Esaret - Episode 495
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01:30I couldn't be a good mother, neither to you nor to your brothers.
01:58I hurt all of you.
02:05Those beautiful years we spent together went to waste.
02:15Power, reputation, I thought they were more important than anything.
02:22I couldn't understand the pain I gave.
02:29I couldn't see the bad things I did.
02:37But now I understand everything.
02:41Too late.
02:45Forgive me, son.
02:48It's too late.
02:52Too late.
03:15Yes, we lost a lot of time.
03:23But we knew we'd never come back this way.
03:27I found my mother, whom I lost when I was five.
03:32How many breaths do we have left?
03:35Will we hug our wounds together?
03:45I hope so.
03:48I hope so.
03:52I hope so.
04:04Son.
04:13Thank God.
04:17Thank God.
04:22Thank God.
04:32Don't think these tears are for yourself.
04:36I'm crying for myself.
04:38For my naivety.
04:41How could I be so blind?
04:43How did you believe?
04:45You're not the person I dreamed of.
04:48You're not the person I prayed for good nights.
04:52I saw your real face.
04:55Didn't you want this?
04:57Don't worry.
04:59I won't have anything left for you.
05:02I'll erase everything from my memory.
05:05I won't have anything left of what you said and did.
05:10Not in my mind, not in my heart.
05:12That's why I'll stay here.
05:14You go.
05:18I'm like this.
05:20I'll be better off away from you.
05:27At least respect this.
05:29Go.
05:49Go.
06:19Go.
06:50I missed you so much.
06:53Myself.
06:55I don't know why I deprived you of this love.
07:03Now it seems so meaningless to me.
07:08I wanted to build a world based on flawless rules.
07:14I wanted to build a world based on flawless rules.
07:22I thought people were so precious.
07:27But...
07:30But I made the biggest mistake.
07:35I couldn't love.
07:38I hurt everyone.
07:41Now we opened a new page.
07:44We'll fill that page with beautiful memories.
07:47I hope so, son.
07:49I sent a few doctors abroad for their reports.
07:53Maybe a new treatment, a medicine.
07:57We'll take care of them all.
08:01I accepted everything.
08:04First I thought this disease was a punishment.
08:07I thought this disease was a punishment.
08:10I thought you were suffering for what you did.
08:16But it was actually a reward.
08:21I'm so sad that I'll leave you when the time comes.
08:32But...
08:34But if it wasn't for this disease, I wouldn't be able to find you, my grandson, Hiral.
08:44This disease shook me so much.
08:48It brought me to myself.
08:51That's why I owe so much to this disease.
08:58Now we'll know the value of every moment.
09:03We made a deal, didn't we?
09:16You're tired. Get some rest.
09:33I love you.
10:03If it wasn't for you, I'd never...
10:06I'm so happy.
10:09I can't describe it.
10:33I love you.
11:03I love you.
11:19I'll give back everything I took from you.
11:22I won't have a single debt left.
11:33I love you.
12:00You don't know.
12:01You don't know anything.
12:31I love you.
13:01I love you.
13:10How could I trust you?
13:13How could I trust you?
13:18How could I trust you when you gave this to me?
13:26You don't deserve it.
13:28Not at all.
13:31Not at all.
14:01I love you.
14:31I love you.
14:48Good morning.
14:49Good morning.
14:52Good morning.
14:55I wish you'd come home.
14:58It's like this in the hospital.
15:00You're happier than our family.
15:03Especially Sahra.
15:06Exactly.
15:09There are some pills you need to take before breakfast.
15:12But first, let's straighten you up a bit.
15:31Daddy.
15:33Good morning, sleepy bunny.
15:36Daddy.
15:37Honey.
15:40Did you make up?
15:49I knew you'd live.
15:51I knew you wouldn't be mad at me.
15:54I'm so happy now, you know?
15:57I'm so happy now, you know?
16:00How happy are you?
16:02This much.
16:05Even as much as the world.
16:10Did you see what happened to you while you were sleeping, Miss Sahra?
16:13A lot of beautiful things happened.
16:16We have more news for you.
16:21We're going home soon.
16:22We're going home soon.
16:23And your grandma is coming with us, because she's getting an abortion.
16:27Long live!
16:29Long live, grandma!
16:34I prayed a lot.
16:37We'll be together forever, right?
16:41Yes, we'll be together forever.
16:48But first, let's wash our hands and face, right?
16:51And let's get your grandma ready.
16:53Okay.
16:54Come on.
17:02She's small, but her heart is so big.
