00:00Long ago, I don't know
00:09Will you show? I don't know
00:19Clock on the wall is messing with my head
00:26My name is Felix, Felix Tran
00:30I just got back home from college
00:33There's something you gotta know about me
00:36I'm battling with my own demons
00:38Demons that don't belong anywhere
00:41That don't belong anywhere onto my mind
00:45Every little thing about this shit is messing me up mentally
00:51I don't know how or when but it just
00:55This just came about
00:57This craziness
00:59It's like I'm addicted to this thrill
01:03Don't get me wrong but medicine makes me feel good and shit
01:21It just sometimes spins me
01:25Spends the world around in my head
01:27I just can't believe this is still going on
01:32It's like other times
01:34I could see very clearly
01:36Different times, I can't
01:38I lost my vision
01:39I lost my perspective
01:40I'm losing
01:41I'm actually losing myself
01:45This movie
01:4750-50
01:48I felt like I was sick too
01:51But just sick in them head
01:53It's not right
01:55I can't control this fucking darkness
01:57That seemingly I am addicted to
02:00I lay down often
02:03And it's like
02:04Someone
02:05Or something
02:06That's
02:07Not there
02:08Trying to fuck with me
02:09And makes my head hurt
02:11I'm not sure when this bullshit's gonna last
02:15I don't need this
02:18I didn't ask for the shit
02:20And not having others feel sad about my mental health
02:24It's like
02:272.30 in the morning
02:29At night I can't really sleep
02:32And some of you have been in my life for years
02:35And I don't know when the hell I'm gonna get a little nights of rest
02:40Even at night
02:43My mind is like a dust of fog
02:50Here's a quote
02:51That I relate to from time to time
02:56Something is happening
02:58Beauty is at work
03:00Pure selfless acceptance through everyday transcendence
03:04That remedies
03:05The chaos and antidote to the sorrow on this earth
03:09Earth for eternity
03:14You give me nothing
03:16No mercy
03:18No empathy
03:19Only self hate to you
03:22I'm just a fucking plaything
03:24An amusement replicating
03:26The cries of a man
03:29You were playing
03:30Last moments of my life
03:32Over and over and over
03:34I just
03:36A fucking charade
03:38Suspended at the core of this
03:41Ridicule
03:44I can't
03:45Fucking
03:46Embrace it
03:47I'm a lot of fun
03:49Shit
03:53Isn't
03:54What's
03:55T訃
03:57Oh
03:58There's no
03:59피
04:00Never
04:02Still
04:05The
04:06Bo
04:09Out of our cagey heads and got tangled and lost
04:13Totally further out into it all
04:16I can't remember
04:18And I was afraid
04:21But you were blowing light
04:24I was while leaving the light
04:27You were my revealing brain
04:31I closed my eyes and suddenly we were
04:36Missed
04:38Don't let them see me like this
04:41I'm a man
04:43A man under surveillance
04:45Where am I going?
04:48I'm gonna become a trans-luncton
04:50To reveal my reality
04:52It's possible unless I am
04:56Or was insane
04:58Why
05:00Why the fuck
05:02Why the fuck
05:08You know, uh, hearing voices that isn't yours and answering back is scary
05:31The thing is
05:32It's like stuck on me
05:35Also
05:39Questioning myself in my head isn't good either
05:42I do my best to be right in the mind
05:48The way I want it to be
05:50Now and forever
05:54Until death to be
05:56This is my fallback
06:11Which I've been waiting for
06:13My happiness
06:17After three weeks rolled by
06:21I checked myself into
06:22Psych war
06:23And now
06:24I'll learn more about myself
06:27I'm back to my
06:28Your regular self now
06:29Carelessly you passed the hours
06:48I can't sleep
07:02I can't rest
07:04I feel depressed
07:05I can't
07:06I feel
07:08I can't do this anymore
07:09This is a tragedy
07:12Fuck
07:13I can't do it
07:16As this
07:23This is my last cigarette
07:24I've gone to rehab
07:26Things are getting better lately for me
07:30I'm graduating next week
07:32Finding my own place in this world
07:35Finally
07:37But all that I'm saying like
07:40This is one thing I seek for
07:43Even for a happy ending
07:45Thank God
07:48Pacing round this floor
07:56I've been seeing
08:00Till I get some resolution
08:05I'm so obsessed
08:07I can't sleep and I can't rest
08:12There's still something I must confess
08:16When it comes to you and me
08:20And every answer that I hear on the side of the door
08:33And every answer that I hear on the side of the door
08:46It sends me in a spin of the exciting hope
08:50I keep looking at the window
08:53Taking on my phone
08:54Taking on my phone
08:55Watching
08:56Waiting
08:57Waiting
08:58Holding for you to show
09:01Will you show
09:07I don't know
09:10I don't know
09:13Will you show
09:16I don't know
09:17I don't know
09:18I don't know
09:19I don't know
09:20I don't know
09:21I don't know
09:22I don't know
09:23I don't know
09:24I don't know
09:24I don't know
09:25I don't know
09:25I don't know
09:26I don't know
09:26I don't know
09:27I don't know
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