:54:03turned around again
00:54:04ten minutes later
00:54:04tried to apologize again
00:54:05but I was like
00:54:06and what are you sorry for?
00:54:07are you sorry for you hurt my knee
00:54:08or for calling me a racist speech?
00:54:10I never
00:54:12had a single
00:54:14ill intent
00:54:15to anyone there
00:54:17and Corey
00:54:17ever
00:54:18Canada
00:54:24using time
00:54:25yeah but with no car
00:54:25that's the only problem
00:54:27how much you need for a car
00:54:31I have no idea
00:54:31I'll get a car in time
00:54:33yeah
00:54:33maybe
00:54:34we'll see
00:54:34cars are you know
00:54:37a lot
00:54:39will anyone let you borrow a car?
00:54:42probably not
00:54:42I mean I don't know
00:54:44like
00:54:44I don't want to borrow someone's car
00:54:46I'm just trying to think of
00:54:48you know
00:54:49keep mind on my goals
00:54:51I'm not going to share what my goals are
00:54:53because if you share things
00:54:55they're less likely to happen
00:54:5610k people watching
00:54:59wow
00:54:59I don't want to live in Montreal
00:55:01I like the Ontario healthcare more
00:55:03we have FaceTime all the time
00:55:06it's been cool without you
00:55:09but then I have to leave him again
00:55:10oh
00:55:10my sweet love
00:55:14Margie
00:55:17juice
00:55:18I miss juice also
00:55:19yes
00:55:19I have a cute picture of her with her
00:55:24I have an event with her
00:55:25documentation
00:55:26so I was like
00:55:27I gotta post it
00:55:28it's so cute
00:55:28she's looking at
00:55:29yeah
00:55:31the Julia stuff
00:55:33yeah
00:55:33I didn't have enough time to do it but
00:55:35so I did
00:55:37maybe we can adopt a camera
00:55:38I'm really depressed
00:55:41we have a plan
00:55:44I can't really say
00:55:46look at my pimples
00:55:49check the cars on marketplace
00:55:50you think I should get a car
00:55:53I want to get a mobility scoop
00:55:56no I don't care
00:55:57I don't know
00:55:58I can't really bother with it
00:56:00mobility Mary
00:56:02I want to tell you a story
00:56:08but I don't know
00:56:09if I'm going to
00:56:10out the purse
00:56:10people in it with me
00:56:11no it's
00:56:15blackfoot
00:56:16it's really badly
00:56:18for these guys
00:56:18do you know how hard it would be
00:56:22to have Julia sent to me
00:56:23it's like $10,000
00:56:24it is
00:56:25it's very expensive
00:56:26especially from where
00:56:27you know
00:56:27across the world
00:56:28so
00:56:28she's with her dad
00:56:31she's with her dad
00:56:32Kuwaiti Kijiji
00:56:35the treadmill is us
00:56:37it's gone
00:56:38it's sold
00:56:39yep
00:56:39he had good intentions
00:56:42that's why I got to
00:56:44you know
00:56:45yeah wait on the car
00:56:47especially not going to be
00:56:49coming to Canada
00:56:50yes Julia's coming to Canada
00:56:51my intention is
00:56:53you know
00:56:54that's my life goal right now
00:56:55is to reunite with my family
00:56:56and I have
00:56:58you know
00:56:58a new appreciation for
00:57:00Canada
00:57:02and I don't mean to
00:57:03dog on any country
00:57:03like I really do
00:57:04respect Kuwait
00:57:05I'm not just saying that
00:57:06what would I care
00:57:07like I'm not there now
00:57:09so I could speak my mind
00:57:10freely about the place
00:57:11and I really love it
00:57:12as a country
00:57:12I have no problem with it
00:57:13but
00:57:14I mean
00:57:16every country has issues
00:57:17right
00:57:17but I feel like
00:57:18at least you know
00:57:21here
00:57:21I appreciate
00:57:23you know
00:57:23like
00:57:25you have the opportunity
00:57:27to become a resident
00:57:27or a citizen here
00:57:28you could become a Canadian citizen
00:57:30you know
00:57:31so
00:57:32that's what's good
00:57:33in the Gulf countries
00:57:35they never give people