17:09Every time I look at her,
17:12the sin of what I'm trying to do is crushing my heart so much.
17:17I'm sorry.
17:20But on the other hand,
17:23I'm getting better with her love.
17:29Every time you call me grandma,
17:34it's very different.
17:37It's a completely different feeling.
17:44Miss Afife.
17:46You're going to be a good grandmother.
17:48I couldn't be a good mother.
17:51But I'll do whatever it takes to be a good grandmother.
18:00By the way, there's something important.
18:05We need to buy a fairy tale book.
18:08Sometimes Sahra wants a fairy tale.
18:12I don't know, so I can't tell you nice things.
18:18You can handle this, right?
18:20Of course I can.
18:23Why are you laughing?
18:25I'm a foreigner.
18:41What are you doing?
18:48Don't you have a sin?
18:56Do you want me to make you an omelet?
19:06Do you want your breakfast in the living room or your room?
19:11You're leaving without telling me.
19:12All my work is ruined.
19:15I was in the coal mine. I'm staying there now.
19:24Oh, life.
19:26You thought so well.
19:29Well, of course.
19:30The bride will come to this house.
19:32You're stuck in Aziz's room.
19:35Is that possible?
19:37Everyone will know their place, right?
19:39Stop.
19:41Wait.
19:43Let me put this.
19:44Take it.
19:57Did you tell him to stay in the coal mine?
20:02You must have said it.
20:05Is it easy to leave the comfort here?
20:08Whatever happened, happened.
20:10It was very good.
20:12If it were up to me, he should leave the house.
20:14Because...
20:15Sister.
20:16You put a tea.
20:22I put tea and throw my belly.
20:26The water flows and finds its way.
20:38Come, grandma.
20:41You can hold me.
20:54Wait, grandma.
21:01Let's put this too.
21:02Let's put this too.
21:05My Sahra.
21:07You're going to turn your head.
21:09It's okay.
21:11As long as you're around me.
21:14I'm happy.
21:18My beautiful granddaughter.
21:20Shall I bring you corn?
21:23I'd love to.
21:24It's friendly to me.
21:26Corn.
21:31Corn.
21:34He brought it before.
21:36Not to be bored.
21:40You missed some developments.
21:43You're following it.
21:53Welcome home.
21:56Today.
21:58Our first day as a big family.
22:01On such a special day.
22:03It suits a special table.
22:05Let's have a nice meal together.
22:13Can I call you my daughter?
22:31Thank you, daughter.
22:57Uncle Akif, your bread is half left.
23:00If you had finished, I would have given you medicine.
23:04Everyone is unhappy today.
23:06Did someone die?
23:15No, uncle Akif.
23:16Thank God, no one died.
23:18Dead, dead.
23:20Someone's dreams are dead.
23:22Dead.
23:24Aziz, you didn't drink your tea.
23:25Shall I refresh it?
23:27He doesn't want.
23:32Mind your own business.
23:34I'll open it.
23:43Ece, welcome.
23:45I see you've gathered the market again.
23:49No.
23:50I bought some chocolate.
23:52Uncle Akif likes it, too.
23:56I should have said Akif's father.
23:58Your uncle is like that, isn't he?
24:00His time will come, too.
24:04What can I say?
24:05I started looking for a hotel for Nisa.
24:09Of course, I started looking.
24:11I even chose a few places.
24:12Ece is at work.
24:14The lists are being prepared.
24:16This suits you, too.
24:18I mean, I don't leave anything to chance.
24:20Everything must be perfect that day.
24:24Yes, you're right.
24:25The most special day must be beautiful.
24:27Anyway, we'll talk about it all.
24:29Come on, go inside.
24:30Would you like some tea?
24:31I'll drink, I'll drink.
24:32Okay.
24:41Hi.
24:49What's up?
24:50Is there a problem?
24:52Oh, if you're asking about the relationship,
24:54I promise.
24:57I mean, what's going to happen?
24:58I was passing by, I thought I'd stop by.
25:00There are things we need to take care of.
25:02And I came to talk to them.
25:04My brother said last week.
25:07I don't know how we're going to make it work.
25:10It'll be taken care of somehow.
25:14Oh, you men.
25:16I wish everything was that easy.
25:19There are so many details.
25:23I mean, for example.
25:24Look, I take notes not to forget the things I design in my head.
25:28For example, engagement cake.
25:31I say, let it be a huge engagement cake.
25:34It's worthy of my name.
25:35After all, it's the queen of pain, isn't it?
25:38Then all the chairs should have tulle.
