00:00How is your life in the face of kulungan?
00:08It's hard, honestly.
00:10It's hard, it's hard.
00:11It's hard.
00:12Were you broken at a certain point?
00:15I mean, you know, emotionally, spiritually,
00:19did you get rid of kulungan?
00:21I know, boy, no.
00:22Hindi?
00:23No.
00:24I was very grateful for my father's PMA.
00:28So it's like beast barracks again.
00:31Away from the family, you're in your own place with strangers.
00:35And then we've always felt that there was, you know, it sounds cliche,
00:39but everything happens for a reason.
00:41There's a plan.
00:42Why are you there?
00:43There must be a plan.
00:45And, you know, luckily we were able to still communicate.
00:49So, you know, my biggest worry, boy, was how this will affect them outside.
00:57And you were hoping to die every day?
01:00Well, what we always believed is that I was leaving.
01:08Because sooner or later, I was leaving.
01:11But we were hoping sooner.
01:12Yeah, sooner.
01:13And I always visited him in Tugigaraw.
01:16And then, more final, right?
01:17In QC?
01:18Yes, in QC Tugigaraw.
01:19Almost every other day, she would come.
01:20Yes.
01:21And in Tugigaraw, every week, I was leaving.
01:22That's why I didn't get rid of the series last year.
01:23Because I didn't want the schedule.
01:24For you to miss.
01:25Yeah.
01:26On going to Tugigaraw.
01:27That's why I didn't get rid of the series last year.
01:30Because I didn't want the schedule.
01:32For you to miss.
01:33Yeah.
01:34On going to Tugigaraw.
01:36Because I know, it's crazy.
01:38I mean, if I'm having a hard time, especially if he is.
01:42Right?
01:43So, and then people would ask me,
01:45why do you need to go to the schedule?
01:47Right?
01:48You're tired.
01:49I'm like, I want to be there with him.
01:53Boy, you know, when I first went to Tugigaraw,
01:58that was November.
02:00End of November.
02:02And then, we weren't expecting to come to Pasko.
02:06We were thinking to clear out by Pasko.
02:09That's not the same.
02:10The technicalities, whatever.
02:12I was telling her,
02:16don't come because it's hot.
02:18It's hot.
02:19Right?
02:20I've been asked,
02:21how was it?
02:23Right?
02:24That's the hard thing.
02:25So, you know,
02:26looking back,
02:27I think,
02:28it's the fact
02:29that we know that
02:31it's the same.
02:32Yes.
02:33Because if, let's say,
02:34we know that
02:36it's the same thing.
02:38That thing would bother you.
02:41Right?
02:42It would bother your conscience.
02:44But,
02:45I said,
02:46no.
02:47Like,
02:48you don't know what's happening.
02:50You don't know what's gonna happen.
02:52So,
02:53the best thing you can do is lessen your stress.
02:56And just look for it.
02:58Why am I here?
03:00So,
03:01from then on,
03:02I said,
03:03okay,
03:04since you're here,
03:05there are a lot of fans.
03:07There are a lot of fans there.
03:09Every time you see them,
03:11just know that
03:12you're making them happy
03:13just by seeing you.
03:14Or,
03:15you'll be happy.
03:16Yeah?
03:17Then,
03:18we did things for
03:20some of the detainees
03:21para lang mapasaya.
03:26And that's why
03:27that's my opportunity.
03:28Nice to meet you next time,
03:29too.
03:30If you have questions,
03:32that's fantastic.
03:34And we'll be happy.
03:35See you next time.
03:36And we'll see you next time.
03:37Bye.
03:38Bye.
03:39Bye.
03:40Bye.
03:42Bye.
03:43Bye.
03:45Bye.
03:49Bye.
03:51Bye.
03:53Bye.
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