00:57:36like residency
00:57:36or permanent citizen
00:57:37you know
00:57:38no matter how long
00:57:39you've been there
00:57:39and I understand
00:57:39it's you know
00:57:41the population
00:57:41would be an issue
00:57:42and stuff
00:57:42I get that
00:57:43but
00:57:43it's still good
00:57:44you know
00:57:45Julianne Smokey
00:57:47will be alright
00:57:47I didn't talk so much
00:57:49smack about Canada
00:57:50I was just being honest
00:57:50like
00:57:51there was things
00:57:52that really just
00:57:53depressed me about it
00:57:54and they kind of
00:57:56still do
00:57:56but
00:57:57I have a
00:57:58kind of a new
00:57:59appreciation for it
00:58:00in a lot of ways
00:58:02but I appreciate
00:58:04Kuwait too
00:58:04you know
00:58:05three or four grand
00:58:06yeah I got a quote once
00:58:07it was like
00:58:07it wasn't
00:58:08it was close to ten thousand
00:58:09it wasn't ten thousand
00:58:11but it was up there
00:58:11I think the law
00:58:14basically is that
00:58:15freedom of speech
00:58:17yeah
00:58:17I think that it's like
00:58:18they don't want people
00:58:20coming to Kuwait
00:58:20taking advantage
00:58:22of the animal crisis there
00:58:23and you know
00:58:24soliciting
00:58:25you know
00:58:26like not claiming
00:58:27themselves as an organization
00:58:28or what they're trying
00:58:29to do to help
00:58:30the stray cats
00:58:31I was trying to
00:58:32like take that kitten
00:58:33for my own
00:58:33to take care of it
00:58:34that's why
00:58:35people were sending me money
00:58:36not to
00:58:37to take their money
00:58:38for other
00:58:38nefarious reasons
00:58:40you know what I mean
00:58:40and it's not
00:58:42how is it illegal
00:58:43to do YouTube videos
00:58:44in Kuwait
00:58:45when
00:58:46I mean there's
00:58:49travel vloggers
00:58:49they have to
00:58:50I don't get that
00:58:51you know what I mean
00:58:51I'm gonna take it off
00:58:53by divorce
00:58:54no
00:58:54because he doesn't
00:58:57like me to take it off
00:58:58but
00:58:58I think if I really
00:59:00wanted to
00:59:00like what you know
00:59:01I don't know
00:59:02maybe he wouldn't
00:59:03want to be with me
00:59:04anymore
00:59:04because he's pretty
00:59:06even this right now
00:59:10I like
00:59:11I love him a lot
00:59:12and I respect him
00:59:13as my husband
00:59:13and
00:59:14I know there's some
00:59:16like OG OG
00:59:17beezers who really
00:59:18just want me to be
00:59:18single and bees
00:59:19but
00:59:20I gotta meet you
00:59:21halfway guys
00:59:22because
00:59:22I really love him
00:59:23and
00:59:24yeah we respect
00:59:25the countries
00:59:26even though you know
00:59:26yeah
00:59:28even though
00:59:29we might not
00:59:30understand sometimes
00:59:31the laws
00:59:31yeah
00:59:33I think Kuwait
00:59:35will always
00:59:35have a place
00:59:36in my heart
00:59:37you know
00:59:37I'm just not
00:59:39you know
00:59:41the kind of person
00:59:42like my mouth
00:59:42is just awful
00:59:43sometimes
00:59:43here's the thing
00:59:45I'm not
00:59:46in their economy
00:59:47like
00:59:47it's not working
00:59:49it's like
00:59:49I'm not taking
00:59:51money from them
00:59:52they're not paying me
00:59:52it's YouTube
00:59:53which is American
00:59:54company
00:59:54you know
00:59:56he's coming to Canada
00:59:57I don't really want
00:59:59to talk about our plans
00:59:59but
01:00:00thank you to your job
01:00:02be happy with your
01:00:02husband yeah
01:00:03I mean if you saw a
01:00:04kitten yeah
01:00:05wouldn't you take it
01:00:06I don't know
01:00:06like if the mother
01:00:07was there
01:00:08I seen her
01:00:08saw her around
01:00:09and he was like
01:00:09blowing up to her
01:00:10and stuff
01:00:10of course you know