25:41But pink tulle.
25:42White and pink.
25:44No, Hamide.
25:45Don't get upset.
25:46For God's sake.
25:48We already had a little celebration between the family.
25:51Yes.
25:54Yes.
25:57Of course.
25:58I'm definitely waiting for the wedding.
25:59All of you.
26:01Okay, honey.
26:03Okay.
26:04We'll talk later.
26:06Come on, I kissed you too.
26:07See you.
26:08Bye bye.
26:11Hey, girl.
26:13Take this to Ece.
26:16What are you looking at?
26:18Are you choosing a guest?
26:20Ece is not a guest alone.
26:22This is the bride of the house.
26:24You'd better get used to it.
26:28No, there's nothing to get used to.
26:30I'll take it, of course.
26:37And I say,
26:38I wonder if we should add a dress code to the invitation.
26:41For example, everyone should wear black like this.
26:43My wedding dress should be white like this.
26:46Or should it be another color?
26:52I'll take you on a journey in the morning.
26:54I'll watch your way through the windows in the evening.
26:57I'll cook your favorite dishes.
27:00It's like a dream.
27:14Is that for me?
27:18Yes.
27:23Thank you, dear.
27:24Enjoy your meal.
27:31Where were we?
27:33Wherever you are, keep going.
27:35But Aziz.
27:44I'm on the phone.
28:08Is there a problem?
28:11Are you okay?
28:13I'm fine.
28:20Actually, this is
28:22a feeling I've never known before.
28:26Like a dream.
28:28My mother is reading a fairy tale with her grandson.
28:32She's playing a game.
28:37My wife is in the kitchen.
28:41She's cooking nice dishes.
28:44This house
28:46for the first time
28:49made me feel like a warm home.
28:53It feels strange.
28:57I miss her
29:00when I'm trying to focus on my work here.
29:05She's in my mind between work and power.
29:08Spending time with her,
29:09talking to her.
29:12I want to talk to her.
29:16This is a first.
29:21I used to feel like this when I was a kid.
29:24But then the distance between us widened so much
29:28that it's such a feeling I forgot to miss her.
29:35I understand you.
29:39You're right to feel this way.
29:43Because
29:46your mother wasn't here for years.
29:50I mean, she was, but
29:52she wasn't here.
29:56But there's something I don't understand.
30:00What are you waiting for?
30:04A mother and son
30:06walking in the garden, for example.
30:08You heard the doctor.
30:10He said your mother needs to move.
30:13Come on, go to her.
30:15Spend time with your mother.
30:30Not just with your beauty.
30:32Not just with your beauty.
30:35You know you're getting me out of my head, right?
31:02What am I doing?
31:26God, help me.
31:33God, help me.
31:44Pull yourself together.
31:46These are your last tears.
31:50You're going to cry and throw it away.
31:54Nothing will be left of it.
31:58There's no one left.
32:00You're going to finish your debt and leave this house.
32:26Hello, Elif.
32:27Sister Feriha.
32:29I need an emergency.
32:31Please keep calling.
32:33Let me pay my debt and leave.
32:36I can't breathe here.
32:38Elif, calm down.
32:41Don't do this, please.
32:43Can you be a little more patient?
32:46God willing, we'll find you a great job.
32:54What did you do, Aziz?
32:55You didn't quit.
33:25What did you do?
33:26What did you do?
33:53Can I confess something to you?
33:57What's the best decision you've ever made in your life?
34:04What?
34:07Loving Hire.
34:11Despite all my obstacles, you saw the circle in it.
34:20I only realize it now.
34:22I only realize it now.
34:25How did you see it?
34:27How did you recognize it?
34:30Can you tell me?
34:33Of course, if it's not private.
34:38It's a little private.
34:40Okay, I'll tell you.
34:42You're my mother.
34:44You know how I first met her.
34:48We had just lost Nihan.
34:52I was holding her responsible.
34:58I couldn't see her heart at first.
35:01I couldn't understand.
35:04When I looked back, I did so wrong.
35:07I couldn't understand.
35:09I couldn't understand.
35:10When I looked back, I did so wrong.
35:17But she...
35:19She has such a beautiful heart.
35:24It's like a jewel.
35:32I'm so sorry, Cansu.
35:35I'm so confused.
35:36I'm so confused.
35:40How am I going to find this job?
35:44God, help me.
35:56Fehiye.
35:58Feriha.
36:00I couldn't talk to you for a long time.
36:02You did a great job.
36:04How are you?
36:06How are you?
36:08The days go by fast.
36:11Of course, you're right.