01:00:11I probably would have
01:00:12taken them both
01:00:13honestly
01:00:13I'm okay
01:00:15I haven't had any
01:00:17notification that I'm
01:00:18barred because
01:00:18those people submitted
01:00:19the complaint
01:00:19has to be investigated
01:00:21and they have to win
01:00:22the case
01:00:22I have to be charged
01:00:23and then they might
01:00:24decide if I would be
01:00:24barred or not
01:00:25even then it's probably
01:00:26only a few year bar
01:00:27it depends
01:00:27and that's if
01:00:29don't I feel bad
01:00:31abandoning him
01:00:32yeah
01:00:32I do
01:00:33that's why I'm
01:00:35depressed
01:00:35like I said
01:00:37before
01:00:37yeah
01:00:42their sleeves
01:00:43off the streets
01:00:44yeah
01:00:45honestly at the end
01:00:45of the day
01:00:46it makes me
01:00:47like so
01:00:48so
01:00:49so happy
01:00:50that they're
01:00:52doing all right
01:00:53because honestly
01:00:55I swear on
01:00:56on god
01:00:57that
01:00:58I really feared
01:01:01for that cat's life
01:01:02like I was taking
01:01:03that kitten
01:01:03and didn't even
01:01:04think of the mom
01:01:04because I was like
01:01:05you know
01:01:06peace
01:01:08I
01:01:10I wanted
01:01:12to help the cat
01:01:13right away
01:01:13because I've seen
01:01:15like I've said
01:01:15I've seen dead kittens
01:01:16on the street
01:01:17and like I can't
01:01:17tell you
01:01:18anyways
01:01:20I don't want to
01:01:20disturb you guys
01:01:21with that
01:01:21that visual
01:01:22so that's why
01:01:26we took him
01:01:26to the vet
01:01:26right away
01:01:26too
01:01:27you know
01:01:27if people
01:01:27are acting
01:01:27like we're
01:01:28using this
01:01:28as a scam
01:01:29oh yeah
01:01:29sure
01:01:30you know
01:01:31Canada
01:01:34have Santa Fe
01:01:34I don't think
01:01:35so
01:01:35people are saying
01:01:38you planned it
01:01:38and you didn't
01:01:38even want to
01:01:39eat the fried
01:01:39chicken outside
01:01:40what
01:01:41they're so dumb
01:01:43super boy
01:01:44yeah
01:01:44I agree
01:01:47teddy bear
01:01:47yeah
01:01:48there's easier
01:01:49ways to scam
01:01:50hey
01:01:50yeah
01:01:51so babe
01:01:51we could use
01:01:5270 bucks
01:01:53and
01:01:55yeah
01:01:56like I wish
01:01:57I could tell you
01:01:58stuff about our
01:01:59money situation
01:02:00like
01:02:00but you don't
01:02:01whatever
01:02:02if people want
01:02:02to think
01:02:03I'm broke
01:02:03like
01:02:04okay
01:02:05I'm not rich
01:02:07okay
01:02:08and
01:02:09like I can't
01:02:10even
01:02:10I can't though
01:02:11I can't explain
01:02:12without getting
01:02:13too personal
01:02:13so I just won't
01:02:14you know
01:02:15anyways
01:02:17yeah
01:02:19I don't think
01:02:19there's a way
01:02:19I could tell you
01:02:20what I want to say
01:02:20because I don't
01:02:22want to
01:02:22I'm not going
01:02:22to sit here
01:02:23and be like
01:02:23whatever
01:02:24like flex
01:02:25things I don't
01:02:25have
01:02:26you know
01:02:27I can't get
01:02:29the image
01:02:29of the dog
01:02:30from claws
01:02:30out of my head
01:02:30I know
01:02:31their cage
01:02:33is really gruesome
01:02:34was Buster
01:02:36devastated to see
01:02:37you
01:02:37well he came
01:02:39for the ride
01:02:39okay
01:02:40to pick me up
01:02:40and he was
01:02:41sitting in this
01:02:41big centerpiece
01:02:42and
01:02:45we're driving
01:02:46and he keeps
01:02:47going like this
01:02:47to me
01:02:48and I was like
01:02:48what does the dog
01:02:49want
01:02:49and he's like
01:02:51he wants you
01:02:51to give him
01:02:52scrubbies
01:02:52and scrubbies
01:02:53doesn't want to
01:02:53scrub his belly
01:02:53I'm like
01:02:54I'm not touching
01:02:55you
01:02:55he was looking
01:02:55at me like
01:02:55this
01:02:56and I was like
01:02:59no
01:02:59I don't trust
01:03:00you man
01:03:00look at that
01:03:01underbite
01:03:02it bit me
01:03:02once before
01:03:02trying to grab
01:03:03a piece of cheese
01:03:03from me
01:03:04it scraped me
01:03:05yeah I was
01:03:07scared I was
01:03:08going to get
01:03:08detained at the
01:03:08airport
01:03:09I was
01:03:10I was minding
01:03:12my business
01:03:12and I was
01:03:13looking at
01:03:13the security
01:03:13guards
01:03:13because you
01:03:14know how
01:03:14you have
01:03:14to go
01:03:14through
01:03:14and show
01:03:15them
01:03:15you're
01:03:15he barely
01:03:17even looked
01:03:18at me
01:03:18useful legal
01:03:21advice
01:03:22well I think
01:03:23he said
01:03:24that he thinks
01:03:24that they
01:03:24would just
01:03:25deport me
01:03:25worst case
01:03:25scenario
01:03:26which I
01:03:26believe
01:03:26is probably
01:03:26true
01:03:27god makes
01:03:28things happen
01:03:29for a reason
01:03:29did you write
01:03:30that
01:03:31no that was
01:03:32my arm
01:03:33I said mom
01:03:35you showed
01:03:36you put a
01:03:38picture up
01:03:38like
01:03:38my right foot
01:03:41oh that was a good
01:03:42that was a
01:03:42it was her birthday
01:03:43and it was a
01:03:44dairy queen pie cake
01:03:46thing
01:03:46ice cream
01:03:47yeah so
01:03:50basically hopped
01:03:51around
01:03:51rented a car
01:03:52car was kind
01:03:53of shit
01:03:53actually I
01:03:54first had a
01:03:55Malibu
01:03:55and then it
01:03:57was making a
01:03:58noise so I
01:03:58returned we
01:03:59got a
01:03:59what did I get
01:04:03after they gave
01:04:04me I think
01:04:04an Ultima
01:04:05he can't
01:04:07stalk me he
01:04:08has no car
01:04:08we're gonna go
01:04:11back to Kuwait
01:04:12I don't I
01:04:12would if I'm
01:04:13not going to
01:04:14I feel like I've
01:04:16overstayed my
01:04:16laptop
01:04:16is it easy to get
01:04:20an apartment in
01:04:20Canada
01:04:21no
01:04:21no
01:04:23I put a
01:04:24lot of work
01:04:24into getting
01:04:25my own place
01:04:25man
01:04:26it did it
01:04:27in two weeks
01:04:27somehow
01:04:28I'm very
01:04:29ambitious I
01:04:30know I'm lazy
01:04:31and stuff but
01:04:31when I really
01:04:32need to move
01:04:32my ass and
01:04:34get something
01:04:34I can do it
01:04:35I don't know
01:04:37does the landlord
01:04:38google you
01:04:39I don't know
01:04:40probably not
01:04:40I don't know
01:04:42I gave him a
01:04:42bunch of money
01:04:42I think that's
01:04:43all he cares
01:04:43about and
01:04:44I'm not
01:04:47I'm not that
01:04:49bad
01:04:49I'm keeping
01:04:51this place very
01:04:51clean
01:04:52she has
01:04:54spies out
01:04:54there
01:04:54yeah well
01:04:56I'll be
01:04:56freaking
01:04:56getting a
01:04:57restraining order
01:04:57very quickly
01:04:58whatever I
01:04:59can do
01:05:00you think I
01:05:03could get a
01:05:03restraining order
01:05:04I don't know
01:05:05I don't know
01:05:06who wants to
01:05:07deal with that
01:05:07crap
01:05:08people are
01:05:10unhinged
01:05:10yeah just leave
01:05:12me alone man
01:05:12make fun of me
01:05:12all you want
01:05:13online but
01:05:13like just
01:05:14we just want
01:05:15to be easier
01:05:16Iona
01:05:17I saw him on
01:05:18the stream
01:05:19she basically
01:05:20she has feet
01:05:20in the ground
01:05:21looking for you
01:05:21to say file
01:05:22a lawsuit
01:05:22make it harder
01:05:24for her
01:05:24yeah
01:05:26yeah
01:05:29well see
01:05:30goodnight guys
01:05:32goodnight Tracy
01:05:32goodnight
01:05:33freeze it
01:05:33everyone
01:05:33goodnight
01:05:35it's crisscross
01:05:37I know what I'm doing
01:05:46I'm fucking 38
01:05:48goodnight
01:06:18goodnight
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