36:14On the one hand, I was curious about ours.
36:17Do you ever see them?
36:20I see them once in a while, yes.
36:22How is Aziz?
36:24Elif?
36:26Does Aziz take good care of Elif?
36:29You know, I pray a lot for them.
36:32I hope that beautiful girl will soften my son's heart.
36:37I didn't expect that either, but...
36:41Unfortunately, it didn't happen.
36:43Aziz is very upset with Elif.
36:46What are you saying, Feriha?
36:51I was so excited.
36:55So that's why you didn't want to call me.
36:59God knows, my hand didn't reach the phone.
37:02I was very upset.
37:06Aziz.
37:08That girl was my son's luck.
37:11What luck?
37:13But he couldn't use his mind.
37:15It's a shame.
37:17Wait a minute. Maybe he'll come to his senses.
37:20You know Aziz, he's crazy, but...
37:22I don't know.
37:24Maybe he'll pull himself together.
37:26I mean, after all,
37:28he valued Elif when no one else did, didn't he?
37:33Feriha.
37:37I don't want to break your hope, but...
37:40It doesn't look like it.
37:42Oh, mom.
37:44It's that bad, huh?
37:46Unfortunately.
37:48Aziz left the girl halfway.
37:51He was going to give her a ring.
37:53I even said, let the rings hang, I'll let you know, but...
37:57Aziz's wind was the other way around.
38:00You know this tailor, the boss.
38:03He was going to marry his sister.
38:04Oh, Feriha, what are you talking about?
38:07Oh, my God.
38:09Oh, I wish I hadn't heard them.
38:15Well, I'm so sorry, too.
38:19But I can't do anything.
38:21There's nothing to do.
38:24Sister Bey.
38:26My husband is waiting for me.
38:28Can we talk for a long time in the evening?
38:32Sister Bey.
38:34Don't worry.
38:36God is great.
38:41Oh.
38:46Oh, my God.
38:49You are the most open-minded clan.
38:52Please get my son's mind right.
39:04I'm sorry.
39:23Now rest a little.
39:25Then we'll go out again.
39:27I'll be happy.
39:35Come.
39:38What's going on?
39:40Are you kidnapping me?
39:53What did you do? How did it go?
39:55I didn't know you were so curious.
39:59It went very well.
40:01It went very well.
40:03He asked me about you.
40:06Did he ask me?
40:08Why would he ask me?
40:11I...
40:13I haven't seen him all this time.
40:16You told me how you saw his value.
40:21He wanted me to tell you.
40:25Is that so?
40:26Is that so?
40:28I realized his value late.
40:31When I realized it, I had no choice but to admire him.
40:40His beauty.
40:45His heart.
40:48His soul.
40:51His elegance.
40:53His courage.
40:56I told him that I admired him.
40:59I told him how humble you were like a jewel.
41:06Then I told him that I couldn't take my eyes off his beauty.
41:10I told him that I fell in love with you from every point of view.
41:17Did you really say that?
41:21I may have kept the last sentence to myself.
41:24I said,
41:26I don't care how much you love him.
41:30Orhan Demirhan,
41:32I want to think that I didn't tell this to your mother.
41:36Why?
41:38I can tell this to everyone.
41:40To everyone.
41:42To the whole world.
41:43Finally.
41:53God!
41:58How does he manage to do this every time?
42:02I promised him.
42:04That we would have a tea party.
42:08Let's go.
42:09But for now.
42:13For now.
42:37Uncle Akif, you didn't finish your juice.
42:41Who are you?
42:44Elif, I'm...
42:46Are you Aziz's friend?
42:48No, I'm not.
42:50I'm here to take care of you.
42:56Daddy!
42:59Aziz is getting married. Do you know?
43:03Aziz is getting married?
43:06How nice!
43:08I hope he's happy.
43:09I hope so.
43:11My brother will be very happy. Very.
43:15He's getting married to someone he likes.
43:18He'll be very happy.
43:36I'll bring the glass. It's not dry yet.
43:39It's okay.
43:53Don't do it.
43:56It's not worth it.
43:57It's not worth it for him.
43:58It's not worth it for him.
44:08I'll erase him from my mind, my soul, everywhere.
44:28I'll erase him from my mind, my soul, everywhere.
44:45I'll erase his name one day.
44:48From here and from my life.
44:52No, no, no.
44:59What happened? Do you need anything?
45:04No, I don't need anything.
45:07Then why did you call?
45:09I made a mistake.
45:11Then why don't you hang up?
45:13I can't hang up. My screen is locked. You hang up.
45:24What have I done?
45:26What have I done?
45:31How can you do it without asking?
45:33Did you call me by mistake because you were going to erase my name?
45:41I have to figure everything out before you erase me.
45:55I have to figure everything out before you erase me.
46:26I wish we could go back to those days.
46:40I wish we could go back to those days.
46:55I wish we could go back to those days.
47:25I wish we could go back to those days.
47:38Take your medicine.
47:43Did something happen?
47:56You hid them.
47:59I hid them all.
48:02Your childhood photos.
48:05Your blood.
48:07Your pictures.
48:09Your notes.
48:26This is the first time I see them.
48:31I always looked at them secretly.
48:34Because I thought it was weak to show love.
48:41When you were sleeping, I was watching you, you know?
48:47I was watching you.
48:50Without showing it to anyone.
48:56That's how they taught me.
48:59I didn't know the other side.
49:04But they said, if you are perfect, strong, noble, you will be valuable.
49:13That's what they said.
49:17Those slaps I gave you, I got from my father.
49:29That's how I learned.
49:32I thought this is how a parent would be.
49:36That's why I tried to close the feelings in my heart, love, like a disease.
49:47I was obsessed with the love of nobility.
49:50I was cruel.
49:58But now I'm so sorry, son.
50:02I'm so sorry.
50:03I'm so sorry.
50:05I'm so sorry.
50:09I'm so sorry.
50:33Elif.
50:43Elif.
50:57Elif.
50:59Elaba.
51:03What are you doing here?
51:05I'm not staying there anymore.
51:08I can't stay.
51:10He doesn't even let me go out of the house.
51:13I decided to come back here as a solution.
51:16The farther from him, the better.
51:23My beautiful girl, you are so determined.
51:26Yes, you will get through this day.
51:29What is born before the sun rises?
51:31Look, God even opened a door.
51:33Open it.
51:37Roses.
51:39Almond candy.
51:41What are these?
51:43You told me to find a job.
51:45I found it.
51:47You're going to make wedding candies, and at home.
51:49There's a man who pays a thousand liras for a hundred.
51:51I said this job was perfect for you and I bought it.
51:54This is very good, sister.
51:56And I'm going to do it at home.
51:58I don't eat, I don't drink, I don't sleep.
52:00I work all the time.
52:01I'll look at Uncle Akif.
52:03Thank you so much, sister.
52:06You made me so happy.
52:08God bless you.
52:10God bless you too, girl.
52:13I wish I had more.
52:15What else are you going to do?
52:18Thanks to you, I will be able to pay my debt and stand on my own feet.
52:23I'll get out of here.
52:25You didn't find me a job.
52:27You gave me hope, sister.
52:31You're welcome.
52:51What are you doing? What is this?
52:53Job.
52:55Job?
52:57What are you talking about?
52:59Don't you want to help him?
53:01It's none of your business.
53:03God bless you.
53:05Aziz, I really don't understand you.
53:07What are you trying to do?
53:09Didn't you stop the girl from finding a job at the inn?
53:12You beat the man up, Aziz.
53:15You got up and you're trying to get the girl a job.
53:18Is this a child's toy?
53:20That inn is not for him.
53:22He's going to get into trouble outside.
53:25If you want to help him, listen to me carefully.
53:28I've arranged everything.
53:29He's going to make wedding candies at home.
53:31You're going to say he's giving 1,000 liras for 100 of them.
53:34Call me when he's done.
53:36I'll take care of it.
53:38But he won't know me.
53:40He won't know me.
53:57You're the only one I trust in this world.
54:03I'm glad you're here.
54:10I'm glad you're here.
54:24He drew this for me on Mother's Day.
54:33I thought you didn't like it.
54:36I was upset.
54:38But you've been hiding it for years.
54:43How did you know so much?
54:51There's nothing to be sad about anymore.
54:55Because there's this moment now.
54:59A moment we'll definitely remember when we look back tomorrow.
55:05Isn't that right?
55:07Yes.
55:16What are you doing?
55:18We were approaching your parents.
55:21We were talking about how beautiful days awaited us.
55:25Then we should be thankful, right?
55:29My mom always says that.
55:32Right, mom?
55:34Yes, honey.
55:38Do you know how lucky you are?
55:42Because you have such a good mother.
56:00If I learned from my mistakes today,
56:03if I was able to reach my family and you,
56:12if I can hug my son,
56:15it's all thanks to you.
56:20If you weren't so good and strong,
56:25maybe we were still on the wrong path.
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